{"id":2583,"date":"2009-12-06T20:46:18","date_gmt":"2009-12-06T17:46:18","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/localhost\/wordpress\/2009\/12\/06\/uykunda-opuyorum-seni\/"},"modified":"2009-12-06T20:46:18","modified_gmt":"2009-12-06T17:46:18","slug":"uykunda-opuyorum-seni","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/narteks.net\/index.php\/2009\/12\/06\/uykunda-opuyorum-seni\/","title":{"rendered":"UYKUNDA \u00d6P\u00dcYORUM SEN\u0130"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>\u00a0<\/p>\n<p>Uykunda a\u011fl\u0131yorsun&#8230;<br \/>Uykunda \u00f6p\u00fcyorum seni&#8230; Korkmadan a\u011fl\u0131yorum<br \/>seninle&#8230;<br \/>Senin i\u00e7in bir \u015fey yapamay\u0131\u015f\u0131ma, seni bu d\u00fcnyada<br \/>yapayaln\u0131z, kimsesiz b\u0131rak\u0131\u015f\u0131ma a\u011fl\u0131yorum&#8230;<br \/>Senin i\u00e7in ger\u00e7eklik yok, bu hayat, bu hayat\u0131n<br \/>kurallar\u0131 yok&#8230; Kendine nas\u0131l derinden ve kat\u0131ks\u0131z<br \/>inan\u0131yorsan, bu hayata, bu insanlara da \u00f6yle<br \/>inan\u0131yorsun&#8230; Bunu sana ben anlatamam. Bak bu sensin,<br \/>bak bu da hayat, bu da kurallar\u0131; bak, insanlar seni<br \/>asl\u0131nda nas\u0131l g\u00f6r\u00fcyor, yok bu hayatta duygular\u0131n\u0131n<br \/>kar\u015f\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131, diyemem. Seni sevginden uyand\u0131ramam&#8230;<br \/>Y\u0131llar \u00f6nce senin oldu\u011fun yerdeydim ben de. Tam orta<br \/>yerde. Benim de sa\u00e7lar\u0131m sevecen bir karde\u015flik<br \/>kokard\u0131.<br \/>Herkese ko\u015farken a\u00e7\u0131kta kal\u0131rd\u0131 \u00f6ld\u00fcr\u00fclmeye en a\u00e7\u0131k,<br \/>en savunmas\u0131z yanlar\u0131m. Nereme b\u0131\u00e7ak saplan\u0131rd\u0131<br \/>bilmezdim, ama hep yersiz kanayan o zavall\u0131 sa\u00e7lar\u0131ma<br \/>dostluklara g\u00f6lge d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr\u00fcyor, diye k\u0131zard\u0131m&#8230;Umudu<br \/>\u00fcrk\u00fct\u00fcyor diye yaralar\u0131ma k\u0131zard\u0131m&#8230; Ben en \u00e7ok beni<br \/>yaralayanlara ko\u015far; bir su\u00e7, bir yan\u0131lg\u0131 varsa,<br \/>\u00e7o\u011funu omuzlamak i\u00e7in kendimden vazge\u00e7erdim&#8230;<br \/>S\u0131rf sevgiler bitmesin, s\u0131rf hayat\u0131n sevinci<br \/>g\u00f6lgelenmesin, dostluklar\u0131n son g\u00fcn\u00fc gelmesin diye<br \/>\u00fcst\u00fcme al\u0131rd\u0131m b\u00fct\u00fcn g\u00fcnahlar\u0131, b\u00fct\u00fcn yan\u0131lg\u0131lar\u0131,<br \/>ge\u00e7mi\u015f ve gelecek b\u00fct\u00fcn k\u00f6t\u00fcl\u00fckleri&#8230; Sevginin<br \/>umutlar\u0131 s\u00fcrs\u00fcn diye, g\u00f6ze al\u0131rd\u0131m kalbime ak\u0131t\u0131lacak<br \/>zehirleri&#8230; G\u00f6ze al\u0131rd\u0131m eksik ya\u015fanm\u0131\u015f b\u00fct\u00fcn<br \/>sevgilerin tan\u0131\u011f\u0131 ve s\u00fcrg\u00fcn\u00fc olmay\u0131&#8230;<br \/>Sonra bakt\u0131m kimsesiz ve tesellisiz \u00f6l\u00fcyorum&#8230; G\u00f6rd\u00fcm<br \/>kendimi nas\u0131lsa. G\u00f6rd\u00fcm an\u0131s\u0131z ve habersiz \u00f6ld\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm\u00fc&#8230;<br \/>Son kez bakt\u0131m etraf\u0131ma, bir yak\u0131n, bir i\u00e7ten ses, bir<br \/>karde\u015f kokusu arad\u0131m kendime. Ba\u011flanmak istedik\u00e7e<br \/>\u00f6ylesine kopmu\u015ftum ki insanlardan, \u00f6ylesine \u00e7ok<br \/>sevmi\u015f, \u00f6ylesine \u00e7ok inanm\u0131\u015ft\u0131m ki, nas\u0131l oldu<br \/>bilmiyorum, i\u00e7imden bir k\u00f6t\u00fcl\u00fck, bir ac\u0131mas\u0131zl\u0131k;<br \/>i\u00e7imden zavall\u0131 bir intikam duygusu \u00e7\u0131kart\u0131p, o yaral\u0131<br \/>kendimi, beni ben yapan o kimsesiz sevgimi o bo\u015fluktan<br \/>\u00e7ekip ald\u0131m&#8230; Ald\u0131m onu ve korumaya ba\u015flad\u0131m.. O<br \/>yaral\u0131, o par\u00e7alanm\u0131\u015f, o kimsesiz sevgimi, k\u00f6t\u00fcl\u00fckle,<br \/>ac\u0131mas\u0131zl\u0131kla, h\u0131rsla, k\u0131skan\u00e7l\u0131kla korumaya<br \/>ba\u015flad\u0131m&#8230; O da yetmedi, yazmaya ba\u015flad\u0131m sevgili.<br \/>Yazmaya&#8230; Ne hissedersem, ne hissedeceksem, hayat\u0131mda<br \/>ne varsa, her \u015feyi yazmaya ba\u015flad\u0131m&#8230;<br \/>Yazmak, ac\u0131lardan, a\u015fklardan, yitiri\u015flerden, itilip<br \/>kak\u0131lmalardan kurtulman\u0131n en ge\u00e7erli yolu oldu benim<br \/>i\u00e7in&#8230;<br \/>Kimse elimden s\u00f6k\u00fcp almas\u0131n diye o yaral\u0131, o kimsesiz<br \/>sevgimi ve bir daha o karanl\u0131k bo\u015flu\u011fa d\u00fc\u015fmemek i\u00e7in<br \/>yazmaya ba\u015flad\u0131m&#8230;<br \/>Y\u0131llar sonra \u015fimdi sen o bo\u015fluktas\u0131n. O yaral\u0131, o<br \/>kimsesiz sevginle bir zamanlar benim oldu\u011fum yerdesin.<br \/>Sa\u00e7lar\u0131ndaki kan kokusunu buradan duyabiliyorum. Bu<br \/>kokuyu iyi bilirim. \u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc y\u0131llarca, sevginin pe\u015finden<br \/>ko\u015fulsuzca ko\u015ftu\u011fum o y\u0131llar boyunca hep kendi kan\u0131m\u0131,<br \/>hep bu kokuyu koklamak zorunda kalm\u0131\u015ft\u0131m&#8230;<br \/>Arzulad\u0131\u011f\u0131m ne varsa her \u015fey kar\u015f\u0131l\u0131ks\u0131z kald\u0131 bu<br \/>hayatta. Sa\u00e7lar\u0131mdaki kan kokusu \u015fimdi i\u00e7imde sahipsiz<br \/>bir nefrete d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc&#8230;<br \/>Kin \u00f6yle bir \u015feydir ki sevgili, her \u015feyi; ya\u015fanm\u0131\u015f ve<br \/>ya\u015fanan b\u00fct\u00fcn sevgileri, ger\u00e7ek ad\u0131na ne varsa her<br \/>\u015feyi \u00e7amurunda gizler.. G\u00fcn gelir, art\u0131k hi\u00e7bir \u015fey<br \/>anla\u015f\u0131lmaz olur. Hakl\u0131lar haks\u0131zlara, kurbanlar<br \/>cellatlara, sevgiler nefretlere kar\u0131\u015f\u0131r&#8230; Ve bir<br \/>bakars\u0131n, sen de bu ac\u0131mas\u0131z hayat\u0131n hakemli\u011fini kabul<br \/>etmi\u015fsin. O kanl\u0131 nehrin kenar\u0131na gider ve g\u00fcnlerce,<br \/>hatta y\u0131llarca oradan d\u00fc\u015fman\u0131n\u0131n cesedinin ge\u00e7mesini<br \/>beklersin&#8230; Bu bekleyi\u015fin sonu yoktur. \u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc<br \/>d\u00fc\u015fmanlar\u0131n\u0131n sonu yoktur&#8230; Biri biter, di\u011feri gelir<br \/>ard\u0131ndan. Ve sen