B\u0130R\u0130NC\u0130 KISIM \u00a0 B\u0130R\u0130NC\u0130 BAP \u00a0 B\u0130R GEN\u00c7 ADAMA…<\/p>\n
HAK\u00ceM HERAKL\u0130T’E… YILDIZLARA VE A\u015eKA DA\u0130RD\u0130R…<\/p>\n
I<\/p>\n
\u015eehir
uzakta.
Gen\u00e7 adam
ayakta.
Ak\u0131yor \u015fehirden ge\u00e7en nehir
gen\u00e7 adam\u0131n ayaklar\u0131 dibinden.
Gen\u00e7 adam
piposunu \u00e7\u0131kar\u0131yor cebinden
aran\u0131yor kibriti.
Bak\u0131yor akar suya
d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcyor Heraklit’i,
d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcyor b\u00fcy\u00fck hak\u00eem Heraklit’i gen\u00e7 adam…
Kim bilir belki b\u00f6yle bir ak\u015fam,
b\u00f6yle bir ak\u015fam,
Heraklit aln\u0131n\u0131
ye\u015fil g\u00f6zl\u00fc zeytinliklerde akan
suya e\u011fdi
ve dedi:
\u00ab\u00a0 Her \u015fey de\u011fi\u015fip akmada,
bu h\u00e2l beni hayran b\u0131rakmada..\u00bb<\/p>\n
Heraklit, Heraklit; ne ak\u0131\u015ft\u0131r bu!.
ne ak\u0131\u015ft\u0131r ki bu, dalgalar\u0131nda
da\u011fl\u0131d\u0131r aln\u0131 en mukaddes putun
k\u0131zg\u0131n demir damgas\u0131yla sukutun.
Gebedir her sukut bir y\u00fckseli\u015fe.
Ne m\u00fcmk\u00fcn kar\u015f\u0131 koymak
bu k\u00f6p\u00fcrm\u00fc\u015f geli\u015fe..
Heraklit, Heraklit!.
akar suya kabil mi vurmak kilit?<\/p>\n
\u015eehir
uzakta.
Gen\u00e7 adam
ayakta.
Ak\u0131yor \u015fehirden ge\u00e7en nehir
gen\u00e7 adam\u0131n ayaklar\u0131 dibinden.
Gen\u00e7 adam
kibritini \u00e7\u0131kar\u0131yor cebinden
yak\u0131yor piposunu.<\/p>\n
II<\/p>\n
Dikine mustatil bir apart\u0131man\u0131n
en \u00fcst kat\u0131nda
d\u00f6rt k\u00f6\u015fe bir oda.
Perdesiz pencereler.
Pencerelerin d\u0131\u015f\u0131nda y\u0131ld\u0131zl\u0131 geceler.
Gen\u00e7 adam
aln\u0131n\u0131 dayam\u0131\u015f cama.
Ben, roman\u0131n muharriri
diyorum ki gen\u00e7 adama:
Delikanl\u0131m!.
\u0130yi bak y\u0131ld\u0131zlara,
onlar\u0131 belki bir daha g\u00f6remezsin.
Belki bir daha
y\u0131ld\u0131zlar\u0131n \u0131\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131nda
kollar\u0131n\u0131 ufuklar gibi a\u00e7\u0131p geremezsin..<\/p>\n
Delikanl\u0131m!.
Senin kafan\u0131n i\u00e7i
y\u0131ld\u0131zl\u0131 karanl\u0131klar
kadar
g\u00fczel, korkun\u00e7, kudretli ve iyidir.
Y\u0131ld\u0131zlar ve senin kafan
k\u00e2inat\u0131n en m\u00fckemmel \u015feyidir.<\/p>\n
Delikanl\u0131m!.
Sen ki, ya bir k\u00f6\u015fe ba\u015f\u0131nda
kan s\u0131zarak ka\u015f\u0131ndan
gebereceksin,
ya da bir dara\u011fac\u0131nda can vereceksin.
\u0130yi bak y\u0131ld\u0131zlara
onlar\u0131 g\u00f6remezsin belki bir daha…<\/p>\n
Delikanl\u0131m!.
Belki beni anlad\u0131n,
belki anlamad\u0131n.
Kesiyorum s\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc.<\/p>\n
\u0130\u015fte kap\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131ld\u0131
geldi beklenen kad\u0131n..
\u00ab\u00a0 BEKLETT\u0130M M\u0130?\u00bb
\u00ab\u00a0 \u00c7OK…
Ama zarar yok..\u00bb<\/p>\n
Kad\u0131n
yakalad\u0131 gen\u00e7 adam\u0131
elinden.
Gen\u00e7 adam
yakalad\u0131 kad\u0131n\u0131 belinden.
Bir yumrukta k\u0131rd\u0131 cam\u0131.
Oturdular pencerenin i\u00e7ine.
Sarkt\u0131 ayaklar\u0131 gecenin i\u00e7ine…
I\u015f\u0131kl\u0131 bir deniz dibi gibi
ba\u015flar\u0131nda, sa\u011fda, solda gece yan\u0131yor.
Ayaklar\u0131 karanl\u0131k bo\u015fluklara sallan\u0131yor..
Sallan\u0131yor ayaklar\u0131
sallan\u0131yor ayaklar\u0131…
……….. DUDAKLARI ……<\/p>\n
Sevmek m\u00fckemmel i\u015f delikanl\u0131m.
