\u00a0<\/p>\n
Gen\u00e7li\u011fin ya\u011fmuru yeni d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc b\u0131y\u0131klar\u0131ma
vurdum kendimi yollara <\/p>\n
Zulm\u00fcne \u015fivan d\u00fc\u015fe yoksulluk <\/p>\n
D\u00fcnyan\u0131n ba\u015fkenti Sultanahmet
Anadolu’nun ba\u015fkenti Sirkeci derler
bir k\u0131\u015f g\u00fcn\u00fc ak\u015fam\u0131n alacas\u0131nda indim Sirkeci’ye
dar bir sokak aral\u0131\u011f\u0131nda durdu otob\u00fcs
y\u00fczlerce k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck d\u00fckkan camlar\u0131nda b\u00fct\u00fcn Anadolu
y\u00fczlerce insan daha \u00f6nce g\u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm hi\u00e7 g\u00f6rmedi\u011fim
emanet\u00e7iler: neyim var gen\u00e7li\u011fimden ba\u015fka
b\u0131rakacak
taksiciler: hangi deftere yazm\u0131\u015ft\u0131m gurbetli\u011fin
adresini
oteller: yeni \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131m s\u0131lamdan bu gece yatmasam da
olur
y\u00fczlerce u\u011fultu ku\u015fu i\u00e7imde, y\u00fcre\u011fim daral\u0131yor
Ege Jet Bal\u0131kesir’e, \u0130zmir’e hemen \u015fimdi
Cesur Turizm yolda kalmazs\u0131n hem\u015ferim Diyarbak\u0131r, Urfa
Dada\u015f Apollo 12’den h\u0131zl\u0131 Erzincan, Erzurum, Kars
d\u00fcnya \u015fampiyonu yollar\u0131n kral\u0131 Gazanfer Ankara
solu\u011fum buz tutmu\u015f bo\u011faz\u0131mda renk de\u011fi\u015ftiriyor sesim
\u015fa\u015f\u0131r\u0131p kalm\u0131\u015f\u0131m avucumda mavisi k\u00fcflenmi\u015f bir g\u00f6ky\u00fcz\u00fc
sigaraya yeni ba\u015flam\u0131\u015f bir bulut katar\u0131
i\u00e7imde
sadece h\u00fcz\u00fcn <\/p>\n
Ne yapmal\u0131 nereye gitmeli ba\u015f\u0131 ba\u011flanm\u0131\u015f bu ak\u015fam karanl\u0131\u011f\u0131nda
i\u015f bulmak gerek, para t\u00fckendi t\u00fckenkecek
(Paran m\u0131 vard\u0131 mendiline d\u00fc\u011f\u00fcmledi\u011fin \u00fc\u00e7-be\u015f
kuru\u015ftan ba\u015fka)
umut t\u00fckendi t\u00fckenecek, sevin\u00e7 ayd\u0131nl\u0131k inan\u00e7 t\u00fckendi
(zaten ne zaman t\u00fckenmemi\u015flerdi)
mutluluk sevda ekmek t\u00fckenecek
t\u00fckendi t\u00fckeneceks\u0131lam\u0131n mazgallar\u0131n\u0131 \u0131\u015f\u0131kland\u0131ran
\u00f6zlem
t\u00fckendi t\u00fckenecek y\u00fcre\u011fimde ate\u015fle y\u0131kanm\u0131\u015f
heyecan
ve bir u\u00e7urum <\/p>\n
Soka\u011f\u0131n ucunu d\u00f6nd\u00fcm, sesim par\u00e7alamak istiyor bu
u\u011fultu umman\u0131n\u0131
birden bir esinti, serinlik, sanki \u00e7i\u00e7eklerden bir yaz ya\u011fmuru
kar\u015f\u0131mda boynuma dolad\u0131\u011f\u0131mmendil kadar bir deniz
parkta el ele dola\u015fan \u00e7ocuklar gibi gemiler
b\u0131raksan 180 km h\u0131zla suyu yaracak kamyonlar otob\u00fcsler
nereden gelip nereye giderler
ben
nereye
b\u0131raksa
kader <\/p>\n
Rahmine \u015fivan d\u00fc\u015fe gurbet <\/p>\n
