{"id":4653,"date":"2010-08-05T11:08:21","date_gmt":"2010-08-05T08:08:21","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/localhost\/wordpress\/2010\/08\/05\/isin-saka-goturur-yani-kalmamisti-donusum-franz-kafka\/"},"modified":"2010-08-05T11:08:21","modified_gmt":"2010-08-05T08:08:21","slug":"isin-saka-goturur-yani-kalmamisti-donusum-franz-kafka","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/narteks.net\/index.php\/2010\/08\/05\/isin-saka-goturur-yani-kalmamisti-donusum-franz-kafka\/","title":{"rendered":"\u0130\u015fin \u015faka g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcr yan\u0131 kalmam\u0131\u015ft\u0131 | D\u00f6n\u00fc\u015f\u00fcm \u2013 Franz Kafka"},"content":{"rendered":"![](\"http:\/\/www.tersninja.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2009\/09\/kafka2.jpg\")
Gregor Samsa bir sabah bunalt\u0131c\u0131 d\u00fc\u015flerden uyand\u0131\u011f\u0131nda, kendini yata\u011f\u0131nda dev bir b\u00f6ce\u011fe d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015f olarak buldu. Z\u0131rh gibi sertle\u015fmi\u015f s\u0131rt\u0131n\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcnde yatmaktayd\u0131 ve ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 biraz kald\u0131rd\u0131\u011f\u0131nda bir kubbe gibi \u015fi\u015fmi\u015f, kahverengi, sertle\u015fen k\u0131s\u0131mlar\u0131n olu\u015fturdu\u011fu yay bi\u00e7imi \u00e7izgilerle parsellere ayr\u0131lm\u0131\u015f karn\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00fcyordu; karn\u0131n\u0131n tepesindeki yorgan neredeyse t\u00fcm\u00fcyle yere kaymak \u00fczereydi ve tutunabilece\u011fi hi\u00e7bir nokta kalmam\u0131\u015f gibiydi.<\/p>\n
G\u00f6vdesinin \u00e7ap\u0131yla kar\u015f\u0131la\u015ft\u0131r\u0131ld\u0131\u011f\u0131nda ac\u0131nas\u0131 incelikteki \u00e7ok say\u0131da bacak, g\u00f6zlerinin \u00f6n\u00fcnde \u00e7aresizlik i\u00e7ersinde, par\u0131lt\u0131lar sa\u00e7arak sallan\u0131p durmaktayd\u0131.<\/p>\n
\u2018Ne olmu\u015f bana b\u00f6yle?\u2019 diye d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fc. G\u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fc d\u00fc\u015f de\u011fildi. Biraz k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck, ama normal, yani i\u00e7inde insanlar ya\u015fas\u0131n diye yap\u0131lm\u0131\u015f olan odas\u0131, ezbere bildi\u011fi d\u00f6rt duvar\u0131n aras\u0131nda eskiden nas\u0131lsa, \u015fimdi de yine \u00f6yleydi.<\/p>\n
\u00dcst\u00fcnde paketten \u00e7\u0131kar\u0131lm\u0131\u015f kuma\u015f \u00f6rneklerinin \u2013Samsa\u2019n\u0131n u\u011fra\u015f\u0131 pazarlamac\u0131l\u0131kt\u0131- yay\u0131l\u0131 oldu\u011fu masan\u0131n \u00fczerinde, k\u0131sa s\u00fcre \u00f6nce resimli bir dergiden kesip, alt\u0131n yald\u0131zl\u0131 g\u00fczel bir \u00e7er\u00e7eveye ge\u00e7irmi\u015f oldu\u011fu bir resim as\u0131l\u0131yd\u0131. K\u00fcrk \u015fapkal\u0131 ve k\u00fcrk atk\u0131l\u0131 bir kad\u0131n vard\u0131 resimde; kad\u0131n, kollar\u0131n\u0131n dirsekten a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 kalan k\u0131s\u0131mlar\u0131n\u0131 t\u00fcm\u00fcyle i\u00e7ine alan a\u011f\u0131r bir k\u00fcrk man\u015fonu, dimdik oturdu\u011fu yerden izleyiciye do\u011fru kald\u0131r\u0131r gibiydi.<\/p>\n
Gregor daha sonra bak\u0131\u015flar\u0131n\u0131 pencereye y\u00f6neltti ve kasvetli hava y\u00fcz\u00fcnden ya\u011fmur damlalar\u0131n\u0131n pencerenin \u00e7inko pervaz\u0131na \u00e7arpt\u0131\u011f\u0131 duyuluyordu i\u00e7ini b\u00fcy\u00fck bir h\u00fcz\u00fcn kaplad\u0131. \u2018Biraz daha uyusam ve b\u00fct\u00fcn bu sa\u00e7mal\u0131klar\u0131 unutsam, nas\u0131l olur,\u2019 diye d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fc, gelgelelim bunu ger\u00e7ekle\u015ftirmesi t\u00fcm\u00fcyle olanaks\u0131zd\u0131, \u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc Gregor Samsa sa\u011f yan\u0131na yat\u0131p uyumaya al\u0131\u015fk\u0131nd\u0131, oysa o andaki durumu kendini b\u00f6yle bir konuma getirmesine izin vermiyordu. Sa\u011f\u0131na d\u00f6nmek i\u00e7in ne denli g\u00fc\u00e7 harcarsa harcas\u0131n, yine s\u0131rt\u00fcst\u00fc konumuna geri d\u00f6n\u00fcyordu. Ba\u015farmay\u0131 belki y\u00fcz kez denedi, \u00e7\u0131rp\u0131nan bacaklar\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6rmemek i\u00e7in g\u00f6zlerini kapatt\u0131 ve ancak yan taraf\u0131nda o ana de\u011fin yabanc\u0131s\u0131 oldu\u011fu, hafif, derinden gelen bir ac\u0131 duymaya ba\u015flad\u0131ktan sonrad\u0131r ki, \u00e7abalamay\u0131 kesti.<\/p>\n
\u2018Aman Tanr\u0131m,\u2019 diye d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fc,\u2019 ne kadar da yorucu bir u\u011fra\u015f se\u00e7mi\u015fim me\u011fer!\u2019 G\u00fcnlerim hep yolculuk etmekle ge\u00e7iyor. \u0130\u015fin bu yan\u0131, ma\u011fazadaki as\u0131l masaba\u015f\u0131 i\u015fine oranla \u00e7ok daha y\u0131prat\u0131c\u0131, \u00fcstelik benim i\u00e7in bir de yolculu\u011fun aktarma trenlerin pe\u015finden ko\u015fmak, d\u00fczensiz ve k\u00f6t\u00fc yemeklere yarg\u0131l\u0131 olmak, insanlarla s\u00fcrekli de\u011fi\u015fen, asla s\u00fcreklilik kazanamayan, hep i\u00e7tenlikten uzak ili\u015fkiler kurmak zorunlulu\u011fu gibi s\u0131k\u0131nt\u0131lar\u0131 da var. \u015eeytan als\u0131n b\u00fct\u00fcn bunlar\u0131! Karn\u0131n\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcnde hafif bir ka\u015f\u0131nt\u0131 duyumsad\u0131; ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 daha iyi kald\u0131rabilmek i\u00e7in, s\u0131rt\u00fcst\u00fc konumda a\u011f\u0131r a\u011f\u0131r yata\u011f\u0131n ba\u015fucuna do\u011fru s\u00fcr\u00fcnd\u00fc; ka\u015f\u0131nan yeri buldu; burada ne oldu\u011funu anlayamad\u0131\u011f\u0131 bir s\u00fcr\u00fc k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck ve beyaz nokta vard\u0131; ayaklar\u0131ndan birini oraya dokundurmak istediyse de, hemen geri \u00e7ekti, \u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc de\u011fmesiyle birlikte her yan\u0131n\u0131 bir titreme n\u00f6beti kaplam\u0131\u015ft\u0131.<\/p>\n
Yine eski konumuna kayd\u0131 . \u2018 Bu erken kalkma yok mu,\u2019 diye d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fc, insan\u0131 aptala \u00e7eviriyor. \u0130nsan\u0131n uykusunu almas\u0131 gerekir. Ba\u015fka pazarlamac\u0131lar harem kad\u0131nlar\u0131 gibi ya\u015f\u0131yorlar. \u00d6rne\u011fin ben ald\u0131\u011f\u0131m sipari\u015fleri firmaya iletmek \u00fczere \u00f6\u011flenden \u00f6nce otele d\u00f6nd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcmde, \u00f6tekiler daha kahvalt\u0131da oluyorlar. Ben patronuma b\u00f6yle bir \u015fey yapmaya kalk\u0131\u015fsam, hemen o anda kap\u0131 d\u0131\u015far\u0131 edilirim.<\/p>\n
Ama kimbilir, belki de \u00e7ok iyi olurdu b\u00f6yle bir \u015fey benim i\u00e7in. Annemle babam y\u00fcz\u00fcnden kendimi tutuyor olmasayd\u0131m e\u011fer, i\u015fimden \u00e7oktan ayr\u0131l\u0131rd\u0131m, patrona \u00e7\u0131kar ve ne d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm\u00fc oldu\u011fu gibi s\u00f6ylerdim. O zaman k\u00fcrs\u00fcs\u00fcnden d\u00fc\u015ferdi herhalde! \u00dcstelik k\u00fcrs\u00fcye oturup \u00e7al\u0131\u015fanlarla \u00f6yle, yani y\u00fcksekten konu\u015fmakta ba\u015fl\u0131 ba\u015f\u0131na tuhaf bir davran\u0131\u015f, hele kendisiyle konu\u015fulan g\u00f6revlinin, patronun kula\u011f\u0131n\u0131n a\u011f\u0131r i\u015fitmesi nedeniyle k\u00fcrs\u00fcye iyice yakla\u015fmak zorunda oldu\u011fu da g\u00f6z \u00f6n\u00fcnde tutulursa. \u00d6te yandan, hen\u00fcz t\u00fcm \u00fcmitlerin yitirilmi\u015f oldu\u011fu da s\u00f6ylenemez; annemle babam\u0131n patrona olan bor\u00e7lar\u0131n\u0131 \u00f6demeye yetecek olan paray\u0131 bir kez biriktirdim mi \u2013 ki daha be\u015f, alt\u0131 y\u0131l s\u00fcrebilir bu – , o zaman mutlaka yapaca\u011f\u0131m d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm\u00fc. \u0130\u015fi k\u00f6k\u00fcnden bitirece\u011fim. Ama \u015fimdilik yataktan \u00e7\u0131kmak zorunday\u0131m, \u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc trenim saat be\u015fte kalk\u0131yor.<\/p>\n