Sev bakal\u0131m…
Mademki kafanda \u0131\u015f\u0131kl\u0131 bir gece var,
benden izin sana,
seeeeev
sevebildi\u011fin kadar…<\/p>\n
\u0130K\u0130NC\u0130 BAP\u00a0\u00a0 GEN\u00c7 ADAMIN, SEVG\u0130L\u0130N\u0130N \u015eAHISLARINA…<\/p>\n
T\u0130BET MABETLER\u0130 VE AMER\u0130KAN F\u0130L\u0130MLER\u0130NE…<\/p>\n
AYIN ON D\u00d6RD\u00dcNE…<\/p>\n
GEN\u00c7 ADAMIN ESRARENG\u0130Z ME\u015eGALES\u0130NE…<\/p>\n
VE N\u0130HAYET, M\u00dcSEBB\u0130B\u0130 ME\u00c7HUL B\u0130R \u0130HANETE DA\u0130RD\u0130R.\u00a0 <\/p>\n
I<\/p>\n
Mevzubahis gencin
ismi: BENERC\u0130.
Kendisi aslen Hintli olup
maskat\u0131 re’si DELH\u0130’dir..
Dostlar\u0131n\u0131n nazar\u0131nda tam
adam,
d\u00fc\u015fmanlar\u0131n\u0131n indinde azg\u0131n bir delidir
ve Britanya polisinde k\u00fcnyesi \u015f\u00fcphelidir..
\u015eekl\u00fc \u015femailine gelince:
Ne PATA\u015eON gibi tombul bir c\u00fcce,
ne MAS\u0130ST gibi bir dev,
ne de V\u0130LL\u0130 FR\u0130\u00c7 gibi bir babik o\u011fland\u0131r O,
iki g\u00f6zl\u00fc, tek burunlu, basbaya insand\u0131r O…
Birinci bab\u0131m\u0131zda,
Benerci’nin odas\u0131na gelen kad\u0131n
m\u00fchim bir rol oyn\u0131yacak kitab\u0131m\u0131zda.
Kendileri bir \u0130ngiliz mis’idir.
Hem \u0130ngiliz mis’lerinin nefisidir…
\u0130mdi,
be nefis
Mis
nerde, nas\u0131l tan\u0131d\u0131 Benerci’yi?.
diye sorarsam size, ben,
eminim ki, siz, cevaben:<\/p>\n
\u00ab\u00a0 Mermer
merdivenler..
Kap\u0131.
Kap\u0131da k\u0131v\u0131rc\u0131k sa\u00e7l\u0131
ta\u015ftan
iki aslan.
Tibet.
Tibette mabet.
Mabedin i\u00e7i…
Omuzlar\u0131ndan \u00e7\u0131kan on alt\u0131 kolu havada,
\u00e7\u0131plak karn\u0131 iki kat,
ba\u011fda\u015f kurup oturmu\u015f
m\u00e2but
BUDA..
\u0130nledi \u00f6k\u00fcz derisinden mukaddes davul:
Savul!
Savul!!.
Savuuuul!!!.
Buda’ya kurban geliyor.
Sar\u0131 sa\u00e7l\u0131, mavi g\u00f6zl\u00fc bir kad\u0131n
beyaz, kar gibi..
Kad\u0131n\u0131n can\u0131na k\u0131yacaklar gibi..
A\u00e7\u0131ld\u0131 kanl\u0131 bir a\u011f\u0131z \u015feklinde karn\u0131 Buda’n\u0131n,
f\u0131\u015fk\u0131rd\u0131 mukaddes alevler d\u0131\u015far\u0131ya.
Uzun k\u00fcl\u00e2hl\u0131 Mo\u011fol rahipleri
kald\u0131rd\u0131lar havaya beyaz kad\u0131n\u0131.
Doyuracakt\u0131r Buda ate\u015f dolu karn\u0131n\u0131.
Mavi g\u00f6zl\u00fc dilber kurban gidiyor, kurban…
. . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .<\/p>\n
Dran!
Drrrran!.
Drrrrrrrran!!!.<\/p>\n
At\u0131ld\u0131 \u00fc\u00e7 el tabanca.
Yuvarland\u0131 Mo\u011fol rahipleri birbiri ard\u0131nca.
Esmer bir delikanl\u0131 yakla\u015ft\u0131 mavi g\u00f6zl\u00fc dilbere!
Ka\u00e7al\u0131m!
bir an kaybedecek zaman de\u011fil..<\/p>\n
OTOMOB\u0130L..
Son s\u00fcr’at..
Saatta 110 kilometre..<\/p>\n
\u0130\u015fte bu kurtar\u0131lan kad\u0131n,
birinci bapta odaya gelen kad\u0131nd\u0131.
Onu kurtaran gen\u00e7:
BENERC\u0130..
Ve bu suretle \u0130ngiliz M\u0130S
tan\u0131d\u0131 Hintli genci..\u00bb
D\u0130YEREK
haltedeceksiniz.
Roman\u0131m\u0131 daha ba\u015flamadan berbat edeceksiniz..
Gelin, etmeyin \u00e7ocuklar..
Ne \u00e7\u0131kar,
inan\u0131n bir sefer olsun N\u00c2ZIM’a
Amerikan filimlerinden fazla..<\/p>\n
\u0130lk tesad\u00fcf
tramvayda oldu.
\u0130kincisi
lokantada.
\u00dc\u00e7\u00fcnc\u00fcde d\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm ba\u011fland\u0131 nihayet
siyah pod\u00fcs\u00fcet
bir \u00e7antada..
\u0130ngiliz k\u0131z\u0131 mahsus
\u00e7antas\u0131n\u0131 yere d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcrd\u00fc.
Hintli gen\u00e7 mahsus
d\u00fc\u015fen \u00e7antay\u0131 g\u00f6rd\u00fc:
kald\u0131rarak
verdi k\u0131za…
EEEEEEE?
