\u00a0<\/p>\n
Vard\u0131m ete\u011fine,secdeye kapand\u0131m;
Ko\u015fup bir koluna s\u0131ms\u0131k\u0131 aband\u0131m.
Karl\u0131 ba\u015f\u0131n y\u00fcce dedikleyin y\u00fcce,
S\u00fck\u00fbn i\u00e7indeki heybetin g\u00f6nl\u00fcmce.
Devce yap\u0131nda ilk rahatl\u0131\u011f\u0131 duydum.
\u015eifas\u0131 m\u0131 ne ki ruha bu ilk yudum
Hay\u00e2l arkas\u0131nda bo\u015f \u00e7\u0131rp\u0131n\u0131\u015flar\u0131n
Sen uygun bir vakti gelince r\u00fczg\u00e2r\u0131n
Sonsuzlu\u011fa do\u011fru kalkacak sihirli
Bir gemisin g\u00f6klerde demirli
Ve ben r\u0131ht\u0131m\u0131nda bekleyen tek yolcu…
D\u00fc\u015f\u00fcncemizin en haks\u0131z, en korkuncu;
A\u00e7an o a\u011fulu \u00e7i\u00e7ek delilikte,
Gir s\u0131r mezara cesetle birlikte,
\u015e\u00fcphe; o bin \u00e7e\u015fit \u00e7ilenin yemi\u015fi,
Y\u0131lan a\u011fz\u0131ndaki elma… Ey, ate\u015fi
En derin yerinde gizli gizli yanan!<\/p>\n
Seyrediyor ruhum kar balkonlar\u0131ndan
\u0130nsan\u0131n g\u00f6resi olmaz manzaray\u0131
Ve akl\u0131n o u\u00e7suz bucaks\u0131z saray\u0131
Y\u0131k\u0131l\u0131yor… Duygu bir kartal h\u0131z\u0131yla
F\u0131rl\u0131yor engine sevin\u00e7 avaz\u0131yla
Bulutlar ne g\u00fczel bulutlard\u0131r onlar,
Hep \u00f6yle ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcnde dursunlar
Menek\u015fe rengi, kan rengi, toprak rengi…
As\u0131l\u0131 kals\u0131n hep bu ya\u011fmur hevengi.
D\u00fcnyay\u0131 saran bu gece ne gecedir,
Y\u0131ld\u0131zlardan ya\u011fan \u0131\u015f\u0131k ne incedir!
Yans\u0131n o y\u0131ld\u0131zlar, bitinceye kadar
En derin uykular, en tatl\u0131 uykular.<\/p>\n
Ey, g\u00f6kperdelere \u015fahlanan tanr\u0131sal!
Eteklerindeyiz i\u015fte. Ve bir masal
\u0130\u00e7inden gelmi\u015fiz sana, atl\u0131 yaya,
Att\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z okta k\u0131smeti bulmaya.
Yitik, peri\u015fand\u0131r elbet bencileyin
Pi\u015fmanl\u0131\u011f\u0131n \u0131rgat olup geceleyin
G\u00fcnle baht\u0131n \u00e7a\u011fr\u0131s\u0131na ko\u015fan ki\u015fi.
Ah, i\u00e7 s\u0131k\u0131nt\u0131s\u0131! sen ettin bu i\u015fi.
Zevk, o yosma kad\u0131n eski bir bah\u00e7ede
Ayak\u00fcst\u00fc g\u00fcnah i\u015flenen gecede
Bir susuzluk kadehi sunmu\u015ftu bana:
Y\u00fcz\u00fcm\u00fc maskesiz g\u00f6steren ilk ayna.
Yel als\u0131n g\u00f6t\u00fcrs\u00fcn b\u00fct\u00fcn o ge\u00e7mi\u015fi,
B\u00fcy\u00fcl\u00fc kadehin zehrinden i\u00e7mi\u015fi
Serin yalan\u0131nda kand\u0131rmaz her p\u0131nar.