d\u00fc\u015fmanlar\u0131nla u\u011fra\u015fmaktan bezgin ve<br \/>kimsesiz sevginle u\u011fra\u015fmaya dayanamaz, \u00f6ylece<br \/>kal\u0131rs\u0131n&#8230;<br \/>Yaln\u0131zl\u0131\u011f\u0131nla birlikte d\u00fc\u015fersiniz bo\u015flu\u011fa. O \u00e7ok<br \/>korktu\u011fun bo\u015flu\u011fa&#8230; \u00d6yle kirletirsin ki yaln\u0131zl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131,<br \/>o kirletti\u011fin yaln\u0131zl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 sevsinler diye, d\u00fcnyan\u0131n en<br \/>samimiyetsiz insanlar\u0131na, karde\u015fim, diye sar\u0131l\u0131rs\u0131n&#8230;<br \/>Biliyor musun, sen benim o \u00e7ok eski halimsin&#8230; Sana<br \/>bak\u0131yorum yaz\u0131lar\u0131m\u0131 yazd\u0131\u011f\u0131m bu so\u011fuk, bu uzak<br \/>odadan. Bana umutsuzca sevdalanman\u0131 seyrediyorum.<br \/>Bende hi\u00e7 umut yokken, beni vazge\u00e7ilmezin yapman\u0131<br \/>seyrediyorum&#8230; Seni seyrediyorum sevgili, seni&#8230;<br \/>Sa\u00e7lar\u0131ndaki kan kokusunu i\u00e7ime \u00e7ekiyorum. Y\u0131llar<br \/>\u00f6nceki kendi kokumu i\u00e7ime \u00e7ekiyorum&#8230; Hay\u0131r,<br \/>ac\u0131m\u0131yorum sana, sendeki kendimi \u00f6zl\u00fcyorum en \u00e7ok.<br \/>Sendeki o \u00e7ocuk cesaretini, o \u00e7\u0131plak sevgiyi<br \/>\u00f6zl\u00fcyorum. Sendeki o kanayan, o kimsesiz, ama saf, o<br \/>tepeden t\u0131rna\u011fa sevgiye inanan kendimi \u00f6zl\u00fcyorum&#8230;<br \/>Bedelsiz, ac\u0131tmayan, hesap sormayan ve \u00e7ok savunmas\u0131z<br \/>bir g\u00fczelli\u011fin vard\u0131 senin&#8230; Duygusuzlara g\u00f6re \u00e7ok<br \/>kolayd\u0131n. Kurban\u0131n o doyumsuz \u015fehveti vard\u0131 sende. En<br \/>k\u0131rg\u0131n, en yaral\u0131 insanlar\u0131 bile bir cellat yapard\u0131 o<br \/>saf, o ger\u00e7ek\u00fcst\u00fc sevgin&#8230;<br \/>Seyrederdim seni o uzak odamda, bir \u015fey yapamadan<br \/>seyrederdim seni yazarken&#8230;<br \/>Buruk bir sevin\u00e7le izlerdim cellatlar\u0131nla sevi\u015firken<br \/>ald\u0131\u011f\u0131n hazz\u0131. Nas\u0131l da k\u0131skan\u0131rlard\u0131 seni,<br \/>kendilerine duydu\u011fun sevgiyi bile k\u0131skan\u0131rlard\u0131&#8230;<br \/>Seninle sevi\u015firken ald\u0131\u011f\u0131n o inan\u0131lmaz hazz\u0131<br \/>k\u0131skand\u0131klar\u0131 gibi&#8230; Sen o \u00e7\u0131plak, o bedelsiz<br \/>sevginle b\u00fct\u00fcn dengelerini bozard\u0131n onlar\u0131n. Ald\u0131\u011f\u0131n o<br \/>hazla kendilerine duyduklar\u0131 o b\u00fct\u00fcn sahte g\u00fcvenlerini<br \/>derinden sarsard\u0131n&#8230; Senin bu s\u0131n\u0131rs\u0131z hazz\u0131, bu<br \/>\u00e7\u0131plak sevgiyi, bu derin ve \u00e7\u0131lg\u0131n ba\u011flan\u0131\u015f\u0131 onca<br \/>yitiri\u015fler, onca g\u00f6ze al\u0131\u015flar\u0131n sonucunda kazand\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131<br \/>anlamazl\u0131ktan gelirlerdi&#8230; Ne kadar zevk alsalar da<br \/>bu kimsesiz sevginden, her yak\u0131nl\u0131\u011fa haz\u0131r olu\u015fundan,<br \/>\u00e7abucak ba\u011f\u0131\u015flamandan, yine de seni kendilerine<br \/>benzetmek, dahas\u0131 