Sonra?
derseniz,
bak\u0131n, birinci bab\u0131m\u0131za…<\/p>\n
II<\/p>\n
Ay\u0131n on d\u00f6rd\u00fc.
Ay\u0131n on d\u00f6rd\u00fcn\u00fc Paris’te a\u00e7 gezen g\u00f6rd\u00fc,
dedi ki:
Bu gece ay
dibi kalay
bir tencere gibi…<\/p>\n
Ay\u0131n on d\u00f6rd\u00fc.
Ay\u0131n on d\u00f6rd\u00fcn\u00fc Fatihli h\u0131rs\u0131z g\u00f6rd\u00fc,
dedi ki:
Bu gece ay
g\u00f6kte a\u00e7\u0131k kalan
bir pencere gibi.
Atlasak i\u00e7eriye,
a\u015f\u0131rsak, be iman\u0131m,
Meryem Ana’n\u0131n
g\u00fcm\u00fc\u015f tak\u0131mlar\u0131n\u0131.<\/p>\n
Ay\u0131n on d\u00f6rd\u00fc.
Ay\u0131n on d\u00f6rd\u00fcn\u00fc \u0130rlandal\u0131 bir polis g\u00f6rd\u00fc,
dedi ki:
Benziyor ay
y\u0131ld\u0131zlar\u0131n yald\u0131zlar\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7almak i\u00e7in
g\u00f6\u011fe \u00e7\u0131kan bir h\u0131rs\u0131z\u0131n
fenerine…<\/p>\n
Ay\u0131n on d\u00f6rd\u00fc.
Ay\u0131n on d\u00f6rd\u00fcn\u00fc \u015fair Salih Zeki g\u00f6rd\u00fc:
benzetti kendi eserine
be\u011fendi…<\/p>\n
Ay\u0131n on d\u00f6rd\u00fc.
Ay\u0131n on d\u00f6rd\u00fcn\u00fc Londral\u0131 bir lord g\u00f6rd\u00fc,
dedi ki:
Benziyor ay
ha\u015fmetpenah\u0131m\u0131n
dizba\u011f\u0131 ni\u015fan\u0131na…<\/p>\n
K\u0131zard\u0131 ay\u0131n on d\u00f6rd\u00fc.
K\u0131zaran ay\u0131n on d\u00f6rd\u00fcn\u00fc bir parya g\u00f6rd\u00fc,
dedi ki:
Benziyor ay
Ganj’\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcne damlay\u0131p yay\u0131lan
karde\u015f kan\u0131na.<\/p>\n
Ay\u0131n on d\u00f6rd\u00fc.
Bu sefer bizzat
\u00e7ekik g\u00f6zleriyle ay\u0131n on d\u00f6rd\u00fc
KALK\u00dcTA \u015fehrine civar,
bir \u00e7ay tarlas\u0131 g\u00f6rd\u00fc.
Tarlan\u0131n d\u0131\u015f\u0131nda duvar.
\u0130\u00e7inde bir ev.<\/p>\n
Gece saat: 2…<\/p>\n
Evin alt kat\u0131ndaki
oda.
Kapal\u0131 pencereler, asma bir lamba,
bir masa ortada.
\u00dc\u00e7 amele, iki k\u00f6yl\u00fc, bir muallim ve Benerci,
yani ceman yek\u00fbn:
yedi Kalk\u00fcta delikanl\u0131s\u0131, yedi ink\u0131l\u00e2p genci……
Benerci s\u00f6z s\u00f6yl\u00fcyor:
Bize kar\u015f\u0131
\u0130ntelicent servis
kendine mahsus…<\/p>\n
Sus.
Bir t\u0131k\u0131rt\u0131 var.<\/p>\n
D\u00f6nd\u00fc ba\u015flar
kap\u0131ya.<\/p>\n
Sana \u00f6yle gelmi\u015f.
Devam ediyorum arkada\u015flar:
\u0130ntelicent servis
kendine mahsus…<\/p>\n
Benerci, sus.
R\u00fczg\u00e2r…
Arkada\u015flar
\u0130ntelicent servis…
S\u0131\u0131\u0131\u0131\u0131s…
S\u00f6nd\u00fcr\u00fcn…
D\u0131\u015far\u0131 bakaca\u011f\u0131m…<\/p>\n
Karanl\u0131k…
Araland\u0131 pencere.
Ay \u0131\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131
parl\u0131yan enli bir k\u0131l\u0131\u00e7 gibi keserek karanl\u0131\u011f\u0131
d\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc yere.
Ne var?
S\u0131\u0131\u0131\u0131\u0131sss!.
D\u0131\u015farda polis.
Lambalar\u0131 s\u00f6nm\u00fc\u015f iki otomobil,
ve bir s\u00fcr\u00fc motosiklet…
Sat\u0131ld\u0131k…
Evet…<\/p>\n
\u00dc\u00c7\u00dcNC\u00dc BAP TAYM\u0130S GAZETES\u0130’N\u0130N B\u0130R TELGRAFI…<\/p>\n
VAZ\u0130YET\u0130N TELH\u0130S\u0130 VE BENERC\u0130YLE \u0130STANBULDA MATBAADA B\u0130R M\u00dcL\u00c2KAT…<\/p>\n
KALK\u00dcTADA UMUM\u00ce GREV…<\/p>\n
SOMADEVA…<\/p>\n
TA\u015eLANAN \u00c7OCU\u011eUM…<\/p>\n
VE DAHA B\u0130R\u00c7OK Y\u00dcREKLER PARALAYICI HAD\u0130SELERE DA\u0130RD\u0130R.<\/p>\n
I<\/p>\n
Taymis gazetesinin Kalk\u00fcta’dan ald\u0131\u011f\u0131 bir telgraftan:<\/p>\n
KALK\u00dcTA – K\u0131z\u0131llar\u0131n tevkifat\u0131 devam ediyor. \u015eehir civar\u0131ndaki \u00e7ay tarlalar\u0131nda metr\u00fbk bir evde toplanan gizli Vil\u00e2yet Komiteleri, i\u00e7tima halindeyken derdest edilmi\u015ftir. Yedi ki\u015fiden m\u00fcrekkep olan komite azalar\u0131ndan alt\u0131s\u0131 yak\u0131nda adliyeye verileceklerdir. Yaln\u0131z, ilk istintak neticesinde, gene komite azas\u0131ndan, Benerci isimli bir gen\u00e7 tahliye olunmu\u015ftur…<\/p>\n
II<\/p>\n
Vaziyeti telhis edelim hele.<\/p>\n
B\u0130R.
