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\u00c7erke\u015f\u2019ten \u00e7\u0131k\u0131nca hayvanlar\u0131 durdurttu. Yere atlad\u0131.<\/p>\n\u00c7erke\u015f\u2019ten \u00e7\u0131k\u0131nca hayvanlar\u0131 durdurttu. Yere atlad\u0131.<\/p>\n
Araban\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcnde d\u00f6\u015feme yoktu. Arkada dingili, sulak \u00e7ivisine kadar geri \u00e7ekti. Bu suretle araba ok boyunca uzam\u0131\u015ft\u0131. \u00c7atal\u0131n alt\u0131na as\u0131l\u0131 ya\u011fdanl\u0131ktan tavuk kanad\u0131n\u0131 al\u0131p tekerlekleri ya\u011flad\u0131.<\/p>\n
Sa\u011f hayvan, Delik\u0131r, huysuzlan\u0131yordu.<\/p>\n
Arpa \u00e7uval\u0131yla, saman \u00e7uval\u0131n\u0131 arka \u00e7atal\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcne ta\u015f\u0131d\u0131. Dikkatle ba\u011flad\u0131. \u00d6n tarafa, hayvanlar\u0131n yem torbalar\u0131n\u0131, \u00f6rt\u00fclerini kendi yorgan\u0131n\u0131 yerle\u015ftirdikten sonra, arabaya bindi. Dizginleri toplad\u0131. Kap\u00e7\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 beygirlerin sa\u011fr\u0131s\u0131na hafif hafif dokundurdu:<\/p>\n
_ D\u00f6yyt ! Haydi o\u011flum! Al aslan\u0131m!<\/p>\n
G\u00fcne\u015f batmak \u00fczere idi. A\u011fa\u00e7lar\u0131n u\u00e7lar\u0131 k\u0131zarm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Dumanl\u0131 ak\u015fam\u0131n i\u00e7inde \u015fose d\u00fcmd\u00fcz g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcyordu. Kenardaki hendeklerin hizas\u0131nda aral\u0131k aral\u0131k kavak a\u011fa\u00e7lar\u0131, tarla \u00e7itleri vard\u0131. Tarlalar\u0131n \u00e7ok uza\u011f\u0131nda boz tepeler ba\u015fl\u0131yordu.<\/p>\n
Delik\u0131r\u2019\u0131n rahvan\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131k oldu\u011fundan, sol hayvan Pamukk\u0131r, ona yeti\u015fmek i\u00e7in t\u0131r\u0131sa kalkm\u0131\u015ft\u0131.<\/p>\n
Arabac\u0131, iyi beslenmi\u015f, gen\u00e7 beygirlerine muhabbetle, iftiharla bakt\u0131. \u0130kisi de talimli asker gibi, kulak kula\u011fa gidiyorlard\u0131. Okun \u00fcst\u00fcne dayad\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u00e7izmeli ayaklar\u0131n\u0131 alt\u0131na al\u0131p yerle\u015ferek bir sigara yakt\u0131. Tekerleklerin dingil kapaklar\u0131na vurduk\u00e7a \u00e7\u0131kard\u0131klar\u0131 \u00e7elik \u00e7\u0131ng\u0131rak sesleri, hayvanlar\u0131n boynundaki zillere kar\u0131\u015f\u0131yor, arabac\u0131 al\u0131\u015f\u0131k oldu\u011fu bu lezzetli g\u00fcr\u00fclt\u00fc ile keyifleniyordu. Sigara duman\u0131 y\u00fcz\u00fcne vurdu\u011fu i\u00e7in g\u00f6zlerini k\u0131sm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Elmac\u0131k kemikleri \u00e7\u0131k\u0131nt\u0131l\u0131, b\u0131y\u0131klar\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fck oldu\u011fundan, surat\u0131 daima g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u00fcyor gibiydi.<\/p>\n
E\u015feklere binmi\u015f \u00fc\u00e7 k\u00f6yl\u00fcy\u00fc arkada b\u0131rakt\u0131\u011f\u0131na memnun oldu.<\/p>\n
_ D\u00f6yyt! Al aslan\u0131m, haydi o\u011flum! diye kam\u00e7\u0131s\u0131n\u0131n ucu ile beygirleri ok\u015fad\u0131.<\/p>\n
\u015eosenin yan\u0131ndaki k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck su birikintisinde, sazlar\u0131n ortas\u0131nda, bir leylek, bir aya\u011f\u0131n\u0131 karn\u0131na,uzun gagas\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6\u011fs\u00fcne saklam\u0131\u015f, dinleniyordu.<\/p>\n
Parma\u011f\u0131n\u0131n ucuyla sigaras\u0131n\u0131 o tarafa f\u0131rlatt\u0131:<\/p>\n
_ Ate\u015f buyur, hac\u0131baba!<\/p>\n
\u00c7ocuklu\u011fundan beri leyleklerin gagas\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7ubu\u011fa benzetiyordu.<\/p>\n
Kalaslar\u0131 oynayan bir k\u00f6pr\u00fcy\u00fc, tahta g\u00fcr\u00fclt\u00fcleriyle ge\u00e7ip \u015fosenin d\u00f6nemecini k\u0131vr\u0131l\u0131nca, epey ilerde yaya y\u00fcr\u00fcyen iki kad\u0131n g\u00f6rd\u00fc. Entarilerinin arka eteklerini ba\u015f\u00f6rt\u00fclerinin u\u00e7lar\u0131n\u0131 savurarak, h\u0131zl\u0131 h\u0131zl\u0131 gidiyorlard\u0131. \u0130yiden iyiye bast\u0131ran karanl\u0131\u011fa ra\u011fmen, birisinin s\u0131rt\u0131ndaki heybe fark ediliyordu.<\/p>\n
Arabac\u0131, arka tekerlerin \u00fczerine yerle\u015ftirdi\u011fi yem \u00e7uvallar\u0131n\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fc: F\u0131karalar\u0131 oturturum. Dua etsin teyzeler. Gen\u00e7 mi ihtiyar m\u0131 olduklar\u0131n\u0131 uzaktan anlayamad\u0131\u011f\u0131 i\u00e7in siyah f\u00f6tr \u015fapkas\u0131n\u0131n, ya\u011fmur yiye yiye a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015f kenarlar\u0131n\u0131 ihtiyaten s\u0131vazlad\u0131. B\u0131y\u0131klar\u0131n\u0131 yoklad\u0131.<\/p>\n
Araba yakla\u015f\u0131nca, kad\u0131nlar d\u00f6n\u00fcp bakt\u0131lar.<\/p>\n
Dizginleri \u00e7ekti:<\/p>\n
_ Teyzeler , Suhizar\u0131\u2019na buradan m\u0131 gidilir?<\/p>\n
Omuzunda heybe olan kad\u0131n, erkek gibi kal\u0131n sesiyle g\u00fcld\u00fc:<\/p>\n
-Bedava deyivermek olmaz o\u011ful . Bizi arabana bindirirsen sana yolu g\u00f6steririz, dua ederiz.<\/p>\n
_ Bindirmesi kolay ama halac\u0131\u011f\u0131m, baksana sand\u0131k yok. Tahta \u00e7ekece\u011fiz diye sand\u0131\u011f\u0131 kald\u0131rd\u0131k da arabay\u0131 sal yapt\u0131k. Arkadaki \u00e7uvallar\u0131n \u00fczerine oturur musun?<\/p>\n
_ Eksik olma, otururuz, aya\u011f\u0131m\u0131z yerden kesilsin yeter.<\/p>\n
_ Haydi atlay\u0131n bakal\u0131m.<\/p>\n
Hi\u00e7 konu\u015fmayan kad\u0131n\u0131n, karanl\u0131kta ya\u015f\u0131n\u0131 tahmin etmeye \u00e7al\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015f, y\u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc g\u00f6zlerine kadar kapatm\u0131\u015f oldu\u011fundan bir \u015fey anlayamam\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Hayvanlar\u0131 kam\u00e7\u0131lad\u0131ktan sonra laf a\u00e7mak i\u00e7in sordu:<\/p>\n
_ Suhizar\u0131 buradan ka\u00e7 saat \u00e7eker?<\/p>\n
_ Ayakla be\u015f, alt\u0131 saat.<\/p>\n
_\u0130yi, bizim hayvanlar \u00fc\u00e7 saata al\u0131r demek!<\/p>\n
_ Al\u0131r elbet , Allah ba\u011f\u0131\u015flas\u0131n.<\/p>\n
_ Amin, teyze!<\/p>\n
Hep o sesi kal\u0131n kar\u0131 konu\u015fmu\u015ftu.<\/p>\n
Biraz sustular.<\/p>\n
Suhizar\u0131\u2019na ka\u00e7ak tahta y\u00fcklemeye gidiyordu. \u00c7erke\u015f\u2019e \u00fc\u00e7,\u00fc\u00e7 bu\u00e7uk saat oldu\u011funu s\u00f6ylemi\u015flerdi. Bunun do\u011fru \u00e7\u0131kmas\u0131na sevindi.<\/p>\n
Bu sefer kal\u0131n sesli kad\u0131n sordu:<\/p>\n
_ Suhizarl\u0131 m\u0131s\u0131n sen arabac\u0131?<\/p>\n
_ Hay\u0131r teyze!<\/p>\n
_ Kiraya m\u0131 gidiyorsun?<\/p>\n
_ Kiraya gidiyorum.<\/p>\n
_Ta\u015fp\u0131nar\u2019dan sonra K\u00f6kl\u00fcler\u2019den sapacaks\u0131n. Sapaca\u011f\u0131n yeri g\u00f6steririz.<\/p>\n
_Eyvallah\u2026 Lakin Suhizar\u0131\u2019na bir saat kala hayvanlar\u0131 sulamal\u0131.<\/p>\n
_Yolda su \u00e7oktur. Ta\u015fp\u0131nar\u2019da sulars\u0131n.<\/p>\n
\u00d6teki kad\u0131n ilk defa lafa kar\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Arabac\u0131y\u0131 gizlice g\u00fcld\u00fcrecek kadar kekeliyordu:<\/p>\n
_ Tahta m\u0131 y\u00fckleyeceksin o\u011ful?<\/p>\n
_Tahta y\u00fckleyece\u011fim .<\/p>\n
_\u0130yi\u2026 \u00c7erke\u015f\u2019e mi g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fclecek tahtalar?<\/p>\n
_Daha ileriye. Kur\u015funlu nahiyesine. Tren yolu d\u00f6\u015feniyor oralara\u2026<\/p>\n
_ D\u00f6\u015feniyormu\u015f, \u00f6yle diyorlar, buralara da gelecek, diyorlar.<\/p>\n
_ Buralar\u0131n s\u00f6z\u00fc m\u00fc olur, Karab\u00fck\u2019e, Zonguldak\u2019a gidecek.<\/p>\n
Kal\u0131n sesli kad\u0131n:<\/p>\n
_ Bizim rahmetlinin karde\u015fi o tarafta oturur, dedi, bilmem bilir misin. Sar\u0131 ya\u011f\u0131z bir adamd\u0131r. Aya\u011f\u0131da biraz topal. Abdurrahman derler.<\/p>\n
-Bilemedim teyze!
