{"id":4689,"date":"2010-09-06T10:49:56","date_gmt":"2010-09-06T07:49:56","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/localhost\/wordpress\/2010\/09\/06\/yalnzca-derin-uykuya-dalm-kuecuek-bir-denizkz-uzanm-yatyordu-oscar-wilde\/"},"modified":"2010-09-06T10:49:56","modified_gmt":"2010-09-06T07:49:56","slug":"yalnzca-derin-uykuya-dalm-kuecuek-bir-denizkz-uzanm-yatyordu-oscar-wilde","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/narteks.net\/index.php\/2010\/09\/06\/yalnzca-derin-uykuya-dalm-kuecuek-bir-denizkz-uzanm-yatyordu-oscar-wilde\/","title":{"rendered":"Yaln\u0131zca derin uykuya dalm\u0131\u015f k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck bir denizk\u0131z\u0131 uzanm\u0131\u015f yat\u0131yordu | Oscar Wilde"},"content":{"rendered":"<p style=\"text-align: justify;\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"http:\/\/upload.wikimedia.org\/wikipedia\/commons\/f\/f5\/Napoleon_Sarony_-_Oscar_Wilde.JPG\" border=\"0\" width=\"155\" height=\"205\" style=\"float: left;\" \/>Her ak\u015fam gen\u00e7 Bal\u0131k\u00e7\u0131 engine \u00e7\u0131k\u0131p a\u011flar\u0131n\u0131 denize salard\u0131.R\u00fczgar karadan estik\u00e7e ya hi\u00e7bir \u015fey bulamaz ya da pek az bir \u015fey tutard\u0131; \u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc bu, tats\u0131z tutsuz bir r\u00fczgard\u0131. Ona kar\u015f\u0131 \u00e7\u0131kanlar sert dalgalard\u0131. Ama r\u00fczgar k\u0131y\u0131ya do\u011fru esince bal\u0131klar enginlerden gelir, a\u011f\u0131n\u0131n g\u00f6zlerine kendilerini atar, o da \u00e7ar\u015f\u0131ya g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcp onlar\u0131 satard\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>Her ak\u015fam denize \u00e7\u0131kard\u0131, bir ak\u015fam a\u011f \u00f6yle a\u011f\u0131rla\u015fm\u0131\u015ft\u0131 ki kay\u0131\u011f\u0131n i\u00e7ine \u00e7ekemedi. Kendi kendisine g\u00fcl\u00fcp, &#8220;Kesinlikle b\u00fct\u00fcn y\u00fczen bal\u0131klar\u0131 birden tuttum. Belki de insanlar\u0131 meraka d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcrecek iri bir canavar ya da b\u00fcy\u00fck Krali\u00e7e&#8217;nin ho\u015funa gidecek korkun\u00e7 bir \u015fey yakalad\u0131m,&#8221; diyerek b\u00fct\u00fcn g\u00fcc\u00fcn\u00fc toplad\u0131 ve kollar\u0131nda tun\u00e7 bir vazonun \u00fcst\u00fcndeki mavi mine menevi\u015fler gibi uzun damarlar belirinceye kadar as\u0131ld\u0131. \u0130nce iplere sar\u0131ld\u0131, yass\u0131 mantarlar\u0131n halkas\u0131 da yakla\u015fa yakla\u015fa, sonunda a\u011f suyun \u00fcst\u00fcne \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>Ama i\u00e7inde ne bal\u0131k vard\u0131, ne canavar, ne de korkun\u00e7 bir \u015fey. Yaln\u0131zca derin uykuya dalm\u0131\u015f k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck bir denizk\u0131z\u0131 uzanm\u0131\u015f yat\u0131yordu.<\/p>\n<p>Sa\u00e7lar\u0131 \u0131slak alt\u0131n t\u00fcyler gibiydi; sa\u00e7\u0131n\u0131n her teli s\u0131r\u00e7a bir kesede incecik bir s\u0131rma teline benziyordu. V\u00fccudu beyaz fildi\u015fi gibiydi, kuyru\u011fu da g\u00fcm\u00fc\u015fle inci dendi; \u00e7evresine denizin ye\u015fil bitkileri sar\u0131lm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Deniz kabuklar\u0131 gibi kulaklar\u0131 vard\u0131; dudaklar\u0131 deniz mercan\u0131na benziyordu. Buz gibi dalgalar g\u00f6\u011fs\u00fcne \u00e7arp\u0131yor, g\u00f6z kapaklar\u0131nda tuz parl\u0131yordu.<\/p>\n<p><!--more--><\/p>\n<p>\u00d6yle g\u00fczeldi ki, gen\u00e7 Bal\u0131k\u00e7\u0131 onu g\u00f6r\u00fcnce \u015fa\u015fakald\u0131; ellerini uzat\u0131p a\u011f\u0131 \u00e7ekti, k\u00fcpe\u015fteden e\u011filip onu kollar\u0131n\u0131n aras\u0131na ald\u0131. Eli de\u011fince k\u0131z \u00fcrkm\u00fc\u015f bir mart\u0131 gibi hayk\u0131rd\u0131, uyan\u0131p falta\u015f\u0131 gibi a\u00e7\u0131lan g\u00f6zleriyle korku i\u00e7inde bakt\u0131 ve kurtulmak i\u00e7in \u00e7abalad\u0131; ama gen\u00e7 Bal\u0131k\u00e7\u0131 onu s\u0131ms\u0131k\u0131 kavram\u0131\u015f, b\u0131rakmak istemiyordu.<\/p>\n<p>K\u0131z kurtulma yolu olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00fcnce a\u011flamaya ba\u015flay\u0131p, &#8220;Yalvar\u0131r\u0131m beni b\u0131rak\u0131n, gideyim, \u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc ben bir kral\u0131n bir tanecik k\u0131z\u0131y\u0131m. Babam ya\u015fl\u0131, hem de yaln\u0131z,&#8221; dedi.<\/p>\n<p>Gen\u00e7 Bal\u0131k\u00e7\u0131, &#8220;Seni ne zaman \u00e7a\u011f\u0131r\u0131rsam gelip bana \u015fark\u0131 s\u00f6ylemeye s\u00f6z vermezsen b\u0131rakmam, \u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc bal\u0131klar deniz halk\u0131n\u0131n \u015fark\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 pek severler, benim de a\u011flar\u0131m dolar,&#8221; diye yan\u0131t verdi.<\/p>\n<p>Denizk\u0131z\u0131, &#8220;Bu s\u00f6z\u00fc verirsem ger\u00e7ekten b\u0131rak\u0131r m\u0131s\u0131n?&#8221; diye hayk\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>Gen\u00e7 Bal\u0131k\u00e7\u0131, &#8220;Ger\u00e7ekten b\u0131rak\u0131r\u0131m,&#8221; dedi.<\/p>\n<p>K\u0131z da Bal\u0131k\u00e7\u0131&#8217;n\u0131n istedi\u011fi s\u00f6z\u00fc verip deniz halk\u0131n\u0131n yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131 gibi ant i\u00e7ti. Gen\u00e7 s\u0131ms\u0131k\u0131 kollar\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7ekti, Denizk\u0131z\u0131 da \u015fa\u015f\u0131rt\u0131c\u0131 bir korku i\u00e7inde titreyerek denize indi.<\/p>\n<p>Her ak\u015fam gen\u00e7 Bal\u0131k\u00e7\u0131 engine a\u00e7\u0131l\u0131p Denizk\u0131z\u0131&#8217;n\u0131 \u00e7a\u011f\u0131r\u0131yor, k\u0131z da sudan \u00e7\u0131k\u0131p ona \u015fark\u0131 okuyordu. \u00c7evresinde yunus bal\u0131klar\u0131 y\u00fcz\u00fcyor, ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131n \u00fczerinde ha\u015far\u0131 mart\u0131lar f\u0131r\u0131l f\u0131r\u0131l d\u00f6n\u00fcyordu.<\/p>\n<p>Ola\u011fan\u00fcst\u00fc \u015fark\u0131lar okuyordu. S\u00fcr\u00fclerini ma\u011faradan ma\u011faraya s\u00fcr\u00fcp k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck buza\u011f\u0131lar\u0131n\u0131 omuzlar\u0131nda ta\u015f\u0131yan deniz halk\u0131n\u0131; Kral ge\u00e7erken b\u00fckl\u00fcm b\u00fckl\u00fcm iri m\u00fchrelerden boru \u00e7alan uzun ye\u015fil sakall\u0131, g\u00f6\u011f\u00fcsleri k\u0131ll\u0131 deniz erlerini; Kral\u0131n berrak z\u00fcmr\u00fct daml\u0131, parlak inci d\u00f6\u015femeli, som kehribar saray\u0131n\u0131; b\u00fct\u00fcn g\u00fcn b\u00fcy\u00fck menevi\u015fli mercan kanatlar\u0131n\u0131n dalgaland\u0131\u011f\u0131, bal\u0131klar\u0131n g\u00fcm\u00fc\u015ften ku\u015flar gibi f\u0131r\u0131l f\u0131r\u0131l oyna\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131, Girit lalelerinin kayal\u0131klara sarma\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131, menevi\u015fli kumsallar\u0131nda karanfillerin tomurcukland\u0131\u011f\u0131 denizalt\u0131 bah\u00e7elerini anlat\u0131yordu \u015fark\u0131lar\u0131nda. Y\u0131ld\u0131z denizlerinden gelip kanatlar\u0131ndan buzlar sarkan balinalardan, &#8220;Seslerini i\u015fitip meraktan denize atlar bo\u011fuluruz,&#8221; diye t\u00fcccarlar\u0131 kulaklar\u0131na balmumu t\u0131kamak zorunda b\u0131rakacak denli merakl\u0131 \u015feyler s\u00f6yleyen su perilerinden; batan uzun direkli kalyonlar\u0131n armalar\u0131na sar\u0131lan donmu\u015f gemicilerle, a\u00e7\u0131k lombarlardan i\u00e7eri dolan uskumru bal\u0131klar\u0131ndan; gemilerin omurgalar\u0131na yap\u0131\u015f\u0131p d\u00fcnyay\u0131 ba\u015ftan ba\u015fa d\u00f6n\u00fcp dola\u015fan \u015feytan minarelerinden; u\u00e7urumlar\u0131n dibinde ya\u015fayan, kapkara uzun kollar\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131p istedikleri zaman geceyi getiren m\u00fcrekkep bal\u0131klar\u0131ndan destanlar okuyordu. Yelkeni ipekten, kendisine \u00f6zg\u00fc g\u00fcne\u015fg\u00f6z\u00fc ta\u015f\u0131ndan oyma gemili deniz dolamba\u00e7lar\u0131ndan; kollar\u0131yla en b\u00fcy\u00fck gemileri kucaklayan, koca deniz devini arp \u00e7ala \u00e7ala uyutan mutlu denizcilerden; kaypak domuz bal\u0131klar\u0131n\u0131 yakalay\u0131p g\u00fcle g\u00fcle s\u0131rtlar\u0131na binen deniz \u00e7ocuklar\u0131ndan; bembeyaz k\u00f6p\u00fcklerin \u00fczerine sere serpe yaslan\u0131p gemicilere kollar\u0131n\u0131 uzatan denizk\u0131zlar\u0131ndan; k\u0131vr\u0131k di\u015fli denizaslanlar\u0131yla uzun yeleli derya k\u00fcheylanlar\u0131ndan s\u00f6z ediyordu.<\/p>\n<p>Denizk\u0131z\u0131 \u015fark\u0131 s\u00f6ylerken b\u00fct\u00fcn ton bal\u0131klar\u0131 derinliklerden onu dinlemeye \u00e7\u0131kar, gen\u00e7 Bal\u0131k\u00e7\u0131 a\u011flar\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7evirip onlar\u0131 tutar, \u00f6tekileri de z\u0131pk\u0131nlard\u0131. Kay\u0131\u011f\u0131 iyice dolunca Denizk\u0131z\u0131 ona g\u00fcl\u00fcmseyerek denizin i\u00e7ine \u00e7ekilirdi.<\/p>\n<p>Hi\u00e7bir zaman Bal\u0131k\u00e7\u0131&#8217;n\u0131n ona elini s\u00fcrebilece\u011fi bir yere dek gelmezdi. \u00c7ok zaman Bal\u0131k\u00e7\u0131 ona seslenir, yalvar\u0131rd\u0131; ama o gelmezdi. Gen\u00e7 Bal\u0131k\u00e7\u0131 onu yakalamaya kalk\u0131\u015fsa, t\u0131pk\u0131 bir fokbal\u0131\u011f\u0131 gibi suyun i\u00e7ine dalar, o g\u00fcn bir daha g\u00f6r\u00fcnmezdi. Sesinin g\u00fczelli\u011fi de Bal\u0131k\u00e7\u0131&#8217;n\u0131n kula\u011f\u0131na her g\u00fcn daha tatl\u0131 gelirdi. Sesi \u00f6yle g\u00fczeldi ki Bal\u0131k\u00e7\u0131 a\u011f\u0131n\u0131 da, kurnazl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 da unuttu, i\u015fine de hi\u00e7 ald\u0131rmaz oldu. Ll kanatl\u0131, boncuk boncuk alt\u0131n g\u00f6zl\u00fc tonlar s\u00fcr\u00fc s\u00fcr\u00fc yan\u0131ndan ge\u00e7ti, ama o ald\u0131rmad\u0131. Z\u0131pk\u0131n\u0131 yan\u0131nda el s\u00fcr\u00fclmeden duruyordu, kam\u0131\u015ftan \u00f6rme sepeti de bombo\u015ftu. Aralanm\u0131\u015f dudaklar\u0131, \u015fa\u015fk\u0131nl\u0131ktan dalm\u0131\u015f g\u00f6zleriyle kay\u0131\u011f\u0131nda tembel tembel oturup dinledi, deniz sisleri \u00e7evresini ku\u015fat\u0131p, gezgin ay esmer kollar\u0131n\u0131 g\u00fcm\u00fc\u015fle kaplay\u0131ncaya dek dinledi.<\/p>\n<p>Bir ak\u015fam ona seslendi, &#8220;K\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck Denizk\u0131z\u0131, k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck Denizk\u0131z\u0131, seni seviyorum. Beni al, senin g\u00fcvey&#8217;in olay\u0131m, \u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc seni seviyorum,&#8221; dedi.<\/p>\n<p>Ancak k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck Denizk\u0131z\u0131 ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 iki yana sallad\u0131; &#8220;Sende insan ruhu var,&#8221; diye yan\u0131t verdi, &#8220;Ruhunu atarsan, seni sevebilirim.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Gen\u00e7 Bal\u0131k\u00e7\u0131 kendi kendine, &#8220;Ruhumun bana ne yarar\u0131 var? Onu g\u00f6remiyorum, tutam\u0131yorum, bilmiyorum. Elbette \u00fcst\u00fcmden atar, bir\u00e7ok mutlulu\u011fa kavu\u015furum,&#8221; dedi ve dudaklar\u0131ndan bir sevin\u00e7 sesi ta\u015ft\u0131. Boyal\u0131 kay\u0131\u011f\u0131nda aya\u011fa kalkarak Denizk\u0131z\u0131&#8217;na kollar\u0131n\u0131 uzatt\u0131. &#8220;Ruhumu ataca\u011f\u0131m, sen benim gelinim, ben senin g\u00fcveyin olaca\u011f\u0131z; denizin derinliklerinde birlikte ya\u015fayaca\u011f\u0131z, b\u00fct\u00fcn \u015fark\u0131lar\u0131nda s\u00f6ylediklerini bana g\u00f6stereceksin, b\u00fct\u00fcn istediklerini yapaca\u011f\u0131m, birbirimizden hi\u00e7 ayr\u0131lmayaca\u011f\u0131z,&#8221; dedi.<\/p>\n<p>K\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck Denizk\u0131z\u0131 sevincinden g\u00fcl\u00fcp elleriyle y\u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc kapad\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>Gen\u00e7 Bal\u0131k\u00e7\u0131, &#8220;Ama ruhumu \u00fcst\u00fcmden nas\u0131l atay\u0131m?&#8221; diye hayk\u0131rd\u0131, &#8220;S\u00f6yle, nas\u0131l yapay\u0131m bunu? Evet, olacak bu.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>K\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck Denizk\u0131z\u0131, &#8220;Yaz\u0131k, bilmiyorum. Deniz halk\u0131n\u0131n ruhu olmaz ki,&#8221; diyerek ona \u00f6zlemle bakt\u0131 ve derinliklerin i\u00e7ine dald\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>Ertesi sabah g\u00fcne\u015f da\u011f\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcnde bir kar\u0131\u015f bile y\u00fckselmeden, gen\u00e7 Bal\u0131k\u00e7\u0131, papaz\u0131n evine gidip kap\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 \u00fc\u00e7 kez vurdu.<\/p>\n<p>Rahibin \u00e7\u00f6mezi parmakl\u0131ktan bak\u0131p da gelenin kim oldu\u011funu g\u00f6r\u00fcnce, kol demirini \u00e7ekip, &#8220;Buyurun,&#8221; dedi.<\/p>\n<p>Gen\u00e7 Bal\u0131k\u00e7\u0131 i\u00e7eri ge\u00e7ip yerdeki g\u00fczel kokulu has\u0131r\u0131n \u00fczerinde diz \u00e7\u00f6kt\u00fc. Kutsal Kitap&#8217;\u0131 okuyan rahibe seslenip, &#8220;Babac\u0131\u011f\u0131m,&#8221; dedi, &#8220;Ben deniz halk\u0131ndan birine g\u00f6n\u00fcl verdim; ama ruhum bu iste\u011fime kavu\u015fmama engel. S\u00f6yleyin, \u00fcst\u00fcmden ruhumu nas\u0131l atay\u0131m; \u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc art\u0131k ona gereksinmem yok. Benim i\u00e7in ruhun ne de\u011feri var? G\u00f6remiyorum, tutam\u0131yorum, bilmiyorum.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Rahip g\u00f6\u011fs\u00fcn\u00fc d\u00f6v\u00fcp yan\u0131tlad\u0131: &#8220;Yaz\u0131k, yaz\u0131k, sen \u00e7\u0131ld\u0131rm\u0131\u015fs\u0131n, ya da zehirli bir ot yemi\u015fsin; \u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc ruh insan\u0131n en y\u00fcce par\u00e7as\u0131d\u0131r. Tanr\u0131 da mert\u00e7e kullanal\u0131m diye bize onu vermi\u015ftir. \u0130nsan ruhundan daha de\u011ferli hi\u00e7bir \u015fey yoktur; d\u00fcnya varl\u0131klar\u0131ndan hi\u00e7biriyle de denk olamaz. D\u00fcnyan\u0131n b\u00fct\u00fcn alt\u0131n\u0131yla \u00f6l\u00e7\u00fclemez, krallar\u0131n yakutlar\u0131ndan daha de\u011ferlidir. Bunun i\u00e7in o\u011flum, art\u0131k bu konuyu d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnme, \u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc bu ba\u011f\u0131\u015flanmaz bir g\u00fcnaht\u0131r. Deniz halk\u0131na gelince, onlar yok olmu\u015ftur, onlarla d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcp kalkmak isteyenler de yok olur. Onlar iyiyi k\u00f6t\u00fcden ay\u0131rt edemeyen yaban\u0131n kurdu ku\u015fu gibidir, efendimiz onlar i\u00e7in \u00f6lmedi.