Dindirir miydi ki en tatl\u0131 r\u00fczg\u00e2rlar
Bende gizli gizli ba\u015flam\u0131\u015f a\u011fr\u0131y\u0131:
Bu, r\u00fczg\u00e2r ve gemi u\u011framaz bir k\u0131y\u0131
Ya da bir teknede a\u00e7\u0131lm\u0131\u015f bir delik;
Hangi pencereye ko\u015farsan ahretlik
Bir g\u00f6ky\u00fcz\u00fc, siyah, g\u00fcne\u015ften habersiz,
Her ad\u0131m att\u0131\u011f\u0131n yeri basan bir sis.
Hangi yana baksam onu g\u00f6r\u00fcyorum:
\u0130nanc\u0131n kayd\u0131\u011f\u0131 bir dipsiz u\u00e7urum;
G\u00fcnah kap\u0131lar\u0131n\u0131n araland\u0131\u011f\u0131,
Tanr\u0131lar\u0131n bile avaraland\u0131\u011f\u0131
\u015ea\u015fk\u0131n, \u00e7aresiz bir insan kaderince.
G\u00fcne\u015f! g\u00fcne\u015f! g\u00fcne\u015f! ey, \u00f6l\u00fcms\u00fcz ece!
Sana tap\u0131nanlar karde\u015fimdi benim;
G\u00fcne\u015f! g\u00fcne\u015f! ben sana do\u011fru gelenim,
Kucakla beni, tanr\u0131\u00e7a, sev, sar beni,
En y\u0131rt\u0131c\u0131, en a\u00e7 hayvanlar\u0131n ini
\u0130\u00e7imin g\u00f6z g\u00f6rmez ma\u011faralar\u0131ma gir
Senin girmedi\u011fin yerde haset, kibir
Dert, kin, yalan, \u00f6l\u00fcm, korku ve i\u015fkence,
\u00c7akal seslerinden \u00f6r\u00fclm\u00fc\u015f bir gece,
Tene\u015fir ba\u015f\u0131nda oyna\u015fan \u00e7irkinler
Engerek d\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm\u00fc do\u011furan gelinler,
Zina \u015f\u00f6leninde beynin n\u00f6bet n\u00f6bet
Cehennem halay\u0131 \u00e7eken bin iskelet
Ve yaprak indiren a\u011fa\u00e7lar baharda…
Senin ba\u011f\u0131\u015f\u0131ndan yoksun kucaklarda
\u00c7ocuklar kertenkeleyle bir bi\u00e7imde.
A\u011fr\u0131’ya e\u015f bir da\u011f olsayd\u0131 i\u00e7imde
\u0130lkin \u015fu g\u00f6nl\u00fcme do\u011fard\u0131n her sabah,
Daha her yer geceyken sarard\u0131n, g\u00fcmrah
Sar\u0131 sa\u00e7lar\u0131nla benim varl\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131,
Kendimde ta\u015f\u0131rd\u0131m kendi tapt\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131…
A\u011fr\u0131’ya e\u015f y\u00fcce bir da\u011f yok i\u00e7imde
Ne kadar c\u00fcceyim dert ve sevincimde!
Kaplam\u0131\u015f g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcn g\u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fc her ufku
Umutsuz, zifiri bir gece, bir korku.<\/p>\n
Ah, yaz\u0131k ki b\u00fct\u00fcn insanl\u0131k g\u00fcne\u015fsiz.
Ey ate\u015f, nas\u0131l da seni yitirmi\u015fiz!
Bu yaln\u0131z inilti esen manzaradan
Bir \u00e7aresiz ay’d\u0131r sallanan aradan;
I\u015f\u0131k tuttu\u011fu her \u015fey bir taze yara.
Onmaz bu gece. B\u0131rak karanl\u0131klara!
Can yi\u011fitli\u011fi yitirmi\u015f, kalp a\u015fk\u0131
\u0130leni\u015flerinden insan\u0131n bir \u015fark\u0131
Tutmu\u015f d\u00f6rt yan\u0131, bir \u00e7irkin a\u011f\u0131t, eski…
Ah g\u00fc\u00e7 de de\u011fildi bahtiyarl\u0131k belki;
\u00dcst\u00fcm\u00fczde deniz gibi bir g\u00f6ky\u00fcz\u00fc
Alt\u0131nda her kalbe esenlik pay\u0131 var;
Bizimdir, yelken a\u00e7m\u0131\u015f giden bulutlar,
Vurup aln\u0131m\u0131za serin g\u00f6lgesini,
Bizimdir bu koku, bu renk dolu sini
\u00dcst\u00fcnde seslerle \u0131\u015f\u0131klar kama\u015fan;
Bizimdir bu zafer, bu beste ve bu \u015fan.