-Kar\u0131s\u0131n\u0131n k\u00f6y\u00fc Ilgaz\u2019a yak\u0131n. O s\u00f6yledi: Tren yolu k\u0131tl\u0131k getiriyormu\u015f. Gelinler k\u00f6t\u00fc olmu\u015f hep. Rabbim saklas\u0131n.
-B\u0131rak \u015f\u00f6yle laf\u0131 teyze\u2026 Tren yolu k\u0131tl\u0131k getirir mi? A\u011fam da benim gibi arabac\u0131d\u0131r. L\u00e2kin benden ziyade mal\u0131 var. D\u00f6rt \u00e7ift beygir, iki yayl\u0131\u2026 Treni o da sevmez. \u201cEkme\u011fimizi bir g\u00fcn elimizden alacak!\u201d der.
-Allah g\u00f6stermesin, arabac\u0131 k\u0131sm\u0131n\u0131n ekme\u011fini kimse alamaz.
-Ben de \u00f6yle diyorum. \u0130ki senedir hat boyunda kirac\u0131l\u0131k ederim. Ge\u00e7iniyoruz. Tren i\u015flerse arabaya i\u015f kalmaz m\u0131? Kamyonlar i\u00e7in de b\u00f6yle denildiydi. Ald\u0131rma, yalan \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131. Suhizar\u0131\u2019na\u2026
\u201cKa\u00e7ak tahta y\u00fcklemeye\u2026\u201d diyecekti vazge\u00e7ti:
-Suhizar\u0131\u2019na tahta y\u00fcklemeye de tren gelecek de\u011fil ya\u2026
-Elbet gelmez, ne haddine.
Arabac\u0131 beygirlerine arkada\u015f\u00e7a bakt\u0131. Delik\u0131r\u2019\u0131 tayken al\u0131p b\u00fcy\u00fctm\u00fc\u015f, s\u00fcr\u00fclm\u00fc\u015f tarlalarda ko\u015ftura ko\u015ftura, rahvana al\u0131\u015ft\u0131rm\u0131\u015ft\u0131.
Kad\u0131nlar aralar\u0131nda trene dair konu\u015fuyorlard\u0131. Kal\u0131n sesli kad\u0131n:
-Arka arkaya odalar ba\u011flam\u0131\u015flar, dedi, aman\u0131n, ev gibi imi\u015f. Kocaman\u2026 Bizim k\u00f6y\u00fcn adam\u0131n\u0131 hep doldursan, Bulgurlu\u2019nun, De\u011firmenarkas\u0131\u2019n\u0131n ahalisine de yer kal\u0131r, diyorlar. Bir ba\u011f\u0131r\u0131rm\u0131\u015f gelirken\u2026 K\u00f6m\u00fc\u015f s\u00fcr\u00fcs\u00fc gibi.
\u00d6teki ekledi:
-Ne olacak, g\u00e2vur i\u015fi\u2026 \u00d6yle ba\u011f\u0131r\u0131r elbette\u2026
-Ba\u011f\u0131rs\u0131n bakal\u0131m.
Arabac\u0131, sigara yakmak i\u00e7in kibrit \u00e7ak\u0131nca, kal\u0131n sesli kad\u0131n sordu:
-Evlad\u0131m, anan baban var m\u0131 k\u00f6y\u00fcnde?
Arabac\u0131, ya\u015fl\u0131 k\u00f6y kad\u0131nlar\u0131n\u0131n y\u00fcre\u011fini s\u0131zlatacak l\u00e2flar\u0131 iyi biliyordu:
-Ne anam var, ne babam\u2026 D\u00fcnya y\u00fcz\u00fcnde bir ba\u015f\u0131ma kald\u0131m.
-Vah o\u011ful vah! Kimin kimsen de mi yok?
Demin a\u011fabeyisinden bahsetti\u011finin fark\u0131na varmam\u0131\u015flard\u0131. Buna, ayr\u0131ca memnun oldu.
-Hi\u00e7 kimsem yok halac\u0131\u011f\u0131m.
-Ne tarafl\u0131s\u0131n asl\u0131nda?
\u201c\u00c7ank\u0131r\u0131\u2019n\u0131n \u015eaban\u00f6z\u00fc nahiyesinden\u201d diyece\u011fi yerde, kam\u00e7\u0131s\u0131yla uzak bir yeri g\u00f6sterdi:
-Buraya aras\u0131 \u00e7ok\u2026 Yozgat taraf\u0131ndan\u0131z!
-Evlenmedin mi hi\u00e7?<\/p>\n
Arabac\u0131, b\u00fcsb\u00fct\u00fcn kederlenmi\u015f gibi davrand\u0131:
-Kimsesiz adam nerede evlenir? Evlenemedik i\u015fte.
-Yaz\u0131k olmu\u015f.
-Yaz\u0131k olmaz m\u0131? Pek yaz\u0131k oldu valideci\u011fim. Yaz\u0131k oldu bana\u2026
-Askerli\u011fini yapt\u0131n bitirdin mi?
N\u00fcfus k\u00e2\u011f\u0131d\u0131 k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck yaz\u0131ld\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan askerli\u011fine daha iki sene vard\u0131. Fakat gene yalan s\u00f6yledi:
-Yapt\u0131m. Hay\u0131rl\u0131s\u0131 ile bitti, gitti. Ne dersin asker oca\u011f\u0131nda \u00e7avu\u015f bile olduktu.
-Rabbim devlete, millete ba\u011f\u0131\u015flas\u0131n.
-\u00c2min teyze!
Bir m\u00fcddet konu\u015fmadan gidildi. Bu s\u0131rada kekeme kar\u0131 haz\u0131rlanm\u0131\u015ft\u0131:
-Araba kendi mal\u0131n m\u0131? diye sordu.
-Hayvanlar da, araba da kendi mal\u0131m.
-Neyse, mal sahibi oldu\u011fun iyi.
