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IV
Bizim oralar\u0131 an\u0131ms\u0131yorum \u015fu s\u0131ralar;
Uykusu ka\u00e7an bir \u00e7ocukluk, bitmek bilmiyor,
Ay\u0131\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 i\u00e7iyor hala deli hareler
Kiri\u015fler kalayl\u0131 bak\u0131rlarda, g\u00f6r\u00fcyorum.<\/p>\n
G\u00f6r\u00fcyorum, abadan bir dervi\u015f hala kap\u0131mda;
“Neyi \u00f6zl\u00fcyorsun,” diyor, “\u00f6zledi\u011fine yabanc\u0131 sen?”
Bir evi \u00e7ocuklara b\u00f6lemedin;
hasis ve habis bir yaln\u0131zl\u0131k i\u00e7in d\u0131\u015f\u0131n.<\/p>\n
Ne istiyorum bulamad\u0131\u011f\u0131m k\u00f6klerimden?
B\u00f6yle ahmak ve hayta, nereye gidiyorum?<\/p>\n
Belikleri Balkan’da \u00f6r\u00fclm\u00fc\u015f annem de \u00f6ld\u00fc.
K\u0131ra\u011f\u0131 basm\u0131\u015f bir \u00e7ay\u0131rd\u0131 o; sert, al\u0131ml\u0131;
hala t\u00fct\u00fcn yapraklar\u0131 diziyor gecelerime,
geceler i\u015fli\u011fim oluyor benim; sat\u0131rlar \u00e7al\u0131ml\u0131.<\/p>\n
\u00c7al\u0131ml\u0131 sat\u0131rlarla aya kar\u015f\u0131
g\u00f6\u00e7menli\u011fin \u015fiirine \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131yorum, delirmeden,
delirmeden akl\u0131m\u0131 veriyorum bir uzak yurda,
\u00f6zl\u00fcyorum katardan da\u011f\u0131lan tuzumu zerre zerre.<\/p>\n
K\u0131rlang\u0131\u00e7 yuvas\u0131 bu yabanc\u0131 sa\u00e7aklarda,
yuva tutmaz bir hayat ve onun emekleri,
durmadan sille yiyen bir \u00e7olak,
ge\u00e7ti ge\u00e7iyor sa\u011f\u0131lm\u0131\u015f bir bulut nafile.<\/p>\n
Nafile \u00f6mr\u00fcm\u00fcn bu \u00e7eyre\u011finde
\u00d6yle yurtsad\u0131m ki art\u0131k savulun diyorum,
Savulun a\u015fktan, ya\u015famaktan edindi\u011fim kederler,
Son a\u015fk\u0131n mu mu da s\u00f6ns\u00fcn, yoruldu pervanesi.<\/p>\n
Bizim oralar\u0131 an\u0131ms\u0131yorum da \u015fu s\u0131ralar;
Uykusu ka\u00e7m\u0131\u015f bir \u00e7ocukluk, y\u00fcre\u011fi pervane;
\u0130smail’in o\u011flu, Halil’in, Mehmet’in torunu,
\u0130nsanlar onu kovalad\u0131, o insanl\u0131\u011f\u0131 sordu.<\/p>\n
\u015eimdi has\u0131r \u00f6r\u00fcyor, dizleri t\u00fcrk\u00fclerden nas\u0131r,
K\u00fct\u00fck \u00e7ekiyor k\u00f6klerini saklayan bir \u0131rmaktan,
hastal\u0131k kap\u0131yor \u015fehrin ak\u015fam\u00fcst\u00fc karalt\u0131lar\u0131ndan,
iniyor boynuna her k\u00f6\u015feden bir erguvan sat\u0131r.<\/p>\n
Bizim oralardan ald\u0131m ben bu renkleri;
Adnan \u00d6zer, derler ‘nevi \u015fahs\u0131na m\u00fcnhas\u0131r’,
yurtsuzluktan hayta, \u00f6zlemden ahmak,
g\u00f6zleri hala o kalayl\u0131 bak\u0131rdad\u0131r.<\/p>\n
Adnan \u00d6ZER<\/p>\n
Yasakmeyve \/ Say\u0131 1\/ \u015eubat Mart 2003<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
\u00a0 IVBizim oralar\u0131 an\u0131ms\u0131yorum \u015fu s\u0131ralar;Uykusu ka\u00e7an bir \u00e7ocukluk, bitmek bilmiyor,Ay\u0131\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 i\u00e7iyor hala deli harelerKiri\u015fler kalayl\u0131 bak\u0131rlarda, g\u00f6r\u00fcyorum. G\u00f6r\u00fcyorum, abadan bir dervi\u015f hala kap\u0131mda;“Neyi \u00f6zl\u00fcyorsun,” diyor, “\u00f6zledi\u011fine yabanc\u0131 sen?”Bir evi \u00e7ocuklara b\u00f6lemedin;hasis ve habis bir yaln\u0131zl\u0131k i\u00e7in d\u0131\u015f\u0131n. Ne istiyorum bulamad\u0131\u011f\u0131m k\u00f6klerimden?B\u00f6yle ahmak ve hayta, nereye gidiyorum? Belikleri Balkan’da \u00f6r\u00fclm\u00fc\u015f annem de \u00f6ld\u00fc.K\u0131ra\u011f\u0131 basm\u0131\u015f bir […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[6],"tags":[],"class_list":{"0":"post-1884","1":"post","2":"type-post","3":"status-publish","4":"format-standard","6":"category-adnan-ozer"},"yoast_head":"\n