\u00a0<\/p>\n
Gece
bir tabut gibi \u00e7\u00f6ker omuzlar\u0131ma
bir \u00f6l\u00fcn\u00fcn i\u00e7 \u00e7ekmesi olur r\u00fczgar
h\u00fcz\u00fcnle d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcr\u00fcm uzaktaki bir evi<\/p>\n
y\u0131ld\u0131zlar say\u0131lmaz: hasret uzakta
hasreti bir ben bilirim<\/p>\n
bir de gecenin g\u00f6zlerindeki bayku\u015f
bayku\u015f k\u00f6t\u00fc ku\u015f bayku\u015f \u00e7irkin ku\u015f
onu h\u00fczn\u00fcmle g\u00fczelle\u015ftiririm. h\u00fczn\u00fcmle
s\u00fcsler. bir dam\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcne oturturum
s\u00fcsler. Dam\u0131m\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcne oturturum<\/p>\n
-sizi hi\u00e7 bu kadar yak\u0131ndan g\u00f6rmedimdi<\/p>\n
y\u0131ld\u0131zlar say\u0131lmaz: hasret uzakta<\/p>\n
abimin ac\u0131yla yontulmu\u015f y\u00fcz\u00fc
ya\u015fl\u0131 bir g\u00fcvercin gibi d\u00fc\u015fer avu\u00e7lar\u0131ma
da\u011f\u0131l\u0131r ses olur ac\u0131s\u0131
ezberledi\u011fim bir \u00f6\u011f\u00fcd\u00fc yineler bana<\/p>\n
-\u00e7ocu\u011fum \u00fc\u015f\u00fctme y\u00fcre\u011fini
\u015fimdi h\u00fcz\u00fcn mevsimidir b\u00fct\u00fcn \u015fiirleri gezen<\/p>\n
ben do\u011fma b\u00fcy\u00fcme evciyim g\u00f6\u00e7 benim harc\u0131m de\u011fil
hasret bana \u00e7abuk dokunur yaln\u0131zken karanl\u0131ktan
korkar\u0131m<\/p>\n
mesela mevsim k\u0131\u015fsa ya\u011fmur ya\u011f\u0131yorsa
mesela annem de yoksa yan\u0131mda
mesela, \u015fim\u015fek de \u00e7ak\u0131yorsa ben \u00e7ok korkar\u0131m a\u011flar\u0131m<\/p>\n
-ana bana kur\u015fun d\u00f6k. dua oku. \u00fcfle ana
ana ben daha \u00e7ok k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm. bana ninni s\u00f6yle ana<\/p>\n
yaln\u0131z\u0131m. bunu hep s\u00f6yl\u00fcyorum
yaln\u0131z\u0131m. bunu hep s\u00f6yl\u00fcyorum<\/p>\n
geceyi \u00e7arm\u0131ha geriyorum kimseler tapm\u0131yor
h\u00fczn\u00fcm\u00fc \u00f6l\u00e7e\u011fe vuruyorum y\u00fcre\u011fine s\u0131\u011fm\u0131yor
her \u015fey ne kadar olabilir meraklan\u0131yorum
y\u00fcz\u00fcme dokunduk\u00e7a t\u0131rnaklar\u0131m kan\u0131yor
yaln\u0131zl\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131 h\u00fczn\u00fcmle yo\u011furan gece
\u00f6yle basitsin ki sen b\u00fct\u00fcn \u015fiirlerin i\u00e7inde
biliyorum. biliyorum bunu da biliyorum
g\u00f6kteki y\u0131ld\u0131zlar kadar dizeler yaz\u0131lsa da
kendime kendimden ba\u015fka kendim yok
ne utanc\u0131m\u0131 ku\u015fanan bir sevgi
ne \u00e7irkinli\u011fimi \u00f6pen bir k\u0131z<\/p>\n
yaln\u0131zl\u0131\u011f\u0131mdan yaln\u0131zl\u0131\u011f\u0131m yaln\u0131z<\/p>\n
-ana bana bir hal oldu. hep b\u00f6yle titriyorum
ana \u00e7ok \u00fc\u015f\u00fcyorum, \u0131hlamur \u0131s\u0131t bana<\/p>\n
y\u0131ld\u0131zlar say\u0131lmaz: hasret uzakta
ben sevgiye hasretim, sevgi uzakta<\/p>\n
ey insanlar
ey gecede unutulmu\u015flu\u011fumun yarg\u0131\u00e7lar\u0131
i\u011frenerek \u00f6p\u00fcyorum parmaklar\u0131n\u0131z\u0131
i\u011frenerek. hepinizi kucakl\u0131yorum ilkin
a\u011fz\u0131n\u0131z\u0131 dudaklar\u0131n\u0131z\u0131 di\u015flerinizi \u00f6p\u00fcyorum
bilmiyorsunuz. ben kendimi \u00f6p\u00fcyorum<\/p>\n
cinsel bir \u00e7iftle\u015fmedir \u00e7ar\u015faflar
\u0131slak bir gece en fazla kendini \u00e7o\u011falt\u0131r
bir solucan v\u00fccuduna yeni bir halka ekler
d\u00f6llenir ac\u0131. sevi\u015fme daha da erselikle\u015fir<\/p>\n
-h\u00fc’y\u00fc tan\u0131d\u0131m size anlatmal\u0131y\u0131m bir g\u00fcn
size bir g\u00fcn mutlaka h\u00fc’y\u00fc anlatmal\u0131y\u0131m<\/p>\n
geceyse
t\u00fckenmi\u015fse g\u00fcne\u015fin g\u00fc\u00e7l\u00fcl\u00fc\u011f\u00fc
g\u00f6k g\u00f6zlerinin bu\u011fusunu yans\u0131t\u0131r
senin ac\u0131n ac\u0131lar\u0131n \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fcne gebedir
korkma yavrum
