\u00a0<\/p>\n
\u00c7ocuklu\u011fun ta\u015fras\u0131, romantik balkondan seni yelpaze gibi a\u00e7\u0131yorum. Eskiden
oldu\u011fu gibi sokaklar\u0131n terk etti\u011fi ben, terkedilmi\u015f sokaklar\u0131 inceliyorum.
D\u00fc\u015f darbeleriyle d\u00f6vd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck kent, k\u0131p\u0131rt\u0131s\u0131z varl\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan
beliriveriyorsun. K\u00f6p\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn k\u0131y\u0131s\u0131nda uzun ve a\u011f\u0131r ad\u0131mlarla topraklar\u0131 ve
otlar\u0131 \u00e7i\u011fneyerek, daha yeni boyanm\u0131\u015f bu g\u00f6k alt\u0131nda b\u00fcz\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015f sen, bir tek
sen geceyi ka\u00e7\u0131ran ta\u015flar atabilirdin. B\u00f6yle yaratt\u0131n kendini, yaln\u0131zl\u0131kla
yo\u011frulmu\u015f, i\u00e7 s\u0131k\u0131nt\u0131lar\u0131yla yaral\u0131, y\u00fcr\u00fcyerek, y\u00fcr\u00fcyerek kederli
kasabalarda. Neye yarar eskilerden s\u00f6z etmek, neye yarar unutu\u015fun
\u00e7ama\u015f\u0131rlar\u0131n\u0131 yeniden giymek? Yine de g\u00f6lgen b\u00fcy\u00fck ve kara, \u00e7ocuklu\u011fumun
ta\u015fras\u0131. B\u00fcy\u00fck ve kara kasaba g\u00f6lgen renksiz so\u011fuklu\u011fun, kuzey r\u00fczgar\u0131n\u0131n
\u00f6p\u00fcc\u00fc\u011f\u00fc alt\u0131nda. Ve g\u00fcne\u015fli, beklenmedik, tatl\u0131 g\u00fcnlerin de var bir ba\u015fak
gibi sallanarak nemden \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131\u011f\u0131nda zaman. Ah! sular\u0131n y\u00fckselmesinin korkun\u00e7
k\u0131\u015f\u0131, babaannem ve ben titrerdik akl\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 ka\u00e7\u0131ras\u0131ya titrerdik. Her yandan
ya\u011fan, kederli ve savurgan, bitmek t\u00fckenmek bilmez ya\u011fmur. hayk\u0131r\u0131rlar,
a\u011flarlard\u0131 ormanlarda yitmi\u015f trenler. R\u00fczgar\u0131n \u00e7evreledi\u011fi tahta evler
\u00e7at\u0131rdard\u0131. R\u00fczgar \u015faha kalkm\u0131\u015f ayaklar\u0131yla pencereleri u\u00e7ururdu, y\u0131kard\u0131
\u00e7itleri; \u015fiddetli, umutsuz, arazi olurdu denize do\u011fru. Ancak tertemiz
geceler de vard\u0131, g\u00fczel havan\u0131n yapraklar\u0131, kusursuz y\u0131ld\u0131zlar i\u00e7ine
sokulmu\u015f karanl\u0131k g\u00f6ky\u00fcz\u00fc. A\u011f\u0131r kald\u0131r\u0131mlarda, alacakaranl\u0131kta ya da
unutulmaz sabahlarda gen\u00e7 k\u0131z\u0131 elinden tutup gezdiren a\u015f\u0131k oldum. S\u00f6ylenmi\u015f
onca s\u00f6zc\u00fck nas\u0131l an\u0131msanmaz? \u00c7i\u00e7ek gibi a\u00e7\u0131lan \u00f6p\u00fcc\u00fckler, dalgalanan
\u00e7i\u00e7ekler her \u015fey bitse de. F\u0131rt\u0131nayla y\u00fczle\u015fen ve ac\u0131 kanatlar\u0131 alt\u0131nda
a\u011fz\u0131n\u0131 g\u00fc\u00e7lendiren \u00e7ocuk seni destekliyor bug\u00fcn f\u0131rt\u0131nadan sonra b\u00fcy\u00fck bir
a\u011fa\u00e7 gibi nemli ve sessiz memleket. gizli saatlerin elinden ka\u00e7m\u0131\u015f, herkesin
tan\u0131mad\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u00e7ocukluk ta\u015fras\u0131. Son ya\u011fmurla \u0131slanm\u0131\u015f yap\u0131 iskelesine uzanm\u0131\u015f
yaln\u0131zl\u0131\u011f\u0131n b\u00f6lgesi, bir geri d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015f bar\u0131na\u011f\u0131 olarak \u00f6neriyorum seni \u00f6mr\u00fcme.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
\u00a0 \u00c7ocuklu\u011fun ta\u015fras\u0131, romantik balkondan seni yelpaze gibi a\u00e7\u0131yorum. Eskiden oldu\u011fu gibi sokaklar\u0131n terk etti\u011fi ben, terkedilmi\u015f sokaklar\u0131 inceliyorum. D\u00fc\u015f darbeleriyle d\u00f6vd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck kent, k\u0131p\u0131rt\u0131s\u0131z varl\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan beliriveriyorsun. K\u00f6p\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn k\u0131y\u0131s\u0131nda uzun ve a\u011f\u0131r ad\u0131mlarla topraklar\u0131 ve otlar\u0131 \u00e7i\u011fneyerek, daha yeni boyanm\u0131\u015f bu g\u00f6k alt\u0131nda b\u00fcz\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015f sen, bir tek sen geceyi ka\u00e7\u0131ran ta\u015flar atabilirdin. B\u00f6yle yaratt\u0131n kendini, […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[175],"tags":[],"class_list":{"0":"post-1016","1":"post","2":"type-post","3":"status-publish","4":"format-standard","6":"category-pablo-neruda"},"yoast_head":"\n