-Ayl\u0131k\u00e7\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131 sevmem. Bak \u015fu Delik\u0131r\u2019a. Tayken kendim yeti\u015ftirdim. Yan\u0131na e\u015f buluncaya kadar yirmi g\u00fcn dola\u015ft\u0131m. L\u00e2kin \u015fimdi \u00e7iftine iki y\u00fcz lira verseler satmam. Merakl\u0131y\u0131z i\u015fte\u2026 Bak, arabay\u0131 Amasya\u2019da husus\u00ee yapt\u0131rd\u0131k. \u0130spitleri ekli de\u011fildir. B\u00fct\u00fcnd\u00fcr. Kavza ko\u015fumlar\u0131n\u0131 g\u00fcnd\u00fcz g\u00f6z\u00fcyle bir g\u00f6rmelisin. Pullar\u0131n\u0131, boncuklar\u0131n\u0131, g\u00fcllerini, \u00e7\u0131ng\u0131raklar\u0131n\u0131, paldum s\u00fcslerini \u00c7ank\u0131r\u0131\u2019n\u0131n en me\u015fhur sarac\u0131na, ba\u015f\u0131nda durup i\u015flettim.
-Ma\u015fallah, ma\u015fallah! Merakl\u0131s\u0131n. Belli bir \u015fey.
Gece iyiden iyiye bast\u0131rm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Hava s\u0131cak ve r\u00fczg\u00e2rs\u0131zd\u0131.
Arabac\u0131, kar\u0131 milletinin, iyi hayvandan, iyi arabadan, iyi ko\u015fumdan asla anlayamayaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnerek kederli kederli i\u00e7ini \u00e7ekince, kal\u0131n sesli kad\u0131n:
-Ne var, \u00e7avu\u015f a\u011fa, dedi. Y\u00fcre\u011fin dolu, yoksa birine sevdal\u0131 m\u0131s\u0131n?
-Yok can\u0131m!
-Hele\u2026 hele\u2026 Delikanl\u0131s\u0131n, ay\u0131p de\u011fil. Tam g\u00f6n\u00fcl \u00e7ekecek zaman\u0131n, ka\u00e7 ya\u015f\u0131ndas\u0131n?
-324 tevell\u00fctl\u00fcy\u00fcm. Yani 24 ya\u015f\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 bitirdik, 25\u2032ine girdik.
-G\u00f6rd\u00fcn m\u00fc, evlenecek zaman gelmi\u015f de ge\u00e7mi\u015f bile\u2026 K\u0131smetin a\u00e7\u0131k de\u011filmi\u015f \u00e7avu\u015f a\u011fa.
Arabac\u0131 karanl\u0131kta rahat\u00e7a g\u00fcl\u00fcyordu. \u00dc\u00e7 aydan beri ni\u015fanl\u0131yd\u0131. \u0130lkbaharda d\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn yapacaklard\u0131.
-Kimsesizli\u011fin g\u00f6z\u00fc k\u00f6r olsun teyze\u2026 Gurbet gezmek belimizi b\u00fckt\u00fc.
-Vah! vah!
Kad\u0131nlar, al\u00e7ak sesle konu\u015fmaya ba\u015flad\u0131lar. Arabac\u0131 dikkatle kulak verdi\u011fi halde s\u00f6ylediklerini anlam\u0131yordu. K\u0131rbac\u0131n\u0131 \u015faklatarak hayvanlar\u0131 t\u0131r\u0131sa kald\u0131rd\u0131:
-Beni hep arabac\u0131 bellemeyin sak\u0131n\u2026 \u00c7iftlik, ren\u00e7perlik i\u015finden \u00e7ok anlar\u0131m, beygirle bir herk yapar\u0131m, \u015fa\u015fars\u0131n\u0131z. Ama pulluk olmal\u0131.
\u0130kisi birden bir tuhaf sevin\u00e7le sordular:
-Hakikat, bilir misin ren\u00e7perli\u011fi?
Arabac\u0131 yan d\u00f6n\u00fcp arkas\u0131na bakt\u0131:
-\u201dBilir misin,\u201d ne demek? S\u00fcrmeliyim de g\u00f6rmeli.
Kal\u0131n sesli kad\u0131n \u00f6tekinin kekelemesine meydan b\u0131rakmad\u0131:
-Ren\u00e7perlik tavat\u00fcr g\u00fc\u00e7 i\u015f. Adam\u0131 ezer. B\u00f6yle arabada oturup dola\u015fmaya benzemez.
-Her zanaat\u0131n m\u00fc\u015fk\u00fcl\u00fc var, teyze! Arabac\u0131l\u0131k da s\u0131ras\u0131na g\u00f6re \u00e7etindir. Yolda teker k\u0131r\u0131ld\u0131. Ne yapars\u0131n bakal\u0131m? Bir kere gurbetten ba\u015f al\u0131nmaz. Evin yok, kimsen yok. Han odalar\u0131nda \u00f6mr\u00fcn t\u00fckenir.
Kad\u0131nlar yine yava\u015f sesle konu\u015ftular.
Arabac\u0131, yaln\u0131z kekeme kar\u0131n\u0131n birka\u00e7 kere: \u201cOlur mu k\u0131z, bak \u015funa, olur mu hi\u00e7?\u201d dedi\u011fini i\u015fitti. A\u011fabeyisinin yayl\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 s\u00fcrerken m\u00fc\u015fterilerin s\u00f6zlerine kulak vermeye al\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Bu, e\u011flenceli bir \u015feydi. \u0130nsan lafa dalar, yolun uzunlu\u011funu unutur. Arka tekerlekleri sulak \u00e7ivisine kadar geri \u00e7ekti\u011fine can\u0131 s\u0131k\u0131ld\u0131. G\u00fcr\u00fclt\u00fc, i\u015fitmesine b\u00fcsb\u00fct\u00fcn engel oluyordu. Saat\u0131na bakt\u0131.
-Teyze! Ne kadar yolumuz kald\u0131. Hayvanlar\u0131 bir saat kala sulayaca\u011f\u0131z.
-Suhizar\u0131\u2019n\u0131 m\u0131 sordun?
-Evet!
-K\u0131z, buras\u0131 neresi? Tahta k\u00f6pr\u00fc m\u00fc?
Kekeme kar\u0131 tasdik etti:
-Tahta k\u00f6pr\u00fc, Suhizar\u0131\u2019na yana\u015ft\u0131k.
-\u015euradan sapacaks\u0131n, bildin mi o\u011flum?
-Sap\u0131lacakm\u0131\u015f. Sapt\u0131ktan sonra ne kadar \u00e7eker?
-Yar\u0131m saat\u2026
Arabac\u0131, yar\u0131m saatla, bir saat aras\u0131nda, hi\u00e7 fark g\u00f6rmeyenlere eskiden beri k\u0131zard\u0131. Uyu\u015fan ayaklar\u0131n\u0131 okun \u00fcst\u00fcne uzatmak i\u00e7in k\u0131m\u0131ldad\u0131. Tahtalar\u0131 y\u00fckledikten sonra ormanc\u0131lar yakalarsa\u2026
Arabay\u0131 da, hayvanlar\u0131 da tellala verirler. Bir g\u00fcn, \u015eaban\u00f6z\u00fc\u2019nde, a\u011fas\u0131n\u0131n arabas\u0131n\u0131 beygirlerle beraber, y\u00fck\u00fcyle beraber yakalad\u0131lar. A\u011fas\u0131na kalsa beygirleri de kapt\u0131racakt\u0131. Bereket kendisi, kay\u0131\u015flar\u0131 kesip hayvanlar\u0131 s\u00fcrm\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc. Arabay\u0131 tellala \u00e7\u0131kard\u0131lar. On liradan mezat edildi\u011fi halde k\u00f6yl\u00fc ac\u0131y\u0131p art\u0131rmam\u0131\u015f, on bir liraya yine a\u011fas\u0131nda kalm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. \u00c2deta y\u00fcksek sesle: \u201cK\u00f6yl\u00fc k\u0131sm\u0131 mala k\u0131yamaz!\u201d diyerek bir sigara yakt\u0131, kad\u0131nlara seslendi:
-\u0130\u015fte b\u00f6yle teyzeler\u2026 S\u00fcr\u00fcn\u00fcp gidiyoruz.
Kal\u0131n sesli kad\u0131n, \u00e7ekinerek g\u00fcld\u00fc:<\/p>\n
-Ah, benim k\u00f6ye yolun u\u011frarsa\u2026 Anlad\u0131n m\u0131 arabac\u0131?
-Sizin k\u00f6y \u00e7ok uzak m\u0131?
-Uzak de\u011fil, uzak de\u011fil\u2026 Suhizar\u0131\u2019ndan biraz \u00f6tede\u2026 \u0130ki saat, haydi bilemedin \u00fc\u00e7 saat.
-Pek uzak de\u011filmi\u015f. Allah izin verirse bir g\u00fcn o tarafa da yolumuz d\u00fc\u015fer, gelir, size misafir oluruz. Sizin k\u00f6y\u00fcn ad\u0131 ne?
-Ah\u2026 Hani ya\u2026 Bir gelsen bizim k\u00f6ye\u2026 Bizim k\u00f6ye, Arslanlar denir.
