\u00a0<\/p>\n
g\u00f6ky\u00fcz\u00fcnde patlad\u0131 ampul!
sahile do\u011fru iniyordum
dalgalar\u0131n da\u011f\u0131l\u0131rken k\u00f6p\u00fcklendi\u011fini g\u00f6rd\u00fcm<\/p>\n
gizlenmeyi seven bir \u015fey\u00a0 vard\u0131 bende
kaybolan y\u0131ld\u0131z nereye gider g\u00f6ky\u00fcz\u00fcnde
eve d\u00f6nmek istemiyordum
ya\u011fmur ya\u011f\u0131yordu i\u00e7imde<\/p>\n
\u0131\u015f\u0131l \u0131\u015f\u0131ld\u0131 cumhuriyet balosu
garnizon komutanl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131n orada
g\u00f6rd\u00fck… yasak b\u00f6lge,\u00a0 girilmez!
ince bir \u00e7izgi halinde!<\/p>\n
solard\u0131 ak\u015famlar\u0131 ampul
solard\u0131 annemin y\u00fcz\u00fcndeki seccade
dibi g\u00f6r\u00fclmeyen \u00e7ukur
sendeki bu sessizlik, bu\u00a0 keder
h\u00fcz\u00fcn\u00a0 de\u011fil\u00a0 gurur, demi\u015fti
birahanede g\u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm beyaz sakall\u0131\u00a0 ya\u015fl\u0131 adam
tutkularla sava\u015fmak zordur
hat\u0131ra girdap halinde iner kalbine<\/p>\n
fener alay\u0131 ge\u00e7iyordu \u00f6n\u00fcm\u00fczden
cumhuriyet balosuna giden erkan\u0131 g\u00f6rd\u00fck
bu vakitte ne gezdi\u011fimizi sordular bize
giysilerimize bak\u0131p sonra sordular bize
sessizlikti saplanan y\u00fcz\u00fcm\u00fcze
karde\u015fimin edas\u0131ndaki kibirsizlik
\u00e7ekingenlik de\u011fil rahimdi
-biz\u00a0 babama k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck rak\u0131 almaya gelmi\u015ftik!<\/p>\n
ya\u011fmur ba\u015flam\u0131\u015ft\u0131, i\u00e7imde…<\/p>\n
belediye ba\u015fkan\u0131n\u0131n o\u011flu Ra\u011f\u0131p’\u0131 g\u00f6rd\u00fck
kaymakam\u0131n\u00a0 k\u0131z\u0131n\u0131, doktorun\u00a0 kar\u0131s\u0131n\u0131
siyah\u00a0 tayy\u00f6r\u00a0 i\u00e7inde\u00a0 bir\u00a0 buhurumeryem
g\u00f6zlerinin i\u00e7inde a\u015f\u0131l\u0131 g\u00fcl vard\u0131, onu g\u00f6rd\u00fck
\u0131\u015f\u0131k de\u011fildi\u00a0 yan\u0131p s\u00f6nen,\u00a0 rahman
rahvan y\u00fcr\u00fcyen atlar\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcnde
fener ta\u015f\u0131yan askerleri g\u00f6rd\u00fck
-biz babama k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck rak\u0131 almaya gelmi\u015ftik!<\/p>\n
eve d\u00f6nerken neden iniyordu yery\u00fcz\u00fcne
\u00e7ar\u015f\u0131ya giderken g\u00f6ky\u00fcz\u00fcne y\u00fckselen gece
sadece ta\u015ft\u0131, sadece ta\u015f! g\u00f6r\u00fcnen o karanl\u0131kta
fener alay\u0131 ge\u00e7erken ba\u015fkalar\u0131n\u0131n gecesinde<\/p>\n
-ben eve d\u00f6nemem \u0130brahim!
-ben eve d\u00f6nemem \u0130brahim!<\/p>\n
nemli so\u011fuktu inen\u00a0 kalbime
kimse yoktu: kimsesizlik: ten
birikmi\u015fti biriken arkada\u015flar\u0131m\u0131n\u00a0 g\u00f6zlerinden
par\u00e7a par\u00e7a\u00a0 k\u00f6p\u00fcklenmi\u015f\u00a0 bulut
g\u00f6\u011fs\u00fcm sis\u00a0 ve duman halinde<\/p>\n
hi\u00e7 bir gece d\u00f6nmek istemedim eve!
karanl\u0131\u011f\u0131n sonunda\u00a0 doluluk yoktu oysa
ama haf\u0131za neden zehir
ak\u0131l\u00a0 neden\u00a0 tutkal oldu bana!<\/p>\n
[Beni Hi\u00e7 G\u00f6remezsin]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
\u00a0 g\u00f6ky\u00fcz\u00fcnde patlad\u0131 ampul!sahile do\u011fru iniyordumdalgalar\u0131n da\u011f\u0131l\u0131rken k\u00f6p\u00fcklendi\u011fini g\u00f6rd\u00fcm gizlenmeyi seven bir \u015fey\u00a0 vard\u0131 bendekaybolan y\u0131ld\u0131z nereye gider g\u00f6ky\u00fcz\u00fcndeeve d\u00f6nmek istemiyordumya\u011fmur ya\u011f\u0131yordu i\u00e7imde \u0131\u015f\u0131l \u0131\u015f\u0131ld\u0131 cumhuriyet balosugarnizon komutanl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131n oradag\u00f6rd\u00fck… yasak b\u00f6lge,\u00a0 girilmez!ince bir \u00e7izgi halinde! solard\u0131 ak\u015famlar\u0131 ampulsolard\u0131 annemin y\u00fcz\u00fcndeki seccadedibi g\u00f6r\u00fclmeyen \u00e7ukursendeki bu sessizlik, bu\u00a0 kederh\u00fcz\u00fcn\u00a0 de\u011fil\u00a0 gurur, demi\u015ftibirahanede g\u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm beyaz sakall\u0131\u00a0 ya\u015fl\u0131 adamtutkularla […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[118],"tags":[],"class_list":{"0":"post-3395","1":"post","2":"type-post","3":"status-publish","4":"format-standard","6":"category-yucel-kayiran"},"yoast_head":"\n