Ve gece masas\u0131n\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcnde i\u015flemekte olan saate bakt\u0131. \u2018 Aman Tanr\u0131m !\u2019 diye d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fc. Saat alt\u0131 bu\u00e7uktu ve akreple yelkovan\u0131n ilerleyi\u015fi s\u00fcrmekteydi, saat bu\u00e7u\u011fu bile ge\u00e7mi\u015f, yediye \u00e7eyrek kalaya yakla\u015fm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Yoksa \u00e7almam\u0131\u015f m\u0131yd\u0131 saat ? Yataktan, saatin do\u011fru, yani d\u00f6rde kurulmu\u015f oldu\u011fu g\u00f6r\u00fcl\u00fcyordu; hi\u00e7 ku\u015fkusuz \u00e7alm\u0131\u015ft\u0131 da. Evet ama, \u00e7alar\u0131, e\u015fyalar\u0131 yerinden oynatacak denli g\u00fc\u00e7l\u00fc olan saati duymay\u0131p uyumay\u0131 s\u00fcrd\u00fcrm\u00fc\u015f olmas\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fclebilir miydi? Ger\u00e7i sakin uyumu\u015f oldu\u011fu s\u00f6ylenemezdi, ama herhalde o \u00f6l\u00e7\u00fcde de derin olmu\u015ftu uykusu. Peki \u015fimdi ne yapacakt\u0131? Bundan sonraki tren saat yedide kalk\u0131yordu, o trene yeti\u015febilmek i\u00e7in deli gibi acele etmesi gerekirdi, \u00fcstelik kuma\u015f \u00f6rnekleri de daha sar\u0131lmam\u0131\u015ft\u0131 ve Gregor Samsa kendini hi\u00e7 de \u00e7ok dinlenmi\u015f, \u00e7ok canl\u0131 duyumsam\u0131yordu.<\/p>\n
Trene yeti\u015fse bile, patronun bir \u00f6fke n\u00f6betine yakalanmas\u0131n\u0131 \u00f6nleyemezdi, \u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc onu kar\u015f\u0131lamak i\u00e7in saat be\u015f trenini beklemi\u015f olan ve ma\u011fazan\u0131n ayak i\u015flerine bakan g\u00f6revli, onun treni ka\u00e7\u0131rd\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 patrona \u00e7oktan haber vermi\u015f olmal\u0131yd\u0131. Patronun kay\u0131ts\u0131z \u015farts\u0131z u\u015fa\u011f\u0131 olan bu adamda ne ki\u015filik, ne de ak\u0131l vard\u0131. Peki, hasta oldu\u011funu s\u00f6yleyip i\u015fe gitmese? B\u00f6ylesi, \u00e7ok naho\u015f ve ku\u015fku uyand\u0131r\u0131c\u0131 bir davran\u0131\u015f olurdu, \u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc Gregor be\u015f y\u0131ll\u0131k hizmeti boyunca bir kez bile hastalanmam\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Patron, kesinlikle yan\u0131na sigorta doktorunu da al\u0131p gelir, annesiyle babas\u0131n\u0131 o\u011fullar\u0131n\u0131n tembelli\u011finden \u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fc su\u00e7lar ve t\u00fcm itirazlar\u0131 sigorta doktoruna at\u0131fta bulunarak ge\u00e7ersiz k\u0131lard\u0131; bu doktora g\u00f6re d\u00fcnyada yaln\u0131zca son derece sa\u011fl\u0131kl\u0131, ama i\u015ften ka\u00e7an insanlar vard\u0131. Ama doktor, \u015fimdi kendisinin olay\u0131nda t\u00fcm\u00fcyle haks\u0131z say\u0131labilir miydi?<\/p>\n
\u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc Gregor , uzun bir uykunun ard\u0131ndan hakikaten gereksiz bir mahmurlu\u011fun d\u0131\u015f\u0131nda, kendini \u00e7ok iyi hissediyordu ve \u00fcstelik \u00e7ok da b\u00fcy\u00fck bir i\u015ftah\u0131 vard\u0131. Gregor b\u00fct\u00fcn bunlar\u0131, yataktan \u00e7\u0131k\u0131p \u00e7\u0131kmama konusunda bir karara varmaks\u0131z\u0131n, h\u0131zla kafas\u0131ndan ge\u00e7irdi\u011fi s\u0131rada \u2013 saat yediye \u00e7eyrek kalay\u0131 vurmu\u015ftu -, yata\u011f\u0131n\u0131n ba\u015fucundaki kap\u0131ya dikkatle vuruldu. \u201cGregor,\u201d diye seslendi bir ses \u2013 annesiydi-, \u201csaat yediye \u00e7eyrek var. Sen yola gitmeyecek miydin ?\u201d O yumu\u015fak ses ! Gregor, kendi yan\u0131t veren sesini duydu\u011funda korktu, bunun eski sesi oldu\u011fu herhalde kesindi, ama bu sese alttan alta bast\u0131r\u0131lmas\u0131 olanaks\u0131z, ac\u0131 bir \u0131sl\u0131k da kar\u0131\u015f\u0131yor ve bu \u0131sl\u0131k, s\u00f6zc\u00fcklerin netliklerini ancak ilk anda koruyor, hemen ard\u0131ndan s\u00f6zc\u00fckleri kar\u015f\u0131dakini kulaklar\u0131na inanamaz k\u0131lacak denli bozuyordu. Gregor asl\u0131nda ayr\u0131nt\u0131l\u0131 yan\u0131t vermek ve her \u015feyi a\u00e7\u0131klamak istiyordu, ama bu ko\u015fullar alt\u0131nda \u201cEvet, evet, te\u015fekk\u00fcr ederim anne, \u015fimdi kalk\u0131yorum,\u201d demekle yetindi.<\/p>\n
Aradaki ah\u015fap kap\u0131 nedeniyle Gregor\u2019un sesindeki de\u011fi\u015fiklik herhalde d\u0131\u015fardan anla\u015f\u0131lm\u0131yordu, \u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc annesi bu a\u00e7\u0131klamay\u0131 yeterli g\u00f6rerek uzakla\u015ft\u0131. Ancak bu k\u0131sa s\u00f6yle\u015fi, Gregor\u2019un, normalin tersine, hala evde oldu\u011fu noktas\u0131na ailenin \u00f6teki \u00fcyelerinin dikkatini \u00e7ekmi\u015fti ve babas\u0131, odan\u0131n iki yandaki kap\u0131lar\u0131ndan birine ger\u00e7i yava\u015f, ama yine de yumru\u011fuyla vurmaya ba\u015flam\u0131\u015ft\u0131 bile. \u201cGregor, Gregor,\u201d diye seslendi, \u201cNe oldu?\u201d Ve k\u0131sa bir s\u00fcre sonra, daha derinden gelen bir sesle , yine uyard\u0131: \u201cGregor! Gregor!\u201d \u00d6teki kap\u0131n\u0131n arkas\u0131nda ise k\u0131zkarde\u015fi, al\u00e7ak sesle yak\u0131n\u0131yordu: \u201cGregor? \u0130yi de\u011fil misin yoksa? Bir iste\u011fin var m\u0131?\u201d Gregor her iki yana da: \u201cTamam, haz\u0131r\u0131m,\u201d diye yan\u0131t verdi ve s\u00f6zc\u00fcklerin aras\u0131na uzun aralar sokarak, sesinin t\u00fcm \u00e7arp\u0131c\u0131 yanlar\u0131n\u0131 gidermeye \u00e7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Bunun sonucunda babas\u0131 kahvalt\u0131s\u0131n\u0131n ba\u015f\u0131na d\u00f6nd\u00fc, ama k\u0131zkarde\u015fi f\u0131s\u0131ldamay\u0131 s\u00fcrd\u00fcr\u00fcyordu: \u201cGregor, yalvar\u0131r\u0131m a\u00e7 kap\u0131y\u0131.\u201d Oysa Gregor kap\u0131y\u0131 a\u00e7may\u0131 akl\u0131n\u0131n ucundan bile ge\u00e7irmiyordu, tersine, yolculuklar\u0131 s\u0131ras\u0131nda edinmi\u015f oldu\u011fu bir al\u0131\u015fkanl\u0131\u011f\u0131, evde bile olsa gece b\u00fct\u00fcn kap\u0131lar\u0131 kilitleme al\u0131\u015fkanl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 \u00f6vmekteydi.<\/p>\n
Niyeti, \u00f6nce sakin sakin ve kimse taraf\u0131ndan rahats\u0131z edilmeksizin kalkmak, do\u011fru d\u00fcr\u00fcst kahvalt\u0131 etmek ve ne yapaca\u011f\u0131na ancak ondan sonra karar vermekti; \u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc yatakta d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnerek mant\u0131kl\u0131 bir sonuca ula\u015famayaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 art\u0131k iyice anlam\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Daha \u00f6nce de \u00e7o\u011fu kez, belki de yatakta bi\u00e7imsiz yatmaktan kaynaklanan, hafif bir s\u0131z\u0131 duydu\u011funu, ama kalkt\u0131ktan sonra bunun kuruntudan ba\u015fka bir \u015fey olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 anlad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 an\u0131ms\u0131yordu; \u015fimdi merak\u0131, bug\u00fcnk\u00fc kuruntular\u0131n\u0131n nas\u0131l da\u011f\u0131laca\u011f\u0131yd\u0131.<\/p>\n
Sesindeki de\u011fi\u015fikli\u011fin \u015fiddetli bir so\u011fuk alg\u0131nl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131n, yani \u00f6m\u00fcrleri yollarda ge\u00e7enlere \u00f6zg\u00fc bir meslek hastal\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131n \u00f6nc\u00fcs\u00fc oldu\u011fundan hi\u00e7 ku\u015fkusu yoktu. Yorgan\u0131 \u00fcst\u00fcnden atmak \u00e7ok kolayd\u0131; g\u00f6vdesini biraz \u015fi\u015firince, yorgan kendili\u011finden a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 d\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc. Ama i\u015fin ondan sonras\u0131, \u00f6zellikle g\u00f6vdesinin bu denli geni\u015f olmas\u0131 nedeniyle, g\u00fc\u00e7le\u015fmi\u015fti.<\/p>\n
Do\u011frulabilmek i\u00e7in kollar\u0131n\u0131n ve ellerinin varl\u0131\u011f\u0131 gerekliydi, gelgelelim onlar\u0131n yerine s\u00fcrekli en de\u011fi\u015fik hareketleri sergileyen, \u00fcstelik de hareketlerini denetimi alt\u0131na alamad\u0131\u011f\u0131 bir s\u00fcr\u00fc minik baca\u011f\u0131 vard\u0131. Bacaklardan birini k\u0131v\u0131rmak istedi\u011finde ald\u0131\u011f\u0131 ilk sonu\u00e7, bu baca\u011f\u0131n ileri do\u011fru uzanmas\u0131 oluyordu; ve sonunda baca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 istedi\u011fi konuma getirmeyi ba\u015farsa bile, bu olana dek \u00f6teki bacaklar\u0131, zincirden bo\u015fanm\u0131\u015f\u00e7as\u0131na , son derece canl\u0131 ve ac\u0131 verici bir hareketlilikle \u00e7\u0131rp\u0131n\u0131p duruyorlard\u0131. \u2018\u00d6nce b\u00f6yle uyu\u015fuk uyu\u015fuk yat\u0131p durmaya son vermeli,\u2019 dedi Gregor kendi kendine.<\/p>\n