-Arslanlar\u2019a gelsem, bana ayran i\u00e7irir miydin teyze?
-Ayran\u0131n laf\u0131 m\u0131 olur, bir gelsen\u2026 Bir \u015fey soraca\u011f\u0131m dinin gibi do\u011fru s\u00f6yle \u00e7avu\u015f a\u011fa!
-Sor bakal\u0131m.
-Evlenmeye niyetli misin?
-Niyetli olunmaz m\u0131? Bir namus ehli kar\u0131 bulsam hi\u00e7 bakmam evlenirim.
-\u0130yi ya i\u015fte\u2026 Bizim k\u00f6ye gelsen, arad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 mutlaka bulurdun.
-Deme\u2026 Bulunur mu namus ehli?
Tekrar yar\u0131m d\u00f6nd\u00fc. Kad\u0131nlar, araban\u0131n sars\u0131nt\u0131s\u0131yla ba\u015flar\u0131n\u0131 k\u0131m\u0131ldatarak oturuyorlard\u0131. Y\u00fczleri g\u00f6r\u00fcnm\u00fcyordu.
-Bir m\u00fcnasibi bulunursa ben de gelirim teyzeler\u2026 Vallah billah hayvanlar\u0131 dehler, sizin k\u00f6ye \u00e7\u0131kar\u0131m.
-Oras\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6nl\u00fcn bilir evl\u00e2d\u0131m. Diyece\u011fim \u015fu. Sana m\u00fcnasip bir k\u0131z var. G\u00fczelli\u011fine g\u00fczel\u2026 \u00e7al\u0131\u015fkanl\u0131\u011f\u0131na sabahtan ak\u015fama kadar durmaz \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131r\u2026 Namus taraf\u0131 dersen b\u00fct\u00fcn k\u00f6yl\u00fc ispatt\u0131r.
-\u00c7al\u0131\u015fkan, bir de namuslu ise bana yeterdi. G\u00fczellik gelir ge\u00e7er, namus durur. Erkek dedi\u011fin, baca duman\u0131d\u0131r teyze, sabahleyin \u00e7\u0131kar gider, g\u00f6z\u00fc arkada kalmayacak.
-O tarafa meraklanma. K\u0131z\u0131m\u0131z pek k\u00f6rpedir ama bir kusuru, dul kar\u0131d\u0131r. Dula da raz\u0131 m\u0131s\u0131n arabac\u0131?<\/p>\n
-Elbet raz\u0131y\u0131m. Her \u015fey Allah\u2019\u0131n emri\u2026 Kocas\u0131 k\u00f6t\u00fcl\u00fckte g\u00f6r\u00fcp \u00e7\u0131karmad\u0131 ya.
-K\u00f6t\u00fcl\u00fckte olur mu? T\u00f6vbe de\u2026 Ge\u00e7inemediler.
Arabac\u0131, g\u00fcld\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn\u00fc belli etmemek i\u00e7in tekrar i\u00e7ini \u00e7ekti. Bir tahta k\u00f6pr\u00fc daha ge\u00e7tiler. Yolun iki taraf\u0131nda kurba\u011falar ba\u011f\u0131r\u0131yordu. Evvelce vakit ge\u00e7irmek i\u00e7in konu\u015fan arabac\u0131, i\u015fin d\u00f6ne dola\u015fa k\u00f6rpe bir dul kar\u0131ya ba\u011fland\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00fcnce, hayvanlar\u0131 sulamay\u0131 bile unutmu\u015ftu.
Kal\u0131n sesli kad\u0131n, yan\u0131ndakiyle biraz f\u0131s\u0131lda\u015ft\u0131ktan sonra:
-\u0130\u015fin acele mi bu gece \u00e7avu\u015f a\u011fa? diye sordu.
-Yok, pek acele say\u0131lmaz; yar\u0131n gitsem de olur.
-\u00d6yle ise bir hay\u0131r yapal\u0131m.
-Ne gibi?
-Bak, sana a\u00e7\u0131k a\u00e7\u0131k deyivereyim \u00e7avu\u015f a\u011fa, biz iki k\u0131z karde\u015fiz. Evlenecek k\u0131z, karde\u015fimin k\u0131z\u0131d\u0131r. \u0130stersen y\u00fcr\u00fc, bizim k\u00f6ye gidelim. K\u0131z\u0131 g\u00f6r, o da seni g\u00f6rs\u00fcn\u2026 Birbirinizden haz ederseniz ne iyi ne g\u00fczel. K\u0131z\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 k\u00f6yden isteyen \u00e7ok ya\u2026 Sana k\u0131smet ise ne diyelim. Allah\u2019\u0131n emri\u2026 Ev, yurt sahibi olursun. Duydun mu?
Arabac\u0131, \u015fa\u015f\u0131rd\u0131\u011f\u0131 i\u00e7in birdenbire cevap veremedi. Kad\u0131n tekrar:
-Bir kere g\u00f6r evlad\u0131m, dedi. Be\u011fenmezsen, sana yol masraf\u0131n\u0131 veririz.
-Masraf laf\u0131n\u0131 b\u0131rak bir yana\u2026 Haydi i\u015fimizi b\u0131rak\u0131p sizin k\u00f6ye gittik diyelim, gece vakti arabay\u0131 hayvanlar\u0131 nereye \u00e7ekeriz?
-Nereye \u00e7ekeceksin, alaca\u011f\u0131n k\u0131z\u0131n hanesine.
-Babas\u0131, a\u011fas\u0131 s\u00f6z etmez mi?
-Babas\u0131, a\u011fas\u0131 yok\u2026 Bunlar bir ana, bir k\u0131z\u2026 Benim evim ayr\u0131d\u0131r.
-\u00d6yle ise olur bu i\u015f\u2026 Pek\u00e2l\u00e2, gidelim teyzeler\u2026<\/p>\n
Arabac\u0131 alayla g\u00fcl\u00fcmseyerek yi\u011fidin ba\u015f\u0131na yaz\u0131lan gelir diye d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fc hayvanlar\u0131 h\u0131zland\u0131rd\u0131 yola \u00e7\u0131karken k\u0131z bakmaya gidece\u011fini bilmi\u015f gibi yeni elbiselerini giymi\u015f \u00e7izmelerini \u00c7erke\u015f\u2019te boyatm\u0131\u015ft\u0131 bu taraflara tren hatt\u0131 d\u00f6\u015fenmeye ba\u015flad\u0131 ba\u015flayal\u0131 yol boylar\u0131nda gidip geliyordu bekarl\u0131k can\u0131na yetmi\u015fti yak\u0131nlarda bir kar\u0131 peydahlamak fena olmayacakt\u0131 k\u00f6y nikah\u0131 yapmal\u0131 sonra akl\u0131 esince b\u0131rak\u0131p gitmeli Yozgatl\u0131 \u00f6ks\u00fcz arabac\u0131 bulmak ne m\u00fcmk\u00fcn bir ambar ince samanda mintar\u0131 d\u00fc\u011fmesini aralamak gibi bir \u015fey i\u00e7ine bir \u015fark\u0131 tutturmak arzusu geldi lakin kaynanas\u0131na kar\u015f\u0131 a\u011f\u0131r ba\u015fl\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00fcnmek l\u00fczumunu d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnerek vazge\u00e7ti beygirleri sularken \u00e7ald\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u0131sl\u0131\u011f\u0131 k\u0131sac\u0131k \u00f6tt\u00fcrd\u00fc<\/p>\n
Kal\u0131n sesli kad\u0131n anlatmaya ba\u015flam\u0131\u015ft\u0131<\/p>\n
_Elerinde erkek yok\u2026 ba\u015f olursun\u2026 hani g\u00f6nl\u00fcn k\u0131z\u0131m\u0131za \u0131s\u0131n\u0131rsa.<\/p>\n
-Adam \u0131s\u0131nmak da nedir? Namuslu ya?\u2026<\/p>\n
-Namusuna b\u00fct\u00fcn k\u00f6y ispat\u2026 re\u00e7perlikten anlad\u0131\u011f\u0131n iyi. Derenin alt ba\u015f\u0131nda bur\u00e7ak tarlas\u0131 var . arpal\u0131klar\u0131 var. \u00c7al\u0131\u015fan oldu muydu, bizim oralarda toprak boldur.<\/p>\n
-\u00c7al\u0131\u015fmadan yana hi\u00e7 korkmay\u0131n teyzeler. Hele babayi\u011fit bir kar\u0131 bulursam, iki y\u0131la varmaz bir \u00e7ift \u00f6k\u00fcz\u00fc, iki \u00e7ifte \u00e7\u0131kar\u0131r\u0131m. Davar\u0131m\u0131z, ineklerimiz yay\u0131l\u0131r g\u00fcnd\u00fcr demem, gece demem u\u011fra\u015f\u0131r\u0131m evelallah arabac\u0131 oldu\u011fumuza bakmay\u0131n. \u0130\u00e7kiye, kahveye t\u00f6vbeliyiz. Babam hoca adamd\u0131. Vasiyeti b\u00f6yle\u2026<\/p>\n
-\u0130yi herifmi\u015f, nur i\u00e7inde yats\u0131n.<\/p>\n
– Amin teyze.<\/p>\n
