\u00a0<\/p>\n
Kimsenin bildi\u011fi gibi de\u011fildir yollar:
sol yan\u0131m, sol yan\u0131m gibi heyelan, sa\u011f\u0131mda k\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcm ba\u011flar.
\u00dcsk\u00fcp K\u00f6pr\u00fcl\u00fc aras\u0131, ak\u015fama do\u011fru, kahverengi \u00f6l\u00fcm,
kopard\u0131\u011f\u0131m ilk g\u00fclden kanayan bir \u00e7a\u011fr\u0131 y\u0131llar boyu.
i\u00e7ilir \u015fimdi \u015farab\u0131 salk\u0131mlar\u0131n hat\u0131ras\u0131ndan
kan\u0131 e\u011fitircesine her g\u00fcz sonu.<\/p>\n
G\u00fcz sonu ak\u015fam olurken girdim Veles’e.
Anlad\u0131m hayat\u0131m bir \u0131rmak plan\u0131,
k\u0131r\u0131k bir testiden akan vesvese.<\/p>\n
Veles’i b\u00f6len \u0131rmak nice \u015fehri b\u00f6len \u0131rmak gibi ak\u0131yor.
Ak\u0131yor i\u015fte gen\u00e7li\u011fimden son bir \u015feyler, herkes gibi.
Herkes gibiyim ben de, her kahverengi g\u00f6zl\u00fc gibi.
\u0130\u015fte bu dem, burada, ak\u015fama do\u011fru, ak\u015fama do\u011fruyum ben.<\/p>\n
Ah, kimsenin bildi\u011fi gibi de\u011fildir yollar:
sol yan\u0131m, sol yan\u0131m gibi heyelan, sa\u011f\u0131mda k\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcm ba\u011flar.
\u00dcrk\u00fcp bu g\u00fcz sonu ak\u015fam\u0131nda ya\u015fl\u0131 tarlalar ve k\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcm ba\u011flardan,
\u00e7ocuklu\u011fumu \u00e7a\u011f\u0131r\u0131yorum ilk kopard\u0131\u011f\u0131m g\u00fclden,
yal\u0131nayak y\u00fcr\u00fcd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm yollardan…<\/p>\n
II
Titov Veles’de, Ko\u00e7o Ratsin’in evinde
ayr\u0131l\u0131klardan, kavu\u015fmalardan kibirle do\u011fmu\u015f
birka\u00e7 yalanc\u0131 karalt\u0131 daha \u00f6l\u00fcyor i\u00e7imde.<\/p>\n
So\u011fuk mu so\u011fuk bir g\u00fcz sonu, burada
c\u00f6mert ka\u015f\u0131klara bak\u0131p, hayata ba\u011f\u0131\u015fl\u0131yorum
a\u015fktan bekledi\u011fim son par\u0131lt\u0131y\u0131 da.<\/p>\n
Halk\u0131n ezik \u00e7ocu\u011fuyum ben,
varsa bir direncim, \u015fu \u00fc\u015f\u00fcyen ser\u00e7enin olsun,
varsa sanat\u0131m, \u00e7amur olsun d\u00f6ns\u00fcn tezgaha.
Titov Veles’de, Ko\u00e7o Ratsin’in evinde
\u00e7orbas\u0131z ge\u00e7en g\u00fcnlerimdeki bilince d\u00f6nd\u00fcm,
yal\u0131n bir ba\u011f yolcusu, elde sepet…<\/p>\n
Titov Veles’de, \u015fair Ko\u00e7o Ratsin’in evinde
Balkan usul\u00fcnce
g\u00fcne\u015fin dalg\u0131nl\u0131\u011f\u0131yla s\u0131val\u0131 duvarlar.
i\u015fte ger\u00e7ek bu hamarat \u0131\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131n i\u00e7inde.
Anlad\u0131m ayna tutar \u015fairler
ev \u0131\u015f\u0131klar\u0131ndan, yurt \u0131\u015f\u0131klar\u0131ndan
halk\u0131n g\u00f6zlerine, \u00f6l\u00fcmden gizlice.<\/p>\n
Adnan \u00d6ZER<\/p>\n
Varl\u0131k Dergisi Eyl\u00fcl 2001 say\u0131s\u0131<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
\u00a0 Kimsenin bildi\u011fi gibi de\u011fildir yollar:sol yan\u0131m, sol yan\u0131m gibi heyelan, sa\u011f\u0131mda k\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcm ba\u011flar.\u00dcsk\u00fcp K\u00f6pr\u00fcl\u00fc aras\u0131, ak\u015fama do\u011fru, kahverengi \u00f6l\u00fcm,kopard\u0131\u011f\u0131m ilk g\u00fclden kanayan bir \u00e7a\u011fr\u0131 y\u0131llar boyu.i\u00e7ilir \u015fimdi \u015farab\u0131 salk\u0131mlar\u0131n hat\u0131ras\u0131ndankan\u0131 e\u011fitircesine her g\u00fcz sonu. G\u00fcz sonu ak\u015fam olurken girdim Veles’e.Anlad\u0131m hayat\u0131m bir \u0131rmak plan\u0131,k\u0131r\u0131k bir testiden akan vesvese. Veles’i b\u00f6len \u0131rmak nice \u015fehri b\u00f6len […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[6],"tags":[],"class_list":{"0":"post-1885","1":"post","2":"type-post","3":"status-publish","4":"format-standard","6":"category-adnan-ozer"},"yoast_head":"\n