\u0130lk olarak, g\u00f6vdesinin a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 b\u00f6l\u00fcmleriyle yataktan \u00e7\u0131kmak istiyordu, ama hen\u00fcz hi\u00e7 g\u00f6rmedi\u011fi ve nas\u0131l bir \u015fey olabilece\u011fini de do\u011fru d\u00fcr\u00fcst kestiremedi\u011fi bu b\u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fc hareketlendirmenin son kerte zor oldu\u011funu anlad\u0131; g\u00f6vdesinin \u00fcst b\u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fc yerinden \u00e7ok a\u011f\u0131r oynayabiliyordu ve Gregor sonunda, neredeyse \u00e7\u0131ld\u0131rm\u0131\u015f gibi, t\u00fcm g\u00fcc\u00fcn\u00fc toplay\u0131p her \u015feyi g\u00f6ze alarak kendini \u00f6ne do\u011fru itti\u011finde, yanl\u0131\u015f y\u00f6n se\u00e7i\u015finden \u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fc, \u015fiddetle karyolan\u0131n ayakucundaki demirlere \u00e7arpt\u0131; duydu\u011fu yak\u0131c\u0131 ac\u0131 ona g\u00f6vdesinin alt b\u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fcn\u00fcn \u015fu anda belki de en duyarl\u0131 yeri oldu\u011funu \u00f6\u011fretti.<\/p>\n
Bundan \u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fc, \u00f6nce g\u00f6vdesinin \u00fcst b\u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fcn\u00fc yataktan \u00e7\u0131karmay\u0131 denedi ve ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 dikkatle yata\u011f\u0131n kenar\u0131na do\u011fru \u00e7evirdi. \u0130stedi\u011fini kolayca yapt\u0131 da ve g\u00f6vdesi geni\u015fli\u011fine ve a\u011f\u0131rl\u0131\u011f\u0131na kar\u015f\u0131n, sonunda a\u011f\u0131r a\u011f\u0131r ba\u015f\u0131n d\u00f6nd\u00fc\u011f\u00fc y\u00f6n\u00fc izledi. Ama ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 en sonunda yata\u011f\u0131n d\u0131\u015f\u0131nda, bo\u015flukta tuttu\u011funda, bu konumda daha \u00e7ok ilerlemekten g\u00f6z\u00fc korktu, \u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc kendini b\u00f6ylece d\u00fc\u015fmeye b\u0131rakt\u0131\u011f\u0131 takdirde, ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 ancak bir mucize yaralanmaktan kurtarabilirdi. Ve Gregor\u2019un bilincini \u00f6zellikle i\u00e7inde bulundu\u011fu anda kesinlikle yitirmemesi gerekiyordu; bu tehlikeyi g\u00f6ze almaktansa, yatakta kalmay\u0131 ye\u011fledi.<\/p>\n
Ne var ki , ayn\u0131 \u00e7abay\u0131 bir kez daha harcamas\u0131n\u0131 ard\u0131ndan, derin bir i\u00e7 \u00e7eki\u015fiyle yine eskisi gibi yatt\u0131\u011f\u0131nda , bacaklar\u0131n\u0131n da birbirleriyle b\u00fcy\u00fck bir olas\u0131l\u0131kla eskisinden beter bo\u011fu\u015ftuklar\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00fcp, bu ba\u015f\u0131na buyruklu\u011fu dinginli\u011fe ve d\u00fczene d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015ft\u00fcrebilmek i\u00e7in herhangi bir olanak bulamad\u0131\u011f\u0131nda, art\u0131k yatakta kesinlikle kalamayaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131, yataktan kurtulmas\u0131 i\u00e7in en ufak bir \u00fcmit \u0131\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131 bulunsa bile, bu u\u011furda her \u015feyi feda etmenin en ak\u0131ll\u0131ca davran\u0131\u015f oldu\u011funu bir kez daha d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fc. Ayn\u0131 zamanda da so\u011fukkanl\u0131, hem de olabildi\u011fince so\u011fukkanl\u0131 bir d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnme eyleminin, \u00e7aresizlik i\u00e7ersinde verilen kararlardan \u00e7ok daha iyi oldu\u011funu an\u0131msamay\u0131 unutmuyordu.<\/p>\n
B\u00f6yle anlarda bak\u0131\u015flar\u0131n\u0131 elinden geldi\u011fince dikkatle pencereye \u00e7eviriyordu, ama dar caddenin kar\u015f\u0131 yan\u0131n\u0131 bile g\u00f6zlerden gizleyen sabah sisinin g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fc\u015f\u00fc, ne yaz\u0131k ki g\u00fcven ve iyimserlik a\u015f\u0131layabilmekten uzakt\u0131. \u2018Yedi oldu bile,\u2019 diye s\u00f6ylendi \u00e7alar saatin yeniden vurmas\u0131yla birlikte, \u2018yedi oldu bile ve yo\u011fun sis daha kalkmad\u0131.\u2019 Ve \u00e7ok k\u0131sa bir s\u00fcre boyunca, mutlak sessizlikle birlikte ger\u00e7ek ve do\u011fal ko\u015fullar\u0131n geri d\u00f6nece\u011fini bekliyormu\u015f\u00e7as\u0131na hi\u00e7 k\u0131p\u0131rdanmaks\u0131z\u0131n, neredeyse soluk almaktan bile \u00e7ekinerek yatt\u0131.<\/p>\n
Ama sonra \u015f\u00f6yle dedi kendi kendine: \u2018Saat yediyi \u00e7eyrek ge\u00e7meden kesinlikle yataktan \u00e7\u0131km\u0131\u015f olmal\u0131y\u0131m. Zaten o zamana de\u011fin ma\u011fazalardan biri beni sormaya gelecektir, \u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc ma\u011faza yedide a\u00e7\u0131l\u0131yor.\u2019 Ve bu kez g\u00f6vdesini b\u00fct\u00fcn\u00fcyle, her yan\u0131n\u0131 ayn\u0131 oranda yataktan \u00e7\u0131karmaya koyuldu. Kendini b\u00f6ylece yere att\u0131\u011f\u0131 takdirde, d\u00fc\u015ferken iyice yukar\u0131 kald\u0131rmak istedi\u011fi ba\u015f\u0131 b\u00fcy\u00fck bir olas\u0131l\u0131kla yaralanmayacakt\u0131. Anlad\u0131\u011f\u0131 kadar\u0131yla s\u0131rt\u0131 epey sertti, herhalde hal\u0131n\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcne d\u00fc\u015fmekten bir zarar g\u00f6rmeyecekti. Kafas\u0131n\u0131 en \u00e7ok kurcalayan nokta, d\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc\u011f\u00fcnde \u00e7\u0131kacak olan, \u00f6nlenmesi olanaks\u0131z b\u00fcy\u00fck g\u00fcr\u00fclt\u00fcyd\u00fc; bu g\u00fcr\u00fclt\u00fc t\u00fcm kap\u0131lar\u0131n ard\u0131nda korku de\u011filde bile kayg\u0131 uyand\u0131racakt\u0131. Ama bunun g\u00f6ze al\u0131nmas\u0131 gerekiyordu.<\/p>\n
Gregor yar\u0131 yar\u0131ya yataktan \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131\u011f\u0131nda \u2013 yeni y\u00f6ntem, yorucu bir \u00e7aba olmaktan \u00e7ok bir oyun gibiydi, Gregor\u2019un yapmas\u0131 gereken tek \u015fey, tek tek hamleler bi\u00e7iminde, sa\u011fa sola sallanmakt\u0131,- birileri yard\u0131m etse i\u015finin ne denli kolayla\u015faca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fc; g\u00fcc\u00fc yerinde iki ki\u015fi, bu i\u015f i\u00e7in t\u00fcm\u00fcyle yeterliydi \u2013 akl\u0131na babas\u0131yla hizmet\u00e7i k\u0131z gelmi\u015fti; tek yapacaklar\u0131, kollar\u0131n\u0131 Gregor\u2019un kubbe gibi s\u0131rt\u0131n\u0131n alt\u0131ndan ge\u00e7irmek, b\u00f6ylece onu yataktan d\u0131\u015far\u0131 \u00e7ekmek, y\u00fckleriyle yere do\u011fru e\u011filmek ve ard\u0131ndan da Gregor\u2019un d\u00f6\u015femenin \u00fcst\u00fcnde d\u00f6nmesini sab\u0131rla beklemekti; o zaman b\u00fcy\u00fck bir olas\u0131l\u0131kla minik bacaklar\u0131 da bir anlam kazanacakt\u0131. \u015eimdi ise, bir an i\u00e7in kap\u0131lar\u0131n kilitli oldu\u011fu unutulsa bile, yard\u0131m istemesi ger\u00e7ekten do\u011fru olur muydu acaba ? Durumunun t\u00fcm g\u00fc\u00e7l\u00fc\u011f\u00fcne kar\u015f\u0131n, bu d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnceyle birlikte g\u00fcl\u00fcmsemekten kendini alamad\u0131.<\/p>\n
Art\u0131k \u00e7ok salland\u0131\u011f\u0131nda dengesini neredeyse koruyamayacak bir konumdayd\u0131 ve kesin karar\u0131n\u0131 daha fazla gecikmeden vermesi gerekiyordu, \u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc be\u015f dakikaya kadar saat yediyi bir \u00e7eyrek ge\u00e7mi\u015f olacakt\u0131, – tam bu s\u0131rada evin kap\u0131s\u0131 \u00e7al\u0131nd\u0131. \u2018Ma\u011fazadan gelen biridir\u2019 dedi Gregor kendi kendine ve neredeyse kaskat\u0131 kesildi; minik ayaklar\u0131n\u0131n dans\u0131 ise bu arada daha da h\u0131zlanm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Sonra, i\u00e7inde uyanan sa\u00e7ma bir \u00fcmidin etkisinde kalarak, \u2018kap\u0131y\u0131 a\u00e7m\u0131yorlar\u2019 diye s\u00f6ylendi. Ne var ki hizmet\u00e7i do\u011fal olarak her zamanki gibi, sa\u011flam ad\u0131mlarla gidip kap\u0131y\u0131 a\u00e7t\u0131.<\/p>\n
