1<\/p>\n
Ya\u015famak \u015fakaya gelmez,
b\u00fcy\u00fck bir ciddiyetle ya\u015fayacaks\u0131n
bir sincap gibi mesela,
yani, ya\u015faman\u0131n d\u0131\u015f\u0131nda ve \u00f6tesinde hi\u00e7bir \u015fey beklemeden,
yani b\u00fct\u00fcn i\u015fin g\u00fcc\u00fcn ya\u015famak olacak.<\/p>\n
Ya\u015famay\u0131 ciddiye alacaks\u0131n,
yani o derecede, \u00f6ylesine ki,
mesela, kollar\u0131n ba\u011fl\u0131 arkadan, s\u0131rt\u0131n duvarda,
yahut kocaman g\u00f6zl\u00fcklerin,
beyaz g\u00f6mle\u011finle bir laboratuarda
insanlar i\u00e7in \u00f6lebileceksin,
hem de y\u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc bile g\u00f6rmedi\u011fin insanlar i\u00e7in,
hem de hi\u00e7 kimse seni buna zorlamam\u0131\u015fken,
hem de en g\u00fczel en ger\u00e7ek \u015feyin
ya\u015famak oldu\u011funu bildi\u011fin halde.<\/p>\n
Yani, \u00f6ylesine ciddiye alacaks\u0131n ki ya\u015famay\u0131,
yetmi\u015finde bile, mesela, zeytin dikeceksin,
hem de \u00f6yle \u00e7ocuklara falan kal\u0131r diye de\u011fil,
\u00f6lmekten korktu\u011fun halde \u00f6l\u00fcme inanmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n i\u00e7in,
ya\u015famak yan\u0131 a\u011f\u0131r bast\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan.<\/p>\n
1947<\/p>\n
2<\/p>\n
Diyelim ki, a\u011f\u0131r ameliyatl\u0131k hastay\u0131z,
yani, beyaz masadan,
bir daha kalkmamak ihtimali de var.
Duymamak m\u00fcmk\u00fcn de\u011filse de biraz erken gitmenin kederini
biz yine de g\u00fclece\u011fiz anlat\u0131lan Bekta\u015fi f\u0131kras\u0131na,
hava ya\u011fmurlu mu, diye bakaca\u011f\u0131z pencereden,
yahut da sab\u0131rs\u0131zl\u0131kla bekleyece\u011fiz
en son ajans haberlerini.<\/p>\n
Diyelim ki, d\u00f6v\u00fc\u015f\u00fclmeye de\u011fer bir \u015feyler i\u00e7in,
diyelim ki, cephedeyiz.
Daha orda ilk h\u00fccumda, daha o g\u00fcn
y\u00fcz\u00fckoyun kapaklan\u0131p \u00f6lmek de m\u00fcmk\u00fcn.
Tuhaf bir h\u0131n\u00e7la bilece\u011fiz bunu,
fakat yine de \u00e7\u0131ld\u0131ras\u0131ya merak edece\u011fiz
belki y\u0131llarca s\u00fcrecek olan sava\u015f\u0131n sonunu.<\/p>\n
Diyelim ki hapisteyiz,
ya\u015f\u0131m\u0131z da elliye yak\u0131n,
daha da on sekiz sene olsun a\u00e7\u0131lmas\u0131na demir kap\u0131n\u0131n.
Yine de d\u0131\u015far\u0131yla birlikte ya\u015fayaca\u011f\u0131z,
insanlar\u0131, hayvanlar\u0131, kavgas\u0131 ve r\u00fczgar\u0131yla
yani, duvar\u0131n ard\u0131ndaki d\u0131\u015far\u0131yla.<\/p>\n
Yani, nas\u0131l ve nerede olursak olal\u0131m
hi\u00e7 \u00f6l\u00fcnmeyecekmi\u015f gibi ya\u015fanacak…<\/p>\n
1948<\/p>\n
3<\/p>\n
Bu d\u00fcnya so\u011fuyacak,
y\u0131ld\u0131zlar\u0131n aras\u0131nda bir y\u0131ld\u0131z,
hem de en ufac\u0131klar\u0131ndan,
mavi kadifede bir yald\u0131z zerresi yani,
yani bu koskocaman d\u00fcnyam\u0131z.<\/p>\n
Bu d\u00fcnya so\u011fuyacak g\u00fcn\u00fcn birinde,
hatta bir buz y\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131
yahut \u00f6l\u00fc bir bulut gibi de de\u011fil,
bo\u015f bir ceviz gibi yuvarlanacak
zifiri karanl\u0131kta u\u00e7suz bucaks\u0131z.<\/p>\n
\u015eimdiden \u00e7ekilecek ac\u0131s\u0131 bunun,
duyulacak mahzunlu\u011fu \u015fimdiden.
B\u00f6ylesine sevilecek bu d\u00fcnya
\u00b4Ya\u015fad\u0131m\u00b4 diyebilmen i\u00e7in…<\/p>\n
Naz\u0131m Hikmet RAN<\/p>\n
1948<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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