\u00a0<\/p>\n
O kadar da \u00f6nemli de\u011fildir b\u0131rak\u0131p gitmeler,
arkalar\u0131nda doldurulmas\u0131 m\u00fcmk\u00fcn olmayan bo\u015fluklar
b\u0131rak\u0131lmasayd\u0131 e\u011fer.<\/p>\n
Dayan\u0131lmas\u0131 o kadar da zor de\u011fildir,
b\u00fcy\u00fck ayr\u0131l\u0131klar bile, en g\u00fczel yerde ba\u015flat\u0131lsayd\u0131 e\u011fer.<\/p>\n
Utan\u0131lacak bir \u015fey de\u011fildir a\u011flamak,
y\u00fcrekten s\u00fcz\u00fcl\u00fcp geliyorsa g\u00f6zya\u015f\u0131 e\u011fer.<\/p>\n
Y\u00fcz k\u0131zart\u0131c\u0131 bir su\u00e7 de\u011fildir h\u0131rs\u0131zl\u0131k,
\u00e7al\u0131nan birinin kalbiyse e\u011fer.<\/p>\n
Korkulacak bir yan\u0131 yoktur a\u015fklar\u0131n,
insan b\u00fct\u00fcn derilerden soyunabilseydi e\u011fer.<\/p>\n
O kadar da y\u00fcrek burkmazd\u0131 al\u0131\u015f\u0131lm\u0131\u015f bir ses,
hi\u00e7bir zaman duyulmasayd\u0131 e\u011fer.<\/p>\n
Daha \u00e7abuk unutulurdu belki su s\u0131zd\u0131rmayan sar\u0131lmalar,
kara sevdayla sar\u0131p sarmalanmasalard\u0131 e\u011fer.<\/p>\n
Belirsizli\u011fe yelken a\u00e7ard\u0131 iri ela g\u00f6zler zamanla,
\u00f6ylesine delice bakmasalard\u0131 e\u011fer.<\/p>\n
\u00c7abuk unutulurdu \u0131slak bir \u00f6p\u00fcc\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn yak\u0131c\u0131 tad\u0131
belki de,
kalp, g\u00f6\u011f\u00fcs kafesine o kadar y\u00fcklenmeseydi e\u011fer.<\/p>\n
Yerini ba\u015fka \u015feyler alabilirdi uzun gece
sohbetlerinin,
son sigara yudum yudum payla\u015f\u0131lmasayd\u0131 e\u011fer.<\/p>\n
D\u00fc\u015flere bile kar ya\u011fmazd\u0131 hi\u00e7bir zaman,
meydan sava\u015flar\u0131nda korkular, a\u015fk\u0131 a\u011f\u0131r
yaralamasayd\u0131 e\u011fer.<\/p>\n
Su gibi ak\u0131p ge\u00e7erdi hi\u00e7 ge\u00e7meyecekmi\u015f gibi duran zaman,
beklemeye de\u011fecek olan gelecekse sonunda e\u011fer.<\/p>\n
Rengi bile solard\u0131 d\u00fc\u015flerdeki sa\u00e7lar\u0131n zamanla,
tan\u0131ms\u0131z kokular\u0131 yast\u0131klara yap\u0131\u015f\u0131p kalmasayd\u0131 e\u011fer.<\/p>\n
O b\u00fcy\u00fck, o g\u00f6rkemli son, \u00f6l\u00fcm bile anlam\u0131n\u0131 yitirirdi,
ya\u015fan\u0131las\u0131 her \u015fey ya\u015fanm\u0131\u015f olsayd\u0131 e\u011fer.<\/p>\n
O kadar da \u00e7ekilmez olmazd\u0131 yaln\u0131zl\u0131klar,
son umut \u0131\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131 da s\u00f6nmemi\u015f olsayd\u0131 e\u011fer.<\/p>\n
Bu kadar da \u0131s\u0131tmazd\u0131 belki de bahar g\u00fcne\u015fleri,
her kaybedi\u015fin ard\u0131ndan hayat yeniden ba\u015flamasayd\u0131 e\u011fer.<\/p>\n
Kahvalt\u0131dan da \u00f6nce sigaraya sar\u0131lmak \u015fart olmazd\u0131 belki de,