Gregor , ziyaret\u00e7inin ilk selam s\u00f6zc\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn\u00fc duyar duymaz, gelenin kim oldu\u011funu anlad\u0131 \u2013 M\u00fcd\u00fcr Bey\u2019in kendisiydi. Neden en k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck bir gecikmenin en b\u00fcy\u00fck ku\u015fkulara yol a\u00e7t\u0131\u011f\u0131 bir firmada \u00e7al\u0131\u015fmaya yarg\u0131l\u0131yd\u0131 acaba Gregor? \u00c7al\u0131\u015fanlar\u0131n t\u00fcm\u00fc de serseri miydi yani? Aralar\u0131nda , sabah\u0131n birka\u00e7 saatini yarar\u0131na de\u011ferlendirmedi diye vicdan azab\u0131ndan deliye d\u00f6nen ve neredeyse yataktan \u00e7\u0131kamayacak hale gelen, sad\u0131k ve i\u015fine ba\u011fl\u0131 bir ki\u015fi bile yok muydu? Bu soru\u015fturma mutlaka gerekiyorsa e\u011fer, o zaman bir \u00e7\u0131rak g\u00f6nderip sordurtmak, yeterli de\u011fil miydi ger\u00e7ekten?<\/p>\n
M\u00fcd\u00fcr Bey\u2019in kendisinin gelmesi, b\u00f6ylece de masum bir ailenin t\u00fcm \u00fcyelerine, bu ku\u015fku uyand\u0131r\u0131c\u0131 olay\u0131 ara\u015ft\u0131rma i\u015finin yaln\u0131zca m\u00fcd\u00fcr\u00fcn akl\u0131na emanet edilebilece\u011finin anlat\u0131lmas\u0131 \u015fart m\u0131yd\u0131? Ve Gregor, do\u011fru bir karar\u0131n sonucu olmaktan \u00e7ok, bu d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcncelerin yol a\u00e7t\u0131\u011f\u0131 heyecan\u0131n etkisiyle, kendini t\u00fcm g\u00fcc\u00fcyle yataktan att\u0131. Y\u00fcksek bir ses duyuldu, ama b\u00fcy\u00fck bir g\u00fcr\u00fclt\u00fc say\u0131lamazd\u0131. Hal\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn h\u0131z\u0131n\u0131 biraz olsun kesmi\u015fti, ayr\u0131ca s\u0131rt\u0131, Gregor\u2019un d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcnden daha esnekti, bu nedenle \u00e7\u0131kan ses, pek dikkati \u00e7ekmeyen bo\u011fuk bir ses oldu. Yaln\u0131zca kafas\u0131n\u0131 yeterince dikkatli tutmad\u0131\u011f\u0131 i\u00e7in, \u00e7arpm\u0131\u015ft\u0131; kafas\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7evirdi ve hem \u00f6fkeden, hem de ac\u0131dan hal\u0131ya s\u00fcrtt\u00fc.<\/p>\n
\u201cBir \u015fey d\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc i\u00e7erde,\u201d dedi soldaki odada bulunan M\u00fcd\u00fcr Bey. Gregor , bug\u00fcn kendisinin ba\u015f\u0131na gelene benzer bir durumun g\u00fcn\u00fcn birinde M\u00fcd\u00fcr Bey\u2019in de ba\u015f\u0131na gelip gelemeyece\u011fini kafas\u0131nda canland\u0131rmaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131; b\u00f6yle bir olas\u0131l\u0131k rahatl\u0131kla d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fclebilirdi asl\u0131nda. Ama M\u00fcd\u00fcr bey, sanki bu soruya kaba bir yan\u0131t veriyormu\u015f gibi, yandaki odada birka\u00e7 ad\u0131m att\u0131 ve cilal\u0131 \u00e7izmelerini g\u0131c\u0131rdatt\u0131. Sa\u011fdaki odadan ise durumu Gregor\u2019a bildirmek isteyen k\u0131zkarde\u015finin f\u0131s\u0131t\u0131s\u0131 geliyordu: \u201cGregor, M\u00fcd\u00fcr Bey burada.\u201d \u201cBiliyorum,\u201d dedi Gregor kendi kendine; ama sesini k\u0131zkarde\u015finin duyabilece\u011fi kadar y\u00fckseltmeye cesaret edememi\u015fti.<\/p>\n
Bu kez de soldaki odada bulunan babas\u0131: \u201cGregor,\u201d diye seslendi, \u201cSay\u0131n M\u00fcd\u00fcr Bey geldi ve sabah treniyle neden gitmedi\u011fini soruyor. Ona ne diyece\u011fimizi bilmiyoruz. Ancak M\u00fcd\u00fcr Bey do\u011frudan do\u011fruya seninle konu\u015fmak istiyor. Onun i\u00e7in l\u00fctfen a\u00e7 kap\u0131y\u0131. Say\u0131n M\u00fcd\u00fcr Bey, herhalde odan\u0131n da\u011f\u0131n\u0131kl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 ho\u015fg\u00f6recektir.\u201d Bu arada M\u00fcd\u00fcr Bey: \u201cG\u00fcnayd\u0131n, Bay Samsa,\u201d diye seslendi i\u00e7tenlikle. Annesi ise, daha babas\u0131 s\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc tamamlamadan M\u00fcd\u00fcr Bey\u2019e d\u00f6nerek : \u201cO\u011flum iyi de\u011fil,\u201d dedi, \u201cinan\u0131n M\u00fcd\u00fcr Bey, o\u011flum iyi de\u011fil.<\/p>\n
Gregor iyi olsa, tren falan ka\u00e7\u0131r\u0131r m\u0131 hi\u00e7? Akl\u0131 hep i\u015findedir. Ak\u015famlar\u0131 hi\u00e7 d\u0131\u015far\u0131 \u00e7\u0131kmamas\u0131na neredeyse k\u0131zd\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131 s\u00f6yleyebilirim; sekiz g\u00fcnd\u00fcr kentteydi, ama her ak\u015fam evine d\u00f6nd\u00fc. Masan\u0131n ba\u015f\u0131nda, bizimle oturur veya gazete okur, ya da tren tarifelerini g\u00f6zden ge\u00e7irir. Biraz oyalanmak istedi mi, oyma testeresiyle \u00e7al\u0131\u015fmay\u0131 yeterli g\u00f6r\u00fcyor. \u00d6rne\u011fin iki, \u00fc\u00e7 ak\u015fam \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131p oymal\u0131 k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck bir \u00e7er\u00e7eve yapt\u0131; g\u00f6rseniz, g\u00fczelli\u011fine \u015fa\u015f\u0131r\u0131rs\u0131n\u0131z; i\u00e7erde, odada as\u0131l\u0131; Gregor a\u00e7\u0131nca hemen g\u00f6r\u00fcrs\u00fcn\u00fcz.<\/p>\n
Ayr\u0131ca gelmenize \u00e7ok sevindim, M\u00fcd\u00fcr Bey, \u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc yaln\u0131z biz olsayd\u0131k, Gregor\u2019u kap\u0131y\u0131 a\u00e7mas\u0131 i\u00e7in raz\u0131 edemezdik; \u00e7ok inat\u00e7\u0131d\u0131r; ve sabah aksini s\u00f6ylemi\u015f olmas\u0131na kar\u015f\u0131n, hasta oldu\u011fundan kesinlikle eminim.\u201d Gregor, a\u011f\u0131r a\u011f\u0131r ve d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnceli bir ifadeyle: \u201cHemen geliyorum,\u201d dedi ve d\u0131\u015far\u0131daki konu\u015fmalar\u0131n tek bir s\u00f6zc\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn\u00fc bile ka\u00e7\u0131rmamak i\u00e7in yerinden k\u0131m\u0131ldamad\u0131. \u201cBen de durumu ba\u015fka t\u00fcrl\u00fc a\u00e7\u0131klayam\u0131yorum Han\u0131mefendi,\u201d diye kar\u015f\u0131l\u0131k verdi M\u00fcd\u00fcr Bey, \u201cumar\u0131m ciddi bir \u015fey de\u011fildir. Yine de belirtmem gerekir ki i\u015fadamlar\u0131 olan bizler \u2013 diyelim ne yaz\u0131k ki veya ne mutlu ki, bu, anlay\u0131\u015fa g\u00f6re de\u011fi\u015fir \u2013 hafif bir rahats\u0131zl\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u00e7o\u011fu kez i\u015flerimiz nedeniyle g\u00f6rmezlikten gelmek zorunda kal\u0131r\u0131z.\u201d \u201cM\u00fcd\u00fcr Bey girebilir mi art\u0131k odana?\u201d diye sordu Gregor\u2019un sab\u0131rs\u0131z babas\u0131 ve yine kap\u0131y\u0131 vurdu. \u201cHay\u0131r,\u201d dedi Gregor. Soldaki oday\u0131 gergin bir sessizlik kaplad\u0131, sa\u011fdaki odada ise k\u0131zkarde\u015fi h\u0131\u00e7k\u0131rmaya ba\u015flam\u0131\u015ft\u0131.<\/p>\n
K\u0131zkarde\u015fi neden \u00f6tekilerin yan\u0131na gitmiyordu? Herhalde yataktan ancak \u015fimdi \u00e7\u0131km\u0131\u015f olmal\u0131yd\u0131 ve giyinmeye ba\u015flamam\u0131\u015ft\u0131 bile. Neden a\u011fl\u0131yordu peki? Gregor kalkmad\u0131\u011f\u0131 ve M\u00fcd\u00fcr Bey\u2019i odas\u0131na sokmad\u0131\u011f\u0131 i\u00e7in mi? \u0130\u015fini yitirme tehlikesiyle kar\u015f\u0131la\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131 ve b\u00f6yle bir durum oldu\u011fu takdirde patron annesiyle babas\u0131ndan eski alacaklar\u0131n\u0131 yine isteyece\u011fi i\u00e7in mi? Ama b\u00fct\u00fcn bunlar \u015fimdilik gereksiz \u00fcz\u00fcnt\u00fclerdi. Gregor hen\u00fcz buradayd\u0131 ve ailesini terk etmeyi akl\u0131n\u0131n ucundan bile ge\u00e7irmiyordu. Ger\u00e7i \u015fu anda hal\u0131n\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcnde yatmaktayd\u0131 ve durumu bilen kimse, ondan M\u00fcd\u00fcr Bey\u2019e kap\u0131y\u0131 a\u00e7mamas\u0131n\u0131 ciddi olarak isteyemezdi. Ama sonradan hi\u00e7 ku\u015fkusuz uygun bir \u00f6z\u00fcr bulunacak olan bu k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck kabal\u0131ktan \u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fc Gregor\u2019un hemen i\u015ften at\u0131laca\u011f\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fclemezdi. Ve Gregor\u2019a g\u00f6re, kendisini a\u011flay\u0131p s\u0131zlanmalarla, raz\u0131 etme \u00e7abalar\u0131yla rahats\u0131z edecekleri yerde, \u015fimdilik rahat b\u0131raksalard\u0131, \u00e7ok daha ak\u0131ll\u0131 davranm\u0131\u015f olurlard\u0131. Ama \u00f6tekilerin de acele etmelerine yol a\u00e7an ve davran\u0131\u015flar\u0131n\u0131 ho\u015fg\u00f6steren neden, durumu bilmemeleriydi.<\/p>\n