yorulman\u0131, g\u00fcce ve ger\u00e7e\u011fe teslim<br \/>olman\u0131, onlar\u0131 b\u00fct\u00fcn o kaybolu\u015flar\u0131nda,<br \/>t\u00fckeni\u015flerinde, yani her durumda, her \u015fekilde<br \/>kabullenmeni isterlerdi&#8230;<br \/>Onlar\u0131 her halleriyle kabul etti\u011finde ise senden<br \/>korkmaya ba\u015flarlard\u0131&#8230; \u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc \u00f6ylesine korunakl\u0131,<br \/>\u00f6ylesine derinlerde sakl\u0131yd\u0131 ki sevgileri, seni<br \/>anla\u015f\u0131lmaz, tuhaf, hatta bula\u015f\u0131c\u0131 bir hastal\u0131\u011fa<br \/>yakalanm\u0131\u015f, tehlikeli biri gibi g\u00f6rmeye ba\u015flarlard\u0131&#8230;<br \/>O \u00e7\u0131plak, o sahipsiz sevgin y\u0131llar \u00f6nce terk ettikleri<br \/>kalplerini, d\u00fc\u015flerini, inan\u00e7lar\u0131n\u0131 hat\u0131rlat\u0131rd\u0131<br \/>onlara. \u00c7ekicili\u011fine kap\u0131l\u0131p yan\u0131na geldikleri anda ve<br \/>seni anlar anlamaz \u00f6l\u00fcmc\u00fcl bir \u00fcrk\u00fcnt\u00fcye kap\u0131lmalar\u0131<br \/>bu y\u00fczdendi&#8230;<br \/>\u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc bug\u00fcn\u00fcn insan\u0131 kimden korkuyorsa, kim ona yok<br \/>etti\u011fi kendisini hat\u0131rlat\u0131yorsa onu \u00f6ld\u00fcrmek ister<br \/>sevgili.<br \/>Saf\u0131, \u00e7\u0131pla\u011f\u0131, ko\u015fulsuz seveni, kendisine yitirdi\u011fi<br \/>insanl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 hat\u0131rlatan\u0131 \u00f6ld\u00fcrmek ister&#8230;<br \/>Kabul et art\u0131k, kimi sevsen, kimin \u00f6zg\u00fcrl\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn\u00fc istesen<br \/>\u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fcn\u00fc istemedi mi senden. \u0130stemedi mi&#8230; Kabul et<br \/>art\u0131k&#8230;<br \/>Ben onlardan hi\u00e7 olmad\u0131m. Ben g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc senden hi\u00e7<br \/>ay\u0131rmad\u0131m. \u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc sen benim saf \u00e7ocuklu\u011fumdun. Sen<br \/>benim o yaral\u0131, o kimsesiz gen\u00e7li\u011fimdin&#8230;<br \/>Hayat\u0131 bitirdi\u011fim yerde sen yeniden ba\u015fl\u0131yorsun..<br \/>Dokunurken i\u00e7imi ac\u0131tan ba\u015f\u0131nda benim kan\u0131m var&#8230;<br \/>Anla art\u0131k, seni de\u011fil, en \u00e7ok kendimi yaln\u0131z<br \/>b\u0131rak\u0131yorum o rutubetli evde&#8230; Senin o affedemedi\u011fin<br \/>kalbinde yat\u0131yor benim tek ve ger\u00e7ek sevgim&#8230;<br \/>Tek umudum senin bu savunmas\u0131z halin. Senin bu<br \/>kimsesizli\u011fin&#8230; Uyumsuzlu\u011fun. Tek \u00e7\u0131k\u0131\u015f\u0131m senin bu<br \/>deli, bu \u00e7\u0131plak sevdan&#8230;<br \/>K\u00f6t\u00fcl\u00fcklerin yok muydu, yok muydu h\u0131rslar\u0131n&#8230; Vard\u0131<br \/>elbet. Ama \u00f6ylesine acemiydi ki h\u0131rslar\u0131n;<br \/>k\u00f6t\u00fcl\u00fcklerin bu hayat kar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda \u00f6ylesine \u00e7aresiz ve<br \/>\u00f6ylesine masum kal\u0131rd\u0131 ki, sonunda yine sana dokunurdu<br \/>zarar\u0131; kar\u015f\u0131ndakileri de\u011fil seni