\u00a0<\/p>\n
\u0130stanbul – Ankara – Kayseri
Adana – Antep – Mardin
Bursa – \u0130zmir – Bodrum
\u00fc\u00e7 y\u0131ld\u0131r gider gelirim
302 Mercedesin arka koltu\u011funda
ne yatt\u0131\u011f\u0131m yer belli
ne i\u00e7ti\u011fim su
gecem sa\u00e7lar\u0131 a\u011farm\u0131\u015f bir mavi ku\u015f
g\u00fcnd\u00fcz\u00fcm an\u0131lar\u0131 yitik bir ye\u015fil r\u00fczgar
gider gelir \u00fc\u00e7 y\u0131ld\u0131r i\u00e7imde
dudaklar\u0131 \u00e7atlam\u0131\u015f bir umut
g\u00f6zleri g\u00f6rmez ac\u0131lar <\/p>\n
Aslen Urfal\u0131y\u0131m
ka\u00e7 y\u0131l oldu bilmiyorum
kim tutar hesab\u0131m
kim anlar halimden
bir k\u0131\u015f g\u00fcn\u00fc
sabah namaz\u0131ndan d\u00f6nerken babam
can vermi\u015f duldas\u0131nda karanl\u0131\u011f\u0131n sesi
kan davas\u0131 deyi ertesi g\u00fcn
\u00fc\u00e7 – d\u00f6rt ki\u015fiyle kald\u0131r\u0131lm\u0131\u015f cenazesi <\/p>\n
Ne babam katilinin aln\u0131n\u0131n \u00e7at\u0131na
kan nak\u0131\u015fl\u0131 han\u00e7erini \u00e7alacak a\u011fabeyim
ne gelinli\u011fi hicran bezeli bac\u0131m
ne sesini i\u015fitti\u011fim y\u0131ld\u0131z y\u0131ld\u0131z bir karda\u015f\u0131m var
kalm\u0131\u015f\u0131m bir ba\u015f\u0131ma
y\u00fcre\u011fi nas\u0131rl\u0131 bir anayla <\/p>\n
Baht\u0131na \u015fivan d\u00fc\u015fe \u00e7ocukluk <\/p>\n
Aslen Urfal\u0131y\u0131m
ka\u00e7 y\u0131l oldu bilmiyorum
kim yazar defterim
kim bilir derdim
bir k\u0131\u015f g\u00fcn\u00fc
s\u0131rt\u0131mda ac\u0131ya yamal\u0131 bir mintan
aya\u011f\u0131mda rengi a\u015f\u0131nm\u0131\u015f lastik pabu\u00e7lar
i\u00e7imde buz ba\u011flam\u0131\u015f bir h\u00fcz\u00fcn
ard\u0131mda g\u00f6z\u00fc ya\u015fl\u0131 bir ana
ekme\u011fi ta\u015ftan \u00e7\u0131karmak u\u011fruna
al\u0131nterini sevdaya nak\u0131\u015flamak u\u011fruna
umudu ayd\u0131nl\u0131\u011fa bo\u011fmak u\u011fruna
verdum kendimi yollara <\/p>\n
Ne bir avu\u00e7 toprak, ne alev alev bir umut
gurbetli\u011fimde gelece\u011fi sararm\u0131\u015f bir ana
s\u0131lamda yel g\u00f6t\u00fcrmez sel \u00fcf\u00fcrmez bir yaln\u0131zl\u0131k
bir k\u0131\u015f g\u00fcn\u00fc indim \u0130stanbul Sirkeci’ye <\/p>\n
Yurduna \u015fivan d\u00fc\u015fe umutsuzluk <\/p>\n
Aslen Urfal\u0131y\u0131m
ka\u00e7 y\u0131l oldu bilmiyorum
kim okur kitab\u0131m
kim bulur derman\u0131m
bir k\u0131\u015f g\u00fcn\u00fc
turizm seyahat \u015firketlerinde
b\u00f6yle ba\u015flad\u0131 mavinli\u011fimin \u00f6yk\u00fcs\u00fc <\/p>\n
O g\u00fcn bu g\u00fcnd\u00fcr ezberimde art\u0131k yaln\u0131zl\u0131k
ezberimde ac\u0131n\u0131n kilometre ta\u015flar\u0131
ezberimde umudun k\u00fcf tutmu\u015f \u015fafa\u011f\u0131
ezberimde sevdan\u0131n r\u00fczgar renkli \u00e7\u0131\u011fl\u0131\u011f\u0131
ezberimde kes h\u0131z\u0131n\u0131 a\u011flatma el k\u0131z\u0131n\u0131
ezberimde kuzu kurdun yol Fordun bu gece
ezberimde Orhan Gencebay, dertler benim olsun<\/p>\n
Refik DURBA\u015e<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
\u00a0 \u0130stanbul – Ankara – Kayseri Adana – Antep – Mardin Bursa – \u0130zmir – Bodrum \u00fc\u00e7 y\u0131ld\u0131r gider gelirim 302 Mercedesin arka koltu\u011funda ne yatt\u0131\u011f\u0131m yer belli ne i\u00e7ti\u011fim su gecem sa\u00e7lar\u0131 a\u011farm\u0131\u015f bir mavi ku\u015f g\u00fcnd\u00fcz\u00fcm an\u0131lar\u0131 yitik bir ye\u015fil r\u00fczgar gider gelir \u00fc\u00e7 y\u0131ld\u0131r i\u00e7imde dudaklar\u0131 \u00e7atlam\u0131\u015f bir umut g\u00f6zleri g\u00f6rmez ac\u0131lar […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[88],"tags":[],"class_list":{"0":"post-1821","1":"post","2":"type-post","3":"status-publish","4":"format-standard","6":"category-refik-durbas"},"yoast_head":"\n