{"id":4806,"date":"2010-12-08T11:50:00","date_gmt":"2010-12-08T08:50:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/localhost\/wordpress\/2010\/12\/08\/sen-ne-ekmeksin-ne-de-degnek-kimsenin-sana-ihtiyaci-yoktur-makar-cudra-maksim-gorki\/"},"modified":"2010-12-08T11:50:00","modified_gmt":"2010-12-08T08:50:00","slug":"sen-ne-ekmeksin-ne-de-degnek-kimsenin-sana-ihtiyaci-yoktur-makar-cudra-maksim-gorki","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/narteks.net\/index.php\/2010\/12\/08\/sen-ne-ekmeksin-ne-de-degnek-kimsenin-sana-ihtiyaci-yoktur-makar-cudra-maksim-gorki\/","title":{"rendered":"Sen ne ekmeksin, ne de de\u011fnek, kimsenin sana ihtiyac\u0131 yoktur | Makar \u00c7udra – Maksim Gorki"},"content":{"rendered":"

K\u0131y\u0131ya \u00e7arpan dalgalar\u0131n \u015f\u0131p\u0131rt\u0131s\u0131ndan ve k\u0131y\u0131 \u00e7al\u0131lar\u0131n\u0131n h\u0131\u015f\u0131rt\u0131s\u0131ndan do\u011fan d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcr\u00fcc\u00fc ezgiyi bozk\u0131ra yayarak, nemli so\u011fuk bir r\u00fczg\u00e2r esiyordu denizden. Kimi zaman h\u0131zlanarak, ta\u015f\u0131y\u0131p getirdi\u011fi buru\u015fuk, sar\u0131 yapraklar\u0131 ate\u015fe f\u0131rlat\u0131yor; \u00e7evremizi ku\u015fatan g\u00fcz gecesinin sisi titriyor ve \u00fcrkerek geriye \u00e7ekilip, bir an i\u00e7in, solda s\u0131n\u0131rs\u0131z bozk\u0131r\u0131, sa\u011fda sonsuz denizi, tam kar\u015f\u0131mda da elli ad\u0131m \u00f6temize konmu\u015f olan obas\u0131n\u0131n atlar\u0131n\u0131 bekleyen ya\u015fl\u0131 \u00e7ingene Makar \u00c7udra’n\u0131n g\u00f6r\u00fcnt\u00fcs\u00fcn\u00fc a\u00e7\u0131\u011fa \u00e7\u0131kar\u0131yordu<\/p>\n

Ya\u015fl\u0131 \u00e7ingene, yakas\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131k gocu\u011funun \u00e7\u0131plak b\u0131rakt\u0131\u011f\u0131 k\u0131ll\u0131 g\u00f6\u011fs\u00fcne ac\u0131mas\u0131zca \u00e7arpan so\u011fuk r\u00fczg\u00e2r dalgalar\u0131na ald\u0131r\u0131\u015f etmeden; y\u00fcz\u00fc bana d\u00f6n\u00fck, g\u00fczel, g\u00fc\u00e7l\u00fc bir tav\u0131rla yar\u0131 uzanm\u0131\u015f, kocaman \u00e7ubu\u011funu d\u00fczenle \u00e7ekiyor, a\u011fz\u0131ndan ve burnundan koyu duman y\u0131\u011f\u0131nlar\u0131 sal\u0131yor; ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131n \u00fczerinden bozk\u0131r\u0131n \u00f6l\u00fcm sessizli\u011fi i\u00e7indeki karanl\u0131\u011f\u0131nda bir yerlere g\u00f6zlerini dikmi\u015f, ara vermeden ve r\u00fczg\u00e2r\u0131n keskin vuru\u015flar\u0131ndan korunmak i\u00e7in herhangi bir harekette bulunmadan, benimle sohbet ediyordu.<\/p>\n

– Demek geziyorsun b\u00f6yle? \u00c7ok g\u00fczel! Kendine \u015fanl\u0131 bir kader se\u00e7mi\u015fsin \u015fahinim! Zaten gerekli olan da budur. Gezip g\u00f6recek, hayat\u0131n tad\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7\u0131karacak, sonra da yat\u0131p \u00f6leceksin… Gerisine kulak asma!
Onun bu g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u00fcne kar\u015f\u0131 ileri s\u00fcrd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnceleri ku\u015fkuyla dinleyerek:<\/p>\n

– Hayat ha? Ba\u015fka insanlar ha? diye s\u00fcrd\u00fcrd\u00fc s\u00f6zlerini. Hele hele! Sana ne bunlardan?<\/p>\n

Senin kendi hayat\u0131n yok mu? Ba\u015fka insanlar sensiz ya\u015f\u0131yorlar ve sensiz ya\u015fayacaklar. Yoksa birbirlerine gerekli oldu\u011funu mu san\u0131yorsun? Sen ne ekmeksin, ne de de\u011fnek, kimsenin sana ihtiyac\u0131 yoktur.<\/p>\n

