{"id":6697,"date":"2011-08-22T12:55:13","date_gmt":"2011-08-22T09:55:13","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/localhost\/wordpress\/2011\/08\/22\/bir-seftali-bin-seftali-samed-behrengi\/"},"modified":"2011-08-22T12:55:13","modified_gmt":"2011-08-22T09:55:13","slug":"bir-seftali-bin-seftali-samed-behrengi","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/narteks.net\/index.php\/2011\/08\/22\/bir-seftali-bin-seftali-samed-behrengi\/","title":{"rendered":"Bir \u015eeftali Bin \u015eeftali | Samed Behrengi"},"content":{"rendered":"

Fakir ve susuz k\u00f6y\u00fcn biti\u015fi\u011finde \u00e7ok b\u00fcy\u00fck bir ba\u011f vard\u0131, g\u00fczel mi g\u00fczel, i\u00e7inden suyu akan, meyva a\u011fa\u00e7lar\u0131yla dolu bir ba\u011f. Ba\u011f o kadar b\u00fcy\u00fck ve a\u011fa\u00e7l\u0131kt\u0131 ki bir ucundan d\u00fcrb\u00fcnle baksan, \u00f6b\u00fcr ucunu g\u00f6remezdin.
K\u00f6y a\u011fas\u0131 birka\u00e7 y\u0131l \u00f6nce araziyi parselleyip k\u00f6yl\u00fclere satm\u0131\u015f, ama ba\u011f\u0131 kendine ay\u0131rm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Tabii k\u00f6yl\u00fclerin arazisi d\u00fcz ve a\u011fa\u00e7l\u0131k de\u011fildi. Su da yoktu \u00fcstelik. Vadinin ortas\u0131nda bir d\u00fczl\u00fck vard\u0131. \u0130\u015fte a\u011fan\u0131n ba\u011f\u0131 oras\u0131yd\u0131. K\u00f6yl\u00fcler a\u011fadan sat\u0131n ald\u0131klar\u0131 tepelerdeki engebeli arazilerde ve vadideki yama\u00e7larda arpa, bu\u011fday ekiyorlard\u0131.
Her neyse, ge\u00e7elim bunlar\u0131; belki de \u00f6yk\u00fcm\u00fczle ilgisi yok.
Ba\u011fda iki \u015feftali a\u011fac\u0131 yeti\u015fmi\u015fti. Biri daha k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck ve gen\u00e7ti. Bu iki a\u011fac\u0131n yapra\u011f\u0131, \u00e7i\u00e7e\u011fi t\u0131pat\u0131p birbirine benzerdi. Her g\u00f6ren daha ilk bak\u0131\u015fta ikisinin de ayn\u0131 cins a\u011fa\u00e7 oldu\u011funu anlard\u0131.
B\u00fcy\u00fck a\u011fa\u00e7 a\u015f\u0131l\u0131yd\u0131. Her y\u0131l iri iri, pembe pembe, g\u00fczel \u015feftaliler verirdi. Avuca zor s\u0131\u011fan bu \u015feftalileri insan \u0131s\u0131r\u0131p yemeye k\u0131yamazd\u0131.
Bah\u00e7\u0131van b\u00fcy\u00fck a\u011fac\u0131 bir yabanc\u0131 m\u00fchendisin a\u015f\u0131lad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131, a\u015f\u0131y\u0131 da memleketinden getirdi\u011fini s\u00f6ylerdi. Bu kadar \u00e7ok para harcanan bir a\u011fac\u0131n \u015feftalileri de elbette k\u0131ymetli olur.
Nazar de\u011fmesin diye birer tahtaya Kur’\u00e2n’dan “Ve in yek\u00e2d” \u00e2yeti yaz\u0131l\u0131p a\u011fa\u00e7lar\u0131n g\u00f6vdesine tutturmu\u015flard\u0131.
K\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck \u015feftali a\u011fac\u0131 hemen hemen her y\u0131l bin \u00e7i\u00e7ek a\u00e7ar ama bir \u015feftali bile vermezdi. Ya \u00e7i\u00e7eklerini d\u00f6ker, ya da \u015feftaliler olgunla\u015fmadan sarar\u0131p d\u00f6k\u00fcl\u00fcrd\u00fc. Bah\u00e7\u0131van elinden geleni yap\u0131yordu yapmas\u0131na ama k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck \u015feftali a\u011fac\u0131nda hi\u00e7 de\u011fi\u015fiklik olmuyordu. Her y\u0131l dallan\u0131p budaklan\u0131yor, yine de ila\u00e7 niyetine bir \u015feftali bile b\u00fcy\u00fctm\u00fcyordu.
K\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck a\u011fac\u0131 da a\u015f\u0131lamak geldi bah\u00e7\u0131van\u0131n akl\u0131na; ama a\u011fa\u00e7 yine de\u011fi\u015fmedi. \u0130nat ediyordu sanki. \u0130yice bunalan bah\u00e7\u0131van bir hileyle a\u011fac\u0131 korkutmak istedi. Gidip bir testere getirdi; kar\u0131s\u0131na da seslendi. K\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck \u015feftali a\u011fac\u0131n\u0131n \u00f6n\u00fcnde testere bilemeye koyuldu. Testere bir g\u00fczel bilendikten sonra geri geri gitti; “\u015eimdi gelip seni k\u00f6k\u00fcnden kesece\u011fim. Hele \u015feftalilerini d\u00f6k de g\u00f6reyim bakay\u0131m!” der gibi a\u011fac\u0131n \u00fczerine y\u00fcr\u00fcd\u00fc.
Daha bah\u00e7\u0131van a\u011faca yakla\u015fmadan kar\u0131s\u0131 elinden tuttu:
– \u00d6l\u00fcm\u00fc g\u00f6r, n’olur hakim ol kendine. Sana s\u00f6z veriyorum, \u00f6n\u00fcm\u00fczdeki y\u0131ldan itibaren \u015feftalilerini d\u00f6kmeyip b\u00fcy\u00fctecek. Yine tembellik ederse o zaman ikimiz birden keser, odununu tand\u0131rda yakar\u0131z.
Bu oyun da a\u011fa\u00e7ta bir de\u011fi\u015fiklik yapmad\u0131.
\u015eimdi bilmek istiyorsunuz k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck \u015feftali a\u011fac\u0131n\u0131n s\u00f6zlerini ve neden meyvalar\u0131n\u0131 olgunla\u015ft\u0131rmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131, de\u011fil mi? Pekala. Dinleyin \u00f6yleyse.<\/p>\n

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Kulaklar\u0131n\u0131z\u0131 iyi a\u00e7\u0131n. K\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck \u015feftali a\u011fac\u0131 konu\u015fmak istiyor. Art\u0131k \u00e7\u0131t \u00e7\u0131karmay\u0131n; bakal\u0131m k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck \u015feftali a\u011fac\u0131 ne diyor. Ser\u00fcvenini anlatacak galiba:
“Biz y\u00fcz, y\u00fczelli \u015feftali bir sepette duruyorduk. G\u00fcne\u015f zarif kabuklar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 kurutmas\u0131n, al yanaklar\u0131m\u0131za toz konmas\u0131n diye bah\u00e7\u0131van \u00fcst\u00fcm\u00fcze asma yapra\u011f\u0131 \u00f6rtm\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc. \u0130ncecik asma yapra\u011f\u0131ndan hafif bir ye\u015fil \u0131\u015f\u0131k giriyordu i\u00e7eri. Bu renk yanaklar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n all\u0131\u011f\u0131yla kar\u0131\u015f\u0131p \u00e7ok ho\u015f bir manzara olu\u015fturuyordu.
Daha g\u00fcne\u015f do\u011fmadan koparm\u0131\u015ft\u0131 bah\u00e7\u0131van bizi. Bu y\u00fczden bedenlerimiz serin ve nemliydi. Sonbahar gecelerinin so\u011fu\u011fu h\u00e2l\u00e2 \u00fcst\u00fcm\u00fczdeydi. Ye\u015fil yapraklar\u0131n aras\u0131ndan hafif bir \u0131\u015f\u0131k ge\u00e7ip s\u0131ca\u011f\u0131 i\u00e7imize i\u015fliyordu.
Tabii, biz bir a\u011fac\u0131n \u00e7ocuklar\u0131yd\u0131k. Bah\u00e7\u0131van her y\u0131l ayn\u0131 zamanda annemin \u015feftalilerini toplay\u0131p sepete koyuyor ve \u015fehre g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcyordu. Orada a\u011fan\u0131n evinin kap\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7al\u0131yor, sepeti verip k\u00f6ye d\u00f6n\u00fcyordu. \u015eimdi de \u00f6yle ya.
Dedi\u011fim gibi biz y\u00fcz, y\u00fczelli olgun ve sulu \u015feftaliydik. Benim de tatl\u0131 ve leziz suyum vard\u0131. Yumu\u015fak, incecik kabu\u011fum \u00e7atlayacak gibiydi. Yanaklar\u0131m\u0131n k\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6rsen mutlaka \u00e7\u0131plak oldu\u011fum i\u00e7in utand\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131 san\u0131rd\u0131n. Hele hele, y\u0131kanm\u0131\u015f gibi \u00fcst\u00fcmde ba\u015f\u0131mda sonbahar \u00e7iyleri vard\u0131.
\u0130ri, \u00e7etin \u00e7ekirde\u011fim yeni bir ya\u015fam\u0131 d\u00fc\u015fl\u00fcyordu. Daha iyisini s\u00f6yleyim, ben yeni bir hayat\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcyordum. \u00c7ekirde\u011fim ayr\u0131 de\u011fildi benden.
\u0130lk bak\u0131\u015fta g\u00f6r\u00fclmek i\u00e7in bah\u00e7\u0131van beni sepetin \u00fcst\u00fcne koymu\u015ftu; belki de daha iri ve sulu oldu\u011fum i\u00e7in. Kendimi \u00f6vm\u00fcyorum burada. F\u0131rsat\u0131n\u0131 bulan her \u015feftali geli\u015fir, b\u00fcy\u00fcr ve olgunla\u015f\u0131r, bol sulu olur. Ama tembellik edip de kurtlara aldanan, onlara derilerine, etlerine, hatta \u00e7ekirdeklerine kadar girme izni veren \u015feftaliler geli\u015femez.
