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Bir g\u00fcn eve geliyor Arkada\u015f. Yokum.
Gitmek \u00fczereyken,
– Yavrum ad\u0131n ne?
– Arkada\u015f.
– Anlad\u0131m arkada\u015f\u0131s\u0131n o\u011flumun. Ama ad\u0131n ne?
– Arkada\u015f,
– Yavrum tamam… arkada\u015f\u0131s\u0131n. Ama ad\u0131n\u0131 s\u00f6yle de seni falanca arad\u0131 diyeyim o\u011fluma.
– Vallahi de billahi de ad\u0131m Arkada\u015f!*
\u015eiirimizin gen\u00e7 ya\u015fta yitirdi\u011fi y\u00fczlerce arkada\u015f’tan biridir Arkada\u015f Z. \u00d6zger.<\/p>\n
Kendisi alm\u0131\u015ft\u0131r Arkada\u015f ad\u0131n\u0131. Arkada\u015f\u0131 Sina Akyol’dan aktard\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z yukar\u0131daki an\u0131, insana \u015fair olmaktan ba\u015fka yol b\u0131rakmayan t\u00fclden bir gizem perdesiyle \u00f6rt\u00fcl\u00fc -bu perde \u00f6zellikle de 25 ya\u015f\u0131ndaki vedas\u0131n\u0131n \u00fczerinde \u00f6rt\u00fcl\u00fc-, devrimden yana \u00e7arpan bir kalbin ya\u015fam\u00f6yk\u00fcs\u00fcn\u00fcn par\u00e7as\u0131d\u0131r.<\/p>\n
Kar\u0131nca…
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kar\u0131ncan\u0131n ba\u015f\u0131 hep \u00f6ne e\u011fik mi
kar\u0131nca hep neden korkar biri mi basar s\u0131rt\u0131na
kim \u00f6l\u00fcr kar\u0131nca m\u0131 ya \u00fcst\u00fcndeki fil
o \u00f6l\u00fcr m\u00fc hi\u00e7 be o kocaman hem y\u00fcksekte
kar\u0131nca var alt\u0131nda ya ben ah ya ben
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Sadece yukar\u0131da al\u0131nt\u0131lad\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z Kar\u0131nca Fil’de de\u011fil, \u00f6zellikle ilk \u015fiirlerinde s\u0131k\u00e7a kullan\u0131r, kar\u0131nca’y\u0131 \u015fair. Kar\u0131ncan\u0131n \u00fczerindeki kocaman bir file ra\u011fmen g\u00f6sterdi\u011fi ayakta durma \u00e7abas\u0131n\u0131 sever. Kendisi de \u00fczerinde kocaman bir fil gibi duran hayat kar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda tek ba\u015f\u0131na bir kar\u0131nca gibidir. 25 ya\u015f\u0131nda \u00f6lm\u00fc\u015f bir \u015fairin \u00e7\u0131rakl\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan s\u00f6z edilecekse e\u011fer, \u00e7\u0131rakl\u0131k, \u015fiirlerinde kendisi, o yanl\u0131z kar\u0131nca gibidir. Kendisine \u015fiirlerdir yazd\u0131klar\u0131 ba\u015flang\u0131\u00e7ta.
