\u00a0<\/p>\n
yemek yerken
dudaklar\u0131
ya\u011f i\u00e7inde kal\u0131rd\u0131
babam\u0131n.<\/p>\n
ve s\u00fcrekli
yeme\u011fin ne kadar
leziz
oldu\u011fundan
herkesin bizim gibi
yiyemedi\u011finden
s\u00f6z ederdi.<\/p>\n
taba\u011f\u0131ndaki son lokmalara
ekme\u011fini banmay\u0131
sever,
zevkten
ufak ufak
inlerdi<\/p>\n
kahvesini
h\u00f6p\u00fcrdeterek
i\u00e7er,
fincan\u0131
masaya
koyup:<\/p>\n
“tatl\u0131 ne var? j\u00f6le mi
yoksa?” derdi.<\/p>\n
annem j\u00f6leyi
b\u00fcy\u00fck bir \u00e7anakta getirir
babam
ka\u015f\u0131klamaya
ba\u015flard\u0131.<\/p>\n
tuhaf sesler \u00e7\u0131kard\u0131 j\u00f6leden,
osuruk sesi gibi.<\/p>\n
ve krem\u015fanti,
j\u00f6lenin \u00fcst\u00fcne boca ederdi.<\/p>\n
“h\u0131 h\u0131m! j\u00f6le ve
krem\u015fanti!”
j\u00f6leyi
emerdi
ka\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan –
r\u00fczgar t\u00fcneline girmi\u015f
gibi ses \u00e7\u0131kard\u0131 ka\u015f\u0131ktan.<\/p>\n
tatl\u0131y\u0131 da haklad\u0131ktan sonra
devasa beyaz bir
pe\u00e7ete ile
silerdi a\u011fz\u0131n\u0131,
sert dairesel hareketlerle,
pe\u00e7ete y\u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fcn tamam\u0131n\u0131
\u00f6rterdi neredeyse.<\/p>\n
ondan sonra
s\u0131ra
Camel
sigaras\u0131ndayd\u0131.<\/p>\n
sigaray\u0131
tahta mutfak kibritlerinden
biri ile yakar,
kibriti s\u00f6nd\u00fcrmeden
k\u00fcll\u00fc\u011fe b\u0131rak\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n
sonra kahveden bir
h\u00f6p\u00fcrt\u00fc, fincan masaya,
Camel’den bir
duman.<\/p>\n
“iyi doyduk, allaha
\u015f\u00fck\u00fcr!”<\/p>\n
birka\u00e7 dakika sonra
odamda
karanl\u0131kta
yata\u011fa uzand\u0131\u011f\u0131mda
yedi\u011fim yemekten ve
g\u00f6rd\u00fcklerimden
midem bulanmaya ba\u015flam\u0131\u015f
olurdu bile.<\/p>\n
tek g\u00fczel
\u015fey
d\u0131\u015farda,
benim ya\u015famad\u0131\u011f\u0131m
bir d\u00fcnyada
\u00f6ten c\u0131rc\u0131r b\u00f6ceklerini
dinlemekti.<\/p>\n
Charles BUKOWSK\u0130<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
\u00a0 yemek yerkendudaklar\u0131ya\u011f i\u00e7inde kal\u0131rd\u0131babam\u0131n. ve s\u00fcrekliyeme\u011fin ne kadarlezizoldu\u011fundanherkesin bizim gibiyiyemedi\u011findens\u00f6z ederdi. taba\u011f\u0131ndaki son lokmalaraekme\u011fini banmay\u0131sever,zevktenufak ufakinlerdi kahvesinih\u00f6p\u00fcrdetereki\u00e7er,fincan\u0131masayakoyup: “tatl\u0131 ne var? j\u00f6le miyoksa?” derdi. annem j\u00f6leyib\u00fcy\u00fck bir \u00e7anakta getirirbabamka\u015f\u0131klamayaba\u015flard\u0131. tuhaf sesler \u00e7\u0131kard\u0131 j\u00f6leden,osuruk sesi gibi. ve krem\u015fanti,j\u00f6lenin \u00fcst\u00fcne boca ederdi. “h\u0131 h\u0131m! j\u00f6le vekrem\u015fanti!”j\u00f6leyiemerdika\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan –r\u00fczgar t\u00fcneline girmi\u015fgibi ses \u00e7\u0131kard\u0131 ka\u015f\u0131ktan. tatl\u0131y\u0131 da haklad\u0131ktan sonradevasa beyaz […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[132],"tags":[],"class_list":{"0":"post-6661","1":"post","2":"type-post","3":"status-publish","4":"format-standard","6":"category-charles-bukowski"},"yoast_head":"\n