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– \u00d6\u011frenmek ve \u00f6\u011fretmek ha? \u0130nsanlara nas\u0131l mutlu olacaklar\u0131n\u0131 \u00f6\u011fretebilir misin bakal\u0131m? Hay\u0131r \u015fahinim, \u00f6\u011fretemezsin. Sa\u00e7\u0131n\u0131 sakal\u0131n\u0131 a\u011fart da, \u00f6\u011fretmek s\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc sonra al a\u011fz\u0131na. Ne \u00f6\u011fretebilece\u011fini san\u0131yorsun? Herkes kendisine gerekli olan \u015feyi biliyor. Ak\u0131ll\u0131 olanlar her \u015feyi elde eder, aptallar\u0131n eline z\u0131rn\u0131k bile ge\u00e7mez, herkes \u00f6\u011frenmesi gerekli olan \u015feyi kendi kendine \u00f6\u011frenir…
– \u00c7ok g\u00fcl\u00fcn\u00e7 varl\u0131klar \u015fu senin insanlar\u0131n. \u0130\u00e7 i\u00e7e girmi\u015fler, birbirlerini eziyorlar. Oysa,bak, d\u00fcnya ne kadar geni\u015f. (Eliyle bozk\u0131r\u0131 g\u00f6sterdi.) Herkes \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131yor. Ni\u00e7in? Kimin yarar\u0131na? Kimse bilmiyor. \u00c7ift s\u00fcren bir insan g\u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm zaman, g\u00fcc\u00fcn\u00fc ter damlalar\u0131 halinde topra\u011fa ak\u0131tt\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131, sonra da ayn\u0131 topra\u011f\u0131n i\u00e7inde \u00e7\u00fcr\u00fcyece\u011fini d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcr\u00fcm. Zavall\u0131 adam! Ondan hi\u00e7bir iz kalmayacak geriye. D\u00fcnyay\u0131 tarlas\u0131ndan ibaret sanarak, do\u011fdu\u011fu gibi, bo\u015f bir kafayla \u00f6l\u00fcp gidecek.
– Peki, ni\u00e7in do\u011fdu bu adam? Topra\u011f\u0131 kurcalamak ve kendisine bir mezar bile kazamadan \u00f6lmek i\u00e7in… \u00d6zg\u00fcrl\u00fck denen \u015feyden haberi var m\u0131d\u0131r? Bozk\u0131r\u0131n sonsuzlu\u011fu ona ne anlat\u0131r? Bu dalga dalga yay\u0131lan ezgi onun y\u00fcre\u011fine de sevin\u00e7 salar m\u0131? Hay\u0131r! O bir k\u00f6le olarak do\u011fdu ve b\u00fct\u00fcn hayat\u0131nca k\u00f6le olarak ya\u015fad\u0131, mesele budur i\u015fte! Ne gelir elinden? E\u011fer biraz ak\u0131llan\u0131rsa, kendini asmaktan ba\u015fka hi\u00e7bir \u015fey…
– Beri bak, \u015fu g\u00f6zlerimin elli sekiz y\u0131ld\u0131r g\u00f6rd\u00fcklerini oturup k\u00e2\u011f\u0131da d\u00f6kecek olsam, senin o torban gibi bin tanesi almaz. Haydi, gitmedi\u011fim bir \u00fclke ad\u0131 s\u00f6yle bakay\u0131m. Hi\u00e7 yorulma, s\u00f6yleyemezsin. G\u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm nice \u00fclkelerin ad\u0131n\u0131 bile i\u015fitmemi\u015fsindir sen. \u0130\u015fte, hayat diye ben b\u00f6ylesine derim. Durmadan gideceksin. Ne varsa bundad\u0131r. Bir yerde uzun s\u00fcre kalma. Niye kalas\u0131n ki? Geceyle g\u00fcnd\u00fcz nas\u0131l birbirlerini kovalayarak d\u00fcnyan\u0131n \u00e7evresinde dola\u015f\u0131yorlarsa; sen de hayattan so\u011fumamak istiyorsan, d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcncelerini onun \u00fczerinde toplamaktan ka\u00e7\u0131n. Hayat \u00fczerine d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnmeye ba\u015flad\u0131n m\u0131, bil ki so\u011fursun ondan… Her zaman b\u00f6yle olur bu. Zaman\u0131nda benim ba\u015f\u0131ma da geldi. Hele hele! Benim ba\u015f\u0131ma da geldi \u015fahinim.
– Gali\u00e7ina’da, hapishanedeydim. Can s\u0131k\u0131nt\u0131s\u0131ndan, “Ben ni\u00e7in ya\u015f\u0131yorum?” diye d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnmeye ba\u015flad\u0131m. Hapishane \u00e7ok s\u0131k\u0131c\u0131d\u0131r \u015fahinim, of, \u00f6yle s\u0131k\u0131c\u0131d\u0131r ki! Ald\u0131 m\u0131 beni bir keder… Pencereden tarlalara bakarken y\u00fcre\u011fimi bir keder al\u0131p ba\u015flad\u0131 m\u0131 s\u0131kmaya k\u0131ska\u00e7lar\u0131yla… Ni\u00e7in ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 kim s\u00f6yleyebilir? Hi\u00e7 kimse s\u00f6yleyemez \u015fahinim! Kendine bu soruyu sorman\u0131n da gere\u011fi yoktur. Ya\u015famaya bak, gerisine kulak asma. Gez, dola\u015f, \u00e7evrende olup bitenleri g\u00f6zle, hi\u00e7bir zaman kedere kap\u0131lmazs\u0131n. Ben o zaman az kals\u0131n ku\u015fa\u011f\u0131mla kendimi as\u0131yordum… Ya!
– Adam\u0131n biriyle konu\u015fuyordum. Sizin Ruslardan, sert bir adam. Ona kal\u0131rsa, g\u00f6nl\u00fcn\u00fcn diledi\u011fi gibi de\u011fil de, Tanr\u0131’n\u0131n buyurdu\u011fu gibi ya\u015famal\u0131ym\u0131\u015f. Tanr\u0131’ya yakar\u0131rsan, diledi\u011fin her \u015feyi verirmi\u015f sana. Oysa kendisi delik-de\u015fik, y\u0131rt\u0131k-p\u0131rt\u0131k giysiler i\u00e7indeydi. Dedim ki; “Sana yeni giysiler vermesi i\u00e7in Tanr\u0131’ya yakarsana!” K\u0131zd\u0131, s\u00f6v\u00fcp sayarak kovdu beni. Oysa, az \u00f6nce insanlar\u0131 ba\u011f\u0131\u015flamak, sevmek gerekti\u011finden s\u00f6z ediyordu. E\u011fer s\u00f6zlerim ona dokunduysa, beni ba\u011f\u0131\u015flasayd\u0131 ya. Al i\u015fte sana \u00f6\u011fretmen! Ba\u015fkalar\u0131na az yemek gerekti\u011fini \u00f6\u011fretir, kendileri g\u00fcnde on \u00f6\u011f\u00fcn t\u0131k\u0131n\u0131rlar.
Ate\u015fe t\u00fck\u00fcrd\u00fc, \u00e7ubu\u011funu yeniden doldurarak sustu. R\u00fczg\u00e2r hazin ve k\u0131s\u0131k bir u\u011fultuyla esiyordu. Karanl\u0131kta atlar ki\u015fniyor, tatl\u0131, tutkulu bir Ukrayna \u015fark\u0131s\u0131 ak\u0131p geliyordu obadan. Makar’\u0131n dilber k\u0131z\u0131 Nonka s\u00f6yl\u00fcyordu bu \u015fark\u0131y\u0131. Onun g\u00f6\u011f\u00fcsten gelen g\u00fcr kesini tan\u0131yordum art\u0131k. “Merhaba” derken ya da \u015fark\u0131 s\u00f6ylerken, yani her zaman bir tuhaf, ho\u015fnutsuz, tiz bir \u00e7\u0131nlay\u0131\u015f\u0131 vard\u0131 bu sesin. Esmer, donuk y\u00fcz\u00fcnde bir \u00e7ari\u00e7enin gururu okunur; g\u00f6lgeli, koyu kahverengi g\u00f6zleri kar\u015f\u0131 konulamaz g\u00fczelli\u011finin bilinciyle, \u00f6teki insanlara kar\u015f\u0131 horg\u00f6r\u00fcyle parlard\u0131.
Makar, \u00e7ubu\u011funu uzatt\u0131.
– \u00c7ek, dedi. K\u0131z g\u00fczel s\u00f6yl\u00fcyor de\u011fil mi? Hele hele! \u0130ster miydin b\u00f6yle bir dilber sevdalans\u0131n sana? \u0130stemezdin ha? Aferin! K\u0131zlara inanma, uzak dur onlardan. Aman akl\u0131ndan \u00e7\u0131karma bunu. Bir k\u0131zla \u00f6p\u00fc\u015fmek, t\u00fct\u00fcn i\u00e7mekten daha ho\u015ftur elbette. Ama onu bir kere \u00f6pt\u00fcn m\u00fc, \u00f6zg\u00fcrl\u00fc\u011f\u00fc y\u00fcre\u011finden sil art\u0131k. Seni \u00f6yle g\u00f6r\u00fcnmez ba\u011flarla kendine ba\u011flar ki, bir daha koparamazs\u0131n. B\u00fct\u00fcn benli\u011fini yitirirsin. Evet! Kendini k\u0131zlardan korumal\u0131s\u0131n! \u00d6yle de yalanc\u0131d\u0131rlar ki! Seni d\u00fcnyada her \u015feyden daha \u00e7ok sevdi\u011fini s\u00f6yler ya, toplu i\u011fne ucuyla \u015f\u00f6yle bir dokun bakal\u0131m; d\u00fcnyay\u0131 ba\u015f\u0131na y\u0131kar alimallah! Bilirim ben onlar\u0131! He-hey! \u00f6yle bir bilirim ki! \u0130ster misin, ger\u00e7ek bir olay anlatay\u0131m sana \u015fahinim? Sen de akl\u0131ndan \u00e7\u0131karma onu. Akl\u0131ndan \u00e7\u0131karmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n s\u00fcrece de, ku\u015f gibi \u00f6zg\u00fcr olursun.
Zobar ad\u0131nda gen\u00e7 bir \u00c7ingene delikanl\u0131s\u0131 ya\u015fard\u0131 bir zamanlar, Loyko Zobar. B\u00fct\u00fcn Macaristan, \u00c7ek \u00fclkeleri, Slavya, uzun s\u00f6z\u00fcn k\u0131sas\u0131, \u015fu denizin \u00e7evresinde ya\u015fayan kim varsa tan\u0131rd\u0131 onu; \u00f6yle yi\u011fit bir delikanl\u0131yd\u0131 i\u015fte! O \u00fclkelerde hangi k\u00f6ye gidersen git, Loyko’yu \u00f6ld\u00fcrmeye yeminli birka\u00e7 adama raslard\u0131n. Fakat o yine de ya\u015fay\u0131p giderdi. E\u011fer ho\u015funa giden bir at g\u00f6rm\u00fc\u015fse, sen o at\u0131n bek\u00e7ili\u011fi i\u00e7in bir alay asker g\u00f6nder istersen, fark etmez, Zobar mutlaka boy g\u00f6sterirdi o at\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcnde! He-hey! Sanki kimseden korkusu mu vard\u0131 onun? \u015eeytan b\u00fct\u00fcn tak\u0131m taklavat\u0131yla birlikte kar\u015f\u0131s\u0131na \u00e7\u0131ksa, diyelim ki b\u0131\u00e7a\u011f\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7ekmeye f\u0131rsat bulamad\u0131, herhalde k\u00fcf\u00fcr\u00fc basar, \u015feytanlar\u0131n suratlar\u0131n\u0131n ortas\u0131na yap\u0131\u015ft\u0131r\u0131rd\u0131 tekmeyi. Evet, tam tam\u0131na b\u00f6yle olurdu i\u015fte!<\/p>\n