\u0130lkinin yay\u0131nland\u0131\u011f\u0131 1967’den itibaren kendi i\u00e7inde devinimler, de\u011fi\u015fmeler ya\u015far \u015fiiri, ama hi\u00e7 kapal\u0131, anla\u015f\u0131lmaz dil oyunlar\u0131na bezenmi\u015f bir hal almaz. \u015eiirin yanl\u0131z kar\u0131nca’l\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan, kavga i\u00e7in yaz\u0131lm\u0131\u015f destans\u0131 \u015fiirlerine gelene kadar ge\u00e7en 6 y\u0131la s\u0131k\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015ft\u0131r b\u00fct\u00fcn \u00fcretimi, ancak bu k\u0131sa zamanda kendisine yanl\u0131z bir kar\u0131nca i\u00e7in olduk\u00e7a iyi bir yer a\u00e7may\u0131, \u00f6nemli bir iz b\u0131rakmay\u0131 ba\u015farm\u0131\u015ft\u0131r.<\/p>\n
Bir proleterin o\u011flu
ne kadar \u00fcstelesem yanl\u0131\u015f bir de\u011fi\u015fimi
bir proleterin o\u011flu oldu\u011fuma inand\u0131ram\u0131yorum
kimseyi
inand\u0131ram\u0131yorum babama bir proleter oldu\u011funu<\/p>\n
babam \u00e7ok eski bir partizan
k\u00f6t\u00fc bir halk partisinin kal\u0131nt\u0131s\u0131na yamam\u0131\u015f
nefretini
ac\u0131y\u0131 ve bir d\u00f6nemi benden iyi biliyor
ne zaman i\u00e7ki i\u00e7sek bir cuma gecesi ertesi
a\u00e7l\u0131\u011f\u0131 ve yoksullu\u011fu benden iyi anlat\u0131yor<\/p>\n
benim bir abim iki abim varm\u0131\u015f
a\u00e7l\u0131k ve yoksulluk k\u00f6t\u00fc bir \u015fefin d\u00f6neminde
ikisine de alm\u0131\u015f
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g\u00f6rd\u00fcm ki bir cuma gecesi ertesi
babam\u0131n eskimi\u015f b\u00fcrokrat ayakkab\u0131lar\u0131n\u0131n
tamirat\u0131na
nefretle vurdu\u011fu \u00f6rs\u00fc ve \u00e7ekici
\u00f6fkesini k\u00f6seleden ay\u0131rd\u0131\u011f\u0131 b\u0131\u00e7ak
a\u00e7\u0131lm\u0131\u015f bir g\u00fcl gibi duruyor \u00f6n\u00fcmde<\/p>\n
vur g\u00fcl\u00fcm vur g\u00fcl\u00fcm vur g\u00fcl\u00fcm
vur sen de burjuva ayakkab\u0131lar\u0131n\u0131n alt\u0131na<\/p>\n
art\u0131k ne so\u011fuk damarlar\u0131mdaki ne s\u0131cak
sadece b\u0131\u00e7ak g\u00fcl\u00fcm sadece b\u0131\u00e7ak.<\/p>\n
Tamirat’tan al\u0131nan yukar\u0131daki dizeler, Arkada\u015f \u00d6zger’in \u015fairli\u011fe, s\u0131n\u0131f\u0131n\u0131 bilerek devam edece\u011finin ilan\u0131d\u0131r. Zaten s\u0131n\u0131f\u0131n\u0131n ayr\u0131lmaz bir par\u00e7as\u0131 olarak ya\u015fam\u0131\u015ft\u0131r, ya\u015famaktad\u0131r. \u0130ki abisini alan ko\u015fullar, ona da dokuz ya\u015f\u0131ndayken \u00f6m\u00fcr boyu sakat kalmas\u0131na neden olacak bir hastal\u0131k vermi\u015ftir: Ostomyolit. Ve o b\u00fct\u00fcn ya\u015fam\u0131 boyunca biriktirdi\u011fi \u00f6fkesini, ilk \u015fiirlerinden Sakals\u0131z Bir O\u011flan\u0131n Tragedyas\u0131’ndaki \u00e7ocuksulu\u011fu hi\u00e7 yitirmeden, \u00f6fkeli ve kimi zaman i\u011fneleyen bir ironiyle aktar\u0131r.
