\u00a0<\/p>\n
B\u00fct\u00fcn g\u00fcn a\u011flad\u0131m aynada
Penceremi a\u011fa\u00e7lar\u0131n ye\u015fil d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcne
A\u00e7m\u0131\u015ft\u0131 bahar
G\u00f6vdem s\u0131\u011fm\u0131yordu yaln\u0131zl\u0131\u011f\u0131n kozas\u0131na ve
Kokusu k\u00e2\u011f\u0131tlardan \u00f6r\u00fclm\u00fc\u015f tac\u0131m\u0131n
Kaplam\u0131\u015ft\u0131 g\u00f6ky\u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc ba\u015ftan ba\u015fa
O g\u00fcne\u015fsiz \u00fclkenin<\/p>\n
Yapam\u0131yordum art\u0131k yapam\u0131yordum
Soka\u011f\u0131n sesi bast\u0131r\u0131yordu birden ve ku\u015flar\u0131n sesi
Kaybolu\u015funun sesi paltoluk \u00e7ocuk kuma\u015f\u0131 toplar\u0131n\u0131n
\u015eamatas\u0131 \u00e7ocuklar\u0131n
\u0130plerin ucunda y\u00fckselen
U\u00e7urtmalar\u0131n dans\u0131
Sabun k\u00f6p\u00fckleri gibi
Ve r\u00fczg\u00e2r
Sevi\u015fmenin en derin ve karanl\u0131k an\u0131nda esmeye ba\u015flayan r\u00fczg\u00e2r
Zorluyordu
Surlar\u0131n\u0131 g\u00fcvenimin sessiz kalesinin
Kendi ad\u0131yla \u00e7a\u011f\u0131r\u0131yordu y\u00fcre\u011fimi \u00e7ok eski \u00e7atlaklardan s\u0131zarak<\/p>\n
B\u00fct\u00fcn g\u00fcn g\u00f6zlerimi diktim
G\u00f6zlerine ya\u015fam\u0131n
O korkak ve kayg\u0131l\u0131 g\u00f6zlere
Bak\u0131\u015f\u0131mdan ka\u00e7an
Ve yalanc\u0131lar gibi gizleniveren
G\u00f6zkapaklar\u0131n\u0131n tehlikesiz s\u0131\u011f\u0131na\u011f\u0131na<\/p>\n
Hangi tepe hangi doruk?
T\u00fcm\u00fc dolamba\u00e7l\u0131 yollar\u0131n
Bir kavu\u015fma noktas\u0131 ve son
Bulmuyorlar m\u0131 o so\u011fuk ve yok edici a\u011f\u0131zda?
Ve ne derdiniz bana ey yal\u0131n ve aldat\u0131c\u0131 s\u00f6zc\u00fckler?
Ne verdiniz tenin ve iste\u011fin ka\u00e7\u0131\u015f\u0131ndan ba\u015fka?
Daha da yalanc\u0131 olmaz m\u0131yd\u0131
Ba\u015f\u0131ma koydu\u011fum ve kokular sa\u00e7an
K\u00e2\u011f\u0131ttan yap\u0131lm\u0131\u015f ta\u00e7tan daha yalanc\u0131
Sa\u00e7lar\u0131ma ili\u015ftirdi\u011fim bir \u00e7i\u00e7ek?<\/p>\n
Nas\u0131l da tutuldum \u00e7\u00f6l\u00fcn ruhuna
Ve uzakla\u015ft\u0131rd\u0131 beni ay\u0131n b\u00fcy\u00fcs\u00fc s\u00fcr\u00fcn\u00fcn inan\u00e7lar\u0131ndan
Nas\u0131l b\u00fcy\u00fcd\u00fc y\u00fcre\u011fimin yar\u0131m kalm\u0131\u015fl\u0131\u011f\u0131
Tamamlayamad\u0131 bir t\u00fcrl\u00fc hi\u00e7 olan yar\u0131m \u00f6b\u00fcr yar\u0131m\u0131
Durdum nas\u0131l ve g\u00f6rd\u00fcm kay\u0131yor
Ayaklar\u0131m\u0131n alt\u0131ndaki toprak
Ve ge\u00e7miyor tenimin bombo\u015f bekleyi\u015fine
S\u0131cakl\u0131\u011f\u0131 tenimin<\/p>\n
Hangi tepe hangi doruk?
