{"id":6627,"date":"2011-06-09T15:14:50","date_gmt":"2011-06-09T12:14:50","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/localhost\/wordpress\/2011\/06\/09\/intiharci-cocugun-son-gunleri\/"},"modified":"2011-06-09T15:14:50","modified_gmt":"2011-06-09T12:14:50","slug":"intiharci-cocugun-son-gunleri","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/narteks.net\/index.php\/2011\/06\/09\/intiharci-cocugun-son-gunleri\/","title":{"rendered":"\u0130NT\u0130HARCI \u00c7OCU\u011eUN SON G\u00dcNLER\u0130"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>\u00a0<\/p>\n<p>Kendimi g\u00f6rebiliyorum \u015fimdiden<br \/>b\u00fct\u00fcn o intihar g\u00fcnlerinden gecelerinden sonra<br \/>can\u0131 s\u0131kk\u0131n, tapon bir hem\u015firenin elinde<br \/>(o da ancak \u015fans\u0131m yaver gider, ancak \u00fcnlenebilirsem)<br \/>o kupkuru huzur evlerinin birinden ta\u015f\u0131n\u0131rken&#8230;<br \/>tekerlekli iskemlemde dik dik oturur&#8230;<br \/>g\u00f6zlerim kafatas\u0131m\u0131n karanl\u0131\u011f\u0131na kaym\u0131\u015f, neredeyse k\u00f6r,<br \/>azrailin g\u00f6sterece\u011fi merhameti beklerken&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;Ne g\u00fczel g\u00fcn de\u011fil mi Bay Bukowski? &#8216;<br \/>&#8216;Yaa, evet \u00f6yle&#8230;&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>\u00e7ocuklar ge\u00e7er gider, ben yokum bile<br \/>tatl\u0131 kad\u0131nlar ge\u00e7er gider<br \/>kocaman k\u0131zg\u0131n belleriyle<br \/>s\u0131ms\u0131cak kal\u00e7alar\u0131yla ta\u015f gibi k\u0131zg\u0131n heryerleriyle<br \/>sevilmek i\u00e7in yalvara yakara<br \/>ge\u00e7er gider kad\u0131nlar, ben\u2014<br \/>yokumdur bense.<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;Bu \u00fc\u00e7 g\u00fcnd\u00fcr \u00e7\u0131kan ilk g\u00fcne\u015f Bay Bukowski&#8217;<br \/>&#8216;Yaa, evet, \u00f6yle&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>\u0130\u015fte oturuyorumdur tekerlekli iskemlemde<br \/>bu k\u00e2\u011f\u0131ttan daha beyaz,<br \/>kan\u0131 \u00e7ekilmi\u015f,<br \/>beyni gitmi\u015f, kumar\u0131 kesik, ben, Bukowski<br \/>bitmi\u015f, gitmi\u015f&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;Ne g\u00fczel g\u00fcn de\u011fil mi Bay Bukowski? &#8216;<\/p>\n<p>&#8216;Yaa, evet, \u00f6yle&#8230;&#8217; derim, pijamalar\u0131ma i\u015ferken<br \/>salyalar akar a\u011fz\u0131mdan.<\/p>\n<p>\u0130ki \u00f6\u011frenci ko\u015farak ge\u00e7er gider.<br \/>&#8216;Hey, g\u00f6rd\u00fcn m\u00fc \u015fu moru\u011fu? &#8216;<br \/>&#8216;Yaa evet, midemi kald\u0131rd\u0131 valla! &#8216;<\/p>\n<p>b\u00fct\u00fcn o intihar tehditlerinden sonra<br \/>ba\u015fka biri intihar etti<br \/>sonunda yerime&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>hem\u015fire tekerlekli iskemleyi durdurup bir g\u00fcl kopar\u0131r<br \/>verir elime.<\/p>\n<p>anlamam<br \/>ne oldu\u011funu bile. Bilmemnem olsa farketmez<br \/>neye yaray\u0131p neye yaramad\u0131\u011f\u0131na bak\u0131nca.<\/p>\n<p>Charles BUKOWSK\u0130<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>\u00a0 Kendimi g\u00f6rebiliyorum \u015fimdidenb\u00fct\u00fcn o intihar g\u00fcnlerinden gecelerinden sonracan\u0131 s\u0131kk\u0131n, tapon bir hem\u015firenin elinde(o da ancak \u015fans\u0131m yaver gider, ancak \u00fcnlenebilirsem)o kupkuru huzur evlerinin birinden ta\u015f\u0131n\u0131rken&#8230;tekerlekli iskemlemde dik dik oturur&#8230;g\u00f6zlerim kafatas\u0131m\u0131n karanl\u0131\u011f\u0131na kaym\u0131\u015f, neredeyse k\u00f6r,azrailin g\u00f6sterece\u011fi merhameti beklerken&#8230; &#8216;Ne g\u00fczel g\u00fcn de\u011fil mi Bay Bukowski? &#8216;&#8216;Yaa, evet \u00f6yle&#8230;&#8217; \u00e7ocuklar ge\u00e7er gider, ben yokum biletatl\u0131 kad\u0131nlar [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[132],"tags":[],"class_list":{"0":"post-6627","1":"post","2":"type-post","3":"status-publish","4":"format-standard","6":"category-charles-bukowski"},"yoast_head":"<!-- This site is optimized with the Yoast SEO Premium plugin v24.9 (Yoast SEO v24.9) - 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