Onu tan\u0131mayan ya da \u00f6yk\u00fclerini i\u015fitmeyen \u00c7ingene obas\u0131 yoktu. Akl\u0131 fikri atlardayd\u0131 Loyko Zobar’\u0131n. Ama \u00e7ok uzun s\u00fcrmezdi hevesi. Biraz bindikten sonra hayvan\u0131 satar, paray\u0131 da sa\u011fa sola da\u011f\u0131t\u0131rd\u0131. Kimseden gizlisi sakl\u0131s\u0131 yoktu. E\u011fer sana gerekliyse, git y\u00fcre\u011fini iste. Kendi elleriyle kopar\u0131r, verirdi. Yeter ki, sen ho\u015fnut ol! \u0130\u015fte b\u00f6yle bir delikanl\u0131yd\u0131 o, \u015fahinim!
Bizim oba o s\u0131ralarda, bundan on y\u0131l kadar \u00f6nce Bukovina taraflar\u0131nda g\u00f6\u00e7teydi. Bir g\u00fcn, -bir ilkbahar gecesi-, ben, Ko\u015futa’ya kar\u015f\u0131 sava\u015fan asker Danilo, ya\u015fl\u0131 Nur, Danilo’nun k\u0131z\u0131 Radda ve t\u00fcm oba halk\u0131 bir arada oturuyorduk.
Benim Nonka’y\u0131 biliyorsun de\u011fil mi? \u00c7ari\u00e7e gibi k\u0131zd\u0131r! Ama Radda’n\u0131n yan\u0131nda o bir hi\u00e7tir, s\u00f6z\u00fc bile edilmez! Radda’n\u0131n g\u00fczelli\u011fini s\u00f6zc\u00fcklerle anlatamazs\u0131n. Bu g\u00fczelli\u011fi belki bir keman dile getirebilirdi. Ama o keman\u0131 \u00e7almaya da adam gerek…
\u00c7ok yi\u011fidin y\u00fcre\u011fini kuruttu bu Radda, o-hoo, pek \u00e7ok yi\u011fidin. Moravya’da, sa\u00e7lar\u0131 per\u00e7em per\u00e7em ya\u015fl\u0131 bir derebeyi ta\u015f kesildi onu g\u00f6r\u00fcnce. At\u0131n\u0131n \u00fczerinde, s\u0131tma tutmu\u015f gibi titreye titreye baka kald\u0131. \u00c7ok yak\u0131\u015f\u0131kl\u0131 bir adamd\u0131. \u015eeytan, bayraml\u0131klar\u0131n\u0131 giyinse o kadar yak\u0131\u015f\u0131kl\u0131 olabilirdi ancak. Kaftan\u0131 alt\u0131n s\u0131rmalarla kapl\u0131yd\u0131. B\u00f6\u011fr\u00fcndeki k\u0131l\u0131\u00e7; \u015fim\u015fek gibi parl\u0131yor, at\u0131 e\u015finiyor, k\u0131l\u0131c\u0131n\u0131 ba\u015ftan ba\u015fa kaplayan de\u011ferli ta\u015flar \u0131\u015f\u0131l \u0131\u015f\u0131l \u0131\u015f\u0131ld\u0131yordu. \u015eapkas\u0131na da g\u00f6k par\u00e7as\u0131 gibi mavi bir kadife tak\u0131l\u0131yd\u0131… B\u00f6ylesine g\u00f6rkemli bir derebeyiydi i\u015fte! Radda’ya bakt\u0131 bakt\u0131 da:
“- Hey, k\u0131z! dedi. Bir \u00f6p\u00fcc\u00fck ver, bir kese alt\u0131n al!”
Radda arkas\u0131n\u0131 d\u00f6n\u00fcverdi.
“- E\u011fer incittiysem, ba\u011f\u0131\u015fla beni, hi\u00e7 de\u011filse tatl\u0131 bak\u0131\u015f\u0131n\u0131 esirgeme…”
Ya\u015fl\u0131 derebeyi o saat yelkenleri suya indirmi\u015fti. Ku\u015fa\u011f\u0131ndan bir kese alt\u0131n \u00e7\u0131kar\u0131p Radda’n\u0131n ayaklar\u0131n\u0131n dibine f\u0131rlatt\u0131. Kocaman bir alt\u0131n kesesiydi bu, karde\u015f! Fakat k\u0131z, sanki kazara \u00e7arp\u0131yormu\u015f gibi, keseyi aya\u011f\u0131n\u0131n ucuyla \u00e7amura itivermesin mi! Haydi bakal\u0131m!..
Derebeyi:<\/p>\n

“- Alaca\u011f\u0131n olsun k\u0131z!” diye ah etti, at\u0131n\u0131 kam\u00e7\u0131lad\u0131, bir toz bulutu i\u00e7inde g\u00f6zden yitti.<\/p>\n

Ertesi g\u00fcn yeniden \u00e7\u0131k\u0131p geldi. Obaya do\u011fru g\u00f6k g\u00fcr\u00fclt\u00fcs\u00fc bir sesle:
“- Kimdir o k\u0131z\u0131n babas\u0131?” diye g\u00fcrledi.
Danilo \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131.
“- K\u0131z\u0131n\u0131 bana sat, ne istersen vereyim!”
Danilo ona \u015f\u00f6yle dedi:
“- Domuzlar\u0131ndan vicdanlar\u0131na kadar her \u015feylerini Leh beyleri satar sadece. Ben Ko\u015futo’ya kar\u015f\u0131 sava\u015fm\u0131\u015f adam\u0131m, ticaretten anlamam!”
Ya\u015fl\u0131 derebeyi \u00f6fkeden k\u0131pk\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 kesildi, tam k\u0131l\u0131c\u0131na davranmak \u00fczereydi ki, bizimkilerden biri at\u0131n kula\u011f\u0131na bir k\u00f6z par\u00e7as\u0131 de\u011fdirince hayvan \u00fczerindeki biniciyle birlikte tozu dumana kat\u0131p gitti. Biz de toparlan\u0131p yola koyulduk. Birinci g\u00fcn ge\u00e7ti, ikinci g\u00fcn bakt\u0131k, seninki gelip yeti\u015fti!
“- Hey!” diye ba\u011f\u0131rd\u0131. “Tanr\u0131’n\u0131n ve sizlerin kar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda, vicdan\u0131m\u0131n temiz oldu\u011funa yemin ederim. Evlenmek istiyorum onunla. Her \u015feyimi sizinle payla\u015fmaya haz\u0131r\u0131m. \u00c7ok zengin bir adam\u0131m ben!”
Yal\u0131m yal\u0131m yan\u0131yor, r\u00fczg\u00e2ra tutulmu\u015f deve dikeni gibi, eyerin \u00fczerinde sallan\u0131yordu. Hepimiz bir karars\u0131zl\u0131k i\u00e7inde kald\u0131k.<\/p>\n

Danilo:
“- Haydi bakal\u0131m k\u0131z! Konu\u015f!” dedi.
Radda bize bakarak:
“- G\u00f6n\u00fcl r\u0131zas\u0131yla karga yuvas\u0131na giren di\u015fi kartal g\u00f6rd\u00fcn\u00fcz m\u00fc siz? diye sordu.
Danilo g\u00fclmeye ba\u015flad\u0131. Biz de onunla birlikte g\u00fcld\u00fck.
“- Aferin k\u0131z! \u0130\u015fittin mi bey? Olmad\u0131 bu i\u015f! Sen kendine bir g\u00fcvercin ara en iyisi, o daha
uysald\u0131r.”
Yeniden yola koyulduk.
Derebeyi \u015fapkas\u0131n\u0131 ba\u015f\u0131ndan al\u0131p yere \u00e7ald\u0131, at\u0131n\u0131 \u00f6yle bir s\u00fcrd\u00fc ki, yer yerinden oynad\u0131 san\u0131rs\u0131n. \u0130\u015fte Radda b\u00f6yle bir dilberdi \u015fahinim!
Evet! Gecelerden bir gece oturmu\u015f, bozk\u0131rdan dalga dalga yay\u0131lan ezgiyi dinliyorduk. Ne ezgidir o! Sanki kan\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 tutu\u015fturuyor, bir yerlere \u00e7a\u011f\u0131r\u0131yordu bizi. \u0130\u00e7imizde \u00f6yle bir \u015fey yapmak iste\u011fi uyan\u0131yordu ki, art\u0131k ya\u015faman\u0131n da gere\u011fi kalmayacakt\u0131 ondan sonra. Ya da ya\u015farsan b\u00fct\u00fcn d\u00fcnyan\u0131n \u00e7ar\u0131 olarak ya\u015fayacakt\u0131n, \u015fahinim!
Ans\u0131z\u0131n karanl\u0131klar i\u00e7inde bir at belirdi. \u00dczerinde keman \u00e7alan bir adamla bize do\u011fru yakla\u015ft\u0131. Adam ate\u015fin yan\u0131nda at\u0131 durdurdu, \u00e7almay\u0131 b\u0131rakt\u0131, g\u00fclerek bizden yana bakt\u0131.<\/p>\n