\u015eosenin solunda bo\u015f topraklar\u0131n ilerisinde hafif bir \u0131\u015f\u0131k g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcnce arabac\u0131 tela\u015fland\u0131.<\/p>\n
-Teyze Suhizar\u0131\u2019 n\u0131n \u0131\u015f\u0131klar\u0131 m\u0131 bunlar?<\/p>\n
– Yok buraya \u0131l\u0131ca derler \u00fc\u00e7 haneli bir k\u00f6yd\u00fcr fakir bir k\u00f6y.<\/p>\n
Arabac\u0131n\u0131n i\u00e7ine bir keder \u00e7\u00f6kt\u00fc f\u0131s\u0131l f\u0131s\u0131l konu\u015fan kad\u0131nlara kulak verdi bunlarda f\u0131kara k\u0131sm\u0131yd\u0131 hali vakti yerinde olan yol boyunda damat arar m\u0131?<\/p>\n
Beygirleri hi\u00e7 l\u00fczumu yokken k\u0131rba\u00e7lad\u0131 kendi kendine adam sende Suhizar\u0131\u2018na var\u0131nca caym\u0131\u015f olurum yalvar\u0131rlarsa kimim kimsem oldu\u011funu ni\u015fanl\u0131m\u0131n d\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn bekledi\u011fini s\u00f6ylerim dedi ve bu karar\u0131 verir vermez rahatlad\u0131.<\/p>\n
Tekerlekler yine keyifli t\u0131ng\u0131rdamaya ba\u015flam\u0131\u015flard\u0131.<\/p>\n
Kekeme kar\u0131n\u0131n k\u0131z\u0131n\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fc g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcn \u00f6n\u00fcne kur\u015funludaki deli emine geldi sak\u0131n onun gibi beyazl\u0131\u011f\u0131na beyaz etli butlu olmas\u0131n i\u015fe yatk\u0131n babayi\u011fit kar\u0131 enine kal\u0131n boyuna iridir tam yatak harc\u0131 iyi ya\u2026 B\u00f6yle kar\u0131y\u0131 kocas\u0131 ne demeye boyad\u0131 herif yoksa \u00f6ld\u00fc gitti mi az kals\u0131n bo\u015f bulunup bu taraf\u0131 soracakt\u0131 vazge\u00e7ti. \u0130smer, kara kuru rezilin al\u00e7a\u011f\u0131 bir \u015feyse\u2026 anas\u0131na bak, k\u0131z\u0131n\u0131 al derler.<\/p>\n
Kekeme kar\u0131y\u0131 karanl\u0131kta bir t\u00fcrl\u00fc fark edemedi\u011fine \u00fcz\u00fcld\u00fc. Bu esnada kal\u0131n sesli kad\u0131n:<\/p>\n
-Suhizar\u0131\u2019 na i\u015fte buradan inliyor dedi. Alt ba\u015ftaki kavaklar\u0131 g\u00f6rd\u00fcn m\u00fc oradan sa\u011fa b\u00fck\u00fcl\u00fcrs\u00fcn do\u011fru Suhizar\u0131. D\u00f6n\u00fc\u015fte akl\u0131nda kals\u0131n\u2026 \u015fa\u015f\u0131rma o\u011flum\u2026<\/p>\n
Arabac\u0131, dalg\u0131nl\u0131ktan kurtulup etraf\u0131na bakt\u0131. Sapmas\u0131 laz\u0131m gelen yol a\u011fz\u0131n\u0131 on ad\u0131m kadar ge\u00e7mi\u015flerdi. Gece burada daha tenha, daha karanl\u0131kt\u0131. O\u011flum kelimesinin tamam\u0131yla anlayamad\u0131\u011f\u0131 kadar b\u00fcy\u00fck tesiri oldu. Ben cayd\u0131m haydi atlay\u0131n a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 diyemedi hayvanlar, bunca senelik arabac\u0131 olmas\u0131na ra\u011fmen her dikkat edi\u015fte, hayrette kald\u0131\u011f\u0131 bir metanetle ko\u015fuyorlard\u0131. Kam\u00e7\u0131s\u0131n\u0131n sap\u0131yla ensesini ka\u015f\u0131yarak ba\u011f\u0131rd\u0131<\/p>\n
-D\u00f6yyt al aslan\u0131m. Haydi o\u011flum Arslanlar k\u00f6y\u00fcne gitmek i\u00e7in, geni\u015f bir \u00e7ay\u0131rl\u0131\u011f\u0131n ortas\u0131ndan ge\u00e7en bir toprak yola sapt\u0131lar. Kal\u0131n sesli kad\u0131n:<\/p>\n
-\u00c7avu\u015f a\u011fa, buralar\u0131n d\u00fczl\u00fc\u011f\u00fcne aldanma sak\u0131n, diye g\u00fcld\u00fc. K\u00f6y\u00fcm\u00fcze de\u011fme arabac\u0131 gidemez. Acemilerin ka\u011fn\u0131lar\u0131 bile devrilir.<\/p>\n
– Acemi olmayan tekerle\u011fini d\u00f6nd\u00fcr\u00fcr ya teyze\u2026<\/p>\n
– D\u00f6nd\u00fcr\u00fcr elbet.<\/p>\n
– \u00d6yle ise meraklanma, evelallah salimen vas\u0131l oluruz.<\/p>\n
– Art\u0131k oras\u0131n\u0131 benden iyi sen bilisin, arabac\u0131s\u0131n, kendini g\u00f6ster.<\/p>\n
Yar\u0131m saat sonra, arka dingili, sulak \u00e7ivisinden \u00e7\u0131kar\u0131p \u00f6ne yakla\u015ft\u0131rmak iktiza etti.<\/p>\n
Yol, iri iri ta\u015flarla t\u00fcmseklerle \u00e7ukurlarla doyuldu. Araba \u00e7at\u0131rdayarak sars\u0131l\u0131yor, \u00e7ukurlara g\u00f6m\u00fclen tekerlerler insan gibi inliyordu. Gitgide araba ge\u00e7idi de\u011fil, \u00e7oban yolu bile kalmad\u0131 dik bir ini\u015fe kazas\u0131z savu\u015fturmak i\u00e7in arka tekerle\u011fi zincirle ba\u011flamak icap etti.<\/p>\n
Arabac\u0131, yere atlay\u0131p hayvanlar\u0131n ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 eliyle tuttu. Kam\u00e7\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 beygirin boynuna yava\u015f yava\u015f vurarak arabay\u0131 devirmeden tekerlekleri k\u0131rmadan dereye indi.<\/p>\n
Art\u0131k y\u00fcksek sesle yola da raya da hayvanlara da k\u00fcfrediyordu, kendine g\u00fcvenip mutlaka a\u015far\u0131z demeseydi kar\u0131lar\u0131 meydanda b\u0131rak\u0131p \u00e7oktan d\u00f6necekti. Terledi\u011fi i\u00e7in ceketini \u00e7\u0131karm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Lakin biraz sonra \u00e7al\u0131ya tak\u0131l\u0131p kaybolmas\u0131ndan \u00e7ekinerek giydi. Bu s\u0131rada eli belindeki tabancas\u0131na \u00e7arpt\u0131.<\/p>\n
Kar\u0131lar\u0131n kendisini bir dolaba d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcrmeleri ihtimali akl\u0131na geldi. Olur mu olur k\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131na k\u0131yafetine aldan\u0131rlar\u2026 para umarlar. K\u00f6yl\u00fcde az oyun mu var \u015fimdiye kadar dinledi\u011fi soygunculuk hikayelerini pe\u015fi pe\u015fine hat\u0131rl\u0131yordu soysalar bir \u015fey de\u011fil\u2026 le\u015fini bir amans\u0131z dereye at\u0131verirler. Beygirleri de cingenelere sat\u2026 halis Amasya arabas\u0131na m\u00fc\u015fteri \u00e7\u0131karsa ne ala \u2026 \u00e7\u0131kmazsa odun niyetine daya oca\u011fa\u2026 ibrik ibrik gus\u00fcl suyu \u0131s\u0131ts\u0131n.<\/p>\n
Sa\u011f beygir \u00e7ok yoruldu\u011fundan kurnazl\u0131k ediyor. Arabay\u0131 Pamukk\u0131r\u2019 a \u00e7ektirmek i\u00e7in oka yaslan\u0131yordu hele imans\u0131za bak hele diye ba\u011f\u0131rarak Demirk\u0131r\u0131\u2019n\u0131 insafs\u0131z insafs\u0131z kam\u00e7\u0131lad\u0131.<\/p>\n
Yine bir dereye indiler, bir yoku\u015f \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131lar. Uzak bir tepenin a\u011fa\u00e7lar\u0131 \u00fczerinden, k\u0131pk\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 tes tekerlek ay do\u011fdu.<\/p>\n
A\u011f\u0131r a\u011f\u0131r soluklar\u0131ndan hayvanlar\u0131n fena ezildikleri anla\u015f\u0131l\u0131yordu.<\/p>\n
