\u00a0<\/p>\n
Y\u00fcr\u00fcd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm yollar yormad\u0131 beni,
kendimi \u00f6ld\u00fcrmek i\u00e7in
kurdu\u011fum planlar i\u015fe yaramad\u0131,
hi\u00e7 eksilmedim, \u00e7o\u011falmad\u0131m hi\u00e7
unuttum \u00e7\u0131pla\u011f\u0131nda \u00f6ld\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm geceyi.<\/p>\n
Bir i\u00e7a\u011fr\u0131s\u0131 gibi buld\u0131m kendimi
ne ka\u00e7t\u0131m cinayetinden ne \u00f6ld\u00fcm
ortada bir kan vard\u0131, \u00fc\u015f\u00fcyordu, \u0131ss\u0131z..<\/p>\n
Bir t\u00fcnelin u\u011fultusunu ta\u015f\u0131yarak i\u00e7imde
ac\u0131n\u0131n i\u00e7inden ge\u00e7tim,
yol boyunca zaman\u0131n par\u00e7alar\u0131nda
bir \u00fcrperti sayd\u0131lar beni
oysa bir iki sessizlik d\u0131\u015f\u0131nda, yekpare,
so\u011fudum, \u00fc\u015f\u00fcd\u00fcm<\/p>\n
kendi \u00e7ukurunda buz tutan suyu,
yolun kederini anlad\u0131m…<\/p>\n
Birhan KESK\u0130N \/ Kim Ba\u011f\u0131\u015flayacak Beni (20 Lak Tablet) s. 62<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
\u00a0 Y\u00fcr\u00fcd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm yollar yormad\u0131 beni, kendimi \u00f6ld\u00fcrmek i\u00e7in kurdu\u011fum planlar i\u015fe yaramad\u0131, hi\u00e7 eksilmedim, \u00e7o\u011falmad\u0131m hi\u00e7 unuttum \u00e7\u0131pla\u011f\u0131nda \u00f6ld\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm geceyi. Bir i\u00e7a\u011fr\u0131s\u0131 gibi buld\u0131m kendimi ne ka\u00e7t\u0131m cinayetinden ne \u00f6ld\u00fcm ortada bir kan vard\u0131, \u00fc\u015f\u00fcyordu, \u0131ss\u0131z.. Bir t\u00fcnelin u\u011fultusunu ta\u015f\u0131yarak i\u00e7imde ac\u0131n\u0131n i\u00e7inden ge\u00e7tim, yol boyunca zaman\u0131n par\u00e7alar\u0131nda bir \u00fcrperti sayd\u0131lar beni oysa bir iki […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[70],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-6310","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","category-birhan-keskin"],"yoast_head":"\n