ne gece ne geceler senin
su\u00e7suz m\u0131z\u0131k\u00e7\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fcltemez
bir \u00e7irkini \u00f6pmek i\u00e7in uzatt\u0131\u011f\u0131n y\u00fcre\u011fini<\/p>\n
g\u00fczelle\u015fip bir sevginin g\u00f6\u011fs\u00fcne yatmak biraz
biraz yorgun biraz korkak bir insan sevmek biraz
dayay\u0131p s\u0131rt\u0131n\u0131 gecenin duvar\u0131na
bir \u00f6l\u00fcn\u00fcn a\u011fz\u0131n\u0131 duda\u011f\u0131n\u0131 \u00f6pmek biraz<\/p>\n
y\u0131ld\u0131zlar say\u0131lmaz: hasret uzakta
ben sevgiye hasretim, sevgi uzakta<\/p>\n
ey kan\u0131mda tefler \u00e7alan mevsimle gelen
sesimi \u00e7akallarla bo\u011fan gece
h\u00fczn\u00fcme vur ac\u0131m\u0131 soy
beni de ku\u015fat
boris karlof kadar masum y\u00fcz\u00fcm\u00fc
karanl\u0131\u011f\u0131nla frenke\u015ftaynla
\u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc art\u0131k b\u00fcy\u00fctmeliyim i\u00e7imde nefreti
kalbim ki y\u0131llard\u0131r iyili\u011fe abone
nerde bir insan g\u00f6rse
b\u0131rak\u0131r sevgi ku\u015flar\u0131n\u0131
\u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc o ba\u011f\u0131\u015flar yarg\u0131\u00e7lar\u0131n\u0131
kendi yasalar\u0131n\u0131 kuram\u0131yan yarg\u0131\u00e7lar\u0131n\u0131<\/p>\n
ey gecede unutulmu\u015flu\u011fumun su\u00e7lular\u0131
ey yanl\u0131\u015fl\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131n yanl\u0131\u015f yarg\u0131lay\u0131c\u0131lar\u0131
su\u00e7um: nefreti \u00f6ks\u00fcz b\u0131rakmak
savunmam: sevgimi y\u00fcceltmek i\u00e7indir
sakal\u0131m yok biliyorum ama k\u00f6t\u00fc de\u011filim
b\u00fcy\u00fckleri sayar\u0131m k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fckleri severim
\u00e7ocuklar\u0131 incitmeden severim. kad\u0131n\u0131 \u00f6pmesini
bilirim<\/p>\n
sizi de sizi de \u00f6pmesini bilirim<\/p>\n
-ana ben \u00e7ok yaln\u0131z\u0131m. benim ba\u015fka sevgim yok
i\u00e7imde utan\u00e7 \u00e7i\u00e7e\u011fi gibi b\u00fcy\u00fcyor h\u00fc<\/p>\n
kural tan\u0131mayan sevgim benim
ayk\u0131r\u0131m fizik\u00f6tem do\u011fa\u00fcst\u00fcm yanl\u0131\u015fl\u0131\u011f\u0131m
a\u015fk\u0131m. sevgili yan\u0131lg\u0131m benim ba\u015fyarg\u0131c\u0131m
nefretim nefretim nerdesin<\/p>\n
kalbim
bir g\u00fcn elbette sana h\u00fckmedece\u011fim<\/p>\n
elbet ge\u00e7er bu h\u00fcz\u00fcn mevsimi
bir bayku\u015f bir ser\u00e7eyle arkada\u015f oldu\u011fu g\u00fcn
o g\u00fcn size sevinci de anlat\u0131cam
bir solucan bir leylekle \u00e7iftle\u015fti\u011fi g\u00fcn
o g\u00fcn bahar mevsimidir size a\u015fk\u0131 anlataca\u011f\u0131m<\/p>\n
ve bir g\u00fcn elbette y\u0131ld\u0131zlar\u0131 sayaca\u011f\u0131m<\/p>\n
-gelin kucaklay\u0131n beni. y\u0131ld\u0131zlar\u0131 sayam\u0131yorum.<\/p>\n
ARKADA\u015e Z.\u00d6ZGER<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
\u00a0 Gecebir tabut gibi \u00e7\u00f6ker omuzlar\u0131mabir \u00f6l\u00fcn\u00fcn i\u00e7 \u00e7ekmesi olur r\u00fczgarh\u00fcz\u00fcnle d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcr\u00fcm uzaktaki bir evi y\u0131ld\u0131zlar say\u0131lmaz: hasret uzaktahasreti bir ben bilirim bir de gecenin g\u00f6zlerindeki bayku\u015fbayku\u015f k\u00f6t\u00fc ku\u015f bayku\u015f \u00e7irkin ku\u015fonu h\u00fczn\u00fcmle g\u00fczelle\u015ftiririm. h\u00fczn\u00fcmles\u00fcsler. bir dam\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcne oturturums\u00fcsler. Dam\u0131m\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcne oturturum -sizi hi\u00e7 bu kadar yak\u0131ndan g\u00f6rmedimdi y\u0131ld\u0131zlar say\u0131lmaz: hasret uzakta abimin ac\u0131yla yontulmu\u015f […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[5],"tags":[],"class_list":{"0":"post-240","1":"post","2":"type-post","3":"status-publish","4":"format-standard","6":"category-arkadas-z-ozger"},"yoast_head":"\n