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1
dinlerdim tel\u00e2\u015fl\u0131 kan\u00fbnlardan sar\u0131\u015f\u0131n t\u00fcrk\u00e7eyi
nas\u0131l da sevdim ne i\u015ftir bilmeden sevmeyi
\u00fcrkek bir \u00e7ilenti usulca yoklard\u0131 bah\u00e7eyi
nerde t\u00e2vus ku\u015flar\u0131 nerde m\u00fcjg\u00e2n’\u0131n gen\u00e7li\u011fi
nas\u0131l da sevdim ne i\u015ftir bilmeden sevmeyi <\/p>\n
ok\u015famak kumrall\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 i\u00e7imden uysal lambalar\u0131n
beyhude \u0131sl\u0131klar\u0131n\u0131 yak\u0131nla\u015fan sonbahar\u0131n
ak\u015fam tenhal\u0131\u011f\u0131nda birlikte duygulanmalar\u0131n
sakl\u0131 mutlulu\u011fuyla dalg\u0131ndan \u00e7ok daha fazla dalg\u0131n
nas\u0131l da sevdim ne i\u015ftir bilmeden sevmeyi <\/p>\n
bir par\u00e7a son yaln\u0131zl\u0131\u011fa \u00f6ncekiler haz\u0131rl\u0131kt\u0131r
insan b\u0131rakmaz sevdi\u011fini sevmek insan\u0131 b\u0131rak\u0131r
kal\u0131rsa g\u00f6zlerinin elinde yald\u0131z\u0131 belki kal\u0131r
ney \u00fc\u015f\u00fcr kan\u00fbn p\u0131r\u0131ldar udlar olduk\u00e7a karanl\u0131kt\u0131r
nas\u0131l da sevdim ne i\u015ftir bilmeden sevmeyi <\/p>\n
2 <\/p>\n
o ak\u015fam da lambam\u0131z\u0131 s\u00f6nd\u00fcrm\u00fc\u015ft\u00fck ned\u00eem ile
ned\u00eem’den bile k\u0131skand\u0131\u011f\u0131m sevdi\u011fim ile
son \u015fark\u0131lar da\u011f\u0131lm\u0131\u015ft\u0131 mevsim ile
yaln\u0131z \u00e7aml\u0131ca’da bir ud yank\u0131lan\u0131rd\u0131 <\/p>\n
d\u00fcnyay\u0131 tumturakl\u0131 bir yalan sayanlar
yalan\u0131n deh\u015fetini ya\u015fland\u0131k\u00e7a anlar
n\u00e2z\u0131m’\u0131n pir\u00e2ye’yi sevdi\u011fi zamanlar
\u00f6lse \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fcnden ne su\u00e7lar \u00e7\u0131kar\u0131l\u0131rd\u0131 <\/p>\n
bo\u011fucu bir sessizlikte ate\u015ften goncalard\u0131r
o demirden \u015fiirler ki sanki tabancalard\u0131r
umutsuz hangi g\u00fcn\u00fcnde el atsan ate\u015fe haz\u0131r
n\u00e2z\u0131m onlar\u0131 yazarken duvarlar \u00e7at\u0131rdard\u0131 <\/p>\n
g\u00f6rd\u00fcn sessizce bulu\u015ftu\u011funu n\u00e2z\u0131m’la ned\u00eem’in
l\u00e2civert \u0131ss\u0131zl\u0131\u011f\u0131nda y\u0131ld\u0131zl\u0131 bir servili\u011fin
birinin elinde v\u00e2rid\u00e2t’\u0131 simavnal\u0131 bedreddin’in
birinin a\u011fz\u0131nda g\u00fcl elinde mey k\u00e2sesi vard\u0131 <\/p>\n
3 <\/p>\n
istanbul puslu karalt\u0131yla m\u00fcstef’il\u00fcn bir gemi
duyulur padi\u015fah saltanat\u0131yla bulutlara demirledi\u011fi
so\u011fuk ak\u015famlar \u00e7alar saatlar kadife konakta
ben uyansam da ay\u0131\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan m\u00fcjg\u00e2n uyumakta <\/p>\n
o soyut ku\u015flar su ayd\u0131nl\u0131\u011f\u0131nda atlas yorganlar\u0131n
y\u00fcz y\u0131ll\u0131k h\u00fczn\u00fcyle y\u00fckl\u00fc osmanl\u0131 zindanlar\u0131n\u0131n
