\u00a0<\/p>\n
yeniden patlarken r\u00fczgar denizden
toprak isyan ve kaosla lekelenirken
dikkatli kullan se\u00e7enek k\u0131l\u0131c\u0131n\u0131
unutma
5 y\u00fczy\u0131l
veya 20 sene \u00f6nce bile
asil denebilecek \u015feyler
\u015fimdilerde daha ziyade
bo\u015fa harcanm\u0131\u015f eylem oluyor
bir kez ya\u015fan\u0131yor ya\u015fam,
oysa bir dolu \u015fans\u0131 var tarihin
insanlar\u0131n aptall\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 kan\u0131tlayabilece\u011fi
\u00f6yleyse dikkatli ol derim
asil g\u00f6r\u00fcnen herhangi bir
ideal
niyet
ya da eylem konusunda
bu \u00fclkeden yana ol ya da a\u015fktan
veya sanattan, sak\u0131n kap\u0131lma an\u0131n yak\u0131nl\u0131\u011f\u0131na
yada kopar\u0131lm\u0131\u015f \u00e7\u0131\u00e7ek gibi kuruyacak bir
g\u00fczelli\u011fe
ya da devlete;
a\u015fk, evet, ama evlilik g\u00f6revi gibi de\u011fil, ve g\u00f6z\u00fcn a\u00e7\u0131k olsun
k\u00f6t\u00fc g\u0131da ve a\u015f\u0131r\u0131 \u00e7al\u0131\u015fmaya;
bir \u00fclkede ya\u015faman gerekir, evet,
ne var ki a\u015fk ne kad\u0131n\u0131n d\u00fczenidir
ne de \u00fclkenin;
acele etme, ve i\u00e7 gerekti\u011fince
ki kalabilesin yar\u0131na
\u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc i\u00e7ki, i\u00e7enin yeni
bir ya\u015fama \u015fans\u0131na
ula\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131 bir
ya\u015fam tarz\u0131d\u0131r, dahas\u0131, derim ki
m\u00fcmk\u00fcn oldu\u011funca yaln\u0131z ya\u015fa;
\u00e7ocuk yap yapacaksan
ama b\u00fcy\u00fctme zahmetinden ka\u00e7\u0131nmaya
\u00e7al\u0131\u015f; bedenindeki
yada ruhundaki
can\u0131 almaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015fmad\u0131k\u00e7a d\u00fc\u015fman
sesli yada fiziksel
k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck tart\u0131\u015fmalara girme,
sonrada \u00f6ld\u00fcr gerekiyorsa;
ve \u00f6lmek zaman\u0131 geldi\u011finde
bencil olma;
masrafs\u0131z oldu\u011funu d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn
ve gitti\u011fin
yeri;
ne utan\u00e7 izi olsun ne ba\u015far\u0131s\u0131zl\u0131k
ne de bir
h\u00fcz\u00fcn \u00e7a\u011fr\u0131s\u0131
patlarken r\u00fczgar denizden
ak\u0131p
gider zaman
yumu\u015fak huzurla y\u0131kayarak
kemiklerini
charles hank bukowski<\/p>\n
Charles BUKOWSK\u0130<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
\u00a0 yeniden patlarken r\u00fczgar denizdentoprak isyan ve kaosla lekelenirkendikkatli kullan se\u00e7enek k\u0131l\u0131c\u0131n\u0131unutma5 y\u00fczy\u0131lveya 20 sene \u00f6nce bileasil denebilecek \u015feyler\u015fimdilerde daha ziyadebo\u015fa harcanm\u0131\u015f eylem oluyorbir kez ya\u015fan\u0131yor ya\u015fam,oysa bir dolu \u015fans\u0131 var tarihininsanlar\u0131n aptall\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 kan\u0131tlayabilece\u011fi\u00f6yleyse dikkatli ol derimasil g\u00f6r\u00fcnen herhangi biridealniyetya da eylem konusundabu \u00fclkeden yana ol ya da a\u015fktanveya sanattan, sak\u0131n kap\u0131lma an\u0131n yak\u0131nl\u0131\u011f\u0131nayada kopar\u0131lm\u0131\u015f […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[132],"tags":[],"class_list":{"0":"post-6639","1":"post","2":"type-post","3":"status-publish","4":"format-standard","6":"category-charles-bukowski"},"yoast_head":"\n