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..sal\u0131 gecesi..<\/p>\n
kara bir balta buldu ak\u015fam vuracak noktay\u0131
h\u00fccreler doldu bir \u0131sl\u0131k en yak\u0131n ma\u00e7ka tramvay\u0131
kim b\u0131rakm\u0131\u015f yaln\u0131zl\u0131\u011f\u0131ma bu h\u00fczz\u00e2m \u015fark\u0131y\u0131
kimin bu karanl\u0131k kimler s\u00fcrg\u00fclemi\u015fler kap\u0131y\u0131
insan olan ba\u011flar her koptu\u011fu yerden ya\u015famay\u0131<\/p>\n
daktilolar camlar\u0131 bulutlu sorgu odalar\u0131nda
didiklemez mi \u00f6zg\u00fcrl\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn\u00fc sansaryan han\u0131’nda
k\u00fcflenir suyun bir bak\u0131r \u00e7al\u0131\u011f\u0131 birikir a\u011fz\u0131nda
kendini \u00f6ld\u00fcrmeyi belki bin kere tasarlars\u0131n da
bir kere akl\u0131ndan ge\u00e7mez bitirmeden \u00f6lmek \u015fark\u0131y\u0131<\/p>\n
g\u00f6nl\u00fcnde b\u00fcy\u00fctt\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn o m\u00fcthi\u015f \u00fcnlem i\u00e7indir ki
seni kapatt\u0131klar\u0131 \u00f6yle rezil o kadar \u00e7irkindir ki
\u00e7\u0131plak bir lamba m\u0131s\u0131n d\u00f6rt duvar i\u00e7indeki
ne lambas\u0131\/s\u00f6nd\u00fcr\u00fclen b\u00fct\u00fcn ilk gen\u00e7li\u011findir ki
g\u00f6zlerin zehirlense de su\u00e7 sayars\u0131n a\u011flamay\u0131<\/p>\n
g\u00f6r\u00fclmez dev b\u00f6ceklerdir sanki b\u00fcy\u00fcl\u00fc duyargalar
u\u00e7aksavar \u0131\u015f\u0131ldaklar\u0131 g\u00f6ky\u00fcz\u00fcnde bir yanl\u0131\u015f arar
tophane r\u0131ht\u0131m\u0131’nda ac\u0131 ac\u0131 gemiler kalkar
h\u00fccreleri ak\u015fam olur haydut \u00f6fkeleri kaplar
ezerim san\u0131rs\u0131n vurursan tek bir yumrukta d\u00fcnyay\u0131<\/p>\n
duru\u015fma aras\u0131<\/p>\n
( o varsa k\u0131r\u0131l\u0131r buzlu camlar\u0131 k\u0131\u015f\u0131n
anlam\u0131 yo\u011funla\u015f\u0131r anlams\u0131z bir ya\u015fay\u0131\u015f\u0131n
ger\u00e7i fark\u0131nday\u0131z ad\u0131 belirsiz bir yanl\u0131\u015f\u0131n
acaba ben \u00e7ok mu esmerim o \u00e7ok mu sar\u0131\u015f\u0131n<\/p>\n
yans\u0131maz oldu ayd\u0131nl\u0131\u011f\u0131 y\u00fcz\u00fcme haftalard\u0131r
yazd\u0131klar\u0131nda bile gizli bir uzakl\u0131k vard\u0131r
eylem bir da\u011f\u0131ld\u0131 m\u0131 b\u00fct\u00fcn bo\u011fazlar daral\u0131r
ben ba\u015fka bir erkek olurum o ba\u015fka bir kad\u0131n)<\/p>\n
Attila \u0130LHAN<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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