engellerdi o<br \/>kimsesiz \u00f6fken&#8230; K\u00f6t\u00fcl\u00fcklerinin zarar\u0131 sonunda sana<br \/>dokunmasayd\u0131, yenseydin kar\u015f\u0131na \u00e7\u0131kanlar\u0131, yenseydin<br \/>kalbini, hayat senin i\u00e7in hi\u00e7bir zaman b\u00f6yle<br \/>olmayacakt\u0131&#8230; O kutsal, o hi\u00e7 s\u00f6nmeyen \u0131\u015f\u0131k nereye<br \/>gitsen ard\u0131ndan gelmeyecekti&#8230; O sevin\u00e7li \u0131st\u0131rap<br \/>kalbini hi\u00e7bir zaman b\u00f6ylesine i\u00e7tenlikle<br \/>\u0131s\u0131tmayacakt\u0131.<br \/>Bu \u015fehri ebediyen terk edip giderken, bana s\u00f6yledi\u011fin<br \/>o son s\u00f6zde sakl\u0131 olmayacakt\u0131 hayat\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n ger\u00e7e\u011fi:<br \/>&#8216;Hayat\u0131n kurallar\u0131 derdin hep, biliyor musun, bu<br \/>hayatta hi\u00e7bir \u015feyi ba\u015faramad\u0131m ben&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>Cezmi ERS\u00d6Z<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>\u00a0 Uykunda a\u011fl\u0131yorsun&#8230;Uykunda \u00f6p\u00fcyorum seni&#8230; Korkmadan a\u011fl\u0131yorumseninle&#8230;Senin i\u00e7in bir \u015fey yapamay\u0131\u015f\u0131ma, seni bu d\u00fcnyadayapayaln\u0131z, kimsesiz b\u0131rak\u0131\u015f\u0131ma a\u011fl\u0131yorum&#8230;Senin i\u00e7in ger\u00e7eklik yok, bu hayat, bu hayat\u0131nkurallar\u0131 yok&#8230; Kendine nas\u0131l derinden ve kat\u0131ks\u0131zinan\u0131yorsan, bu hayata, bu insanlara da \u00f6yleinan\u0131yorsun&#8230; Bunu sana ben anlatamam. Bak bu sensin,bak bu da hayat, bu da kurallar\u0131; bak, insanlar seniasl\u0131nda nas\u0131l g\u00f6r\u00fcyor, yok [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[18],"tags":[],"class_list":{"0":"post-2583","1":"post","2":"type-post","3":"status-publish","4":"format-standard","6":"category-cezmi-ersoz"},"yoast_head":"<!-- This site is optimized with the Yoast SEO Premium plugin v24.9 (Yoast SEO v24.9) - https:\/\/yoast.com\/wordpress\/plugins\/seo\/ -->\n<title>UYKUNDA \u00d6P\u00dcYORUM SEN\u0130 - narteks.net<\/title>\n<meta name=\"robots\" content=\"index, follow, max-snippet:-1, max-image-preview:large, max-video-preview:-1\" \/>\n<link rel=\"canonical\" href=\"https:\/\/narteks.net\/index.php\/2009\/12\/06\/uykunda-opuyorum-seni\/\" \/>\n<meta property=\"og:locale\" content=\"tr_TR\" \/>\n<meta property=\"og:type\" content=\"article\" \/>\n<meta property=\"og:title\" content=\"UYKUNDA \u00d6P\u00dcYORUM SEN\u0130\" \/>\n<meta property=\"og:description\" content=\"\u00a0 Uykunda a\u011fl\u0131yorsun&#8230;Uykunda \u00f6p\u00fcyorum seni&#8230; Korkmadan a\u011fl\u0131yorumseninle&#8230;Senin i\u00e7in bir \u015fey yapamay\u0131\u015f\u0131ma, seni bu d\u00fcnyadayapayaln\u0131z, kimsesiz b\u0131rak\u0131\u015f\u0131ma a\u011fl\u0131yorum&#8230;Senin i\u00e7in ger\u00e7eklik yok, bu hayat, bu hayat\u0131nkurallar\u0131 yok&#8230; Kendine nas\u0131l derinden ve kat\u0131ks\u0131zinan\u0131yorsan, bu hayata, bu insanlara da \u00f6yleinan\u0131yorsun&#8230; Bunu sana ben anlatamam. 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