\u00a0<\/p>\n
Hep yan\u0131ld\u0131 ve yenilgilere u\u011frad\u0131
Ama at\u0131ld\u0131 yine de ser\u00fcvenlere
Vakti olmad\u0131 ac\u0131lar\u0131n hesab\u0131n\u0131 tutmaya
Durup beklemeye, geri d\u00f6nmelere vakti olmad\u0131. <\/p>\n
Yang\u0131nlarla ge\u00e7ti \u00f6mr\u00fc ve hep yaln\u0131zd\u0131
– ki onlar daima birer yaln\u0131zd\u0131lar <\/p>\n
Nerde do\u011fmu\u015ftu ve ne zaman kopup
Gitmi\u015fti o kentten an\u0131msam\u0131yor art\u0131k
Hangi sokaktayd\u0131 ilk sevgili ve hala
S\u00fcr\u00fcp gider mi ilk \u00f6p\u00fc\u015fmenin esrikli\u011fi
Gizlice bulu\u015fmaya gelen ve \u00f6l\u00fcrcesine
Korkular ge\u00e7iren o k\u0131z nerededir \u015fimdi
Sensiz olursam ya\u015fayamam diyen
O liseli k\u0131z hangi kentte kald\u0131
Ve o sar\u0131\u015f\u0131n
O afeti devran bekler mi hala
Atlas yataklara sererek ya\u015faman\u0131n anlam\u0131n\u0131 <\/p>\n
\u00dc\u015f\u00fcten bir ac\u0131yd\u0131 belki her ayr\u0131l\u0131k
Her yolculuk yang\u0131nlar\u0131n ba\u015flad\u0131\u011f\u0131 yereydi
Ama vakti olmad\u0131 hesab\u0131n\u0131 tutmaya
A\u015fklar\u0131n, ayr\u0131l\u0131klar\u0131n ve ac\u0131lar\u0131n <\/p>\n
\u0130stese de kalamazd\u0131 vakti gelince
Geyik sesleri yank\u0131lan\u0131nca yama\u00e7larda
Y\u00fcrek burkulmas\u0131 ve h\u00fcz\u00fcn ve keder
Aral\u0131ks\u0131z doldururdu ac\u0131lar\u0131n boh\u00e7as\u0131n\u0131
Dudaklar\u0131nda \u00f6p\u00fc\u015flerin g\u00fcl esmerli\u011fi
\u0130\u00e7inde k\u0131p\u0131rdan\u0131p durur ufuk \u00e7izgisi
Ay bile so\u011fuktur o zaman
Bir buz par\u00e7as\u0131d\u0131r
\u00c7aresiz \u00e7\u0131k\u0131lacakt\u0131r o yolculuklara
Ki bir \u00f6mr\u00fcn kar\u015f\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131d\u0131r ser\u00fcvenler <\/p>\n
Biraz da ser\u00fcvendi ya\u015famak
Belki yatk\u0131nd\u0131 b\u00fcy\u00fck yolculuklara
Ki ser\u00fcvenler daima b\u00fcy\u00fck a\u015fklar
Ve b\u00fcy\u00fck yolculuklarla ba\u015flar <\/p>\n
An\u0131lar\u0131 a\u015fklar\u0131 ve bir kenti
B\u0131rak\u0131p gidebilirdi apans\u0131z
Apans\u0131z ba\u015flard\u0131 yolculuklar
Hangi saatinde olursa g\u00fcn\u00fcn
Ve hep kar ya\u011fard\u0131 nedense
Durmadan kar ya\u011fard\u0131 yol boyunca
Ve nas\u0131lsa yok olup giderdi h\u00fcz\u00fcn
Kent g\u00f6r\u00fcnmez olunca arkada
Ne bir veda s\u00f6zc\u00fc\u011f\u00fc d\u00f6k\u00fcl\u00fcrd\u00fc dudaklar\u0131ndan
Ne de d\u00f6n\u00fcp bakard\u0131 geriye bir kez olsun <\/p>\n
Ne zaman yollara d\u00fc\u015fse biterdi ac\u0131lar
G\u00fcl y\u00fczl\u00fc sular f\u0131\u015fk\u0131r\u0131rd\u0131 topra\u011f\u0131n karn\u0131ndan
Kavaklarsa oynak bir \u00e7ingene k\u0131z\u0131
Her k\u0131p\u0131rdan\u0131\u015f\u0131nda a\u00e7\u0131l\u0131verir uzun ince bacaklar\u0131 <\/p>\n
Mekan tutmak ve her ak\u015fam ayn\u0131 ufukta
G\u00fcne\u015fin bat\u0131\u015f\u0131n\u0131 seyretmek \u00f6l\u00fcmd\u00fcr biraz
\u00d6l\u00fcmd\u00fcr biraz hep ayn\u0131 yatakta
Ayn\u0131 kad\u0131nla sevi\u015ferek sabaha varmak
Kitaplar\u0131 hep ayn\u0131 raflara s\u0131ralamak
Ayn\u0131 e\u015fyay\u0131 kullanmak eskimektir biraz
Soluk solu\u011fa ya\u015famal\u0131 insan
