\u00a0<\/p>\n
kimse \u00f6\u00e7 alamaz benim masumiyetimden
dizelerdeki zehirle
ka\u00e7 haf\u0131za gezer
dilimin alt\u0131nda bilinen y\u0131lan
da\u011flar\u0131 i\u011fne deli\u011finden ge\u00e7irir
kimsenin zaman\u0131na u\u011framadan<\/p>\n
tenha kin uzak g\u00f6lge hileli
k\u00f6klerde demlenen
i\u00e7imizde dinmeyen kuytu mevsim
vaktini bekleyen d\u00fc\u011f\u00fcml\u00fc sarma\u015f\u0131klar gibi
kalbim \u00f6ld\u00fcr\u00fcr herkesi<\/p>\n
ah kimseden sorulmaz ki
hi\u00e7bir\u015fey yapmaman\u0131n zehri<\/p>\n
g\u00f6vdeye indirilmi\u015f s\u00f6zl\u00fck
kullan\u0131rken azalan
vah\u015fili\u011fin likit beklentisi
i\u00e7imizde \u00e7akallanan \u015fimdi,
burada ve hi\u00e7bir zaman<\/p>\n
taze hikayelerle yaman\u0131r yaral\u0131 bellek
tuzak yeni tehlikelerle g\u00f6vdelenir
hi\u00e7 kullan\u0131lmad\u0131klar\u0131 bo\u015fluklarda
sanr\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 tetikleyen kelimeler
tan\u0131d\u0131k bir yabanc\u0131l\u0131k kazan\u0131r
ba\u015fkalar\u0131na anlat\u0131ld\u0131k\u00e7a
\u00e7\u0131nlayan e\u015fyan\u0131n
teslim ald\u0131\u011f\u0131
hayatlar\u0131n bilgisi
s\u0131zamaz esrar\u0131m\u0131za
her iklim kendi mutla\u011f\u0131n\u0131 ararken
kilitli hayallerin yer de\u011fi\u015ftirdi\u011fi aynalardan
aynalara yepyeni bir bo\u015fluk kal\u0131r<\/p>\n
damarlar\u0131mda sahipsiz akan
kurakl\u0131k
g\u00fcr\u00fclt\u00fcs\u00fc vah\u015fi kan
\u00e7\u00f6l kanunlar\u0131 ge\u00e7iyor
g\u00f6\u00e7\u00fcm\u00fcn unutulmu\u015f ormanlar\u0131ndan
kin bekliyor k\u0131n\u0131nda
bor\u00e7land\u0131\u011f\u0131 zamanlar\u0131
geri g\u00f6ndermek i\u00e7in
kulland\u0131\u011f\u0131 g\u00fcnahlara
yemin ve rehin
ne kadar ikizse kalbimize
\u00f6l\u00fcm a\u015fkta se\u011firir
kimseye ald\u0131rmadan
ge\u00e7en mevsimler gibi
biz kendimizi tan\u0131d\u0131k san\u0131rken
y\u0131llar bizi kendiyle de\u011fi\u015ftirir<\/p>\n
ancak \u015fiirle s\u00f6yleyebiliriz:
kendimize bunca yabanc\u0131l\u0131k
bizi tan\u0131d\u0131k k\u0131lan<\/p>\n
k\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 netice, k\u0131z\u0131l kin
kandan al\u0131nm\u0131\u015f rengin verimi
\u00f6mr\u00fcn bir\u00e7ok \u00e7apraz\u0131 gibi
uzakl\u0131k kazan\u0131r g\u00f6r\u00fcld\u00fck\u00e7e
a\u015fkla \u00f6ld\u00fcr\u00fcr, \u00f6l\u00fcmle a\u015f\u0131k eder
ruhun duvarlar\u0131na k\u00f6p\u00fcrm\u00fc\u015f
kara is karanl\u0131k iklim u\u00e7suz ger\u00e7eklik
kendini ya\u015far sahibinin g\u00f6r\u00fcnmezinde
ne kadar yolculuk etsende dibe
i\u00e7inden \u00e7\u0131kamad\u0131\u011f\u0131n