Benerci ink\u0131l\u00e2p\u00e7\u0131 bir gen\u00e7tir.
Haz\u0131m zamanlar\u0131n\u0131, bo\u015f gecelerini de\u011fil,
boydan boya \u00f6mr\u00fcn\u00fc vermi\u015ftir ihtil\u00e2le…<\/p>\n
\u0130K\u0130.
Birinci bapta \u00f6\u011frendik ki,
Benerci \u00e2\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131d\u0131r Britanyal\u0131 bir k\u0131z\u0131n.
Yani, delikanl\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n
kalbine bir ta\u015f
d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015f.
K\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 sa\u00e7l\u0131 bir ba\u015f
d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015f
ve kalbi
dalga dalga halkalan\u0131yor…<\/p>\n
\u0130ki, A:
Benerci riyaset ederken gizli bir i\u00e7timaa
alt\u0131 yolda\u015f\u0131yla yakalan\u0131yor.<\/p>\n
\u0130ki, B:
Fakat me\u00e7hul bir sebebe
binaen,
yolda\u015flar\u0131n\u0131n mevkuf bulunmas\u0131na ra\u011fmen,
Benerci tahliye edilmi\u015ftir.<\/p>\n
\u0130ki, C:
Bence, yani roman\u0131n muharrirince
oldu\u011fu kadar,
Benerci i\u00e7in de bu tahliye keyfiyeti
siniri, ruhu, kemi\u011fi, eti
kemiren bir esrard\u0131r, iki g\u00f6z\u00fcm,
serapa esrar…<\/p>\n
. . . . . . .
. . . . . . . . . . . . .
. . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .
. . . .<\/p>\n
Benerci, sana d\u00f6rt teklifim var:
Evvela,
Kalk\u00fcta’dan \u0130stanbul’a
\u00e7\u0131k yola.
Bab\u0131\u00e2li caddesinde matbaaya gel…
Geldin mi?
\u00c2l\u00e2…<\/p>\n
Saniyen:
sinirini yen.
Kar\u015f\u0131mda dikilip durma, otur…<\/p>\n
Salisen:
aya\u011f\u0131n\u0131 iki defa yere vur:
Kap\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131ls\u0131n
Lebbeeeeeeeeyk! deyip
bize iki \u00e7ay getirsin kahveci \u00fcstat.<\/p>\n
Rabian:
anlat.
\u015eu m\u00fcthi\u015f m\u00fc\u015fkili birlikte halledelim
seninle…<\/p>\n
Anlat\u0131yorum.
Dinle:<\/p>\n
Ve Benerci, maceray\u0131 bana, kafiyesiz fil\u00e2n, yani nesren \u015f\u00f6yle anlatmaya ba\u015flad\u0131:<\/p>\n
Sar\u0131lm\u0131\u015ft\u0131k. Yok edilmesi l\u00e2z\u0131m gelen baz\u0131 k\u00e2atlar vard\u0131. Vakit kazanmak i\u00e7in, polisin \u00fcst\u00fcne ate\u015f a\u00e7t\u0131k. Brovniklerimizin \u015farj\u00f6rlerini iki defa tazeledik. Birimiz kolundan, birimiz de ba\u015f\u0131ndan yaraland\u0131. Kur\u015funlar\u0131m\u0131z t\u00fckendi. Britanya polisi i\u00e7eri girdi. G\u0131rtlak g\u0131rtla\u011fa kap\u0131\u015ft\u0131k. Nihayet, k\u0131sk\u0131vrak ba\u011flad\u0131lar bizi. Kamyonlara y\u00fcklediler. M\u00fcd\u00fcriyette, yedimiz birden, bir herifin kar\u015f\u0131s\u0131na dizildik.<\/p>\n
Burada, Benerci yine co\u015ftu, i\u015fi kafiyeye d\u00f6kt\u00fc:<\/p>\n
Herifin
mavi g\u00f6zleri \u00e7ipil \u00e7ipil
surat\u0131 \u00e7illiydi.
\u0130ntelicent’ten oldu\u011fu belliydi.
Ge\u00e7ti arkada\u015flar\u0131n \u00f6n\u00fcnden.
Benim \u00f6n\u00fcmde durdu.
Y\u00fcz\u00fcme bakt\u0131.
\u0130smimi sordu.
Beni b\u0131rakt\u0131…
Ni\u00e7in b\u0131rakt\u0131lar beni?
Beni
ni\u00e7in
b\u0131rak-
-t\u0131lar?
Benerci, buna bir tek sebep var.
Ne?
D\u00fc\u015fecekler pe\u015fine..
E\u015fine??
Ate\u015fine??
Mate\u015fine??