Koruyun beni ey kayg\u0131l\u0131 \u0131\u015f\u0131klar
Ayd\u0131nl\u0131k evler
\u00c7ama\u015f\u0131rlar\u0131n \u0131t\u0131rl\u0131 t\u00fcts\u00fclerle g\u00fcne\u015fli \u00e7at\u0131lar\u0131nda sal\u0131nd\u0131\u011f\u0131
Koruyun beni ey olgun ve saf kad\u0131nlar
Parmaklar\u0131 \u00e7ocu\u011fun zevkten \u00e7\u0131ld\u0131rt\u0131c\u0131 k\u0131p\u0131rt\u0131lar\u0131n\u0131 izleyen tenleri \u00fcst\u00fcnde
G\u00f6\u011f\u00fcslerinden s\u00fct kokusuyla kar\u0131\u015f\u0131k taze esintiler gelen<\/p>\n
Hangi tepe hangi doruk?
Beni koruyun ey ate\u015f dolu ocaklar, u\u011fur boncuklar\u0131
Karanl\u0131k mutfaklardaki t\u00fcrk\u00fcs\u00fc bak\u0131r kaplar\u0131n
Y\u00fcre\u011fi biraz s\u0131kk\u0131n m\u0131r\u0131lt\u0131s\u0131 diki\u015f makinalar\u0131n\u0131n
Kavgas\u0131 s\u00fcr\u00fcp giden s\u00fcp\u00fcrgelerle hal\u0131lar\u0131n
Koruyun beni ey tutkulu a\u015fklar
Yata\u011f\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 \u00fcremenin ac\u0131 iste\u011fi
Cad\u0131 sular\u0131 ve kan damlalar\u0131yla donat\u0131yor<\/p>\n
B\u00fct\u00fcn bir g\u00fcn boyu b\u00fct\u00fcn bir g\u00fcn
Terk edilmi\u015f terk edilmi\u015f bir ceset gibi su y\u00fcz\u00fcnde
\u0130lerledim \u00fcrk\u00fct\u00fcc\u00fc kayal\u0131klara
En derin deniz ma\u011faralar\u0131na ve
En etobur bal\u0131klara
Durmadan gerildi s\u0131rt\u0131m\u0131n incecik omurgas\u0131
Bir \u00f6l\u00fcm duygusuyla<\/p>\n
Yapam\u0131yordum art\u0131k yapam\u0131yordum
Yads\u0131yarak y\u00fckseliyordu yoldan ayak seslerim
Daha b\u00fcy\u00fckt\u00fc umutsuzlu\u011fum sab\u0131rdan
Ve ge\u00e7iyordu bahar o yemye\u015fil d\u00fc\u015f
Penceremden
Sesleniyordu y\u00fcre\u011fime:
“Bak
Hi\u00e7bir zaman ilerlemedin
Batt\u0131n sen!”<\/p>\n
Furu\u011f FERRUHZAD<\/p>\n
\u00c7eviri: Onat KUTLAR – Celal HOSROV\u015eAH\u0130<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
\u00a0 B\u00fct\u00fcn g\u00fcn a\u011flad\u0131m aynadaPenceremi a\u011fa\u00e7lar\u0131n ye\u015fil d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcneA\u00e7m\u0131\u015ft\u0131 baharG\u00f6vdem s\u0131\u011fm\u0131yordu yaln\u0131zl\u0131\u011f\u0131n kozas\u0131na veKokusu k\u00e2\u011f\u0131tlardan \u00f6r\u00fclm\u00fc\u015f tac\u0131m\u0131nKaplam\u0131\u015ft\u0131 g\u00f6ky\u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc ba\u015ftan ba\u015faO g\u00fcne\u015fsiz \u00fclkenin Yapam\u0131yordum art\u0131k yapam\u0131yordumSoka\u011f\u0131n sesi bast\u0131r\u0131yordu birden ve ku\u015flar\u0131n sesiKaybolu\u015funun sesi paltoluk \u00e7ocuk kuma\u015f\u0131 toplar\u0131n\u0131n\u015eamatas\u0131 \u00e7ocuklar\u0131n\u0130plerin ucunda y\u00fckselenU\u00e7urtmalar\u0131n dans\u0131Sabun k\u00f6p\u00fckleri gibiVe r\u00fczg\u00e2rSevi\u015fmenin en derin ve karanl\u0131k an\u0131nda esmeye ba\u015flayan r\u00fczg\u00e2rZorluyorduSurlar\u0131n\u0131 g\u00fcvenimin sessiz kalesininKendi ad\u0131yla \u00e7a\u011f\u0131r\u0131yordu […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[131],"tags":[],"class_list":{"0":"post-3996","1":"post","2":"type-post","3":"status-publish","4":"format-standard","6":"category-furug-ferruhzad"},"yoast_head":"\n