\u00a0<\/p>\n
Tutunanmayanlar\u0131n destan\u0131d\u0131r bu \u015fark\u0131
Dostum S\u00fcleyman Karg\u0131.
Eller bo\u015fta kal\u0131yor, tutunam\u0131yorlar topra\u011fa
Anlatam\u0131yorlar anlat\u0131lamayan\u0131.
Anlatmak gerek: D\u00fc\u015fman sarm\u0131\u015f heryan\u0131
Oysa, mesela Selim I\u015f\u0131k
Anlatmadan anla\u015f\u0131lmaya a\u015f\u0131k.
B\u00f6yle adama
(Dar\u0131lma ama)
Yakla\u015fmaz hi\u00e7bir g\u00fczellik,
Do\u011fdu\u011fu g\u00fcnden bu yana kalbinde bir delik,
Almak i\u00e7in b\u00fct\u00fcn s\u0131z\u0131lar\u0131 i\u00e7ine.
Her zaman utanm\u0131\u015ft\u0131r ba\u015fkalr\u0131 yerine.
Elim varm\u0131yor yazmaya, inmeyelim derine.
Ta\u015f devri, Sabri devri, Nihat devri, Tun\u00e7 devri
A\u015f\u0131k oldu -s\u00f6yleyemez- utan\u00e7 devri.
Hep utand\u0131 hayat\u0131 boyunca,
(Annesi y\u0131kamak i\u00e7in soyunca)
S\u0131n\u0131fta birinci oldu\u011fu g\u00fcn, eve ge\u00e7 kald\u0131m, diye \u00fcz\u00fcld\u00fc.
Can\u0131 s\u0131kl\u0131d\u0131 g\u00fcld\u00fc, kalbi incindi g\u00fcld\u00fc.
Allah\u0131 ya da ona engel olan gizli kuvvetleri
Hi\u00e7bir zaman k\u0131zd\u0131rmak istemedi.
K\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck pazarl\u0131klar yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131,
Camide korkarak tapt\u0131\u011f\u0131
Zamanlarda s\u00fcrd\u00fcrd\u00fc bu uzla\u015f\u0131mc\u0131 varl\u0131\u011f\u0131.
Annesinin y\u00fcn fanilas\u0131na takt\u0131g\u0131 nazarl\u0131\u011f\u0131
\u00c7\u0131karamad\u0131 y\u0131llar boyunca. \u0130lk defa domuz eti yerken
Arkada\u015flar\u0131n\u0131 \u0131srarlar\u0131yla geneleve giderken,
Hep ONUNLA (O kimdi?) bozmamaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131 aray\u0131,
\u0130ki g\u00fcn oru\u00e7 bile tuttu bir Ramazan ay\u0131.
(Sap\u0131 silik ve tutuk bir tabancayd\u0131.)
Bir g\u00fcn \u00f6l\u00fcrse, ona vatan bir mezarl\u0131k yer verecek.
Oturdu bir destan yazd\u0131; kendini yerecek.
Saz\u0131n\u0131 ve cesaretini ald\u0131 eline (b\u00fct\u00fcn cesareti,
Daha k\u00f6t\u00fc bir \u015feyler olmas\u0131 korkusundad\u0131r) .
Can\u0131n\u0131 di\u015fine takarak,
Yaz\u0131lm\u0131\u015f eski destanlara bakarak,
S\u00f6z\u00fc uzatt\u0131 durdu.
\u0130\u015fte \u015f\u00f6yle buyurdu:
Numano\u011flu Selim derler ad\u0131m\u0131z
G\u00fcr\u00fclt\u00fcye geldi her feryad\u0131m\u0131z
Nedense tamamd\u0131r itikad\u0131m\u0131z
Dikilen her kuma\u015f bol gelir bize<\/p>\n
\u00c7ocukken g\u00fcne\u015fin tad\u0131n\u0131 bilmedik
B\u00fcy\u00fcd\u00fck kad\u0131n\u0131n tad\u0131n\u0131 bilmedik
Bizi anlayacak kad\u0131n bilmedik
Sevgisiz bir hayat \u00e7\u00f6l gelir bize<\/p>\n
Bize \u00f6\u011fretilen her s\u00f6ze kand\u0131k
‘Yasakt\u0131r’ ‘Memnudur’ dendi, inand\u0131k
Hep ‘Girilmez’ levhas\u0131na aldand\u0131k
Bu tutulan, yanl\u0131\u015f yol gelir bize<\/p>\n
Benim cefal\u0131 yarim kafamd\u0131r
Divanda d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnmek b\u00fct\u00fcn safamd\u0131r
M\u00fclkiyet benim\u00e7\u00fcn b\u00fcy\u00fck evhamd\u0131r
Senin olanlar\u0131 nideyim gayr\u0131<\/p>\n
Dostun vefal\u0131s\u0131 b\u00fct\u00fcn iste\u011fim
K\u0131z pe\u015finde olan dostu nideyim
Her an ya\u015famal\u0131y\u0131m kendi ger\u00e7e\u011fim
Kendi i\u00e7imdeki indeyim gayr\u0131<\/p>\n
Dostlar dedi: bu can bizden de\u011fildir
D\u00fc\u015fman k\u0131rd\u0131, oysa buzdan de\u011fildir
\u00c7are yok d\u00fcnyadan gideyim gayr\u0131<\/p>\n
Bana ilham getirdin
(Hem de yakt\u0131n bitirdin)
Ey! Elesius da\u011flar\u0131ndan esen r\u00fczgar
K\u0131ssam\u0131z burada biter
Bu kadar<\/p>\n
O\u011fuz ATAY<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
\u00a0 Tutunanmayanlar\u0131n destan\u0131d\u0131r bu \u015fark\u0131Dostum S\u00fcleyman Karg\u0131.Eller bo\u015fta kal\u0131yor, tutunam\u0131yorlar topra\u011faAnlatam\u0131yorlar anlat\u0131lamayan\u0131.Anlatmak gerek: D\u00fc\u015fman sarm\u0131\u015f heryan\u0131Oysa, mesela Selim I\u015f\u0131kAnlatmadan anla\u015f\u0131lmaya a\u015f\u0131k.B\u00f6yle adama(Dar\u0131lma ama)Yakla\u015fmaz hi\u00e7bir g\u00fczellik,Do\u011fdu\u011fu g\u00fcnden bu yana kalbinde bir delik,Almak i\u00e7in b\u00fct\u00fcn s\u0131z\u0131lar\u0131 i\u00e7ine.Her zaman utanm\u0131\u015ft\u0131r ba\u015fkalr\u0131 yerine.Elim varm\u0131yor yazmaya, inmeyelim derine.Ta\u015f devri, Sabri devri, Nihat devri, Tun\u00e7 devriA\u015f\u0131k oldu -s\u00f6yleyemez- utan\u00e7 devri.Hep utand\u0131 […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[187],"tags":[],"class_list":{"0":"post-5942","1":"post","2":"type-post","3":"status-publish","4":"format-standard","6":"category-oguz-atay"},"yoast_head":"\n