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Rahibin bu ac\u0131 s\u00f6zlerini duyunca gen\u00e7 Bal\u0131k\u00e7\u0131&#8217;n\u0131n g\u00f6zleri ya\u015fard\u0131. Diz \u00e7\u00f6kt\u00fc\u011f\u00fc yerden aya\u011fa kalk\u0131p, &#8220;Babac\u0131\u011f\u0131m, keyifleri yerinde ke\u00e7i ayakl\u0131 \u015fen faunlar ormanda otururlar, kayalar\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcnde de k\u0131z\u0131l alt\u0131ndan arplar\u0131yla deniz erleri oturur. Ben de onlar gibi olay\u0131m, yalvar\u0131r\u0131m sana, \u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc onlar\u0131n g\u00fcn\u00fc \u00e7i\u00e7eklerin g\u00fcn\u00fc gibi ge\u00e7iyor. Benim ruhuma gelince, sevdi\u011fim \u015feyle arama girecek olduktan sonra ruhumun bana ne yarar\u0131 var?&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Rahip, ka\u015flar\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7atarak, &#8220;V\u00fccut sevgisi bo\u015f! D\u00fcnyas\u0131nda dola\u015fmalar\u0131na Tanr\u0131&#8217;n\u0131n g\u00f6z yumdu\u011fu o dinsiz d\u00f6k\u00fcnt\u00fcleri bo\u015ftur, k\u00f6t\u00fcd\u00fcr. Koru yurdunun ke\u00e7i ayakl\u0131 faunlar\u0131na ilen\u00e7 olsun, ilen\u00e7 olsun denizlerin destanc\u0131lar\u0131na! Geceleyin onlar\u0131 duydum, beni tespihimden ay\u0131rmaya kalkt\u0131lar. Pencereye fiske vurup kahkaha atarlar. Kulaklar\u0131ma yok edici \u015fenliklerinin \u00f6yk\u00fcs\u00fcn\u00fc f\u0131s\u0131ldarlar. Beni kendi benli\u011fimle ba\u015ftan \u00e7\u0131karmaya kalkarlar. Dua etmek istesem alay ederler; onlar yok olmu\u015ftur, sana s\u00f6yl\u00fcyorum, yok olmu\u015ftur onlar. Onlar i\u00e7in ne cer\u0131net var, ne ceher\u0131nem. \u0130kisinde de Tanr\u0131&#8217;n\u0131n ad\u0131na \u015f\u00fckranlar\u0131n\u0131 sunamayacaklar.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Gen\u00e7 Bal\u0131k\u00e7\u0131, &#8220;Babac\u0131\u011f\u0131m sen ne s\u00f6yledi\u011fini bilmiyorsun. Ben a\u011f\u0131mla bir kral\u0131n k\u0131z\u0131n\u0131 tuttum. K\u0131z sabah y\u0131ld\u0131z\u0131ndan g\u00fczel, aydan beyaz. Onun v\u00fccudu i\u00e7in ben ruhumu verir, a\u015fk\u0131na g\u00f6kleri fethederim. Sana sordu\u011fumu s\u00f6yle bana, s\u00f6yle de rahat rahat gideyim,&#8221; diye hayk\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>Rahip, &#8220;\u00c7ekip, \u00e7ekil! Senin oyna\u015f\u0131n yok olmu\u015ftur, sen de onunla birlikte yok olacaks\u0131n!&#8221; diye ba\u011f\u0131rd\u0131, duas\u0131n\u0131 esirgedi ve kap\u0131s\u0131ndan kovdu.<\/p>\n<p>Gen\u00e7 Bal\u0131k\u00e7\u0131 da pazara indi, \u00fcz\u00fcnt\u00fcl\u00fc bir adam gibi, ba\u015f\u0131 \u00f6n\u00fcnde a\u011f\u0131r a\u011f\u0131r y\u00fcr\u00fcd\u00fc.<\/p>\n<p>Pazardaki toptanc\u0131lar onun geldi\u011fini g\u00f6r\u00fcnce birbirleriyle fiskos etmeye ba\u015flad\u0131lar; i\u00e7lerinden biri ilerleyip onu ad\u0131yla \u00e7a\u011f\u0131rd\u0131 ve &#8220;Sat\u0131l\u0131k neyin var?&#8221; dedi.<\/p>\n<p>Bal\u0131k\u00e7\u0131, &#8220;Sana ruhumu satar\u0131m,&#8221; yan\u0131t\u0131n\u0131 verdi, &#8220;Yalvar\u0131r\u0131m sana, benden al onu, \u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc art\u0131k b\u0131kt\u0131m. Ruhumun bana ne yarar\u0131 var ki? G\u00f6remiyorum, tutam\u0131yorum, bilmiyorum.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Ama arac\u0131lar onunla alay edip, &#8220;\u0130nsan ruhunun bize ne yarar\u0131 olacak? Sahte bir g\u00fcm\u00fc\u015f par\u00e7as\u0131 etmez, bize v\u00fccudunu k\u00f6leli\u011fe sat da deniz eflatunu giydirelim, parma\u011f\u0131na da bir y\u00fcz\u00fck tak\u0131p b\u00fcy\u00fck krali\u00e7eye e\u011flence yapal\u0131m seni. Ama ruh s\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc a\u011fz\u0131na alma; bizim i\u00e7in hi\u00e7tir o, i\u015fimize de yaramaz,&#8221; dediler.<\/p>\n<p>Gen\u00e7 Bal\u0131k\u00e7\u0131 da kendi kendine, &#8220;Ne tuhaf \u015feymi\u015f bu! Rahip &#8216;Ruh b\u00fct\u00fcn d\u00fcnyan\u0131n alt\u0131n\u0131na bedeldir&#8217; diyor; toptanc\u0131lar, sahte bir g\u00fcm\u00fc\u015f par\u00e7as\u0131 bile etmedi\u011fini s\u00f6yl\u00fcyorlar,&#8221; diyerek pazar alan\u0131ndan ge\u00e7ti, deniz k\u0131y\u0131s\u0131na gidip ne yapaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnmeye koyuldu.<\/p>\n<p>\u00d6\u011fleyin su rezenesi toplamakla ge\u00e7inen arkada\u015flar\u0131ndan birinin k\u00f6y\u00fcn \u00f6tesinde bir ma\u011farada oturan, b\u00fcy\u00fcc\u00fcl\u00fckte pek becerikli gen\u00e7 bir cad\u0131dan s\u00f6z etti\u011fini an\u0131msad\u0131. Ko\u015fa ko\u015fa yolu tuttu, ruhundan kurtulmaya \u00f6yle istekliydi ki, k\u0131y\u0131n\u0131n \u00e7evresinde taban teperken bir toz bulutu da pe\u015finden ko\u015fuyordu.<\/p>\n<p>Gen\u00e7 Cad\u0131 avucunun ka\u015f\u0131nmas\u0131ndan onun geldi\u011fini bildi, g\u00fcle g\u00fcle k\u0131z\u0131l sa\u00e7lar\u0131ndaki ba\u011f\u0131 \u00e7\u0131kard\u0131. \u00c7epe\u00e7evre \u00e7\u00f6z\u00fclm\u00fc\u015f k\u0131z\u0131l sa\u00e7lar\u0131yla ma\u011faran\u0131n kap\u0131s\u0131nda durdu. Elinde de yaban bald\u0131ran\u0131n\u0131n \u00e7i\u00e7ekli bir s\u00fcrg\u00fcn\u00fc vard\u0131. Gen\u00e7 Bal\u0131k\u00e7\u0131 yal\u00e7\u0131n bay\u0131rdan yukar\u0131 soluk solu\u011fa \u00e7\u0131k\u0131p \u00f6n\u00fcne ba\u015f e\u011ferken, Cad\u0131, &#8220;Neyin eksik?&#8221; diye ba\u011f\u0131rd\u0131, &#8220;R\u00fczgr ters y\u00f6nden eserken a\u011f\u0131na bal\u0131k m\u0131 istiyorsun? Bende kam\u0131\u015ftan k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fcc\u00fck bir kaval var, \u00f6tt\u00fcr\u00fcrsem kefaller sal\u0131na sal\u0131na koya gider; ama kar\u015f\u0131l\u0131k isterim g\u00fczel o\u011flan, kar\u015f\u0131l\u0131k isterim. Neyin eksik? Neyin eksik? Gemileri par\u00e7alay\u0131p zengin hazine sand\u0131klar\u0131n\u0131 k\u0131y\u0131ya atacak bora m\u0131 istiyorsun? Bende r\u00fczgr\u0131n elindekilerden \u00e7ok bora var; \u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc ben r\u00fczgrdan daha g\u00fc\u00e7l\u00fc birine hizmet ederim. Bir kalburla bir kova su yeter, koca kalyonlar\u0131 denizin dibine yollar\u0131m ben. Ama kar\u015f\u0131l\u0131k isterim g\u00fczel o\u011flan, kar\u015f\u0131l\u0131k isterim. Neyin eksik? Neyin eksik? Koyakta yeti\u015fen bir \u00e7i\u00e7ek bilirim, benden ba\u015fka kimse bilmez onu. Eflatun yapraklar\u0131 vard\u0131r. Tam g\u00f6be\u011finde de bir y\u0131ld\u0131z; \u00f6z\u00fc s\u00fct gibi beyazd\u0131r. Krali\u00e7enin sert dudaklar\u0131na bu \u00e7i\u00e7e\u011fi de\u011fdirecek olsan, d\u00fcnyan\u0131n \u00f6b\u00fcr ucuna dek pe\u015finden ayr\u0131lmaz; kral\u0131n yata\u011f\u0131ndan \u00e7\u0131k\u0131p d\u00fcnyan\u0131n \u00f6b\u00fcr ucuna kadar pe\u015finden gelir. Ama kar\u015f\u0131l\u0131k isterim g\u00fczel o\u011flan, kar\u015f\u0131l\u0131k isterim. Neyin eksik? Neyin eksik? Kara kurba\u011fay\u0131 havanda d\u00f6ver \u00e7orba yapar\u0131m, \u00e7orbay\u0131 \u00f6l\u00fc bir erkek eliyle kar\u0131\u015ft\u0131r\u0131r\u0131m. D\u00fc\u015fman\u0131n uyurken \u00fcst\u00fcne p\u00fcsk\u00fcrt, hemen kapkara bir engerek olsun da kendi \u00f6z ar\u0131nesi onu \u00f6ld\u00fcrs\u00fcn. Bir makarayla g\u00f6kten ay\u0131 \u00e7eker, bir kristalin i\u00e7inden sana \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fc g\u00f6sterebilirim. Neyin eksik? Neyin eksik? Dile benden ne dilersin? Sana vereyim, sen de bana bir kar\u015f\u0131l\u0131k verirsin g\u00fczel o\u011flan, kar\u015f\u0131l\u0131k!&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Gen\u00e7 Bal\u0131k\u00e7\u0131, &#8220;Dile\u011fim k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck bir \u015fey, ama rahip k\u0131z\u0131p beni kovdu. \u00d6nemsiz bir \u015fey, ama toptanc\u0131lar alay edip vermediler. Bunun i\u00e7in sana geldim; sana k\u00f6t\u00fc diyorlar, ama kar\u015f\u0131l\u0131k olarak ne istersen veririm sana.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Cad\u0131 yakla\u015farak, &#8220;Nedir istedi\u011fin?&#8221; diye sordu.<\/p>\n<p>Gen\u00e7 Bal\u0131k\u00e7\u0131, &#8220;Ruhumu \u00fcst\u00fcmden atmak istiyorum,&#8221; yan\u0131t\u0131n\u0131 verdi.<\/p>\n<p>Cad\u0131&#8217;n\u0131n y\u00fcz\u00fc k\u00fcl kesildi, titredi; y\u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc mavi harmaniyesinin alt\u0131na saklad\u0131. &#8220;G\u00fczel o\u011flan, g\u00fczel o\u011flan, bunu yapmak korkun\u00e7 bir \u015fey,&#8221; diye m\u0131r\u0131ldand\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>Bal\u0131k\u00e7\u0131 kumral per\u00e7emlerini sarsa sarsa g\u00fcld\u00fc; &#8220;Ruhum benim i\u00e7in hi\u00e7,&#8221; dedi, &#8220;G\u00f6remiyorum, tutam\u0131yorum, bilmiyorum.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Cad\u0131 g\u00fczel g\u00f6zleriyle ona bak\u0131p, &#8220;S\u00f6ylersem bana ne verirsin?&#8221; diye sordu.<\/p>\n<p>Gen\u00e7 Bal\u0131k\u00e7\u0131, &#8220;Be\u015f alt\u0131nla a\u011flar\u0131m\u0131, i\u00e7inde oturdu\u011fum \u00e7it kul\u00fcbemi, sonra \u00fcst\u00fcnde denize \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131\u011f\u0131m boyal\u0131 sandal\u0131m\u0131. Yaln\u0131zca ruhumdan nas\u0131l kurtulabilece\u011fimi s\u00f6yle, b\u00fct\u00fcn var\u0131m\u0131 sana vereyim,&#8221; dedi.<\/p>\n<p>Cad\u0131 alayl\u0131 alayl\u0131 g\u00fcl\u00fcp, bald\u0131ran s\u00fcrg\u00fcn\u00fcyle ona vurdu, &#8220;G\u00fcz yapraklar\u0131n\u0131 ben alt\u0131na \u00e7eviririm. \u0130stersen solgun ay \u0131\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan g\u00fcm\u00fc\u015f dokurum. Ben \u00f6yle birinin hizmetindeyim ki d\u00fcnyan\u0131n b\u00fct\u00fcn krallar\u0131ndan zengin ve onlar\u0131n b\u00fct\u00fcn topraklar\u0131na sahiptir o,&#8221; yan\u0131t\u0131n\u0131 verdi.<\/p>\n<p>Gen\u00e7, &#8220;Alt\u0131n da g\u00fcm\u00fc\u015f de almazsan, \u00f6yleyse sana ne vereyim?&#8221; diye hayk\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>Cad\u0131 gencin sa\u00e7lar\u0131n\u0131 ince beyaz elleriyle ok\u015fad\u0131, yava\u015f\u00e7a, &#8220;Benimle dans etmelisin, g\u00fczel o\u011flan,&#8221; dedi, konu\u015furken de ona g\u00fcl\u00fcmsedi.<\/p>\n<p>Gen\u00e7 Bal\u0131k\u00e7\u0131 \u015fa\u015f\u0131rarak, &#8220;Bu kadarc\u0131k m\u0131?&#8221; diye hayk\u0131r\u0131p aya\u011fa kalkt\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>Cad\u0131 k\u0131z, &#8220;Bu kadarc\u0131k,&#8221; dedi ve bir daha g\u00fcl\u00fcmsedi.<\/p>\n<p>Bal\u0131k\u00e7\u0131, &#8220;\u00d6yleyse g\u00fcne\u015f bat\u0131nca gizli bir yerde dans ederiz. Dans ettikten sonra da sen, \u00f6\u011frenmek istedi\u011fim \u015feyi bana s\u00f6ylersin,&#8221; dedi.<\/p>\n<p>Cad\u0131 ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 iki yana sallay\u0131p, &#8220;Ay dolun olunca, ay dolun olunca,&#8221; diye m\u0131r\u0131ldand\u0131. Sonra d\u00f6rt yan\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6zetleyip kulak verdi. Mavi bir ku\u015f yuvas\u0131ndan bir \u00e7\u0131\u011fl\u0131kla kalk\u0131p kum dalgalar\u0131 \u00fczerinde f\u0131r\u0131l f\u0131r\u0131l d\u00f6nd\u00fc. \u00dc\u00e7 tane benekli ku\u015f, k\u00fcl rengi baya\u011f\u0131 otlar\u0131 h\u0131\u015f\u0131rdata h\u0131\u015f\u0131rdata \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131, kar\u015f\u0131l\u0131kl\u0131 \u0131sl\u0131k \u00e7ald\u0131lar. A\u015fa\u011f\u0131da par\u0131l par\u0131l \u00e7ak\u0131l ta\u015flar\u0131n\u0131 yalayan dalgan\u0131n sesinden ba\u015fka bir ses duyulmuyordu. Cad\u0131 ellerini uzat\u0131p onu kendisine do\u011fru \u00e7ekti ve kupkuru dudaklar\u0131n\u0131 kula\u011f\u0131na kondurdu.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Bu gece&#8230;&#8221; dedi, &#8220;&#8230;. da\u011f\u0131n tepesine gelmelisin, orada yin var. O da oradad\u0131r.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Gen\u00e7 Bal\u0131k\u00e7\u0131 irkilip k\u0131za bakt\u0131, o da beyaz di\u015flerini g\u00f6sterip g\u00fcld\u00fc. Gen\u00e7, &#8220;Kim bu s\u00f6yledi\u011fin?&#8221; diye sordu. Cad\u0131, &#8220;Kim olursa olsun,&#8221; dedi, &#8220;Sen bu gece git de g\u00fcrgen a\u011fac\u0131n\u0131n dallar\u0131 alt\u0131nda dur, benim geli\u015fimi kolla. Kara bir k\u00f6pek sana do\u011fru ko\u015farsa, bir s\u00f6\u011f\u00fct dal\u0131yla vur ona, ka\u00e7ar. Bir bayku\u015f sana bir \u015fey s\u00f6ylerse sak\u0131n yan\u0131t verme. Ay dolun olunca seninle birlikteyim; \u00e7ay\u0131rlar\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcnde seninle dans edece\u011fiz.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Gen\u00e7 Bal\u0131k\u00e7\u0131, &#8220;Ama,&#8221; dedi, &#8220;Ruhumu \u00fcst\u00fcmden nas\u0131l atabilece\u011fimi s\u00f6yleyece\u011fine ant i\u00e7er misin bana?&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Cad\u0131 g\u00fcne\u015fe \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131; k\u0131z\u0131l sa\u00e7lar\u0131ndan dalga dalga r\u00fczgr esti. &#8220;Ke\u00e7inin t\u0131rnaklar\u0131 hakk\u0131na ant olsun,&#8221; dedi.<\/p>\n<p>Gen\u00e7 Bal\u0131k\u00e7\u0131, &#8220;Sen cad\u0131lar\u0131n iyilerindenmi\u015fsin, seninle bu gece da\u011f\u0131n tepesinde kesinlikle dans edece\u011fim. Ke\u015fke ya alt\u0131n, ya g\u00fcm\u00fc\u015f isteseydin. Ama istedi\u011fin kar\u015f\u0131l\u0131k buysa, al,&#8221; diye hayk\u0131rd\u0131; \u015fapkas\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7\u0131kar\u0131p ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 e\u011fdi ve b\u00fcy\u00fck bir sevin\u00e7 i\u00e7inde ko\u015fa ko\u015fa kasabaya d\u00f6nd\u00fc.<\/p>\n<p>Cad\u0131 arkas\u0131ndan durup bakt\u0131, g\u00f6zden yitince ma\u011faras\u0131ndan i\u00e7eri girdi. Oymal\u0131 f\u0131st\u0131k bir \u00e7ekmeceden bir ayna \u00e7\u0131kar\u0131p bir \u00e7er\u00e7eveye ge\u00e7irdi ve \u00f6n\u00fcndeki yeni yanm\u0131\u015f \u00e7i\u011f k\u00f6m\u00fcrde mine \u00e7i\u00e7e\u011fi yak\u0131p duman\u0131n\u0131n dolamba\u00e7lar\u0131nda g\u00f6z s\u00fczd\u00fc. Biraz sonra \u00f6fkeyle ellerini ovu\u015fturdu; &#8220;Bu o\u011flan benim olmal\u0131yd\u0131. Ben de o k\u0131z gibi g\u00fczelim,&#8221; diye s\u00f6ylendi.