T\u00fck\u00fcrm\u00fc\u015f\u00fcm kafiyenin i\u00e7ine…
Yani, anl\u0131yaca\u011f\u0131n, seni b\u0131rakt\u0131ktan sonra pe\u015fine d\u00fc\u015fecekler. Sonra cooop, haydi bir tevkifat daha. Tabii, sen yine i\u00e7erde. Hem bu sefer art\u0131k surat\u0131na bak\u0131p ismini sorup b\u0131rak\u0131lmamak \u015fart\u0131yla. \u0130\u015fte tahliye keyfiyetinin sebebi…
Sebep bu de\u011fil. Ben, tamamen temizim. Arkamda takip yok.
Tuhaf \u015fey. D\u0131\u015far\u0131da temas etti\u011fin arkada\u015flar ne diyor?
Galiba onlar da senin gibi d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcyorlar. \u0130ki \u00fc\u00e7 defa, muhtelif arkada\u015flarla temas etmek istedim. Fakat verdi\u011fim randevulara gelmediler. Arkada\u015flar benimle g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fmek istemiyor.
\u00d6yleyse, sen hemen yine Kalk\u00fcta’ya git o\u011flum. Ne halt edersen et, \u015fu vaziyeti bir d\u00fczelt bakal\u0131m.<\/p>\n
Benerci gitti.
Bakt\u0131m ki, pencereden:
muktesit, muharrir ve muhbir
Nedim Vedat Bey ge\u00e7iyor.
D\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcm Benerci’yi
ve mel’un bir ihtimalle birden
y\u00fcre\u011fim c\u0131zz etti.<\/p>\n
Arif olanlar i\u00e7in,
bu fas\u0131l burada bitti…<\/p>\n
III<\/p>\n
Stop:
Fren!
Z\u0131\u0131\u0131\u0131nk!
Durdu!.
Amele
ba\u015f parma\u011f\u0131n\u0131 tele
dokundurdu.
Ak\u00fcm\u00fclat\u00f6r, dinamo, motor, buhar, benzin,
elektrik,
Trrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrik!
D\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 U\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 R\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 –\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 D\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 U\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 !!!..<\/p>\n
Y\u00fcksek tu\u011fla bacalarda dumanlar donakald\u0131.
Koptu kay\u0131\u015flar.
Patron, sabotaj var!.
Ko\u015f telefona.
\u0130\u015flemiyor…
Telgraf…
Teller kesilmi\u015f,
makina bombo\u015f…
Ko\u015f!..
Kar\u015f\u0131mda durma, avanak!..
Hangarda ne varsa, \u00fcst\u00fcne atl\u0131yarak,
ko\u015fun \u015fehre…
Sarjant, polismen, asker,
k\u0131rk ikilik, tayyare, tank,
ne bulursan\u0131z,
yeti\u015ftirin…
Birden
bisiklet, motosiklet, otomobil, omnib\u00fcs
tozu dumana katt\u0131lar, duman\u0131 toza…
Fakat
yine birden
ek\u015fi boza…
Ne ileri
ne geri.
Paaaaah!..
F\u0131\u0131\u0131\u0131\u0131ss…
Patlad\u0131 lastikleri…
Ge\u00e7 kald\u0131lar, ge\u00e7!..<\/p>\n
Drran
drrrn
drrran…
Tiki taka frev…
Edildi il\u00e2n
Umum\u00ee grev!!!..<\/p>\n
Kalk\u00fcta grevdedir.
Benerci evdedir,
s\u0131rt\u00fcst\u00fc yat\u0131yor yatakta…
Ge\u00e7iyor hayk\u0131r\u0131\u015fmalarla kap\u0131s\u0131n\u0131n \u00f6n\u00fcnden
tek ba\u015fl\u0131, tek y\u00fcrekli, milyon ayakl\u0131 Kalk\u00fcta…<\/p>\n
Onlar, hep beraber grevdedir…
O, yapayaln\u0131z evdedir.
Yapayaln\u0131z…
Tavan, kap\u0131 ve duvar…
Onu kavgaya \u00e7a\u011f\u0131rmad\u0131lar.
G\u00fcnlerdir ki, onu g\u00f6rd\u00fck\u00e7e arkada\u015flar\u0131
\u00e7evriliyor ba\u015flar\u0131…<\/p>\n
Benerci yatakta
Kalk\u00fcta ayakta.
Benerci g\u00f6rmeden g\u00f6r\u00fcyor yatt\u0131\u011f\u0131 yerden
y\u00fcr\u00fcyen Kalk\u00fcta’y\u0131:<\/p>\n
\u00abAd\u0131m
Ad\u0131m.
Ad\u0131m\u00a0\u00a0 lar
ad\u0131m\u00a0\u00a0 lar\u0131…
Kal\u00a0\u00a0 d\u0131r\u0131m
kal\u00a0\u00a0 d\u0131r\u0131m.
Kal\u00a0\u00a0 d\u0131r\u0131m\u00a0\u00a0 lar
kal\u00a0\u00a0 d\u0131r\u0131m\u00a0\u00a0 lar\u0131…
Cad\u00a0\u00a0 de…
Cad\u00a0\u00a0 deler…
Kalabal\u0131k…
Ka\u00a0\u00a0 la\u00a0\u00a0 ba\u00a0\u00a0 l\u0131k
itiyor
iki
yana
apar\u00a0\u00a0 t\u0131man\u00a0\u00a0 lar\u0131…
Behey tram\u00a0\u00a0 vay!..
\u00e7i\u011fneneceksin:
sa\u011fa sola sap…
Ge\u00e7it yok.
Rap
rappp
rappp!!!!!