Arabac\u0131, bir ta\u015f\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcne oturarak, sigara yakt\u0131. Kad\u0131nlarda, \u015foseden buraya kadar yolu yaya gelmi\u015f say\u0131l\u0131rlard\u0131. \u00c7\u00f6meldikleri yerde sesleri \u00e7\u0131km\u0131yordu.<\/p>\n
\u0130yiden iyiye k\u0131zd\u0131\u011f\u0131 halde. Kendisini zorla tutmasa, kocakar\u0131n\u0131n k\u0131z\u0131 be\u011fenmezsen yol masraf\u0131n\u0131 veririz demesine y\u00fcksek sesle g\u00fclecekti hay Allah \u2018tan bul kaba sesli kar\u0131\u2026 bu cehennemin dibine akl\u0131 ba\u015f\u0131nda arabac\u0131 gelir mi ki masraf\u0131 olsun\u2026<\/p>\n
Saatine bakt\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 fark etmi\u015f olacak ki kekeme kar\u0131 sordu:<\/p>\n
-Saat ka\u00e7 \u00e7avu\u015f a\u011fa?<\/p>\n
– \u0130ki<\/p>\n
-Alaturka m\u0131 ,alafranga m\u0131_<\/p>\n
-Alafranga\u2026<\/p>\n
-Bizim saatla ne tutar?<\/p>\n
-Yedi sekiz tutar.<\/p>\n
-Art\u0131k meraklanma \u00e7avu\u015f art\u0131k yana\u015ft\u0131k. Birazdan yol d\u00fczelir. Dereden \u00f6tesi Arslanlar\u2019a bir sigara i\u00e7imidir.<\/p>\n
Arabac\u0131 bizim t\u00fcrk\u00fcm\u00fcz\u00fcn bir sigara i\u00e7imi \u015fu tepenin arkas\u0131nda ba\u011f\u0131rsan duyulur \u00f6l\u00e7\u00fclerinin bazen bir saat bazen iki saat bazen de iki saattan ziyade s\u00fcrd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn\u00fc biliyordu.<\/p>\n
Dereye inince hayvanlar\u0131 sulad\u0131. Yolun bundan sonras\u0131 hakikaten fena de\u011fildi. K\u0131rk be\u015f dakika sonra Arslanlar k\u00f6y\u00fcn\u00fc tuttular.<\/p>\n
Kekeme kar\u0131n\u0131n hanesi k\u00f6y\u00fcn ba\u015f\u0131nda b\u00fcy\u00fccek bir avlunun i\u00e7inde idi. \u00c7erke\u015f taraflar\u0131ndaki b\u00fct\u00fcn k\u00f6y evleri gibi alt kat\u0131 ta\u015ftan, \u00fcst kat\u0131 tahtadan yap\u0131lm\u0131\u015ft\u0131.<\/p>\n
Arabac\u0131 beygirleri \u00e7\u00f6zerken kekeme kar\u0131 evden bir \u00e7\u0131ra yakarak geldi<\/p>\n
-Haydi o\u011flum hayvanlar\u0131 dama \u00e7ekelim.<\/p>\n
Arabac\u0131 a\u011fdal\u0131 a\u011fdal\u0131 gevi\u015f getiren bir \u00e7ift \u00f6k\u00fcz\u00fc yemli\u011fin dibine s\u00fcrerek yer a\u00e7t\u0131 saman \u00e7uval\u0131 ile arpa \u00e7uval\u0131n\u0131 i\u00e7eri ta\u015f\u0131d\u0131.<\/p>\n
Kekeme kad\u0131n sordu:<\/p>\n
-\u00c7uvallar\u0131 neden getirdin evlad\u0131m?<\/p>\n
-Hayvanlara yem verece\u011fiz valde.<\/p>\n
– Hi\u00e7 olur mi imi\u015f? \u0130\u015fte yem haz\u0131r.<\/p>\n
Kad\u0131n, b\u00fcy\u00fck bir sepet samanla yar\u0131m \u00e7uval kadar arpay\u0131 g\u00f6sterdi arabac\u0131 ak\u015famdan beri bir t\u00fcrl\u00fc se\u00e7emedi\u011fi y\u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc \u00e7\u0131ra \u0131\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131nda g\u00f6rmeye \u00e7al\u0131\u015farak g\u00fcld\u00fc\u2026<\/p>\n
– Yem vard\u0131\u2026 Gece vakti zahmete girdin.<\/p>\n
-Zahmeti mi olurmu\u015f.<\/p>\n
Hayvanlar ter i\u00e7indeydi. Hamutlar\u0131n\u0131 ve me\u015fin bellemelerini \u00e7\u0131karmadan \u00e7ullar\u0131n\u0131 \u00f6rtt\u00fc. Arpan\u0131n ta\u015f\u0131n\u0131 kalburdan ge\u00e7irdi saman\u0131n tozunu \u00e7alkad\u0131. Birbirine kar\u0131\u015ft\u0131r\u0131p torbalara doldurarak ba\u015flar\u0131na takt\u0131.<\/p>\n
Kekeme kad\u0131n \u00e7\u0131ray\u0131 omuzu hizas\u0131nda tutmu\u015f ma\u015fallah ma\u015fallah yi\u011fit atlar\u0131n var \u00e7avu\u015f diyordu.<\/p>\n
Arabac\u0131 Pamukk\u0131r\u2019\u0131n boynunu k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck bir \u015famarla ok\u015fay\u0131p d\u0131\u015far\u0131 \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131 ev alt\u0131nda d\u00f6rt tarafa bak\u0131nd\u0131.<\/p>\n
-Biraz su bulal\u0131m valde\u2026 elimizi y\u00fcz\u00fcm\u00fcz\u00fc y\u0131kar\u0131z.<\/p>\n
– Hele yukar\u0131 buyur evlad\u0131m.<\/p>\n
– Zahmet ettik gece vakti.<\/p>\n
Merdiven aya\u011f\u0131nda duraklad\u0131. \u00c7izmeleriyle \u00e7\u0131kmak istemiyordu. Kekeme kar\u0131:<\/p>\n
_Y\u00fcr\u00fc y\u00fcr\u00fc\u2026dedi. y\u00fcr\u00fcyeceksin\u2026 olmaz<\/p>\n
Yukar\u0131da merdivenin kar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda \u00fcst \u00fcste zahire ambarlar\u0131 duruyor sol taraftaki aral\u0131k kap\u0131dan tereya\u011f\u0131 kokusu geliyordu sa\u011fda ba\u015fka bir kap\u0131dan sofaya \u0131\u015f\u0131k vurmu\u015ftu. Bunun \u00f6n\u00fcne gelince kad\u0131n seslendi:<\/p>\n
-Cemile k\u0131z\u2026 misafire baksana \u2026 ko\u015f \u2026 arabac\u0131 ba\u015f\u0131na \u00f6n\u00fcne e\u011fdi\u2026<\/p>\n
Anas\u0131:<\/p>\n
-Haydisene\u2026 \u00e7izmeleri \u00e7ek\u2026 bak hele diyordu.<\/p>\n
Duvara do\u011fru bir ad\u0131m geriledi:<\/p>\n
-D\u00fcnyada olmaz ben \u00e7\u0131kar\u0131r\u0131m valde\u2026 olmaz.<\/p>\n
-Neden olmazm\u0131\u015f\u2026 haydi gel k\u0131z. K\u0131z \u00e7\u00f6meldi. Fesinin \u00fcst\u00fcne \u00f6rtt\u00fc\u011f\u00fc \u00e7ember bembeyaz dip \u015falvar\u0131n\u0131n k\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 \u00e7i\u00e7ekleri bu beyazl\u0131\u011f\u0131n yan\u0131nda daha k\u0131z\u0131l g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcyordu. Arabac\u0131 aya\u011f\u0131n\u0131 uzatt\u0131.<\/p>\n
\u00a0<\/p>\n
Odaya girip sedire uzand\u0131\u011f\u0131 vakit, a\u00e7 olmas\u0131na ve d\u0131\u015far\u0131dan gelen k\u0131zg\u0131n tereya\u011f kokusuna ra\u011fmen, evvela yat\u0131p uyumak ihtiyac\u0131 duymu\u015ftu. \u00c7izmeleri \u00e7\u0131kard\u0131ktan sonra. Serbestleyen ayaklar\u0131n\u0131 uzat\u0131p arkas\u0131na yaslanaca\u011f\u0131 s\u0131rada le\u011fen ibrikle cemilenin i\u00e7eri girdi\u011fini g\u00f6rerek do\u011fruldu. Ceketini s\u00fcratle \u00e7\u0131kararak kollar\u0131n\u0131 s\u0131vad\u0131.<\/p>\n
Le\u011fenle ibrik bir saat evvel kalaylanm\u0131\u015flar gibi p\u0131r\u0131l p\u0131r\u0131l , el havlusu demin y\u0131kanm\u0131\u015f gibi temizdi.<\/p>\n
Arabac\u0131 bak\u0131\u015flar\u0131n\u0131 ibri\u011fin parlak sap\u0131nda duran k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck elden ay\u0131rmaks\u0131z\u0131n:<\/p>\n
-Zahmet oldu gece vakti diye m\u0131r\u0131ldand\u0131.<\/p>\n