<\/p>\n<p>Ve o ak\u015fam, ay do\u011funca gen\u00e7 Bal\u0131k\u00e7\u0131 da\u011f\u0131n tepesine \u00e7\u0131k\u0131p g\u00fcrgen dallar\u0131n\u0131n alt\u0131nda durdu. Yuvarlak deniz, ayaklar\u0131n\u0131n alt\u0131nda parlak madenden bir kalkan gibi uzanm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. K\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck koyda da bal\u0131k kay\u0131klar\u0131n\u0131n g\u00f6lgeleri k\u0131p\u0131rd\u0131yordu. Sapsar\u0131 k\u00fck\u00fcrt g\u00f6zl\u00fc bir bayku\u015f onu ad\u0131yla \u00e7a\u011f\u0131rd\u0131. Ama o yan\u0131t vermedi. Kapkara bir k\u00f6pek \u00fcst\u00fcne do\u011fru ko\u015fa ko\u015fa gelip h\u0131rlad\u0131. Bal\u0131k\u00e7\u0131 bir s\u00f6\u011f\u00fct dal\u0131yla ona vurdu; k\u00f6pek a\u011flaya a\u011flaya uzakla\u015ft\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>Gecenin yar\u0131s\u0131nda havadan yarasalar gibi u\u00e7a u\u00e7a cad\u0131lar geldi. Yere konarlarken &#8220;Fiyuu! Burda tan\u0131mad\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z biri var,&#8221; diye hayk\u0131r\u0131p \u00e7evreyi koklad\u0131lar; sonra birbirleriyle konu\u015fup i\u015faretler yapt\u0131lar. Hepsinden sonra k\u0131z\u0131l sa\u00e7lar\u0131 r\u00fczgrda \u00e7a\u011f\u0131ldaya \u00e7a\u011f\u0131ldaya gen\u00e7 Cad\u0131 belirdi. \u00dcst\u00fcne s\u0131vama tavus g\u00f6z\u00fc i\u015flenmi\u015f s\u0131rmal\u0131 bir giysi giymi\u015fti, ba\u015f\u0131nda da ye\u015fil kadifeden k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck bir takke vard\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>Cad\u0131lar onu g\u00f6r\u00fcnce, &#8220;Neredeymi\u015f? Neredeymi\u015f&#8221; diye \u00e7\u0131\u011fl\u0131k kopard\u0131lar; ama o yaln\u0131zca g\u00fcl\u00fcp g\u00fcrgene do\u011fru ko\u015ftu, gen\u00e7 Bal\u0131k\u00e7\u0131&#8217;y\u0131 elinden tutup ay \u0131\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131na \u00e7\u0131kard\u0131 ve dansa ba\u015flad\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>F\u0131r\u0131l f\u0131r\u0131l d\u00f6nd\u00fcler, gen\u00e7 Cad\u0131 \u00f6yle s\u0131\u00e7rad\u0131 ki o\u011flan k\u0131pk\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 pabu\u00e7lar\u0131n\u0131n taban\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6rd\u00fc.<\/p>\n<p>O zaman tam dans edenlere do\u011fru d\u00f6rt nala ko\u015fan bir at\u0131n nal sesleri geldi. Ama g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcrde at yoktu, Bal\u0131k\u00e7\u0131 korktu.<\/p>\n<p>Cad\u0131, &#8220;Daha h\u0131zl\u0131 daha h\u0131zl\u0131,&#8221; diye hayk\u0131r\u0131p kollar\u0131n\u0131 Bal\u0131k\u00e7\u0131&#8217;n\u0131n boynuna dolad\u0131, s\u0131cak solu\u011fu gencin y\u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc ate\u015f gibi yalad\u0131. &#8220;Daha \u00e7abuk, daha \u00e7abuk!&#8221; diye hayk\u0131rd\u0131; ona, toprak ayaklar\u0131n\u0131n alt\u0131ndan yuvarlan\u0131yor gibi geldi, beynini bir karanl\u0131k kaplad\u0131; k\u00f6t\u00fc bir g\u00f6z kendisini seyrediyormu\u015f gibi \u00fcst\u00fcne b\u00fcy\u00fck bir korku \u00e7\u00f6kt\u00fc; sonunda bir kayan\u0131n g\u00f6lgesi alt\u0131nda daha \u00f6nce orada bulunmayan bir y\u00fcz\u00fc fark etti.<\/p>\n<p>Bu, siyah kadifeden \u0130spanyol bi\u00e7iminde giyinmi\u015f bir adamd\u0131. Y\u00fcz\u00fcnde acayip bir renksizlik vard\u0131; ama dudaklar\u0131 kendisini be\u011fenmi\u015f al bir \u00e7i\u00e7ek gibiydi. Yorgun bir g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fc\u015f\u00fc vard\u0131. Arkas\u0131na dayanm\u0131\u015f, ilgisiz ilgisiz han\u00e7erinin topuzuyla oynuyordu. Yan\u0131nda, \u00e7ay\u0131r\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcnde t\u00fcyl\u00fc bir \u015fapkayla, kolluklar\u0131 s\u0131rma oya \u00fcst\u00fcne b\u00fcy\u00fck bir beceriyle inci i\u015flenmi\u015f bir \u00e7ift eldiven duruyordu. S\u0131rt\u0131na samur kapl\u0131 k\u0131sa bir pelerin at\u0131lm\u0131\u015f, ince beyaz elleri y\u00fcz\u00fcklerle bezenmi\u015fti. G\u00f6zlerinin \u00fczerinden a\u011f\u0131rla\u015fm\u0131\u015f g\u00f6z kapaklar\u0131 sark\u0131yordu.<\/p>\n<p>Gen\u00e7 Bal\u0131k\u00e7\u0131 b\u00fcy\u00fclenmi\u015f gibi ona bakakald\u0131. Sonunda g\u00f6z g\u00f6ze geldiler; ne yanda dans etseler, ona, adam\u0131n g\u00f6zleri kendi \u00fczerine dikilmi\u015f gibi geldi. Cad\u0131n\u0131n kahkahas\u0131n\u0131 duydu, belinden kavrad\u0131, deli gibi f\u0131r\u0131l f\u0131r\u0131l d\u00f6nd\u00fcrd\u00fc, d\u00f6nd\u00fcrd\u00fc.<\/p>\n<p>Birdenbire bir k\u00f6pek uludu. Dans edenler durdu, iki\u015fer iki\u015fer adam\u0131n \u00f6n\u00fcnde diz \u00e7\u00f6kt\u00fcler, el \u00f6pt\u00fcler. T\u0131pk\u0131 bir ku\u015fun kanad\u0131n\u0131 de\u011fdirip suyu g\u00fcld\u00fcrmesi gibi, adam\u0131n kendini be\u011fenmi\u015f dudaklar\u0131na k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck bir g\u00fcl\u00fcmseme de\u011fdi; ama bunda k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fcmseme vard\u0131. Gen\u00e7 Bal\u0131k\u00e7\u0131&#8217;ya bak\u0131p duruyordu.<\/p>\n<p>Cad\u0131, &#8220;Hadi tap\u0131nal\u0131m,&#8221; diye f\u0131s\u0131ldad\u0131. Onu ileri do\u011fru g\u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fc, k\u0131z yalvar\u0131rken i\u00e7ini b\u00fcy\u00fck bir istek kaplad\u0131 ve pe\u015finden gitti. Ama yakla\u015f\u0131nca ni\u00e7in oldu\u011funu bilmeden g\u00f6\u011fs\u00fcn\u00fcn \u00fcst\u00fcnde ha\u00e7 \u00e7\u0131karma i\u015fareti yapt\u0131 ve kutsal ad\u0131 and\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>Bunu yapar yapmaz cad\u0131lar \u00e7aylaklar gibi \u00e7\u0131\u011fl\u0131k kopar\u0131p u\u00e7tular; ona bak\u0131p duran solgun surat, bir ac\u0131 sars\u0131nt\u0131s\u0131yla buru\u015ftu. Adam k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck bir koruya gidip \u0131sl\u0131k \u00e7ald\u0131. G\u00fcm\u00fc\u015f ha\u015fal\u0131, k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck bir \u0130spanyol at\u0131 ko\u015farak onu kar\u015f\u0131lad\u0131. Adam e\u011ferin \u00fcst\u00fcne atlarken geri d\u00f6n\u00fcp gen\u00e7 Bal\u0131k\u00e7\u0131&#8217;ya ac\u0131 ac\u0131 bakt\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>K\u0131z\u0131l sa\u00e7l\u0131 Cad\u0131 da u\u00e7up gitmeye kalkt\u0131, ama Bal\u0131k\u00e7\u0131 bileklerinden yakalay\u0131p s\u0131ms\u0131k\u0131 tuttu.<\/p>\n<p>Cad\u0131, &#8220;B\u0131rak beni!&#8221; diye hayk\u0131rd\u0131, &#8220;B\u0131rak da gideyim, \u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc a\u011f\u0131za al\u0131nmayacak \u015feyi s\u00f6yledin, bak\u0131lmayacak \u015feyin i\u015faretini yapt\u0131n.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Bal\u0131k\u00e7\u0131, &#8220;Yok!&#8221; dedi, &#8220;Bana o gizi s\u00f6yleyinceye dek seni b\u0131rakmam.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Cad\u0131, yaban kedisi gibi g\u00fcre\u015ferek, benek benek k\u00f6p\u00fcren dudaklar\u0131n\u0131 \u0131s\u0131ra \u0131s\u0131ra, &#8220;Ne gizi?&#8221; dedi.<\/p>\n<p>Bal\u0131k\u00e7\u0131, &#8220;Bilirsin,&#8221; diye yan\u0131tlad\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>Cad\u0131n\u0131n \u00e7ay\u0131r ye\u015fili g\u00f6zleri, g\u00f6zya\u015flar\u0131yla doldu ve Bal\u0131k\u00e7\u0131&#8217;ya, &#8220;Ondan ba\u015fka, ne dilersen dile benden,&#8221; dedi.<\/p>\n<p>Delikanl\u0131 g\u00fcld\u00fc, daha s\u0131k\u0131 tuttu.<\/p>\n<p>K\u0131z kurtulamayaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 anlay\u0131nca, &#8220;Elbette ben de denizin k\u0131z\u0131 gibi g\u00fczel, mavi sularda ya\u015fayanlar gibi al\u0131ml\u0131y\u0131m,&#8221; diye f\u0131s\u0131ldad\u0131. \u00dczerine s\u0131rna\u015f\u0131p yana\u011f\u0131n\u0131 yana\u011f\u0131na yap\u0131\u015ft\u0131rd\u0131. Delikanl\u0131 ka\u015flar\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7atarak k\u0131z\u0131n s\u0131rt\u0131na vura vura, &#8220;Verdi\u011fin s\u00f6z\u00fc tutmazsan, seni yalanc\u0131 bir cad\u0131 diye \u00f6ld\u00fcr\u00fcr\u00fcm,&#8221; dedi.<\/p>\n<p>K\u0131z\u0131n y\u00fcz\u00fc erguvan a\u011fac\u0131n\u0131n \u00e7i\u00e7e\u011fi gibi k\u00fcl kesildi. Ve &#8220;Peki, \u00f6yle olsun! Senin ruhun, benim de\u011fil ki, ne halin varsa g\u00f6r,&#8221; diye kemerinden ye\u015fil engerek sapl\u0131 k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck bir b\u0131\u00e7ak \u00e7\u0131kar\u0131p verdi.<\/p>\n<p>Bal\u0131k\u00e7\u0131 merakla, &#8220;Ne i\u015fime yarayacak bu?&#8221; diye sordu.<\/p>\n<p>K\u0131z birka\u00e7 saniye sessiz durdu ve y\u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc bir korku kaplad\u0131. Sonra aln\u0131ndan sa\u00e7lar\u0131n\u0131 arkaya at\u0131p tuhaf tuhaf g\u00fcl\u00fcmseyerek, &#8220;\u0130nsanlar\u0131n v\u00fccudun g\u00f6lgesi dedikleri \u015fey, v\u00fccudun g\u00f6lgesi de\u011fil, ruhun g\u00f6vdesidir. Deniz k\u0131y\u0131s\u0131nda s\u0131rt\u0131n\u0131 aya \u00e7evirip dur, ayaklar\u0131n\u0131n \u00e7evresinden ruhunun g\u00f6vdesi olan g\u00f6lgeni kesip at. Ona &#8216;Beni b\u0131rak ve git&#8217; de; seni b\u0131rak\u0131p gider,&#8221; dedi.<\/p>\n<p>Gen\u00e7 Bal\u0131k\u00e7\u0131 titredi, &#8220;Bu do\u011fru mu?&#8221; diye s\u00f6ylendi.<\/p>\n<p>Cad\u0131, &#8220;Do\u011fru! Ke\u015fke sana bunu s\u00f6ylemeseydim,&#8221; diye hayk\u0131r\u0131p a\u011flaya a\u011flaya dizlerine sar\u0131ld\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>Delikanl\u0131 k\u0131z\u0131 \u00fcst\u00fcnden s\u0131y\u0131r\u0131p, kaba \u00e7ay\u0131r\u0131n ortas\u0131nda b\u0131rakt\u0131, da\u011f\u0131n k\u0131y\u0131s\u0131na gidip b\u0131\u00e7a\u011f\u0131 kemerine takt\u0131 ve yoku\u015ftan a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 inmeye ba\u015flad\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>\u0130\u00e7inden ruhu seslenip dedi ki: &#8220;Yaz\u0131k bunca y\u0131ld\u0131r senin i\u00e7indeyim, sana kulluk ettim, \u015fimdi beni kovma, ben sana ne yapt\u0131m ki?&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Gen\u00e7 Bal\u0131k\u00e7\u0131 g\u00fcld\u00fc, &#8220;Bana hi\u00e7bir \u015fey yapmad\u0131n! Ama bana gerekli de de\u011filsin,&#8221; diye yan\u0131tlad\u0131, &#8220;D\u00fcnya geni\u015f, sonra cer\u0131net var, ceher\u0131nem var, bir de ikisinin aras\u0131ndaki o donuk alacakaranl\u0131k var. Nereye istersen git, ama beni rahats\u0131z etme; \u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc beni a\u015fk\u0131m \u00e7a\u011f\u0131r\u0131yor.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Ruhu ac\u0131 ac\u0131 yalvard\u0131, ama o kulak vermedi, bir yaban ke\u00e7isi gibi ayaklar\u0131na g\u00fcvendi\u011fi i\u00e7in kayadan kayaya s\u0131\u00e7rayarak denizin sar\u0131 k\u0131y\u0131s\u0131na vard\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>Bir Yunanl\u0131n\u0131n elinden \u00e7\u0131kma tun\u00e7 g\u00f6vdeli, iyi yap\u0131l\u0131 bir yontu gibi s\u0131rt\u0131 aya d\u00f6n\u00fck kumun \u00fcst\u00fcnde durdu. K\u00f6p\u00fcklerin i\u00e7inden beyaz kollar \u00e7\u0131k\u0131p onu \u00e7a\u011f\u0131rd\u0131, dalgalardan belirsiz bi\u00e7imler belirip selamlad\u0131. \u00d6n\u00fcnde ruhunun g\u00f6vdesi olan g\u00f6lgesi duruyor, arkas\u0131nda da bal rengi havadan ay sark\u0131yordu.<\/p>\n<p>Ruhu ona, &#8220;Beni ger\u00e7ekten atacaksan, y\u00fcre\u011fini vermeden atma; d\u00fcnya ac\u0131mas\u0131zd\u0131r; y\u00fcre\u011fini bana ver de yan\u0131mda g\u00f6t\u00fcreyim,&#8221; dedi.<\/p>\n<p>Bal\u0131k\u00e7\u0131 ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 kald\u0131r\u0131p g\u00fcl\u00fcmsedi, &#8220;Y\u00fcre\u011fimi verirsem sevgilimi neyle seveyim?&#8221; diye hayk\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>Ruh, &#8220;Ama, ac\u0131 bana! Y\u00fcre\u011fini bana ver, \u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc d\u00fcnya pek ac\u0131mas\u0131z, korkuyorum,&#8221; dedi.<\/p>\n<p>Bal\u0131k\u00e7\u0131, &#8220;Y\u00fcre\u011fim sevgilimindir; bunun i\u00e7in art\u0131k durma, \u00e7ek araban\u0131,&#8221; yan\u0131t\u0131n\u0131 verdi.<\/p>\n<p>Ruh, &#8220;Ben \u015fimdi sevemeyecek miyim?&#8221; diye sordu.<\/p>\n<p>Gen\u00e7 Bal\u0131k\u00e7\u0131, &#8220;Defol kar\u015f\u0131mdan, art\u0131k sen bana gerekli de\u011filsin!&#8221; diye hayk\u0131r\u0131p ye\u015fil engerek sapl\u0131 b\u0131\u00e7a\u011f\u0131n\u0131 ald\u0131, aya\u011f\u0131n\u0131n \u00e7evresinden g\u00f6lgesini kesip att\u0131; Ruh da aya\u011fa kalk\u0131p \u00f6n\u00fcnde durdu. Bal\u0131k\u00e7\u0131 ona bakt\u0131; t\u0131pk\u0131 kendisine benziyordu.<\/p>\n<p>Geri \u00e7ekilip b\u0131\u00e7a\u011f\u0131n\u0131 kemerine soktu ve \u00fczerine bir korku \u00e7\u00f6kt\u00fc, &#8220;Defol!&#8221; diye m\u0131r\u0131ldand\u0131. &#8220;Bir daha y\u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc g\u00f6rmeyeyim.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Ruh, &#8220;Yok!&#8221; dedi. &#8220;Ne olursa olsun yeniden bulu\u015fmal\u0131y\u0131z.&#8221; Sesi al\u00e7ak ve bir kaval sesi gibiydi, konu\u015furken dudaklar\u0131 hi\u00e7 k\u0131p\u0131rdam\u0131yordu.<\/p>\n<p>Gen\u00e7 Bal\u0131k\u00e7\u0131, &#8220;Nas\u0131l bulu\u015fal\u0131m?&#8221; diye hayk\u0131rd\u0131. &#8220;Sen denizin dibine benimle gelmeyeceksin ki!&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Ruh, &#8220;Y\u0131lda bir kez buraya gelir, seni \u00e7a\u011f\u0131r\u0131r\u0131m; belki bana gereksinme duyars\u0131n.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Gen\u00e7 Bal\u0131k\u00e7\u0131, &#8220;Benim sana ne gereksinmem olacak? Ama istedi\u011fin gibi olsun,&#8221; diyerek suya dald\u0131. Deniz erkekleri borular\u0131n\u0131 \u00f6tt\u00fcrd\u00fc, k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck deniz k\u0131z\u0131 ona kar\u015f\u0131c\u0131 \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131, kollar\u0131n\u0131 boynuna dolay\u0131p a\u011fz\u0131ndan \u00f6pt\u00fc.<\/p>\n<p>Ruh da \u0131ss\u0131z k\u0131y\u0131da durup onlar\u0131 seyretti. Onlar suya dal\u0131nca a\u011flaya a\u011flaya batakl\u0131klar\u0131n \u00fczerinden \u00e7ekilip gitti.