O, \u00f6zele\u015ftirisini de \u015fiirine verir, \u015fiiriyle verir. \u015e\u00f6yle seslenir Ayg\u0131n’da, y\u00fcre\u011fini kurtaracak olana:<\/p>\n
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vur umudunu kalabal\u0131k a\u011fa\u00e7lara
yorumla beslenen dallara k\u00f6p\u00fcrerek akan sulara
k\u0131r \u00e7i\u00e7e\u011fi kokusuyla ayg\u0131nla\u015fan da\u011flara
kurcala ya\u015fam\u0131n\u0131n gizemli torbas\u0131n\u0131
ekme\u011fin ve terin karde\u015fli\u011fini k\u0131skan
sana topra\u011f\u0131 ve a\u015fk\u0131 \u00f6\u011fretecek
hayat denen anneye ko\u015f<\/p>\n
Yurdunu yi\u011fit\u00e7e savunan \u015fair
\u00dcniversite yurdunda iki mendilini d\u00f6rt \u00e7ift \u00e7orab\u0131n\u0131 y\u0131kamaktan b\u0131kacak kadar yoksulluk i\u00e7indeyken ve Gittik\u00e7e zay\u0131fl\u0131yorum. \u0130skeletimin \u015fiirini yazmal\u0131y\u0131m derken arkada\u015f\u0131 Cavit K\u00fcrnek’e yazd\u0131\u011f\u0131 bir mektupta, gen\u00e7 ya\u015fta \u00f6len nice \u015fairin \u00f6l\u00fcm nedenini de d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcr: \u0130ntihar eden adam\u0131n namaz\u0131 da k\u0131l\u0131nmazm\u0131\u015f.
Ama \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fc intihar ederek olmaz. Sokakta \u00f6l\u00fc bulundu\u011funda onu tan\u0131yanlar\u0131n akl\u0131na bu erken ve nedensiz gibi g\u00f6r\u00fcnen \u00f6l\u00fcm hakk\u0131nda bir tek a\u00e7\u0131klama gelir: Arkada\u015f \u00d6zger’in de kald\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u00f6\u011frenci yurduna fa\u015fistler taraf\u0131ndan d\u00fczenlenen bir bask\u0131nda kafas\u0131na ald\u0131\u011f\u0131 darbeler. As\u0131l ad\u0131 Zekai olan gen\u00e7 \u015fair, beyin kanamas\u0131ndan \u00f6ld\u00fc\u011f\u00fcnde belki de \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fcne neden olan olay\u0131n \u015fiirini yazan tek \u015fair gibi ac\u0131l\u0131 bir \u00fcnvan b\u0131rak\u0131r ard\u0131nda. \u015eiirin ad\u0131 Adak’t\u0131r ve Yurtlar\u0131n\u0131 yi\u011fit\u00e7e savunanlara adanm\u0131\u015ft\u0131r:
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2.
biz \u00fc\u00e7y\u00fcz yurtseverdik
\u00fc\u00e7y\u00fcz antl\u0131 yurt bek\u00e7isi
umutla beslerdik kan\u0131m\u0131z\u0131
yedi\u011fimiz al alma
i\u00e7ti\u011fimiz nar suyu
her birimiz bir \u00e7i\u00e7ek
b\u00fcy\u00fct\u00fcrd\u00fck, g\u00f6revimizdi bu
sevgiyle s\u00f6kerdik ayr\u0131kotlar\u0131n\u0131 topra\u011f\u0131n
sevgiyle ay\u0131klard\u0131k yaramaz kurtlar\u0131n\u0131
a\u00e7s\u0131n diye en g\u00fczel \u00e7i\u00e7ek<\/p>\n
3.
