\u00a0<\/p>\n
eflatun g\u00f6zlerin oldu\u011funu bilmiyordum <\/p>\n
gece yar\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 ya\u015famaktan yorgunum <\/p>\n
ayaz\u0131n avucunda unutmu\u015ftun ellerini
\u00f6n\u00fcnden ge\u00e7ti\u011fim halde beni tan\u0131mad\u0131n
ben de\u011fi\u015ftim biliyorum hem sakal b\u0131rakt\u0131m
\u015fiirlerim k\u00fcl rengi kumrular gibi u\u00e7u\u015fuyorlar
bak\u0131r \u00e7al\u0131\u011f\u0131 g\u00f6klere katiyyen tahamm\u00fcl\u00fcm yok
hele paris’in g\u00f6kleri akl\u0131m\u0131 ba\u015f\u0131mdan al\u0131yor
bana seni senden evvelki poitiers’li k\u0131z\u0131
hat\u0131rlat\u0131yor <\/p>\n
ayaz\u0131n avucunda unutmu\u015ftun ellerini <\/p>\n
karanl\u0131\u011f\u0131n arkas\u0131nda k\u0131v\u0131lc\u0131m g\u00f6zl\u00fc orospular
g\u00f6lgelerine yaslanm\u0131\u015f evliya gibi bekliyorlar <\/p>\n
\u0131\u015f\u0131klar k\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 yand\u0131\u011f\u0131 zaman duracaks\u0131n <\/p>\n
ben de\u011fi\u015ftim biliyorum hem sakal b\u0131rakt\u0131m
so\u011fuk g\u00f6zlerinde bu\u011fulanm\u0131\u015ft\u0131 \u00f6lsen tan\u0131yamazd\u0131n
hatta ricardo bile hani vatans\u0131z ricardo
burnumun dibinden ge\u00e7ti ge\u00e7en g\u00fcn beni tan\u0131yamad\u0131
oysa au vieux chatalet’de ak\u015fam sabah beraberdik
\u00fc\u00e7\u00fcm\u00fcz viyana kahvesi ve s\u0131cak rom i\u00e7erdik
\u00fcstelik o krapfen severdi g\u00fczel olurmu\u015f rivayet
neden ve nas\u0131l sevdi\u011fini anlayamad\u0131m gitti <\/p>\n
yaln\u0131zl\u0131ktan da kurtulup yaln\u0131z kalmak isterim <\/p>\n
montmarte metrosu civar\u0131nda seni g\u00f6zden kaybettim
o zenci yine arkanda m\u0131yd\u0131 hi\u00e7 dikkat etmedim
a\u011fz\u0131nda yoksul bir \u0131sl\u0131k \u0131slak bir cigara gibi
sidney bichet’nin caz havalar\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7i\u011fneyip t\u00fck\u00fcren
o saklas\u0131n vars\u0131n seni sevdigini biliyorum ben
y\u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fcn renginden geliyor b\u00fct\u00fcn \u00fcz\u00fcnt\u00fcs\u00fc <\/p>\n
bir gazete ald\u0131m ama evde okuyaca\u011f\u0131m <\/p>\n
kahvelerden birine girip bir grog \u0131smarlasam
seni \u00f6ld\u00fcrmek i\u00e7in \u00e7areler tasarlasam
s\u00fckut bembeyaz buz tutsa b\u0131y\u0131klar\u0131mda
ve t\u00fcrk\u00fcm kaybolsa sessizli\u011fin h\u0131r\u00e7\u0131n t\u00fcrk\u00fcs\u00fc
ve ben unutulsam yazd\u0131\u011f\u0131m \u015fiirler
senin i\u00e7in yazd\u0131klar\u0131m herkes i\u00e7in yazd\u0131klar\u0131m
eski padi\u015fahlar gibi unutulsa birer birer
ve ben seni unutsam hi\u00e7 hat\u0131rlamasam
ellerim oldum olas\u0131ya seni unutsalar <\/p>\n
yar\u0131 gecenin i\u00e7inden bir zenci s\u00fctbeyaz bak\u0131yor
rue lafatette’de d\u00fcnden bug\u00fcne ge\u00e7iyorum
eflatun g\u00f6zlerini bir grog kadehinde unuttum<\/p>\n
Attila \u0130LHAN<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
\u00a0 eflatun g\u00f6zlerin oldu\u011funu bilmiyordum gece yar\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 ya\u015famaktan yorgunum ayaz\u0131n avucunda unutmu\u015ftun ellerini \u00f6n\u00fcnden ge\u00e7ti\u011fim halde beni tan\u0131mad\u0131n ben de\u011fi\u015ftim biliyorum hem sakal b\u0131rakt\u0131m \u015fiirlerim k\u00fcl rengi kumrular gibi u\u00e7u\u015fuyorlar bak\u0131r \u00e7al\u0131\u011f\u0131 g\u00f6klere katiyyen tahamm\u00fcl\u00fcm yok hele paris’in g\u00f6kleri akl\u0131m\u0131 ba\u015f\u0131mdan al\u0131yor bana seni senden evvelki poitiers’li k\u0131z\u0131 hat\u0131rlat\u0131yor ayaz\u0131n avucunda unutmu\u015ftun ellerini karanl\u0131\u011f\u0131n arkas\u0131nda […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[11],"tags":[],"class_list":{"0":"post-526","1":"post","2":"type-post","3":"status-publish","4":"format-standard","6":"category-attila-ilhan"},"yoast_head":"\n