1.
bildi\u011fim kendimi bildim bileli a\u015f\u0131k oldu\u011fum,
bildi\u011fim ancak a\u015f\u0131kken var oldu\u011fum…
i\u015fte bu y\u00fczden, benim i\u00e7in a\u015f\u0131k olmak;
\u00e7oktand\u0131r hasretine katland\u0131\u011f\u0131m yoklu\u011fum.
‘e\u011fer a\u015fktan s\u00f6z edildi\u011fini duymam\u0131\u015f olsalar
hi\u00e7bir zaman sevemeyecek olan insanlar vard\u0131r, ‘
demi\u015f La Rochefoucauld
benimse hep b\u00f6ylelerini severek ba\u015flad\u0131 vurgunum…<\/p>\n
2.
her durakta \u00f6l\u00fcms\u00fcz bir a\u015fk edinece\u011fim
bir bak\u0131\u015ftan, bir duru\u015ftan,
\u00e7a\u011fr\u0131\u015f\u0131m\u0131n sonsuz h\u0131z\u0131ndan
unutulmaz bir sevgili daha b\u0131rakaca\u011f\u0131m ard\u0131mda.
belki de ya\u015fanabilecek en g\u00fczel ser\u00fcveni
terk edece\u011fim
daha otob\u00fcs\u00fcn ilk basama\u011f\u0131nda.
kim bilebilir ki?
sonray\u0131, sonras\u0131n\u0131 kim bilebilir?
gizli gizli veda edece\u011fim ona; g\u00f6rmeyecek
ve bu duyguyla burkulmu\u015f y\u00fcre\u011fim
otob\u00fcs cam\u0131na ba\u011fr\u0131nda bir ok ile
bir a\u015fk levhas\u0131 \u00e7izecek, ah min-el!
bu da \u00f6tekiler gibi,
kendisini \u00f6lesiye sevdi\u011fimi bilmeden
ya\u015fay\u0131p gidecek..<\/p>\n
3.
\u015fimdi hemen kalksam buradan
hemen \u00e7\u0131ksam uzun sokaklardan birine
kiminle kar\u015f\u0131la\u015fabilirim
kime vurulurum \u00f6lesiye, eve d\u00f6nmeden
geceme kuzguni bir cehennem gibi eklenen
bir \u00f6l\u00fcmc\u00fcl sevda hangi k\u00f6\u015fe ba\u015f\u0131nda
keser yolumu
bir tenhaya ulak olan
o suret av\u0131
b\u0131rak\u0131r m\u0131 yakam\u0131
harac\u0131 \u00f6denmeden
b\u0131rak\u0131r m\u0131 yakam\u0131
bir suretten, bir \u015fiirden, bir h\u00fcz\u00fcnden
ak ka\u011f\u0131da d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr\u00fclm\u00fc\u015f
imzas\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6rmeden<\/p>\n
b\u0131rakmazlar yakam\u0131, bilirim, ben \u00f6lmeden<\/p>\n
4.
hangi a\u015fk m\u00fcmk\u00fcnd\u00fcr a\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u00f6ld\u00fcrmeden
her a\u015fk, her \u015fiir
ard\u0131ndan uzun uzun bak\u0131lan ad\u0131 bilinmedik sevgilerden,
k\u00fcsk\u00fcn omuzlu terk edilmi\u015fliklerden,
perspektifinde hep bir sokak ta\u015f\u0131yan
o sessiz
o faili me\u00e7hul cinayetlerden
resim alt\u0131 s\u00f6zc\u00fcklerden
a\u015fk m\u00fcmk\u00fcn olsa idi ah, a\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u00f6ld\u00fcrmeden<\/p>\n
b\u0131rak\u0131r m\u0131 yakam\u0131 ka\u011f\u0131d\u0131n \u00f6l\u00fcm beyaz\u0131 sureti
elle bilenmi\u015f s\u00f6zc\u00fckler,
y\u00fcre\u011fime sokulan ser\u00fcvenin han\u00e7er tad\u0131
nabz\u0131m\u0131n at\u0131\u015f\u0131na ayak uyduran vezninde
gece ad\u0131mlar\u0131 \u015fiirlerimin
b\u0131rak\u0131r m\u0131 yakam\u0131 ya\u015fad\u0131klar\u0131m\u0131
d\u00f6kmeden imgelerin giysilerine
hayat\u0131n maskelenmi\u015f ger\u00e7ekli\u011fine
upuzun bir mesafeyle yeniden sokulmak i\u00e7in
yeniden ve yeniden. <\/p>\n
Murathan MUNGAN<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
1.bildi\u011fim kendimi bildim bileli a\u015f\u0131k oldu\u011fum,bildi\u011fim ancak a\u015f\u0131kken var oldu\u011fum…i\u015fte bu y\u00fczden, benim i\u00e7in a\u015f\u0131k olmak;\u00e7oktand\u0131r hasretine katland\u0131\u011f\u0131m yoklu\u011fum.‘e\u011fer a\u015fktan s\u00f6z edildi\u011fini duymam\u0131\u015f olsalarhi\u00e7bir zaman sevemeyecek olan insanlar vard\u0131r, ‘demi\u015f La Rochefoucauldbenimse hep b\u00f6ylelerini severek ba\u015flad\u0131 vurgunum… 2.her durakta \u00f6l\u00fcms\u00fcz bir a\u015fk edinece\u011fimbir bak\u0131\u015ftan, bir duru\u015ftan,\u00e7a\u011fr\u0131\u015f\u0131m\u0131n sonsuz h\u0131z\u0131ndanunutulmaz bir sevgili daha b\u0131rakaca\u011f\u0131m ard\u0131mda.belki de ya\u015fanabilecek […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[154],"tags":[],"class_list":{"0":"post-4880","1":"post","2":"type-post","3":"status-publish","4":"format-standard","6":"category-murathan-mungan"},"yoast_head":"\n