\u00a0<\/p>\n
ve g\u00fcne\u015f merhamet buyuruyor
ama fazla y\u00fckse\u011fe ta\u015f\u0131nm\u0131\u015f bir me\u015fale misali,
boydan boya k\u0131rba\u00e7lar g\u00f6r\u00fcnt\u00fcs\u00fcn\u00fc jetler
kurba\u011fa gibi z\u0131plar f\u00fczeler,
\u00e7ocuklar haritalar\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7\u0131kar\u0131r
i\u011fnedenli\u011fe \u00e7evirir ay\u0131,
eski \u00e7\u00fcr\u00fck peynir,
orda hayat yok
ama d\u00fcnyada fazlas\u0131yla;
y\u0131kanmam\u0131\u015f Hintli \u00e7ocuklar\u0131m\u0131z
bacak bacak \u00fcst\u00fcne at\u0131p fl\u00fct \u00e7alarak,
g\u00f6bekleri i\u00e7e \u00e7\u00f6km\u00fc\u015f, a\u00e7l\u0131ktan \u00f6l\u00fcrken,
a\u00e7l\u0131k kokan havada y\u0131lanlar\u0131n
\u015fuh kad\u0131nlar misali k\u0131v\u0131rt\u0131\u015f\u0131n\u0131 izleyerek;
f\u00fczeler z\u0131plar,
avc\u0131lar\u0131 ve s\u00fcr\u00fcy\u00fc geride b\u0131rak\u0131rken
yabani tav\u015fanlar gibi z\u0131plar
g\u00fcn\u00fc ge\u00e7mi\u015f kur\u015funlar\u0131n yerine;
\u00c7inliler hala ye\u015fim i\u015flerler,
sessizce a\u00e7l\u0131klar\u0131na pirin\u00e7 t\u0131karak,
bir a\u00e7l\u0131k ki bin ya\u015f\u0131nda,
ate\u015f ve t\u00fcrk\u00fcyle ilerler \u00e7amurlu nehirleri,
istemsiz beklemenin s\u00fcr\u00fcklenen
direkleri iter mavnalar\u0131
y\u00fczen evleri;
T\u00fcrkiye’de kilimlerinin \u00fcst\u00fcnde
k\u0131bleye d\u00f6n\u00fcp
sigara i\u00e7erek g\u00fclen
ve parmaklar\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6zlerine sokup k\u00f6r eden
mor bir tanr\u0131ya dua okurlar,
tanr\u0131lar b\u00f6yle i\u015fte, yaparlar;
ama f\u00fczeler haz\u0131rlar: her nedense
de\u011fersizdir art\u0131k bar\u0131\u015f,
k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck bir g\u00f6ldeki nil\u00fcfer yapra\u011f\u0131
misali s\u00fcr\u00fcklenir delilik, hissiz daireler \u00e7izerek;
k\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 ye\u015fil ve sar\u0131lar\u0131na bat\u0131r\u0131p
resim yapar ressamlar,
\u015fairler uyaklara d\u00f6ker yaln\u0131zl\u0131klar\u0131n\u0131,
m\u00fczisyenler her zamanki gibi a\u00e7t\u0131r
ve romanc\u0131lar ka\u00e7\u0131r\u0131r meselenin \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc,
ama pelikan ka\u00e7\u0131rmaz, mart\u0131 ka\u00e7\u0131rmaz;
pelikanlar dal\u0131p dal\u0131p y\u00fckselir
\u015fok ge\u00e7iren yar\u0131 \u00f6l\u00fc radyoaktif bal\u0131klar\u0131
gagalar\u0131nda sallayarak;
evet, ger\u00e7ekten de
s\u00fcm\u00fckle y\u0131kar kayalar\u0131 sular;
ve Wall Street’te
anahtar\u0131n\u0131 arayan bir sarho\u015f gibi sendeler borsa;
ah, i\u015fte bu s\u0131k\u0131 bir \u015fey olacak, allah\u0131n izniyle
tekrar y\u0131lana g\u00f6t\u00fcrecek bizi, deniz b\u00f6ce\u011fine,
ya da \u015fansl\u0131ysak e\u011fer,
katalizi uzun di\u015fli fosil kaplana g\u00f6t\u00fcrecek,
maden \u00e7ukurunun i\u00e7inde
k\u0131r\u0131k kask, cihaz ve cam par\u00e7alar\u0131n\u0131n \u00fczerinde
resim \u00e7iziktiren kanatl\u0131 maymuna g\u00f6t\u00fcrecek;
