\u00a0<\/p>\n
1902\u00b4de do\u011fdum
do\u011fdu\u011fum \u015fehre d\u00f6nmedim bir daha
geriye d\u00f6nmeyi sevmem
\u00fc\u00e7 ya\u015f\u0131mda Halep\u00b4te pa\u015fa torunlu\u011fu ettim
on dokuzumda Moskova\u00b4da kom\u00fcnist \u00dcniversite \u00f6\u011frencili\u011fi
k\u0131rk dokuzumda yine Moskova\u00b4da Tseka-Parti konuklu\u011fu
ve on d\u00f6rd\u00fcmden beri \u015fairlik ederim<\/p>\n
kimi insan otlar\u0131n kimi insan bal\u0131klar\u0131n \u00e7e\u015fidini bilir
ben ayr\u0131l\u0131klar\u0131n
kimi insan ezbere sayar y\u0131ld\u0131zlar\u0131n ad\u0131n\u0131
ben hasretlerin<\/p>\n
hapislerde de yatt\u0131m b\u00fcy\u00fck otellerde de
a\u00e7l\u0131k \u00e7ektim a\u00e7l\u0131k g\u0131revi de i\u00e7inde ve tatmad\u0131\u011f\u0131m yemek yok gibidir<\/p>\n
otuzumda as\u0131lmam\u0131 istediler
k\u0131rk sekizimde Bar\u0131\u015f madalyas\u0131n\u0131n bana verilmesini
verdiler de
otuz alt\u0131mda yar\u0131m y\u0131lda ge\u00e7tim d\u00f6rt metre kare betonu
elli dokuzumda on sekiz saatta u\u00e7tum P\u0131ra\u011f\u00b4dan Havana\u00b4ya<\/p>\n
Lenin\u00b4i g\u00f6rmedim n\u00f6bet tuttum tabutunun ba\u015f\u0131nda 924\u00b4de
961\u00b4de ziyaret etti\u011fim an\u0131tkabri kitaplar\u0131d\u0131r<\/p>\n
partimden koparma\u011fa yeltendiler beni
s\u00f6kmedi
y\u0131k\u0131lan putlar\u0131n alt\u0131nda da ezilmedim<\/p>\n
951\u00b4de bir denizde gen\u00e7 bir arkada\u015fla y\u00fcr\u00fcd\u00fcm \u00fcst\u00fcne \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fcn
52\u00b4de \u00e7atlak bir y\u00fcrekle d\u00f6rt ay s\u0131rt\u00fcst\u00fc bekledim \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fc<\/p>\n
sevdi\u011fim kad\u0131nlar\u0131 deli gibi k\u0131skand\u0131m
\u015fu kadarc\u0131k haset etmedim \u015earlo\u00b4ya bile
aldatt\u0131m kad\u0131nlar\u0131m\u0131
konu\u015fmad\u0131m arkas\u0131ndan dostlar\u0131m\u0131n<\/p>\n
Naz\u0131m Hikmet RAN<\/p>\n
i\u00e7tim ama ak\u015famc\u0131 olmad\u0131m
hep aln\u0131m\u0131n teriyle \u00e7\u0131kard\u0131m ekmek param\u0131 ne mutlu bana<\/p>\n
ba\u015fkas\u0131n\u0131n hesab\u0131na utand\u0131m yalan s\u00f6yledim
yalan s\u00f6yledim ba\u015fkas\u0131n\u0131 \u00fczmemek i\u00e7in
ama durup dururken de yalan s\u00f6yledim<\/p>\n
bindim tirene u\u00e7a\u011fa otomobile
\u00e7o\u011funluk binemiyor
operaya gittim
\u00e7o\u011funluk gidemiyor ad\u0131n\u0131 bile duymam\u0131\u015f operan\u0131n
\u00e7o\u011funlu\u011fun gitti\u011fi kimi yerlere de ben gitmedim 21\u00b4den beri
camiye kiliseye tap\u0131na\u011fa havraya b\u00fcy\u00fcc\u00fcye
ama kahve fal\u0131ma bakt\u0131rd\u0131\u011f\u0131m oldu<\/p>\n
yaz\u0131lar\u0131m otuz k\u0131rk dilde bas\u0131l\u0131r
T\u00fcrkiye\u00b4mde T\u00fcrk\u00e7emle yasak<\/p>\n
kansere yakalanmad\u0131m daha
yakalanmam da \u015fart de\u011fil
ba\u015fbakan fil\u00e2n olaca\u011f\u0131m yok
merakl\u0131s\u0131 da de\u011filim bu i\u015fin
bir de harbe girmedim
s\u0131\u011f\u0131naklara da inmedim gece yar\u0131lar\u0131
yollara da d\u00fc\u015fmedim pike yapan u\u00e7aklar\u0131n alt\u0131nda
ama sevdaland\u0131m altm\u0131\u015f\u0131ma yak\u0131n
s\u00f6z\u00fcn k\u0131sas\u0131 yolda\u015flar
bug\u00fcn Berlin\u00b4de kederden gebermekte olsam da
insanca ya\u015fad\u0131m diyebilirim
ve daha ne kadar ya\u015far\u0131m
ba\u015f\u0131mdan neler ge\u00e7er daha
kim bilir.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
\u00a0 1902\u00b4de do\u011fdum do\u011fdu\u011fum \u015fehre d\u00f6nmedim bir daha geriye d\u00f6nmeyi sevmem \u00fc\u00e7 ya\u015f\u0131mda Halep\u00b4te pa\u015fa torunlu\u011fu ettim on dokuzumda Moskova\u00b4da kom\u00fcnist \u00dcniversite \u00f6\u011frencili\u011fi k\u0131rk dokuzumda yine Moskova\u00b4da Tseka-Parti konuklu\u011fu ve on d\u00f6rd\u00fcmden beri \u015fairlik ederim kimi insan otlar\u0131n kimi insan bal\u0131klar\u0131n \u00e7e\u015fidini bilir ben ayr\u0131l\u0131klar\u0131n kimi insan ezbere sayar y\u0131ld\u0131zlar\u0131n ad\u0131n\u0131 ben hasretlerin hapislerde de […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[59],"tags":[],"class_list":{"0":"post-1145","1":"post","2":"type-post","3":"status-publish","4":"format-standard","6":"category-nazim-hikmet-ran"},"yoast_head":"\n