\u00a0<\/p>\n
\u0130\u015fte
Is\u0131nm\u0131\u015f parke yolun kokusu
Demek ki ben mutsuzum
Tuhaf bir su i\u00e7mi\u015fim de sanki i\u00e7im g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcyor
G\u00f6zlerim buzdan
\u0130\u00e7imde yaz k\u0131r\u0131klar\u0131. <\/p>\n
Eklemek gerek
B\u00fcy\u00fcmesi gibi bir salyongozun
Y\u0131llarla de\u011fil, y\u0131llarla de\u011fil
Saniyelerle k\u0131vr\u0131lm\u0131\u015ft\u0131r kabu\u011fum. <\/p>\n
Aynal\u0131pasaj’\u0131 ge\u00e7tim
Ge\u00e7erken sa\u011fl\u0131 sollu aynalara bakt\u0131m – her g\u00fcnk\u00fc gibi –
Vitrinlere bakt\u0131m, d\u00fc\u011fmelere, fermuarlara
Yukardaki ta\u015f heykelciklere bakt\u0131m
Bakmasam ne yapacakt\u0131m, a\u00e7\u0131l\u0131p kapanmaya ba\u015flad\u0131 dudaklar\u0131m
G\u00f6zkapaklar\u0131m
A\u00e7\u0131l\u0131p kapanmaya
A\u00e7\u0131lan kapanan \u00e7\u00f6z\u00fclen
Ne varsa duyuyordum kendimde
Bal\u0131kpazar\u0131’na sapt\u0131m. <\/p>\n
Ben bal\u0131kpazar\u0131’na sap\u0131nca
D\u00fcnyada say\u0131lmayan bir adamd\u0131m
Nas\u0131l duruyorsa g\u00f6ky\u00fcz\u00fc say\u0131lmadan
Boylu boyunca bir duvar
Ve uzay nas\u0131l duruyorsa
– Uzay ki mutluluktur
Ele ge\u00e7meyen bir sonsuzluktur uzay –
Ben masallara \u015funu bunu ta\u015f\u0131rd\u0131m. <\/p>\n
Olduk\u00e7e dar bir soka\u011fa gelince durdum
Kar\u015f\u0131dan kar\u015f\u0131ya \u00e7ama\u015f\u0131rlar asm\u0131\u015flard\u0131
Mor, pembe, beyaz \u00e7ama\u015f\u0131rlar
K\u0131zg\u0131n yaz g\u00fcne\u015finin alt\u0131nda
Ho\u015fland\u0131m
Anahtar\u0131 kilide soktum, bundan da ho\u015fland\u0131m
\u00c7evirdim bir iki kez, kap\u0131 titredi
Ben de titredim
D\u00fckkan\u0131 a\u00e7t\u0131m. <\/p>\n
Kar\u015f\u0131ki evler \u00e7oktan uyanm\u0131\u015ft\u0131
Hemen herkesi az \u00e7ok tan\u0131rd\u0131m
\u0130ki kocakar\u0131, levanten, dama oynuyorlard\u0131 gene cam\u0131n \u00f6n\u00fcnde
\u00c7inko balkonda bir k\u0131z \u00e7ocu\u011fu a\u011fl\u0131yordu
Oydu
Bir sat\u0131c\u0131ya sesleniyordu, oydu
Besbelli yeni uyanm\u0131\u015ft\u0131, sa\u00e7lar\u0131 da\u011f\u0131n\u0131kt\u0131
Zay\u0131ft\u0131, s\u00fcrekliydi, de\u011fi\u015fmiyordu
Sesi inceydi, isterikti
Saate bakt\u0131m dokuz bu\u00e7uktu.
Ne yapt\u0131m da ben, daha sonra ne yapacakt\u0131m
\u00d6nce helaya girdim, bir s\u00fcre helada kald\u0131m
Terledim, ad\u0131n\u0131 bilmedi\u011fim bir kokuyla koktum
Mutfa\u011fa girdim
Patatesleri soydum y\u0131kad\u0131m
Domatesleri salatal\u0131klar\u0131
Soydum y\u0131kad\u0131m
Muska b\u00f6re\u011fi sard\u0131m kald\u0131rd\u0131m
Bira kasalar\u0131n\u0131, bo\u015f \u015fi\u015feleri
D\u00fckkan\u0131n \u00f6n\u00fcne \u00e7\u0131kard\u0131m
Camlar\u0131 sildim, ortal\u0131\u011f\u0131 s\u00fcp\u00fcrd\u00fcm
Sonra bir iskemleye oturdum
Orda y\u00fcz binlerce cinayeti ben
Ve intihar\u0131
Bir mutluluk gibi d\u0131\u015f\u0131mda duydum. <\/p>\n
Evet, gelirdi
Ruhi Bey mi dediniz, evet, gelirdi<\/p>\n
Edip CANSEVER<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
\u00a0 \u0130\u015fte Is\u0131nm\u0131\u015f parke yolun kokusu Demek ki ben mutsuzum Tuhaf bir su i\u00e7mi\u015fim de sanki i\u00e7im g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcyor G\u00f6zlerim buzdan \u0130\u00e7imde yaz k\u0131r\u0131klar\u0131. Eklemek gerek B\u00fcy\u00fcmesi gibi bir salyongozun Y\u0131llarla de\u011fil, y\u0131llarla de\u011fil Saniyelerle k\u0131vr\u0131lm\u0131\u015ft\u0131r kabu\u011fum. Aynal\u0131pasaj’\u0131 ge\u00e7tim Ge\u00e7erken sa\u011fl\u0131 sollu aynalara bakt\u0131m – her g\u00fcnk\u00fc gibi – Vitrinlere bakt\u0131m, d\u00fc\u011fmelere, fermuarlara Yukardaki ta\u015f heykelciklere […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[19],"tags":[],"class_list":{"0":"post-2623","1":"post","2":"type-post","3":"status-publish","4":"format-standard","6":"category-edip-cansever"},"yoast_head":"\n