biz \u00fc\u00e7y\u00fcz yurtseverdik
bir g\u00fcn sularken \u00e7i\u00e7eklerimizi
\u00fc\u00e7bin ki\u015filik d\u00fc\u015fman ordusu
ve onun paral\u0131 sivil askerleri
sald\u0131rd\u0131lar yurdumuza<\/p>\n
birden bast\u0131r\u0131ld\u0131k
k\u00f6t\u00fc bast\u0131r\u0131ld\u0131k
ikindi g\u00fcne\u015fi vururken y\u00fcreklerimize<\/p>\n
ve onunla beslerken \u00e7i\u00e7eklerimizi
ama and\u0131m\u0131z vard\u0131 \u00fc\u00e7y\u00fcz \u00e7i\u00e7e\u011fe
vermiyecektik onu a\u00e7t\u0131ran topra\u011f\u0131
bu yurdu, b\u00fcy\u00fct\u00fcp g\u00f6verten g\u00f6vdemizi<\/p>\n
silah\u0131m\u0131z \u00e7i\u00e7eklerdi
cephanemiz y\u00fcre\u011fimiz
say\u0131m\u0131z azd\u0131 ama
korkumuz yoktu,<\/p>\n
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daha da vuru\u015furduk
daha ka\u00e7 y\u00fczy\u0131l saat
ah aymaz gece, oyna\u015f gece
i\u011fren\u00e7 karanl\u0131\u011f\u0131yla gelince
yurdumuzun yar\u0131s\u0131 d\u00fc\u015fman eline ge\u00e7ti
\u00fc\u00e7y\u00fcz yurtsever yar\u0131s\u0131 d\u00fc\u015fman eline ge\u00e7ti<\/p>\n
g\u00f6z\u00fc d\u00f6nm\u00fc\u015f, kan tutmu\u015f
\u00e7\u0131lg\u0131n g\u00fcruh
kanl\u0131 d\u00fc\u015fman
\u00f6fkesini tutsak ettiklerinden al\u0131rken
direnmek onlar\u0131 feda etmek demekti<\/p>\n
ah kalle\u015f gece, kanc\u0131k gece
sonunda teslim olduk i\u015fbirlik\u00e7i karanl\u0131\u011fa<\/p>\n
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5.
bu vuru\u015fmada \u00f6l\u00fc vermedik
ama ant i\u00e7tik \u00fc\u00e7y\u00fcz yaral\u0131
ba\u015flatmak i\u00e7in b\u00fcy\u00fck sava\u015f\u0131
\u00e7o\u011falt\u0131caz \u00fc\u00e7y\u00fczleri<\/p>\n
a\u00e7\u0131ncaya kadar en g\u00fczel \u00e7i\u00e7ek<\/p>\n
\u00dc\u00e7y\u00fcz Arkada\u015f’\u0131n bask\u0131na u\u011frad\u0131\u011f\u0131 yurt, Ankara’daki Siyasal Bilgiler Fak\u00fcltesi yurdudur. Ve \u00fc\u00e7y\u00fcz yaral\u0131 tek \u00f6l\u00fcy\u00fc daha sonra verecektir. 1948 Bursa do\u011fumlu \u015fair Arkada\u015f Z. \u00d6zger, 5 May\u0131s 1973 g\u00fcn\u00fc \u00e7ok sevdi\u011fi Ankara’n\u0131n bir soka\u011f\u0131nda \u00f6lecektir. Ya\u015fayabilse kimbilir daha neler s\u00f6yleyecek \u015fiir arkada\u015f\u0131n\u0131n k\u0131sa ya\u015fam\u0131nda \u00fcretti\u011fi elimizdeki az say\u0131da \u015fiirle teselli bulmaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015fmak zorunday\u0131z \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fcn\u00fcn 37. y\u0131ld\u00f6n\u00fcm\u00fcnde de…<\/p>\n
Bar\u0131\u015f Av\u015far<\/p>\n
Arkada\u015f Z.\u00d6zger’in \u015fiirlerini sitemizde bulabilirsiniz…<\/strong><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":" Bir g\u00fcn eve geliyor Arkada\u015f. Yokum.Gitmek \u00fczereyken,– Yavrum ad\u0131n ne?– Arkada\u015f.– Anlad\u0131m arkada\u015f\u0131s\u0131n o\u011flumun. Ama ad\u0131n ne?– Arkada\u015f,– Yavrum tamam… arkada\u015f\u0131s\u0131n. Ama ad\u0131n\u0131 s\u00f6yle de seni falanca arad\u0131 diyeyim o\u011fluma.– Vallahi de billahi de ad\u0131m Arkada\u015f!*\u015eiirimizin gen\u00e7 ya\u015fta yitirdi\u011fi y\u00fczlerce arkada\u015f’tan biridir Arkada\u015f Z. \u00d6zger. Kendisi alm\u0131\u015ft\u0131r Arkada\u015f ad\u0131n\u0131. Arkada\u015f\u0131 Sina Akyol’dan aktard\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z yukar\u0131daki an\u0131, […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[122],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-4042","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","category-sair-e-dair"],"yoast_head":"\n