Danilo sevin\u00e7le:
“-He-hey!” diye ba\u011f\u0131rd\u0131. “Zobar, sen misin? Ta kendisi, Loyko Zobar!”
B\u0131y\u0131klar\u0131 neredeyse omuzlar\u0131na de\u011fiyor, sa\u00e7lar\u0131n\u0131n k\u0131vr\u0131mlar\u0131yla kar\u0131\u015f\u0131yordu. G\u00f6zleri y\u0131ld\u0131zlar gibi p\u0131r\u0131l p\u0131r\u0131ld\u0131. Ya g\u00fcl\u00fc\u015f\u00fc, hey Tanr\u0131m, bir g\u00fcne\u015fti sanki! At\u0131yla birlikte sanki tek bir demir par\u00e7as\u0131ndan d\u00f6v\u00fclm\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc. Ate\u015fin k\u0131z\u0131ll\u0131\u011f\u0131 i\u00e7inde kana batm\u0131\u015f gibi duruyor, ak di\u015flerini g\u00f6stererek g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u00fcyordu. E\u011fer tek bir s\u00f6z s\u00f6ylemesinden ya da \u015fu d\u00fcnyada benim de ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131 fark etmesinden daha \u00f6nce onu kendi \u00f6z\u00fcm gibi sevmediysem g\u00f6z\u00fcm k\u00f6r olsun!
D\u00fcnyada b\u00f6yle insanlar da vard\u0131r \u015fahinim! G\u00f6zlerine bir kere bakar, ruhunu tutsak ederler. Sen de bundan utan\u00e7 duymad\u0131\u011f\u0131n gibi, gururlan\u0131rs\u0131n bile. Olursan, b\u00f6yle bir adam ol i\u015fte. B\u00f6yle adamlar azd\u0131r dostum. Fakat iyi ki de azlar. D\u00fcnyada iyi \u015feyler \u00e7ok olsayd\u0131, nereden belli olurdu iyilikleri? Uzatmayal\u0131m! \u00d6yk\u00fcm\u00fcze d\u00f6nelim!<\/p>\n

Radda \u015f\u00f6yle dedi:
“- \u00c7ok g\u00fczel \u00e7al\u0131yorsun Loyko! Bu kadar g\u00fczel sesli keman\u0131 kim yapt\u0131 sana?”
Loyko g\u00fclerek:
“- Kendim yapt\u0131m,” diye kar\u015f\u0131l\u0131k verdi. “Hem de a\u011fa\u00e7tan de\u011fil, \u00e7ok sevdi\u011fim bir k\u0131z\u0131n g\u00f6\u011fs\u00fcnden yapt\u0131m onu. Tellerini de k\u0131z\u0131n y\u00fcre\u011finden kendi ellerimle s\u00f6k\u00fcp \u00e7\u0131kard\u0131m.
Keman h\u00e2l\u00e2 biraz yalan s\u00f6yl\u00fcyor ama, yay kullanmakta ustay\u0131md\u0131r ben!”
K\u0131zlar\u0131n ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 d\u00f6nd\u00fcr\u00fcp onlar\u0131 kendimize ba\u011flamak i\u00e7in s\u0131k s\u0131k ba\u015fvurulan bir oyundur bu. Ama Loyko yanl\u0131\u015f kap\u0131 \u00e7alm\u0131\u015ft\u0131 bu kez.
Radda \u00f6te yana d\u00f6n\u00fcp esneyerek:<\/p>\n

“- Bir de Zobar’\u0131n ak\u0131ll\u0131, becerikli bir adam oldu\u011funu s\u00f6ylerlerdi” dedi. “\u015eu insanlar
amma da yalanc\u0131 oluyor!”<\/p>\n

Sonra oradan uzakla\u015ft\u0131.
Loyko, g\u00f6zleri parlayarak:
“- Vay! \u00c7ok keskin di\u015flerin varm\u0131\u015f g\u00fczelim!” diye ba\u011f\u0131rd\u0131.
At\u0131ndan indi, yan\u0131m\u0131za gelerek:
“- Merhaba karde\u015fler!” dedi. “\u0130\u015fte ben de aran\u0131zday\u0131m!”
Danilo:
“- Ho\u015f geldin, safalar getirdin \u015fahinim!” diye kar\u015f\u0131l\u0131k verdi.
\u00d6p\u00fc\u015ft\u00fck, sohbet ettik, sonra yatmaya \u00e7ekildik… Deliksiz bir uyku \u00e7ektikten sonra, sabahleyin bir de bakt\u0131k Zobar’\u0131n kafas\u0131 bir \u00e7aputla sar\u0131l\u0131. Bu da nesi? Uyurken at tepmi\u015fmi\u015f…
Breh, breh, breh! Tabii at\u0131n kim oldu\u011funu anlay\u0131p b\u0131y\u0131k alt\u0131ndan g\u00fclmeye ba\u015flad\u0131k. Danilo da bizimle birlikte g\u00fcl\u00fcyordu. Loyko, Radda’ya lay\u0131k de\u011fil miydi sanki? Lay\u0131kt\u0131 elbette! Fakat bir k\u0131z ne kadar g\u00fczel olursa olsun, ruhu s\u0131\u011f ve dard\u0131r. \u0130stersen bir batman alt\u0131n as boynuna, fark etmez, yine de yaranamazs\u0131n. Neyse, uzun s\u00f6z\u00fcn k\u0131sas\u0131, i\u015fte b\u00f6yle oldu \u015fahinim!<\/p>\n

Oralarda ya\u015fay\u0131p gidiyorduk. \u0130\u015flerimiz fena de\u011fildi o s\u0131ralar. Zobar da bizimle birlikteydi. Arkada\u015f diye ben \u00f6ylesine derim i\u015fte! Ya\u015fl\u0131 bir adam kadar bilgiliydi. Anlamad\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u015fey yoktu. Hem Rus\u00e7a, hem de Macarca okuyup yazmas\u0131 vard\u0131 \u00fcstelik. Kimi zaman \u00f6yle bir sohbet a\u00e7ard\u0131 ki, \u00f6mr\u00fcn boyunca uyan\u0131k kal\u0131p dinlemek isterdin! Hele bir keman \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131 vard\u0131, d\u00fcnyada onun gibi keman \u00e7alan bir ba\u015fkas\u0131 daha \u00e7\u0131karsa, y\u0131ld\u0131r\u0131m \u00e7arps\u0131n beni! Yay\u0131 tellerin \u00fczerinden bir ge\u00e7irdi mi y\u00fcre\u011fin titrerdi. \u0130kinci ge\u00e7iri\u015finde solu\u011fun tutulur, kulak kesilirdin. G\u00fcl\u00fcmseye g\u00fcl\u00fcmseye \u00e7alard\u0131. Dinlerken, ayn\u0131 zamanda hem a\u011flamak, hem g\u00fclmek iste\u011fiyle dolard\u0131 i\u00e7in. Bakars\u0131n, ac\u0131 ac\u0131 inleyen birisi senden yard\u0131m ister, sanki bir b\u0131\u00e7akla y\u00fcre\u011fini oyard\u0131. Bakars\u0131n bozk\u0131r, g\u00f6ky\u00fcz\u00fcne ac\u0131kl\u0131 masallar anlat\u0131rd\u0131. Bakars\u0131n gen\u00e7 bir k\u0131z, yi\u011fit bir delikanl\u0131n\u0131n ard\u0131 s\u0131ra g\u00f6zya\u015f\u0131 d\u00f6kerdi!.. Yi\u011fit delikanl\u0131, bozk\u0131ra sevgilisinin ad\u0131n\u0131 \u00fcnlerdi. Ve ans\u0131z\u0131n, hey anam! Bir de bakm\u0131\u015fs\u0131n, dolu dizgin, capcanl\u0131 bir \u015fark\u0131 \u00e7\u0131nlamaya ba\u015flar, sanki g\u00f6kteki g\u00fcne\u015f bile bu \u015fark\u0131n\u0131n ezgileriyle oynamaya koyulurdu! Ya, i\u015fte b\u00f6yle \u015fahinim!<\/p>\n

\u0130nsan b\u00fct\u00fcn varl\u0131\u011f\u0131yla o \u015fark\u0131y\u0131 i\u00e7ine sindirir, b\u00fct\u00fcn benli\u011fiyle k\u00f6lesi olurdu onun. E\u011fer o s\u0131rada Loyko “Davran\u0131n b\u0131\u00e7aklara arkada\u015flar! diye ba\u011f\u0131racak olsa, hepimiz b\u0131\u00e7aklar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 \u00e7eker, g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcz\u00fc k\u0131rpmadan y\u00fcr\u00fcrd\u00fck onun g\u00f6sterdi\u011fi yere. \u0130nsanlara istedi\u011fi her\u015feyi yapt\u0131rabilirdi.<\/p>\n

