g\u00f6ze al\u0131rsan\u0131z e\u011fer
k\u0131r\u0131l\u0131r
da\u011f\u0131l\u0131r aynadan
sand\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131z resimler
s\u00f6zc\u00fckler kal\u0131r geriye
cam k\u0131r\u0131klar\u0131na saklanm\u0131\u015f
az \u0131\u015f\u0131kl\u0131 odalarda s\u00f6zc\u00fckler
Ayna: anlam ve g\u00f6r\u00fcnt\u00fc i\u00e7in s\u0131rlanm\u0131\u015f kiler
bulur \u00e7\u0131kar\u0131rs\u0131n\u0131z bir yerlerden
daha bulurken karar\u0131rs\u0131n\u0131z
\u00e7ok \u00f6nce \u00f6\u011frenmi\u015ftiniz: Bedel
\u00f6zlenir ve kal\u0131r geriye
gerekenler<\/p>\n
Sonra bir g\u00fcn
Sizin i\u00e7in bir g\u00fcn
Tehlikesiz, eski bir harita gibi
uyuttu\u011funuz aynalar\u0131n tozunu silerken
elinize batar
bir zamanlar yaran\u0131z\u0131 kanatm\u0131\u015f s\u00f6zc\u00fckler
olaylar silinmi\u015f, adlar unutulmu\u015f, belirsiz bir geometride
yerini bir t\u00fcrl\u00fc bulamaz ki\u015filer, ili\u015fkiler
yaln\u0131zca bir duygu
dipdiri bir ac\u0131 \u00e7ok eski tarihli bir \u00e7a\u011fr\u0131\u015f\u0131ma e\u015flik eder
bu nedir ki, y\u0131llar sonra, tel\u00e2\u015fs\u0131z bir g\u00fcn, \u00f6mr\u00fcm\u00fcz\u00fcn durulmu\u015f
bir mevsiminde, i\u00e7inizin kaz\u0131nm\u0131\u015f yerlerinden
\u00f6l\u00fcmc\u00fcl bir a\u011fr\u0131 ans\u0131z\u0131n geri teper<\/p>\n
E\u011filip bakrs\u0131n\u0131z aynaya
Siz \u00e7oktan gitmi\u015fsiniz
Yerinizde s\u00f6zc\u00fckler
B\u00f6yle zamanlarda s\u00f6zc\u00fckler
B\u00fct\u00fcn bir hayat\u0131n yerine ik\u00e2me eder<\/p>\n
S\u00f6zc\u00fckler.Tutmam\u0131\u015f \u00f6m\u00fcrlerin teyel yerleri
camlat\u0131lm\u0131\u015f kelebekler, kurutulmu\u015f akrepler gibi
ba\u015fkalar\u0131na kald\u0131n\u0131z
bir zamanlar sanm\u0131\u015ft\u0131n\u0131z ki hayat
kitaplardan ve s\u00f6zc\u00fcklerden ge\u00e7er
kendinizi eskiten oyunlara dald\u0131n\u0131z
\u00f6rne\u011fin uzun tutulmu\u015f bir \u00f6ns\u00f6z y\u00fcz\u00fcnden
kitaba ge\u00e7 kald\u0131n\u0131z
Ki ‘hayat\u0131n\u0131z’ su i\u00e7inde birka\u00e7 roman eder
S\u00f6zc\u00fckler.B\u00fcy\u00fclenmi\u015f, i\u00e7i doldurulmu\u015f, bekletilmi\u015f, kullan\u0131lm\u0131\u015f,
anlam\u0131 \u00e7o\u011falt\u0131lm\u0131\u015f, yani sizin
yerinizi bekler, diye
\u00f6\u011frendi\u011finiz
B\u00fct\u00fcn s\u00f6zc\u00fckler ya\u015fam\u0131 \u00e7ald\u0131 sizden
Aynadaki sand\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131z \u015fimdi b\u00fct\u00fcn hayat\u0131n\u0131z\u0131 temell\u00fck eder<\/p>\n
Bilirsiniz
aynalarla konu\u015fur \u00e7ok odal\u0131 evlerde b\u00fcy\u00fcyenler
d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn yerine ayna
anlar\u0131n, durumlar\u0131n, duygular\u0131n yerine
s\u00f6zc\u00fckler
masal\u0131n en iyi yani yeniden s\u00f6ylenebilmesidir
s\u00f6ylendik\u00e7e b\u00fcy\u00fclenirler
birle\u015fir nehirler, da\u011flar yer de\u011fi\u015ftirir, t\u0131ls\u0131m ve tehlike
\u00e7\u0131\u011f ve l\u00e2v, k\u0131l\u0131\u00e7 ve ipek, co\u011frafya ve tarih yeniden ke\u015ffedilir
\u0131\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131n k\u0131r\u0131lma yerlerinden ge\u00e7erken
s\u0131rlan\u0131r y\u00fczlerin kuytu yerleri
g\u00fcm\u00fc\u015f bir ala\u015f\u0131md\u0131r ilk imge: s\u0131n\u0131r ve melankoli
yani b\u00fct\u00fcnl\u00fck ve binbir gece
\u0131\u015f\u0131ks\u0131z aynan\u0131n yaln\u0131z
oldu\u011funu b\u00f6yle \u00f6\u011frenirler
bir g\u00fcn bir \u0131\u015f\u0131k s\u0131zar bir kap\u0131 aral\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan
giz ve ihanet \u00f6de\u015fir
d\u00fc\u015f erir.masal biter.b\u00fcy\u00fc tutmaz s\u00f6zc\u00fckler
G\u00f6r\u00fclm\u00fc\u015ft\u00fcrler.