Sepette durdu\u011fumuz gibi a\u011fan\u0131n evine gitmi\u015f olsayd\u0131k, ben a\u011fan\u0131n sevgili k\u0131z\u0131na nasip olacakt\u0131m. A\u011fan\u0131n k\u0131z\u0131 da benden bir \u0131s\u0131r\u0131k alacak, f\u0131rlat\u0131p atacakt\u0131. A\u011fan\u0131n evi tabii ki evinden i\u00e7eri bir tane \u015feftali, salatal\u0131k, zerdali girmeyen Sahibali ile Pulad’\u0131n evi gibi de\u011fildi. Oysa bah\u00e7\u0131van, a\u011fan\u0131n k\u0131z\u0131 i\u00e7in yabanc\u0131 \u00fclkelerden meyva getirtti\u011fini s\u00f6yl\u00fcyor. K\u0131z\u0131na u\u00e7akla portakal, muz, \u00fcz\u00fcm, hatta \u00e7i\u00e7ek getirtiyor. Bunun i\u00e7in de su gibi para harcamas\u0131 gerek. \u015eimdi hesap et bakal\u0131m a\u011fan\u0131n k\u0131z\u0131n\u0131n giysi, okul, yiyecek, doktor, bak\u0131c\u0131, u\u015fak, oyuncak, seyahat ve gezme tozma paras\u0131n\u0131. Sen de, her ay onbin T\u00fcmen, ben diyeyim onbe\u015f bin T\u00fcmen; yine az olur.
Gelelim konumuza.
Bah\u00e7\u0131van elinde sepet, ba\u011f\u0131n ortas\u0131ndanki bah\u00e7eden ge\u00e7erken birden aya\u011f\u0131n\u0131n alt\u0131ndaki s\u0131\u00e7an yuvas\u0131 \u00e7\u00f6kt\u00fc; nerdeyse yere kapaklanacakt\u0131. Ama ayakta durmay\u0131 ba\u015fard\u0131. O s\u0131rada sepet \u015fiddetle sars\u0131ld\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan ben kay\u0131p yere d\u00fc\u015ft\u00fcm. Bah\u00e7\u0131van beni g\u00f6rmedi; \u00e7ekti gitti.
G\u00fcne\u015f, \u0131\u015f\u0131nlar\u0131n\u0131 t\u00fcm ba\u011fa g\u00f6ndermeye ba\u015flam\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Toprak biraz \u0131l\u0131kt\u0131 ama g\u00fcne\u015f \u00e7ok s\u0131cakt\u0131. Belki de benim v\u00fccudum gibi serindi.
S\u0131cak yava\u015f yava\u015f kabu\u011fumdan ge\u00e7ip etime kadar ula\u015ft\u0131. V\u00fccut suyum da \u0131s\u0131nd\u0131. Sonra s\u0131cakl\u0131k \u00e7ekirde\u011fime geldi. Bir s\u00fcre sonra susamakta oldu\u011fumu hissettim.
Annemin yan\u0131ndayken ne zaman susasam ondan suyumu al\u0131rd\u0131m; daha \u00e7ok \u00fcst\u00fcme vurup beni \u0131s\u0131ts\u0131n diye g\u00fcne\u015fe bakard\u0131m. G\u00fcne\u015f \u0131\u015f\u0131nlar\u0131 \u00fcst\u00fcme gelir ve yanaklar\u0131m s\u0131ms\u0131cak olurdu. Annemden su emer, g\u0131dam\u0131 al\u0131r ve v\u00fccut suyum kaynamaya ba\u015flard\u0131. Y\u00fcz\u00fcmdeki damarlar daha bir al al olur, a\u011f\u0131rla\u015f\u0131rd\u0131m; annemin kolunu e\u011fer, k\u0131vr\u0131l\u0131rd\u0131m.
Annem “G\u00fczel k\u0131z\u0131m, g\u00fcne\u015ften ka\u00e7ma. G\u00fcne\u015f bizim dostumuz. Toprak bize g\u0131da verir, g\u00fcne\u015f de onu pi\u015firir. \u00dcstelik sen g\u00fcne\u015f sayesinde g\u00fczelsin. Bak, g\u00fcne\u015ften ka\u00e7\u0131nanlar nas\u0131l da sar\u0131 benizli ve kemikliler. G\u00fczel k\u0131z\u0131m, bir g\u00fcn g\u00fcne\u015f yere dar\u0131l\u0131r da parlamayacak olursa, yery\u00fcz\u00fcnde canl\u0131 diye bir \u015fey kalmaz; ne bitkiler, ne hayvanlar.” derdi.
Bu y\u00fczden g\u00fcc\u00fcm yettik\u00e7e kendimi g\u00fcne\u015fe teslim eder, g\u00fcne\u015fin s\u0131cakl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 emer ve i\u00e7imde toplard\u0131m. G\u00fcnden g\u00fcne g\u00fc\u00e7lendi\u011fimi g\u00f6r\u00fcrd\u00fcm. Hep sorard\u0131m kendime:
“G\u00fcn\u00fcn birinde birisi g\u00fcne\u015fi g\u00fccendirirse ve g\u00fcne\u015f de bize k\u00fcserse ne olurdu halimiz o zaman?”
Nihayet bir g\u00fcn anneme sordum:
– Anneci\u011fim, g\u00fcn\u00fcn birinde g\u00fcne\u015f han\u0131m dar\u0131l\u0131r da bize k\u00fcserse, ne yapar\u0131z?
Annem yapraklar\u0131yla y\u00fcz\u00fcmdeki tozlar\u0131 sildi:
– Neler d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcyorsun b\u00f6yle! Sen ak\u0131ll\u0131 bir k\u0131zs\u0131n. Biliyor musun k\u0131z\u0131m, g\u00fcne\u015f han\u0131m birka\u00e7 kendini be\u011fenmi\u015f y\u00fcz\u00fcnden k\u00fcsmez bize. Ama yava\u015f yava\u015f \u0131\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 ve s\u0131cakl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 yitirip \u00f6lebilir. \u0130\u015fte o zaman ba\u015fka bir g\u00fcne\u015f bulmam\u0131z gerekir. Yoksa karanl\u0131kta kal\u0131r, so\u011fuktan donar ve kururuz.
Sahi, nerde kalm\u0131\u015ft\u0131k?
Evet, evet, s\u0131ca\u011f\u0131n \u00e7ekirde\u011fime kadar gelip beni susatt\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan s\u00f6z ediyordum. Bir s\u00fcre sonra v\u00fccut suyum kaynamaya, kabu\u011fum kurumaya ve \u00e7atlamaya y\u00fcz tuttu. Bir kar\u0131nca ko\u015fa ko\u015fa geldi, etraf\u0131mda d\u00f6nenmeye ba\u015flad\u0131.
Sepetten d\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc\u011f\u00fcmde kabu\u011fum bir yerden \u00e7atlam\u0131\u015f ve v\u00fccut suyumun bir k\u0131sm\u0131 d\u0131\u015far\u0131 d\u00f6k\u00fclm\u00fc\u015f, g\u00fcne\u015fte kat\u0131la\u015fm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Kar\u0131nca ba\u015f\u0131ndaki hortumu \u00f6zsuyuma sokup i\u00e7ti. Sonra b\u0131rakt\u0131 beni. Hortumuna bakt\u0131, bakt\u0131, sonra yine dald\u0131rd\u0131 hortumunu, kald\u0131rd\u0131 duyargalar\u0131n\u0131. \u00d6yle h\u0131zl\u0131 \u00e7ekiyordu ki hortumu k\u00f6k\u00fcnden s\u00f6k\u00fclecek sand\u0131m birden. Kar\u0131nca biraz daha zorlad\u0131. Sonunda kat\u0131la\u015fm\u0131\u015f \u00f6zsuyumu yerinden s\u00f6k\u00fcp, sevinerek ko\u015fa ko\u015fa yan\u0131mdan uzakla\u015ft\u0131.
Tam bu s\u0131rada bir ses duydum. \u0130ki ki\u015fi duvar bah\u00e7esinden i\u00e7eri atlad\u0131 ve ko\u015fa ko\u015fa bana do\u011fru geldi. Sahibali ile Pulad’d\u0131 bunlar. Meyva ile kar\u0131nlar\u0131n\u0131 doyurmaya gelmi\u015flerdi. \u00d6tekileri gibi bah\u00e7\u0131van\u0131n t\u00fcfe\u011finden korkmazlard\u0131. Di\u011fer k\u00f6yl\u00fcler ad\u0131mlar\u0131n\u0131 atmazlard\u0131 ba\u011fa ama Pulad ile Sahibali ayaklar\u0131 \u00e7\u0131plak, y\u0131rt\u0131k p\u0131rt\u0131k yamal\u0131 bir pantolonla hep dola\u015f\u0131rlard\u0131 ba\u011fda. Bah\u00e7\u0131van birka\u00e7 kez arkalar\u0131ndan ate\u015f etmi\u015f, yine ka\u00e7may\u0131 ba\u015farm\u0131\u015flard\u0131. O zamanlar ikisi de yedi sekiz ya\u015flar\u0131ndayd\u0131.
Uzun s\u00f6z\u00fcn k\u0131sas\u0131, o g\u00fcn ko\u015fa ko\u015fa geldiler, \u00fcst\u00fcmden atlay\u0131p anneme gittiler. Bakt\u0131m biraz sonra geri d\u00f6n\u00fcyorlar; hem de canlar\u0131 \u00e7ok s\u0131k\u0131lm\u0131\u015f bir halde. Konu\u015fmalar\u0131ndan bah\u00e7\u0131vana k\u0131zd\u0131klar\u0131n\u0131 anlad\u0131m.
Pulad:
– G\u00f6rd\u00fcn m\u00fc? Bu da bah\u00e7enin son meyvas\u0131. Bir tanesi bile k\u0131smet olmad\u0131.
Sahibali:
– Ne yapabilirdik ki? Adam bir ay boyunca elinde t\u00fcfek a\u011fac\u0131n dibinden k\u0131m\u0131ldamad\u0131.