\u201cBay Samsa,\u201d diye seslendi sonunda M\u00fcd\u00fcr Bey y\u00fcksek sesle, \u201cne oluyor?\u201d Kendinizi odan\u0131za kapat\u0131yorsunuz, sorulanlara yaln\u0131z evet ve hay\u0131r diye yan\u0131t veriyorsunuz, annenizle baban\u0131z\u0131 b\u00fcy\u00fck ve gereksiz s\u0131k\u0131nt\u0131lara sokuyorsunuz, \u00fcstelik de \u2013 bunu da belirtmi\u015f olmak i\u00e7in s\u00f6yl\u00fcyorum \u2013 i\u015finizi ak\u0131l almaz bir bi\u00e7imde savsakl\u0131yorsunuz. Burada b\u00fcy\u00fcklerinizle patronlar\u0131n\u0131z ad\u0131na konu\u015fuyorum ve sizden durumu oldu\u011fu gibi a\u00e7\u0131klaman\u0131z\u0131, derhal a\u00e7\u0131klaman\u0131z\u0131 \u00e7ok ciddi olarak istiyorum. Do\u011frusu \u015fa\u015f\u0131rd\u0131m, hem de \u00e7ok \u015fa\u015f\u0131rd\u0131m.<\/p>\n
Sizi a\u011f\u0131rba\u015fl\u0131, ak\u0131ll\u0131 bir insan olarak tan\u0131d\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131 san\u0131yordum, \u015fimdi ise ans\u0131z\u0131n tuhaf davran\u0131\u015flar sergilemeye ba\u015flad\u0131n\u0131z. Ger\u00e7i patron bu sabah, gelmeyi\u015finizin olas\u0131 nedeni say\u0131labilecek bir a\u00e7\u0131klamada bulundu \u2013 s\u00f6yledikleri, k\u0131sa s\u00fcre \u00f6nce size emanet edilmi\u015f olan \u00f6deme makbuzlar\u0131yla ilgiliydi -, ama ben b\u00f6yle bir a\u00e7\u0131klama bi\u00e7iminin do\u011fru olamayaca\u011f\u0131 konusunda neredeyse \u015feref s\u00f6z\u00fc verdim. \u015eimdi ise ak\u0131l almaz inat\u00e7\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131z\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00fcnce, sizi savunmak i\u00e7in en k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck bir istek bile duymuyorum.<\/p>\n
\u00dcstelik yeriniz de pek sa\u011flam say\u0131lmaz. Niyetim asl\u0131nda bunlar\u0131 size yaln\u0131z kald\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z zaman s\u00f6ylemekti, ama burada gereksiz yere zaman harcamama yol a\u00e7t\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131z i\u00e7in, b\u00fct\u00fcn bunlar\u0131 b\u00fcy\u00fcklerinizin de \u00f6\u011frenmemesi i\u00e7in bir neden g\u00f6remiyorum. Evet, son zamanlardaki \u00e7al\u0131\u015fmalar\u0131n\u0131z son derece yetersizdi; ger\u00e7i bu mevsimde i\u015flerin \u00e7ok parlak gitmesi beklenemez, bunu biz de biliyoruz; ama hi\u00e7 i\u015f yap\u0131lmayacak bir mevsim yoktur, Bay Samsa, asla da olmamal\u0131d\u0131r.\u201d \u201cFakat M\u00fcd\u00fcr Bey,\u201d diye ba\u011f\u0131rd\u0131 Gregor kendinden ge\u00e7mi\u015fcesine ve heyecandan her \u015feyi unuttu, \u201ckap\u0131y\u0131 hemen a\u00e7\u0131yorum, hemen. Hafif bir rahats\u0131zl\u0131k y\u00fcz\u00fcnden, bir ba\u015f d\u00f6nmesi y\u00fcz\u00fcnden kalkamad\u0131m. Hen\u00fcz yatakta yat\u0131yorum.<\/p>\n
Ama kendime geldim art\u0131k. Kalkmak \u00fczereyim. Bir saniye sabretmenizi rica ederim! Sand\u0131\u011f\u0131m kadar da iyile\u015fmemi\u015ftim. Ama yine de iyi say\u0131l\u0131r\u0131m. \u00d6yle ani oluyor ki b\u00f6yle \u015feyler! Daha d\u00fcn ak\u015fam \u00e7ok iyiydim, annemle babama sorun isterseniz, ya da \u015f\u00f6yle diyelim, daha d\u00fcn ak\u015famdan bir s\u0131k\u0131nt\u0131 vard\u0131 i\u00e7imde, k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck bir \u00f6nsezi gibi. Evdekiler dikkat etselerdi, y\u00fcz\u00fcmden anlayabilirlerdi. Ke\u015fke haber verseydim i\u015fyerime! Gelgelelim insan hep hastal\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 ayakta ge\u00e7irebilece\u011fine inan\u0131yor. M\u00fcd\u00fcr Bey! \u00dczmeyin annemle babam\u0131! \u015eimdi yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131z su\u00e7lamalar\u0131n temeli yok; ayr\u0131ca bu konuda bana \u015fimdiye de\u011fin tek kelime bile s\u00f6yleyen \u00e7\u0131kmad\u0131. Belki g\u00f6nderdi\u011fim son sipari\u015fleri okumad\u0131n\u0131z.<\/p>\n
Hem saat sekiz treniyle yola \u00e7\u0131kaca\u011f\u0131m, birka\u00e7 saat dinlenmek bana g\u00fcc\u00fcm\u00fc yeniden kazand\u0131rd\u0131. Burada zaman yitirmenize gerek yok, M\u00fcd\u00fcr Bey; bende k\u0131sa s\u00fcre sonra i\u015fte olaca\u011f\u0131m, l\u00fctfen bunu patrona bildirip kendisine sayg\u0131lar\u0131m\u0131 iletin!\u201d<\/p>\n
Gregor, ne dedi\u011finin bile fark\u0131nda olmaks\u0131z\u0131n, b\u00fct\u00fcn bunlar\u0131 bir \u00e7\u0131rp\u0131da s\u00f6ylerken, bir yandan da, herhalde yatakta edinmi\u015f oldu\u011fu becerinin yard\u0131m\u0131yla, hafiften komodine yakla\u015fm\u0131\u015ft\u0131 ve \u015fimdi ona tutunarak do\u011frulmaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131yordu. Niyeti ger\u00e7ekten kap\u0131y\u0131 a\u00e7mak, kendini ger\u00e7ekten g\u00f6sterip M\u00fcd\u00fcr Bey\u2019le konu\u015fmakt\u0131; \u015fimdi kendisini o denli isteyenlerin, durumunu g\u00f6rd\u00fcklerinde ne diyeceklerini \u00e7ok merak ediyordu. Korktuklar\u0131 taktirde Gregor\u2019da sorumluluktan kurtulacakt\u0131 ve o zaman art\u0131k sakinle\u015febilirdi.<\/p>\n
Ama her \u015feyi so\u011fukkanl\u0131l\u0131kla kar\u015f\u0131lad\u0131klar\u0131 takdirde de Gregor\u2019un heyecanlanmas\u0131na gerek yoktu ve acele ederse, ger\u00e7ekten saat sekizde garda olabilirdi. Ba\u015flang\u0131\u00e7ta komodinin d\u00fcmd\u00fcz y\u00fczeyinden birka\u00e7 kez kayd\u0131, ama son bir hamlenin ard\u0131ndan do\u011frulup dik durmay\u0131 ba\u015fard\u0131; g\u00f6vdesinin alt b\u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fcndeki yak\u0131c\u0131 ac\u0131lara art\u0131k ald\u0131rm\u0131yordu. Kendini yak\u0131n\u0131ndaki bir sandalyenin arkal\u0131\u011f\u0131na do\u011fru b\u0131rakt\u0131 ve minik bacaklar\u0131yla arkal\u0131\u011f\u0131n kenarlar\u0131na s\u0131ms\u0131k\u0131 tutundu. B\u00f6yle yap\u0131nca art\u0131k kendi kendisine de egemen olmu\u015ftu; M\u00fcd\u00fcr Bey\u2019in sesi geldi\u011fi i\u00e7in, hi\u00e7 k\u0131p\u0131rdanmadan dinlemeye koyuldu.<\/p>\n
\u201cTek s\u00f6zc\u00fck anlad\u0131n\u0131z m\u0131 s\u00f6ylediklerinden?\u201d diye soruyordu M\u00fcd\u00fcr Bey annesiyle babas\u0131na, \u201cyoksa bizimle alay m\u0131 ediyor?\u201d \u201cTanr\u0131 a\u015fk\u0131na,\u201d diye ba\u011f\u0131rd\u0131 art\u0131k a\u011flamaya ba\u015flam\u0131\u015f olan annesi, \u201cbelki de a\u011f\u0131r hasta ve biz burada durmu\u015f, ona ac\u0131 \u00e7ektirmekteyiz. Grete ! Grete!\u201d diye seslendi sonra. \u201cNe var anne?\u201d diye yan\u0131t verdi k\u0131zkarde\u015fi \u00f6teki odadan. Aralar\u0131nda Gregor\u2019un odas\u0131 vard\u0131. \u201cHemen doktora ko\u015fmal\u0131s\u0131n. Gregor hasta. \u00c7abuk \u00e7a\u011f\u0131r doktoru. Gregor\u2019u \u015fimdi konu\u015furken duydun mu?\u201d \u201cDuydu\u011fumuz, bir hayvan sesiydi,\u201d dedi M\u00fcd\u00fcr Bey, sesi annenin \u00e7\u0131\u011fl\u0131klar\u0131yla kar\u015f\u0131la\u015ft\u0131r\u0131ld\u0131\u011f\u0131nda, dikkati \u00e7ekecek denli al\u00e7akt\u0131.<\/p>\n
Baba, holden mutfa\u011fa do\u011fru: \u201cAnna! Anna!\u201d diye seslendi ve ellerini \u00e7\u0131rpt\u0131, \u201c\u00e7abuk bir \u00e7ilingir \u00e7a\u011f\u0131r\u0131n!\u201d Ve iki k\u0131z, h\u0131\u015f\u0131rdayan etekleriyle holden ko\u015farak ge\u00e7ip \u2013k\u0131zkarde\u015fi nas\u0131l da \u00e7abuk giyinebilmi\u015fti b\u00f6yle ?- evin kap\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7t\u0131lar. Kap\u0131n\u0131n kapand\u0131\u011f\u0131 duyulmad\u0131; herhalde b\u00fcy\u00fck bir felaketle kar\u015f\u0131la\u015fan evlerde adet oldu\u011fu \u00fczere, kap\u0131y\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131k b\u0131rakm\u0131\u015f olacaklard\u0131.<\/p>\n
Gregor ise \u015fimdi \u00e7ok daha dingindi. Demek s\u00f6ylediklerini anlam\u0131yorlard\u0131 art\u0131k; oysa kendisine, belki de kula\u011f\u0131 al\u0131\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131 i\u00e7in, \u015fimdi sabah oldu\u011fundan daha, hem de \u00e7ok daha net gelmekteydi. Ama Gregor\u2019un pek iyi olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131na inan\u0131yorlard\u0131 ve ona yard\u0131m etmeye haz\u0131rd\u0131lar; bu da epey bir i\u015f demekti. \u0130lk \u00f6nlemlerden yans\u0131yan kararl\u0131l\u0131k ve g\u00fcven, i\u00e7ini rahatlatm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Kendini yeniden insanlar\u0131n aras\u0131na al\u0131nm\u0131\u015f duyumsamaktayd\u0131 ve her ikisinden, doktordan ve \u00e7ilingirden, asl\u0131nda aralar\u0131nda tam bir ayr\u0131m g\u00f6zetmeksizin, b\u00fcy\u00fck ve \u015fa\u015f\u0131rt\u0131c\u0131 ba\u015far\u0131lar beklemekteydi.<\/p>\n