Ak\u015fam inmek \u00fczere, bir simit al\u0131p deniz k\u0131y\u0131s\u0131na oturuyorum
bir sis yuma\u011f\u0131 a\u011f\u0131r a\u011f\u0131r dolan\u0131yor Bo\u011faz\u0131n sa\u00e7lar\u0131na
bir mart\u0131n\u0131 kanad\u0131nda eriyor g\u00fcne\u015fin son par\u0131lt\u0131lar\u0131 <\/p>\n
okul y\u00fcz\u00fc m\u00fc g\u00f6rd\u00fcm
ne gelir elimden sanat\u0131m yoksa <\/p>\n
Simit satmakla ba\u015flasam i\u015fe umudun alevi s\u00f6nmesin diye <\/p>\n
Y\u00fcz\u00fcmde pus tutmu\u015f sabah
k\u00f6\u015feba\u015f\u0131 r\u00fczgar ayaz
simit satar\u0131m susaml\u0131
poyraz renkli can kokulu
\u015fafaklardan daha beyaz
hasretimden daha kara
simit satar\u0131m susaml\u0131
buyur tanesi \u00fc\u00e7 lira
bana kalan yirmibe\u015f kuru\u015f
anlamaz\u0131m ne i\u015ftir bu <\/p>\n
Sesime alevler \u00e7alan
sabah\u0131n karanl\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan
mor ak\u015fam ayd\u0131nl\u0131\u011f\u0131na
simit satar\u0131m susaml\u0131
nar kokulu can yoksulu
sermayesi gurbetli\u011fim
simit satar\u0131m susaml\u0131
buyur tanesi \u00fc\u00e7 lira
bana kalan ter yorgunluk
anlamaz\u0131m ne i\u015ftir bu <\/p>\n
Ev kiras\u0131 \u00e7\u0131ks\u0131n diye
\u00fc\u015f\u00fcmesin ayaklar\u0131m
gurbet harc\u0131 \u00e7\u0131ks\u0131n diye
\u015fi\u015fmesin g\u00f6zkapaklar\u0131m
emek r\u0131zk\u0131 \u00e7\u0131ks\u0131n diye
simit satar\u0131m susaml\u0131
ad\u0131 g\u00fczel ser\u00e7e pulu
buyur tanesi \u00fc\u00e7 lira
bana kalan kan yoksulluk
anlamaz\u0131m ne i\u015ftir bu <\/p>\n
Babamdan miras m\u0131 kald\u0131
ne gelir elimden sanat\u0131m yoksa <\/p>\n
Defter satmakla ba\u015flasam i\u015fe ayd\u0131nl\u0131\u011f\u0131n sesi donmas\u0131n diye<\/p>\n
Refik DURBA\u015e<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
\u00a0 Gen\u00e7li\u011fin ya\u011fmuru yeni d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc b\u0131y\u0131klar\u0131ma vurdum kendimi yollara Zulm\u00fcne \u015fivan d\u00fc\u015fe yoksulluk D\u00fcnyan\u0131n ba\u015fkenti Sultanahmet Anadolu’nun ba\u015fkenti Sirkeci derler bir k\u0131\u015f g\u00fcn\u00fc ak\u015fam\u0131n alacas\u0131nda indim Sirkeci’ye dar bir sokak aral\u0131\u011f\u0131nda durdu otob\u00fcs y\u00fczlerce k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck d\u00fckkan camlar\u0131nda b\u00fct\u00fcn Anadolu y\u00fczlerce insan daha \u00f6nce g\u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm hi\u00e7 g\u00f6rmedi\u011fim emanet\u00e7iler: neyim var gen\u00e7li\u011fimden ba\u015fka b\u0131rakacak taksiciler: hangi deftere […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[88],"tags":[],"class_list":{"0":"post-1822","1":"post","2":"type-post","3":"status-publish","4":"format-standard","6":"category-refik-durbas"},"yoast_head":"\n