-Yaln\u0131z kal\u0131nca g\u00fcl\u00fcmseyerek odaya g\u00f6z gezdirdi. Yerler, sedirler kilimle d\u00f6\u015feliydi. Lakin bunlar eski ve yamal\u0131 \u015feylerdi.<\/p>\n
Arabac\u0131 \u00fc\u00e7 ki\u015fi fukara kar\u0131n\u0131n oca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 s\u00f6nd\u00fcrece\u011fiz g\u00f6rd\u00fcn m\u00fc i\u015fi sen diye d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fc. Atlar\u0131 da adamdan sayd\u0131\u011f\u0131 i\u00e7in kendi kendine g\u00fcl\u00fcmsedi. Duvarda as\u0131l\u0131 be\u015f numara lamban\u0131n ye\u015fil camdan haznesinde ancak bir parmak gaz kalm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. D\u0131\u015far\u0131da f\u0131s\u0131lt\u0131lar i\u015fiterek kulak kabartt\u0131. \u0130\u00e7ine yoldaki soyulup \u00f6ld\u00fcr\u00fclme vesvesesi d\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc. F\u0131s\u0131lda\u015fanlar aras\u0131nda erkek sesi olup olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 anlamak \u00fczere az kals\u0131n yava\u015f yava\u015f kap\u0131ya kadar gidecekti kendi kendine kekeme kar\u0131 giriverirse ama ay\u0131p olur ha dedi.<\/p>\n
So\u011fuk su uykusunu da\u011f\u0131tm\u0131\u015ft\u0131 tabancas\u0131n\u0131 yoklayarak pencereden d\u0131\u015far\u0131ya bakt\u0131 avlunun bir k\u00f6\u015fesinde ka\u011fn\u0131 duruyor kap\u0131n\u0131n sol kanad\u0131na yak\u0131n yerde hat boyu makas\u00e7\u0131lar\u0131n\u0131n kul\u00fcbelerine benzeyen apteshane bulunuyordu. Arabas\u0131 orta yerde kalm\u0131\u015ft\u0131 avlunun ta\u015f duvar\u0131n\u0131n \u00f6tesi hep a\u011fa\u00e7l\u0131kt\u0131. Ay \u0131\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131n alt\u0131nda her \u015fey sakin ve zarars\u0131z g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcyordu.<\/p>\n
Kekeme kar\u0131, Kastamonu i\u015fi karakalem sofra \u00f6rt\u00fcs\u00fcn\u00fc sedirin \u00fcst\u00fcne serince, eve girdi gireli tekrar etmekten usanmaya ba\u015flad\u0131\u011f\u0131 bir sesle:<\/p>\n
-Zahmet oluyor teyze dedi.<\/p>\n
Kad\u0131n cevap bile vermedi tekrar evlenmeyen ve erkek evlad\u0131 olmayan b\u00fct\u00fcn dul kad\u0131nlar gibi evine girer girmez de\u011fi\u015fmi\u015f yoldaki s\u0131k\u0131lganl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 b\u0131rakm\u0131\u015ft\u0131.<\/p>\n
Arabac\u0131 yolda hi\u00e7 durmadan konu\u015fup ba\u015f\u0131na olmad\u0131k i\u015fler a\u00e7an kal\u0131n sesli kad\u0131n\u0131n ortadan kaybolmas\u0131n\u0131 yad\u0131rg\u0131yor ona al\u0131\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 o gelse serbestle\u015fece\u011fini umuyordu<\/p>\n
\u00d6n\u00fcnde tahta bir sofra \u00fczerinde kalay\u0131 bozulmam\u0131\u015f bak\u0131r sahanlar i\u00e7inde peynirli yumurta ve bir \u00e7inko tas ile pestil ho\u015faf\u0131 koydular.<\/p>\n
Kal\u0131n sesli kad\u0131nla kekeme kar\u0131 i\u00e7eri girip kar\u015f\u0131daki sedire oturunca:<\/p>\n
-Siz yemeyecek misiniz diye sordu?<\/p>\n
-Biz yedik keyfine bak dediler.<\/p>\n
Bir evin bir erke\u011fi olmak iyi \u015fey diye d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fc.<\/p>\n
K\u0131z kap\u0131n\u0131n yan\u0131nda ayakta duruyordu sofray\u0131 \u00f6n\u00fcne koyarken y\u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc \u015f\u00f6yle bir g\u00f6rm\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc. Dudaklar\u0131 kal\u0131n kal\u0131n etli etliydi.<\/p>\n
Yemek yerken o kadar iste\u011fi halde kafas\u0131n\u0131 kald\u0131r\u0131p bakmad\u0131. Bunca y\u0131l gurbet gezmi\u015f hovardal\u0131k etmi\u015fti. Cesaretsizli\u011fini ay\u0131plad\u0131. G\u00f6zlerini mutlaka g\u00f6rmek i\u00e7in su istedi fakat ma\u015frapay\u0131 al\u0131rken de boy \u015falvar\u0131n alt\u0131nda \u00e7i\u00e7ekli y\u00fcn \u00e7oraplar giymi\u015f bir \u00e7ift k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck ayaktan ve ku\u015fa\u011f\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcnde terbiyeli terbiyeli duran orta parma\u011f\u0131 g\u00fcm\u00fc\u015f y\u00fcz\u00fckl\u00fc bir elden ba\u015fka bir \u015fey fark edemedi.<\/p>\n
Ancak \u015fu \u00fc\u00e7 pe\u015fli entarinin arka ete\u011fi savrulup k\u0131z\u0131n d\u00f6nd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn\u00fc anlay\u0131nca ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 kald\u0131rd\u0131 arkadan g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fc fena de\u011fildi. Sa\u00e7lar\u0131 iyice siyah olan kar\u0131n\u0131n kendisi mutlaka ayna gibi beyaz olur.<\/p>\n
Yemekten sonra kahve i\u00e7erken kal\u0131n sesli kad\u0131n birdenbire sordu:<\/p>\n
-Nas\u0131l evlad\u0131m k\u0131z\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 be\u011fendin mi?<\/p>\n
K\u0131z s\u00fcratle d\u0131\u015far\u0131 \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131.<\/p>\n
Arabac\u0131, b\u00f6yle bir soru kar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda kalaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 hi\u00e7 beklemiyormu\u015f gibi k\u0131pk\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 olmu\u015ftu. \u00d6n\u00fcne bak\u0131yo, elindeki kahve fincan\u0131n\u0131 titriyordu. Bir t\u00fcrl\u00fc cevap veremedi.<\/p>\n
Kad\u0131n bir daha sordu:<\/p>\n
-G\u00f6nl\u00fcn \u00e7ekmediyse dar\u0131lmak olmaz. \u0130slam dini a\u015fikare. A\u00e7\u0131ktan a\u00e7\u0131\u011fa s\u00f6yle\u2026<\/p>\n
Arabac\u0131, kahve fincan\u0131n\u0131 yava\u015f\u00e7a yere b\u0131rakt\u0131.<\/p>\n
-Olur teyze.<\/p>\n
-Demek be\u011fendin?<\/p>\n
-Be\u011fendim. Allah ba\u011f\u0131\u015flas\u0131n.<\/p>\n
Bu k\u0131sa cevab\u0131n kafi olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 pek manas\u0131z ka\u00e7t\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 sezdi:<\/p>\n
Oda beni be\u011fendiyse ben de onu be\u011fendim.<\/p>\n
-Neden be\u011fenmeyecekmi\u015f? Aslan gibi ko\u00e7 adams\u0131n. Namuslu herif olsun. Tembel olmas\u0131n elverir.<\/p>\n
Kal\u0131n sesli kad\u0131n ciddiyetle konu\u015ftu:<\/p>\n
