K\u00f6pr\u00fcn\u00fcn ba\u015f\u0131nda durup elindeki g\u00fcrz\u00fc \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fcne, h\u0131n\u00e7la sall\u0131yor. Kar\u015f\u0131ya ge\u00e7mek i\u00e7in ilerleyen sana ac\u0131mayaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 biliyorsun. Daha \u00f6nce olanlar\u0131 g\u00f6rd\u00fcn \u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc. Cesaretle ileri at\u0131l\u0131p ba\u015flar\u0131na, \u00e7ivili g\u00fcrz\u00fc yiyenlerin \u00f6l\u00fcmlerini hat\u0131rl\u0131yorsun. Cans\u0131z beden yere bir kesik a\u011fa\u00e7 gibi y\u0131k\u0131l\u0131r ve g\u00fcrzl\u00fc adam kal\u0131n etli parma\u011f\u0131n\u0131 maktul\u00fcn kan\u0131na band\u0131r\u0131r, dikkatle inceler. Bazen yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131na hay\u0131flan\u0131r, \u201cbu bizdenmi\u015f, ke\u015fke \u00f6lmeseydi\u201d der, bazense \u201cpislik, hak ediyorsunuz\u201d, deyip basar tekmeyi. Cesetlerin gitti\u011fi yer bellidir. Tek hamlede k\u00f6pr\u00fcden a\u015fa\u011f\u0131, topraks\u0131zl\u0131\u011fa, \u00e7a\u011f\u0131ldayarak akan suya at\u0131l\u0131r. T\u00fcm bunlara di\u011ferleri gibi sende \u015fahitsin. Anlams\u0131z ve ac\u0131mas\u0131z metal bir \u00f6l\u00fcm istemiyorsun. Ka\u00e7 zamand\u0131r orada hen\u00fcz kesilmedik bir a\u011fa\u00e7 gibi dikildi\u011finden de haberin yok. Zaman yok, sanki her \u015fey durmu\u015f bir tek g\u00fcrz saat gibi i\u015fliyor g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcn \u00f6n\u00fcnde.<\/p>\n
Senin haricinde \u00e7evrende s\u00fcrekli bir devinim var. \u0130nsanlar\u0131n y\u00fczleri de\u011fi\u015fiyor. Bir g\u00f6r\u00fcnen bir daha \u00e7\u0131km\u0131yor ortaya. Nereye gittiklerinden emin de\u011filsin. Ka\u00e7\u0131yorlar m\u0131, ge\u00e7iyorlar m\u0131, bilemiyorsun. Y\u00fczler de\u011fi\u015firken, g\u00fcrz h\u0131n\u00e7la d\u00f6nerken, zaman\u0131n durmas\u0131 ak\u0131l almaz geliyor.<\/p>\n
Bazen ta\u015f k\u00f6pr\u00fcn\u00fcn renginin ba\u015fkala\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131 hissi i\u00e7indesin. Ne renkti, ne oldu s\u00f6yleyemeyeceksin, yaln\u0131zca bir sezi bu. De\u011fi\u015fen y\u00fczler gibi ismi yok hi\u00e7bir \u015feyin. Bir g\u00fcrz, iri bir kol, k\u00f6pr\u00fc.<\/p>\n
S\u0131k\u0131l\u0131yor musun? S\u0131k\u0131l\u0131yorsan bunu asla kestiremezsin.Uzaktan o adama bir bak\u0131\u015f f\u0131rlat. Korktu\u011funu belli etme. Korkarsan, daha \u00e7ok korkarsan unutulur s\u0131k\u0131nt\u0131lar\u0131n. Belki o \u00f6l\u00fcm de\u011firmeni \u00f6\u011f\u00fct\u00fcr seni. Ge\u00e7er. De\u011fi\u015fir.<\/p>\n
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K\u00f6pr\u00fcn\u00fcn ba\u015f\u0131nda durup elindeki g\u00fcrz\u00fc \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fcne, h\u0131n\u00e7la sall\u0131yor. Kar\u015f\u0131ya ge\u00e7mek i\u00e7in ilerleyen sana ac\u0131mayaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 biliyorsun. Daha \u00f6nce olanlar\u0131 g\u00f6rd\u00fcn \u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc. Cesaretle ileri at\u0131l\u0131p ba\u015flar\u0131na, \u00e7ivili g\u00fcrz\u00fc yiyenlerin \u00f6l\u00fcmlerini hat\u0131rl\u0131yorsun. Cans\u0131z beden yere bir kesik a\u011fa\u00e7 gibi y\u0131k\u0131l\u0131r ve g\u00fcrzl\u00fc adam kal\u0131n etli parma\u011f\u0131n\u0131 maktul\u00fcn kan\u0131na band\u0131r\u0131r, dikkatle inceler. Bazen yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131na hay\u0131flan\u0131r, \u201cbu bizdenmi\u015f, ke\u015fke \u00f6lmeseydi\u201d […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[140],"tags":[],"class_list":{"0":"post-1386","1":"post","2":"type-post","3":"status-publish","4":"format-standard","6":"category-erkan-kucuk-makale"},"yoast_head":"\n