\u00a0<\/p>\n
eski g\u00fczel \u015feylerden de\u011fil,
yeni k\u00f6t\u00fc \u015feylerden ba\u015flamak gerekir.
-Walter Benjamin-<\/p>\n
g\u00f6\u00e7
ge\u00e7er…<\/p>\n
ge\u00e7er ayr\u0131l\u0131klar balad\u0131
siyah bir orman olur gen\u00e7li\u011fimiz
bize b\u00f6yle pay kal\u0131r
bize b\u00f6yle pay kal\u0131r…<\/p>\n
a\u011fla s\u00f6m\u00fcrgem… belki d\u00f6nemem
oralarda usul usul talazlanan nehirlerde yaz kal\u0131r
k\u0131\u015f yanar, d\u00fc\u015f \u00fc\u015f\u00fcr y\u00fcre\u011fimde
a\u011flar\u0131m, g\u00f6zya\u015f\u0131m beyaz kal\u0131r…<\/p>\n
sonra askerler yeniden ku\u015fat\u0131rlar a\u015f\u0131nm\u0131\u015f kaleleri
bin havaar par\u00e7alar gecenin d\u00f6\u015fe\u011fini
ocaklar iniler, yas b\u00fcy\u00fcr, orta yerde kan kal\u0131r
d\u0131ng\u0131lava da pe\u015ftamall\u0131 \u00e7ocuklar havuzlara i\u015ferler
g\u00f6zlerinde bir mahmur \u00f6zlem kal\u0131r…
derken bir ankara, bir poyraz beni d\u00f6ve d\u00f6ve i\u00e7eri al\u0131r
yollarda giderek uzakla\u015f\u0131r… giderek uzakla\u015f\u0131r
fahi\u015feler terli kas\u0131klar\u0131yla sabaha u\u011furlan\u0131r
ku\u015flar ink\u00e2r edilir, g\u00f6ky\u00fcz\u00fc ya\u011fmalan\u0131r
ben b\u00fcy\u00fcr\u00fcm bu kederle kalbim uslan\u0131r…<\/p>\n
a\u011fla s\u00f6m\u00fcrgem! a\u011fla ve kucakla kumral delikanl\u0131n\u0131
buralarda \u00e7at\u0131lm\u0131\u015f bir t\u00fcfe\u011fim b\u00f6\u011fr\u00fcmde taflan kal\u0131r
\u015fimdi k\u0131z\u0131lay a da oturmu\u015fum hasretin kancas\u0131nda
ge\u00e7er zaman, ge\u00e7er y\u0131llar, g\u00fcnlere bir yeni hazan kal\u0131r…
a\u011fla s\u00f6m\u00fcrgem… sen hep ma\u011flup bir a\u011flay\u0131\u015fta
ben uzak susar\u0131m bu ma\u011flubiyet i\u00e7in hep anlay\u0131\u015fla
bak, \u00e7\u00f6p\u00e7\u00fcler bu geceyi de pi\u00e7 edip s\u00fcp\u00fcrd\u00fcler
ben ise haber de\u011feri bile olmayan bir hayk\u0131r\u0131\u015fta
\u00f6zleminle h\u00e2l\u00e2 bir yakar\u0131\u015fta…<\/p>\n
a\u011fla! ben de a\u011flar\u0131m g\u00f6zya\u015flar\u0131m \u00f6zlemine az kal\u0131r
buralarda nem var! nem varsa sende kal\u0131r
daha \u00e7a\u011f\u0131r\u0131rken
an\u0131 bile kalmaya tenezz\u00fcl etmeyen o da\u011f doruklar\u0131
s\u00f6m\u00fcrgem yaslar durur sesime k\u0131rg\u0131n ayr\u0131l\u0131klar\u0131…
ben gittim
ve yittim!
oralarda usul usul talazlanan nehirlerde yaz kal\u0131r
yaslar\u0131m g\u00fcnleri y\u00fcz\u00fcme g\u00f6zya\u015f\u0131m beyaz kal\u0131r
burada y\u0131llar k\u00fcf\u00fcrle u\u011furlan\u0131r
ben b\u00fcy\u00fcr\u00fcm i\u00e7indeki haylaz \u00e7ocuk uslan\u0131r
ve g\u00fcnler ge\u00e7er, herkes gider, pistler bo\u015fal\u0131r
sahnede bir ben, bir kurtlar, bir klasik dans kal\u0131r…<\/p>\n
a\u011fla s\u00f6m\u00fcrgem… buralarda d\u00f6ne d\u00f6ne-
mem! art\u0131k bir ye\u015file dolmasak da an\u0131lardan haz kal\u0131r
sen de bir zaman duyars\u0131n
bir g\u00fcn bir taze mezar kaz\u0131l\u0131r
ard\u0131nda bir da\u011f\u0131n\u0131k gazel ile, k\u00fcl ile
ankara da bir \u00f6l\u00fc y\u0131lmaz kal\u0131r…<\/p>\n
Y\u0131lmaz ODABA\u015eI<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
\u00a0 eski g\u00fczel \u015feylerden de\u011fil, yeni k\u00f6t\u00fc \u015feylerden ba\u015flamak gerekir. -Walter Benjamin- g\u00f6\u00e7 ge\u00e7er… ge\u00e7er ayr\u0131l\u0131klar balad\u0131 siyah bir orman olur gen\u00e7li\u011fimiz bize b\u00f6yle pay kal\u0131r bize b\u00f6yle pay kal\u0131r… a\u011fla s\u00f6m\u00fcrgem… belki d\u00f6nemem oralarda usul usul talazlanan nehirlerde yaz kal\u0131r k\u0131\u015f yanar, d\u00fc\u015f \u00fc\u015f\u00fcr y\u00fcre\u011fimde a\u011flar\u0131m, g\u00f6zya\u015f\u0131m beyaz kal\u0131r… sonra askerler yeniden ku\u015fat\u0131rlar a\u015f\u0131nm\u0131\u015f […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[77],"tags":[],"class_list":{"0":"post-1511","1":"post","2":"type-post","3":"status-publish","4":"format-standard","6":"category-yilmaz-odabasi"},"yoast_head":"\n