Vaiz i\u00e7in kendini parmakl\u0131klar aras\u0131nda ate\u015fe vermi\u015fti. Belden a\u015fa\u011f\u0131s\u0131 fel\u00e7 kald\u0131. Vaizin s\u00f6zlerini her g\u00fcn tekrarl\u0131yor: \u00f6zg\u00fcrl\u00fck, halk,sava\u015f,feda\u2026.<\/p>\n
Kap\u0131 araland\u0131 bir g\u00fcn. Onu al\u0131p g\u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fcler. Koktu \u00f6nce. Sonra anlay\u0131nca g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcld\u00fc\u011f\u00fc yeri, \u201cbu bir \u00f6d\u00fcl m\u00fc\u201d dedi kendi kendine. Yaln\u0131z bir adada, y\u0131llard\u0131r yaln\u0131zl\u0131\u011fa b\u0131rak\u0131lm\u0131\u015f bir adam\u0131n kar\u015f\u0131s\u0131ndayd\u0131. Adama a\u015fa\u011f\u0131dan, tekerlekli sandalyesinden, kalbinin olanca \u00e7arp\u0131nt\u0131s\u0131yla bak\u0131yor, s\u00f6ylenenleri anlamaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131yordu.<\/p>\n
Vaiz konu\u015fuyor.<\/p>\n
Foto\u011fraftaki haline g\u00f6re bir hayli de\u011fi\u015fmi\u015f, zay\u0131flam\u0131\u015f, b\u0131y\u0131klar\u0131 yok.<\/p>\n
Vaizi dinliyor. Dinlemeye \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131yordu; \u00e7\u0131t dahi \u00e7\u0131karmamak i\u00e7in solu\u011funu tutuyordu.<\/p>\n
Hegel dedi vaiz.<\/p>\n
Adam kimin gelmesi gerekti\u011fini anlamad\u0131 \u00f6nce. Sonra fark etti. Bahsedilen ecnebi bir ki\u015fiydi.
Vaiz konu\u015fuyordu. Her \u015feyin yan\u0131lg\u0131s\u0131n\u0131, hi\u00e7li\u011fini s\u00f6yl\u00fcyordu. Koskoca bir yalan\u0131n pe\u015finde s\u00fcr\u00fcklendik, \u00e7ocuktuk o zamanlar, \u015fimdi b\u00fcy\u00fcd\u00fck, diyordu.
\u00c7ok b\u00fcy\u00fck bir adam diye ge\u00e7irdi i\u00e7inden. Ne g\u00fczelde konu\u015fuyor. \u00c7ocuklar\u0131m\u0131zdan bahsediyor. Hepsi b\u00fcy\u00fcd\u00fc \u015fimdi, buras\u0131 da epey uzak, acaba nas\u0131l gelip gidecekler ziyaretimize. S\u0131k\u0131nt\u0131 hissetti. Sonra utand\u0131, kendi derdine d\u00fc\u015fmekten dolay\u0131. Vaize dald\u0131 yine.
Konu\u015ftu vaiz, hep konu\u015ftu. Silindi her \u015fey o konu\u015furken. Sahteydi her \u015fey.
Ne g\u00fczel konu\u015fuyor diye d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fc adam.<\/p>\n
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Vaiz i\u00e7in kendini parmakl\u0131klar aras\u0131nda ate\u015fe vermi\u015fti. Belden a\u015fa\u011f\u0131s\u0131 fel\u00e7 kald\u0131. Vaizin s\u00f6zlerini her g\u00fcn tekrarl\u0131yor: \u00f6zg\u00fcrl\u00fck, halk,sava\u015f,feda\u2026. Kap\u0131 araland\u0131 bir g\u00fcn. Onu al\u0131p g\u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fcler. Koktu \u00f6nce. Sonra anlay\u0131nca g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcld\u00fc\u011f\u00fc yeri, \u201cbu bir \u00f6d\u00fcl m\u00fc\u201d dedi kendi kendine. Yaln\u0131z bir adada, y\u0131llard\u0131r yaln\u0131zl\u0131\u011fa b\u0131rak\u0131lm\u0131\u015f bir adam\u0131n kar\u015f\u0131s\u0131ndayd\u0131. Adama a\u015fa\u011f\u0131dan, tekerlekli sandalyesinden, kalbinin olanca \u00e7arp\u0131nt\u0131s\u0131yla bak\u0131yor, […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[140],"tags":[],"class_list":{"0":"post-1581","1":"post","2":"type-post","3":"status-publish","4":"format-standard","6":"category-erkan-kucuk-makale"},"yoast_head":"\n