\u00a0<\/p>\n
\u00d6yle g\u00fcnler g\u00f6rd\u00fcm ki, ayd\u0131n g\u00f6kler karar\u0131p
Baht\u0131m bir bulut gibi \u00fcst\u00fcme \u00e7\u00f6ker oldu,
Her g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc yumunca tan\u0131d\u0131k y\u00fczler g\u00f6r\u00fcp,
Hayaller alev alev beynimi yakar oldu.
\u00dcmitsizlik, gariplik d\u00f6rt taraf\u0131m\u0131 sar\u0131p
Y\u00fcz\u00fcm s\u0131r\u0131tsa bile, i\u00e7im ya\u015f d\u00f6ker oldu.<\/p>\n
Her sabah ilk \u0131\u015fiklar g\u00f6zlerimi oyard\u0131,
Uyanan ta\u015f duvarlar iniltimi duyard\u0131.<\/p>\n
\u00d6yle g\u00fcnler g\u00f6rdum ki, duvarlar gelir dile,
G\u00f6zumde canlan\u0131rd\u0131 e\u015fkiya masallar\u0131.
Varl\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131 sarard\u0131, hain bir isteyi\u015fle
G\u00f6rmedi\u011fim yumu\u015fak bir d\u00fc\u015fman\u0131n elleri
Kafada \u00e7elik gibi fikirler dursa bile
Kalplerin eksik olmaz b\u00f6yle zay\u0131f halleri:<\/p>\n
Bazen kendi kendimin elinden kurtulurdum,
Kalbimi bir \u00e7amurda \u00e7\u0131rp\u0131n\u0131rken bulurdum.<\/p>\n
\u00d6yle g\u00fcnler g\u00f6rd\u00fcm ki, dost dedi\u011fim insanlar
Ben yan\u0131na var\u0131nca duda\u011f\u0131n\u0131 k\u0131v\u0131rd\u0131.
Bir zamanlar yan\u0131mda a\u011f\u0131z a\u00e7mayanlar
S\u0131rt\u0131m\u0131 s\u0131vazlad\u0131, bana o\u011f\u00fct savurdu.
Silahs\u0131z g\u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcne sald\u0131ran kahramanlar
En al\u00e7ak tekmelerle beni yere devirdi.<\/p>\n
Ruhum bir heykel gibi d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcp parcalan\u0131rd\u0131.
Bu sesleri duyanlar g\u00fcl\u00fcyorum san\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n
\u00d6yle g\u00fcnler g\u00f6rd\u00fcm ki, tabanca saka\u011f\u0131mda
Tasarlad\u0131m ayd\u0131nl\u0131k d\u00fcnyay\u0131 b\u0131rakmay\u0131
G\u00f6nl\u00fcm ac\u0131kl\u0131 buldu, en ate\u015fli \u00e7a\u011f\u0131mda
S\u00f6n\u00fck bir y\u0131ld\u0131z gibi bo\u015fluklara akmay\u0131
Tabancan\u0131n namlusu \u0131s\u0131nd\u0131 yanag\u0131mda,
Parmag\u0131m istemedi teti\u011fini \u00e7ekmeyi<\/p>\n
Bir sonbahar ya\u011fmuru gibi i\u00e7im a\u011flard\u0131
Bir \u015feyler fakat beni ya\u015fama\u011fa ba\u011flard\u0131.<\/p>\n
Ey bir tane sevgilim, ben bug\u00fcn ya\u015f\u0131yorsam
Sanma ki hayat tatl\u0131, insanlar ho\u015f olmustur,
Da\u011f ba\u015f\u0131nda bir kaya gibiyim \u015f\u00f6yle dursam
Etraf\u0131m eskisinden daha bombo\u015f olmu\u015ftur
Yaln\u0131z sana bor\u00e7luyum bug\u00fcn d\u00fcnyada varsam:
Seni her and\u0131\u011f\u0131mda g\u00f6zlerim ya\u015f olmu\u015ftur<\/p>\n
Ya\u015flar ki bir \u0131rmakt\u0131r, dertleri s\u00fcr\u00fcr gider,
G\u00f6zya\u015flar\u0131 i\u00e7inde seneler y\u00fcr\u00fcr gider.<\/p>\n
Yok olmak iste\u011fiyle kalbim att\u0131\u011f\u0131 zaman,
Bana: Ya\u015fa der gibi g\u00fclen senin y\u00fcz\u00fcnd\u00fc.
Dizlerim bir batakta yorgun yatt\u0131\u011f\u0131 zaman
Bacaklar\u0131ma kuvvet veren senin h\u0131z\u0131nd\u0131.
Ya\u015faran g\u00f6zlerimde, g\u00fcne\u015f batt\u0131\u011f\u0131 zaman
S\u0131cak bir yuva gibi t\u00fcten senin dizindi.<\/p>\n
Sen akl\u0131ma gelince her \u015fey g\u00fcl\u00fcmserdi.
A\u011fa\u00e7lar sark\u0131 s\u00f6yler, r\u00fczgar tatl\u0131 eserdi.<\/p>\n
Ey sevgilim, bilirsin benim ne \u00e7ekti\u011fimi:
Garip ba\u015fim\u0131n derdi bir y\u00fcrek ta\u015f\u0131yorum.
Anlars\u0131n ni\u00e7in uzak yerlere bakt\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131:
\u0130\u00e7inde ya\u015fanmaz bir d\u00fcnyada ya\u015f\u0131yorum.
G\u00f6r\u00fcnce g\u00fclme sak\u0131n \u00e7\u0131rp\u0131n\u0131p akt\u0131g\u0131m\u0131:
Il\u0131k ve ayd\u0131nl\u0131k bir denize ko\u015fuyorum.<\/p>\n
Sen benim sevgilimsin, sevsen de, sevmesen de,
Arad\u0131\u011f\u0131m yerlere benzeyi\u015f buldum sende.<\/p>\n
Sabahattin AL\u0130<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
\u00a0 \u00d6yle g\u00fcnler g\u00f6rd\u00fcm ki, ayd\u0131n g\u00f6kler karar\u0131p Baht\u0131m bir bulut gibi \u00fcst\u00fcme \u00e7\u00f6ker oldu, Her g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc yumunca tan\u0131d\u0131k y\u00fczler g\u00f6r\u00fcp, Hayaller alev alev beynimi yakar oldu. \u00dcmitsizlik, gariplik d\u00f6rt taraf\u0131m\u0131 sar\u0131p Y\u00fcz\u00fcm s\u0131r\u0131tsa bile, i\u00e7im ya\u015f d\u00f6ker oldu. Her sabah ilk \u0131\u015fiklar g\u00f6zlerimi oyard\u0131, Uyanan ta\u015f duvarlar iniltimi duyard\u0131. \u00d6yle g\u00fcnler g\u00f6rdum ki, duvarlar […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[31],"tags":[],"class_list":{"0":"post-1071","1":"post","2":"type-post","3":"status-publish","4":"format-standard","6":"category-sabahattin-ali"},"yoast_head":"\n