\u00a0<\/p>\n
– bu \u015fiir ikinci d\u00fcnya sava\u015f\u0131 i\u00e7inde
kahredilen b\u00fct\u00fcn d\u00fcnya duvarlar\u0131
i\u00e7in yaz\u0131lm\u0131\u015ft\u0131r.- <\/p>\n
ben bir duvar\u0131m hi\u00e7 g\u00fcne\u015f g\u00f6rmedim
sen hi\u00e7 g\u00fcne\u015f g\u00f6rmemi\u015f bir ba\u015fka duvar
y\u00fcz\u00fcm\u00fcz benek benek tahta kurusundan
ve sinemiz ba\u015ftan ba\u015fa ak \u00fcst\u00fcnde karalar
– kelep\u00e7eden kahroldu kahroldu bileklerim
– s\u0131yr\u0131l\u0131p \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131m art\u0131k \u00f6l\u00fcm korkusundan
– dilim dilim s\u0131rt\u0131mdaki yaralar
ben demirba\u015f\u0131m s\u0131\u011f\u0131r siniriyle dayak yedim
biz de duvar\u0131z dinliyen duyan d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnen duvarlar
bizim kuca\u011f\u0131m\u0131z terkedilmi\u015f bir yatak gibi kirli so\u011fuk
ve bizim kuca\u011f\u0131m\u0131zda kas\u0131rgal\u0131 insanlar <\/p>\n
y\u00fcz\u00fcndeki deniz parlakl\u0131\u011f\u0131yla durur hat\u0131ram\u0131zda
o \u00e7ocuk yumruklu dev o dev yumruklu \u00e7ocuk
o zaman may\u0131s’t\u0131 ya\u011fmurlar ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131zda
bir cumartesi ak\u015fam\u0131 girdi kap\u0131m\u0131zdan
g\u00f6zlerinde k\u0131pk\u0131z\u0131l diken diken \u00f6fkesi
adeta birden bire ayd\u0131nland\u0131 zindan
onu b\u00f6yle g\u00f6r\u00fcnce nas\u0131l da korkmu\u015ftuk
sap\u0131ndan f\u0131rlam\u0131\u015f bir balta gibi \u00e7ehresi
ve omuzlar\u0131nda delikanl\u0131 g\u00f6lgesi <\/p>\n
o zaman may\u0131s’t\u0131 ya\u011fmurlar ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131zda
o s\u0131rt \u00fcst\u00fc yata\u011f\u0131nda yatard\u0131
s\u0131ms\u0131cak g\u00f6zleri \u015fimdi bile akl\u0131mdad\u0131r
bir sana bakard\u0131 bir bana bakard\u0131
d\u0131\u015farda tabiat mevsimin en \u00e7\u0131ng\u0131rakl\u0131 ay\u0131ndad\u0131r
toprak ana b\u00fct\u00fcn zincirlerinden \u00e7\u00f6z\u00fclm\u00fc\u015f
sabahlar ak\u015fam \u00fcstleri manolya gibi parlak
tarlalar\u0131n y\u00fcz\u00fc g\u00fclm\u00fc\u015f
i\u015fte her ak\u015fam ge\u00e7ti\u011fi denize \u00e7\u0131kan sokak
ah i\u015fte annesi annesi sevgilisi
i\u015fte biz dinliyen duyan d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnen duvarlar
i\u015fte o \u00e7ocuk yumruklu dev o dev yumruklu \u00e7ocuk <\/p>\n
d\u0131\u015farda tabiat mevsimin en \u00e7\u0131ng\u0131rakl\u0131 ay\u0131ndad\u0131r
bizim kuca\u011f\u0131m\u0131z terkedilmi\u015f bir yatak gibi kirli so\u011fuk
o bir ka\u00e7 defa kartal gibi gitti kartal gibi d\u00f6nd\u00fc
\u00e7\u0131\u011fl\u0131klar\u0131n\u0131 de\u011fil k\u0131rba\u00e7 sesini duyduk
biz duvar\u0131z neyleyim g\u00f6zlerimiz a\u011flamay\u0131 bilmez
onu bir gece sabaha kar\u015f\u0131 b\u00fcsb\u00fct\u00fcn g\u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fcler
kendi gitti ismi kald\u0131 yadig\u00e2r ba\u011fr\u0131m\u0131zda
o zaman may\u0131s’t\u0131 ya\u011fmurlar ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131zda <\/p>\n
ya biz idam duvar\u0131y\u0131z kar\u015f\u0131m\u0131zda \u00e7ok insan \u00f6ld\u00fcrd\u00fcler
onlar hep d\u00f6k\u00fcld\u00fc biz hep ayakta kald\u0131k
temelimiz kanla beslendi ama nedense uzamad\u0131k
\u00f6yle bakmay\u0131n bu yaralar \u015ferefli yara de\u011fil
getirirler vururlar biz \u00f6yle dururuz
ya\u011fmurlar g\u00f6zya\u015f\u0131 bulutlar mendil
elimizden ne geldi de yapmad\u0131k
ah \u00f6yle bakmay\u0131n utan\u0131r\u0131z kahroluruz <\/p>\n
onlar hep d\u00f6k\u00fcld\u00fc biz hep ayakta kald\u0131k
bir may\u0131s sabah\u0131 toprak rezil g\u00f6k rezil
y\u0131ld\u0131zlar k\u00fcf\u00fcr gibi y\u00fcz\u00fcm\u00fcze t\u00fck\u00fcr\u00fcr gibi
\u015fafak sanc\u0131lar\u0131yla iki b\u00fckl\u00fcmd\u00fc ufuk
ve simsiyah \u00e7amur gibi bir manga ortas\u0131nda
siyaset meydan\u0131na geldi dev yumruklu \u00e7ocuk
bulutlar e\u011filip aln\u0131n\u0131n terini sildiler
ve mermiler birdenbire \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fc getirdiler <\/p>\n
o d\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc biz yine ayakta kald\u0131k
halbuki ne kadar yorgunuz
\u00f6yle bakmay\u0131n bu yaralar \u015ferefli yaralar de\u011fil
ah \u00f6yle bakmay\u0131n utan\u0131r\u0131z kahroluruz<\/p>\n
Attila \u0130LHAN<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
\u00a0 – bu \u015fiir ikinci d\u00fcnya sava\u015f\u0131 i\u00e7inde kahredilen b\u00fct\u00fcn d\u00fcnya duvarlar\u0131 i\u00e7in yaz\u0131lm\u0131\u015ft\u0131r.- ben bir duvar\u0131m hi\u00e7 g\u00fcne\u015f g\u00f6rmedim sen hi\u00e7 g\u00fcne\u015f g\u00f6rmemi\u015f bir ba\u015fka duvar y\u00fcz\u00fcm\u00fcz benek benek tahta kurusundan ve sinemiz ba\u015ftan ba\u015fa ak \u00fcst\u00fcnde karalar – kelep\u00e7eden kahroldu kahroldu bileklerim – s\u0131yr\u0131l\u0131p \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131m art\u0131k \u00f6l\u00fcm korkusundan – dilim dilim s\u0131rt\u0131mdaki yaralar […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[11],"tags":[],"class_list":{"0":"post-502","1":"post","2":"type-post","3":"status-publish","4":"format-standard","6":"category-attila-ilhan"},"yoast_head":"\n