\u00a0<\/p>\n
Kara bir g\u00f6k i\u00e7in \u00e7ok \u015fey s\u00f6ylenebilir elbet<\/p>\n
\u0130\u015fte benim bulutum
pas tutmam\u0131\u015f s\u00f6zc\u00fcklerden \u00f6rg\u00fcl\u00fc bir a\u011f\u0131t
aln\u0131na halk s\u0131\u00e7ram\u0131\u015f neferlerin \u00e7\u0131lgar g\u00f6zleriyle
sana
ey rengi tarihini utand\u0131ran elbise<\/p>\n
Y\u00fcz\u00fcn hi\u00e7 yabanc\u0131 de\u011fil
sen eski borazanlar\u0131n gedikli \u00e7alg\u0131c\u0131s\u0131
sesine k\u00fcfl\u00fc ambarlar\u0131n kokusu sinmi\u015f
irin salg\u0131n\u0131, cinayet fotokopisi ve kangren depolanm\u0131\u015f
eskimi\u015f tarih sat\u0131c\u0131s\u0131 ambarlar\u0131n kokusu.<\/p>\n
Burnum duymuyor ama seni
uslanm\u0131\u015f \u0131t\u0131r kokusunu da duymuyor
benim burnum
benim burnum
vah\u015fi da\u011f \u00e7i\u00e7ekleri, bozk\u0131r g\u00fclleri ve devedikenlerinin
k\u0131rlar\u0131 geni\u015fleten halk kokusuyla yan\u0131yor
genzim \u00e7atl\u0131yor
genzim \u00e7atl\u0131yor ve seni de \u00e7atlat\u0131yor
el illizyonizmin s\u0131r\u00e7a k\u00fcresi.
sana kim sus dedi Kalbim.
D\u00fcnya bir ate\u015ften top gibi kavruluyorken
toprak g\u00fcne\u015f s\u0131tmas\u0131yla sars\u0131l\u0131yorken
burda, orda, \u00f6te yanlarda
al\u0131nterinin \u00f6fkeyle f\u0131\u015fk\u0131yan \u015favk\u0131
yery\u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc yeniden bi\u00e7imliyorken
ve depremle sars\u0131lan halklar\u0131n beyni
illizyonizmin b\u00fcy\u00fcs\u00fcn\u00fc bozuyorken
seni kim b\u00fcy\u00fclemek istiyor Kalbim.
Bildim hi\u00e7 ku\u015fkusuz
su y\u0131lanlar\u0131, yeralt\u0131 fareleri ve akbabalar\u0131n koruyucusu
\u00e7arp\u0131c\u0131lar\u0131n, kemirgenlerin, le\u015f\u00e7ilerin
\u015fa\u015f\u0131rt\u0131lm\u0131\u015f kolcusu.<\/p>\n
Usul usul da gelsen, harlayarak da gelsen
el illizyonizmin g\u00fclery\u00fczl\u00fc b\u00fcy\u00fcc\u00fcs\u00fc
masken kand\u0131rm\u0131yor \u00e7oktand\u0131r beni
beni ve benim gibi
d\u00fcnyaya kan\u0131ndan d\u00fcrb\u00fcnle bakanlar\u0131
solu\u011fu cehennem yakanlar\u0131.
\u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc biz hayat\u0131 kendi aynas\u0131ndan g\u00f6rd\u00fck
biliriz s\u0131r\u00e7a k\u00fcrenin yald\u0131z\u0131ndaki pu\u015ftlu\u011fu
Ey t\u0131rnaklar\u0131m\u0131 b\u00fcy\u00fcten tahamm\u00fcls\u00fczl\u00fck
beynimde hora tepen on sivri b\u0131\u00e7ak
senin kendi damar\u0131nda denedi\u011fin keskinlik
halk\u0131n\u0131n aln\u0131ndaki tomurcu\u011fu patlatsa da
kan kendini aldatmaz
kan kendini aldatmaz<\/p>\n
Kalbim!
