Cevab\u0131 \u00f6m\u00fcr s\u00fcren bir soru b\u0131rakt\u0131m sana
Mendili kan kokan sevgili arkada\u015f\u0131m
Usta bak\u0131\u015flar\u0131n ke\u015ffetti\u011fi rahatl\u0131kla arkama yasland\u0131m
elimde \u015fah mat y\u00fcz\u00fc\u011f\u00fcmde tek ta\u015f siyan\u00fcr
ad\u0131nla bulanan bir a\u015fk\u0131n, bir maceran\u0131n
maceras\u0131nda
yolun sonunu s\u00f6yl\u00fcyordu
g\u00fcnahkar iki melek olan sa\u011fd\u0131\u00e7lar\u0131m<\/p>\n
al birka\u00e7 bulutlu s\u00f6zc\u00fck
atlas\u0131n\u0131 s\u0131rt\u0131nda ta\u015f\u0131yan \u00e7al\u0131nm\u0131\u015f bir zaman
mekik, taflan, kar kesad\u0131 bir iklim
a\u015fk m\u0131, macera m\u0131 dersin bu uzun seferberlik
bu ili\u015fkinin topo\u011frafyas\u0131n\u0131
mezhepler tarihinden bulup \u00e7\u0131kard\u0131m
adanan boynunda o g\u00fcm\u00fc\u015f zincir
bilmiyorsun armas\u0131 sallan\u0131yor ucunda
i\u015fte yazg\u0131n\u0131n kara z\u0131rhl\u0131s\u0131!
Kork! kutsal kitaplardaki kadar kork!
\u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc hi\u00e7tir b\u00fct\u00fcn duygular
Korkunun verimi yan\u0131nda<\/p>\n
Benim ruhum nehirler kadar derin!
K\u0131z\u0131l k\u0131sraklar gibi \u00fcst\u00fcmden ge\u00e7eceksin!<\/p>\n
ar\u0131 bir sessizlik duruyor
\u015fiddetimizin armalar\u0131 aras\u0131ndaki uzakl\u0131kta
g\u00f6vdenin demir \u00e7ekirde\u011fi
kalkan teninin alt\u0131nda
sana okunaks\u0131z bana saydam giz
i\u00e7indeki u\u011fultunun izini s\u00fcr\u00fcyorum
bir a\u00e7\u0131kl\u0131\u011fa ta\u015f\u0131yorum ele vermez yerlerini
harabeler diriliyor
heykeller tamamlan\u0131yor
kendi kehanetinden b\u00fcy\u00fclenmi\u015f g\u00f6zlerimin \u00f6n\u00fcnde
ba\u015fka \u00e7a\u011flara gidip geliyoruz
a\u015fk tanr\u0131s\u0131 i\u00e7in
sevi\u015fti\u011fimiz ve uyudu\u011fumuz sahillerde
a\u015fk\u0131n kaplan ve y\u0131lan d\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm\u00fcyle<\/p>\n
\u00f6p\u00fcyorum seni boynundaki yaradan
iniyorum kayna\u011f\u0131na
ayd\u0131nlanmam\u0131\u015f yanlar\u0131n \u0131\u015f\u0131\u011fa \u00e7\u0131k\u0131yor
dokunu\u015flar\u0131m\u0131n par\u0131lt\u0131s\u0131nda
d\u00fc\u011f\u00fcml\u00fc mendilin, g\u00fcm\u00fc\u015f zincirin
s\u0131ms\u0131k\u0131 m\u00fch\u00fcrlendi\u011fin b\u00fct\u00fcn kilitler
\u00e7\u00f6z\u00fcl\u00fcyor avu\u00e7lar\u0131mda<\/p>\n
t\u0131ls\u0131m tamamlan\u0131yor
orta\u00e7a\u011f kentlerinden ge\u00e7iyoruz d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015fte
indi\u011fim kaynaklar\u0131n mezhep de\u011fi\u015ftiriyor
zaman\u0131n ve uzam\u0131n kilitlendi\u011fi kara kutuda benim kelimelerim
t\u0131ls\u0131m tamamlan\u0131yor
dudaklar\u0131mdan s\u0131zan erkek s\u00fct\u00fcn\u00fcn kara b\u00fcy\u00fcs\u00fcyle
sevgilim, oluyorsun
uyuyor ve y\u0131kan\u0131yoruz ay \u0131\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131nda
bak\u0131yorum g\u00fcne\u015f iniyor y\u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fcn alacakaranl\u0131\u011f\u0131na<\/p>\n
Ad\u0131n yoktu tan\u0131\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131zda
eksi\u011fini de duymad\u0131k
bazen bir r\u00fczgar\u0131, bazen birka\u00e7 zeytini
ad\u0131n\u0131n yerine kulland\u0131k<\/p>\n
Ad\u0131n yoktu tan\u0131\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131zda
sonra da olmad\u0131
\u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc ba\u015fka biri oldun zamanla<\/p>\n
\u015eimdi ad\u0131n var
\u015eimdi ruhumun sislere sar\u0131l\u0131 derinlikleri
y\u00fckseliyor ve tehdit ediyor
k\u0131st\u0131r\u0131lm\u0131\u015f varl\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131n b\u00fct\u00fcn cephelerini
y\u00fcz\u00fcm\u00fcn pususunda geziyor
sularda bilenmi\u015f b\u0131\u00e7aklar