Pulad:
– Lanet olas\u0131 k\u00f6pek herif! Bir tane bile b\u0131rakmam\u0131\u015f bize. O sulu olanlar\u0131ndan bir tanesini a\u011fz\u0131ma t\u0131k\u0131\u015ft\u0131rmay\u0131 ne isterdim, bilemezsin!.. Hat\u0131rl\u0131yor musun, ge\u00e7en y\u0131l ne kadar \u00e7ok \u015feftali yemi\u015ftik?
Sahibali:
– Biz insan de\u011fil miyiz yani. Hepsini birer birer kopar\u0131p z\u0131kk\u0131mlans\u0131n diye o k\u00f6pek herife veriyor. Su\u00e7 bizde zaten. Miskin miskin oturup k\u00f6y\u00fc talan etmesine izin veriyoruz.
Pulad:
– Biliyor musun Sahibali, ya bu ba\u011f k\u00f6y\u00fcn mal\u0131 olur ya da b\u00fct\u00fcn a\u011fa\u00e7lar\u0131 yakar\u0131m.
Sahibali:
– Birlikte yakal\u0131m.
Pulad:
– Yakmazsak \u015ferefsiziz.
\u00c7ocuklar \u00f6yle sinirlenmi\u015fti, \u00f6yle tepiniyorlard\u0131 ki tekme yemekten korktum birden. Ama, yapmad\u0131lar. Ben tam kar\u015f\u0131lar\u0131ndayken Pulad’\u0131n aya\u011f\u0131na diken batt\u0131. Pulad e\u011filip dikeni \u00e7\u0131kar\u0131rken g\u00f6z\u00fc bana ili\u015fti, aya\u011f\u0131ndaki dikeni unuttu. Beni yerden al\u0131p Sahibali’ye “Bak Sahibali!” dedi.
\u00c7ocuklar beni elden ele dola\u015ft\u0131r\u0131p sevindiler. Beni \u00f6yle yemek istemediler. \u00c7ok s\u0131cakt\u0131m. Serinletip yemelerini istiyordum; o zaman daha \u00e7ok tad verirdim. K\u0131r\u0131\u015f k\u0131r\u0131\u015f kirli elleri kabu\u011fumu tahri\u015f ediyordu. Ama memnundum halimden. Son zerreme kadar beni lezzetle yiyeceklerini, sonra yalan\u0131p parmaklar\u0131n\u0131 emeceklerini biliyordum. Tad\u0131m g\u00fcnlerce, haftalarca damaklar\u0131nda kalacakt\u0131.
Sahibali:
– Pulad, yemin ederim hi\u00e7 b\u00f6yle iri \u015feftali g\u00f6rmemi\u015ftim.
Pulad:
– Hay\u0131r, g\u00f6rmemi\u015ftik.
Sahibali:
– Havuz kenar\u0131na gidelim. Serinletip yersek daha lezzetli olur.
Beni \u00f6yle dikkatle g\u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fcler ki sanki v\u00fccudum incecik bir camdan yap\u0131lm\u0131\u015ft\u0131 da bir sars\u0131nt\u0131da d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcp k\u0131lacak gibiydim.
Havuz kenar\u0131 serin ve g\u00f6lgeliydi. Kavak ve s\u00f6\u011f\u00fctler \u00f6yle serin bir g\u00f6lge salm\u0131\u015flard\u0131 ki daha ilk nefeste serinli\u011fi \u00e7ekirde\u011fime kadar hissettim. Dikkatle beni suya b\u0131rakt\u0131lar. D\u00f6rt k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck ve kirli el s\u0131ms\u0131k\u0131 suda tuttu beni. Su buz gibiydi. Biraz bekledikten sonra Pulad:
– Sahibali!
– Ha, s\u00f6yle.
– Diyorum ki bu \u015feftali \u00e7ok k\u0131ymetlidir de\u011fil mi?
– Evet.
– Evet demekle olmaz. Sence ne kadar eder?
Sahibali biraz d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fc:
– Ben de \u00e7ok de\u011ferli oldu\u011funu s\u00f6yl\u00fcyorum.
– Mesela ka\u00e7?
Sahibali yine d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fc:
– Bir g\u00fczel so\u011futursak…h\u0131mmm.. bin T\u00fcmen.
– Senin de hi\u00e7 paradan anlad\u0131\u011f\u0131n yok.
– \u0130yi, ma\u015fallah, sen hazinenin ba\u015f\u0131na oturmu\u015fsun; sen s\u00f6yle bakal\u0131m ka\u00e7 edermi\u015f?
– Y\u00fcz T\u00fcmen.
– Bin y\u00fczden daha \u00e7ok ama.
– Valla uydurmuyorum; babamdan duydum.
– Madem \u00f6yle, belki ikisi de birdir ha? Ben de uydurmuyorum; babamdan duydum.
Pulad yav\u015fa\u00e7a dokundu bana:
– Ellerim dondu. Bence yeme zaman\u0131 geldi.
Sahibali de dikkatle dokundu bana:
– Evet, buz gibi olmu\u015f.
Sonra sudan \u00e7\u0131kard\u0131 beni. D\u0131\u015far\u0131 \u00e7\u0131k\u0131nca d\u0131\u015far\u0131y\u0131 s\u0131cac\u0131k hissettim. Sand\u0131klar\u0131ndan daha leziz oldu\u011fumu g\u00f6stermek i\u00e7in beni hemen yemelerini istiyordum. G\u00fcne\u015ften ve annemden ald\u0131\u011f\u0131m t\u00fcm g\u0131da ve s\u0131cakl\u0131\u011f\u0131 bu iki k\u00f6yl\u00fc \u00e7ocu\u011funun bedenine ula\u015ft\u0131rmakt\u0131 arzum.
Pulad ile Sahibali beni yemeye karar verdiklerinde, \u00f6mr\u00fcmde ka\u00e7 defa halden hale girdi\u011fimi, daha da ka\u00e7 defa girece\u011fimi d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcyordum. Kendi kendime d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcm: “Bir zamanlar v\u00fccudumun zerreleri toprak ve su idi, baz\u0131lar\u0131 da g\u00fcne\u015f \u0131\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131. Annem bunlar\u0131 az az topraktan emdi, emdi, dallar\u0131n\u0131n u\u00e7lar\u0131na kadar ula\u015ft\u0131rd\u0131. Sonra annem tomurcukland\u0131, \u00e7i\u00e7ek a\u00e7t\u0131 ve yava\u015f yava\u015f ben ortaya \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131m. V\u00fccudumdaki t\u00fcm zerreleri az az annemin bedeninden ald\u0131m, g\u00fcne\u015f \u0131\u015f\u0131nlar\u0131yla kar\u0131\u015ft\u0131rd\u0131m. \u00c7ekirde\u011fim, kabu\u011fum ve etim olu\u015ftu ve nihayet olgun, sulu bir \u015feftali oldum. \u015eimdi Pulad ile Sahibali beni yiyorlar. Bir s\u00fcre sonra zerrelerim onlar\u0131n v\u00fccutlar\u0131nda et, sa\u00e7, kemik olacak. Elbette bir g\u00fcn onlar da \u00f6lecek.O zaman benim v\u00fccudumun zerreleri ne olacak?”
\u00c7ocuklar beni yemeye karar verdiler. Sahibali beni Pulad’a verdi:
-Is\u0131r bir kere.
Pulad bir \u0131s\u0131r\u0131k ald\u0131 ve Sahibali’ye verdi beni. Sonra ba\u015flad\u0131 yalanmaya. Sahibali de bir \u0131s\u0131r\u0131k ald\u0131 ve beni verdi Pulad’a.
Dedi\u011fim gibi tad\u0131m damaklar\u0131nda kald\u0131.
\u015eimdi etlerim ortadan kayboluyordu ama \u00e7ekirde\u011fim yeni bir ya\u015fam d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcncesindeydi. Bir dakika sonra \u015feftali olarak benden geriye hi\u00e7bir \u015fey kalmam\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Oysa \u00e7ekirde\u011fim ne zaman ve nas\u0131l ye\u015fermeye ba\u015flayaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 planl\u0131yordu. Ben belirli zamanlarda \u00f6l\u00fcyor ve tekrar diriliyordum.
Son kez Pulad beni a\u011fz\u0131na ald\u0131 ve son zerresine kadar etlerimi emdi. Beni a\u011fz\u0131ndan \u00e7\u0131kard\u0131\u011f\u0131nda art\u0131k \u015feftali de\u011fildim. Sert kabuklu, i\u00e7inde yeni bir ya\u015fam\u0131n tohumunu gizleyen canl\u0131 bir \u00e7ekirdektim. Sadece kabu\u011fumu \u00e7atlat\u0131p ye\u015ferecek kadar dinlenmeye ve nemli topra\u011fa ihtiyac\u0131m vard\u0131.
\u00c7ocuklar parmaklar\u0131n\u0131 son defa emip yaland\u0131ktan sonra Pulad:
– \u015eimdi ne yapal\u0131m?
Sahibali:
– Suya girelim.
Pulad:
– \u00c7ekirde\u011fini yemeyelim mi?
Sahibali:
– Bir plan\u0131m var. B\u0131rak, kals\u0131n.
Pulad beni s\u00f6\u011f\u00fct a\u011fac\u0131n\u0131n dibine b\u0131rakt\u0131. Gerisin geri gitti gitti; sonra ko\u015fa ko\u015fa s\u0131rt\u00fcst\u00fc suya atlad\u0131. Atlarken dizlerini karn\u0131na kadar \u00e7ekmi\u015f, elleriyle dizlerini sarm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Bir an suda kayboldu, \u00e7\u0131rp\u0131nd\u0131 ve aya\u011fa kalkt\u0131. \u00c7evresindeki \u00e7amurlar da bu arada suya kar\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Su \u00e7enesinin alt\u0131na kadar geliyordu. Ba\u015f\u0131ndan, kula\u011f\u0131ndan, y\u00fcz\u00fcnden yosunlar sark\u0131yordu.
Sahibali:
– Pulad, y\u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc o yana \u00e7evir.
Pulad:
– Pantolonunu mu \u00e7\u0131karacaks\u0131n?