<\/p>\n<p>Bir y\u0131l ge\u00e7tikten sonra, Ruh deniz k\u0131y\u0131s\u0131na gelip gen\u00e7 Bal\u0131k\u00e7\u0131&#8217;y\u0131 \u00e7a\u011f\u0131rd\u0131, o da derinlerden \u00e7\u0131k\u0131p, &#8220;Beni niye \u00e7a\u011f\u0131r\u0131yorsun?&#8221; diye sordu.<\/p>\n<p>Ruh yan\u0131t verdi: &#8220;Yakla\u015f, yakla\u015f da seninle konu\u015fay\u0131m, ola\u011fan\u00fcst\u00fc \u015feyler g\u00f6rd\u00fcm.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Bal\u0131k\u00e7\u0131 yakla\u015ft\u0131, s\u0131\u011f sulara uzand\u0131, ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 ellerine dayad\u0131 ve dinledi.<\/p>\n<p>Ruh dedi ki: &#8220;Senden ayr\u0131ld\u0131\u011f\u0131m zaman y\u00fcz\u00fcm\u00fc do\u011fuya \u00e7evirip yola \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131m. Ak\u0131l diye ne varsa do\u011fudan gelir. Alt\u0131 g\u00fcn gittim, yedinci g\u00fcn\u00fcn sabah\u0131nda Tatarlar \u00fclkesinde bir da\u011fa geldim. G\u00fcne\u015ften korunmak i\u00e7in bir \u0131lg\u0131n a\u011fac\u0131n\u0131n g\u00f6lgesine s\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131p oturdum. Toprak kupkuru ve s\u0131caktan yanm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Halk, cilal\u0131 bak\u0131r bir sini \u00fcst\u00fcnde kayna\u015fan sinekler gibi ovan\u0131n \u00fczerinde gidip geliyordu.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Ve \u00f6\u011fleyin, ovan\u0131n d\u00fcz \u00e7evresinden k\u0131z\u0131l bir toz bulutu y\u00fckseldi. Tatarlar bunu g\u00f6r\u00fcnce boyal\u0131 yaylar\u0131na kiri\u015f ge\u00e7irdiler, k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck atlar\u0131na atlay\u0131p \u00fczerine do\u011fru d\u00f6rtnala gittiler. Kad\u0131nlar \u00e7\u0131\u011fl\u0131k \u00e7\u0131\u011fl\u0131\u011fa arabalara ka\u00e7\u0131p ke\u00e7e perdelerin arkas\u0131na sakland\u0131lar.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Tatarlar alacakaranl\u0131kta d\u00f6nd\u00fc, ama i\u00e7lerinden be\u015fi eksikti, d\u00f6nenlerden de yaralananlar az de\u011fildi. Atlar\u0131n\u0131 arabalara ko\u015ftular, \u00e7abucak s\u00fcr\u00fcp gittiler. Bir ma\u011faradan \u00fc\u00e7 \u00e7akal \u00e7\u0131k\u0131p arkalar\u0131ndan g\u00f6zetledi, sonra burunlar\u0131yla havay\u0131 koklay\u0131p ters y\u00f6ne do\u011fru t\u0131r\u0131s t\u0131r\u0131s gittiler.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Ay do\u011farken ovada bir konak ate\u015fi g\u00f6r\u00fcp oraya do\u011fru gittim. Ate\u015fin ba\u015f\u0131nda birtak\u0131m t\u00fcccarlar seccadelerinin \u00fcst\u00fcne \u00e7epe\u00e7evre dizilmi\u015flerdi. Gerilerinde de develeri ba\u011fl\u0131yd\u0131; hizmet\u00e7ileri zenciler, kumun \u00fcst\u00fcne sepili deriden \u00e7ad\u0131r kuruyor, dikenli ahlattan y\u00fcksek bir \u00e7it yap\u0131yorlard\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Ben kendi \u00fclkemin prensi oldu\u011fumu, beni tutsak etmek isteyen Tatarlardan ka\u00e7t\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131 s\u00f6yledim. T\u00fcccarba\u015f\u0131 g\u00fcl\u00fcmsedi, bana uzun bambu kam\u0131\u015flar\u0131n ucuna ge\u00e7irilmi\u015f be\u015f kelle g\u00f6sterdi.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Sonra bana Tanr\u0131&#8217;n\u0131n peygamberini sordu; &#8216;Muhammet&#8217; yan\u0131t\u0131n\u0131 verdim.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Bu ad\u0131 duyunca, boyun kesti, elimden tutup beni yan\u0131na oturttu. Bir zenci bana tahta bir \u00e7anakla biraz k\u0131srak s\u00fct\u00fc, biraz da k\u0131zarm\u0131\u015f kuzu eti getirdi.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;G\u00fcn a\u011far\u0131rken yola \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131k. Ben ba\u015fkan\u0131n yan\u0131ba\u015f\u0131nda k\u0131z\u0131l yeleli bir deve \u00fcst\u00fcnde gidiyordum, \u00f6n\u00fcm\u00fczden de eli m\u0131zrakl\u0131 bir Tatar (sai) ko\u015fuyordu. \u0130ki yan\u0131m\u0131zda sava\u015f\u00e7\u0131lar vard\u0131; t\u00fcccar mal\u0131 y\u00fckl\u00fc kat\u0131rlar da pe\u015fimizden geliyordu. Kervanda k\u0131rk deve vard\u0131, kat\u0131rlar\u0131n say\u0131s\u0131 k\u0131rk\u0131n iki kat\u0131yd\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Tatarlar\u0131n \u00fclkesinden Aya S\u00f6venler yurduna ge\u00e7tik. Alt\u0131nlar\u0131n\u0131 ankalar\u0131n bekledi\u011fini, pullu ejderlerin ma\u011faralarda uyudu\u011funu g\u00f6rd\u00fck. Ba\u011flar\u0131 a\u015farken \u00fcst\u00fcm\u00fcze karlar ya\u011fmas\u0131n diye solu\u011fumuzu tuttuk, her adam g\u00f6z\u00fcne b\u00fcr\u00fcmc\u00fckten bir pe\u00e7e \u00f6rtt\u00fc. Koyaklardan ge\u00e7erken a\u011fa\u00e7lar\u0131n kovuklar\u0131ndan Yec\u00fcc Mec\u00fccler \u00fcst\u00fcm\u00fcze ok att\u0131, geceleyin yaban adamlar\u0131n\u0131n davul \u00e7ald\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 duyduk. Maymunlar Kalesi&#8217;ne var\u0131nca, \u00f6nlerine yemi\u015f d\u00f6kt\u00fck, bize zarar vermediler. Y\u0131lanlar Kulesi&#8217;ne geldi\u011fimiz zaman y\u0131lanlara pirin\u00e7 taslarla s\u00fct verdik, bize yol verdiler. Yolculu\u011fumuzda \u00fc\u00e7 kez Oks\u00fcs&#8217;\u00fcn k\u0131y\u0131s\u0131na geldik. \u00dcst\u00fcnden a\u011fa\u00e7 sallar, koskoca tulumlarla ge\u00e7tik. Suayg\u0131rlar\u0131 kudurdu, bizi \u00f6ld\u00fcrmek istedi. Develer onlar\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00fcnce tir tir titredi.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Her kentin kral\u0131 bizden toprak bast\u0131 hakk\u0131 ald\u0131, ama hi\u00e7biri i\u00e7eri girmemizi istemedi. Surlar\u0131n \u00fczerinden \u00fcst\u00fcm\u00fcze ekmek att\u0131lar, balla yo\u011frulmu\u015f m\u0131s\u0131r unundan k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck \u00e7\u00f6rekler, hurmayla doldurulmu\u015f en iyi undan \u00e7\u00f6rekler att\u0131lar. Her y\u00fcz sepet dolusuna bir kehribar tespih verdik onlara.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;K\u00f6ylerde oturanlar bizim geli\u015fimizi g\u00f6r\u00fcnce kuyular\u0131 zehirleyip da\u011f tepelerine ka\u00e7t\u0131lar. Ya\u015fl\u0131 do\u011fup y\u0131ldan y\u0131la gencelen, sonunda da ufac\u0131k \u00e7ocuk olarak \u00f6len Magadealarla; kaplan\u0131n \u00e7ocuklar\u0131 olduklar\u0131n\u0131 ileri s\u00fcr\u00fcp \u00fczerlerini sar\u0131l\u0131 siyahla \u00e7izgilerle boyayan Laktroilarla: \u00f6l\u00fclerini a\u011fa\u00e7 tepelerine g\u00f6men, tanr\u0131lar\u0131 g\u00fcne\u015ften korktuklar\u0131 i\u00e7in karanl\u0131k ma\u011faralarda \u00f6m\u00fcr s\u00fcren Aurantelerle; tapt\u0131klar\u0131 timsaha ye\u015fil camdan k\u00fcpeler verip onu tereya\u011flar\u0131 ve taze av ku\u015flar\u0131yla besleyen Kriminlerle; sonra k\u00f6pek suratl\u0131 Agazonbelerle; atlardan daha h\u0131zl\u0131 ko\u015fan at bacakl\u0131, Sibanlarla d\u00f6v\u00fc\u015ft\u00fck. \u00dc\u00e7te birimiz \u00e7arp\u0131\u015fmalarda \u00f6ld\u00fc, \u00fc\u00e7te birimiz de a\u00e7l\u0131ktan. Kalanlar homur homur homurdan\u0131p \u00fczerlerine u\u011fursuzluk getirdi\u011fimi s\u00f6ylediler. Bir ta\u015f\u0131n alt\u0131ndan boynuzlu bir kara y\u0131lan \u00e7\u0131kar\u0131p kendimi sokturdum. Bana bir \u015fey olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00fcnce korktular.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;D\u00f6rd\u00fcnc\u00fc ayda \u0130llel kentine geldik. Geceleyin surun d\u0131\u015f\u0131ndaki korulu\u011fa vard\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131zda hava s\u0131k\u0131nt\u0131l\u0131yd\u0131, \u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc ay akrep burcuna girmi\u015fmi\u015f. A\u011fa\u00e7lardan taze narlar kopar\u0131p yard\u0131k, tatl\u0131 sular\u0131n\u0131 i\u00e7tik. Sonra seccadelerimize uzan\u0131p sabah\u0131 bekledik.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;G\u00fcn a\u011far\u0131rken kalk\u0131p kentin kap\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7ald\u0131k. Kap\u0131 k\u0131z\u0131l tun\u00e7tan yap\u0131lm\u0131\u015f, \u00fczerine deniz ejderleriyle kanatl\u0131 ejderler i\u015flenmi\u015fti. N\u00f6bet\u00e7iler mazgallardan bak\u0131p ne istedi\u011fimizi sordular. Kervan\u0131n \u00e7evirmeni bir\u00e7ok t\u00fcccar mal\u0131yla Syria adas\u0131ndan geldi\u011fimizi s\u00f6yledi. \u0130\u00e7eri rehineler ald\u0131lar, kap\u0131y\u0131 \u00f6\u011fleyin a\u00e7acaklar\u0131n\u0131 ve o zamana dek beklememizi s\u00f6ylediler.<\/p>\n<p>\u00d6\u011fleyin kap\u0131y\u0131 a\u00e7t\u0131lar, biz i\u00e7eri girerken halk evlerden ak\u0131n ak\u0131n bo\u015fan\u0131p bizi seyre geldi, bir tellal \u00e7\u0131k\u0131p iri bir m\u00fchre kabu\u011funun i\u00e7inden ba\u011f\u0131ra ba\u011f\u0131ra b\u00fct\u00fcn kenti dola\u015ft\u0131. Biz \u00e7ar\u015f\u0131 alan\u0131nda durduk, zenciler de \u00fczeri insan resimli kuma\u015flar\u0131n denklerini \u00e7\u00f6z\u00fcp Frenk \u00e7\u0131nar\u0131ndan oymal\u0131 sand\u0131klar\u0131 a\u00e7t\u0131lar. Onlar i\u015flerini bitirince t\u00fcccarlar t\u00fcrl\u00fc t\u00fcrl\u00fc \u015fa\u015f\u0131rt\u0131c\u0131 e\u015fyalar\u0131n\u0131; M\u0131s\u0131r&#8217;\u0131n mumlu kefenlerini, Habe\u015f \u00fclkesinin renkli ketenlerini, Sur kentinin eflatun s\u00fcngerlerini, Sayda&#8217;n\u0131n mavi kilimlerini, so\u011fuk kehribar fincanlar\u0131, nefis s\u0131r\u00e7a bardaklar\u0131, yanm\u0131\u015f topraktan ilgin\u00e7 kaplar\u0131 \u00e7\u0131kard\u0131lar. Bir evin dam\u0131ndan bir y\u0131\u011f\u0131n kad\u0131n bizi seyretti. Bir tanesi yald\u0131zl\u0131 deriden y\u00fczl\u00fck takm\u0131\u015ft\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;\u0130lk g\u00fcn papazlar gelip bizimle al\u0131\u015fveri\u015f ettiler, ikinci g\u00fcn soylular, \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcnc\u00fc g\u00fcn esnafla k\u00f6leleri geldi. Gelen b\u00fct\u00fcn t\u00fcccarlara orada kald\u0131klar\u0131 s\u00fcrece b\u00f6yle yapmak g\u00f6renekleriymi\u015f.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Bir ay kald\u0131k, g\u00f6kte ay k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fclmeye ba\u015flay\u0131nca usand\u0131m, kentin sokaklar\u0131nda dola\u015fa dola\u015fa Tanr\u0131&#8217;n\u0131n bah\u00e7esine vard\u0131m.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Rahipler ye\u015fil a\u011fa\u00e7lar\u0131n aras\u0131nda sar\u0131 c\u00fcppeleriyle dola\u015f\u0131yorlard\u0131. Kara mermerden bir ta\u015fl\u0131kta, i\u00e7inde \u0130lah&#8217;\u0131n bulundu\u011fu g\u00fcl pembesi bir ev vard\u0131. Kap\u0131lar\u0131 p\u00fcsk\u00fcrme lakedendi, \u00fcst\u00fcne kabartma cilal\u0131 alt\u0131ndan bo\u011falarla tavuslar i\u015flenmi\u015fti. S\u00fcsl\u00fc dam, deniz ye\u015fili \u00e7inidendi, geni\u015f sa\u00e7aklara s\u0131ra s\u0131ra fisto halinde k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fcc\u00fck \u00e7\u0131ng\u0131raklar dizilmi\u015fti. Aralar\u0131ndan beyaz kumrular u\u00e7u\u015furken kanatlar\u0131 \u00e7arpt\u0131k\u00e7a onlar\u0131 \u00e7al\u0131yor, \u00e7\u0131ng\u0131rdat\u0131yordu.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Tap\u0131na\u011f\u0131n \u00f6n\u00fcnde damarl\u0131 m\u00fchresenk ta\u015f\u0131 d\u00f6\u015feli, suyu duru bir havuz vard\u0131. Suyun ba\u015f\u0131na yat\u0131p solgun parmaklar\u0131mla yayvan yapraklara dokundum. Rahiplerden biri bana do\u011fru gelip arkamda durdu. Ayaklar\u0131nda sandallar vard\u0131, biri yumu\u015fak y\u0131lan derisinden, \u00f6teki ku\u015f t\u00fcy\u00fcndendi. Ba\u015f\u0131nda kara ke\u00e7eden \u00fcst\u00fcne g\u00fcm\u00fc\u015f aylar i\u015flenmi\u015f bir ta\u00e7 vard\u0131. C\u00fcppesine yedi alt\u0131n dokunmu\u015ftu, k\u0131v\u0131r k\u0131v\u0131r sa\u00e7lar\u0131 rast\u0131kla boyal\u0131yd\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Biraz sonra bana seslenip dile\u011fimi sordu.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Dile\u011fimin Tanr\u0131&#8217;y\u0131 g\u00f6rmek oldu\u011funu s\u00f6yledim. Rahip k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck g\u00f6zlerinin ucuyla tuhaf bakarak, &#8216;Tanr\u0131 avda,&#8217; dedi.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Hangi ormandaysa s\u00f6yle de, yan\u0131nda at s\u00fcreyim, diye yan\u0131t verdim.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Uzun sivri t\u0131rnaklar\u0131yla t\u00fcni\u011finin yumu\u015fak sa\u00e7aklar\u0131n\u0131 s\u0131vazlad\u0131; &#8216;Tanr\u0131 uykuda,&#8217; diye m\u0131r\u0131ldand\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Hangi yataktaysa s\u00f6yle de, yan\u0131nda bekleyeyim diye yan\u0131t verdim.<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;Tanr\u0131 \u015f\u00f6lende!&#8217; diye hayk\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Yan\u0131t\u0131m, &#8216;\u015earap tatl\u0131ysa birlikte i\u00e7erim, ac\u0131ysa da gene i\u00e7erim&#8217; oldu.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;\u015ea\u015f\u0131rarak ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 e\u011fdi, elimden tutup beni aya\u011fa kald\u0131rd\u0131; tap\u0131naktan i\u00e7eri soktu.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Birinci h\u00fccrede, \u00e7evresi iri do\u011fu incileriyle \u00e7evrilmi\u015f defneden bir taht&#8217;a kurulmu\u015f bir put g\u00f6rd\u00fcm. Abanozdan oyulmu\u015ftu. B\u00fcy\u00fckl\u00fc\u011f\u00fc de bir insan b\u00fcy\u00fckl\u00fc\u011f\u00fc kadard\u0131. Aln\u0131nda bir yakut vard\u0131, sa\u00e7lar\u0131ndan kuca\u011f\u0131na koyu koyu ya\u011f daml\u0131yordu. Ayaklar\u0131 yeni kurban edilmi\u015f bir o\u011flan\u0131n kan\u0131yla k\u0131pk\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131yd\u0131, belinde yedi tane g\u00f6k z\u00fcmr\u00fct kak\u0131l\u0131 bak\u0131r bir kemer vard\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Rahibe, &#8216;Tanr\u0131 bu mu?&#8217; dedim. &#8216;Evet, Tanr\u0131 budur,&#8217; diye yan\u0131t verdi.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Bana Tanr\u0131&#8217;y\u0131 g\u00f6ster, yoksa seni kesinlikle gebertirim,&#8221; diye ba\u011f\u0131r\u0131p elini yakalad\u0131m, eli kupkuru kesildi.