bu ac\u0131ya dayan
vars\u0131n i\u015fkenceler da\u011flas\u0131n seni
duru bir g\u00f6k i\u00e7in vah\u015fete katlananlar
ac\u0131y\u0131 bir silah gibi g\u00f6\u011fs\u00fcnde saklamal\u0131 <\/p>\n
Kalbim!
bu ac\u0131ya dayan
bu ac\u0131ya dayanman i\u00e7in
yaran\u0131 iyile\u015ftirmek i\u00e7in sana
par\u00e7alanm\u0131\u015f g\u00fcl cesetlerinden bir re\u00e7ete <\/p>\n
verece\u011fim<\/p>\n
vah\u015fet da\u011flar\u0131ndan k\u0131zg\u0131n kemik k\u00fclleri
i\u015fkenceler ovas\u0131ndan kan d\u00f6lleri
ve yang\u0131nlar vadisinden deh\u015fet bir ate\u015f.
Kan kokusu b\u00fcy\u00fcy\u00fc bozmak i\u00e7in
Kemik s\u0131cakl\u0131\u011f\u0131 s\u0131r\u00e7a k\u00fcreyi eritmek i\u00e7in
Ate\u015f k\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131s\u0131 g\u00f6\u011f\u00fc ayd\u0131nlatmak i\u00e7in<\/p>\n
B\u00f6ylece dirilir i\u00e7indeki g\u00fcl cesetleri bile
dirilir ve o zaman
\u00e7\u0131lg\u0131n bir \u015fafakla tazelenen g\u00f6ky\u00fcz\u00fc
bir taze tomurcuk gibi a\u00e7ar
kan\u0131yan aln\u0131nda senin.<\/p>\n
Kalbim!
sen vars\u0131n
sen t\u00f6kezleyen bir \u015fark\u0131 de\u011filsin
ne de uzun, yan\u0131k haval\u0131 t\u00fcrk\u00fc
sen kendinin ezgisisin.<\/p>\n
Y\u0131rt \u00f6fkenin sabredilmez da\u011farc\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131
da\u011f\u0131lan, sa\u00e7\u0131lan ne varsa hepsi senindir
kara bir g\u00f6k ancak bunlarla ar\u0131n\u0131r
ve elbette yeter bunlar s\u0131r\u00e7a k\u00fcreyi da\u011f\u0131tmaya
ac\u0131 diye ne varsa hepsini onarmaya<\/p>\n
Kalbim!
elimden tut
elimden tut
sensiz bir\u015fey yapamam.<\/p>\n
(Kas\u0131m 1971 – Yans\u0131ma)<\/p>\n
ARKADA\u015e Z.\u00d6ZGER<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
\u00a0 Kara bir g\u00f6k i\u00e7in \u00e7ok \u015fey s\u00f6ylenebilir elbet \u0130\u015fte benim bulutumpas tutmam\u0131\u015f s\u00f6zc\u00fcklerden \u00f6rg\u00fcl\u00fc bir a\u011f\u0131taln\u0131na halk s\u0131\u00e7ram\u0131\u015f neferlerin \u00e7\u0131lgar g\u00f6zleriylesanaey rengi tarihini utand\u0131ran elbise Y\u00fcz\u00fcn hi\u00e7 yabanc\u0131 de\u011filsen eski borazanlar\u0131n gedikli \u00e7alg\u0131c\u0131s\u0131sesine k\u00fcfl\u00fc ambarlar\u0131n kokusu sinmi\u015firin salg\u0131n\u0131, cinayet fotokopisi ve kangren depolanm\u0131\u015feskimi\u015f tarih sat\u0131c\u0131s\u0131 ambarlar\u0131n kokusu. Burnum duymuyor ama seniuslanm\u0131\u015f \u0131t\u0131r kokusunu da […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[5],"tags":[],"class_list":{"0":"post-241","1":"post","2":"type-post","3":"status-publish","4":"format-standard","6":"category-arkadas-z-ozger"},"yoast_head":"\n