Sahibali:
– Evet. Babam\u0131n y\u00fczd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm\u00fcz\u00fc anlamas\u0131n\u0131 istemiyorum. D\u00f6ver yoksa beni.
Pulad:
– \u00d6\u011fleyin d\u00f6nece\u011fiz eve. Daha vaktimiz var.
Sahibali:
– Tependeki g\u00fcne\u015fi g\u00f6rm\u00fcyor musun yoksa?
Pulad bir \u015fey demeyip y\u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc \u00f6b\u00fcr tarafa \u00e7evirdi. Sahibali’nin suya d\u00fc\u015f\u00fc\u015f sesini duyunca y\u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc \u00e7evirdi, sonra y\u00fczmeye, suya dalmaya ve birbirlerine su atmaya ba\u015flad\u0131lar. “Ge\u00e7 oldu” deyip sudan \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131lar. Pulad pantolonunu birka\u00e7 defa silkeledi. Sonra beni de s\u00f6\u011f\u00fct\u00fcn dibinden al\u0131p yola koyuldular. Ba\u011f\u0131n sonundaki duvara t\u0131rman\u0131p \u00f6b\u00fcr tarafa atlad\u0131lar. K\u00f6y evleri a\u011fan\u0131n ba\u011f\u0131ndan daha uzakt\u0131.
Pulad:
– Eee, onun i\u00e7in bir plan\u0131n vard\u0131 hani.
Sahibali:
– G\u00f6lge gelsin iyice, sana seslenirim. Tepeye \u00e7\u0131kar otururuz, orada sana planlar\u0131m\u0131 s\u00f6ylerim.
K\u00f6y\u00fcn sokaklar\u0131 tenhayd\u0131 ama her taraf sinek ve g\u00fcbre doluydu. \u0130ri bir k\u00f6pek duvar\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcnden atlay\u0131p aya\u011f\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n \u00f6n\u00fcnde durdu. Pulad k\u00f6pe\u011fi ok\u015fad\u0131 sonra kalk\u0131p evine gitti. K\u00f6pek de onun pe\u015finden eve girdi.
Sokak yoku\u015f yukar\u0131yd\u0131. Yoku\u015f \u00f6ylesine dikti ki yol ile Pulad’\u0131n evinin dam\u0131 ayn\u0131 seviyedeydi. Sahibali damlardan ge\u00e7erek evine gitti. Birka\u00e7 ev yukar\u0131da kendi evleri vard\u0131. Beni avucunda s\u0131ms\u0131k\u0131 tutup bah\u00e7elerine atlad\u0131. Ayaklar\u0131 dizlerine kadar annesinin bir saat \u00f6nce d\u00f6kt\u00fc\u011f\u00fc hayvan d\u0131\u015fk\u0131s\u0131na batt\u0131. Sahibali’nin bundan haberi yoktu. Annesi ses duyunca evden ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 uzatt\u0131:
– Sahibali, \u00e7abuk babana bir lokma ekmekle su g\u00f6t\u00fcr.
Sahibali beni tavlaya g\u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fc ve bir k\u00f6\u015fede, g\u00fcbrelerin aras\u0131nda bir delik a\u00e7\u0131p beni oraya g\u00f6md\u00fc. Art\u0131k karanl\u0131k ve g\u00fcbre kokusu d\u0131\u015f\u0131nda hi\u00e7bir \u015fey anlamad\u0131m. Orada ka\u00e7 saat kald\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131 hat\u0131rlam\u0131yorum. Keskin g\u00fcbre kokusundan neredeyse bo\u011fulacakt\u0131m. Nihayet \u00fcst\u00fcmden g\u00fcbrenin kald\u0131r\u0131ld\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 hissettim. Sahibali’ydi. Beni \u00e7\u0131kard\u0131, bir iki kez elleri aras\u0131nda ovu\u015fturdu, temizlemek i\u00e7in pantolonuna s\u00fcrd\u00fc. Geldi\u011fimiz yoldan gittik; Pulad’\u0131n evinin dam\u0131na geldik. Annesiyle k\u0131zkarde\u015fi damda tezek yaparken kuru tezekleri duvardan al\u0131p istifleyen kom\u015fu kad\u0131nla konu\u015fuyorlard\u0131.
Sahibali Pulad’\u0131n annesine sordu:
– Pulad nerde?
– Pulad ke\u00e7iyi k\u0131ra \u00e7\u0131kard\u0131; evde yok.
Pulad’\u0131 tepede bulduk. Kara ke\u00e7iyi sal\u0131vermi\u015f, otlat\u0131yordu. Kendisi de k\u00f6pe\u011fiyle birlikte bizi bekliyordu. Pulad ile Sahibali’nin ciltlerinin kabu\u011fumun rengiyle ayn\u0131 oldu\u011funu farkettim birden. \u0130kisi de g\u00fcne\u015fte o kadar \u00e7\u0131plak kalm\u0131\u015flard\u0131 ki tenleri bronzla\u015fm\u0131\u015ft\u0131.
Pulad sab\u0131rs\u0131zl\u0131kla:
– Eee, plan\u0131n\u0131 anlat bakal\u0131m.
– Bir \u015feftali a\u011fac\u0131n\u0131n olmas\u0131n\u0131 ister misin?
– Deli misin, istemezmiyim hi\u00e7.
– Gidelim \u00f6yleyse.
– Ke\u00e7iyi ne yapaca\u011f\u0131z?
– Eve b\u0131rakal\u0131m.
– G\u00fcne\u015f batmadan getirmememi s\u00f6yledi annem.
– K\u00f6pe\u011fi ba\u015f\u0131nda b\u0131rak\u0131r\u0131z \u00f6yleyse.
Pulad k\u00f6pe\u011fin ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131, kula\u011f\u0131n\u0131 ok\u015fad\u0131:
– Ben d\u00f6nene kadar ke\u00e7iye g\u00f6z kulak ol, tamam m\u0131?
Ko\u015fa ko\u015fa gittik bir ba\u011f\u0131n duvar dibine. Sahibali:
– Atla haydi.
– Art\u0131k plan\u0131n\u0131 gizlemen gerekmez. Anlad\u0131m ben. \u015eeftali \u00e7ekirde\u011fini ekece\u011fiz.
– Do\u011fru. \u00c7ekirde\u011fimizi ba\u011f\u0131n ucundaki s\u0131rta dikeriz. Birka\u00e7 y\u0131l sonra biz de \u015feftali a\u011fac\u0131 sahibi oluruz. Neden ba\u015fka bir yere de\u011fil de buraya dikti\u011fimizi anlayacaks\u0131n.
Tepede, ta\u015flar\u0131n aras\u0131nda \u015feftali a\u011fac\u0131 b\u00fcy\u00fcmez. A\u011fa\u00e7 su ister, yumu\u015fak su ister.
– Tamam tamam, nutuk \u00e7ekmeye kalkma. Yukar\u0131 \u00e7\u0131k\u0131p bakay\u0131m bir, bah\u00e7\u0131van gelmi\u015f mi?
Bah\u00e7\u0131van hen\u00fcz \u015fehirden d\u00f6nmemi\u015fti. Pulad ile Sahibali ba\u011f\u0131n bir k\u00f6\u015fesinde topra\u011f\u0131 kazd\u0131lar. Beni a\u00e7t\u0131klar\u0131 \u00e7ukura yerle\u015ftirdiler, \u00fcst\u00fcm\u00fc kapat\u0131p gittiler.
Karanl\u0131k ve nemli toprak beni sard\u0131, s\u0131k\u0131\u015ft\u0131r\u0131p v\u00fccuduma yap\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Tabii o zaman ye\u015feremezdim. Ye\u015ferme g\u00fcc\u00fc kazanmam i\u00e7in bir s\u00fcre ge\u00e7meliydi.
Topra\u011fa i\u015fleyen so\u011fuktan k\u0131\u015f geldi\u011fini, topra\u011f\u0131n karla kapland\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 anlad\u0131m. Yar\u0131m kar\u0131\u015f mesafeye kadar toprak donmu\u015ftu ama topra\u011f\u0131n alt\u0131 beni \u00fc\u015f\u00fctmeyecek, dondurmayacak kadar s\u0131cakt\u0131.
B\u00f6ylece ge\u00e7ici bir s\u00fcre i\u00e7in hareketsiz kald\u0131m, topra\u011f\u0131n alt\u0131nda tatl\u0131 bir uykuya yatt\u0131m. Bahar gelince g\u00fc\u00e7lenerek uyanmak, ye\u015fermek, topraktan \u00e7\u0131kmak ve Sahibali ile Pulad i\u00e7in bol meyval\u0131 bir a\u011fa\u00e7 olmak i\u00e7in uyudum. \u0130ri, sulu ve utanga\u00e7 g\u00fczel k\u0131zlar\u0131n yanaklar\u0131 gibi \u015feftalileri olan bir a\u011fa\u00e7 olmak i\u00e7in.
K\u0131\u015f\u0131n g\u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm r\u00fcyalardan pek fazla bir \u015fey hat\u0131rlam\u0131yorum. Ama sadece bir d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcmde b\u00fcy\u00fck bir a\u011fa\u00e7 oldu\u011fumu, Pulad ile Sahibali’nin \u00fcst\u00fcme \u00e7\u0131k\u0131p dallar\u0131m\u0131 sallad\u0131klar\u0131n\u0131, k\u00f6y\u00fcn t\u00fcm \u00e7\u0131plak \u00e7ocuklar\u0131n\u0131n yan\u0131ma topland\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131, \u015feftalilerimi havada kap\u0131\u015ft\u0131klar\u0131n\u0131, lezzetle yediklerini, a\u011f\u0131zlar\u0131ndan akan sular\u0131n g\u00f6beklerine kadar s\u00fcz\u00fcld\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn\u00fc g\u00f6rd\u00fcm. Kel bir \u00e7ocuk durmadan Pulad’a sesleniyordu: “Pulad. Yediklerimizin ad\u0131 neydi, s\u00f6ylemedin. Eve d\u00f6n\u00fcnce b\u00fcy\u00fckanneme ne yedi\u011fimi s\u00f6ylemek istiyorum. \u00c7ok yedim, ama o kadar lezzetliydi ki h\u00e2l\u00e2 doymad\u0131m. Yine yiyebilirim, yine yiyebilirim.”