Yakla\u015fmakta olan \u00f6nemli konu\u015fmalar s\u0131ras\u0131nda sesinin elden geldi\u011fince anla\u015f\u0131l\u0131r olmas\u0131n\u0131 sa\u011flamak i\u00e7in biraz \u00f6ks\u00fcrd\u00fc, ancak bunu da olabildi\u011fince az ses \u00e7\u0131karmaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015farak yapt\u0131, \u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc b\u00fcy\u00fck bir olas\u0131l\u0131kla bu g\u00fcr\u00fclt\u00fc de bir insan \u00f6ks\u00fcr\u00fc\u011f\u00fcnden ba\u015fka her \u015feye benzeyecekti ve Gregor bu konuda kendisi bir yarg\u0131ya varmaya art\u0131k cesaret edemiyordu. Bu arada yandaki oda tam bir sessizli\u011fe g\u00f6m\u00fclm\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc. Belki annesiyle babas\u0131 M\u00fcd\u00fcr Bey\u2019le birlikte masan\u0131n ba\u015f\u0131na oturmu\u015f, gizliden f\u0131s\u0131lda\u015fmaktayd\u0131lar, veya hepsi birden kulaklar\u0131n\u0131 kap\u0131ya dayam\u0131\u015f, dinliyor olabilirlerdi.<\/p>\n
Gregor, koltukla birlikte a\u011f\u0131r a\u011f\u0131r kap\u0131ya do\u011fru s\u00fcr\u00fcklendi, oraya var\u0131nca koltu\u011fu b\u0131rakt\u0131, kendini kap\u0131ya do\u011fru att\u0131, tutunarak dik durdu \u2013 minik ayaklar\u0131n\u0131n tabanlar\u0131nda biraz yap\u0131\u015fkan madde vard\u0131; bulundu\u011fu yerde, harcad\u0131\u011f\u0131 onca \u00e7aban\u0131n ard\u0131ndan biraz dinlendi. Ama sonra hemen kilitteki anahtar\u0131 a\u011fz\u0131yla \u00e7evirmeye koyuldu. Ancak g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fc\u015fe bak\u0131l\u0131rsa a\u011fz\u0131, ne yaz\u0131k ki normal di\u015flerden yoksundu -, di\u015fleri olmay\u0131nca da anahtar\u0131 neyle tutacakt\u0131? \u2013 buna kar\u015f\u0131l\u0131k \u00e7eneleri, do\u011fal olarak \u00e7ok g\u00fc\u00e7l\u00fcyd\u00fc; onlar\u0131n yard\u0131m\u0131yla anahtar\u0131 ger\u00e7ekten de harekete ge\u00e7irdi ve bu arada, her ne kadar ald\u0131rmad\u0131ysa da, kendine zarar verdi\u011fi kesindi, \u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc a\u011fz\u0131ndan gelen kahverengi bir s\u0131v\u0131, anahtar\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcnden ak\u0131p yere damlamaya ba\u015flam\u0131\u015ft\u0131.<\/p>\n
\u201cDinleyin,\u201d dedi yandaki odada bulunan M\u00fcd\u00fcr Bey, \u201canahtar\u0131 \u00e7eviriyor.\u201d Bunu duymak, Gregor\u2019u \u00e7ok y\u00fcreklendirdi; ama asl\u0131nda ona herkesin seslenmesi gerekirdi, annesiyle babas\u0131 da: \u2018Haydi, Gregor!\u2019 diye ba\u011f\u0131rmal\u0131yd\u0131lar, \u2018sak\u0131n b\u0131rakma, hep kilide do\u011fru bast\u0131r!\u2019 Ve Gregor, \u00e7abalar\u0131n\u0131 herkesin b\u00fcy\u00fck bir co\u015fkuyla izledi\u011fini d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnerek, kendinden ge\u00e7mi\u015f\u00e7esine var g\u00fcc\u00fcyle anahtar\u0131 \u0131s\u0131rmaktayd\u0131. Anahtar\u0131n d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015f\u00fc ilerledik\u00e7e, o da kilidin \u00e7evresinde dans eder gibi hareketler yap\u0131yordu; \u015fimdi art\u0131k kendini yaln\u0131zca a\u011fz\u0131yla dik tutuyordu ve duruma g\u00f6re ya anahtara as\u0131l\u0131yor, ya da g\u00f6vdesinin t\u00fcm a\u011f\u0131rl\u0131\u011f\u0131yla \u00fcst\u00fcne aban\u0131yordu. Sonunda a\u00e7\u0131labilen kilidin \u00e7\u0131kard\u0131\u011f\u0131 ses, Gregor\u2019u tam anlam\u0131yla kendine getirdi. Derin bir soluk alarak; \u2018\u00c7ilingirsiz yapt\u0131m bu i\u015fi,\u2019 diye s\u00f6ylendi ve kap\u0131y\u0131 tamamen a\u00e7mak i\u00e7in ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 tokma\u011fa dayad\u0131.<\/p>\n
Gregor\u2019un duru\u015f bi\u00e7iminden \u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fc, kap\u0131 iyice a\u00e7\u0131ld\u0131ktan sonra bile d\u0131\u015far\u0131dakiler onu hemen g\u00f6remediler. \u015eimdi Gregor\u2019un kap\u0131n\u0131n kanatlar\u0131ndan birinin \u00e7evresini yava\u015ftan dolanmas\u0131 gerekiyordu ve daha odaya ad\u0131m atmazdan \u00f6nce s\u0131rt\u00fcst\u00fc yuvarlanmak istemiyorsa e\u011fer, bu i\u015fi \u00e7ok dikkatle yapmak zorundayd\u0131. Hen\u00fcz bu g\u00fc\u00e7 hareketle u\u011fra\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131, dolay\u0131s\u0131yla da ba\u015fka \u015fey d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnmeye meydan bulamad\u0131\u011f\u0131 bir s\u0131rada, M\u00fcd\u00fcr Bey\u2019in y\u00fcksek sesle \u201cOh!\u201d dedi\u011fini duydu \u2013 h\u0131zl\u0131 esen r\u00fczgar\u0131n sesi gibi gelmi\u015fti bu kula\u011f\u0131na -, sonra kendisi de g\u00f6rd\u00fc; i\u00e7erdekiler aras\u0131nda kap\u0131ya en yak\u0131n duran M\u00fcd\u00fcr Bey, elini a\u00e7\u0131k olan a\u011fz\u0131na bast\u0131rm\u0131\u015f, sanki hep ayn\u0131 kalan bir g\u00fc\u00e7 taraf\u0131ndan s\u00fcr\u00fcklenircesine a\u011f\u0131r a\u011f\u0131r geri \u00e7ekilmekteydi.<\/p>\n
Annesi \u2013 M\u00fcd\u00fcr Bey\u2019in gelmi\u015f olmas\u0131na kar\u015f\u0131n, sa\u00e7lar\u0131 hala yataktan kalkt\u0131\u011f\u0131 andaki gibi da\u011f\u0131n\u0131k ve kabar\u0131kt\u0131 \u2013 ellerini kavu\u015fturup \u00f6nce kocas\u0131na bakt\u0131, sonra Gregor\u2019a do\u011fru iki ad\u0131m at\u0131p, \u00e7evresine yay\u0131lan eteklerinin ortas\u0131na \u00e7\u00f6kt\u00fc, bu arada y\u00fcz\u00fc hi\u00e7 g\u00f6z\u00fckmeyecek bi\u00e7imde g\u00f6\u011fs\u00fcne g\u00f6m\u00fclm\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc. Babas\u0131, sanki Gregor\u2019u yine odas\u0131na kovmak istiyormu\u015f gibi d\u00fc\u015fmanca bir ifadeyle yumruklar\u0131n\u0131 s\u0131kt\u0131, sonra ne yapaca\u011f\u0131na karar verememi\u015f\u00e7esine oturma odas\u0131nda \u00e7evresine bak\u0131nd\u0131, en sonunda da ellerini y\u00fcz\u00fcne kapat\u0131p, g\u00fc\u00e7l\u00fc g\u00f6\u011fs\u00fcn\u00fc sarsan h\u0131\u00e7k\u0131r\u0131klarla a\u011flamaya ba\u015flad\u0131.<\/p>\n
Gregor odaya hi\u00e7 girmeyerek, kap\u0131n\u0131n kapal\u0131 duran kanad\u0131na i\u00e7erden yasland\u0131, b\u00f6ylece yaln\u0131z g\u00f6vdesinin yar\u0131s\u0131 ve \u00f6tekilere bakmak i\u00e7in yana e\u011fmi\u015f oldu\u011fu kafas\u0131 g\u00f6z\u00fckmekteydi. Bu arada ortal\u0131k daha ayd\u0131nlanm\u0131\u015ft\u0131; caddenin \u00f6teki yan\u0131nda bulunan, sonsuza do\u011fru uzan\u0131p gidiyormu\u015f izlenimini uyand\u0131ran kur\u015fun rengi yap\u0131dan \u2013 bu, bir hastaneydi \u2013 bir kesit, yap\u0131n\u0131n y\u00fczeyini sert bir bi\u00e7imde kesen d\u00fczenli pencereleriyle a\u00e7\u0131k se\u00e7ik g\u00f6r\u00fcnmekteydi; ya\u011fmur daha kesilmemi\u015fti, ama bu iri, tek tek se\u00e7ilebilen ve topra\u011fa da s\u00f6zc\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn tam anlam\u0131yla teker teker d\u00fc\u015fen damlalardan olu\u015fma bir ya\u011fmurdu. Kahvalt\u0131 i\u00e7in kullan\u0131lan tabaklar\u0131n say\u0131s\u0131 masada epey kabar\u0131kt\u0131, \u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc Gregor\u2019un babas\u0131 i\u00e7in kahvalt\u0131, g\u00fcn\u00fcn en \u00f6nemli sofras\u0131yd\u0131; adam \u00e7e\u015fitli gazeteleri okuyarak bu sofray\u0131 saatlerce uzat\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n
Tam kar\u015f\u0131daki duvarda Gregor\u2019un bir askerlik resmi as\u0131l\u0131yd\u0131; resimde Gregor eli k\u0131l\u0131c\u0131nda, dudaklar\u0131nda kayg\u0131s\u0131z bir g\u00fcl\u00fcmsemeyle, kendisine ve \u00fcniformas\u0131na sayg\u0131 g\u00f6sterilmesini bekleyen bir te\u011fmendi. Hole a\u00e7\u0131lan kap\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131kt\u0131, oradan evin a\u00e7\u0131k duran kap\u0131s\u0131yla, bu kap\u0131n\u0131n sahanl\u0131\u011f\u0131 ve a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 inen merdivenin ba\u015f\u0131 g\u00f6z\u00fck\u00fcyordu.<\/p>\n
\u201c\u015eimdi,\u201d diye konu\u015fmaya ba\u015flad\u0131 Gregor, orada so\u011fukkanl\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 koruyabilmi\u015f tek insan oldu\u011funun bilincindeydi, \u201chemen giyinece\u011fim, kuma\u015f \u00f6rneklerini toplay\u0131p yola \u00e7\u0131kaca\u011f\u0131m. \u0130stiyor musunuz, izin verecek misiniz gitmeme? G\u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn\u00fcz gibi, M\u00fcd\u00fcr Bey, ben inat\u00e7\u0131 falan de\u011filim ve \u00e7al\u0131\u015fmay\u0131 da seviyorum; yolculuk ger\u00e7i yorucu bir \u015fey, ama yolculuklar olmasayd\u0131 ya\u015fayamazd\u0131m. Nereye gidiyorsunuz M\u00fcd\u00fcr Bey? Ma\u011fazaya m\u0131? Efendim? Her \u015feyi oldu\u011fu gibi anlatacak m\u0131s\u0131n\u0131z? \u0130nsan belli bir anda \u00e7al\u0131\u015famayacak durumda olabilir, ama o insan\u0131n ge\u00e7mi\u015fteki hizmetlerini an\u0131msamak ve engel ortadan kalkt\u0131ktan sonra hi\u00e7 ku\u015fkusuz daha b\u00fcy\u00fck ve yo\u011fun bir \u00e7aba g\u00f6sterece\u011fini d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnmek i\u00e7in en uygun olan zaman da i\u015fte o and\u0131r. Say\u0131n patrona \u00e7ok \u015fey bor\u00e7luyum, bunu siz de iyi bilmektesiniz.<\/p>\n