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Rahip bana, &#8216;Efendim, kulunu iyi etsin de Tanr\u0131&#8217;y\u0131 kendisine g\u00f6stereyim,&#8217; diye yalvard\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Ben de elinin \u00fcst\u00fcne \u00fcfledim, hemen iyile\u015fti; rahip tir tir titredi, beni ikinci h\u00fccreye g\u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fc. \u0130ri z\u00fcmr\u00fctler as\u0131lm\u0131\u015f ye\u015fimden bir nil\u00fcfer \u00fcst\u00fcnde duran bir put g\u00f6rd\u00fcm. Fildi\u015finden oyulmu\u015ftu, bir insan\u0131n iki kat\u0131 b\u00fcy\u00fckl\u00fckteydi. Aln\u0131nda bir zebercet vard\u0131, memeleri g\u00fczel kokularla, tar\u00e7\u0131nla ovulmu\u015ftu. Bir elinde ye\u015fimden, e\u011fri bir asa; \u00f6tekinde yuvarlak bir kristal tutuyordu. Pirin\u00e7ten \u00e7izme giymi\u015fti, kal\u0131n boynunu ayta\u015flar\u0131ndan bir halka \u00e7evrelemi\u015fti.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Rahibe, &#8216;Tanr\u0131 bu mu?&#8217; dedim; &#8216;Evet, Tanr\u0131 budur,&#8217; diye yan\u0131t verdi.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;&#8216;Bana Tanr\u0131&#8217;y\u0131 g\u00f6ster, yoksa seni gebertirim!&#8217; diye hayk\u0131r\u0131p g\u00f6zlerine dokundum, k\u00f6r oldu.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Rahip, &#8216;Efendim kulunu iyi etsin de Tanr\u0131&#8217;y\u0131 g\u00f6stereyim&#8217; dedi.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;G\u00f6zlerine \u00fcfledim, gene g\u00f6rmeye ba\u015flad\u0131; titredi, beni \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcnc\u00fc odaya g\u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fc. Vay, ne put vard\u0131, ne de ba\u015fka bir \u015fey, ama yaln\u0131zca ta\u015ftan bir holde yuvarlak bir ayna vard\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Rahibe, &#8216;Tanr\u0131 nerede?&#8217; dedim.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;&#8216;G\u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn bu aynadan ba\u015fka Tanr\u0131 yok; \u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc bu ak\u0131l aynas\u0131d\u0131r. G\u00f6kte yerde ne varsa hepsini yans\u0131t\u0131r. Yaln\u0131zca ona bakan\u0131n y\u00fcz\u00fcnden ba\u015fka&#8230; yaln\u0131zca onu g\u00f6stermez; i\u00e7ine bakan ak\u0131llans\u0131n diye. Daha ba\u015fka aynalar da var. Ama onlar d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnce aynalar\u0131d\u0131r. Yaln\u0131zca bu ak\u0131l aynas\u0131d\u0131r. Bu aynaya sahip olanlar her \u015feyi bilir, onlara hi\u00e7bir \u015fey gizli de\u011fildir. Buna sahip olmayanlarda ak\u0131l yoktur. Bunun i\u00e7in Tanr\u0131 odur ve ona tapar\u0131z,&#8217; diye yan\u0131t verdi. Aynaya bakt\u0131m, t\u0131pk\u0131 bana s\u00f6yledi\u011fi gibiydi.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Pek olmayacak bir \u015fey yapt\u0131m; ama oray\u0131 ge\u00e7elim, \u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc aynay\u0131 buradan bir g\u00fcnl\u00fck yolda bir yere saklad\u0131m. Yaln\u0131zca l\u00fctfet de gene i\u00e7ine girip senin kulun olay\u0131m, sen de b\u00fct\u00fcn ak\u0131l sahiplerinden daha ak\u0131ll\u0131 olursun; ak\u0131l da senin olur. Haydi l\u00fctfet de i\u00e7ine gireyim, art\u0131k hi\u00e7 kimse senin gibi ak\u0131ll\u0131 olamaz.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Ama gen\u00e7 Bal\u0131k\u00e7\u0131 g\u00fcld\u00fc, &#8220;A\u015fk ak\u0131ldan iyidir, k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck Denizk\u0131z\u0131 da beni seviyor,&#8221; diye hayk\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>Ruh, &#8220;Yok, ak\u0131ldan \u00fcst\u00fcn hi\u00e7bir \u015fey olamaz,&#8221; dedi.<\/p>\n<p>Gen\u00e7 Bal\u0131k\u00e7\u0131, &#8220;A\u015fk daha iyi&#8221; diye derinlere dald\u0131; ruh da a\u011flaya a\u011flaya batakl\u0131klar\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcnden giderek uzakla\u015ft\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>\u0130kinci y\u0131l\u0131n sonunda, Ruh denizin k\u0131y\u0131s\u0131na inip gen\u00e7 Bal\u0131k\u00e7\u0131&#8217;y\u0131 \u00e7a\u011f\u0131rd\u0131. Bal\u0131k\u00e7\u0131 da \u00e7\u0131k\u0131p, &#8220;Beni niye derinlerden \u00e7a\u011f\u0131r\u0131yorsun?&#8221; dedi.<\/p>\n<p>Ruh, &#8220;Yakla\u015f da konu\u015fal\u0131m, ola\u011fan\u00fcst\u00fc \u015feyler g\u00f6rd\u00fcm,&#8221; diye yan\u0131t verdi.<\/p>\n<p>Bal\u0131k\u00e7\u0131 yakla\u015ft\u0131, s\u0131\u011f k\u0131y\u0131da uzand\u0131, ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 avu\u00e7lar\u0131n\u0131n i\u00e7ine al\u0131p dinledi.<\/p>\n<p>Ruh dedi ki: &#8220;Senden ayr\u0131l\u0131nca ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131 al\u0131p g\u00fcney yolunu tuttum. Ne kadar de\u011ferli \u015fey varsa g\u00fcneyden gelir. Alt\u0131 g\u00fcn A\u015fter kentine giden k\u0131r yollar\u0131nda y\u00fcr\u00fcd\u00fcm, hac\u0131lar\u0131n ge\u00e7idi k\u0131z\u0131l tozlu k\u0131r yollar\u0131na koyuldum, yedinci g\u00fcn\u00fcn sabah\u0131nda g\u00f6zlerimi kald\u0131rd\u0131m, o! Kent ayaklar\u0131m\u0131n alt\u0131nda, koyaktayd\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Bu kente dokuz kap\u0131dan girilir, hep kap\u0131n\u0131n \u00f6n\u00fcnde da\u011fdan Bedeviler indik\u00e7e ki\u015fneyen tun\u00e7tan bir at vard\u0131r. Surlar\u0131 bak\u0131r kapl\u0131, surlar\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcndeki bur\u00e7lar pirin\u00e7 daml\u0131d\u0131r. Her kulede eli yayl\u0131 bir ok\u00e7u durur. G\u00fcn do\u011farken okuyla bir gonga vurur, g\u00fcn batarken de boynuzdan bir boru \u00e7alar.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Ben girmek isterken korumanlar yolumu kesip kim oldu\u011fumu sordular. Dervi\u015f oldu\u011fumu, ye\u015fil mendil \u00fcst\u00fcne g\u00fcm\u00fc\u015ften harfli yaz\u0131lar\u0131n\u0131 meleklerin i\u015fledi\u011fi Kuran&#8217;\u0131n bulundu\u011fu Mekke kentine gitti\u011fimi s\u00f6yledim. \u015ea\u015fk\u0131nl\u0131k i\u00e7inde kald\u0131lar. \u0130\u00e7eri girmem i\u00e7in yalvard\u0131lar.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;\u0130\u00e7erisi t\u0131pk\u0131 bir \u00e7ar\u015f\u0131 gibiydi. Ke\u015fke benimle birlikte olsayd\u0131n. Dar sokaklarda bir ba\u015ftan bir ba\u015fa \u015fen renkli k\u011f\u0131t fenerler, iri kelebekler gibi titre\u015fir. Damlar\u0131n \u00fczerinden r\u00fczgr estik\u00e7e renkli su kabarc\u0131klar\u0131 gibi \u00e7\u0131k\u0131p d\u00fc\u015ferler. Kul\u00fcbelerinin \u00f6n\u00fcnde ipek seccadeler \u00fcst\u00fcnde bezirgnlar oturur. Dimdik sakallar\u0131 vard\u0131r, sar\u0131klar\u0131 alt\u0131n pullarla dokunmu\u015ftur. Serin parmaklar\u0131n\u0131n aras\u0131ndan da kehribar ya da yontma \u015feftali \u00e7ekirde\u011finden uzun tespihler kayar. Kimileri, arapzamk\u0131, s\u00fcmb\u00fcl, Hint Denizi adalar\u0131ndan gelme g\u00f6r\u00fclmedik kokular, al g\u00fcllerden \u00e7\u0131kar\u0131lm\u0131\u015f koyu koyu ya\u011flar, mirrisafiler ve \u00e7ivi bi\u00e7iminde kuru karanfiller satar. \u0130nsan \u00f6nlerinde durup konu\u015fsa hemen mangala bir tutam buhur at\u0131p havaya tatl\u0131 koku sa\u00e7arlar. Elinde kam\u0131\u015f gibi ince bir \u00e7ubuk tutan bir Suriyeliye rasgeldim. \u0130plik iplik g\u00fcm\u00fc\u015fs\u00fc bir duman t\u00fctt\u00fcr\u00fcyordu, kokusu pembe ilkyaz bademinin kokusu gibiydi. Ba\u015fkalar\u0131 \u00fczerleri s\u0131vama g\u00f6kmavisi firuzelerle kapl\u0131 g\u00fcm\u00fc\u015f bilezikler, k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck inci sa\u00e7aklarla alt\u0131n \u00e7emberli kaplan t\u0131rnaklar\u0131, delikli z\u00fcmr\u00fctlerden k\u00fcpeler, oluklu ye\u015fimlerden y\u00fcz\u00fckler satarlar. \u00c7ayhanelerden kitara sesi gelir, esrar \u00e7ekenler de g\u00fcl\u00fcmseyen beyaz y\u00fczleriyle gelip ge\u00e7enlere bakarlar.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Ger\u00e7ekten benimle olmal\u0131yd\u0131n. S\u0131rtlar\u0131 siyah k\u0131rbal\u0131 \u015farap\u00e7\u0131lar kalabal\u0131\u011f\u0131 dirsekleyip kendilerine yol a\u00e7\u0131yorlard\u0131. Bir\u00e7oklar\u0131 bal gibi tatl\u0131 \u015eiraz \u015farab\u0131 sat\u0131yor. \u015earab\u0131 k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck maden taslarla sunuyor, \u00fcst\u00fcne g\u00fcl yapraklar\u0131 serpiyorlard\u0131. Pazar alan\u0131nda yar\u0131k yar\u0131k ayr\u0131lm\u0131\u015f eflatun kabuklu taze incirler, K\u0131br\u0131s elmaslar\u0131n\u0131 and\u0131ran sapsar\u0131 mis gibi kavunlar, a\u011fa\u00e7 kavunlar\u0131, pespembe elmalar, salk\u0131m salk\u0131m \u00fcz\u00fcmler, yusyuvarlak k\u0131z\u0131l alt\u0131n renginde portakallar, ye\u015fil alt\u0131n renginde limonlar, t\u00fcrl\u00fc t\u00fcrl\u00fc yemi\u015f satan yemi\u015f\u00e7iler duruyor. Bir kez de bir fil g\u00f6rd\u00fcm. Hortumu llle, zerde\u00e7alla boyanm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Kulaklar\u0131n\u0131n \u00fczerinde k\u0131pk\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 ipekten bir a\u011f vard\u0131. Kul\u00fcbelerden birinin kar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda durup portakallar\u0131 yemeye ba\u015flad\u0131, adam da yaln\u0131zca bak\u0131p g\u00fcld\u00fc. Onlar\u0131n ne tuhaf bir oymak olduklar\u0131n\u0131 bilemezsin. Keyifleri yerindeyken ku\u015f\u00e7ulara gider, kafes i\u00e7inde bir ku\u015f al\u0131r, ne\u015felerini art\u0131rmak i\u00e7in sal\u0131verirler; \u00fczg\u00fcnken \u00fcz\u00fcnt\u00fcleri azalmas\u0131n diye dikenlerle d\u00f6v\u00fcn\u00fcrler.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Bir ak\u015fam zencilerin \u00e7ar\u015f\u0131dan, a\u011f\u0131r bir taht\u0131ravan ge\u00e7irdiklerini g\u00f6rd\u00fcm; yald\u0131zl\u0131 bambudand\u0131, ll renginde \u00e7in cilas\u0131yla kapl\u0131 kollar\u0131na pirin\u00e7 tavuslar kak\u0131lm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Pencerelerine b\u00f6cek kanatlar\u0131yla ufac\u0131k incirler i\u015flenmi\u015f, incecik b\u00fcr\u00fcmc\u00fck perdeler gerilmi\u015fti; ge\u00e7erken i\u00e7inden solgun y\u00fczl\u00fc bir \u00c7erkez bak\u0131p bana g\u00fcld\u00fc. Pe\u015flerine tak\u0131ld\u0131m, zenciler de ad\u0131mlar\u0131n\u0131 s\u0131kla\u015ft\u0131r\u0131p ka\u015flar\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7att\u0131lar, ama ben ald\u0131rmad\u0131m, b\u00fcy\u00fck bir meraka d\u00fc\u015ft\u00fcm.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Ve sonunda d\u00f6rt k\u00f6\u015fe beyaz bir evin \u00f6n\u00fcnde durdular. Hi\u00e7 penceresi yoktu, yaln\u0131zca t\u00fcrbe kap\u0131s\u0131 gibi k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck bir kap\u0131s\u0131 vard\u0131. Taht\u0131revan\u0131 yere b\u0131rak\u0131p bak\u0131r bir \u00e7eki\u00e7le kap\u0131ya \u00fc\u00e7 kez vurdular. Ye\u015fil deriden kaftan giymi\u015f bir Ermeni parmakl\u0131ktan bak\u0131p onlar\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00fcnce kap\u0131y\u0131 a\u00e7t\u0131, yere bir hal\u0131 serdi kad\u0131n da taht\u0131revandan \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131. \u0130\u00e7eri girerken d\u00f6n\u00fcp bana g\u00fcl\u00fcmsedi. Hi\u00e7 bu kadar soluk renkli insan g\u00f6rmemi\u015ftim.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Ay do\u011funca ayn\u0131 yere d\u00f6n\u00fcp o evi arad\u0131m, ama yerinde yeller esiyordu. Bunu g\u00f6r\u00fcnce kad\u0131n\u0131n kim oldu\u011funu, ni\u00e7in bana g\u00fcl\u00fcmsedi\u011fini anlad\u0131m.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Ke\u015fke benimle olsayd\u0131n, yeni ay\u0131n bayram\u0131nda gen\u00e7 Hakan saray\u0131ndan \u00e7\u0131k\u0131p namaz k\u0131lmaya camiye gitti. Sa\u00e7\u0131 sakal\u0131 g\u00fcl yapraklar\u0131yla boyanm\u0131\u015f, yanaklar\u0131 ince alt\u0131n tozuyla s\u00fcslenmi\u015f, tabanlar\u0131yla avu\u00e7lar\u0131 safranla sarart\u0131lm\u0131\u015ft\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;G\u00fcn do\u011farken saray\u0131ndan g\u00fcm\u00fc\u015f kaftanla \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131, g\u00fcn batarken alt\u0131n kaftanla d\u00f6nd\u00fc. Halk yerlere kapan\u0131p y\u00fczlerini g\u00f6zlerini s\u00fcrd\u00fc, ama ben \u00f6yle yapmad\u0131m. Hurmac\u0131 sergisinin yan\u0131nda durup bekledim. Hakan beni g\u00f6r\u00fcnce rast\u0131kl\u0131 ka\u015flar\u0131n\u0131 kald\u0131r\u0131p durdu. Ben hi\u00e7 yerimden k\u0131p\u0131rdamad\u0131m, kendisine hi\u00e7 sayg\u0131 g\u00f6stermedim. Halk c\u00fcretime \u015fa\u015f\u0131p kentten ka\u00e7mam\u0131 sal\u0131k verdi. Onlara kulak asmad\u0131m, gidip sanatlar\u0131 y\u00fcz\u00fcnden ilen\u00e7lenmi\u015f, tuhaf tuhaf putlar yapan sat\u0131c\u0131lar\u0131n yan\u0131na oturdum. Yapt\u0131klar\u0131m\u0131 anlat\u0131nca her biri bir put verip ba\u015flar\u0131ndan \u00e7ekilmemi dilediler.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;O gece Nar soka\u011f\u0131ndaki \u00e7ayevinde bir \u015filte \u00fcst\u00fcnde uzanm\u0131\u015f yatarken Hakan&#8217;\u0131n \u00f6zel hizmetlileri gelip beni saraya g\u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fcler. Ben i\u00e7eri girdik\u00e7e arkamdan birer birer her kap\u0131y\u0131 kapay\u0131p \u00fcst\u00fcne zincir vurdular, i\u00e7erde \u00e7epe\u00e7evre revakl\u0131 geni\u015f bir avlu duvar\u0131 vard\u0131. Duvarlar yer yer ye\u015filli mavili \u00e7inilerle bezenmi\u015f beyaz horasan ta\u015f\u0131ndand\u0131. B\u00fcy\u00fck s\u00fctunlar yemye\u015fil somakiden, zemin \u015feftali \u00e7i\u00e7e\u011fi renginde bir t\u00fcr eflatun mermerdendi. Hi\u00e7 b\u00f6yle bir \u015fey g\u00f6rmemi\u015ftim.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Avludan ge\u00e7erken ya\u015fmakl\u0131 iki kad\u0131n sayvandan a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 bak\u0131p bana ilendi. Hizmetliler h\u0131zland\u0131, m\u0131zraklar\u0131n\u0131n dip\u00e7ikleri cilal\u0131 yere vurduk\u00e7a t\u0131n t\u0131n ediyordu. Fildi\u015finden i\u015fleme bir kap\u0131 a\u00e7t\u0131lar, kendimi yedi setli sulak bir bah\u00e7ede buldum. Kadeh gibi laleler, ay par\u00e7as\u0131 patlar, g\u00fcm\u00fc\u015f kapl\u0131 sab\u0131r \u00e7i\u00e7ekleri dikilmi\u015fti. Karanl\u0131k havadan a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 kristalden ince, boru gibi bir \u00e7e\u015fme sark\u0131yordu. Servi a\u011fa\u00e7lar\u0131 yan\u0131p bitmi\u015f \u00e7\u0131ralar gibi t\u00fct\u00fcyor, bir tanesinde b\u00fclb\u00fcl \u00f6t\u00fcyordu.