\u00dcstlerinde hi\u00e7bir \u015fey olmayan iki \u00e7ocuk daha vard\u0131. A\u011f\u0131zlar\u0131na, burunlar\u0131na, b\u00fcl\u00fclerine sinek \u00fc\u015f\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc. \u00c7ocuklar ellerine kocaman kocaman \u015feftali alm\u0131\u015f, zevkle \u0131s\u0131r\u0131p “\u0131h \u0131h” diyorlard\u0131.
Bu d\u00fc\u015flerimden biriydi.
Son olarak badem \u00e7i\u00e7e\u011fini g\u00f6rd\u00fcm d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcmde.
Hasta ve bayg\u0131n yatarken yumu\u015fak bir ses geldi birden. Sesle birlikte tan\u0131d\u0131k kokular\u0131n topra\u011fa girmekte olduklar\u0131n\u0131 hissettim. \u015e\u00f6yle diyordu bir ses: “Badem \u00e7i\u00e7e\u011fi, gel kokunu g\u00fczel \u015feftalinin y\u00fcz\u00fcne s\u00fcr. Yine uyanmazsa y\u00fcz\u00fcne, v\u00fccuduna s\u00fcr ellerini. G\u00fczel kokuyu iyi al\u0131r. Her ne ise i\u015fte, en k\u0131sa zamanda uyand\u0131r. Filizlenip ye\u015ferme zaman\u0131. B\u00fct\u00fcn \u00e7ekirdekler uyan\u0131yor.”
\u00dcst\u00fcmde ve y\u00fcz\u00fcmde hareket eden badem \u00e7i\u00e7e\u011finin elleriyle kokusu \u00f6yle ho\u015ftu ki hep uyumak istiyordum. Ama olmad\u0131. Uyand\u0131m. Tekrar uyur gibi yapmak istedi\u011fimde badem \u00e7i\u00e7e\u011fi: “Art\u0131k nazlanma can\u0131m. Karn\u0131nda ya\u015fam tohumu var, ye\u015fermeye, b\u00fcy\u00fcmeye, meyva vermeye karar verdin, \u00f6yle de\u011fil mi?” dedi.
Badem \u00e7i\u00e7e\u011fi g\u00fczel bir gelin gibiydi. Beyaz ve tertemiz kardan bir elbise giymi\u015fti ve dudaklar\u0131 tomurcuklanm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Ben tabii kar g\u00f6rmemi\u015ftim. \u015eeftaliyken annemden \u00f6\u011frenmi\u015ftim kar\u0131n nas\u0131l bir \u015fey oldu\u011funu.
Badem \u00e7i\u00e7e\u011finin \u00f6nce kimle konu\u015ftu\u011funu, kimin onu ba\u015f\u0131ma g\u00f6nderdi\u011fini bilmek istiyordum. Badem \u00e7i\u00e7e\u011fi kollar\u0131n\u0131 boynuma att\u0131, beni \u00f6pt\u00fc ve g\u00fclerek “Ne kadar iri c\u00fcsselisin! Kuca\u011f\u0131ma s\u0131\u011fm\u0131yorsun!” dedi.
Sonra bahar\u0131n buraya geldi\u011fini, ye\u015ferip filizlenme zaman\u0131n\u0131n yakla\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 s\u00f6yledi.
Bahar ismini duyunca uyuyordum da uyan\u0131verdim sanki. Bahar\u0131n gelip gitti\u011fini ve hen\u00fcz kabu\u011fumu yaramad\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131 san\u0131yordum. Bu d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnceler i\u00e7inde uykumdan s\u0131\u00e7rad\u0131m. Bakt\u0131m, karanl\u0131k ve \u0131slak toprak beni kucaklam\u0131\u015f naz yap\u0131yor. Kabu\u011fum d\u0131\u015fardan \u0131slakt\u0131 ve i\u00e7erisi terlemi\u015fti. Y\u00fcz\u00fcmden su zerreleri d\u00f6k\u00fcl\u00fcyor, her yan\u0131m\u0131 sar\u0131yor, bedenime i\u015fleyip topra\u011fa gidiyordu. Etraf\u0131mda birka\u00e7 bitki tohumu vard\u0131 ve k\u00f6klerini yay\u0131yorlard\u0131. Biri basbaya\u011f\u0131 boy atm\u0131\u015f, san\u0131r\u0131m topraktan d\u0131\u015far\u0131 \u00e7\u0131km\u0131\u015ft\u0131. \u0130ncecik k\u00f6kleri ba\u015flar\u0131n\u0131 o yana bu yana \u00e7eviriyor, g\u0131da ve su zerreciklerini emiyor, bir yerde toplay\u0131p yukar\u0131 g\u00f6nderiyorlard\u0131. Tan\u0131mad\u0131\u011f\u0131m bir ba\u015fka bitki tohumu da k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck k\u00f6k salm\u0131\u015f, ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 e\u011fmi\u015f, sab\u0131rla usul usul topra\u011f\u0131 deliyor, yukar\u0131lara \u00e7\u0131k\u0131yordu. \u0130ki g\u00fcn sonra g\u00fcne\u015fin do\u011fu\u015funu izlemeye karar vermi\u015fti.
V\u00fccudumun tam alt\u0131ndan ba\u015fka bir k\u00f6k ge\u00e7iyor; ilerlerken hep g\u0131d\u0131kl\u0131yordu beni. Su kenar\u0131ndaki badem a\u011fac\u0131na ait oldu\u011funu s\u00f6yl\u00fcyordu. Badem k\u00f6kleri de var g\u00fcc\u00fcyle topra\u011f\u0131n nemini ve g\u0131da taneciklerini emip i\u00e7ine al\u0131yordu.
\u00dcst\u00fcme akan su, topra\u011f\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcndeki kara aitti ve birka\u00e7 g\u00fcn sonra kesildi.
Bir g\u00fcn bir h\u0131\u015f\u0131rt\u0131 duydum. Bir grup kara ve ak\u0131ll\u0131 kar\u0131nca yan\u0131ma gelip beni \u0131s\u0131rmaya ba\u015flad\u0131lar. Kar\u0131ncalar g\u00fcne\u015fin s\u0131cakl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131, bahar kokusunu topra\u011fa getirmi\u015flerdi. Is\u0131rmalar\u0131ndan t\u00fcnel a\u00e7t\u0131klar\u0131n\u0131 anlad\u0131m. Bir s\u00fcre daha beni \u0131s\u0131rmaya devam ettiler ama beni delemeyeceklerini anlay\u0131nca yollar\u0131n\u0131 de\u011fi\u015ftirip ba\u015fka y\u00f6ne do\u011fru t\u00fcnel a\u00e7maya koyuldular. Topra\u011f\u0131m \u00fcst\u00fcne \u00e7\u0131k\u0131p a\u011fa\u00e7 olaca\u011f\u0131m zamana kadar bir daha g\u00f6rmedim onlar\u0131.
O kadar su i\u00e7mi\u015ftim ki \u015fi\u015fti\u015f \u015fi\u015ftim ve sonunda kabu\u011fum par\u00e7aland\u0131. Sonra minicik beyaz k\u00f6k\u00fcm\u00fc kabu\u011fumdaki aral\u0131ktan d\u0131\u015far\u0131 g\u00f6nderip topra\u011fa saplad\u0131m. B\u00f6ylece geli\u015fip k\u00f6k salacak ve dik durup boy atabilecektim. Sonra minik g\u00f6vdemi g\u00f6nderdim d\u0131\u015far\u0131. Ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 e\u011fip yukar\u0131ya do\u011fru topra\u011f\u0131 delmesini, boy atmas\u0131n\u0131 ve g\u00fcne\u015fi bulmas\u0131n\u0131 \u00f6\u011frettim ona. Minik g\u00f6vdemin ucunda k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fcc\u00fck bir filizim vard\u0131. Topraktan \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131\u011f\u0131mda ondan yaprakl\u0131 bir g\u00f6vde olu\u015fturacakt\u0131m. \u0130yice k\u00f6k sal\u0131p yiyecek toplayacak hale gelene kadar depolad\u0131\u011f\u0131m besinleri yiyor, minik k\u00f6klerimi ve k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fcc\u00fck g\u00f6vdemi bunlarla besliyordum.
Toprakta bo\u011fulmayaca\u011f\u0131m kadar hava vard\u0131. D\u0131\u015far\u0131n\u0131n s\u0131ca\u011f\u0131 yine giriyordu topra\u011fa.
Bu s\u0131ralarda art\u0131k yorgun de\u011fildim. \u00d6nceleri kendi i\u00e7imde geli\u015fmi\u015ftim. Kendimi yok edip yeni bir \u015fey olmu\u015ftum. Tabii \u00e7ekirdek oldu\u011fum zamanlar her \u015feyi tam olan bir \u00e7ekirdektim; serpilip hareket edemiyordum. Ama a\u011fa\u00e7 olmak istiyordum art\u0131k. \u00c7ok eksi\u011fi olan bir a\u011fa\u00e7t\u0131m ve geli\u015fip serpilecek \u00e7ok yerim vard\u0131. D\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcyordum kendime kendime: Tam bir \u00e7ekirdekle eksik bir a\u011fa\u00e7 aras\u0131ndaki fark, tam \u00e7ekirde\u011fin \u00e7\u0131kmaza girdi\u011fi ve de\u011fi\u015fmedi\u011fi takdirde \u00e7\u00fcr\u00fcyece\u011fi, eksik a\u011fac\u0131n ise \u00f6n\u00fcnde \u00e7ok parlak bir gelece\u011fi oldu\u011fuydu. Her \u015fey saniye saniye de\u011fi\u015fiyordu. Bu de\u011fi\u015fimler \u00fcst\u00fcste gelince ve belirli bir a\u015famaya var\u0131nca art\u0131k bunun o eski \u015fey olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131, bamba\u015fka bir \u015fey oldu\u011funu hissederiz. \u00d6rne\u011fin ben art\u0131k bir \u00e7ekirdek de\u011fil, bir a\u011fa\u00e7 \u015feklini alm\u0131\u015ft\u0131m. Minik k\u00f6klerim ve g\u00f6vdem vard\u0131; filizlerim, sar\u0131 sar\u0131 yaprak\u00e7\u0131klar\u0131m vard\u0131. \u0130ki \u00e7ene\u011fim aras\u0131na, ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcne toplam\u0131\u015ft\u0131m bunlar\u0131 ve s\u00fcrekli boy at\u0131yordum. Topraktan \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131\u011f\u0131m vakit yaprak\u00e7\u0131klar\u0131m\u0131 g\u00fcne\u015fe tutmak istiyordum. B\u00f6ylece g\u00fcne\u015f yapraklar\u0131ma ye\u015fil renkler verecekti. Bol tomurcuklu, sulu \u015feftalileri olan, \u00e7i\u00e7ekli dallar\u0131 olan bir \u015feftali a\u011fac\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fc kuruyordum. K\u00fc\u00e7\u00fcc\u00fck bir a\u011fa\u00e7t\u0131m; yine de \u00f6n\u00fcmde ne parlak bir gelecek vard\u0131!..