\u00e7at\u0131rdayarak girer \u015fim\u015fek
pencereden i\u00e7eri ve bir milyon odada
a\u015f\u0131klar yatar kenetlenmi\u015f, yitik
ve bar\u0131\u015f gibi hastal\u0131kl\u0131;
k\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 ve turunca \u00e7almaya devam eder g\u00f6ky\u00fcz\u00fc
ressamlar i\u00e7in -ve a\u015f\u0131klar i\u00e7in,
her daim a\u00e7t\u0131klar\u0131 gibi a\u00e7ar \u00e7i\u00e7ekler
a\u00e7ar ama \u00fczerlerinde
f\u00fcze yak\u0131tlar\u0131n\u0131n ve mantarlar\u0131n,
zehirli mantarlar\u0131n ince tozu var; zaman k\u00f6t\u00fc,
bulant\u0131l\u0131 bir zaman -perde,
III.sahne, sadece ayakta yer var,
SATILDI, SATILDI, SATILDI yine,
tanr\u0131 taraf\u0131ndan, birileri ya da bir\u015feyler,
f\u00fczeler generaller ve liderler taraf\u0131ndan,
\u015fairler doktorlar komedyenler
sabun ve bisk\u00fci \u00fcreticileri
ve iki y\u00fczl\u00fc seyyar sat\u0131c\u0131lar taraf\u0131ndan
kendilerine \u00f6zg\u00fc ustal\u0131klar\u0131yla sat\u0131ld\u0131;
\u015fimdi k\u00f6m\u00fcr ya\u011f\u0131 tabakas\u0131yla kirletilmi\u015f
tarlalar\u0131 g\u00f6rebiliyorum, bir-iki salyangoz,
safra, yanarda\u011f ta\u015f\u0131, s\u0131\u011f sularda
bir-\u00fc\u00e7 bal\u0131k, kayna\u011f\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n
ve g\u00f6zlerimizin yergisi…
daha \u00f6nce hi\u00e7 olmu\u015f muydu bu?
kendini kuyru\u011fundan yakalayan
bir daire mi tarih,
bir r\u00fcya, bir kabus mu,
bir generalin hayali, bir ba\u015fkan\u0131n,
bir diktat\u00f6r\u00fcn hayali mi yoksa…
uyanamaz m\u0131y\u0131z?
yoksa ya\u015fam\u0131n g\u00fc\u00e7leri daha m\u0131 y\u00fcce bizden?
uyanamaz m\u0131y\u0131z? sevgili dostlar,
uykumuzda m\u0131 \u00f6lmeliyiz sonsuza dek?<\/p>\n
Charles BUKOWSK\u0130<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
\u00a0 ve g\u00fcne\u015f merhamet buyuruyorama fazla y\u00fckse\u011fe ta\u015f\u0131nm\u0131\u015f bir me\u015fale misali,boydan boya k\u0131rba\u00e7lar g\u00f6r\u00fcnt\u00fcs\u00fcn\u00fc jetlerkurba\u011fa gibi z\u0131plar f\u00fczeler,\u00e7ocuklar haritalar\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7\u0131kar\u0131ri\u011fnedenli\u011fe \u00e7evirir ay\u0131,eski \u00e7\u00fcr\u00fck peynir,orda hayat yokama d\u00fcnyada fazlas\u0131yla;y\u0131kanmam\u0131\u015f Hintli \u00e7ocuklar\u0131m\u0131zbacak bacak \u00fcst\u00fcne at\u0131p fl\u00fct \u00e7alarak,g\u00f6bekleri i\u00e7e \u00e7\u00f6km\u00fc\u015f, a\u00e7l\u0131ktan \u00f6l\u00fcrken,a\u00e7l\u0131k kokan havada y\u0131lanlar\u0131n\u015fuh kad\u0131nlar misali k\u0131v\u0131rt\u0131\u015f\u0131n\u0131 izleyerek;f\u00fczeler z\u0131plar,avc\u0131lar\u0131 ve s\u00fcr\u00fcy\u00fc geride b\u0131rak\u0131rkenyabani tav\u015fanlar gibi z\u0131plarg\u00fcn\u00fc ge\u00e7mi\u015f […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[132],"tags":[],"class_list":{"0":"post-6625","1":"post","2":"type-post","3":"status-publish","4":"format-standard","6":"category-charles-bukowski"},"yoast_head":"\n