Ve…
Va…
Vey…
Yol a\u00e7\u0131n kamyonlara
amele \u00e7ocuklar\u0131
babalar\u0131n\u0131 ge\u00e7iyor..\u00bb<\/p>\n
Hayk\u0131raraktan
Benerci f\u0131rlad\u0131 yataktan.
\u015eimdi sokaktan
tek bir insan sesi y\u00fckseliyordu…
Benerci ko\u015ftu pencereye:
A\u015fada sokak
kalabal\u0131k.
Yukarda masmavi bir hava
A\u015fada bir kamyonun \u00fcst\u00fcnden
kalabal\u0131\u011fa
S\u00f6z s\u00f6yl\u00fcyor en yak\u0131n arkada\u015f\u0131 SOMADEVA:*
\u00ab\u00a0 Arkada\u015flar!
Aylard\u0131r ki anam\u0131z avrad\u0131m\u0131z
uzun a\u00e7 di\u015fleriyle di\u015flediler
kendi memelerini.
Arkada\u015flar…
\u00c7\u0131plak a\u00e7 karn\u0131n\u0131 kur\u015funlara vermek,
k\u0131vranarak gebermek…
. . . .\u00a0 Tek\u00a0 . . . .
. . . . . . . . . .\u00a0 Vaar?
Hay\u0131r!.
Ar . . . . . . . lar . . . . . .<\/p>\n
(*) SOMADEVA, Benerci’nin en yak\u0131n arkada\u015f\u0131 olup, uzun bir m\u00fcddetten beri Kalk\u00fcta’da bulunmuyordu. Binaenaleyh, b\u00f6yle bir zamanda onun sesini duyup kendisini g\u00f6rmek, elbette ki, Benerci’yi sevin\u00e7li bir hayrete d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcrecektir.\u00a0\u00a0 N.H.<\/p>\n
\u00d6n\u00fcm\u00fczde onlar
kal\u0131n enselerini k\u0131r\u0131p
boynuzlar\u0131n\u0131 saplay\u0131nca topra\u011fa…
. . . . .\u00a0 a\u011fa….
Biz….
. . . . . . .\u00a0 mizi!.
Patiska bir g\u00f6mlek
gibi y\u0131rtarak
etimizi
kanl\u0131 kemiklerimizle
. . . . . . . . ca\u011f\u0131z . ! ! . .
O zaman g\u00fclleri kokl\u0131yaca\u011f\u0131z.
O zaman
tabiat
g\u00fczel bir a\u011f\u0131z
gibi kar\u015f\u0131m\u0131zda g\u00fcl\u00fcmsiyecek…\u00bb<\/p>\n
Benerci\u00a0\u00a0 art\u0131k\u00a0\u00a0 kendini\u00a0\u00a0 tutamad\u0131.\u00a0\u00a0 Pencereden\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u00fc\u00e7\u00a0\u00a0 defa:\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 S O M A D E V A..\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 S O M A D E V A..\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 S O M A D E V A..\u00a0 diye hayk\u0131rd\u0131. Bu hayk\u0131r\u0131\u015f o kadar kuvvetli idi ki, S O M A D E V A\u00a0 sustu. Birdenbire esen r\u00fczg\u00e2rla bulutlar\u0131 da\u011f\u0131lan bir yaz sa\u011fana\u011f\u0131 gibi sokaktaki kalabal\u0131\u011f\u0131n u\u011fultusu kesildi. \u0130nsanlar, ba\u015flar\u0131n\u0131 enselerinin \u00fcst\u00fcne yat\u0131rarak, dikine mustatil apart\u0131man\u0131n yedinci kat\u0131ndaki perdesiz pencereye bakt\u0131lar. Ve orada, cam\u0131n arkas\u0131nda, Benerci’nin sar\u0131 y\u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc g\u00f6rd\u00fcler.
S O M A D E V A, Benerci’yi tan\u0131d\u0131. Kollar\u0131 ona do\u011fru uzan\u0131r gibi oldu. Bu hareketi, yaln\u0131z yukardan Benerci ve kendi i\u00e7inin i\u00e7inden\u00a0 S O M A D E V A\u00a0 g\u00f6rd\u00fc. Ba\u015fka hi\u00e7bir g\u00f6z, uzanmak, kucaklamak istiyen kollar\u0131n hasretini g\u00f6remedi.
Yukardan, yine Benerci, \u00fc\u00e7 defa ba\u011f\u0131rd\u0131:
S O M A D E V A..\u00a0 S O M A D E V A..\u00a0 S O M A D E V A…
A\u015fada\u00a0 S O M A D E V A,\u00a0 kamyonun etraf\u0131na toplananlara:
Bana bir ta\u015f veriniz, dedi.
Ta\u015f\u0131 verdiler. Ve en eski g\u00fcnlerin en yak\u0131n arkada\u015f\u0131:
Bu adam nefsini kurtarmak i\u00e7in yolda\u015flar\u0131n\u0131 satm\u0131\u015ft\u0131r. Benerci m\u00fcstevlilerin casusu olmu\u015ftur. En yak\u0131nlar\u0131n\u0131n kellesini satmasayd\u0131, bunu yapmasayd\u0131, onun kahrolas\u0131 ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 omuzlar\u0131n\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcnde b\u0131rakmazlard\u0131, dedi. Ve sa\u011f kolunun b\u00fct\u00fcn kuvvetiyle, yedinci kattaki perdesiz pencereden bakan sapsar\u0131 insan\u0131n y\u00fcz\u00fcne, ta\u015f\u0131 att\u0131…
SOMADEVA’n\u0131n ta\u015f\u0131, BENERC\u0130’nin aln\u0131na geldi. Benerci dimdik durdu. \u0130ki ka\u015f\u0131n\u0131n aras\u0131ndan s\u0131zan kan, \u00e7enesinden g\u00f6\u011fs\u00fcne akt\u0131…
Ve Benerci’nin ba\u015f\u0131 benim, ben N\u00e2z\u0131m Hikmet’in dizlerine d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnceye kadar, en b\u00fcy\u00fck, en iyi, en sevgili, kahreden ve yaratan KALK\u00dcTA, onu ta\u015flad\u0131.