uyand\u0131r\u0131lm\u0131\u015f ac\u0131lar\u0131m, bulanm\u0131\u015f sarn\u0131c\u0131m
etimle ruhum aras\u0131nda \u00e7eli\u015fen ilke
geri d\u00f6nd\u00fc bana
kendi ellerimle kurdu\u011fum kara b\u00fcy\u00fcden
i\u00e7imdeki tarih bitti
siliyorum bir a\u015fk\u0131 var eden her ayr\u0131nt\u0131daki parmak izlerini
ve \u015fimdi ad\u0131n var
ve \u015fimdi
ikimizin vaktinde
intikam saati geldi<\/p>\n
Omayra, bu ad\u0131 verdim sana
ve mevsimleri b\u00fct\u00fcn anlamlar\u0131yla
iki \u00e7ak\u0131l\u0131na bir deniz vereyim
hayallerine mavi bu\u011fday
dokuz ya\u015fam\u0131n olsun tek tek \u00f6ld\u00fcreyim
esmer ve \u00e7\u0131r\u0131l\u00e7\u0131plak bir gecede
b\u00fct\u00fcn d\u00fc\u015fmanlar\u0131n gelecek
koynumdaki cenazene<\/p>\n
seni saran efsane \u00e7\u00fcr\u00fcy\u00fcp topra\u011fa kar\u0131\u015f\u0131rken
kuca\u011f\u0131mda ba\u015f\u0131n
g\u00fcm\u00fc\u015f bir tarakla tarayaca\u011f\u0131m sa\u00e7lar\u0131n\u0131
kendi enkaz\u0131m\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcnde
kurtlar, \u00e7akallar gibi uluyarak a\u011flayaca\u011f\u0131m ac\u0131dan
\u00f6ld\u00fcrerek ya\u015fataca\u011f\u0131m seni kendimde<\/p>\n
Oca\u011f\u0131n par\u0131lt\u0131s\u0131yla ayd\u0131nlanan y\u00fcz\u00fcn
g\u00fcc\u00fcnden habersiz sakin g\u00fcl\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn
kam\u00e7\u0131l\u0131yor i\u00e7imdeki b\u00fct\u00fcn k\u00f6leleri
ben ki hileli bir oyun,
birka\u00e7 k\u0131r\u0131k zar
ve kara muskal\u0131 t\u0131ls\u0131mlarla
alm\u0131\u015fken seni kaderinden, k\u0131yas\u0131ya ba\u011flam\u0131\u015fken kendime
as\u0131l sen tutsak etmi\u015fsin beni
d\u00fcnyaya kapal\u0131 kap\u0131lar\u0131n ard\u0131ndaki
i\u00e7i bo\u015f sessizli\u011fine<\/p>\n
s\u0131\u011fl\u0131\u011f\u0131n, sevgisizli\u011fin
o sonsuz kendili\u011findenli\u011fin
d\u00fcnyan\u0131n sana de\u011fmeyen yerleri
nas\u0131l da \u00e7ekici yap\u0131yor seni
o kadar ba\u011fland\u0131m ki
tutkusuz bedenine
ya \u00f6ld\u00fcrece\u011fim seni
ya tun\u00e7 \u00e7a\u011f\u0131ndan heykeller indirece\u011fim d\u00f6k\u00fcm\u00fcne<\/p>\n
Say\u0131klayan bir a\u011fa\u00e7 gibiyim Omayra
u\u011fultusu geliyor ta derinden
g\u00f6vdemin ge\u00e7ti\u011fi masallar\u0131n
i\u00e7imdeki deprem ayakta tutuyor beni
geri d\u00f6n\u00fcp vuruyor \u00e7al\u0131nm\u0131\u015f zaman
bak sana korkakl\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131 veriyorum
var olman\u0131n b\u00fct\u00fcn varo\u015flar\u0131ndan
ben yenildim, i\u015fte silahlar\u0131m
t\u0131ls\u0131m tamamland\u0131
sonuna geldim \u00e7izgilerini sildi\u011fim
bir b\u00fcy\u00fck haritan\u0131n
A\u015fk\u0131m \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fcn s\u0131n\u0131r\u0131nda Omayra
oldu\u011fun yerde kal k\u0131m\u0131ldama! <\/p>\n
Murathan MUNGAN<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
Cevab\u0131 \u00f6m\u00fcr s\u00fcren bir soru b\u0131rakt\u0131m sanaMendili kan kokan sevgili arkada\u015f\u0131mUsta bak\u0131\u015flar\u0131n ke\u015ffetti\u011fi rahatl\u0131kla arkama yasland\u0131melimde \u015fah mat y\u00fcz\u00fc\u011f\u00fcmde tek ta\u015f siyan\u00fcrad\u0131nla bulanan bir a\u015fk\u0131n, bir maceran\u0131nmaceras\u0131ndayolun sonunu s\u00f6yl\u00fcyordug\u00fcnahkar iki melek olan sa\u011fd\u0131\u00e7lar\u0131m al birka\u00e7 bulutlu s\u00f6zc\u00fckatlas\u0131n\u0131 s\u0131rt\u0131nda ta\u015f\u0131yan \u00e7al\u0131nm\u0131\u015f bir zamanmekik, taflan, kar kesad\u0131 bir iklima\u015fk m\u0131, macera m\u0131 dersin bu uzun seferberlikbu ili\u015fkinin […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[154],"tags":[],"class_list":{"0":"post-4962","1":"post","2":"type-post","3":"status-publish","4":"format-standard","6":"category-murathan-mungan"},"yoast_head":"\n