erken par\u00e7alan\u0131r \u00e7ok odal\u0131 evlerde b\u00fcy\u00fcyenler<\/p>\n
Ya da b\u00f6yle sa\u011flamla\u015f\u0131rlar belki
her par\u00e7as\u0131 kuzey y\u0131ld\u0131z\u0131yken da\u011f\u0131lm\u0131\u015f aynan\u0131n
yola d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcp, yoldan \u00e7\u0131k\u0131p
hi\u00e7bir \u015feyi unutmadan, her \u015feyi yeniden \u00f6\u011frenirler
aynay\u0131, mithosu ve \u00f6tekini
yeniden d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnmeye
erken gecikenler<\/p>\n
ayna, mithos ve \u00f6teki
\u00f6zge\u00e7mi\u015fin vazge\u00e7ilmez elementleri
Ayna.Anayurdu ayna hepimizin.\u0130\u00e7inden \u00e7\u0131k\u0131p kavu\u015ftuk dile
ve eyleme ge\u00e7tik, ve kendimizi s\u0131nad\u0131k
a\u011f\u0131r ta\u015flar koyduk ki\u015fili\u011fimizin k\u00f6\u015felerine
yani kendi kanunlar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 varl\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n yer\u00e7ekimine
bilmeden ve b\u00f6ylelikle b\u00fct\u00fcn yolcular\u0131 yasaklad\u0131k kendimize
k\u0131r\u0131lm\u0131\u015ft\u0131 s\u00f6zc\u00fckler, par\u00e7alanm\u0131\u015ft\u0131 ayna
anlad\u0131k imgemizin yaln\u0131zca bir kovuk oldu\u011funu
ve bunu \u00f6\u011frenmenin g\u00f6\u00e7\u00fcnde
da\u011f\u0131ld\u0131k kuzey y\u0131ld\u0131zlar\u0131na
\u015eimdi uzak yollardan ve uzun maceralardan sonra yeniden
d\u00f6n\u00fcyoruz
\u00fclkemize, kimli\u011fimize; imgemizi orada b\u0131rakt\u0131k
imge oyunlar\u0131n\u0131 da
b\u0131rakarak ya\u015fland\u0131k bir\u00e7ok \u015feyi
B\u0131rakmay\u0131 kabullendi\u011fimiz g\u00fcnden beri.
a\u011f\u0131r yaln\u0131zl\u0131klardan ge\u00e7tik, \u00f6de\u015ftik kendimizle
bir u\u00e7tan bir uca savrulurken onca \u015fey harcad\u0131k hi\u00e7
d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnmeden
oysa h\u00e2l\u00e2 ayr\u0131nt\u0131lar ve ayr\u0131mlar aras\u0131ndaki
yollar kapal\u0131 bize<\/p>\n
olgunla\u015fmakla g\u00f6ze ald\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131z bir\u015feydir bu, ya da d\u00fcped\u00fcz
ya\u015fanmakla, umudun baz\u0131 \u00e7e\u015fitlerinden bo\u015fanmakla, gelecek
i\u00e7in bunca zaman ta\u015f\u0131d\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131z bir\u00e7ok y\u00fck\u00fc atmakla
ad\u0131na ne derseniz deyin, g\u00f6ze ald\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131z bir\u015feydir bu
yani ba\u015flar bir g\u00fcn
sizin i\u00e7in bir g\u00fcn
ge\u00e7 kalm\u0131\u015f y\u00fcksek sesli sorular\u0131n d\u00f6nemi
s\u00fcr\u00e7meye ba\u015flar Dil sand\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131z tekerlemeler
g\u00fcndeme gelir yeniden
de\u011fi\u015fik \u00e7a\u011flardan \u00f6d\u00fcn\u00e7 al\u0131nm\u0131\u015f bilmeceler
gizini \u00e7\u00f6zersiniz
kendiniz i\u00e7in kurdu\u011funuz b\u00fct\u00fcn Ser\u00fcvenin
ya\u015flanmayan ve ger\u00e7ekle\u015fmeyen portrenizin
tozu al\u0131nmam\u0131\u015f her \u015fey yaln\u0131zca ge\u00e7mi\u015fi yineler<\/p>\n
sfenksi kendini sorulam\u0131\u015f bunca y\u0131l
tek ki\u015filik korosu yan\u0131tlam\u0131\u015f
paradokslar\u0131 kullanmay\u0131 hayat\u0131 anlaman\u0131n yolu sanm\u0131\u015f
okuduklar\u0131ndan art\u0131p, okuduklar\u0131na kalm\u0131\u015f
g\u00f6ze ald\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131z bir\u015feydir bu
aynada portre, mithosda ser\u00fcven, \u00f6tekinde giz
sakl\u0131 dururken
yolculuklar ta\u015f\u0131maz sizi hi\u00e7bir yere
Bunu \u00e7ok \u00f6nceleri \u00f6\u011frenmeliydiniz<\/p>\n
oysa oturdu\u011funuzda sorular\u0131n ba\u015f\u0131na, ka\u00e7 saatiniz vard\u0131?