Hepimiz seviyorduk onu, candan seviyorduk. Sadece Radda hi\u00e7 y\u00fcz vermiyordu delikanl\u0131ya. \u0130\u015f bu kadarla kalsa neyse ne, \u00fcstelik bir de alay ediyordu onunla. Zobar’a \u00e7ok sata\u015f\u0131yordu k\u0131z, domuzuna sata\u015f\u0131yordu! Loyko di\u015flerini g\u0131c\u0131rdat\u0131yor, b\u0131y\u0131klar\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7eki\u015ftiriyor, g\u00f6zleri u\u00e7urumlardan daha kara, bak\u0131p duruyordu. Kimi zaman \u00f6yle bir par\u0131lt\u0131 gelirdi ki onlara, korkard\u0131n. Geceleri bozk\u0131r\u0131n uzaklar\u0131na a\u00e7\u0131l\u0131r, keman\u0131 sabaha kadar a\u011flar, sanki sahibinin \u00f6len \u00f6zg\u00fcrl\u00fc\u011f\u00fc i\u00e7in g\u00f6zya\u015f\u0131 d\u00f6kerdi. Bizlerse yatt\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z yerde bu ezgileri dinler, ne yapmam\u0131z gerekti\u011fini d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcp dururduk. Biliyorduk ki, birbirine do\u011fru yuvarlanan iki kayan\u0131n aras\u0131nda durulmaz, ezilirsin. B\u00f6ylece g\u00fcnler ge\u00e7ip gidiyordu.
Bir g\u00fcn hep birlikte oturmu\u015f, i\u015flerden konu\u015fuyorduk. Can\u0131m\u0131z s\u0131k\u0131ld\u0131. Danilo, Loyko’ya:<\/p>\n

“Zobar, bir \u015fark\u0131 s\u00f6yle de i\u00e7imiz a\u00e7\u0131ls\u0131n!” dedi. Loyko az \u00f6tede s\u0131rt\u00fcst\u00fc yat\u0131p g\u00f6ky\u00fcz\u00fcne bakan Radda’ya g\u00f6zlerini dikti, keman\u0131n tellerine dokundu. \u00d6yle ezgiler d\u00f6k\u00fcld\u00fc ki, keman ger\u00e7ekten de bir k\u0131z y\u00fcre\u011finden yap\u0131lm\u0131\u015ft\u0131 san\u0131rs\u0131n. Loyko \u015fu \u015fark\u0131y\u0131 s\u00f6ylemeye ba\u015flad\u0131:<\/p>\n

Hey-hey! Bir ate\u015f yakar ba\u011fr\u0131m\u0131,
Bozk\u0131r nas\u0131l da geni\u015ftir!
At\u0131m r\u00fczg\u00e2r kadar h\u0131zl\u0131,
Bile\u011fim \u00e7elik gibidir.
Radda ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 d\u00f6nd\u00fcrd\u00fc, az\u0131c\u0131k kalkarak \u015fark\u0131c\u0131n\u0131n g\u00f6zlerine bak\u0131p hafif\u00e7e g\u00fcl\u00fcmsedi.
Loyko \u015fafak gibi alev alev tutu\u015ftu.<\/p>\n

Hey-hop! Haydi arkada\u015f\u0131m, davran!
S\u00fcrelim atlar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 d\u00f6rt nala!
Bozk\u0131r\u0131 kaplam\u0131\u015f kara bir duman,
Ama bizi bir \u015fafak bekliyor uzakta!<\/p>\n

Hey-hey! U\u00e7arak kar\u015f\u0131layal\u0131m g\u00fcn\u00fc,
D\u00f6n\u00fcp y\u00fckselerek havaya!
Fakat atlar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n yelesi
Zarar vermesin g\u00fczelim aya!
\u0130\u015fte, buydu s\u00f6yledi\u011fi \u015fark\u0131! Kimse b\u00f6yle \u015fark\u0131lar s\u00f6yleyemez \u015fimdi! Fakat Radda s\u00fcz\u00fcle s\u00fcz\u00fcle:
“- Sen bari o kadar y\u00fckseklere \u00e7\u0131karmasayd\u0131n Loyko, korkar\u0131m burnunun \u00fcst\u00fcne bir su birikintisine d\u00fc\u015fersin de, b\u0131y\u0131klar\u0131n kirlenir!” demez mi!
Loyko azg\u0131n bir canavar gibi bakt\u0131 k\u0131za, fakat hi\u00e7bir \u015fey s\u00f6ylemedi. Sabrederek \u015fark\u0131s\u0131na d\u00f6nd\u00fc yine:
Hey-hop! Ans\u0131z\u0131n bir g\u00fcn do\u011facak Sar\u0131l\u0131p uyuyaca\u011f\u0131z senle ben.
Hey-hey! Bir utan\u00e7 alevi bedenlerimizden
Ge\u00e7ip ikimizi de yak\u0131p kavuracak!
Danilo:
“- \u015eark\u0131 diye ben buna derim i\u015fte!” dedi. “\u00d6mr\u00fcmde i\u015fitmemi\u015ftim b\u00f6ylesini. E\u011fer
yalan\u0131m varsa \u015feytan\u0131n t\u00fct\u00fcn \u00e7ubu\u011fu olay\u0131m!”
Ya\u015fl\u0131 Nur hem b\u0131y\u0131klar\u0131n\u0131 oynat\u0131yor, hem de omuzlar\u0131n\u0131 titretiyordu. Loyko’nun yi\u011fit
ko\u00e7aklamas\u0131 hepimizin kan\u0131n\u0131 kaynatm\u0131\u015ft\u0131! Sadece Radda’yd\u0131 ho\u015fnut olmayan.
\u00dczerimize bir kova buzlu su d\u00f6ker gibi:<\/p>\n

