\u00a0<\/p>\n
Niye imal\u0131 \u00f6yleyse
A\u015fk mutlu bir s\u00fcrg\u00fcnl\u00fckse. <\/p>\n
\u00dcvey annemdi benim, ben sar\u0131\u015f\u0131nd\u0131m
On alt\u0131 ya\u015f\u0131ndayd\u0131m, sar\u0131\u015f\u0131nd\u0131m
Bulan\u0131k \u00e7\u0131km\u0131\u015f foto\u011fraflar gibiydim, g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcms\u00fcz
Yaln\u0131zd\u0131m, kar\u0131\u015f\u0131kt\u0131m
Beni tan\u0131yan kimseler yoktu
Hi\u00e7 yoktu
\u0130\u00e7ime kapan\u0131kt\u0131m
B\u00fcy\u00fck a\u011fa\u00e7lar\u0131n alt\u0131nda
Havuzun k\u0131r\u0131k ta\u015flar\u0131 aras\u0131nda
Bilmezdim mutluluk nedir
Bilemezdim
Al\u0131p ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131 gitmek isterdim
\u0130sterdim ama, kal\u0131rd\u0131m <\/p>\n
Sanki kar ya\u011f\u0131\u015flar\u0131n\u0131n ard\u0131ndan
Uzun s\u00fcren kar ya\u011f\u0131\u015flar\u0131n\u0131n ard\u0131ndan
Sevimsiz bir lunaparkta
Kimsesiz bir atl\u0131kar\u0131ncayd\u0131m. <\/p>\n
Bir limonlu\u011fumuz vard\u0131, \u00f6\u011fle saatlerinde
Bazen o limonlukta uyurdum
Kar\u0131\u015f\u0131k d\u00fc\u015fler g\u00f6r\u00fcrd\u00fcm
Yaln\u0131zl\u0131k?
O bir ba\u015f\u0131na kal\u0131rd\u0131, ben bir ba\u015f\u0131ma kal\u0131rd\u0131m
Sanki hi\u00e7 t\u00fcketilmeyen bir otob\u00fcs dura\u011f\u0131
Gibi kal\u0131rd\u0131m
Bir g\u00fcn
\u0130\u00e7eri girdi, uyan\u0131kt\u0131m
Yar\u0131 uzanm\u0131\u015ft\u0131m, uyan\u0131kt\u0131m
Bir \u00fc\u015f\u00fcm\u00fc\u015fl\u00fc\u011f\u00fc tutuyordum y\u00fcz\u00fcmde, uyan\u0131kt\u0131m
Dudaklar\u0131 aral\u0131kt\u0131, ben uyan\u0131kt\u0131m
\u00d6yle bir s\u00fcre durdu, bakt\u0131
O bakt\u0131 ben de bakt\u0131m
Yan\u0131ma usulca uzand\u0131
Uzand\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6rmedim, ama uzand\u0131
Da\u011f\u0131ld\u0131, u\u00e7u\u015ftu, bir g\u00fcl\u00fc\u015f gibi uzand\u0131
\u00d6nce \u015fa\u015f\u0131rd\u0131m
\u00d6nce hi\u00e7 k\u0131m\u0131ldamad\u0131m
– Yaln\u0131zl\u0131k biraz azald\u0131 –
Sa\u00e7lar\u0131m\u0131 sevdi, hi\u00e7 k\u0131m\u0131ldamad\u0131m
Bir bi\u00e7im de\u011fildim sanki, bir nesne, bir \u015fey de\u011fildim
Biraz utand\u0131m
Sokuldu bana iyice, bana sar\u0131ld\u0131
Dudaklar\u0131m\u0131 ald\u0131, dudaklar\u0131m\u0131 ta\u015f\u0131rd\u0131
K\u00f6p\u00fcren s\u00fctler gibi ta\u015f\u0131rd\u0131
K\u00f6p\u00fckler i\u00e7inde kald\u0131m
– Mevsim her zamanki gibi yazd\u0131 –
Birden beyaz bacaklar\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6rd\u00fcm
Sonra her \u015feyi g\u00f6rd\u00fcm
O her \u015feyi ben ilk defa g\u00f6rd\u00fcm
Ses \u00e7\u0131karmad\u0131m
Ses \u00e7\u0131karmad\u0131m, k\u00f6p\u00fcren s\u00fctler gibiydik
Beni yeniden \u00f6pt\u00fc, \u00fcst\u00fcne \u00e7ekti beni
K\u00f6p\u00fcren s\u00fctler gibiydik
Limonlar beyazland\u0131
Bir limondan ba\u015fka bir limona ge\u00e7tik
Bir limondan ba\u015fka bir limona ge\u00e7tim
G\u00f6zlerim s\u00fct gibiydi, say\u0131s\u0131z g\u00f6zlerim vard\u0131
\u0130lk defa vard\u0131
Upuzun s\u00fcrd\u00fc, k\u0131sac\u0131k s\u00fcrd\u00fc
Beni b\u0131rakt\u0131
Aya\u011fa kalkt\u0131, sa\u00e7lar\u0131n\u0131 d\u00fczeltti