\u015eu ayd\u0131n, ferah ve rahat g\u00f6k alt\u0131nda
Her kazazedenin m\u00fcjdesi bir ada,
Her g\u00fcl\u00fc\u015fe ayna bir g\u00f6lek kenar\u0131;
Kopar\u0131rken elin taze meyvalar\u0131
\u00d6yle kolayd\u0131 ki ya\u015f\u0131yorum demek;
Sofram\u0131za konmu\u015f bu doyulmaz yemek
Ni\u00e7in bir zehirli ka\u015f\u0131kla yenmede?
A\u011fr\u0131! ba\u015f\u0131na boz bulutlar inmede.
Ne ki bu cendere, ne ki bu sonsuzluk,
Kim bu vurulmu\u015f yatan, ova boyunca,
Bir kan \u00e7e\u015fmesine a\u00e7\u0131k durup avcu?
\u00c7ile pazar\u0131nda cana pey s\u00fcr\u00fcm\u00fc
\u00c7\u00f6zmek mi istemi\u015f o \u00e7etin d\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm\u00fc?
Korkun\u00e7 bir ezgide \u00e7atlayan bu kam\u0131\u015f
Yitirdi\u011fimiz bir cennet mi aram\u0131\u015f,
\u00d6l\u00fcms\u00fcz bar\u0131\u015fa g\u00fclen \u015fafaklar\u0131,
Lezzet ve esenlik t\u00fcten ocaklar\u0131,
\u00d6mre \u00f6p\u00fc\u015f tad\u0131yle uyand\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z,
Tanr\u0131sal bir \u00e7\u0131ra gibi yand\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z?..
– Da\u011f! senin yand\u0131\u011f\u0131n gibi bir vakitler-
Vuran bir toz par\u00e7as\u0131 de\u011filse e\u011fer
K\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck g\u00f6vdesine budur giren \u00f6l\u00fcm,
Onun y\u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc bizden \u00e7eviren \u00f6l\u00fcm…<\/p>\n
Sen ey, oyununu en g\u00fczel oynayan!
Hangi k\u0131v\u0131lc\u0131mla f\u0131\u015fk\u0131rtt\u0131n ruhundan
Bir g\u00fcn s\u00f6nd\u00fcrd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm\u00fcz kutsal ate\u015fi?
Ey sen! \u00f6l\u00fcmden \u00e7ok hayat\u0131n karde\u015fi
Dirilttin nas\u0131l bir mucizeyle tekrar
Her \u015feyi, dostluktan d\u00fc\u015fmanl\u0131\u011fa kadar
Ve geri getirdin o s\u00fcrg\u00fcnlerini?
Nerde buldun tekrar eski g\u00fcnlerini
Zamanlar i\u00e7inde yitmi\u015f karde\u015flerin
Ve en g\u00fczelini s\u00f6nm\u00fc\u015f ate\u015flerin,
Kalbimin o kadar sevdi\u011fi o g\u00fcl\u00fc,
\u00d6l\u00fcm \u00f6tesinin mutlu tahayy\u00fcl\u00fc
Evrensel c\u00fcmb\u00fc\u015f\u00fc, ya\u015fama \u015fevkini,
Bizden gidenlerin bir g\u00fcn en yak\u0131n\u0131
\u00dcmidi ve \u015fafak kanatl\u0131 ne\u015feyi,
O a\u015fk\u0131, o tad\u0131, o g\u00fcl\u00fcmsemeyi?..
Ey bo\u015f gecelerin dad\u0131 ay\u0131\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131!
Salla, salla h\u00fcz\u00fcn uyuyan be\u015fi\u011fi
S\u00f6\u011f\u00fctlerin nazl\u0131 dallar\u0131 i\u00e7inden
Ki o alt\u0131n saman yollar\u0131 i\u00e7inden
Bir sabah\u0131 \u00f6zleyen \u015fu taze kad\u0131n
Yats\u0131n ba\u015fyast\u0131\u011f\u0131na an\u0131lar\u0131n\u0131n;<\/p>\n
Bir makine sesiyle i\u015fleyen kalbi
Al\u0131p gezdirsin onu bir gemi gibi
D\u00fc\u015flerinin durgun, mavi denizinde.