pul pul da\u011f\u0131l\u0131rlar tasal\u0131 bol yans\u0131mal\u0131 bo\u015flukta
ben uyansam da ay\u0131\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan m\u00fcjg\u00e2n uyumakta <\/p>\n
gece hatt\u00e2t yes\u00e2r\u00ee’nin s\u00fcz\u00fcld\u00fck\u00e7e vav kay\u0131klar\u0131
i\u015flenir yeni ba\u015ftan b\u00fct\u00fcn sevmek yanl\u0131\u015fl\u0131klar\u0131
bilmem tamamlan\u0131r m\u0131yd\u0131k bir ba\u015fka ya\u015famakta
ben uyansam da ay\u0131\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan m\u00fcjg\u00e2n uyumakta <\/p>\n
o \u015fark\u0131 s\u00f6ylese \u00e7alg\u0131lar\u0131n korkup b\u0131rakt\u0131klar\u0131ndan
b\u00fcy\u00fcl\u00fc tamburlar\u0131n kendi ba\u015flar\u0131na \u00e7ald\u0131klar\u0131ndan
ula\u015f\u0131r h\u00e2f\u0131z post’a sesi yank\u0131larla sonsuzlukta
ben uyansam da ay\u0131\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan m\u00fcjg\u00e2n uyumakta <\/p>\n
4 <\/p>\n
ak\u015fam k\u0131l\u0131\u00e7lar d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcrd\u00fc\u011f\u00fc ay\u0131n \u0131\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan bo\u011faz’da
m\u00fcjg\u00e2n m\u0131d\u0131r bir uzak g\u00fcl\u00fcmsemek midir sazda
ferahn\u00e2k’ta iyimser k\u00f6t\u00fcmser \u00e7ar\u00e7abuk hic\u00e2z’da
m\u00fcjg\u00e2n m\u0131d\u0131r sevilmek yanl\u0131\u015f anla\u015f\u0131lmak m\u0131 biraz da <\/p>\n
\u00fcretir sessizli\u011fi erguvanlar d\u00fc\u015fler sevday\u0131 tamamlar
sular\u0131 yans\u0131t\u0131r camlar c\u0131val\u0131 bir beyazda
m\u00fcjg\u00e2n m\u0131d\u0131r yoksa sabahlamak m\u0131 h\u00e2f\u0131z’la \u015fir\u00e2z’da
divanlardan g\u00fcl \u00e7\u0131\u011fl\u0131klar\u0131 horasanl\u0131 papa\u011fanlar
\u015fehz\u00e2de \u00e7\u0131lg\u0131nl\u0131klar\u0131 o unutulmaz yazda <\/p>\n
m\u00fcjg\u00e2n m\u0131d\u0131r sevilmek yanl\u0131\u015f anla\u015f\u0131lmak m\u0131 biraz da<\/p>\n
Attila \u0130LHAN<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
\u00a0 1 dinlerdim tel\u00e2\u015fl\u0131 kan\u00fbnlardan sar\u0131\u015f\u0131n t\u00fcrk\u00e7eyi nas\u0131l da sevdim ne i\u015ftir bilmeden sevmeyi \u00fcrkek bir \u00e7ilenti usulca yoklard\u0131 bah\u00e7eyi nerde t\u00e2vus ku\u015flar\u0131 nerde m\u00fcjg\u00e2n’\u0131n gen\u00e7li\u011fi nas\u0131l da sevdim ne i\u015ftir bilmeden sevmeyi ok\u015famak kumrall\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 i\u00e7imden uysal lambalar\u0131n beyhude \u0131sl\u0131klar\u0131n\u0131 yak\u0131nla\u015fan sonbahar\u0131n ak\u015fam tenhal\u0131\u011f\u0131nda birlikte duygulanmalar\u0131n sakl\u0131 mutlulu\u011fuyla dalg\u0131ndan \u00e7ok daha fazla dalg\u0131n nas\u0131l da […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[11],"tags":[],"class_list":{"0":"post-2003","1":"post","2":"type-post","3":"status-publish","4":"format-standard","6":"category-attila-ilhan"},"yoast_head":"\n