S\u00fct dindi
Ama ben kald\u0131m
\u00c7oraklar, \u00e7\u00f6ller, tuzlu denizler gibi kald\u0131m
O g\u00f6zlerini dikti bana
– Ben suyun yanmas\u0131 gibi tuzda –
Anlams\u0131z, uzun
Gizli, korunakl\u0131
Y\u00fcz\u00fcyle itermi\u015f gibi ilk defa g\u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fc bir yarat\u0131\u011f\u0131
Y\u0131llarca, ama y\u0131llarca
Bakt\u0131 bakt\u0131 bakt\u0131. <\/p>\n
Kimseye bir \u015fey s\u00f6ylemedim
Ama bir daha gelmedi
Ne sevgi, ne nefret, ne \u00f6nceleri bir \u015fey duymad\u0131m
Sadece gelsin istedim
Uyan\u0131k bekledim
Gelsin istedim
Ama bir daha gelmedi. <\/p>\n
Anlad\u0131m neden sonra
Anlad\u0131m k\u00f6t\u00fcl\u00fck olsun diye geldi\u011fini limonlu\u011fa
O bembeyaz di\u015fleriyle yoktu, ben vard\u0131m
\u00dc\u00e7 g\u00fcnd\u00fcz daha ge\u00e7ti, ben vard\u0131m
On g\u00fcn daha ge\u00e7ti, sonra ben g\u00fcnleri unuttum
– Unutmak ben b\u00fcy\u00fcd\u00fck\u00e7e o benim \u00e7ocuklu\u011fum –
O yoktu
Beni uyard\u0131, beni yaln\u0131z b\u0131rakt\u0131, anlad\u0131m
\u00c7ocukken vururdu, kanat\u0131rd\u0131, ezerdi
Bu kez de
Anlad\u0131m severekten
Ok\u015fayaraktan yapmak istedi ayn\u0131 \u015feyi. <\/p>\n
\u00dcvey annemdi, ben sar\u0131\u015f\u0131nd\u0131m
O da sar\u0131\u015f\u0131nd\u0131
Beni uyard\u0131, beni yaln\u0131z b\u0131rakt\u0131 <\/p>\n
(A\u00e7\u0131k sa\u00e7\u0131k giyinirdi, pek anlamazd\u0131m
Dudaklar\u0131n\u0131 \u0131slak tutard\u0131, pek anlamazd\u0131m
\u015eehvetle aralard\u0131, bembeyaz di\u015flerini g\u00f6r\u00fcrd\u00fcm
Bembeyaz di\u015flerini g\u00f6r\u00fcrd\u00fcm
Bembeyaz
Kal\u00e7alar\u0131n\u0131 ok\u015fayaraktan tutard\u0131.) <\/p>\n
O g\u00fcnden sonrad\u0131r ki iyi tan\u0131d\u0131m ben kan\u0131. <\/p>\n
Bir gece uykudayd\u0131 b\u00fct\u00fcn konak
Gizlice bah\u00e7eye \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131m
Yaral\u0131 bir hayvan gibi s\u00fcr\u00fcnerekten
Sokuldum limonlu\u011fa usul usul
D\u00f6kt\u00fcm bir \u015fi\u015fe gaz\u0131 ve limonlu\u011fu yakt\u0131m.<\/p>\n
Edip CANSEVER<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
\u00a0 Niye imal\u0131 \u00f6yleyse A\u015fk mutlu bir s\u00fcrg\u00fcnl\u00fckse. \u00dcvey annemdi benim, ben sar\u0131\u015f\u0131nd\u0131m On alt\u0131 ya\u015f\u0131ndayd\u0131m, sar\u0131\u015f\u0131nd\u0131m Bulan\u0131k \u00e7\u0131km\u0131\u015f foto\u011fraflar gibiydim, g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcms\u00fcz Yaln\u0131zd\u0131m, kar\u0131\u015f\u0131kt\u0131m Beni tan\u0131yan kimseler yoktu Hi\u00e7 yoktu \u0130\u00e7ime kapan\u0131kt\u0131m B\u00fcy\u00fck a\u011fa\u00e7lar\u0131n alt\u0131nda Havuzun k\u0131r\u0131k ta\u015flar\u0131 aras\u0131nda Bilmezdim mutluluk nedir Bilemezdim Al\u0131p ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131 gitmek isterdim \u0130sterdim ama, kal\u0131rd\u0131m Sanki kar ya\u011f\u0131\u015flar\u0131n\u0131n ard\u0131ndan Uzun […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[19],"tags":[],"class_list":{"0":"post-2698","1":"post","2":"type-post","3":"status-publish","4":"format-standard","6":"category-edip-cansever"},"yoast_head":"\n