\u00a0<\/p>\n
uygarl\u0131k ve barbarl\u0131k karde\u015ftir.
-Havel-<\/p>\n
d\u00fcnya s\u0131\u011fm\u0131yor insana havel
y\u00fczlerdeki, y\u00fcreklerdeki maske
parada kir, suda klor, havada nem
y\u00fcksek borsa, al\u00e7ak bas\u0131n\u00e7
ve kanun h\u00fckm\u00fcnde ihanetler, sahtek\u00e2r jestler<\/p>\n
\/insan, s\u0131\u011fm\u0131yor insana havel!\/<\/p>\n
ve her \u015fey:
\u015fey!
mesela o takvimler, o g\u00fcnler
her biri \u015fimdi kim bilir neredeler
yalanc\u0131d\u0131r aynalara g\u00fcl\u00fcmseyen o muhte\u015fem gen\u00e7likler
bir yaz ya\u011fmuru gibi \u00e7abucak ge\u00e7ecekler
bize kalan kurt kapan\u0131 s\u00f6zle\u015fmeler
ve i\u015f akdi k\u0131vam\u0131nda morarm\u0131\u015f evlilikler<\/p>\n
oysa insan\u0131 b\u00fcy\u00fcten yaln\u0131zl\u0131k m\u0131d\u0131r havel?
biz bu kentlerde
bu \u00f6m\u00fcrlerin gecelerinde \u00e7\u00fcr\u00fcsek bile
\u015fimdi eski da\u011flarda vakur bir \u015fafak y\u0131rt\u0131lmaktad\u0131r
ve d\u0131\u015far\u0131da \u00fc\u015f\u00fcyen bir haziran
kalbimde y\u0131llar\u0131n tufan\u0131ndan art\u0131k bir hazan <\/p>\n
(kalbimde hazan
ve \u015fairdir elbet
s\u00f6zc\u00fcklere rus ruleti oynat\u0131p yazan!)<\/p>\n
d\u0131\u015far\u0131da \u00fc\u015f\u00fcyen bir haziran
kan\u0131mda nikotin cehennemi
k\u0131sa kibrit uzun duman
yaan!
yine yaan! yine yaaaan!
yan ki yang\u0131nlar bile yans\u0131n
hakl\u0131d\u0131r i\u00e7indeki abdal b\u0131rak a\u011flas\u0131n…
b\u0131rak a\u011flas\u0131n art\u0131k g\u00fcnd\u00fczlerin \u0131\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131nda a\u015fk
gecelerin sular\u0131nda yakamozlar yok
ve ku\u015flar konsun diye gerilmiyor balkonlara
\u00e7ama\u015f\u0131r ipleri
duyuyorsun i\u015fte \u015fiir de yaz\u0131yorlarm\u0131\u015f i\u011ffal \u015febekeleri(!)<\/p>\n
d\u0131\u015far\u0131da \u00fc\u015f\u00fcyen bir haziran
d\u0131\u015far\u0131da a\u015fks\u0131z a\u015fk, aids, hepatit b
d\u0131\u015far\u0131da hormonlu sevin\u00e7ler, kokmayan g\u00fcller
viagra cinsellikler, \u00e7\u0131ld\u0131rtan g\u00fcnler!<\/p>\n
ve d\u0131\u015far\u0131da dostlu\u011fun, pu\u015ftlu\u011fun kolunda g\u00fcl\u00fcmsemesi
ama \u00f6\u011frendim karanl\u0131klardan \u0131\u015f\u0131k destelemeyi
ve baka baka irkilmi\u015f g\u00f6zlerine hayat\u0131n
inatla!
inatla g\u00fcl\u00fcmsemeyi
\u00f6\u011frendim i\u00e7imdeki abdal\u0131 h\u00fcnerle gizlemeyi…<\/p>\n
(herkes fanusuna asm\u0131\u015f kendini
bu y\u00fczden beklemiyorum farkl\u0131 k\u0131yametleri…)
d\u0131\u015far\u0131da \u00fc\u015f\u00fcyen bir haziran
d\u0131\u015far\u0131da \u00f6ld\u00fc insan
\u00f6ld\u00fc insan
hi\u00e7bir kitaba yak\u0131\u015fmadan!<\/p>\n
ben de yaza yaza \u00e7\u00fcr\u00fct\u00fcp d\u00fcnlerimi
her g\u00fcn bu cehennemden \u00e7al\u0131yorum kendimi<\/p>\n
bu y\u00fczden her \u015fey:
\u015fey!
havada hava, g\u00fcnlerinde g\u00fcn, evlerde sarm\u0131sak so\u011fan;
hepsi bu i\u015fte basit, ola\u011fan
her \u015fey \u015feydir; inand\u0131klar\u0131m\u0131zd\u0131r belki de yalan
abartt\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131zd\u0131r,
k\u00fcld\u00fcr herkesin pay\u0131na kalan…<\/p>\n
Y\u0131lmaz ODABA\u015eI<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
\u00a0 uygarl\u0131k ve barbarl\u0131k karde\u015ftir. -Havel- d\u00fcnya s\u0131\u011fm\u0131yor insana havel y\u00fczlerdeki, y\u00fcreklerdeki maske parada kir, suda klor, havada nem y\u00fcksek borsa, al\u00e7ak bas\u0131n\u00e7 ve kanun h\u00fckm\u00fcnde ihanetler, sahtek\u00e2r jestler \/insan, s\u0131\u011fm\u0131yor insana havel!\/ ve her \u015fey: \u015fey! mesela o takvimler, o g\u00fcnler her biri \u015fimdi kim bilir neredeler yalanc\u0131d\u0131r aynalara g\u00fcl\u00fcmseyen o muhte\u015fem gen\u00e7likler bir […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[77],"tags":[],"class_list":{"0":"post-1513","1":"post","2":"type-post","3":"status-publish","4":"format-standard","6":"category-yilmaz-odabasi"},"yoast_head":"\n