Ceviz irili\u011finde bir ta\u015f yolumu kesmi\u015fti ve yukar\u0131 \u00e7\u0131kmama izin vermiyordu. Onu delemeyece\u011fimi anlay\u0131nca ister istemez \u00e7evresinden dolan\u0131p yukar\u0131 \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131m.
Yukar\u0131 \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131k\u00e7a g\u00fcne\u015fin s\u0131cakl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 hissediyor, daha da g\u00fcne\u015fe do\u011fru uzan\u0131yordum. \u015eimdi art\u0131k toprak \u00fcst\u00fcndeki otlar aras\u0131nda hareket ediyordum. Sonunda g\u00fcne\u015fin \u0131\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131n az \u00e7ok topra\u011f\u0131 ayd\u0131nlatt\u0131\u011f\u0131 bir yere geldim. \u00dcst\u00fcmde incecik bir kabuktan ba\u015fka bir \u015fey kalmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 anlad\u0131m. Birka\u00e7 saat sonra bir ba\u015f darbesiyle topra\u011f\u0131 yard\u0131m ve beni kar\u015f\u0131lamaya gelen \u0131\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131 ve s\u0131cakl\u0131\u011f\u0131 g\u00f6rd\u00fcm.
\u015eimdi topra\u011f\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcndeyim. Bu toprak annemin annesi, benim annem, t\u00fcm canl\u0131 varl\u0131klar\u0131n annesiydi.
Oradaki toprak y\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131nda beyazlara b\u00fcr\u00fcnm\u00fc\u015f badem a\u011fac\u0131 g\u00fcne\u015fin alt\u0131nda parl\u0131yordu. O kadar mutluydu ki beni de y\u00fcrekten mutlu etti. Selam verdim. Badem a\u011fac\u0131: “Selam ay kadar g\u00fczel y\u00fcz\u00fcne, can\u0131m. Toprak \u00fcst\u00fcne ho\u015f geldin. Yer alt\u0131ndan ne haber?”
\u00c7al\u0131lar boy at\u0131p g\u00f6lge salarken benim h\u00e2l\u00e2 iki a\u00e7\u0131k ye\u015fil yapra\u011f\u0131m vard\u0131 ve yeni yeni ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131 dik tutabiliyordum.
Bir g\u00fcn Pulad ile Sahibali yan\u0131ma geldiler. On, on iki ye\u015fil yapra\u011f\u0131m vard\u0131. Boyum kimi bitkilerden daha uzundu ve \u00e7al\u0131 da benden uzundu. O kadar h\u0131zl\u0131 boy at\u0131yorlard\u0131 ki \u015fa\u015f\u0131r\u0131p kal\u0131yordum. \u0130lkin, birka\u00e7 g\u00fcne kadar badem a\u011fac\u0131n\u0131 da ge\u00e7eceklerini sand\u0131m. Ama toprakta sa\u011flam k\u00f6klerinin olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 anlad\u0131\u011f\u0131m zaman “Bunlar k\u0131sa zamanda solup yok olacaklar” dedim kendi kendime.
Pulad ile Sahibali beni g\u00f6r\u00fcnce sevindiler. “Bu a\u011fa\u00e7 art\u0131k bizim mal\u0131m\u0131z.” dediler. \u00c7aydan birka\u00e7 avu\u00e7 su getirdiler ve dibime do\u011fru d\u00f6k\u00fcp gittiler. Galiba bah\u00e7\u0131van o yak\u0131nlardaki tarhlar\u0131 suluyordu. Bel sesi duyuluyordu \u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc.
Bahar sonlar\u0131na do\u011fru \u00e7al\u0131lar\u0131n art\u0131k b\u00fcy\u00fcyemeyeceklerini g\u00f6rd\u00fcm. \u00c7i\u00e7ek a\u00e7\u0131p tanelerini sa\u00e7\u0131yor ve yava\u015f yava\u015f sarar\u0131yorlard\u0131. Yaz geldi\u011finde ben de onlar\u0131n boyundayd\u0131m ama hen\u00fcz dal\u0131m yoktu. Biraz daha boy at\u0131p dal vermek istiyordum.
Pulad ile Sahibali s\u0131k s\u0131k yan\u0131ma geliyor ve bazen bir s\u00fcre oturup benim gelece\u011fim ve kendi planlar\u0131 hakk\u0131nda konu\u015fuyorlard\u0131. Bir g\u00fcn de kocaman, p\u0131r\u0131l p\u0131r\u0131l parlayan k\u0131z\u0131l bir y\u0131lan getirmi\u015flerdi. Sopa ile y\u0131lan\u0131n beynini da\u011f\u0131tm\u0131\u015flard\u0131 anla\u015f\u0131lan. Topra\u011f\u0131 yar\u0131m metre kaz\u0131p y\u0131lan\u0131 oraya g\u00f6md\u00fcler.
Pulad ellerini \u00e7\u0131rparak “\u00c7ok keyifli olacak!” dedi.
Tabii, maksad\u0131 bendim.
Sahibali “Bir y\u0131lan birka\u00e7 misli g\u00fcbreye bedeldir” dedi.
Pulad:
– San\u0131r\u0131m seneye ilk meyvas\u0131n\u0131 yeriz.
Sahibali:
– Bilmem. \u015eimdiye kadar a\u011fac\u0131m\u0131z olmad\u0131 ki.
Pulad:
– Olsun. Duydu\u011fuma g\u00f6re \u015feftali a\u011fa\u00e7lar\u0131 \u00e7abuk meyva verirmi\u015f.
Ben de biliyordum bunu. Annem iki ya\u015f\u0131ndayken iki \u015feftali vermi\u015f.
\u015eeftalilerim b\u00fcy\u00fcy\u00fcp olgunla\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131nda ne \u015fekil alacaklar\u0131n\u0131 merak ediyordum. \u015eeftalilerin v\u00fccudumdaki \u00f6zsuyunu nas\u0131l emeceklerini g\u00f6rmek i\u00e7in en k\u0131sa zamanda meyva vermek istiyordum. \u015eeftalilerimin a\u011f\u0131rl\u0131k etmesini ve yere de\u011fecekmi\u015f gibi dallar\u0131m\u0131 e\u011fmelerini istiyordum.
V\u00fccudumda incecik borular olu\u015fturmu\u015ftum. K\u00f6klerimin yerden ald\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 bu borular yukar\u0131lara g\u00f6nderiyordu. Sonbahar ortalar\u0131na do\u011fru bu borular\u0131 birka\u00e7 yerden d\u00fc\u011f\u00fcmledim ve k\u00f6klerim art\u0131k yukar\u0131ya \u00f6zsuyu g\u00f6ndermez oldu. B\u00f6yle olunca besinini alamayan yapraklar\u0131m sararmaya ba\u015flad\u0131. Ben de kuyruklar\u0131n\u0131 kestim. R\u00fczgar esince yapraklar\u0131m yere d\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc ve \u00e7\u0131r\u0131l\u00e7\u0131plak kald\u0131m.
Her yapra\u011f\u0131n kuyru\u011funun k\u00f6k\u00fcne k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fcc\u00fck bir d\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm atm\u0131\u015ft\u0131m. Gelecek baharda bu d\u00fc\u011f\u00fcmlerin her birinden bir filiz ve dal vermeyi planl\u0131yordum. \u0130lk meyvam\u0131 da d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnm\u00fc\u015ft\u00fcm. Annem gibi iki ya\u015f\u0131nda meyva vermek istiyordum. Tam an\u0131msam\u0131yorum, bedenimde d\u00f6rt be\u015f d\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm vard\u0131. Bunlardan tomurcuk ve \u00e7i\u00e7ek vermeyi d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcyordum. Hep \u00e7i\u00e7eklerimi d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnmeyi seviyordum.
Hava so\u011fuduk\u00e7a beni bir uykudur al\u0131yordu. Yere kar d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcp de toprak donunca derin bir uykuya dald\u0131m.
Pulad ile Sahibali etraf\u0131ma \u00e7uval par\u00e7alar\u0131 koymu\u015flard\u0131. H\u00e2l\u00e2 ince ve yumu\u015fak bir kabu\u011fum vard\u0131 ve k\u0131\u015f\u0131n her taraf don tuttu\u011funda tav\u015fanlar i\u00e7in leziz bir yiyecek say\u0131l\u0131rd\u0131m. \u00dcstelik so\u011fuk almam da m\u00fcmk\u00fcnd\u00fc. O zaman bahar gelince yeniden k\u00f6kten ye\u015ferip b\u00fcy\u00fcmem gerekirdi.
Bahar gelince her \u015feyden \u00f6nce k\u00f6klerim uyand\u0131, sonra \u00f6zsuyu gelince g\u00f6vdem uyand\u0131. Filizlenip k\u0131m\u0131ldan\u0131p \u015fi\u015ftiler. Topraktan v\u00fccuduma gelen su v\u00fccudumun her organ\u0131n\u0131 uyand\u0131r\u0131yor ve harekete zorluyordu. Filizlerimde minik minik yapraklar olu\u015fturuyordum. Filizlerim ba\u015f verdi\u011finde bunlar\u0131 b\u00fcy\u00fct\u00fcp geni\u015fletecektim. \u015eimdi goncalar\u0131m arpa b\u00fcy\u00fckl\u00fc\u011f\u00fcnde, hatta biraz daha b\u00fcy\u00fck olmu\u015ftu. Bana kala kala \u00fc\u00e7 gonca kalm\u0131\u015f, di\u011ferlerini obur bir ser\u00e7e gagalay\u0131p yemi\u015fti.
