\u00a0<\/p>\n
Ayr\u0131ld\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z g\u00fcnd\u00fc.
Mutfaktayd\u0131k, buzdolab\u0131n\u0131n yan\u0131nda, kap\u0131s\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131kt\u0131,
Her \u015fey bamba\u015fka g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcyordu y\u00fcz\u00fcne vuran o so\u011fuk \u0131\u015f\u0131kta
“Biliyor musun” dedin.
“Sen neye benziyorsun biliyor musun?”
Epeydir arad\u0131\u011f\u0131n bir \u015feyi bulmu\u015f olman\u0131n hem sevin\u00e7,
Hem keder veren gizli bir an i\u00e7in buland\u0131rm\u0131\u015ft\u0131 y\u00fcz\u00fcndeki tedirginli\u011fi, k\u0131rg\u0131nl\u0131\u011f\u0131.
Sis \u0131\u015f\u0131\u011fa \u00e7\u0131km\u0131\u015ft\u0131.
Sonra yava\u015f\u00e7a \u00e7evirip ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 y\u00fcz\u00fcme bakt\u0131n kuyuya d\u00fc\u015fmeye benzeyen derin bir korkuyla.
“Neye?” dedim, yan yanayken ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z ayr\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131n ad\u0131n\u0131 sorar gibi, “Neye?”
“Bilardo toplar\u0131na.”
“Neden?” dedim.
“Yazg\u0131n\u0131 hep ba\u015fkalar\u0131n\u0131n \u0131stakalar\u0131n\u0131n insaf\u0131na b\u0131rak\u0131yorsun da ondan…”
Bir u\u00e7urum gibi derinle\u015fen sessizlik o an ba\u015flam\u0131\u015ft\u0131 bile bizi birbirimizden uzakla\u015ft\u0131rmaya.
Beni terk etmeden \u00f6nce yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131n son konu\u015fma oldu bu.
Sonra iki arkada\u015f\u0131m geldi, birinin omzunda a\u011flad\u0131m, hangisiydi \u015fimdi hat\u0131rlam\u0131yorum.
Sonra birlikte ba\u015fka bir kente gittik,
Anlars\u0131n ayr\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131n ilk g\u00fcnlerinde o eve katlanamazd\u0131m,
Sonra ben ba\u015fka a\u015fklara,
Sonra ba\u015fka evlerin duvarlar\u0131na ba\u015fka takvimler ast\u0131m.
\u015eimdi ne zaman birinden ayr\u0131lsam \u0131stakalar\u0131n sesi patl\u0131yor kulaklar\u0131mda
Ard\u0131ndan bilardo toplar\u0131 da\u011f\u0131l\u0131yor d\u00f6rt bir yana
Seni hat\u0131rl\u0131yorum o so\u011fuk \u0131\u015f\u0131kta bir daha
Bir daha
Bir daha<\/p>\n
Murathan MUNGAN<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
\u00a0 Ayr\u0131ld\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z g\u00fcnd\u00fc.Mutfaktayd\u0131k, buzdolab\u0131n\u0131n yan\u0131nda, kap\u0131s\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131kt\u0131,Her \u015fey bamba\u015fka g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcyordu y\u00fcz\u00fcne vuran o so\u011fuk \u0131\u015f\u0131kta“Biliyor musun” dedin.“Sen neye benziyorsun biliyor musun?”Epeydir arad\u0131\u011f\u0131n bir \u015feyi bulmu\u015f olman\u0131n hem sevin\u00e7,Hem keder veren gizli bir an i\u00e7in buland\u0131rm\u0131\u015ft\u0131 y\u00fcz\u00fcndeki tedirginli\u011fi, k\u0131rg\u0131nl\u0131\u011f\u0131.Sis \u0131\u015f\u0131\u011fa \u00e7\u0131km\u0131\u015ft\u0131.Sonra yava\u015f\u00e7a \u00e7evirip ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 y\u00fcz\u00fcme bakt\u0131n kuyuya d\u00fc\u015fmeye benzeyen derin bir korkuyla.“Neye?” dedim, yan yanayken ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[154],"tags":[],"class_list":{"0":"post-5019","1":"post","2":"type-post","3":"status-publish","4":"format-standard","6":"category-murathan-mungan"},"yoast_head":"\n