Bayg\u0131n \u00e7ocu\u011fumu, yata\u011f\u0131na yat\u0131rd\u0131m. Camlar\u0131 par\u00e7alanm\u0131\u015f, pervazlar\u0131 kanl\u0131 pencereye \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131m. Aras\u0131ra arkas\u0131na d\u00f6n\u00fcp bakarak uzakla\u015fan kalabal\u0131\u011f\u0131n pe\u015finden \u015fu suretle feryada ba\u015flad\u0131m:
Benerci benim o\u011flum…
Ben onun y\u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc
g\u00f6rebilmek i\u00e7in
ka\u00e7 kerre gecemi g\u00fcnd\u00fcz\u00fcm\u00fc
on birlik t\u00fct\u00fcne satarak
dumandan bir adam gibi dikilip durmu\u015fum…
Benerci benim o\u011flum,
ben onu
uykusuz gecelerin
ellerine do\u011furmu\u015fum…<\/p>\n
Benerci sizi satmad\u0131.
Benerci g\u00fcnlerdir yemek yemiyor,
gecelerdir yatmad\u0131.
O yatm\u0131yor, ben yatabilir miyim?
Benerci sizi satmad\u0131,
sizi ben satabilir miyim?
Benerci benim o\u011flum.
Onu ben
kellemden, etimden, iskeletimden
sizin i\u00e7in do\u011furdum…<\/p>\n
Dostlar!
\u0130\u00e7inizden bir \u00e7\u0131ban gibi \u015f\u00fcphenizi yolunuz.
Benerci sizin o\u011flunuz,
benim o\u011flum…<\/p>\n
Fakat, kalabal\u0131k, benim sesimi bile i\u015fitmeden ilerledi, kayboldu. O zaman, h\u00e2l\u00e2 bayg\u0131n yatan \u00e7ocu\u011fuma d\u00f6nd\u00fcm, dedim ki:<\/p>\n
Dostlar dinlemedi beni Benerci.
Benerci o\u011flum, k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fcc\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm, b\u00fcy\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm,
ba\u015f\u0131nda dola\u015fan bu mel’un d\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm
\u00e7\u00f6z\u00fclene kadar…
bizim ah! deme\u011fe hakk\u0131m\u0131z yok,
Onlar\u0131n ta\u015flama\u011fa hakk\u0131 var…<\/p>\n
IV<\/p>\n
KALK\u00dcTA’DA B\u0130R POL\u0130S KARAKOLUNUN
Y\u00dcKSEK DUVARLARININ D\u0130B\u0130<\/p>\n
G\u00f6k g\u00fcrler. Vakit ak\u015fam \u00fczeri. \u00dc\u00e7 polis karakolun duvarlar\u0131 dibinde bulu\u015fur.<\/p>\n
B\u0130R\u0130NC\u0130 POL\u0130S\u00a0\u00a0 Nereye gitmi\u015ftin?
\u0130K\u0130NC\u0130 POL\u0130S\u00a0\u00a0 Domuz bo\u011fazlamaya…
\u00dc\u00c7\u00dcNC\u00dc POL\u0130S\u00a0\u00a0 Sen nerdeydin?
B\u0130R\u0130NC\u0130 POL\u0130S\u00a0\u00a0 K\u00f6pr\u00fcn\u00fcn \u00fcst\u00fcnde
bir Hintli kar\u0131 g\u00f6rd\u00fcm demin.
Kuca\u011f\u0131nda kertenkele suratl\u0131 bir \u00e7ocuk vard\u0131.
\u00c7ocuk beni g\u00f6r\u00fcnce ba\u015flad\u0131 a\u011flamaya
a\u011flamaya
a\u011flamaya…
Kar\u0131ya:
Sustur \u015fu pi\u00e7i,
Britanya polisine selam versin,
dedim.
Selam vermezse, kuyruksuz bir fare gibi
gebersin
dedim.
Ne sustu, ne selam verdi kara kurba\u011fa yavrusu.
Ak\u0131yordu su…
Akar suya f\u0131rlatt\u0131m bu z\u0131rlayan \u015feytan pi\u00e7ini.
Anas\u0131 y\u00fcz\u00fcme bak\u0131p
kara bir u\u00e7urum gibi \u00e7ekti i\u00e7ini.
Dokundu rikkatime
bu i\u00e7 \u00e7eki\u015f.
Madrasl\u0131 bir ihtiyar:
\u00abAzab\u0131 azapla tedavi edin…\u00bb
demi\u015f.
Getirdim karakola kocakar\u0131y\u0131.
Sar\u0131 s\u0131rt\u0131ndan k\u0131z\u0131l kan s\u0131zd\u0131r\u0131p
\u00e7ekece\u011fim i\u00e7inden a\u011fr\u0131y\u0131…
\u0130K\u0130NC\u0130 POL\u0130S\u00a0\u00a0 Sana bu i\u015fte yard\u0131m i\u00e7in
kocakar\u0131y\u0131 eski bir hal\u0131 gibi
ayaklar\u0131na serece\u011fim.