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Bah\u00e7enin \u00f6b\u00fcr ucunda k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck bir daire vard\u0131. Biz yakla\u015f\u0131rken iki harema\u011fas\u0131 kar\u015f\u0131lamaya \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131. Yass\u0131 v\u00fccutlar\u0131 y\u00fcr\u00fcrken iki yana \u00e7alkan\u0131yor, sar\u0131 kapakl\u0131 g\u00f6zleri bana merakla bak\u0131yordu. Biri Hasekiler Kahyas\u0131n\u0131 bir yana \u00e7ekip bir \u015feyler f\u0131s\u0131ldad\u0131. \u00d6teki, leylak rengi mineli oval bir kutudan \u00e7al\u0131ml\u0131 bir tav\u0131rla al\u0131p a\u011fz\u0131na att\u0131\u011f\u0131 kokulu \u015fekerleri, a\u011fz\u0131nda \u00e7evirip duruyordu.<\/p>\n<p>Birka\u00e7 dakika sonra Hasekiler Kahyas\u0131, hizmetlilere izin verdi; onlar, arkalar\u0131ndan da harema\u011falar\u0131 kendilerini yava\u015f yava\u015f izleyip, yanlar\u0131ndan ge\u00e7tikleri a\u011fa\u00e7lardan tatl\u0131 dutlar\u0131 kopararak saraya d\u00f6nd\u00fcler. Ya\u015fl\u0131ca olan, bir kez d\u00f6n\u00fcp bana korkun\u00e7 korkun\u00e7 g\u00fcl\u00fcmsedi.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Sonra Hasekiler Kahyas\u0131 beni dairenin giri\u015fine dek g\u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fc, titremeden y\u00fcr\u00fcd\u00fcm, a\u011f\u0131r perdeyi \u00e7ekip i\u00e7eri girdim.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Gen\u00e7 Hakan, boyal\u0131 aslan postlar\u0131 \u00f6rt\u00fcl\u00fc bir sedire uzanm\u0131\u015ft\u0131, bile\u011fine de bir \u015fahin konmu\u015ftu. Arkas\u0131nda yar\u0131 beline dek \u00e7\u0131plak, kulaklar\u0131na koca koca k\u00fcpeler as\u0131lm\u0131\u015f bir Nubyeli duruyordu. Sedirin yan\u0131nda bir masan\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcnde \u00e7elik bir pala p\u0131r\u0131l p\u0131r\u0131l parl\u0131yordu.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Hakan beni g\u00f6r\u00fcnce ka\u015flar\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7at\u0131p &#8216;Ad\u0131n nedir senin? Bilmiyor musun, bu kentin hakan\u0131 benim.&#8217; dedi. Ama ben, hi\u00e7 yan\u0131t vermedim.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Parma\u011f\u0131yla palay\u0131 g\u00f6sterdi; Nubyeli de onu kap\u0131p olanca g\u00fcc\u00fcyle \u00fcst\u00fcme indirdi. \u00c7elik i\u00e7imden v\u0131zz diye ge\u00e7ti, ama bana hi\u00e7bir \u015fey yapmad\u0131. Adam da teker meker yere serildi; aya\u011fa kalkarken korkusundan di\u015fleri birbirine \u00e7arpt\u0131, sedirin arkas\u0131na sakland\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Hakan yerinden f\u0131rlad\u0131, silahl\u0131ktan bir m\u0131zrak \u00e7ekip \u00fcst\u00fcme att\u0131. Daha havadayken kap\u0131p iki par\u00e7a ettim. Beni okla vurmaya kalk\u0131\u015ft\u0131, ellerimi kald\u0131rd\u0131m, ok havada yar\u0131 yolda kalakald\u0131. Sonra, Nubyeli bu utan\u0131las\u0131 olay\u0131 ba\u015fka bir yerde s\u00f6yler diye beyaz deri kemerinden bir han\u00e7er \u00e7\u0131kar\u0131p boynunu vurdu. Adam ezilmi\u015f bir y\u0131lan gibi k\u0131vrand\u0131, dudaklar\u0131ndan k\u0131z\u0131l bir k\u00f6p\u00fck geldi.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;O \u00f6l\u00fcr \u00f6lmez Hakan bana d\u00f6nd\u00fc, u\u00e7lar\u0131 \u00e7epe\u00e7evre i\u015flemeli eflatun bir \u00e7evre \u00e7\u0131kar\u0131p par\u0131l par\u0131l aln\u0131ndan terini sildi, bana, &#8216;Peygamber misin sen? Hi\u00e7bir \u015fey yapam\u0131yorum; yoksa Peygamber o\u011flu musun? Hi\u00e7bir yerinden vuram\u0131yorum. Yalvar\u0131r\u0131m sana, benim kentimden \u00e7\u0131k, sen i\u00e7erde kald\u0131k\u00e7a ben hakanl\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131 bilemiyorum!&#8217; dedi.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Yan\u0131t verdim, dedim ki: &#8216;Hazinenin yar\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 verirsen giderim; ver hazinenin yar\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 bana, gideyim.&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Elimden tutup beni bah\u00e7eye \u00e7\u0131kard\u0131. Hasekiler Kahyas\u0131 beni g\u00f6r\u00fcnce \u015fa\u015fakald\u0131. Harema\u011falar\u0131 beni g\u00f6r\u00fcnce dizlerinin ba\u011f\u0131 \u00e7\u00f6z\u00fcld\u00fc, korkudan hep yere kapand\u0131lar.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Sarayda pirin\u00e7 kapl\u0131 tavan\u0131ndan kandiller sarkan, k\u0131z\u0131l somakiden sekiz k\u00f6\u015feli bir duvar vard\u0131. Duvarlardan birine Hakan dokununca duvar yar\u0131ld\u0131, bir\u00e7ok \u00e7\u0131rayla ayd\u0131nlat\u0131lm\u0131\u015f bir ge\u00e7itten i\u00e7eri girdik. \u0130ki ke\u00e7eli h\u00fccreler i\u00e7inde a\u011fz\u0131na dek g\u00fcm\u00fc\u015f parayla doldurulmu\u015f \u015farap k\u00fcpleri vard\u0131. Dehlizin ortas\u0131na var\u0131nca Hakan a\u011fza al\u0131nmayacak bir s\u00f6z s\u00f6yledi, gizli bir zemberek \u00fcst\u00fcnden granit bir kap\u0131 ard\u0131na kadar a\u00e7\u0131ld\u0131, kama\u015fmas\u0131n diye elleriyle g\u00f6zlerini kapad\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Nas\u0131l ak\u0131llara \u015fa\u015fk\u0131nl\u0131k verici bir yer oldu\u011funu d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnemezsin. \u0130ncilerle dolu koca koca kaplumba\u011fa kabuklar\u0131, y\u0131\u011f\u0131n y\u0131\u011f\u0131n yakutlarla dolu i\u00e7leri oyulmu\u015f ay ta\u015flar\u0131 vard\u0131. Fil derisinden \u00e7uvallara alt\u0131n; deriden tulumlara da alt\u0131n tozu doldurulmu\u015ftu. Elmaslarla g\u00f6kyakutlardan ilki kristal, sonuncusu ye\u015fil \u00e7anaklardayd\u0131. \u0130nce fildi\u015fi tabakalara s\u0131ra s\u0131ra yuvarlak ye\u015fil z\u00fcmr\u00fctler dizilmi\u015fti; bir k\u00f6\u015fede baz\u0131s\u0131 firuzelerle, baz\u0131s\u0131 g\u00f6k z\u00fcmr\u00fctlerle dolu ipek torbalar vard\u0131. Fildi\u015fi boynuzlar pembe kumda\u011f\u0131 ta\u015flar\u0131yla, pirin\u00e7 borular da alaca akiklerle, yemen ta\u015flar\u0131yla tepeleme doluydu. F\u0131st\u0131k a\u011fac\u0131ndan s\u00fctunlarda dizi dizi sar\u0131 de\u011ferli ta\u015flar as\u0131l\u0131yd\u0131. D\u00fcz oval kalkanlar\u0131n i\u00e7inde hem \u015farap rengi, hem \u00e7ay\u0131r rengi parlak yakutlar vard\u0131. Gene sana ancak oradakilerin onda birini s\u00f6yleyebildim.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Hakan elini y\u00fcz\u00fcnden \u00e7ekince bana, &#8216;\u0130\u015fte hazinem buras\u0131; t\u0131pk\u0131 s\u00f6z verdi\u011fim gibi yar\u0131s\u0131 senin. Sana develerle deveciler de veririm, ne buyurursan yaparlar, hazineden pay\u0131n\u0131 d\u00fcnyan\u0131n neresine gitmek istersen g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcrler. Bu i\u015f bu gece olacak, \u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc babam G\u00fcne\u015f&#8217;in, benim kendi \u00fclkemde \u00f6ld\u00fcremeyece\u011fim bir adam\u0131n bulundu\u011funu g\u00f6rmesini istemem,&#8217; dedi.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Ben yan\u0131t verdim, dedim ki: &#8216;Buradaki alt\u0131nlar senin olsun, senin olsun g\u00fcm\u00fc\u015fler de, b\u00fct\u00fcn de\u011ferli m\u00fccevherler, para eden her \u015fey senin olsun. Bana gelince, benim b\u00f6yle \u015feylere hi\u00e7 gereksinmem yok. Senden, \u015fu parma\u011f\u0131ndaki y\u00fcz\u00fckten ba\u015fka bir \u015fey alacak de\u011filim.&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Hakan&#8217;\u0131n ka\u015flar\u0131 \u00e7at\u0131ld\u0131, &#8220;Kur\u015fun par\u00e7as\u0131 bir y\u00fcz\u00fck bu, hem de\u011feri de yok,&#8217; diye hayk\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;&#8216;Yok!&#8217; dedim, &#8216;O kur\u015fun y\u00fcz\u00fckten ba\u015fka bir \u015fey almam, \u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc i\u00e7indeki yaz\u0131y\u0131, hem de ne ama\u00e7la yaz\u0131ld\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 biliyorum.&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Hakan tir tir titredi, bana yalvar\u0131p, &#8220;B\u00fct\u00fcn hazinemi al da \u00fclkemden \u00e7\u0131k; benim pay\u0131m da senin olsun,&#8217; dedi.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Ruh, &#8220;\u00c7ok ayk\u0131r\u0131 bir \u015fey yapt\u0131m. Ama \u015fimdi bunu anlatman\u0131n s\u0131ras\u0131 de\u011fil; zenginlik y\u00fcz\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn\u00fc buradan bir g\u00fcnl\u00fck yolda bir ma\u011faraya saklad\u0131m. Buradan ancak bir g\u00fcnl\u00fck yolda, senin gelmeni bekliyor. B\u00f6yle bir y\u00fcz\u00fc\u011fe sahip olan d\u00fcnyan\u0131n b\u00fct\u00fcn krallar\u0131ndan daha zengin olur. Gel i\u015fte, gel de al onu, b\u00fct\u00fcn d\u00fcnyan\u0131n hazineleri senin olsun,&#8221; dedi.<\/p>\n<p>Ama gen\u00e7 Bal\u0131k\u00e7\u0131 g\u00fcld\u00fc; &#8220;A\u015fk zenginlikten iyidir, k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck Denizk\u0131z\u0131 da beni seviyor!&#8221; diye hayk\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>Ruh, &#8220;Hay\u0131r, zenginlikten iyi bir \u015fey yoktur,&#8221; dedi.<\/p>\n<p>Gen\u00e7 Bal\u0131k\u00e7\u0131, &#8220;A\u015fk daha iyi&#8221; diye yan\u0131t verip derinlere dald\u0131; Ruh da a\u011flaya a\u011flaya batakl\u0131klardan uzakla\u015ft\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>\u00dc\u00e7\u00fcnc\u00fc y\u0131l da ge\u00e7tikten sonra, Ruh denizin k\u0131y\u0131s\u0131na gelip Gen\u00e7 Bal\u0131k\u00e7\u0131&#8217;ya seslendi; Bal\u0131k\u00e7\u0131 da derinlerden \u00e7\u0131k\u0131p, &#8220;Beni niye \u00e7a\u011f\u0131r\u0131yorsun?&#8221; diye sordu.<\/p>\n<p>Ruh yan\u0131t verdi: &#8220;Yakla\u015f, yakla\u015f da konu\u015fal\u0131m, ola\u011fan\u00fcst\u00fc \u015feyler g\u00f6rd\u00fcm.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Bal\u0131k\u00e7\u0131 yakla\u015ft\u0131, s\u0131\u011f k\u0131y\u0131ya uzand\u0131, ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 avucunun i\u00e7ine al\u0131p dinledi.<\/p>\n<p>Ruh dedi ki; &#8220;Bildi\u011fim bir kentte, \u0131rmak k\u0131y\u0131s\u0131na kurulmu\u015f bir kervansaray vard\u0131r. Orada iki ayr\u0131 renkte \u015farap i\u00e7in arpa ekme\u011fiyle sirkeli, defneli lakerda bal\u0131\u011f\u0131 yiyenlerle oturdum. Biz orada kurulup keyif \u00e7atarken i\u00e7eri deri bir seccadeyle kehribardan iki sapl\u0131 bir lavta getiren ya\u015fl\u0131 bir adam girdi. Seccadeyi yere serdikten sonra lavtas\u0131n\u0131n tel kiri\u015flerine m\u0131zrapla vurdu. \u0130\u00e7eri, ko\u015fa ko\u015fa y\u00fcz\u00fc pe\u00e7eli bir k\u0131z gelip \u00f6n\u00fcm\u00fczde oynamaya ba\u015flad\u0131. Y\u00fcz\u00fcnde b\u00fcr\u00fcmc\u00fckten bir pe\u00e7e vard\u0131; \u00e7\u0131plak ayaklar\u0131 seccadenin \u00fczerinde k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fcc\u00fck g\u00fcvercinler gibi oynuyordu. Hi\u00e7 b\u00f6yle ola\u011fan\u00fcst\u00fc bir \u015fey g\u00f6rmemi\u015ftim; oynad\u0131\u011f\u0131 yer buradan ancak bir g\u00fcnl\u00fck yolda.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>\u015eimdi gen\u00e7 Bal\u0131k\u00e7\u0131, Ruhunun s\u00f6zlerini duyunca k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck Denizk\u0131z\u0131&#8217;n\u0131n ayaklar\u0131 olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 ve dans edemedi\u011fini an\u0131msad\u0131; b\u00fcy\u00fck bir istek duydu ve kendi kendine, &#8220;Yaln\u0131zca bir g\u00fcnl\u00fck yolmu\u015f, sonra sevgilime d\u00f6nebilirim,&#8221; diye g\u00fcld\u00fc, s\u0131\u011f k\u0131y\u0131da aya\u011fa kalk\u0131p Ruh&#8217;a do\u011fru y\u00fcr\u00fcd\u00fc.<\/p>\n<p>Kuru topra\u011fa var\u0131nca yeniden g\u00fcl\u00fcp kollar\u0131n\u0131 Ruhuna uzatt\u0131. Ruhu da sevincinden hayk\u0131rd\u0131, ona do\u011fru ko\u015fup i\u00e7ine girdi. Gen\u00e7 Bal\u0131k\u00e7\u0131 da, \u00f6n\u00fcnde kumsal\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcnde v\u00fccudunun g\u00f6lgesini, Ruhunun g\u00f6vdesini g\u00f6rd\u00fc.<\/p>\n<p>Ruh ona, &#8220;Durmayal\u0131m, hemen buradan savu\u015fal\u0131m, Deniz Tanr\u0131lar\u0131 k\u0131skan\u00e7, buyruklar\u0131nda da canavarlar var,&#8221; dedi.<\/p>\n<p>Hemen savu\u015ftular, b\u00fct\u00fcn gece ay \u0131\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131nda gittiler, b\u00fct\u00fcn ertesi g\u00fcn, g\u00fcn \u0131\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131nda gittiler; g\u00fcn\u00fcn ak\u015fam\u0131nda bir kente vard\u0131lar.<\/p>\n<p>Gen\u00e7 Bal\u0131k\u00e7\u0131, Ruhuna, &#8220;S\u00f6yledi\u011fin k\u0131z\u0131n dans etti\u011fi kent bu mu?&#8221; diye sordu.<\/p>\n<p>Ruhu yan\u0131t verdi: &#8220;Bu de\u011fil, ba\u015fka bir kent; ama bu kente girelim.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>\u0130\u00e7eri girip sokaklardan ge\u00e7tiler, m\u00fccevhercilerin soka\u011f\u0131ndan ge\u00e7erken gen\u00e7 Bal\u0131k\u00e7\u0131 bedesten dolab\u0131nda sergilenen g\u00fczel g\u00fcm\u00fc\u015f bir fincan g\u00f6rd\u00fc. Ruhu Bal\u0131k\u00e7\u0131&#8217;ya, &#8220;\u015eu g\u00fcm\u00fc\u015f fincan\u0131 al sakla,&#8221; dedi.<\/p>\n<p>Bal\u0131k\u00e7\u0131 da fincan\u0131 al\u0131p g\u00f6mle\u011finin katlar\u0131 aras\u0131na saklad\u0131 ve \u00e7abucak kentten \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131lar.<\/p>\n<p>Bir fersah kadar uzakla\u015ft\u0131ktan sonra, gen\u00e7 Bal\u0131k\u00e7\u0131 ka\u015flar\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7att\u0131, fincan\u0131 f\u0131rlat\u0131p, Ruhuna, &#8220;Ni\u00e7in bana bunu ald\u0131r\u0131p saklatt\u0131n? Bu k\u00f6t\u00fc bir davran\u0131\u015f,&#8221; dedi.<\/p>\n<p>Ama, Ruh&#8217;u yan\u0131t verdi: &#8220;Y\u00fcre\u011fini ferah tut, y\u00fcre\u011fini ferah tut.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>\u0130kinci g\u00fcn\u00fcn ak\u015fam\u0131nda bir kente geldiler, gen\u00e7 Bal\u0131k\u00e7\u0131 Ruhuna, &#8220;Bana s\u00f6yledi\u011fin k\u0131z\u0131n dans etti\u011fi kent bu mu?&#8221; diye sordu.<\/p>\n<p>Ruh yan\u0131t verdi: &#8220;Bu de\u011fil, ba\u015fka bir kent; ama bu kente girelim.