\u00dc\u00e7 \u00e7i\u00e7ek a\u00e7t\u0131m. Ama i\u015fin ortas\u0131na gelince \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn\u00fc de b\u00fcy\u00fctemeyece\u011fimi anlad\u0131m. \u00c7i\u00e7eklerimden biri solup d\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc. \u0130kincisi badem haline gelmi\u015fti. Ona da besin g\u00f6nderemedim. \u0130kinci \u00e7a\u011flam da soldu ve r\u00fczgar esip yere d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcrd\u00fc. Bunun \u00fczerine t\u00fcm g\u00fcc\u00fcm\u00fc toplay\u0131p e\u015fi benzeri olmayan bir tanecik \u015feftalime g\u00f6ndermeye ba\u015flad\u0131m. Herkesin bunu g\u00f6r\u00fcp g\u00f6zlerinin fal ta\u015f\u0131 gibi a\u00e7\u0131lmas\u0131n\u0131, bu \u015feftaliyi yiyenin bir daha a\u011fz\u0131na ba\u015fka meyva almamas\u0131n\u0131 istiyordum.
\u00c7i\u00e7ek a\u00e7t\u0131ktan birka\u00e7 g\u00fcn sonra \u00e7i\u00e7ek yapraklar\u0131m\u0131 d\u00f6kt\u00fcm ve \u00e7i\u00e7e\u011fimin \u00e7ana\u011f\u0131 i\u00e7indeki meyvam\u0131 beslemeye, b\u00fcy\u00fctmeye ba\u015flad\u0131m. Sonunda \u00e7i\u00e7ek \u00e7ana\u011f\u0131m \u00e7atlad\u0131 ve \u00e7a\u011flam ortaya \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131.
\u015eeftalim tepeme yak\u0131n bir yerdeydi. Daha \u00e7a\u011flayken bile beni birazc\u0131k e\u011fdi. \u0130stedi\u011fim gibi bir \u015feftali yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131mda belimin e\u011filece\u011fini, belki de k\u0131r\u0131laca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcp kayg\u0131lan\u0131yordum. \u0130ster istemez katlanaca\u011f\u0131m bu zorluklara ra\u011fmen \u015feftalimin solup d\u00f6k\u00fclmesine asla raz\u0131 de\u011fildim. Do\u011frusunu isterseniz, gelecek y\u0131llarda \u015feftalilerimin say\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 bine \u00e7\u0131karmay\u0131 planl\u0131yordum. Bu nedenle daha ilk \u015feftalide kendimi denemeliydim. \u00c7ocuklar\u0131n yak\u0131n\u0131mda topra\u011fa g\u00f6md\u00fckleri y\u0131lan par\u00e7alanm\u0131\u015f ve topra\u011f\u0131 g\u00fc\u00e7lendirmi\u015fti. Bu y\u0131lan y\u00fcz\u00fcnden baya\u011f\u0131 baya\u011f\u0131 dallan\u0131p budaklanm\u0131\u015ft\u0131m.
Pulad ile Sahibali bu g\u00fcnlerde pek az yan\u0131ma geliyorlard\u0131. San\u0131r\u0131m babalar\u0131n\u0131n yan\u0131nda tarlaya veya hasat ve harman yapmaya gidiyorlard\u0131. Ama bir g\u00fcn beni g\u00f6rmeye geldiler ve ellerindeki sopay\u0131 yan\u0131mda topra\u011fa g\u00f6md\u00fcler ve beni ona ba\u011flad\u0131lar. Galiba o g\u00fcn Pulad birdenbire “Sahibali!” demi\u015fti:
Sahibali:
– Ne var, s\u00f6yle!
Pulad:
– Bah\u00e7\u0131van olacak bu k\u00f6po\u011flu bizim a\u011fac\u0131 bulmas\u0131n sak\u0131n!..
Sahibali:
– Bulsa ne olacak sanki?
Pulad bir \u015fey demedi. Sahibali:
– Hi\u00e7bir halt edemez. A\u011fac\u0131 biz dikip yeti\u015ftirdik. Meyvas\u0131 da bizimdir.
Pulad d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnceye dalm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Sonra:
– Yer bizim de\u011fil ama.
Sahibali:
– Yine de bir halt edemez. Yer, onu ekenin mal\u0131d\u0131r. A\u011fa\u00e7 dikti\u011fimiz \u015fu ufac\u0131k yer bizim mal\u0131m\u0131zd\u0131r.
Pulad cesaretlendi:
– Evet ya, bizim mal\u0131m\u0131z. Bir halt ederse, yakar\u0131z b\u00fct\u00fcn bah\u00e7eyi.
Sahibali \u00e7\u0131plak ve g\u00fcne\u015ften yanm\u0131\u015f g\u00f6\u011fs\u00fcn\u00fc yumruklayarak:
– \u00d6l\u00fcr\u00fcm de ya\u015fatmam onu. Bah\u00e7esini yakar, ka\u00e7ar\u0131z.
O g\u00fcn Pulad ile Sahibali o sopay\u0131 bana ba\u011flamasalard\u0131, geceleyin mutlaka k\u0131r\u0131l\u0131rd\u0131m. \u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc gece f\u0131rt\u0131na \u00e7\u0131km\u0131\u015f, b\u00fct\u00fcn dallar\u0131, yapraklar\u0131 birbirine katm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Sabahleyin bademin birka\u00e7 dal\u0131n\u0131n k\u0131r\u0131ld\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6rd\u00fcm \u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc.
G\u00fcnler g\u00fcnleri koval\u0131yor ve ben var g\u00fcc\u00fcmle \u015feftalimi irile\u015ftiriyor, irile\u015ftiriyor, yanaklar\u0131 k\u0131zars\u0131n ve s\u0131cak etine i\u015flesin diye g\u00fcne\u015fte tutuyordum. K\u0131z\u0131m v\u00fccuduma s\u0131ms\u0131k\u0131 yap\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015f, \u00f6yle emiyordu ki bazen v\u00fccudum s\u0131zl\u0131yordu. Ama hi\u00e7 k\u0131zm\u0131yordum ona. \u015eimdi anne olmu\u015ftum art\u0131k ve g\u00fczel mi g\u00fczel bir k\u0131z\u0131m vard\u0131.
Sahibali ile Pulad benimle \u00f6yle ilgilenir olmu\u015flard\u0131 ki bah\u00e7edeki di\u011fer a\u011fa\u00e7lar\u0131 unutmu\u015flard\u0131 adeta. Ge\u00e7en y\u0131llarda oldu\u011fu gibi annemin \u015feftalileri i\u00e7in pusuya yatm\u0131yorlard\u0131. Ben kendimi onlar\u0131n biliyor, vaktiyle beni yedikleri gibi \u015feftalim olgunla\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131 zaman onu da kopar\u0131p afiyetle yemelerine hak veriyordum.
Bahar ba\u015flar\u0131yd\u0131. Bir g\u00fcn Pulad tek ba\u015f\u0131na yan\u0131ma geldi; \u00e7ok \u00fczg\u00fcnd\u00fc. \u0130lk kez onlardan birini tek ba\u015f\u0131na g\u00f6r\u00fcyordum. Pulad \u00f6nce sulad\u0131 beni; sonra otlara oturup yava\u015f yava\u015f bana ve \u015feftalime “\u015eeftali a\u011fac\u0131m, g\u00fczel \u015feftalim. Neler oldu biliyor musun? Neden bug\u00fcn yaln\u0131z\u0131m, biliyor musun? Evet, bilmiyorsun. Sahibali \u00f6ld\u00fc. Y\u0131lan soktu onu…. “Ya\u015fl\u0131 Boncuk Nine” sabaha kadar ba\u015f\u0131nda durdu. San\u0131r\u0131m elinden bir \u015fey gelmiyordu. S\u00f6yledi\u011fi b\u00fct\u00fcn ila\u00e7lar\u0131 Sahibali’nin babas\u0131 ile birlikte k\u0131rlardan, da\u011flardan toplad\u0131k ama Sahibali yine iyile\u015fmedi. Zavall\u0131 Sahibali!..Niye beni yaln\u0131z b\u0131rakt\u0131n bilmem ki?…”
Pulad a\u011flamaya ba\u015flad\u0131. Sonra tekrar konu\u015ftu:
“Birka\u00e7 g\u00fcn \u00f6nce, \u00f6\u011fleyin k\u0131rdan d\u00f6nerken tepede rastla\u015ft\u0131k. Y\u0131lan yakalay\u0131p getirmeye karar verdik, hani ge\u00e7en y\u0131l da topra\u011f\u0131n\u0131 g\u00fc\u00e7lendirsin diye buraya g\u00f6mm\u00fc\u015ft\u00fck ya… Y\u0131lanlar Vadisi’ne gittik. Y\u0131lanlar Vadisi’nde istemedi\u011fin kadar y\u0131lan vard\u0131r. Vadinin bir taraf\u0131nda da\u011f var. Da\u011f bir par\u00e7a kayadan olu\u015fmu\u015f. Hay\u0131r; irili ufakl\u0131 binlerce ta\u015f\u0131n g\u00f6kten ya\u011f\u0131p birikti\u011fini d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn. Y\u0131lanlar\u0131n yuvas\u0131 var ta\u015flar\u0131n aras\u0131nda. S\u0131caktan v\u00fccutlar\u0131 \u0131s\u0131n\u0131nca d\u0131\u015far\u0131 \u00e7\u0131karlar. Bizim tarla, kom\u015fumuzun tarlas\u0131, Sahibali’nin day\u0131o\u011flunun tarlas\u0131 ve birka\u00e7 ki\u015finin daha tarlas\u0131 Y\u0131lanlar Vadisi’nde. Her taraftan y\u0131lan \u0131sl\u0131klar\u0131 duyulur.