“- Kartal \u00e7\u0131\u011fl\u0131\u011f\u0131na \u00f6zenen sivrisine\u011fin biri, bir g\u00fcn tam b\u00f6yle v\u0131z\u0131ld\u0131yordu i\u015fte!” dedi.
Danilo k\u0131z\u0131na d\u00f6nerek:
“- Sen kam\u00e7\u0131lanmak istiyorsun galiba Radda?” diye \u00e7\u0131k\u0131\u015ft\u0131.
Zobar \u015fapkas\u0131n\u0131 yere \u00e7ald\u0131, y\u00fcz\u00fc toprak gibi karararak \u015f\u00f6yle dedi:
“- Dur Danilo! K\u0131zg\u0131n kat\u0131ra \u00e7elik gem gerek! K\u0131z\u0131n\u0131 bana kar\u0131l\u0131\u011fa ver!”
Danilo:
“- Amma da laf!” diye g\u00fcl\u00fcmsedi. “Alabilirsen al, senin olsun!”
Loyko:
“- Pek\u00e2l\u00e2!” dedi ve Radda’ya \u015funlar\u0131 s\u00f6yledi:
“- Bana bak k\u0131z, o kadar b\u00f6b\u00fcrlenme! Senin gibi \u00e7ok k\u0131z g\u00f6rd\u00fcm ben, hey anam, \u00e7ok k\u0131z g\u00f6rd\u00fcm! Fakat hi\u00e7biri senin kadar sarsmad\u0131 y\u00fcre\u011fimi. Eh, Radda, ruhumu tutsak ettin! Ne yapal\u0131m? Ba\u015fa gelen \u00e7ekilir! \u00dcst\u00fcne binip kendinden ka\u00e7abilece\u011fin bir at yok!… Tanr\u0131’n\u0131n, kendi vicdan\u0131m\u0131n, baban\u0131n ve b\u00fct\u00fcn burada bulunanlar\u0131n \u00f6n\u00fcnde, bana varman\u0131 istiyorum. Fakat, sak\u0131n bana gem vurmaya kalk\u0131\u015fma. Ben \u00f6zg\u00fcr bir adam\u0131m, g\u00f6nl\u00fcm\u00fcn diledi\u011fi gibi ya\u015famak isterim!”
Sonra di\u015fleri s\u0131k\u0131lm\u0131\u015f, g\u00f6zleri \u00e7akmak \u00e7akmak, Radda’ya do\u011fru y\u00fcr\u00fcd\u00fc. Elini k\u0131za uzatt\u0131.
Eh, bozk\u0131r at\u0131 Radda’ya da gem vuruldu diye d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcyorduk ki, delikanl\u0131n\u0131n, kollar\u0131 havada sallanarak k\u00fct diye ensesi \u00fcst\u00fcne yere yuvarland\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6rmemiz bir oldu!..
Bu ne i\u015ftir? Loyko’nun y\u00fcre\u011fine bir kur\u015fun de\u011fmi\u015fti sanki. Radda onun ayaklar\u0131na bir kam\u00e7\u0131 dolam\u0131\u015f, sonra da kendine do\u011fru \u00e7ekmi\u015fti. Loyko’nun d\u00fc\u015fmesinin nedeni buydu.
K\u0131z yeniden uzanm\u0131\u015f, k\u0131m\u0131ldamadan, sessizce g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u00fcyordu. Loyko yere oturmu\u015f, sanki \u00e7atlayaca\u011f\u0131ndan korkuyormu\u015f\u00e7as\u0131na, ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 ellerinin aras\u0131na alm\u0131\u015f, s\u0131k\u0131\u015ft\u0131r\u0131yordu. Sonra sessizce kalkt\u0131, kimsenin y\u00fcz\u00fcne bakmadan bozk\u0131r\u0131n i\u00e7erlerine do\u011fru y\u00fcr\u00fcy\u00fcp gitti. Nur bana: “Onun pe\u015finden git!” diye f\u0131s\u0131ldad\u0131. Ben de gecenin karanl\u0131\u011f\u0131nda, Loyko’nun pe\u015fi s\u0131ra sessizce bozk\u0131ra s\u00fcz\u00fcld\u00fcm. Evet, i\u015fte b\u00f6yle oldu \u015fahinim!
Makar \u00e7ubu\u011fundaki k\u00fclleri silkti, yeniden t\u00fct\u00fcn doldurmaya ba\u015flad\u0131. Ben kaputuma daha s\u0131k\u0131 sar\u0131nd\u0131m, yere uzan\u0131p onun g\u00fcne\u015ften ve r\u00fczg\u00e2rdan kararm\u0131\u015f ya\u015fl\u0131 y\u00fcz\u00fcne bakmaya koyuldum. Ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 sert, keskin bir hareketle sallayarak kendi kendine bir \u015feyler m\u0131r\u0131ldand\u0131. A\u011farm\u0131\u015f b\u0131y\u0131klar\u0131 k\u0131m\u0131ldad\u0131, r\u00fczg\u00e2r sa\u00e7lar\u0131n\u0131 savurdu. \u00dczerine y\u0131ld\u0131r\u0131m d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015f ya\u015fl\u0131 bir me\u015feyi and\u0131r\u0131yordu. Fakat yine de g\u00fc\u00e7l\u00fc, sa\u011flam ve ma\u011frurdu. Deniz, eskisi gibi k\u0131y\u0131yla f\u0131s\u0131lda\u015f\u0131yor, r\u00fczg\u00e2r yine onun h\u0131\u015f\u0131rt\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 bozk\u0131ra yay\u0131yordu. Nonka \u015fark\u0131 s\u00f6ylemiyordu art\u0131k. Fakat g\u00f6ky\u00fcz\u00fcnde toplanan bulutlar, g\u00fcz gecesini daha da karartm\u0131\u015flard\u0131.
Loyko ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 \u00f6ne e\u011fmi\u015f, kollar\u0131n\u0131 kam\u00e7\u0131 gibi sark\u0131tm\u0131\u015f, a\u011f\u0131r ad\u0131mlarla y\u00fcr\u00fcyordu. Dere k\u0131y\u0131s\u0131na var\u0131nca bir ta\u015f\u0131n \u00fczerine oturdu, derin bir ah \u00e7ekti. Merhametten y\u00fcre\u011fim par\u00e7a par\u00e7a oldu. Ama yine de yan\u0131na varamad\u0131m. Ac\u0131 kar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda s\u00f6z\u00fcn ne de\u011feri var? \u00d6yle de\u011fil mi? Ya! Bir saat, iki saat, \u00fc\u00e7 saat ge\u00e7ti. O k\u0131m\u0131ldamadan, \u00f6ylece oturuyordu.
Ben de az \u00f6tede uzanm\u0131\u015ft\u0131m. Ayd\u0131nl\u0131k bir geceydi. Ay, bozk\u0131r\u0131 g\u00fcm\u00fc\u015f \u0131\u015f\u0131klar\u0131na bo\u011fuyor, uzaklar kolayca g\u00f6r\u00fcl\u00fcyordu.<\/p>\n

Ans\u0131z\u0131n Radda’n\u0131n obadan bize do\u011fru h\u0131zl\u0131 h\u0131zl\u0131 geldi\u011fini g\u00f6rd\u00fcm.
\u0130\u00e7im sevin\u00e7le doldu. “Ya\u015fas\u0131n!” diye d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcm. “Aslan k\u0131zd\u0131r \u015fu Radda!”
Delikanl\u0131ya do\u011fru yakla\u015ft\u0131. Loyko h\u00e2l\u00e2 bir \u015feyin fark\u0131nda de\u011fildi. Elini onun omuzuna koydu. Loyko titredi, ellerini gev\u015feterek ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 kald\u0131rd\u0131 ve s\u0131\u00e7ramas\u0131yla b\u0131\u00e7a\u011f\u0131na davranmas\u0131 bir oldu. Vay! Bakt\u0131m, bo\u011fazlayacak k\u0131z\u0131! Hemen obaya seslenip Loyko’nun \u00fczerine at\u0131lmak \u00fczereydim ki, Radda’n\u0131n sesini i\u015fittim:
“- B\u0131rak onu! Kafan\u0131 par\u00e7alar\u0131m yoksa!”
Bir de bakt\u0131m, Radda elinde bir tabanca tutuyor, namlusunu da Zobar’\u0131n aln\u0131na do\u011frultmu\u015f! Vay \u015feytan\u0131n k\u0131z\u0131! Eh, \u015fimdi g\u00fc\u00e7leri e\u015fit, bakal\u0131m bundan sonra ne olacak diye d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcm.<\/p>\n

Radda tabancay\u0131 ku\u015fa\u011f\u0131na sokarak:
“- Dinle!” dedi. “Buraya seni \u00f6ld\u00fcrmeye de\u011fil, uzla\u015fmaya geldim, b\u0131rak o b\u0131\u00e7a\u011f\u0131!”
Delikanl\u0131 b\u0131\u00e7a\u011f\u0131 yere att\u0131, as\u0131k bir y\u00fczle k\u0131z\u0131n g\u00f6zlerine bakmaya ba\u015flad\u0131. G\u00f6r\u00fclecek \u015feydi bu karde\u015f! \u0130ki insan kar\u015f\u0131 kar\u015f\u0131ya durmu\u015f, canavarlar gibi birbirlerine bak\u0131yorlar.\u0130kisi de \u00f6ylesine iyi, \u00f6ylesine yi\u011fit ki\u015filer. Parlak ay, bir de ben, onlara bak\u0131yoruz.<\/p>\n

Radda:
“- Dinle beni Loyko,” dedi. “Seni seviyorum ben!”
\u00d6teki elleriyle ayaklar\u0131 ba\u011fl\u0131ym\u0131\u015f\u00e7as\u0131na, sadece omuzlar\u0131n\u0131 oynatt\u0131.
“- \u00c7ok yi\u011fit g\u00f6rd\u00fcm. Ama sen yi\u011fitlikte de, g\u00fczellikte de hepsinden \u00fcst\u00fcns\u00fcn.<\/p>\n

Hangisine bir g\u00f6z k\u0131rpsam b\u0131y\u0131klar\u0131n\u0131 keser, istesem hepsi ayaklar\u0131ma kapan\u0131rd\u0131. Fakat ne anlam\u0131 var bunun? Hi\u00e7biri ger\u00e7ekten yi\u011fit de\u011fildi. Hepsi de s\u00fcnepe gibi olacakt\u0131 kar\u015f\u0131mda. D\u00fcnyada yi\u011fit \u00e7ingeneler \u00e7ok azald\u0131 Loyko, \u00e7ok azald\u0131! \u015eimdiye kadar kimseyi sevmedim, fakat seni seviyorum. Ama \u00f6zg\u00fcrl\u00fc\u011f\u00fc de severim ben! \u00d6zg\u00fcrl\u00fc\u011f\u00fc senden daha \u00e7ok seviyorum Loyko! Ben sensiz ya\u015fayamam, sen de bensiz ya\u015fayamazs\u0131n. \u0130\u015fte bu y\u00fczden, b\u00fct\u00fcn benli\u011finle benim olman\u0131 istiyorum. \u0130\u015fitiyor musun?”
Delikanl\u0131 g\u00fcl\u00fcmsedi:
“- \u0130\u015fitiyorum! S\u00f6zlerin y\u00fcre\u011fime sevin\u00e7 veriyor! Devam et!”
“- Bir \u015fey daha var Loyko. \u0130stedi\u011fin kadar ka\u00e7amak yap, nas\u0131l olsa yenece\u011fim seni, benim olacaks\u0131n. \u00d6yleyse bo\u015f yere zaman yitirme. \u00d6p\u00fc\u015flerim, ok\u015fay\u0131\u015flar\u0131m seni bekliyor… Seni \u00f6yle bir \u00f6pece\u011fim ki Loyko!.. \u00d6p\u00fc\u015flerim vah\u015fi hayat\u0131n\u0131 unutturacak sana… Ve yi\u011fit \u00c7ingenelerin \u00f6ylesine ho\u015fland\u0131klar\u0131 canl\u0131 \u015fark\u0131lar\u0131n bozk\u0131rda \u00e7\u0131nlamayacak art\u0131k… Bana, Radda’ya a\u015fk \u015fark\u0131lar\u0131, tatl\u0131 \u015fark\u0131lar s\u00f6yleyeceksin… \u00d6yleyse zaman yitirme bo\u015f yere. Demem o ki, gen\u00e7 bir o\u011flan\u0131n ya\u015fl\u0131 yolda\u015f\u0131na boyun e\u011fmesi gibi, yar\u0131n bana boyun e\u011feceksin. B\u00fct\u00fcn oban\u0131n \u00f6n\u00fcnde ayaklar\u0131ma kapan\u0131p sa\u011f elimi \u00f6pmeni istiyorum. \u0130\u015fte o zaman senin kar\u0131n olaca\u011f\u0131m.”
Bak sen iblisin k\u0131z\u0131n\u0131n istedi\u011fine! \u0130\u015fitilmi\u015f \u015fey de\u011fildi bu! Ya\u015fl\u0131lar, \u00e7ok eskiden Karada\u011fl\u0131larda b\u00f6yle bir \u00e2detin bulundu\u011fundan s\u00f6z ederlerdi ya, \u00c7ingeneler aras\u0131nda hi\u00e7bir zaman b\u00f6yle bir \u015fey olmam\u0131\u015ft\u0131! Haydi bakal\u0131m, bundan daha g\u00fcl\u00fcn\u00e7 bir \u015fey bulabilir misin \u015fahinim? Bir y\u0131l kafa patlatsan, bulamazs\u0131n!
Loyko sars\u0131ld\u0131; g\u00f6\u011fs\u00fcnden yaralanm\u0131\u015f\u00e7as\u0131na \u00f6yle bir hayk\u0131rd\u0131 ki, b\u00fct\u00fcn bozk\u0131r \u00e7\u0131nlad\u0131.
Radda titredi, fakat hemen toparland\u0131.<\/p>\n