B\u0130R\u0130NC\u0130 POL\u0130S\u00a0\u00a0 L\u00fctufk\u00e2rs\u0131n…
\u00dc\u00c7\u00dcNC\u00dc POL\u0130S\u00a0\u00a0 Ben de sana:
Bengale ormanlar\u0131nda avlanm\u0131\u015f bir filin
kopar\u0131lm\u0131\u015f erkekli\u011finden
bir kam\u00e7\u0131 verece\u011fim…
B\u0130R\u0130NC\u0130 POL\u0130S\u00a0\u00a0 Ba\u015fka bir \u015fey istemez…
Malumdur bana azab\u0131 \u0131sd\u0131rap,
ezberimdedir tekmil
kitab\u0131 \u0131st\u0131rap.
Mesel\u00e2:
Uykulara k\u00e2bus gibi \u00e7\u00f6kebilirim,
t\u0131rnak s\u00f6kebilirim,
kulaklar\u0131n i\u00e7ine kur\u015fun d\u00f6kebilirim.
Ellerin derisini eldiven gibi soymak,
koltuk alt\u0131na kaynar sudan yeni \u00e7\u0131km\u0131\u015f
hindi yumurtas\u0131 koymak,
sirke damlatarak g\u00f6zleri oymak,
domuz topu \u0131tlak olunan us\u00fbl,
velhas\u0131l daha bin bir us\u00fblle gayeye vus\u00fbl
m\u00fcmk\u00fcnd\u00fcr bence…
Bak\u0131n\u0131z, bende ne var?
3. VE 2. POL\u0130S\u00a0\u00a0 G\u00f6ster bize
g\u00f6ster bize!!
B\u0130R\u0130NC\u0130 POL\u0130S\u00a0\u00a0 Grevde yakalanan
Hintlilerden birinin
taze kesilmi\u015f ba\u015fparma\u011f\u0131…
Kesildikten sonra yar\u0131m santim uzad\u0131 t\u0131rna\u011f\u0131…
3. VE 2. POL\u0130S\u00a0\u00a0 Haydi i\u00e7eri gidelim,
uzayan t\u0131rna\u011f\u0131 seyredelim…<\/p>\n
Polisler karakoldan i\u00e7eri girerler. Bir m\u00fcddet sahne bo\u015f kal\u0131r. Benerci gelir.
Ya\u011fmur ya\u011fmaya ba\u015flar… Benerci, belini karakolun duvar\u0131na dayayarak \u00e7\u00f6melir.
Karakolun duvar\u0131ndan insan \u00e7\u0131\u011fl\u0131klar\u0131 gelmektedir. Ve ya\u011fmurun i\u00e7inden uzun bir \u015fehrin u\u011fultusu i\u015fitilmektedir.
Karakolun duvar\u0131ndan gelen insan \u00e7\u0131\u011fl\u0131klar\u0131: Kalk\u00fcta grevcilerine aittir.
Ya\u011fmurun i\u00e7inden u\u011fultusu i\u015fitilen \u015fehir: Kalk\u00fcta’d\u0131r.
Ya\u011fmur… Alaca karanl\u0131k… Ak\u015fam sular\u0131…
Kalk\u00fcta grevi ma\u011fl\u00fbp olmu\u015ftur.
Somadeva yakalanm\u0131\u015ft\u0131r. Ve Benerci’nin, duvar\u0131 dibine \u00e7\u00f6meldi\u011fi karakolda, Somadeva’n\u0131n omuzba\u015flar\u0131 dilim dilim yar\u0131larak kan\u0131yor.
Ya\u011fmur… Karanl\u0131k… Gece iyiden iyiye indi.
Benerci’nin sa\u00e7lar\u0131, omuzlar\u0131, dizkapaklar\u0131 s\u0131r\u0131ls\u0131klam oldu. Arkada\u015flar\u0131n\u0131n att\u0131\u011f\u0131 ta\u015flarla aln\u0131nda a\u00e7\u0131lan yaray\u0131 kapayan sarg\u0131 \u0131sland\u0131, yap\u0131\u015ft\u0131…
Arkada\u015flar i\u00e7erdedir.
Benerci yine d\u0131\u015farda…
Kara g\u00f6mlekli bir \u0130talyan fa\u015fistinin bile, o\u011flumun \u00e7ekti\u011fi azab\u0131 duymas\u0131n\u0131 istemem…<\/p>\n
Naz\u0131m Hikmet RAN<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
B\u0130R\u0130NC\u0130 KISIM \u00a0 B\u0130R\u0130NC\u0130 BAP \u00a0 B\u0130R GEN\u00c7 ADAMA… HAK\u00ceM HERAKL\u0130T’E… YILDIZLARA VE A\u015eKA DA\u0130RD\u0130R… I \u015eehir uzakta.Gen\u00e7 adam ayakta.Ak\u0131yor \u015fehirden ge\u00e7en nehirgen\u00e7 adam\u0131n ayaklar\u0131 dibinden.Gen\u00e7 adam piposunu \u00e7\u0131kar\u0131yor cebinden aran\u0131yor kibriti.Bak\u0131yor akar suya d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcyor Heraklit’i,d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcyor b\u00fcy\u00fck hak\u00eem Heraklit’i gen\u00e7 adam…Kim bilir belki b\u00f6yle bir ak\u015fam,b\u00f6yle bir ak\u015fam, Heraklit aln\u0131n\u0131 ye\u015fil g\u00f6zl\u00fc zeytinliklerde akan suya […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[59],"tags":[],"class_list":{"0":"post-6343","1":"post","2":"type-post","3":"status-publish","4":"format-standard","6":"category-nazim-hikmet-ran"},"yoast_head":"\n