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Girdiler, sokaklardan ge\u00e7tiler, \u00e7ar\u0131k\u00e7\u0131lar\u0131n soka\u011f\u0131ndan ge\u00e7erken gen\u00e7 Bal\u0131k\u00e7\u0131 bir su k\u00fcp\u00fcn\u00fcn yan\u0131nda bir \u00e7ocuk g\u00f6rd\u00fc. Ruhu, &#8220;\u00c7ocu\u011fu patakla,&#8221; dedi. Bal\u0131k\u00e7\u0131 a\u011flat\u0131ncaya de\u011fin \u00e7ocu\u011fun pestilini \u00e7\u0131kard\u0131. Sonra kentten \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131lar.<\/p>\n<p>Bir fersah uzakla\u015ft\u0131ktan sonra, gen\u00e7 Bal\u0131k\u00e7\u0131 k\u0131zd\u0131, Ruhuna, &#8220;Ni\u00e7in bana \u015fu \u00e7ocu\u011fu h\u0131rpalatt\u0131n? Bu k\u00f6t\u00fc bir davran\u0131\u015f,&#8221; dedi.<\/p>\n<p>Ama Ruhu yan\u0131t verdi: &#8220;\u0130\u00e7ini ferah tut, i\u00e7ini ferah tut.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>\u00dc\u00e7\u00fcnc\u00fc g\u00fcn\u00fcn ak\u015fam\u0131nda bir kente geldiler, gen\u00e7 Bal\u0131k\u00e7\u0131 Ruhuna, &#8220;Bana s\u00f6yledi\u011fin k\u0131z\u0131n dans etti\u011fi kent bu mu?&#8221; diye sordu.<\/p>\n<p>Ruhu yan\u0131t verdi: &#8220;Bu kent olabilir, haydi girelim.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Girdiler, sokaklardan ge\u00e7tiler, ama gen\u00e7 Bal\u0131k\u00e7\u0131 \u0131rma\u011f\u0131 da, k\u0131y\u0131s\u0131ndaki han\u0131 da hi\u00e7bir yerde bulamad\u0131. Kent halk\u0131, ona tuhaf tuhaf bakt\u0131, Bal\u0131k\u00e7\u0131 korkmaya ba\u015flad\u0131. Ruhuna, &#8220;Buradan gidelim, beyaz ayaklar\u0131yla dans eden k\u0131z burada yok,&#8221; dedi.<\/p>\n<p>Ama Ruhu, &#8220;Yok kalal\u0131m, \u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc gece karanl\u0131kt\u0131r, yolda soyguncular \u00e7\u0131kar,&#8221; diye yan\u0131t verdi; Bal\u0131k\u00e7\u0131&#8217;y\u0131 \u00e7ar\u015f\u0131 alanda oturtup dinlendirdi.<\/p>\n<p>Az sonra Tatar kuma\u015f\u0131ndan harmaniye giyinmi\u015f ba\u015fl\u0131kl\u0131 bir T\u00fcccar ge\u00e7ti; elinde bo\u011fmakl\u0131 bir kam\u0131\u015f tak\u0131lm\u0131\u015f delikli boynuzdan bir fener vard\u0131. T\u00fcccar ona, &#8220;Dolaplar\u0131n kapand\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131, denklerin ba\u011fland\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00fcyorsun da ne diye \u00e7ar\u015f\u0131 alan\u0131nda oturuyorsun?&#8221; dedi.<\/p>\n<p>Gen\u00e7 Bal\u0131k\u00e7\u0131, &#8220;Bu kentte han bulamad\u0131m, s\u0131\u011f\u0131nabilecek akrabam da yok,&#8221; yan\u0131t\u0131n\u0131 verdi.<\/p>\n<p>T\u00fcccar, &#8220;Hep akraba de\u011fil miyiz? Hepimizi bir Tanr\u0131 yaratmad\u0131 m\u0131? Benimle gel, seni yat\u0131racak konuk odam var,&#8221; dedi.<\/p>\n<p>Gen\u00e7 Bal\u0131k\u00e7\u0131 da kalkt\u0131, T\u00fcccar&#8217;\u0131n evine gitti. Bir nar bah\u00e7esinden ge\u00e7ip de eve girince, T\u00fcccar, ellerini y\u0131kamas\u0131 i\u00e7in bak\u0131r bir tasta g\u00fclsuyuyla, serinlik versin diye taze taze kavunlar getirdi, \u00f6n\u00fcne bir sahan pilavla k\u0131zarm\u0131\u015f o\u011flak eti koydu.<\/p>\n<p>Yeme\u011fini bitirince, T\u00fcccar Bal\u0131k\u00e7\u0131&#8217;y\u0131 konuk odas\u0131na g\u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fc, rahat uyumas\u0131n\u0131 diledi. Gen\u00e7 Bal\u0131k\u00e7\u0131 da te\u015fekk\u00fcrler etti, elindeki y\u00fcz\u00fc\u011f\u00fc \u00f6p\u00fcp kendisini boyal\u0131 ke\u00e7i k\u0131l\u0131ndan ke\u00e7enin \u00fcst\u00fcne att\u0131. Kara kuzu y\u00fcn\u00fcnden bir \u00f6rt\u00fcy\u00fc \u00fcst\u00fcne \u00e7ekip uykuya dald\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>G\u00fcn a\u011farmadan \u00fc\u00e7 saat \u00f6nce, daha ortal\u0131k karanl\u0131kken Ruhu onu uyand\u0131r\u0131p, &#8220;Kalk dedi, kalk da T\u00fcccar&#8217;\u0131n uyudu\u011fu odaya git, \u00f6ld\u00fcr onu, alt\u0131nlar\u0131n\u0131 al, \u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc alt\u0131na gereksinmemiz var.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Gen\u00e7 Bal\u0131k\u00e7\u0131 kalk\u0131p sessizce T\u00fcccar&#8217;\u0131n odas\u0131na gitti. T\u00fcccar&#8217;\u0131n ayaklar\u0131n\u0131n \u00fczerinde e\u011fri bir k\u0131l\u0131\u00e7, yan\u0131ndaki tepsinin i\u00e7inde de dokuz kese alt\u0131n vard\u0131. Elini uzat\u0131p k\u0131l\u0131ca dokunur dokunmaz T\u00fcccar silkinip uyand\u0131, k\u0131l\u0131c\u0131 kendisi kap\u0131p &#8220;Sen iyili\u011fe k\u00f6t\u00fcl\u00fck m\u00fc edersin? Sana g\u00f6sterdi\u011fim inceli\u011fe kar\u015f\u0131 kan d\u00f6kerek mi kar\u015f\u0131l\u0131k vereceksin?&#8221; diye hayk\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>Ruh, gen\u00e7 Bal\u0131k\u00e7\u0131&#8217;ya, &#8220;Vur!&#8221; dedi. Bal\u0131k\u00e7\u0131 \u00f6yle bir vuru\u015f vurdu ki, T\u00fcccar kendinden ge\u00e7ti, Bal\u0131k\u00e7\u0131 dokuz kese alt\u0131n\u0131 kapt\u0131, \u00e7abucak nar bah\u00e7esinden \u00e7\u0131k\u0131p y\u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc y\u0131ld\u0131za, sabah y\u0131ld\u0131z\u0131na \u00e7evirdi.<\/p>\n<p>Kentten bir fersah uzakla\u015ft\u0131ktan sonra, gen\u00e7 Bal\u0131k\u00e7\u0131 g\u00f6\u011fs\u00fcn\u00fc d\u00f6vd\u00fc, Ruhuna, &#8220;Ni\u00e7in bana T\u00fcccar&#8217;\u0131 \u00f6ld\u00fcrt\u00fcp alt\u0131nlar\u0131n\u0131 ald\u0131rtt\u0131n? Elbette sen k\u00f6t\u00fcs\u00fcn,&#8221; dedi.<\/p>\n<p>Ama Ruhu yan\u0131t verdi: &#8220;Sakin ol, sakin ol.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Gen\u00e7 Bal\u0131k\u00e7\u0131, &#8220;Hain!&#8221; diye hayk\u0131rd\u0131, &#8220;Hay\u0131r, sakin olamam; bana b\u00fct\u00fcn yapt\u0131rd\u0131klar\u0131ndan i\u011freniyorum. Senden de i\u011freniyorum. S\u00f6yle diyorum, ne diye beni bu i\u015flere bula\u015ft\u0131rd\u0131n?&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Ruhu yan\u0131t verdi: &#8220;Beni insanlar\u0131n i\u00e7ine sald\u0131\u011f\u0131n zaman y\u00fcre\u011fini vermedin; ben de b\u00fct\u00fcn b\u00f6yle \u015feyleri yap\u0131p sevmeyi \u00f6\u011frendim.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Gen\u00e7 Bal\u0131k\u00e7\u0131, &#8220;Ne s\u00f6yl\u00fcyorsun?&#8221; diye m\u0131r\u0131ldand\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>Ruhu, &#8220;Bilirsin&#8221; dedi, &#8220;\u00e7ok iyi bilirsin. Bana y\u00fcre\u011fini vermedi\u011fini unuttun mu? Sanmam. Art\u0131k ne kendini \u00fcz, ne de beni; sakin ol; \u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc \u00fcst\u00fcnden atamayaca\u011f\u0131n hi\u00e7bir ac\u0131, duyamayaca\u011f\u0131n hi\u00e7bir zevk yoktur.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Gen\u00e7 Bal\u0131k\u00e7\u0131 bu s\u00f6zleri duyunca tir tir titredi. Ruhuna, &#8220;Hay\u0131r&#8221; dedi, &#8220;Sen k\u00f6t\u00fcs\u00fcn, bana a\u015fk\u0131m\u0131 unutturdun, beni benli\u011fimle kand\u0131rd\u0131n, ayaklar\u0131m\u0131 g\u00fcnah yoluna bast\u0131rd\u0131n.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Ruhu yan\u0131t verdi: &#8220;Sen beni insanlar\u0131n i\u00e7ine sald\u0131\u011f\u0131n zaman bana y\u00fcre\u011fini vermedi\u011fini unutma! Gel ba\u015fka bir kente gidelim, keyfimize bakal\u0131m; dokuz kese alt\u0131n\u0131m\u0131z var.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Ama gen\u00e7 Bal\u0131k\u00e7\u0131 dokuz kese alt\u0131n\u0131 al\u0131p yere f\u0131rlatt\u0131, \u00fcst\u00fcne \u00e7\u0131k\u0131p \u00e7i\u011fnedi.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Hay\u0131r,&#8221; diye hayk\u0131rd\u0131, &#8220;Art\u0131k seninle hi\u00e7bir i\u015fim yok, birlikte hi\u00e7bir yere gidecek de\u011filim, t\u0131pk\u0131 \u00f6nce seni defetti\u011fim gibi, \u015fimdi de defedece\u011fim; \u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc bana hi\u00e7bir hayr\u0131n dokunmad\u0131.&#8221; Ve s\u0131rt\u0131n\u0131 aya d\u00f6n\u00fcp, ye\u015fil engerek derisinden sapl\u0131 k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck b\u0131\u00e7akla Ruhunun g\u00f6vdesi olan v\u00fccudunun g\u00f6lgesini ayaklar\u0131ndan kesip atmaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>Ama, Ruhu ondan ayr\u0131lmad\u0131, dediklerine de kulak vermedi; ona, &#8220;Sana cad\u0131n\u0131n s\u00f6yledi\u011fi b\u00fcy\u00fcn\u00fcn art\u0131k etkisi kalmad\u0131; ben senden ayr\u0131lamam, sen de beni kovamazs\u0131n. \u0130nsan ruhunu ancak bir kez \u00e7\u0131karabilir; ama ruhunu geriye alan sonsuza dek i\u00e7inde ta\u015f\u0131mak zorundad\u0131r. Bu onun hem cezas\u0131, hem \u00f6d\u00fcl\u00fcd\u00fcr,&#8221; dedi.<\/p>\n<p>Gen\u00e7 Bal\u0131k\u00e7\u0131&#8217;n\u0131n y\u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fcn rengi u\u00e7tu, ellerini ovu\u015fturup hayk\u0131rd\u0131: &#8220;Yalanc\u0131 bir cad\u0131ym\u0131\u015f, bunu bana s\u00f6ylemeliydi.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Ruhu, &#8220;Hay\u0131r,&#8221; dedi, &#8220;Tap\u0131nd\u0131\u011f\u0131na, kullu\u011funda sonsuza dek kalaca\u011f\u0131 &#8216;O&#8217;na ba\u011fl\u0131yd\u0131.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Gen\u00e7 Bal\u0131k\u00e7\u0131, art\u0131k ruhundan ayr\u0131lamayaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131, bu ruhun da k\u00f6t\u00fc bir ruh oldu\u011funu ve her zaman i\u00e7inde kalaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 anlay\u0131nca ac\u0131 ac\u0131 a\u011flayarak yere y\u0131\u011f\u0131ld\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>G\u00fcn do\u011funca, gen\u00e7 Bal\u0131k\u00e7\u0131 kalk\u0131p Ruhuna, &#8220;S\u00f6ylediklerini yapmamak i\u00e7in ellerimi ba\u011flar, senin s\u00f6zlerini s\u00f6ylememek i\u00e7in dudaklar\u0131m\u0131 kapar\u0131m, sevdi\u011fimin oldu\u011fu yere d\u00f6nerim. Denize d\u00f6nerim, her zaman \u015fark\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 okudu\u011fu o k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck koya; ona seslenir, yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131m k\u00f6t\u00fcl\u00fc\u011f\u00fc, ba\u015f\u0131ma getirdi\u011fin k\u00f6t\u00fcl\u00fc\u011f\u00fc anlat\u0131r\u0131m,&#8221; dedi.<\/p>\n<p>Ruhu,onu kand\u0131rmaya kalk\u0131p, &#8220;Sevgilin kim ki d\u00f6n\u00fcp gideceksin? D\u00fcnyada ondan g\u00fczel neler var. Kurdun ku\u015fun b\u00fct\u00fcn oyunlar\u0131n\u0131 bilen, onlar gibi dans eden Samaris k\u0131zlar\u0131 var. Ayaklar\u0131nda k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck bak\u0131r zilleri vard\u0131r. Dans ederken g\u00fclerler, kahkahalar\u0131 sular\u0131n kahkahas\u0131ndan daha \u015fakrakt\u0131r. Benimle gel de sana onlar\u0131 g\u00f6stereyim. G\u00fcnah olacak diye bu \u00fcz\u00fcnt\u00fcn neden? Yemesi zevk veren \u015fey, yiyen i\u00e7in yap\u0131lmam\u0131\u015f m\u0131? Tatl\u0131 tatl\u0131 i\u00e7ilen \u015feyde zehir mi var? Kendini \u00fczme, gel benimle, ba\u015fka bir kente gidelim. \u015eurac\u0131kta k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck bir kentte bir lale bah\u00e7esi var. Bu al\u0131ml\u0131 bah\u00e7ede beyaz tavuslarla mavi g\u00f6\u011f\u00fcsl\u00fc tavuslar dola\u015f\u0131yor. G\u00fcne\u015fe a\u00e7t\u0131klar\u0131 zaman kuyruklar\u0131 fildi\u015finden tepsilere, alt\u0131n yald\u0131zl\u0131 tepsilere benzer. Yemlerini veren kad\u0131n onlar\u0131 e\u011flendirmek i\u00e7in oyunlar oynar, kimileyin ellerinin \u00fcst\u00fcnde dans eder, kimileyin de ayak \u00fcst\u00fc oynar; g\u00f6zleri s\u00fcrmeli, burun delikleri k\u0131rlang\u0131\u00e7 kanad\u0131 gibidir. Burun deliklerinden birinde bir halkaya inciden i\u015flenmi\u015f bir \u00e7i\u00e7ek as\u0131l\u0131d\u0131r. Dans ederken kahkahalar atar, topuklar\u0131nda g\u00fcm\u00fc\u015f halkalar, g\u00fcm\u00fc\u015f \u00e7\u0131ng\u0131raklar gibi \u015f\u0131ng\u0131rdar. Haydi \u00fcz\u00fclme art\u0131k, gel benimle o kente.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Ama, gen\u00e7 Bal\u0131k\u00e7\u0131 art\u0131k ruhuna yan\u0131t vermedi. A\u011fz\u0131na sessizlik m\u00fchr\u00fcn\u00fc, ellerine de bir ipin s\u0131ms\u0131k\u0131 d\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm\u00fcn\u00fc vurdu. Geldi\u011fi yerin, sevgilisinin her zaman \u015fark\u0131 okudu\u011fu k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck koyun yolunu tuttu. Ruhu da yolda durmadan onu ba\u015ftan \u00e7\u0131karmaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131, ama o hi\u00e7 yan\u0131t vermedi, yapt\u0131rmak istedi\u011fi k\u00f6t\u00fcl\u00fcklerin de hi\u00e7birini yapmad\u0131. \u0130\u00e7indeki a\u015fk\u0131n g\u00fcc\u00fc \u00f6ylesine b\u00fcy\u00fckt\u00fc.<\/p>\n<p>Denizin k\u0131y\u0131s\u0131na var\u0131nca, ellerinden ipi, dudaklar\u0131ndan sessizlik m\u00fchr\u00fcn\u00fc \u00e7\u00f6zd\u00fc, k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck Denizk\u0131z\u0131&#8217;na seslendi. B\u00fct\u00fcn g\u00fcn \u00e7a\u011f\u0131rd\u0131, yalvard\u0131, ama k\u0131z onun sesine gelmedi.<\/p>\n<p>Ruhu alay edip, &#8220;\u0130\u015fte, a\u015fk\u0131ndan derebildi\u011fin ne\u015fe bu kadarc\u0131k,&#8221; dedi, &#8220;Sen \u00f6l\u00fcm an\u0131nda k\u0131r\u0131k bir kaba su dolduran insan gibisin. Elindekini veriyor, hi\u00e7bir kar\u015f\u0131l\u0131k alm\u0131yorsun. Senin i\u00e7in en iyisi gene benimle birlikte gelmektir, \u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc zevk koya\u011f\u0131n\u0131n nerede oldu\u011funu, orada neler yap\u0131ld\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 biliyorum.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Ama gen\u00e7 Bal\u0131k\u00e7\u0131, Ruhuna yan\u0131t vermedi; bir kayan\u0131n yar\u0131\u011f\u0131nda kendine \u00e7itten bir ev yapt\u0131, b\u00fct\u00fcn y\u0131l orada kald\u0131. Her sabah Denizk\u0131z\u0131&#8217;na seslendi, her \u00f6\u011flen onu yeniden \u00e7a\u011f\u0131rd\u0131, geceleri onun ad\u0131n\u0131 s\u00f6yledi, k\u0131z gene denizden \u00e7\u0131k\u0131p gelmedi. Ma\u011faralarda, yemye\u015fil sularda, gelgitin olu\u015fturdu\u011fu \u00e7ukurcuklarda, enginin dibindeki kuyularda onu arad\u0131, denizin hi\u00e7bir yerinde bulamad\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>Ruhu da s\u00fcrekli olarak onu k\u00f6t\u00fcl\u00fc\u011fe k\u0131\u015fk\u0131rtt\u0131, kulaklar\u0131na korkun\u00e7 \u015feyler f\u0131s\u0131ldad\u0131; ama yine de onu kand\u0131ramad\u0131; a\u015fk\u0131n g\u00fcc\u00fc \u00f6yle b\u00fcy\u00fckt\u00fc ki, bir y\u0131l ge\u00e7tikten sonra, Ruh kendi kendine, &#8220;Sahibimi k\u00f6t\u00fcl\u00fck yolunda kand\u0131rmaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131m, a\u015fk\u0131 benden g\u00fc\u00e7l\u00fc \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131. \u015eimdi iyilik yolunda kand\u0131ray\u0131m, benimle gelir,&#8221; diye d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fc.