Beni de hep kendi kendimin izinde
Fenerinle yolumu ayd\u0131nlatarak
Bar\u0131\u015f \u00e7e\u015fmesini aramaya b\u0131rak,
Budur ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131n s\u00fcrece g\u00f6revin;
Gecelerin birinde, solgun alevin
G\u00fcne yenilmeye ba\u015flad\u0131\u011f\u0131 zaman
\u00dcst\u00fcne ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131n d\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc\u011f\u00fc kitaptan
Eser Mevl\u00e2n\u00e2’n\u0131n \u00fcfledi\u011fi r\u00fczg\u00e2r…
\u0130\u015fte, gam t\u00fcrk\u00fcs\u00fc s\u00f6yleyen kam\u0131\u015flar
R\u00fczg\u00e2r\u0131ndan g\u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm ova boyunca.
Bu bir d\u00fc\u015ft\u00fcr belki, insan uyan\u0131nca,
G\u00f6zlerinde kal\u0131r serab\u0131 bir \u00f6m\u00fcr,
Her \u015fey bu \u0131\u015f\u0131lt\u0131 ard\u0131ndan g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcr
O insana; sevmek, ya\u015famak ve \u00f6l\u00fcm.
Seni uykuya \u00e7ekip g\u00f6t\u00fcren elim
Kad\u0131n\u0131m, ay\u0131\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131 i\u00e7inden \u015fu anda
Aldan\u0131\u015f diye ne varsa bir insanda
O daldan tutuyor…B\u00f6yledir bu. Kader
Kavu\u015fur sabaha en uzun geceler
Ve serin durur her avunu\u015f testisi.<\/p>\n
R\u00fczg\u00e2rlar ba\u015flad\u0131. Sonsuzluk gemisi
\u00d6n\u00fcnde k\u00f6p\u00fcr\u00fcp \u015fahlanmada engin;
Yolcusu oldu\u011fun nihayetsizli\u011fin
Bir ucu Allah’ta ve sende bir ucu.
Ba\u015fl\u0131yor ser\u00fcvenlerin en korkuncu:
G\u00f6ky\u00fcz\u00fcne do\u011fru y\u00fcr\u00fcyen yery\u00fcz\u00fc,
Bar\u0131\u015ft\u0131ran s\u0131n\u0131r geceyle g\u00fcnd\u00fcz\u00fc;
Ey sonuca do\u011fru ilku\u00e7tan gelen Da\u011f!
G\u00f6\u011f\u00fc perde perde delip y\u00fckselen Da\u011f!<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
\u00a0 Vard\u0131m ete\u011fine,secdeye kapand\u0131m;Ko\u015fup bir koluna s\u0131ms\u0131k\u0131 aband\u0131m.Karl\u0131 ba\u015f\u0131n y\u00fcce dedikleyin y\u00fcce,S\u00fck\u00fbn i\u00e7indeki heybetin g\u00f6nl\u00fcmce.Devce yap\u0131nda ilk rahatl\u0131\u011f\u0131 duydum.\u015eifas\u0131 m\u0131 ne ki ruha bu ilk yudumHay\u00e2l arkas\u0131nda bo\u015f \u00e7\u0131rp\u0131n\u0131\u015flar\u0131nSen uygun bir vakti gelince r\u00fczg\u00e2r\u0131nSonsuzlu\u011fa do\u011fru kalkacak sihirliBir gemisin g\u00f6klerde demirliVe ben r\u0131ht\u0131m\u0131nda bekleyen tek yolcu…D\u00fc\u015f\u00fcncemizin en haks\u0131z, en korkuncu;A\u00e7an o a\u011fulu \u00e7i\u00e7ek delilikte,Gir s\u0131r mezara […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[113],"tags":[],"class_list":{"0":"post-3383","1":"post","2":"type-post","3":"status-publish","4":"format-standard","6":"category-ahmet-muhip-diranas"},"yoast_head":"\n