Her sabah yeni bir \u015feyler g\u00f6rebilmeli
Ve cehenneme d\u00f6nse de bir \u00f6m\u00fcr
Mutlaka bir \u015feyler de\u011fi\u015fmeli her\/g\u00fcn <\/p>\n
Ey o b\u00fcy\u00fck yolculuklar\u0131n \u00fcrperten heyecan\u0131
Okyanus dalgalar\u0131n\u0131n sesleriyle dol bu \u00f6mre
\u00d6l\u00fcme ve a\u015fka durmadan kement atan
Ser\u00fcvenlerle ge\u00e7sin ya\u015famak <\/p>\n
Buz tutmu\u015f bir d\u00fcnya ortas\u0131nda
Yollara d\u00fc\u015ferdi o hep ayn\u0131 \u0131sl\u0131kla
\u00d6n\u00fcnde da\u011flar, u\u00e7urumlar
Sars\u0131lan g\u00f6k, yar\u0131lan toprak
\u00c7elik u\u011fultularla burga\u00e7lan\u0131rken
Ya\u015famak i\u015fte \u00f6ylesine kucaklard\u0131 onu
Ve her nas\u0131lsa keklik seki\u015fli
Bir a\u015fk\u0131n sevinci dolard\u0131 y\u00fcre\u011fine
\u00c7\u0131kar\u0131p atard\u0131 o zaman deli bir \u0131rma\u011fa
Ne kalm\u0131\u015fsa bir \u00f6nceki ser\u00fcvenden <\/p>\n
Soluk solu\u011fa ya\u015fad\u0131 kentleri, a\u015fklar\u0131
Ba\u011flanacak kadar kalmad\u0131 hi\u00e7birinde
Pervas\u0131z bir acemi, bir \u00e7\u0131lg\u0131n
Soyu t\u00fckenen bir bilgeydi belki de… <\/p>\n
O yaln\u0131z kaybetmesini \u00f6\u011frendi \u00f6mr\u00fcnde
Avucundan d\u00f6k\u00fclen kum taneleriydi her \u015fey
Ne bir serseriydi ne de y\u0131lg\u0131n bir sava\u015f\u00e7\u0131
Ama kendi kafas\u0131yla d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnen ve hakk\u0131nda
\u00d6l\u00fcm fermanlar\u0131 \u00e7\u0131kart\u0131lan biriydi belki
Sevince deli gibi severdi
Pervas\u0131z severdi sevince
D\u00f6v\u00fc\u015fmek ancak ona yak\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131
Ona yak\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131 a\u015fklar ve yolculuklar
Yoktu ba\u011fland\u0131\u011f\u0131 herhangi bir \u015fey
Bulutlar gibi \u00e7ekilip giderdi seslerin aras\u0131ndan <\/p>\n
Ne bilir \u00f6mr\u00fcn de\u011ferini bir \u00e7\u0131lg\u0131n
Yaln\u0131zca kendini ya\u015famay\u0131 nereden bilebilir
Ve ba\u015far\u0131s\u0131z eylemler \u00e7a\u011f\u0131nda o
Ka\u00e7abilir mi binlerce kez \u00f6lmekten <\/p>\n
Yerle\u015fik yarg\u0131lar\u0131 olmad\u0131 hi\u00e7
Kurmad\u0131 g\u00fczel gelecek d\u00fc\u015fleri
Nerede bir yang\u0131n, nerede tehlike
O mutlaka oradayd\u0131 birdenbire
Dinsizdi, \u00f6zg\u00fcr say\u0131l\u0131rd\u0131 belki
Ama ba\u011flanmazd\u0131 \u00f6zg\u00fcrl\u00fc\u011fe de
Hi\u00e7bir yerde yeterinden \u00e7ok kalmad\u0131
Beklemedi an\u0131lar sarn\u0131c\u0131n\u0131n dolmas\u0131n\u0131
\u015eikayetsiz ya\u015fad\u0131 ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131 her g\u00fcn\u00fc
Yoktu y\u00fcre\u011finde pi\u015fmanl\u0131klar\u0131n izi <\/p>\n
Ayr\u0131nt\u0131lar\u0131n izi kalmam\u0131\u015f art\u0131k
\u00dcst \u00fcste ya\u015fanmakta ayr\u0131l\u0131klar
Ve bir bulut gibi s\u0131yr\u0131l\u0131p gidilmi\u015ftir
Da\u011flar\u0131n, denizlerin \u00fczerinden <\/p>\n
Geride kalan ne varsa soluktur \u015fimdi
Titreyen kandiller gibi s\u00f6nmek \u00fczeredir
O eski konaklar gibidir an\u0131lar
G\u00fcl bah\u00e7eleri, sessiz koru ve orman
Belki sa\u011fanak bo\u015fan\u0131r apans\u0131z