“- Haydi, yar\u0131na kadar ho\u015f\u00e7a kal, fakat yar\u0131n sana emretti\u011fim \u015feyi yapacaks\u0131n. Tamam
m\u0131 Loyko?”
Zobar:
“- Tamam!” diye inledi. “Yapaca\u011f\u0131m!” ve ellerini k\u0131za uzatt\u0131.
Radda delikanl\u0131ya bakmad\u0131 bile. Zobar, r\u00fczg\u00e2r\u0131n bi\u00e7ti\u011fi bir a\u011fa\u00e7 gibi sendeledi; yar\u0131 h\u0131\u00e7k\u0131rarak, yar\u0131 g\u00fclerek yere kapakland\u0131.
L\u00e2net olas\u0131 Radda, delikanl\u0131y\u0131 b\u00f6ylesine yiyip bitirmi\u015fti i\u015fte. Onu g\u00fc\u00e7l\u00fckle kendine getirebildim.
T\u00fch! Hangi \u015feytan ister insanlar\u0131n ac\u0131 \u00e7ekmesini? \u0130nsan y\u00fcre\u011finin ac\u0131dan y\u0131rt\u0131la y\u0131rt\u0131la inledi\u011fini i\u015fitmekten kim ho\u015flan\u0131r? \u0130\u015fin yoksa, d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn art\u0131k!…
Obaya d\u00f6nd\u00fcm, olup bitenleri ya\u015fl\u0131lara anlatt\u0131m. D\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcld\u00fc, i\u015fin nereye varaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 beklemeye karar verildi. Sonra ne oldu bak: Ak\u015fam\u00fcst\u00fc hepimiz ate\u015fin \u00e7evresinde topland\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131zda Loyko da geldi. Bir gece i\u00e7inde korkun\u00e7 k\u00f6t\u00fclemi\u015f, zay\u0131flam\u0131\u015ft\u0131. \u00c7\u00f6k\u00fck g\u00f6zlerini yere indirdi, kimsenin y\u00fcz\u00fcne bakmadan \u015funlar\u0131 s\u00f6yledi:
“- Bak\u0131n ne oldu arkada\u015flar: Bu gece y\u00fcre\u011fimi g\u00f6zledim; eski, \u00f6zg\u00fcr hayat\u0131ma yer bulamad\u0131m onda… Orada sadece Radda ya\u015f\u0131yor, hepsi bu! \u0130\u015fte o, g\u00fczel Radda, bir \u00e7ari\u00e7e gibi g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u00fcyordu! \u00d6zg\u00fcrl\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn\u00fc benden daha \u00e7ok seviyormu\u015f. Bense onu \u00f6zg\u00fcrl\u00fc\u011f\u00fcmden daha \u00e7ok seviyorum. Ona varas\u0131ya kadar, bir \u015fahinin \u00f6rdeklerle oynamas\u0131 gibi k\u0131zlarla oynayan yi\u011fit Loyko Zobar’\u0131n onun g\u00fczelli\u011fi kar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda nas\u0131l boyun e\u011fdi\u011fini g\u00f6resiniz diye emretti\u011fi \u00fczere hepinizin \u00f6n\u00fcnde Radda’n\u0131n ayaklar\u0131na kapanmaya karar verdim. Sonra benim kar\u0131m olacak, beni \u00f6ylesine sevip ok\u015fayacak ki, i\u00e7imden sizlere \u015fark\u0131 s\u00f6ylemek gelmeyecek art\u0131k. Yok olan \u00f6zg\u00fcrl\u00fc\u011f\u00fcme yanmayaca\u011f\u0131m! \u00d6yle de\u011fil mi Radda?”
Delikanl\u0131 g\u00f6zlerini kald\u0131rarak ku\u015fkuyla Radda’ya bakt\u0131. K\u0131z hi\u00e7bir \u015fey s\u00f6ylemeden ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 sert\u00e7e sallad\u0131, eliyle ayaklar\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6sterdi. Bizler, ta\u015f kesilmi\u015f\u00e7esine bak\u0131yorduk. Hatt\u00e2, Loyko Zobar’\u0131n -bu k\u0131z Radda bile olsa- bir k\u0131z\u0131n ayaklar\u0131na kapand\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6rmemek i\u00e7in \u00e7ekip bir yerlere gitmek istiyorduk. Y\u00fcrekler ac\u0131s\u0131 bir \u015feydi bu.<\/p>\n

Radda:
“- Haydi!” diye ba\u011f\u0131rd\u0131 Zobar’a.
Delikanl\u0131:
“- Dur bakal\u0131m, acele etme, istedi\u011fin olacak. B\u0131kacaks\u0131n hatt\u00e2…” diyerek g\u00fcld\u00fc. Sanki g\u00fclmedi de, bir \u00e7elik \u00e7\u0131nlad\u0131 san\u0131rs\u0131n. Sonra bize d\u00f6nerek:
“- \u0130\u015fte her \u015fey tamam arkada\u015flar!” dedi. “Ne kal\u0131yor geriye? Radda’n\u0131n y\u00fcre\u011fi bana s\u00f6yledi\u011fi gibi sa\u011flam m\u0131 ger\u00e7ekten? Geriye bunu denemek kal\u0131yor sadece. Kusura bakmay\u0131n karde\u015fler, ben de bunu deneyece\u011fim \u015fimdi!”
Biz daha onun ne demek istedi\u011fini anlayamadan, Radda’n\u0131n yerde yatt\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6rmemiz bir oldu. Zobar’\u0131n sap\u0131na kadar saplanm\u0131\u015f e\u011fri b\u0131\u00e7a\u011f\u0131 g\u00f6\u011fs\u00fcnde sallan\u0131yordu. Donakald\u0131k. Radda b\u0131\u00e7a\u011f\u0131 \u00e7ekip \u00e7\u0131kard\u0131, bir yana f\u0131rlatt\u0131, kara sa\u00e7lar\u0131n\u0131n bir tutam\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6\u011fs\u00fcne bast\u0131rd\u0131 ve g\u00fcl\u00fcmseyerek; g\u00fcr, a\u00e7\u0131k bir sesle:<\/p>\n

