1<\/p>\n
Belli s\u00f6yledi\u011fin t\u00fcrk\u00fcden
yabanc\u0131s\u0131s\u0131n bu topraklar\u0131n.
“Limanlar” “kay\u0131klar” ve “bal\u0131k\u00e7\u0131lar”
ve “gece vakti \u0131l\u0131k esen r\u00fczg\u00e2r”
uzak buralara.<\/p>\n
Sana,
istedi\u011fin zaman
istedi\u011fin a\u011fac\u0131n alt\u0131na oturup
dinlenebilmek kadar uzak
ve a\u011f\u0131r yumru\u011funu so\u011fana vurup
ekme\u011fini yiyebilmek kadar uzak
uzaklar,
uzak buralara.<\/p>\n
Biraz evvel t\u00fcrk\u00fcs\u00fcn\u00fc bitirip
ve d\u00fc\u015fman elindeki
kar\u015f\u0131 da\u011flar\u0131
kilometrelerce uza\u011fa itip
g\u00f6\u011f\u00fcs ge\u00e7iren arkada\u015f
belki biz de birbirimizden uza\u011f\u0131z
fakat seninle \u00e7ok defa
b\u00fcy\u00fck kitaplar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 okurken
ayn\u0131 sat\u0131rlarda \u00f6fkelenip
ayn\u0131 sat\u0131rlarda g\u00fcld\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm\u00fcz i\u00e7in
ve son sayfay\u0131 bitirince
\u0131\u015f\u0131kl\u0131 ve geni\u015f bir d\u00fcnyaya
bir avu\u00e7 nar tanesi sevinciyle
d\u00f6k\u00fcld\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm\u00fcz i\u00e7in
d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcncelerimizde daima biraraday\u0131z.<\/p>\n
M\u0131sralar\u0131m\u0131n siperinde de
d\u00fc\u015fmana kar\u015f\u0131
yan yana ve omuz omuzay\u0131z.<\/p>\n
2<\/p>\n
Harbin yorgunlu\u011fu kalkm\u0131\u015f \u00fczerinden
“avu\u00e7lar\u0131nda toprak ve kan”
sa\u011f aya\u011f\u0131n yar\u0131m metre uzakta
sol kolun k\u0131r\u0131k
ve kurtulmu\u015fsun her t\u00fcrl\u00fc endi\u015feden.<\/p>\n
Kar ya\u011f\u0131yor senin kadar sakin
sil\u00e2h arkada\u015flar\u0131n ve bilc\u00fcmle ordu
kayboldu ufukta.
Belki de \u015fehir zaptedilecektir.<\/p>\n
Yine belki
ak\u015fam yeme\u011fini yerken
duvardaki resmine bak\u0131p g\u00fcl\u00fcmseyecektir
\u00e7ok uzaklarda b\u0131rakt\u0131\u011f\u0131n mavi g\u00f6zl\u00fc \u00e7ocu\u011fun.<\/p>\n
3<\/p>\n
O \u00f6ylece kalacak :
ya\u011fmur, \u0131slak toprak ve tel \u00f6rg\u00fc.<\/p>\n
Hududa yak\u0131n bir kesimde
arkada\u015flar h\u00fccuma kalkt\u0131lar,
ayak sesleri h\u00e2l\u00e2 kula\u011f\u0131ndad\u0131r.<\/p>\n
S\u00fcng\u00fclerin karanl\u0131kta par\u0131ldayan so\u011fuk demiri
bir t\u00fcrl\u00fc \u00e7\u0131kmaz akl\u0131ndan.<\/p>\n
Harap olmu\u015f istihk\u00e2mda,
apans\u0131z fark\u0131na vard\u0131n ki s\u0131cak kan\u0131n
teninde lezzetle s\u0131z\u0131yordu.<\/p>\n
Ah ellerin ne kadar so\u011fuk!..<\/p>\n
4<\/p>\n
Silah\u0131n d\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc elinden
bundan sonra bir hayal par\u00e7as\u0131s\u0131n.<\/p>\n
Dostlar\u0131n seni garipseyerek anacak,
vakitsiz \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fcne \u00fcz\u00fclen bu k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck \u015fiirde de
benim g\u00f6nl\u00fcme g\u00f6re olacaks\u0131n.<\/p>\n
Halbuki biraz evvel kar ya\u011f\u0131yordu,
sen a\u011f\u0131r yaral\u0131;
arkandan d\u00fc\u015fmandan kurtar\u0131lm\u0131\u015f toprak,
sular\u0131 buz tutmu\u015f Vist\u00fcl,
a\u011f\u0131r a\u011f\u0131r y\u00fcr\u00fcyordun.
Ufukta belki,
karla \u00f6rt\u00fcl\u00fc kuleleri ve damlar\u0131yla
biraz sonra \u015fehirler g\u00f6z\u00fckecekti.<\/p>\n
Ayak izleri \u00f6rt\u00fcl\u00fcrken arkada\u015flar\u0131n\u0131n,
sen \u00e7am ormanlar\u0131n\u0131 ve sakin g\u00f6lleri
son ad\u0131m\u0131nda birden bire ge\u00e7erek
denize vard\u0131n.<\/p>\n
Ondan sonra bir hayal par\u00e7as\u0131s\u0131n.<\/p>\n
Arif DAMAR<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
1 Belli s\u00f6yledi\u011fin t\u00fcrk\u00fcdenyabanc\u0131s\u0131s\u0131n bu topraklar\u0131n.“Limanlar” “kay\u0131klar” ve “bal\u0131k\u00e7\u0131lar”ve “gece vakti \u0131l\u0131k esen r\u00fczg\u00e2r”uzak buralara. Sana,istedi\u011fin zamanistedi\u011fin a\u011fac\u0131n alt\u0131na oturupdinlenebilmek kadar uzakve a\u011f\u0131r yumru\u011funu so\u011fana vurupekme\u011fini yiyebilmek kadar uzakuzaklar,uzak buralara. Biraz evvel t\u00fcrk\u00fcs\u00fcn\u00fc bitiripve d\u00fc\u015fman elindekikar\u015f\u0131 da\u011flar\u0131kilometrelerce uza\u011fa itipg\u00f6\u011f\u00fcs ge\u00e7iren arkada\u015fbelki biz de birbirimizden uza\u011f\u0131zfakat seninle \u00e7ok defab\u00fcy\u00fck kitaplar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 okurkenayn\u0131 sat\u0131rlarda \u00f6fkelenipayn\u0131 sat\u0131rlarda g\u00fcld\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm\u00fcz i\u00e7inve […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[8],"tags":[],"class_list":{"0":"post-214","1":"post","2":"type-post","3":"status-publish","4":"format-standard","6":"category-arif-damar"},"yoast_head":"\n