Y\u00fczy\u0131ll\u0131k bir ya\u011fmur ba\u015flar
Ve sinsi bir hastal\u0131\u011fa d\u00f6nmeden al\u0131\u015fkanl\u0131klar
Yok olup gider her \u015fey, belki k\u00fcl olur <\/p>\n
H\u0131r\u00e7\u0131n bir okyanustur y\u00fcrek
Dar gelir ufuk ve mutluluklar \u00e7evreni
An\u0131larsa birer \u00e7\u0131ban izidir
Ya\u015fanmaz onlar\u0131n \u00f6lg\u00fcn g\u00f6lgesinde <\/p>\n
Durgun bir su gibi akt\u0131 m\u0131 ya\u015famak
Ve zaman uysal bir k\u0131srak gibi dinginle\u015fti mi
An\u0131s\u0131z kal\u0131nm\u0131yor art\u0131k ne yap\u0131lsa
Ku\u015fat\u0131yor yollar\u0131, a\u015fk\u0131 ve \u00f6mr\u00fc
Bekleyi\u015fleri kemiren \u00e7akal sesleri
Oysa b\u00fct\u00fcn k\u00f6pr\u00fcler yak\u0131lmal\u0131 ayr\u0131l\u0131k vakti
Ve herhangi bir \u015feyle e\u015fit olmaks\u0131z\u0131n
Yollara d\u00fc\u015f\u00fclmeli habersiz ve sessiz
\u00c7\u00fcr\u00fck bir di\u015f gibi kan\u0131rt\u0131p kentleri
D\u00fcnyan\u0131n a\u011fz\u0131n\u0131 kanlar i\u00e7inde b\u0131rakmal\u0131 <\/p>\n
Bir \u00f6mr\u00fcn olgunla\u015ft\u0131ramayaca\u011f\u0131
acemilikler toplam\u0131 ve bir \u00e7\u0131lg\u0131n
boyun e\u011fmedi kendine bile
se\u00e7me zorunda kalmad\u0131 ya\u015famay\u0131 <\/p>\n
nas\u0131l ba\u011flanmad\u0131ysa yere ve zamana
ba\u011flanmad\u0131 kendine de \u00f6m\u00fcr boyu
da\u011flara t\u0131rmana atlar gibi
soluk solu\u011fa ya\u015famak istedi d\u00fcnyay\u0131
bir \u015fahin gibi bulutlara kurdu
dumanl\u0131 sevdalar\u0131n y\u00f6r\u00fck \u00e7ad\u0131r\u0131n\u0131
s\u0131radan bir gezgin de\u011fildi hi\u00e7
d\u00f6v\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr gibi ya\u015fad\u0131 yolculuklar\u0131
belki korkusuz say\u0131lmazd\u0131 b\u00fcsb\u00fct\u00fcn
korkard\u0131 korkulara d\u00fc\u015fmekten zaman zaman <\/p>\n
ve b\u00fct\u00fcn gemileri yak\u0131p
yollara d\u00fc\u015ferdi o hep ayn\u0131 \u0131sl\u0131kla
mutlu muydu, hi\u00e7 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnmedi b\u00f6yle \u015feyleri
umutlardansa nefret etti daima <\/p>\n
hep yan\u0131ld\u0131 ve yenilgilere u\u011frad\u0131
ama at\u0131ld\u0131 yine de ser\u00fcvenlere <\/p>\n
pervas\u0131z bir acemi
soyu t\u00fckenen bir bilgeydi belki de <\/p>\n
Ama bir \u015fey vard\u0131 yine de
Ba\u015far\u0131s\u0131z ihtilallerden kendine kalan<\/p>\n
AHMET TELL\u0130<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
\u00a0 Hep yan\u0131ld\u0131 ve yenilgilere u\u011frad\u0131 Ama at\u0131ld\u0131 yine de ser\u00fcvenlere Vakti olmad\u0131 ac\u0131lar\u0131n hesab\u0131n\u0131 tutmaya Durup beklemeye, geri d\u00f6nmelere vakti olmad\u0131. Yang\u0131nlarla ge\u00e7ti \u00f6mr\u00fc ve hep yaln\u0131zd\u0131 – ki onlar daima birer yaln\u0131zd\u0131lar Nerde do\u011fmu\u015ftu ve ne zaman kopup Gitmi\u015fti o kentten an\u0131msam\u0131yor art\u0131k Hangi sokaktayd\u0131 ilk sevgili ve hala S\u00fcr\u00fcp gider mi ilk […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[7],"tags":[],"class_list":{"0":"post-171","1":"post","2":"type-post","3":"status-publish","4":"format-standard","6":"category-ahmet-telli"},"yoast_head":"\n