<\/p>\n<p>Gen\u00e7 Bal\u0131k\u00e7\u0131&#8217;ya, &#8220;Sana \u015fimdiye dek d\u00fcnyan\u0131n zevklerinden s\u00f6z ettim, bana sa\u011f\u0131r bir kulak \u00e7evirdin. \u015eimdi izin ver de d\u00fcnyan\u0131n cefas\u0131n\u0131 anlatay\u0131m, belki dinlersin. Do\u011frusunu istersen yery\u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fcn sultan\u0131 cefad\u0131r, onun a\u011f\u0131ndan kurtulmu\u015f kimse yoktur, kiminin g\u00f6mle\u011fi yoktur, kiminin ekme\u011fi. Eflatun giyen dullar da vard\u0131r, lime lime giyen dullar da. Batakl\u0131klarda a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 yukar\u0131 c\u00fczaml\u0131lar dola\u015f\u0131r. Birbirlerine k\u0131y\u0131c\u0131l\u0131k yaparlar. Dilenciler k\u0131r yollar\u0131nda gider gelir; heybeleri tamtak\u0131rd\u0131r. Kentlerin sokaklar\u0131ndan k\u0131tl\u0131k ge\u00e7er, kap\u0131lar\u0131nda veba oturur. Haydi bu i\u015fleri yoluna koyal\u0131m, bunlar\u0131 yapt\u0131rmayal\u0131m. Sesine gelmedi\u011fini g\u00f6re g\u00f6re ni\u00e7in burada sevgilini \u00e7a\u011f\u0131r\u0131p bekleyeceksin? A\u015fk nedir ki onun i\u00e7in bunca \u015feyden \u00f6zveride bulunuyorsun?&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Ama gen\u00e7 Bal\u0131k\u00e7\u0131 yan\u0131t vermedi, a\u015fk\u0131n\u0131n g\u00fcc\u00fc \u00f6yle b\u00fcy\u00fckt\u00fc ki, her sabah Denizk\u0131z\u0131&#8217;na seslendi, her \u00f6\u011flen onu yeniden \u00e7a\u011f\u0131rd\u0131, her gece onun ad\u0131n\u0131 s\u00f6yledi. K\u0131z gene denizden \u00e7\u0131k\u0131p ona gelmedi. Onu denizin ak\u0131nt\u0131lar\u0131nda, dalgalar\u0131n alt\u0131ndaki koyaklarda, gecenin eflatunla\u015ft\u0131rd\u0131\u011f\u0131 denizde, sabah\u0131n k\u00fcl rengine boyad\u0131\u011f\u0131 denizde arad\u0131; hi\u00e7bir yerde bulamad\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>\u0130kinci y\u0131l da ge\u00e7tikten sonra geceleyin \u00e7itten kul\u00fcbesinde yapayaln\u0131z otururken Ruh, gen\u00e7 Bal\u0131k\u00e7\u0131&#8217;ya; &#8220;Yaz\u0131k! \u0130\u015fte seni k\u00f6t\u00fcl\u00fck yolundan kand\u0131rmaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131m, kanmad\u0131n; iyilik yolundan kand\u0131rmaya u\u011fra\u015ft\u0131m, kanmad\u0131n; a\u015fk\u0131n benden daha zorluymu\u015f. Art\u0131k seni kand\u0131racak de\u011filim, ama l\u00fctfet de y\u00fcre\u011fine gireyim, t\u0131pk\u0131 eskisi gibi seninle \u00f6zde\u015f olay\u0131m.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Gen\u00e7 Bal\u0131k\u00e7\u0131, &#8220;Elbette girebilirsin, \u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc y\u00fcre\u011fin olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131 halde d\u00fcnyay\u0131 dola\u015ft\u0131n, kimbilir ne ac\u0131lar \u00e7ektin,&#8221; dedi.<\/p>\n<p>Ruh, &#8220;Eyvah! Girecek hi\u00e7bir yer bulam\u0131yorum. Y\u00fcre\u011fin a\u015fkla \u00f6yle dolu ki!&#8221; diye hayk\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>Gen\u00e7 Bal\u0131k\u00e7\u0131, &#8220;Olsun, gene de sana yard\u0131m etmek isterim,&#8221; dedi.<\/p>\n<p>O bunlar\u0131 s\u00f6ylerken, denizden bir yas \u00e7\u0131\u011fl\u0131\u011f\u0131 y\u00fckseldi, t\u0131pk\u0131 Deniz halk\u0131ndan biri \u00f6ld\u00fc\u011f\u00fc zaman duyulan \u00e7\u0131\u011fl\u0131k gibi. Gen\u00e7 Bal\u0131k\u00e7\u0131 yerinden f\u0131rlad\u0131, \u00e7it kul\u00fcbesinden \u00e7\u0131k\u0131p a\u015fa\u011f\u0131, k\u0131y\u0131ya ko\u015ftu. Kapkara dalgalar g\u00fcm\u00fc\u015ften beyaz bir \u015fey s\u0131rtlam\u0131\u015f, k\u0131y\u0131ya do\u011fru h\u0131zl\u0131 h\u0131zl\u0131 geliyordu. O \u015fey, k\u00f6p\u00fcklerden beyazd\u0131, dalgalar\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcnde bir \u00e7i\u00e7ek gibi \u00e7\u0131rp\u0131n\u0131yordu. Onu mavi dalgalardan beyaz dalgalar; beyaz dalgalardan da k\u00f6p\u00fckler ald\u0131. Deniz k\u0131y\u0131s\u0131, kar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda saf tuttu. Gen\u00e7 Bal\u0131k\u00e7\u0131 k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck Denizk\u0131z\u0131&#8217;n\u0131n g\u00f6vdesini ayaklar\u0131n\u0131n dibine uzanm\u0131\u015f buldu. Ayaklar\u0131n\u0131n dibinde \u00f6l\u00fcs\u00fc yat\u0131yordu.<\/p>\n<p>Ac\u0131n\u0131n sillesini yemi\u015f biri gibi yan\u0131na at\u0131ld\u0131, dudaklar\u0131n\u0131n buz gibi k\u0131z\u0131ll\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 \u00f6pt\u00fc, sa\u00e7lar\u0131n\u0131n \u0131slak kehribarlar\u0131yla oynad\u0131. Co\u015fkusundan titreyerek, a\u011flayarak yan\u0131ba\u015f\u0131na, kumlara at\u0131ld\u0131, esmer kollar\u0131yla onu ba\u011fr\u0131na bast\u0131. Denizk\u0131z\u0131&#8217;n\u0131n dudaklar\u0131 buz gibiydi, ama yine de onu \u00f6pt\u00fc. Sa\u00e7lar\u0131n\u0131n bal\u0131 tuzluydu, gene ac\u0131 bir lezzetle tatt\u0131. Kapal\u0131 g\u00f6zlerini \u00f6pt\u00fc, g\u00f6z kapaklar\u0131ndaki h\u0131r\u00e7\u0131n su serpintileri kendi g\u00f6zya\u015flar\u0131 kadar tuzlu de\u011fildi.<\/p>\n<p>Onun \u00f6l\u00fcs\u00fcne i\u00e7ini d\u00f6kt\u00fc. Kulaklar\u0131n\u0131n sedefine \u00f6yk\u00fcs\u00fcn\u00fcn ac\u0131 \u015farab\u0131n\u0131 bo\u015faltt\u0131. O k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fcc\u00fck elleri kendi boynuna dolad\u0131, parmaklar\u0131n\u0131 boynunun narin saz\u0131nda gezdirdi. Ac\u0131 bir ne\u015fe duydu; i\u00e7s\u0131z\u0131s\u0131 tuhaf bir sevin\u00e7le doluydu.<\/p>\n<p>Kapkara deniz yakla\u015ft\u0131, bembeyaz k\u00f6p\u00fckler c\u00fczaml\u0131lar gibi inim inim inledi. Deniz k\u00f6p\u00fckten bembeyaz pen\u00e7eleriyle onu k\u0131y\u0131da bir k\u00f6r gibi arad\u0131. Deniz Kral\u0131&#8217;n\u0131n saray\u0131nda gene bir yas \u00e7\u0131\u011fl\u0131\u011f\u0131 y\u00fckseldi, u\u00e7suz bucaks\u0131z denizden su tanr\u0131lar\u0131n\u0131n bo\u011fuk boru sesleri geldi.<\/p>\n<p>Ruhu, &#8220;Haydi ka\u00e7!&#8221; dedi. &#8220;Deniz yakla\u015ft\u0131k\u00e7a yakla\u015f\u0131yor, daha beklersen seni bo\u011far. Haydi ka\u00e7; a\u015fk\u0131n\u0131n b\u00fcy\u00fckl\u00fc\u011f\u00fcnden y\u00fcre\u011finin bana kapal\u0131 oldu\u011funu g\u00f6r\u00fcp korkuyorum. G\u00fcvenli bir yere ka\u00e7. Beni \u00f6b\u00fcr d\u00fcnyaya y\u00fcre\u011fin olmadan g\u00f6nderecek de\u011filsin ya?&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Ama gen\u00e7 Bal\u0131k\u00e7\u0131 ruhunu dinlemedi, k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck Denizk\u0131z\u0131&#8217;na seslenip, &#8220;A\u015fk ak\u0131ldan iyi, hazinelerden de\u011ferli, Havva k\u0131zlar\u0131n\u0131n ayaklar\u0131ndan daha g\u00fczel. Onu ate\u015fler yakamaz, sular s\u00f6nd\u00fcremez. Seni sabah \u00e7a\u011f\u0131rd\u0131m, sesime gelmedin. Ad\u0131n\u0131 ay a\u011fz\u0131mdan duydu, sen duymad\u0131n. K\u00f6t\u00fcl\u00fckle seni b\u0131rakt\u0131m, kendi g\u00f6nl\u00fcm\u00fcn yolunu tuttum. Ama, a\u015fk\u0131n hep benimle kald\u0131, hep g\u00fc\u00e7lendi; k\u00f6t\u00fcl\u00fc\u011fe de bakt\u0131m, iyili\u011fe de bakt\u0131m; ama hi\u00e7bir \u015fey a\u015fk\u0131n\u0131 yenemedi. \u015eimdi sen \u00f6ld\u00fc\u011f\u00fcne g\u00f6re, ben de seninle birlikte \u00f6l\u00fcr\u00fcm.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Ruhu onu \u00f6l\u00fcden ay\u0131rmak i\u00e7in \u00e7ok u\u011fra\u015ft\u0131, ama o b\u0131rakmad\u0131, a\u015fk\u0131 \u00e7ok b\u00fcy\u00fckt\u00fc. Deniz yakla\u015ft\u0131, dalgalar\u0131yla onu \u00f6rtmek istedi; art\u0131k sona erdi\u011fini anlay\u0131nca, Denizk\u0131z\u0131&#8217;n\u0131n buz gibi dudaklar\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7\u0131lg\u0131n dudaklar\u0131yla \u00f6pt\u00fc, i\u00e7indeki y\u00fcrek \u00e7atlad\u0131. Y\u00fcre\u011fi a\u015fk\u0131n\u0131n ta\u015fmas\u0131ndan \u00e7atlad\u0131, Ruhu girecek yer buldu ve eskisi gibi birle\u015ftiler. Deniz, gen\u00e7 bal\u0131k\u00e7\u0131y\u0131 dalgalar\u0131yla kaplad\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>Sabahleyin rahip denizi kutsamaya gitti, deniz \u00e7ok dalgal\u0131yd\u0131. B\u00fct\u00fcn papazlar, ilahiciler, \u015famdanc\u0131lar, buhurdanc\u0131larla b\u00fcy\u00fck bir kalabal\u0131k da birlikte geldi.<\/p>\n<p>Rahip k\u0131y\u0131ya gelince gen\u00e7 bal\u0131k\u00e7\u0131y\u0131 bo\u011fulmu\u015f, kollar\u0131yla k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck Denizk\u0131z\u0131&#8217;n\u0131n v\u00fccuduna s\u0131ms\u0131k\u0131 sar\u0131lm\u0131\u015f g\u00f6rd\u00fc. Ka\u015flar\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7atarak geri \u00e7ekildi, ha\u00e7 \u00e7\u0131karma i\u015faretlerini yapt\u0131ktan sonra y\u00fcksek sesle, &#8220;Denizi de i\u00e7indekileri de kutsayacak de\u011filim. Deniz halk\u0131na ilen\u00e7 olsun, ilen\u00e7 olsun onlarla d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcp kalkanlara. A\u015fk\u0131n\u0131n u\u011fruna Tanr\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 unutup Tanr\u0131&#8217;n\u0131n yarg\u0131s\u0131yla yok olan oyna\u015f\u0131yla \u015furada yatana gelince, le\u015fini oyna\u015f\u0131n\u0131n le\u015fiyle kald\u0131r\u0131p \u00c7\u0131rp\u0131c\u0131lar\u0131n \u00e7ay\u0131r\u0131nda bir k\u00f6\u015feye g\u00f6m\u00fcn, \u00fcstlerine ne bir ta\u015f dikin, ne bir iz b\u0131rak\u0131n; yerlerini kimse bilmesin. Ya\u015farken ilen\u00e7lenmi\u015flerdi, \u00f6l\u00fcmlerinden sonra da ilen\u00e7 i\u00e7inde yatacaklar!&#8221;diye ba\u011f\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>Halk, rahibin dedi\u011fini yapt\u0131; \u00c7\u0131rp\u0131c\u0131lar\u0131n \u00e7ay\u0131r\u0131nda ot bitmedik bir k\u00f6\u015feye derin bir \u00e7ukur kazd\u0131lar, i\u00e7ine \u00f6l\u00fcleri koydular.<\/p>\n<p>\u00dc\u00e7\u00fcnc\u00fc y\u0131l ge\u00e7tikten sonra, Rahip dinsel g\u00fcnlerden bir g\u00fcnde halka, kurtar\u0131c\u0131n\u0131n yaralar\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6sterip tanr\u0131sal \u00f6fkeden s\u00f6z eden vaaz\u0131n\u0131 vermek i\u00e7in kiliseye gitti.<\/p>\n<p>C\u00fcppesini giyip i\u00e7eri girdi, mahfilin \u00f6n\u00fcnde ba\u015f e\u011ferken mahfili o ana dek hi\u00e7 g\u00f6r\u00fclmemi\u015f \u015fa\u015f\u0131rt\u0131c\u0131 \u00e7i\u00e7eklerle \u00f6rt\u00fcl\u00fc g\u00f6rd\u00fc. G\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fc\u015fleri tuhaft\u0131, garip bir g\u00fczellikteydiler, g\u00fczellikleri rahibe dokundu, burnuna kokular\u0131 tatl\u0131 tatl\u0131 geldi. Bir k\u00f6t\u00fcl\u00fck duyumsad\u0131, ni\u00e7in oldu\u011funu anlayamad\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>Sandukay\u0131 a\u00e7t\u0131, i\u00e7indeki kutsal kaseyi t\u00fcts\u00fcleyip halka bembayaz kutsal ekme\u011fi g\u00f6sterdikten ve yeniden perdelerin arkas\u0131na saklad\u0131ktan sonra, halka Tanr\u0131&#8217;n\u0131n \u00f6fkesinden s\u00f6z etmek \u00fczere konu\u015fmas\u0131na ba\u015flad\u0131. Ama bembeyaz \u00e7i\u00e7eklerin g\u00fczelli\u011fi rahibe dokundu, tatl\u0131 kokular\u0131 burnundan girdi, dudaklar\u0131ndan ba\u015fka s\u00f6zler d\u00f6k\u00fcld\u00fc; Tanr\u0131&#8217;n\u0131n \u00f6fkesinden s\u00f6z etmedi; ama ad\u0131 a\u015fk olan Tanr\u0131&#8217;dan s\u00f6z etmeye ba\u015flad\u0131. Neden b\u00f6yle \u015feyler s\u00f6yledi\u011fini kendisi de anlayamad\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>S\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc bitirince halk a\u011flad\u0131, rahip de kutsall\u0131k h\u00fccresine d\u00f6nd\u00fc, g\u00f6zleri ya\u015farm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Din adamlar\u0131 t\u00f6ren c\u00fcppesini \u00e7\u0131karmaya ba\u015flad\u0131lar; beyaz ferveyi, hamaili, t\u00f6ren ku\u015fa\u011f\u0131n\u0131, yerlere dek inen yakay\u0131 ald\u0131lar. O d\u00fc\u015f g\u00f6r\u00fcr gibi \u00f6nlerinde durdu.<\/p>\n<p>Soyunduktan sonra onlara bak\u0131p, &#8220;Mahfildekiler ne \u00e7i\u00e7e\u011fiydi? Hem nereden gelmi\u015f bunlar?&#8221; diye sordu.<\/p>\n<p>Din adamlar\u0131, &#8220;Ne \u00e7i\u00e7e\u011fi olduklar\u0131n\u0131 bilemeyiz, ama \u00c7\u0131rp\u0131c\u0131 \u00e7ay\u0131r\u0131n\u0131n k\u00f6\u015fesinden geldi,&#8221; diye yan\u0131t verdiler. Rahip titredi, kendi evine gidip dua etti.<\/p>\n<p>Sabahleyin, daha g\u00fcn a\u011far\u0131rken papazlar, ilahiciler, \u015famdanc\u0131lar, buhurdanc\u0131lar ve b\u00fcy\u00fck bir kalabal\u0131kla birlikte denizin k\u0131y\u0131s\u0131na geldi; denizi de, b\u00fct\u00fcn i\u00e7indeki hoppa \u015feyleri de kutsad\u0131. Ke\u00e7i bacakl\u0131 faunlarla koru yurdunda dans eden b\u00fct\u00fcn k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck \u015feyleri, yapraklar\u0131n aras\u0131ndan \u00e7evreyi g\u00f6zetleyen b\u00fct\u00fcn parlak g\u00f6zl\u00fc \u015feyleri de kutsad\u0131. Tanr\u0131&#8217;n\u0131n d\u00fcnyas\u0131ndaki her \u015feyi kutsad\u0131. Halk sevin\u00e7 ve \u015fa\u015fk\u0131nl\u0131k i\u00e7inde kald\u0131. Ama, \u00c7\u0131rp\u0131c\u0131 \u00e7ay\u0131r\u0131n\u0131n k\u00f6\u015fesinde bir daha hi\u00e7bir t\u00fcrden \u00e7i\u00e7ek a\u00e7mad\u0131, alan t\u0131pk\u0131 eskisi gibi \u00e7orak kald\u0131. Deniz halk\u0131 da, her zaman geldikleri koya gelmez oldu, denizin ba\u015fka bir buca\u011f\u0131na g\u00f6\u00e7t\u00fcler.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">Bal\u0131k\u00e7\u0131 ve ruhu | Oscar Wilde<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Her ak\u015fam gen\u00e7 Bal\u0131k\u00e7\u0131 engine \u00e7\u0131k\u0131p a\u011flar\u0131n\u0131 denize salard\u0131.R\u00fczgar karadan estik\u00e7e ya hi\u00e7bir \u015fey bulamaz ya da pek az bir \u015fey tutard\u0131; \u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc bu, tats\u0131z tutsuz bir r\u00fczgard\u0131. Ona kar\u015f\u0131 \u00e7\u0131kanlar sert dalgalard\u0131. Ama r\u00fczgar k\u0131y\u0131ya do\u011fru esince bal\u0131klar enginlerden gelir, a\u011f\u0131n\u0131n g\u00f6zlerine kendilerini atar, o da \u00e7ar\u015f\u0131ya g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcp onlar\u0131 satard\u0131. 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