\u00f6lecek ve yetecek
ka\u00e7 saatiniz?
Zaman’\u0131n saydam s\u0131rr\u0131 portreyi aynadan ay\u0131rmaktayd\u0131
Ba\u015flang\u0131\u00e7t\u0131.
kaz\u0131larda eksilmi\u015f bir kabartma gibiyidi imgeniz
s\u00f6zc\u00fckler \u00f6rselenmi\u015f, aynalar pantimento
\u00e7\u0131kmaz sokaklard\u0131 adresiniz.s\u0131\u011f\u0131nd\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131z kalelerde birer birer
eksildiniz.
\u00c7ekip gidiniz buralardan.Her ya\u015f\u0131n u\u00e7urtmalar\u0131 vard\u0131r
birinin ipini \u00e7ekiniz
\u015fimdi g\u00f6zlerinizin ermedi\u011fi bir yerden yeni bir ufkun ba\u015flad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6receksiniz<\/p>\n
\u00e7ok ya\u015far, \u00e7abuk \u00f6l\u00fcr, ilk tuttu\u011fu sipere t\u00fcm bir hayat\u0131n kalesini
in\u015fa edenler
ayna silinir, mithos biter, gider \u00f6teki
kitaplar yaln\u0131zca \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fc erteler
ya\u015fam \u00e7\u0131plak.siz giyinik.Utan\u0131rs\u0131n\u0131z
ku\u015fand\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131z kavramlar kullan\u0131lmaz sil\u00e2hlar gibi sizi terkeder
\u00d6teki: \u00e7oktan eskimi\u015f bir metafor, Dostoyevski’yi
ve onu izleyen sonrakileri an\u0131msamak neye yarar \u015fimdi?
Ge\u00e7mi\u015f bizi b\u0131rak\u0131p gitti
O kadar \u00e7ok \u015fey \u00f6\u011frendik ki,
kendimiz i\u00e7in bile bir kli\u015feyiz art\u0131k
En \u00e7ok buna katlanam\u0131yoruz
Fark\u0131nday\u0131z.Ve \u00e7\u00fcr\u00fcyoruz.
Hepimiz art\u0131k gen\u00e7li\u011fin bizi terkeden ku\u015fa\u011f\u0131nday\u0131z
E\u011fer g\u00f6ze al\u0131yorsan\u0131z bu kadar\u0131 da size yeter
yedi renk, taze su, parlak \u0131\u015f\u0131k
her zaman yeniden okunacak bir kitap bulunur
\u00f6\u011frenilecek yeni s\u00f6zc\u00fckler
durdu\u011funuz yerde, her yere ayn\u0131 mesafeden bak\u0131yorsunuz
buraya geldiyseniz e\u011fer, daha ne istiyorsunuz? <\/p>\n
Murathan MUNGAN<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
g\u00f6ze al\u0131rsan\u0131z e\u011ferk\u0131r\u0131l\u0131rda\u011f\u0131l\u0131r aynadansand\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131z resimlers\u00f6zc\u00fckler kal\u0131r geriyecam k\u0131r\u0131klar\u0131na saklanm\u0131\u015faz \u0131\u015f\u0131kl\u0131 odalarda s\u00f6zc\u00fcklerAyna: anlam ve g\u00f6r\u00fcnt\u00fc i\u00e7in s\u0131rlanm\u0131\u015f kilerbulur \u00e7\u0131kar\u0131rs\u0131n\u0131z bir yerlerdendaha bulurken karar\u0131rs\u0131n\u0131z\u00e7ok \u00f6nce \u00f6\u011frenmi\u015ftiniz: Bedel\u00f6zlenir ve kal\u0131r geriyegerekenler Sonra bir g\u00fcnSizin i\u00e7in bir g\u00fcnTehlikesiz, eski bir harita gibiuyuttu\u011funuz aynalar\u0131n tozunu silerkenelinize batarbir zamanlar yaran\u0131z\u0131 kanatm\u0131\u015f s\u00f6zc\u00fcklerolaylar silinmi\u015f, adlar unutulmu\u015f, belirsiz bir geometrideyerini bir t\u00fcrl\u00fc […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[154],"tags":[],"class_list":{"0":"post-4970","1":"post","2":"type-post","3":"status-publish","4":"format-standard","6":"category-murathan-mungan"},"yoast_head":"\n