dev bir \u00f6zlem dalgas\u0131 meydan okumasayd\u0131 e\u011fer.<\/p>\n
An\u0131larda kal\u0131rd\u0131 belki de zamanla ince bel,
namussuz \u00e7ay bile ince belli bardaktan verilmeseydi e\u011fer.<\/p>\n
Uykusuzluklar y\u0131k\u0131p ge\u00e7mezdi, k\u0131sac\u0131k kestirmelerin ard\u0131ndan,
dokunulas\u0131 ipekten bir o kadar uzakta olmasayd\u0131 e\u011fer.<\/p>\n
Iss\u0131z bir yuva bile cennete d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015febilirdi belki de,
s\u0131cak bir g\u00fcl\u00fc\u015fle \u0131s\u0131t\u0131lsayd\u0131 e\u011fer.<\/p>\n
Yoksul d\u00fc\u015fmezdi y\u0131llanm\u0131\u015f \u015farap tad\u0131ndaki \u015fiirler b\u00f6ylesine,
kula\u011f\u0131na okunacak biri olsayd\u0131 e\u011fer.<\/p>\n
\u0130nanmak m\u00fcmk\u00fcn olmazd\u0131 her a\u015fk\u0131n ba\u011fr\u0131nda bir
ayr\u0131l\u0131k gizlendi\u011fine
belki de, kartvizitinde “onca ayr\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131n birinci
dereceden failidir”
denmeseydi e\u011fer.<\/p>\n
Ger\u00e7ekten boynunu b\u00fckmezdi papatyalar,
ihanetinden onlar da pay\u0131n\u0131 almasayd\u0131 e\u011fer.<\/p>\n
Iss\u0131zl\u0131\u011fa teslim olmazd\u0131 sahiller,
kendi belirsiz sahillerinde ama\u00e7s\u0131z gezintilerle
avunmaya kalkmam\u0131\u015f olsayd\u0131n e\u011fer.<\/p>\n
Sen gittikten sonra yaln\u0131z kalaca\u011f\u0131m.
Yaln\u0131z kalmaktan korkmuyorum da, ya can\u0131m ellerini
tutmak isterse…<\/p>\n
Evet Sevgili,
Kim \u00f6zlerdi avu\u00e7 i\u00e7lerinin ter kokusunu, kim
uzanmak isterdi ince parmaklar\u0131na,
mazilerinde g\u00f6rkemli bir ya\u015fanm\u0131\u015fl\u0131\u011fa tan\u0131kl\u0131k
etmi\u015f olmasalard\u0131 e\u011fer!!<\/p>\n
Can Y\u00dcCEL<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
\u00a0 O kadar da \u00f6nemli de\u011fildir b\u0131rak\u0131p gitmeler,arkalar\u0131nda doldurulmas\u0131 m\u00fcmk\u00fcn olmayan bo\u015fluklarb\u0131rak\u0131lmasayd\u0131 e\u011fer. Dayan\u0131lmas\u0131 o kadar da zor de\u011fildir,b\u00fcy\u00fck ayr\u0131l\u0131klar bile, en g\u00fczel yerde ba\u015flat\u0131lsayd\u0131 e\u011fer. Utan\u0131lacak bir \u015fey de\u011fildir a\u011flamak,y\u00fcrekten s\u00fcz\u00fcl\u00fcp geliyorsa g\u00f6zya\u015f\u0131 e\u011fer. Y\u00fcz k\u0131zart\u0131c\u0131 bir su\u00e7 de\u011fildir h\u0131rs\u0131zl\u0131k,\u00e7al\u0131nan birinin kalbiyse e\u011fer. Korkulacak bir yan\u0131 yoktur a\u015fklar\u0131n,insan b\u00fct\u00fcn derilerden soyunabilseydi e\u011fer. O kadar […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[16],"tags":[],"class_list":{"0":"post-2262","1":"post","2":"type-post","3":"status-publish","4":"format-standard","6":"category-can-yucel"},"yoast_head":"\n