i\u00e7indeki \u00f6l\u00fc \u00e7ocuk
her \u015fey ne \u00e7ok belli derken
ne \u00e7ok belirsizlik
anaya babaya yar a a\u015fk kadar derin
a\u015fk kadar b\u00fcy\u00fck kin
y\u0131llara e\u015flik eden sinsi nab\u0131z
saydam z\u0131rhlarla korunmu\u015f b\u00fcy\u00fck \u015femsiyesi g\u00fcndeli\u011fin
bal\u0131k g\u00f6zlerinin bile g\u00f6remedi\u011fi derinliklerde
bizden sonrakilere devretti\u011fimiz
bize te\u011fet ku\u015fanm\u0131\u015f gizlerin
bazen yan\u0131l\u0131p a\u015fk deriz buna
zaten yan\u0131lmadan diyemedi\u011fi hi\u00e7 kimsenin
dipte derin damar
a\u015fk, en k\u00f6kl\u00fc kin
ana baba yar
bir g\u00fcn hepsi kaybolur
birbirinin yaras\u0131n\u0131n i\u00e7inde<\/p>\n
derin, \u00e7ok derin<\/p>\n
topra\u011f\u0131n bilinen s\u0131rlar\u0131yla
kendimden yap\u0131lm\u0131\u015f mezar\u0131m\u0131 \u00f6rter gibi
ba\u011f\u0131\u015fl\u0131yorum su\u00e7lar\u0131m\u0131 bilmedi\u011fim bir karanl\u0131\u011fa
ne kadar \u00f6de\u015fsen de \u00f6mr\u00fcn yetmez
bizi biz yapan i\u00e7imizin sakl\u0131 sular\u0131nda
bizden habersiz ya\u015fayanlara<\/p>\n
a\u015ft\u0131m sand\u0131\u011f\u0131n bir e\u015fi\u011fin ayaklar\u0131 alt\u0131nda
bir g\u00fcn bir damar u\u011fultusu vurur d\u00fcnyaya
\u00f6lerek bile ka\u00e7amazs\u0131n aram\u0131zdan
ehlile\u015ftirilmi\u015f tekrarlarla ya\u015fanan say\u0131klama
yeniden d\u00f6neceksin buraya
imkans\u0131zd\u0131r a\u015fk insan imkans\u0131zla\u015ft\u0131k\u00e7a
d\u00fcnya ba\u015fka bir yer olana kadar: anakin<\/p>\n
Murathan MUNGAN<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
\u00a0 kimse \u00f6\u00e7 alamaz benim masumiyetimdendizelerdeki zehirleka\u00e7 haf\u0131za gezerdilimin alt\u0131nda bilinen y\u0131landa\u011flar\u0131 i\u011fne deli\u011finden ge\u00e7irirkimsenin zaman\u0131na u\u011framadan tenha kin uzak g\u00f6lge hilelik\u00f6klerde demleneni\u00e7imizde dinmeyen kuytu mevsimvaktini bekleyen d\u00fc\u011f\u00fcml\u00fc sarma\u015f\u0131klar gibikalbim \u00f6ld\u00fcr\u00fcr herkesi ah kimseden sorulmaz kihi\u00e7bir\u015fey yapmaman\u0131n zehri g\u00f6vdeye indirilmi\u015f s\u00f6zl\u00fckkullan\u0131rken azalanvah\u015fili\u011fin likit beklentisii\u00e7imizde \u00e7akallanan \u015fimdi,burada ve hi\u00e7bir zaman taze hikayelerle yaman\u0131r yaral\u0131 bellektuzak yeni […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[154],"tags":[],"class_list":{"0":"post-4868","1":"post","2":"type-post","3":"status-publish","4":"format-standard","6":"category-murathan-mungan"},"yoast_head":"\n