\u00a0<\/p>\n
Markov’un iddias\u0131na g\u00f6re
ruhunu b\u0131\u00e7aklamaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131yormu\u015fum
ama ben onun kar\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 tercih ederdim.<\/p>\n
ayaklar\u0131m\u0131 kahve masas\u0131n\u0131n \u00fczerine koyar\u0131m
ve o da der ki,
ayaklar\u0131n\u0131 kahve masas\u0131n\u0131n \u00fczerine koymana
pek ald\u0131rm\u0131yorum
ama bacaklar\u0131 sallan\u0131yor
her an zavall\u0131 \u015fey
par\u00e7alara ayr\u0131labilir.<\/p>\n
ayaklar\u0131m\u0131 masadan \u00e7ekmem
ama hala onun kar\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 tercih ederim.<\/p>\n
Markov der ki, bir hendek kaz\u0131c\u0131s\u0131n\u0131
e\u011flendirmeyi tercih ederdim veya bir
gazete sat\u0131c\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc bu insanlar
hi\u00e7 olmazsa nezaket kurallar\u0131na uyacak kadar nazik olurlar
Rimbaud ile fare zehiri aras\u0131ndaki
fark\u0131 bilmeseler de.<\/p>\n
bo\u015f bira tenekem
yere yuvarlan\u0131r.
‘\u00f6lmem gerekmesi hi\u00e7 mi hi\u00e7
can\u0131m\u0131 s\u0131km\u0131yor, ‘ der Markov,
‘bu oyundaki rol\u00fcm ya\u015fayabildi\u011fim
kadar iyi ya\u015famam gerekti\u011fidir.’<\/p>\n
yan\u0131mdan ge\u00e7erken kar\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 yakalar\u0131m
elindeki bira g\u00f6be\u011fime yaslan\u0131r,
dizleri ve g\u00f6\u011f\u00fcsleri \u00e7ok g\u00fczeldir
ve onu \u00f6perim.<\/p>\n
‘ya\u015fl\u0131 olmak pek o kadar k\u00f6t\u00fc de\u011fil, ‘ der,
ortal\u0131\u011fa bir sakinlik \u00e7\u00f6ker ama
\u00f6nemli olan \u015fudur:
Sakinlikle \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fc birbirinden ayr\u0131 tutmak i\u00e7in:
asla ya\u015fl\u0131 oldu\u011fun i\u00e7in gen\u00e7li\u011fe
a\u015fa\u011f\u0131lay\u0131c\u0131 bir \u015fekilde bakma,
tecr\u00fcbeli oldu\u011fun i\u00e7in ya\u015fl\u0131l\u0131\u011fa
asla bilgelik olarak bakma. bir
insan hem ahmak hem de ya\u015fl\u0131 olabilir —
b\u00f6yle bir\u00e7ok insan vard\u0131r, bir insan
hem gen\u00e7 hem de bilge olabilir —
\u00e7ok az insan b\u00f6yledir. bir insan —<\/p>\n
Tanr\u0131 a\u015fk\u0131 i\u00e7in diye figan ettim,
‘kes sesini! ‘
gidip bastonunu ald\u0131 ve
d\u0131\u015far\u0131 \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131.<\/p>\n
‘onun hislerini incittin’ dedi kar\u0131s\u0131
‘senin b\u00fcy\u00fck bir \u015fair oldu\u011funu san\u0131yor.’<\/p>\n
‘bana g\u00f6re o fazla kurnaz’ dedim
‘biraz fazla bilge.’<\/p>\n
g\u00f6\u011f\u00fcslerinden birini d\u0131\u015far\u0131 \u00e7\u0131kartt\u0131m
kokun\u00e7 b\u00fcy\u00fck
g\u00fczel
bir\u015feydi.<\/p>\n
Charles BUKOWSK\u0130<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
\u00a0 Markov’un iddias\u0131na g\u00f6reruhunu b\u0131\u00e7aklamaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131yormu\u015fumama ben onun kar\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 tercih ederdim. ayaklar\u0131m\u0131 kahve masas\u0131n\u0131n \u00fczerine koyar\u0131mve o da der ki,ayaklar\u0131n\u0131 kahve masas\u0131n\u0131n \u00fczerine koymanapek ald\u0131rm\u0131yorumama bacaklar\u0131 sallan\u0131yorher an zavall\u0131 \u015feypar\u00e7alara ayr\u0131labilir. ayaklar\u0131m\u0131 masadan \u00e7ekmemama hala onun kar\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 tercih ederim. Markov der ki, bir hendek kaz\u0131c\u0131s\u0131n\u0131e\u011flendirmeyi tercih ederdim veya birgazete sat\u0131c\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc bu insanlarhi\u00e7 olmazsa nezaket […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[132],"tags":[],"class_list":{"0":"post-6620","1":"post","2":"type-post","3":"status-publish","4":"format-standard","6":"category-charles-bukowski"},"yoast_head":"\n