\u00d6te yandan annemle babamdan ve k\u0131zkarde\u015fimden de ben sorumluyum. G\u00fc\u00e7 bir durumday\u0131m, ama yine d\u00fczl\u00fc\u011fe \u00e7\u0131kaca\u011f\u0131m. Siz de l\u00fctfen durumumu oldu\u011fundan da g\u00fc\u00e7le\u015ftirmeyin. Firmada benden yana olun! Gezginci tak\u0131m\u0131 sevilmez, biliyorum bunu. Bol para kazand\u0131klar\u0131 ve g\u00fczel bir ya\u015fam s\u00fcrd\u00fckleri san\u0131l\u0131r. Bu \u00f6nyarg\u0131 \u00fczerinde biraz daha d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnmeye ise gerek duyulmaz. Ama siz, say\u0131n M\u00fcd\u00fcr Bey, siz ko\u015fullar\u0131 \u00f6teki personelden daha iyi bilmektesiniz, hatta aram\u0131zda kals\u0131n ama, say\u0131n patrondan bile daha iyi bilmektesiniz; o bir i\u015fadam\u0131 olarak, \u00e7al\u0131\u015fanlara ili\u015fkin yarg\u0131s\u0131nda kolayl\u0131kla yan\u0131lg\u0131ya s\u00fcr\u00fcklenebilir.<\/p>\n
Ayr\u0131ca yine \u00e7ok iyi bilirsiniz ki, gezginci bir pazarlamac\u0131n\u0131n, hemen b\u00fct\u00fcn bir y\u0131l boyunca i\u015fyerinden uzakta olmas\u0131 nedeniyle, dedikodulara, rastlant\u0131lara ve temelsiz su\u00e7lamalara kurban gitmesi \u00e7ok kolayd\u0131r; bunlara kar\u015f\u0131 kendini savunabilmesi de t\u00fcm\u00fcyle olanaks\u0131zd\u0131r, \u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc \u00e7o\u011fu kez bunlar\u0131n hi\u00e7 birinden haberi olmaz ve ancak yolculu\u011funu tamamlay\u0131p yorgun arg\u0131n evine d\u00f6nd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcnde, b\u00fct\u00fcn bunlar\u0131n k\u00f6t\u00fc ve nedenlerine inilebilmesi art\u0131k olanaks\u0131z sonu\u00e7lar\u0131ndan do\u011frudan etkilenir. Say\u0131n M\u00fcd\u00fcr Bey, bana en az\u0131ndan biraz hak verdi\u011finizi g\u00f6steren bir s\u00f6z s\u00f6ylemeden gitmeyin!\u201d<\/p>\n
Ama M\u00fcd\u00fcr Bey, daha Gregor konu\u015fmaya ba\u015flar ba\u015flamaz ona arkas\u0131n\u0131 d\u00f6nm\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc ve \u015fimdi Gregor\u2019a yaln\u0131z titreyen omuzlar\u0131n\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcnden bakmaktayd\u0131, dudaklar\u0131 aralanm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Gregor konu\u015furken bir an bile yerinde durmam\u0131\u015f, bak\u0131\u015flar\u0131n\u0131 ondan ay\u0131rmaks\u0131z\u0131n, sanki odadan \u00e7\u0131kmas\u0131na ili\u015fkin gizli bir yasak varm\u0131\u015f gibi, \u00e7ok a\u011f\u0131r ad\u0131mlarla kap\u0131ya do\u011fru \u00e7ekilmi\u015fti. \u015eimdi hole varm\u0131\u015ft\u0131 bile ve aya\u011f\u0131n\u0131 oturma odas\u0131ndan \u00e7ekerken yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131 ani hareketi g\u00f6ren, taban\u0131n\u0131 yakm\u0131\u015f oldu\u011funu san\u0131rd\u0131. Hole vard\u0131\u011f\u0131nda sa\u011f elini merdivene uzatm\u0131\u015ft\u0131; sanki orada kendisini insan\u00fcst\u00fc g\u00fc\u00e7lerden kaynaklanacak bir kurtulu\u015f beklemekteydi.<\/p>\n
Gregor, M\u00fcd\u00fcr Bey\u2019in bu halde gitmesine izin verdi\u011fi takdirde, firmadaki i\u015fini \u00e7ok b\u00fcy\u00fck bir tehlikeye sokaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 anlad\u0131. Annesiyle babas\u0131 b\u00fct\u00fcn bunlar\u0131 pek iyi anlayam\u0131yorlard\u0131, aradan ge\u00e7en uzun y\u0131llar boyunca Gregor\u2019un bu i\u015finde ya\u015fam\u0131 boyunca g\u00fcvence alt\u0131nda oldu\u011fu inanc\u0131na varm\u0131\u015flard\u0131 ve \u015fimdi de kendilerini anl\u0131k sorunlara o denli vermi\u015flerdi ki, ilersini g\u00f6rebilmekten t\u00fcm\u00fcyle uzakt\u0131lar. Ama Gregor ilersini g\u00f6rebiliyordu. M\u00fcd\u00fcr Bey\u2019in al\u0131konmas\u0131, yat\u0131\u015ft\u0131r\u0131lmas\u0131, inand\u0131r\u0131lmas\u0131 ve son olarak da kazan\u0131lmas\u0131 gerekiyordu; Gregor\u2019un ve ailesinin gelece\u011fi buna ba\u011fl\u0131yd\u0131! Ke\u015fke k\u0131zkarde\u015fi odada olsayd\u0131! Ak\u0131ll\u0131 bir k\u0131zd\u0131 o; daha Gregor sakin sakin s\u0131rt\u00fcst\u00fc yatarken a\u011flamaya ba\u015flam\u0131\u015ft\u0131.<\/p>\n
Ve kad\u0131nlarla aras\u0131 pek iyi olan M\u00fcd\u00fcr Bey, hi\u00e7 ku\u015fkusuz k\u0131zkarde\u015finin d\u00fcmen suyunda giderdi; k\u0131zkarde\u015fi evin kap\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 kapat\u0131r ve holde M\u00fcd\u00fcr Bey\u2019in kokusunu yat\u0131\u015ft\u0131r\u0131rd\u0131. Gelgelelim k\u0131zkarde\u015fi burada de\u011fildi ve Gregor\u2019un harekete ge\u00e7mesi gerekiyoru. Ve Gregor,o anda ne \u00f6l\u00e7\u00fcde hareket edebilece\u011fini hen\u00fcz hi\u00e7 bilmedi\u011fini d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnmeksizin, biraz \u00f6nce yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131 konu\u015fman\u0131n herhalde, dahas\u0131 \u00e7ok b\u00fcy\u00fck bir olas\u0131l\u0131kla yine anla\u015f\u0131lmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 da d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnmeksizin, a\u00e7\u0131k duran kap\u0131dan kendini itti; niyeti, sahanl\u0131ktaki parmakl\u0131klara g\u00fcl\u00fcn\u00e7 bir g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcm olu\u015fturacak bi\u00e7imde, iki eliyle birden s\u0131ms\u0131k\u0131 tutunmu\u015f olan M\u00fcd\u00fcr Bey\u2019in yan\u0131na gitmekti; ama ne var ki hemen o anda bir destek arayarak ve k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck bir \u00e7\u0131\u011fl\u0131kla ayaklar\u0131n\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcne d\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc.<\/p>\n
D\u00fc\u015fer d\u00fc\u015fmez de o sabah ilk kez olmak \u00fczere bedeninde bir rahatlama duydu; minik bacaklar\u0131, basacak sa\u011flam bir zemine kavu\u015fmu\u015ftu; Gregor, bacaklar\u0131n\u0131 art\u0131k denetleyebildi\u011fini sevin\u00e7le ayr\u0131msad\u0131; dahas\u0131 onu istedi\u011fi yere ta\u015f\u0131mak i\u00e7in can atmaktayd\u0131lar; ve Gregor art\u0131k b\u00fct\u00fcn ac\u0131lar\u0131n kesinlikle ve hemen son bulaca\u011f\u0131na bile inanmaya ba\u015flam\u0131\u015ft\u0131.<\/p>\n
Ama tam o anda, Gregor hareketlerini dizginlemeye \u00e7abalad\u0131\u011f\u0131 i\u00e7in yalpa vurarak annesinin tam kar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda, yak\u0131n\u0131nda yerde yatarken, t\u00fcm\u00fcyle kendi d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcncelerine dalm\u0131\u015f gibi g\u00f6z\u00fcken annesi ans\u0131z\u0131n havaya s\u0131\u00e7rad\u0131, kollar\u0131n\u0131 iki yana a\u00e7\u0131p parmaklar\u0131n\u0131 gererek hayk\u0131rd\u0131: \u201c\u0130mdat, Tanr\u0131 a\u015fk\u0131na, imdat!\u201d; ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 sanki Gregor\u2019u daha iyi g\u00f6rmek istiyormu\u015f gibi e\u011fmi\u015fti, ama bu durumuyla anlams\u0131z bir \u00e7eli\u015fki olu\u015fturarak h\u0131zla gerisin geriye gitti; arkas\u0131nda kurulu sofran\u0131n durdu\u011funu unutmu\u015ftu; masan\u0131n yan\u0131na vard\u0131\u011f\u0131nda, sanki dalg\u0131nl\u0131ktan olmu\u015f gibi \u00fcst\u00fcne oturuverdi; yan\u0131nda devrilen kahveli\u011fin i\u00e7indeki kahvenin oldu\u011fu gibi hal\u0131ya d\u00f6k\u00fcld\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn\u00fc fark etmemi\u015f gibiydi.<\/p>\n