“Sahibali’yle da\u011f\u0131n a\u015fa\u011f\u0131lar\u0131nda ta\u015flar\u0131n arkalar\u0131na bak\u0131yor ve sana semiz bir y\u0131lan bulmak i\u00e7in sopalar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 y\u0131lan deliklerine sokuyorduk. Yine b\u00f6yle \u00e7\u0131plakt\u0131k. \u00dcst\u00fcm\u00fczde sadece bir pantolon vard\u0131. S\u0131rt\u0131m\u0131z o kadar \u0131s\u0131nm\u0131\u015ft\u0131 ki yumurta koysan pi\u015ferdi. Bir ta\u015ftan \u00f6b\u00fcr ta\u015fa atlarken birden Sahibali’nin aya\u011f\u0131 kay\u0131p s\u0131rt\u00fcst\u00fc yere d\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc ve yere d\u00fc\u015fmesiyle vadide bir \u00e7\u0131\u011fl\u0131\u011f\u0131n yank\u0131lanmas\u0131 bir oldu. Sahibali s\u0131rt\u00fcst\u00fc yatarken bir y\u0131lan \u00fcst\u00fcne \u00e7\u0131k\u0131p \u00e7\u00f6reklenmi\u015fti. Sahibali bir \u00e7\u0131\u011fl\u0131k daha att\u0131 ve oradan vadinin dibine, toprak \u00fcst\u00fcne d\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc. Art\u0131k y\u0131lana g\u00f6z a\u00e7t\u0131rmad\u0131m. \u00d6nce kafas\u0131na indirdim sopay\u0131, sonra karn\u0131na; bir kere daha vurdum ba\u015f\u0131na. Karn\u0131nda iki fare ile bir ser\u00e7e vard\u0131.
“Sahibali bayg\u0131n yat\u0131yor ve sesi solu\u011fu \u00e7\u0131km\u0131yordu. Sopas\u0131 bir yerlere d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc. Y\u0131lan\u0131n soktu\u011fu yer k\u0131zarm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Y\u0131lan aya\u011f\u0131n\u0131 veya elini soksayd\u0131, ne yapaca\u011f\u0131m\u0131 biliyordum. Ama s\u0131rt\u0131n\u0131n ortas\u0131na ne yapabilirdim? \u00c7aresiz, Sahibali’yi omuzuma al\u0131p k\u00f6ye getirdim. “Ya\u015fl\u0131 Boncuk Nine” sabahleyin mezar ba\u015f\u0131ndayken anneme, Sahibali’yi hemen ona getirseymi\u015fim \u00f6lmeyece\u011fini s\u00f6yl\u00fcyordu. Ama Sahibali’yi nas\u0131l daha erken yeti\u015ftirebilirdim ki? \u015eeftali a\u011fac\u0131, sen de bilirsin, Sahibali benden a\u011f\u0131rd\u0131. Bir e\u015fe\u011fim olsayd\u0131 ve ge\u00e7 kalsayd\u0131m, o zaman “Boncuk Nine” gecikti\u011fimi s\u00f6ylemekte hakl\u0131 olabilirdi. Ne gelirdi elimden?…”
Pulad yine a\u011flamaya ba\u015flad\u0131. Sahibali ile Pulad’\u0131 \u00e7ok ama \u00e7ok sevdi\u011fimi hissediyordum \u015fimdi. Bundan b\u00f6yle Sahibali’yi bir daha g\u00f6remeyece\u011fimi d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcmde neredeyse \u00fcz\u00fcnt\u00fcmden t\u00fcm yapraklar\u0131m\u0131 d\u00f6k\u00fcp sonsuza dek kuruyacak ve tomurcuk vermeyecektim.
Pulad a\u011flamas\u0131n\u0131 b\u0131rakt\u0131:
– Art\u0131k k\u00f6yde kalamam ben. Nereye gitsem Sahibali kar\u015f\u0131mda canlan\u0131yor ve \u00fcz\u00fcl\u00fcyorum. Da\u011fa giderken, ke\u00e7iyi k\u0131rda otlatmaya g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcrken, ta\u015flara elimi s\u00fcrerken, hayvan d\u0131\u015fk\u0131lar\u0131 \u00fcst\u00fcnde y\u00fcr\u00fcrken, ot yolarken, damlara \u00e7\u0131karken hep Sahibali g\u00f6z\u00fcmde canlan\u0131yor. Sanki hep beni \u00e7a\u011f\u0131r\u0131yor: Pulad!… Pulad!… Evet \u015feftali a\u011fac\u0131; bu sesi duyacak g\u00fcc\u00fcm kalmad\u0131. \u015eehre gidip day\u0131m\u0131n yan\u0131nda bakkal \u00e7\u0131ra\u011f\u0131 olaca\u011f\u0131m. Sahibali’nin ya\u015famas\u0131 i\u00e7in ne yapmal\u0131yd\u0131m, bilmiyorum. Onun gibi d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcp \u00f6lmemek i\u00e7in ne yapmam gerek, onu da bilmiyorum. Ben k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm, akl\u0131m hi\u00e7bir \u015feye ermiyor. Tek bildi\u011fim, art\u0131k k\u00f6yde kalamayaca\u011f\u0131m. Ben gidiyorum \u015feftali a\u011fac\u0131. \u015eeftalini sana b\u0131rak\u0131yorum.
Pulad kalk\u0131p gidece\u011fi s\u0131rada \u015feftalimi aya\u011f\u0131n\u0131n \u00f6n\u00fcne d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcrd\u00fcm. Pulad \u015feftaliyi ald\u0131, koklad\u0131, sonra tozlar\u0131n\u0131 sildi. Tepeden a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 eliyle ok\u015fad\u0131 beni ve \u00e7ekip gitti.
Ertesi y\u0131l boy atm\u0131\u015f, dallan\u0131p budaklanm\u0131\u015f, iyice serpilmi\u015ftim. Yirmi otuz \u00e7i\u00e7e\u011fim vard\u0131. Ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131 dik tutabiliyor, \u00f6teye beriye uzan\u0131p bah\u00e7enin di\u011fer taraflar\u0131n\u0131 seyredebiliyordum.
Bir g\u00fcn b\u00f6yle bak\u0131n\u0131p dururken bah\u00e7\u0131van farkedip yan\u0131ma geldi. Sevin\u00e7ten ne yapaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 bilmiyordu. Yaprak ve \u00e7i\u00e7eklerimin \u015feklinde kimin \u00e7ocu\u011fu oldu\u011fumu anlad\u0131. Hi\u00e7 zahmet \u00e7ekmedi\u011fi halde bah\u00e7esinde g\u00fczel bir \u015feftali a\u011fac\u0131 bitmi\u015fti. Para u\u011fruna k\u00f6yl\u00fcleri kendine d\u00fc\u015fman eden zengin bir adam\u0131n u\u015fakl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 yapan bah\u00e7\u0131van eline d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015ft\u00fcm ya; buna \u00e7ok \u00fcz\u00fcl\u00fcyordum.
On onbe\u015f \u015feftali vermi\u015ftim. Ama \u015feftalilerimin kime nasip olaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fck\u00e7e kendimden nefret ediyordum. Beni Pulad ile Sahibali dikip b\u00fcy\u00fctm\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc. \u015eeftalilerim de onlar\u0131n hakk\u0131yd\u0131.
Bir g\u00fcn bir fikir geldi akl\u0131ma. O g\u00fcn \u015feftalilerimi d\u00f6kmeye ba\u015flad\u0131m. Bah\u00e7\u0131van durumu farketti\u011finde dal\u0131mda hi\u00e7 \u015feftali kalmam\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Yerimin k\u00f6t\u00fc oldu\u011funu d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fc ve y\u00fcksek sesle “Seneye yerini de\u011fi\u015ftiririm. B\u00f6ylece hem iyi su al\u0131rs\u0131n hem iri ve g\u00fczel \u015feftaliler verirsin.” dedi.
Ertesi bahar k\u00f6klerimi uyand\u0131rd\u0131\u011f\u0131mda t\u00fcm d\u00fczenimin bozuldu\u011funu, baz\u0131lar\u0131n\u0131n kurudu\u011funu, baz\u0131lar\u0131n\u0131n da yolundu\u011funu g\u00f6rd\u00fcm. Tabii sa\u011flam kalan k\u00f6klerim az de\u011fildi. \u0130lkin sa\u011flam olan k\u00f6klerimi nemli topra\u011fa dald\u0131rd\u0131m, sonra yeni yeni k\u00f6kler \u00e7\u0131kart\u0131p \u00e7evreye g\u00f6nderdim. Sonra filizlenme, yaprak ve tomurcuk verme d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcncesine kap\u0131ld\u0131m. Derken annemi tan\u0131d\u0131m.
O g\u00fcnden beri ne kadar zaman ge\u00e7ti bilmiyorum. Bah\u00e7\u0131van bir t\u00fcrl\u00fc benden meyva alamad\u0131. Bundan sonra da alamayacak. Ben ona itaat etmiyorum. \u015eimdi akl\u0131 s\u0131ra beni korkutmaya, testereyle kesmeye, y\u0131ld\u0131rmaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131yor.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Fakir ve susuz k\u00f6y\u00fcn biti\u015fi\u011finde \u00e7ok b\u00fcy\u00fck bir ba\u011f vard\u0131, g\u00fczel mi g\u00fczel, i\u00e7inden suyu akan, meyva a\u011fa\u00e7lar\u0131yla dolu bir ba\u011f. Ba\u011f o kadar b\u00fcy\u00fck ve a\u011fa\u00e7l\u0131kt\u0131 ki bir ucundan d\u00fcrb\u00fcnle baksan, \u00f6b\u00fcr ucunu g\u00f6remezdin.K\u00f6y a\u011fas\u0131 birka\u00e7 y\u0131l \u00f6nce araziyi parselleyip k\u00f6yl\u00fclere satm\u0131\u015f, ama ba\u011f\u0131 kendine ay\u0131rm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Tabii k\u00f6yl\u00fclerin arazisi d\u00fcz ve a\u011fa\u00e7l\u0131k de\u011fildi. 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