“- Elveda Loyko! B\u00f6yle yapaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 biliyordum!…” dedi ve \u00f6ld\u00fc…
G\u00f6r\u00fcyor musun k\u0131z\u0131 \u015fahinim? Yalan\u0131m varsa Allah belam\u0131 versin! B\u00f6ylesine iblis bir k\u0131zd\u0131!
Loyko bozk\u0131ra d\u00f6nerek:
“- He-hey! \u015eimdi ayaklar\u0131na kapanabilirim i\u015fte gururlu krali\u00e7e!” diye hayk\u0131rd\u0131. Yere at\u0131ld\u0131 ve dudaklar\u0131n\u0131 \u00f6l\u00fc Radda’n\u0131n ayaklar\u0131na bast\u0131rarak \u00f6ylece kald\u0131. Bizler \u015fapkalar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 \u00e7\u0131karm\u0131\u015f, sessizce duruyorduk.
B\u00f6yle bir durumda ne yapars\u0131n \u015fahinim? Haydi bakal\u0131m! Nur, “Ba\u011flayal\u0131m onu…” diyecek oldu, fakat hi\u00e7birimizin Loyko Zobar’\u0131 ba\u011flamaya kalkmayaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131, i\u00e7imizin b\u00f6yle bir \u015fey g\u00f6t\u00fcrmeyece\u011fini o da biliyordu. Elini sallayarak bir k\u0131y\u0131ya \u00e7ekildi. Danilo, Radda’n\u0131n bir yana f\u0131rlatt\u0131\u011f\u0131 b\u0131\u00e7a\u011f\u0131 yerden ald\u0131, a\u011farm\u0131\u015f b\u0131y\u0131klar\u0131n\u0131 oynatarak uzun uzun bakt\u0131 ona. \u00dczerinde Radda’n\u0131n kan\u0131 kurumam\u0131\u015ft\u0131 daha. \u0130nad\u0131na e\u011fri, inad\u0131na sivri bir b\u0131\u00e7akt\u0131 bu. Sonra Zobar’a yakla\u015ft\u0131, b\u0131\u00e7a\u011f\u0131 onun s\u0131rt\u0131na, tam kalbinin hizas\u0131na saplad\u0131. Eski asker Danilo, Radda’n\u0131n babas\u0131yd\u0131 ne de olsa!
Loyko, Danilo’ya d\u00f6nerek; a\u00e7\u0131k, anla\u015f\u0131l\u0131r bir sesle:
“- Bak hele!” dedi ve Radda’ya yeti\u015fmeye gitti.
\u00d6ylece bakakald\u0131k. Radda elindeki bir tutam sa\u00e7\u0131 g\u00f6\u011fs\u00fcne bast\u0131rm\u0131\u015f, a\u00e7\u0131k g\u00f6zleri mavi g\u00f6ky\u00fcz\u00fcne dikili, yat\u0131yordu. Onun ayaklar\u0131n\u0131n ucunda da yi\u011fit Loyko Zobar uzan\u0131yordu. Per\u00e7emleri da\u011f\u0131lm\u0131\u015f, y\u00fcz\u00fc g\u00f6r\u00fcnmez olmu\u015ftu.
Derin bir d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnceye dalm\u0131\u015ft\u0131k hepimiz. Ya\u015fl\u0131 Danilo’nun b\u0131y\u0131klar\u0131 titriyordu. G\u00fcr ka\u015flar\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7atm\u0131\u015f, g\u00f6zlerini g\u00f6ky\u00fcz\u00fcne dikmi\u015f, bir \u015fey s\u00f6ylemeden \u00f6ylece duruyordu. Akbaba gibi apak bir adam olan Nur, y\u00fcz\u00fckoyun yere uzanm\u0131\u015f, zay\u0131f omuzlar\u0131 sars\u0131la sars\u0131la a\u011fl\u0131yordu.
A\u011flanacak \u015feydi bu \u015fahinim!
-… Gidiyorsan dosdo\u011fru kendi yolundan git, bir yana sapay\u0131m deme. Hayat dedi\u011fin budur i\u015fte, gerisine kulak asma!…
Makar sustu. \u00c7ubu\u011funu t\u00fct\u00fcn kesesine yerle\u015ftirerek gocu\u011funun \u00f6n\u00fcn\u00fc \u00f6rtt\u00fc. Damla damla bir ya\u011fmur serpi\u015ftirmeye, r\u00fczg\u00e2r \u015fiddetlenmeye ba\u015flam\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Deniz bo\u011fuk, k\u0131zg\u0131n bir sesle g\u00fcrl\u00fcyordu. Atlar, birbiri arkas\u0131na, s\u00f6nmekte olan ate\u015fe yakla\u015f\u0131yor; iri, ak\u0131ll\u0131 g\u00f6zleriyle bizi inceleyerek sessiz bir halka halinde \u00e7evremizde toplan\u0131yorlard\u0131.
Makar onlara ok\u015fay\u0131c\u0131 bir sesle:
“- Hop, hop, hey!” diye \u00fcnledi. Sonra kuzgun renkli sevgili at\u0131n\u0131n boynuna eliyle vurdu, bana d\u00f6nerek “Uyuyal\u0131m art\u0131k” dedi ve gocu\u011funu ba\u015f\u0131na \u00e7ekip topra\u011fa uzanarak sessizli\u011fe g\u00f6m\u00fcld\u00fc.
Ben uyuyam\u0131yordum. G\u00f6zlerimi bozk\u0131r\u0131n karanl\u0131\u011f\u0131na dikmi\u015ftim. Orada, havada, Radda’n\u0131n bir \u00e7ari\u00e7e kadar g\u00fczel ve ma\u011frur g\u00f6r\u00fcnt\u00fcs\u00fc y\u00fcz\u00fcyordu. Elindeki bir tutam sa\u00e7\u0131 g\u00f6\u011fs\u00fcndeki yaraya bast\u0131rm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Esmer, ince parmaklar\u0131n\u0131n aras\u0131ndan damla damla akan kan, ate\u015f k\u0131z\u0131ll\u0131\u011f\u0131nda yald\u0131zc\u0131klar gibi topra\u011fa d\u00f6k\u00fcl\u00fcyordu.
Yi\u011fit Loyko Zobar’\u0131n g\u00f6r\u00fcnt\u00fcs\u00fc de onun pe\u015fi s\u0131ra ak\u0131p gidiyordu. G\u00fcr, kara per\u00e7emleri y\u00fcz\u00fcne d\u00f6k\u00fclm\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc. Onlar\u0131n alt\u0131ndan da so\u011fuk, iri g\u00f6zya\u015f\u0131 damlalar\u0131 birbiri arkas\u0131na yuvarlan\u0131yordu…
Ya\u011fmur \u015fiddetleniyor; deniz, eski asker Danilo’nun k\u0131z\u0131 Radda’yla yi\u011fit Loyko Zobar’a, bu g\u00fczel ve ma\u011frur \u00c7ingene \u00e7iftine karanl\u0131k, g\u00f6rkemli bir a\u011f\u0131t yak\u0131yordu.
Onlar gecenin karanl\u0131\u011f\u0131nda, sessizce, yava\u015f yava\u015f ko\u015fuyorlar, yak\u0131\u015f\u0131kl\u0131 Loyko ma\u011frur Radda’ya bir t\u00fcrl\u00fc yeti\u015femiyordu.<\/p>\n

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Kimi zaman h\u0131zlanarak, ta\u015f\u0131y\u0131p getirdi\u011fi buru\u015fuk, sar\u0131 yapraklar\u0131 ate\u015fe f\u0131rlat\u0131yor; \u00e7evremizi ku\u015fatan g\u00fcz gecesinin sisi titriyor ve \u00fcrkerek geriye \u00e7ekilip, bir an i\u00e7in, solda s\u0131n\u0131rs\u0131z bozk\u0131r\u0131, sa\u011fda sonsuz denizi, tam kar\u015f\u0131mda da elli ad\u0131m \u00f6temize konmu\u015f […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[115],"tags":[],"class_list":{"0":"post-4806","1":"post","2":"type-post","3":"status-publish","4":"format-standard","6":"category-ceviri-oykuler"},"yoast_head":"\nSen ne ekmeksin, ne de de\u011fnek, kimsenin sana ihtiyac\u0131 yoktur | Makar \u00c7udra - Maksim Gorki - narteks.net<\/title>\n<meta name=\"robots\" content=\"index, follow, max-snippet:-1, max-image-preview:large, max-video-preview:-1\" \/>\n<link rel=\"canonical\" href=\"https:\/\/narteks.net\/index.php\/2010\/12\/08\/sen-ne-ekmeksin-ne-de-degnek-kimsenin-sana-ihtiyaci-yoktur-makar-cudra-maksim-gorki\/\" \/>\n<meta property=\"og:locale\" content=\"tr_TR\" \/>\n<meta property=\"og:type\" content=\"article\" \/>\n<meta property=\"og:title\" content=\"Sen ne ekmeksin, ne de de\u011fnek, kimsenin sana ihtiyac\u0131 yoktur | Makar \u00c7udra - Maksim Gorki\" \/>\n<meta property=\"og:description\" content=\"K\u0131y\u0131ya \u00e7arpan dalgalar\u0131n \u015f\u0131p\u0131rt\u0131s\u0131ndan ve k\u0131y\u0131 \u00e7al\u0131lar\u0131n\u0131n h\u0131\u015f\u0131rt\u0131s\u0131ndan do\u011fan d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcr\u00fcc\u00fc ezgiyi bozk\u0131ra yayarak, nemli so\u011fuk bir r\u00fczg\u00e2r esiyordu denizden. 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