Gregor al\u00e7ak sesle: \u201cAnne, anne,\u201d diyerek bak\u0131\u015flar\u0131n\u0131 annesine kald\u0131rd\u0131. M\u00fcd\u00fcr Bey\u2019i bir an i\u00e7in unutmu\u015ftu; buna kar\u015f\u0131l\u0131k yere akan kahvenin g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fc\u015f\u00fc kar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda, bo\u015flukta bir \u015feyler yakalamak istiyormu\u015f\u00e7as\u0131na \u00e7enelerini birka\u00e7 kez a\u00e7\u0131p kapamaktan kendini alamad\u0131. Bunun \u00fczerine annesi yine ba\u011f\u0131rd\u0131, masan\u0131n yan\u0131ndan ka\u00e7t\u0131 ve kendisine do\u011fru ko\u015fan baban\u0131n kollar\u0131 aras\u0131na d\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc. Ama Gregor\u2019un \u015fimdi annesiyle babas\u0131na ay\u0131racak zaman\u0131 yoktu; M\u00fcd\u00fcr Bey, merdivene varm\u0131\u015ft\u0131 bile; \u00e7enesini korkulu\u011fa dayayarak son bir kez arkas\u0131na bakt\u0131. Gregor ona yeti\u015fmeyi iyice sa\u011flama alabilmek i\u00e7in bir hamle yapmaya haz\u0131rland\u0131; M\u00fcd\u00fcr Bey bir \u015feyler sezmi\u015f olmal\u0131yd\u0131, \u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc bir s\u0131\u00e7ray\u0131\u015fta birka\u00e7 basama\u011f\u0131 birden a\u015ft\u0131 ve g\u00f6zden kayboldu. Bu arada hala \u201cHu!\u201d diye ba\u011f\u0131r\u0131yor ve sesi b\u00fct\u00fcn merdiven bo\u015flu\u011funda yank\u0131lan\u0131yordu.<\/p>\n
Ne yaz\u0131k ki M\u00fcd\u00fcr Bey\u2019in bu ka\u00e7\u0131\u015f\u0131, o zaman de\u011fin bir \u00f6l\u00e7\u00fcde kendini tutabilmi\u015f olan babaya da art\u0131k ne yapaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 \u015fa\u015f\u0131rtm\u0131\u015ft\u0131, \u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc adam M\u00fcd\u00fcr Bey\u2019in arkas\u0131ndan ko\u015facak veya en az\u0131ndan Gregor\u2019un onu izlemesini engelleyecek yerde, sa\u011f eliyle M\u00fcd\u00fcr Bey\u2019in \u015fapkas\u0131 ve pard\u00f6s\u00fcs\u00fcyle birlikte sandalyelerden birinin \u00fcst\u00fcnde unutmu\u015f oldu\u011fu bastonunu kapt\u0131, sol eliyle de masadan b\u00fcy\u00fck bir gazete ald\u0131 ve ayaklar\u0131n\u0131 yere vurarak, bastonu ve gazeteyi de sallayarak Gregor\u2019u yine odas\u0131na kovmaya ba\u015flad\u0131. Gregor\u2019un yalvarmalar\u0131 para etmedi, zaten bu yalvarmalar anla\u015f\u0131lmad\u0131 bile; boynunu ne denli ac\u0131nd\u0131r\u0131c\u0131 bir bi\u00e7imde b\u00fckerse b\u00fcks\u00fcn, bu babas\u0131n\u0131n ayaklar\u0131n\u0131 yere daha \u015fiddetle vurmas\u0131ndan ba\u015fkaca bir sonu\u00e7 do\u011furmad\u0131.<\/p>\n
\u00d6tede annesi, serin havaya kar\u015f\u0131n pencerelerden birini ard\u0131na de\u011fin a\u00e7m\u0131\u015ft\u0131 ve iyice d\u0131\u015far\u0131 sark\u0131p, y\u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc ellerine g\u00f6mm\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc. Sokakla merdiven sahanl\u0131\u011f\u0131 aras\u0131nda g\u00fc\u00e7l\u00fc bir hava ak\u0131m\u0131 olu\u015fmu\u015ftu, perdeler havalan\u0131yor, masan\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcndeki gazeteler h\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131yor, tek tek sayfalar yerde u\u00e7u\u015fuyordu. Baba, kovalamas\u0131n\u0131 ac\u0131mas\u0131zca s\u00fcrd\u00fcrmekte ve bir vah\u015fi gibi tiz sesler \u00e7\u0131kartmaktayd\u0131.<\/p>\n
\u00d6te yandan Gregor\u2019da hen\u00fcz geri geri gitmenin acemisiydi ve ger\u00e7ekten \u00e7ok a\u011f\u0131r y\u00fcr\u00fcyebiliyordu. D\u00f6nmesine yetecek kadar zaman verilseydi e\u011fer, hemen odas\u0131na gidebilirdi, ama zaman al\u0131c\u0131 d\u00f6nme eylemiyle babas\u0131n\u0131n sabr\u0131n\u0131 ta\u015f\u0131rmaktan korkuyordu, babas\u0131n\u0131n elindeki sopadan s\u0131rt\u0131na veya ba\u015f\u0131na \u00f6ld\u00fcr\u00fcc\u00fc bir darbenin inmesi tehlikesiyle de her an kar\u015f\u0131 kar\u015f\u0131yayd\u0131. Ne var ki sonunda yapabilecek ba\u015fka bir \u015feyi kalmad\u0131, \u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc geri geri \u00e7ekilirken do\u011fru y\u00f6ne bile gidemedi\u011fini deh\u015fetle fark etmi\u015fti; bu nedenle babas\u0131na s\u00fcrekli ve korku i\u00e7ersinde yan yan bakarak olabildi\u011fince \u00e7abuk, ger\u00e7ekte ise son derece a\u011f\u0131r bir tempoyla d\u00f6nmeye koyuldu.
kafka -d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015f\u00fcm
Babas\u0131 belki de iyi niyetini anlam\u0131\u015ft\u0131, \u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc bu d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015f hareketi s\u0131ras\u0131nda Gregor\u2019u rahats\u0131z etmedi\u011fi gibi, zaman zaman uzaktan bastonunun ucuyla hareketin y\u00f6n\u00fcn\u00fc bile saptad\u0131. Bir de \u00e7\u0131kartt\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u015fu tiz ses olmasayd\u0131! Bu ses y\u00fcz\u00fcnden Gregor hi\u00e7bir \u015fey d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnemez olmu\u015ftu. D\u00f6nmeyi neredeyse t\u00fcm\u00fcyle ba\u015farm\u0131\u015fken, hep o tiz sese kulak vermesi y\u00fcz\u00fcnden yolunu bile \u015fa\u015f\u0131rd\u0131 ve yeniden biraz geriye d\u00f6nd\u00fc. Sonunda kafas\u0131 sa\u011f salim a\u00e7\u0131k duran kap\u0131n\u0131n \u00f6n\u00fcne vard\u0131\u011f\u0131nda, g\u00f6vdesinin kap\u0131dan \u00f6yle kolayl\u0131kla ge\u00e7emeyecek kadar geni\u015f oldu\u011fu anla\u015f\u0131ld\u0131. Gregor\u2019a yeterli ge\u00e7ecek yer sa\u011flamak i\u00e7in \u00f6rne\u011fin kap\u0131n\u0131n \u00f6teki kanad\u0131n\u0131 da a\u00e7mak, o andaki ruhsal durumu nedeniyle do\u011fal olarak babas\u0131n\u0131n akl\u0131n\u0131n ucundan bile ge\u00e7medi. Onun kafas\u0131ndaki tek saplant\u0131, Gregor\u2019un olabildi\u011fince \u00e7abuk odas\u0131na d\u00f6nmesiydi.<\/p>\n
Gregor\u2019un do\u011frulmak ve belki de b\u00f6ylece kap\u0131dan ge\u00e7meyi ba\u015farmak i\u00e7in gereksindi\u011fi ayr\u0131nt\u0131l\u0131 haz\u0131rl\u0131klar\u0131 yapmas\u0131na babas\u0131 asla izin vermeyecekti. \u0130zin vermek \u015f\u00f6yle dursun, sanki ge\u00e7mesine hi\u00e7bir engel yokmu\u015f gibi, b\u00fcy\u00fck g\u00fcr\u00fclt\u00fcler \u00e7\u0131kararak Gregor\u2019u ilerlemeye zorlamaktayd\u0131; art\u0131k Gregor\u2019un arkas\u0131nda, gelen seslere bak\u0131l\u0131rsa, sanki bir de\u011fil, ama bir s\u00fcr\u00fc baba vard\u0131; \u015fimdi i\u015fin \u015faka g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcr yan\u0131 kalmam\u0131\u015ft\u0131 ve Gregor \u2013 ne olaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnmeksizin \u2013 kendini kap\u0131dan ge\u00e7meye zorlad\u0131.<\/p>\n
G\u00f6vdesinin bir yan\u0131 havaya kalkt\u0131; Gregor kap\u0131n\u0131n a\u011fz\u0131nda \u00e7arp\u0131k konumdayd\u0131, bir yan\u0131 oldu\u011fu gibi s\u0131yr\u0131lm\u0131\u015ft\u0131, beyaz kap\u0131n\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcnde \u00e7irkin lekeler kalm\u0131\u015ft\u0131, bir an sonra Gregor kap\u0131ya s\u0131k\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015ft\u0131 ve art\u0131k salt kendi g\u00fcc\u00fcyle yerinden k\u0131p\u0131rdayabilmesi olanaks\u0131zd\u0131; g\u00f6vdesinin bir yan\u0131ndaki minik bacaklar havada titrerken, \u00f6te yan\u0131ndakiler ac\u0131 verecek kerte yere yap\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015ft\u0131 ; tam bu s\u0131rada babas\u0131 arkas\u0131ndan ger\u00e7ekten kurtar\u0131c\u0131 bir darbe indirdi ve Gregor \u015fiddetli bir kanamayla birlikte odan\u0131n ortas\u0131na u\u00e7tu. Kap\u0131n\u0131n bastonla itilip kapanmas\u0131ndan \u00e7\u0131kan ses de duyuldu, ondan sonra ortal\u0131k nihayet sessizli\u011fe g\u00f6m\u00fcld\u00fc.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
Gregor Samsa bir sabah bunalt\u0131c\u0131 d\u00fc\u015flerden uyand\u0131\u011f\u0131nda, kendini yata\u011f\u0131nda dev bir b\u00f6ce\u011fe d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015f olarak buldu. Z\u0131rh gibi sertle\u015fmi\u015f s\u0131rt\u0131n\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcnde yatmaktayd\u0131 ve ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 biraz kald\u0131rd\u0131\u011f\u0131nda bir kubbe gibi \u015fi\u015fmi\u015f, kahverengi, sertle\u015fen k\u0131s\u0131mlar\u0131n olu\u015fturdu\u011fu yay bi\u00e7imi \u00e7izgilerle parsellere ayr\u0131lm\u0131\u015f karn\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00fcyordu; karn\u0131n\u0131n tepesindeki yorgan neredeyse t\u00fcm\u00fcyle yere kaymak \u00fczereydi ve tutunabilece\u011fi hi\u00e7bir nokta kalmam\u0131\u015f gibiydi. G\u00f6vdesinin […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[138],"tags":[],"class_list":{"0":"post-4653","1":"post","2":"type-post","3":"status-publish","4":"format-standard","6":"category-edebiyat-dunya"},"yoast_head":"\n
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