-Bir \u015fat\u0131m\u0131z var evlad\u0131m. K\u0131z karde\u015fim taraf\u0131 erkeksiz. K\u0131z\u0131 gurbet ellere g\u00f6t\u00fcrmek olmaz. Bak, senin de d\u00fcnyada kimin kimsen yokmu\u015f. Buda senin bir anan. Tarlalar ortak\u00e7\u0131 elinde kald\u0131. Kendi mal\u0131n gibi \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131rs\u0131n.<\/p>\n
– Elbette, tabi\u2026<\/p>\n
Arabac\u0131 b\u00f6yle s\u00f6yleyerek yerinden kalkt\u0131:<\/p>\n
-Hayvanlar\u0131 t\u0131mar edeyim. Vakit ge\u00e7 oldu. Siz de rahat\u0131n\u0131za bak\u0131n.<\/p>\n
Kekeme kar\u0131n\u0131n yakt\u0131\u011f\u0131 idare kandilini alarak ah\u0131ra indi.<\/p>\n
Hayvanlar\u0131n teri kurumu\u015ftu. \u00c7ullar\u0131 ve ko\u015fumlar\u0131 al\u0131nca yellerini titreterek g\u00fcbreye yat\u0131p iki tarafa yuvarland\u0131lar.<\/p>\n
Arabac\u0131 uyuklayarak ikisini de ba\u015ftan savma ka\u015fa\u011f\u0131lad\u0131. Ka\u015fa\u011f\u0131dan sonra s\u00fcp\u00fcrge ile t\u00fcylerini s\u0131vazlad\u0131. Torbalar\u0131n\u0131 tekrar doldurarak ba\u015flar\u0131na ast\u0131.<\/p>\n
Odaya \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131\u011f\u0131 zaman, yata\u011f\u0131 serilmi\u015fti. S\u00fcratle soyundu para \u00e7antas\u0131yla tabancay\u0131 yast\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131n alt\u0131na koyup lambay\u0131 \u00fcfleyerek yatt\u0131, yorgan\u0131 ba\u015f\u0131na \u00e7ekerken oda kap\u0131s\u0131n\u0131n aral\u0131k kald\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 fark etti. D\u0131\u015far\u0131da p\u0131t\u0131r p\u0131t\u0131r birisi geziyordu. Kap\u0131y\u0131 kapatt\u0131rmak i\u00e7in seslenece\u011fi s\u0131rada belki k\u0131z\u0131 yan\u0131ma g\u00f6nderirler diye d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnerek vazge\u00e7ti.<\/p>\n
Yorgunlu\u011funa ra\u011fmen uykusu yine da\u011f\u0131lm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. B\u00f6yle bir niyetleri yoksa lamban\u0131n s\u00f6nd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn\u00fc g\u00f6r\u00fcp mutlaka kap\u0131y\u0131 \u00e7ekerler. Diyordu.<\/p>\n
K\u0131z bunca zaman dul oturmu\u015f kocakar\u0131lar\u0131 uyutur da bir bahane ile i\u00e7eri girer belki\u2026<\/p>\n
Bir m\u00fcddet bo\u015f duvarlar\u0131 seyretti \u015furadaki dolaplar\u0131n birisi y\u00fckl\u00fck birisi hamaml\u0131k pencereden i\u00e7eriye ay \u0131\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131 ve sessizlik vuruyordu. Kendi kendine \u00f6fkelendi. K\u0131z\u0131n y\u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc kolunu bir t\u00fcrl\u00fc g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcn \u00f6n\u00fcne getiremiyordu.<\/p>\n
K\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck ayaklar, bir el\u2026 siyah sa\u00e7 \u00f6rg\u00fcleri\u2026 ak\u015famdan beri hi\u00e7 konu\u015fmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 hat\u0131rlad\u0131 sesi acaba nas\u0131ld\u0131 k\u00f6po\u011flunun?<\/p>\n
Eve, yap\u0131ld\u0131 yap\u0131lal\u0131 yava\u015f yava\u015f sinmi\u015f olan kuru zahire kokusunu derin derin koklad\u0131.<\/p>\n
Yorgan\u0131n alt\u0131nda s\u0131cak b\u00fcsb\u00fct\u00fcn ziyadele\u015fmi\u015fti.<\/p>\n
Bir m\u00fcddet sonra uyudu. V\u00fccudunun yorgunlu\u011funa ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131n kazan gibi olmas\u0131na ald\u0131rmayarak ortal\u0131k ayd\u0131nlan\u0131rken kalkt\u0131 g\u00fcr\u00fclt\u00fc etmemeye \u00e7al\u0131\u015farak ah\u0131ra indi.<\/p>\n
Hayvanlar\u0131 t\u0131mar ettikten sonra eline ge\u00e7irdi\u011fi bir kova ile sulad\u0131.<\/p>\n
Torbalar\u0131n\u0131 doldurdu. Ak\u015fam \u00e7\u0131ra \u0131\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131nda s\u0131ska gibi g\u00f6r\u00fcnen \u00f6k\u00fczler olduk\u00e7a semiz ve kuvvetliydiler. Lakin ah\u0131r pek harapt\u0131, yemlikler pek peri\u015fand\u0131.<\/p>\n
Yukar\u0131 \u00e7\u0131k\u0131ncaya kadar odaya s\u0131cak s\u00fct haz\u0131rlam\u0131\u015flard\u0131. Tekrar yata\u011fa d\u00f6nerken c\u00fczdan\u0131n\u0131n koydu\u011fu yerde durup durmad\u0131\u011f\u0131na bakt\u0131.<\/p>\n
Erkekleri yok fukaralar\u0131n\u2026 ah\u0131r bak\u0131ms\u0131z kalm\u0131\u015f diye g\u00fcld\u00fc.<\/p>\n
Kal\u0131n sesli kad\u0131n evine gitti\u011fi i\u00e7in \u00f6\u011fle yeme\u011fini yerken kekeme kar\u0131 kar\u015f\u0131s\u0131ndaki sedirde yaln\u0131z oturuyordu.<\/p>\n
K\u0131z yine kap\u0131 dibinde durmu\u015ftu. G\u00f6zleri de siyaht\u0131. Boyu kap\u0131 \u00e7er\u00e7evesine yak\u0131nd\u0131. Bile\u011finde bir g\u00fcm\u00fc\u015f bilezik g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcyordu. Y\u00fcz\u00fc g\u00fcne\u015ften yanm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Durdu\u011fu yerde terledi\u011fi i\u00e7in yanaklar\u0131 parl\u0131yor, arada s\u0131rada belli etmeden kendisine bak\u0131yordu.<\/p>\n
Arabac\u0131 yemekten sonra odada uzun m\u00fcddet yaln\u0131z kald\u0131.<\/p>\n
Yorgan\u0131 alm\u0131\u015flar fakat belki uzan\u0131r diye yata\u011f\u0131 toplamam\u0131\u015flard\u0131 saat\u0131n\u0131n g\u00fcm\u00fc\u015f k\u00f6ste\u011fiyle oynayarak ne yapaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fc. Pencereden d\u0131\u015far\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 seyrettik\u00e7e i\u00e7ine bir gariplik \u00e7\u00f6k\u00fcyordu. Harman yeni kalm\u0131\u015f k\u00f6y\u00fc sapsar\u0131 bir bo\u015fluk kaplam\u0131\u015ft\u0131 \u00e7am\u0131n \u00f6tesinde her \u015fey hi\u00e7 k\u0131m\u0131ldamadan rengi u\u00e7mu\u015f bir gazete resmi gibi insan\u0131n can\u0131n\u0131 s\u0131kacak derecede bulan\u0131k ve kederli duruyordu. Asla g\u00f6z\u00fcne alamad\u0131\u011f\u0131 halde b\u00fct\u00fcn \u00f6mr\u00fcn\u00fc buralarda ge\u00e7irmeye art\u0131k mecburmu\u015f gibi \u00fcrkt\u00fc k\u0131\u015f\u0131n soba kar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda oturmak oduna gitmek k\u00f6y odas\u0131nda bo\u015fbo\u011fazl\u0131k etmek yaz \u00fcst\u00fcnden ba\u015flay\u0131p bu zamana kadar, durmadan dinlenmeden, \u00f6lesiye u\u011fra\u015fmak, mahpusluktan da,hasta yatmaktan da zor bir \u015feydi.<\/p>\n
Avlunun ortas\u0131ndaki ge\u00e7 erik a\u011fa\u00e7lar\u0131ndan birka\u00e7 sararm\u0131\u015f yaprak d\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc. Ayaklar\u0131n\u0131 uzat\u0131p esneyen k\u00f6pek topraktan bir par\u00e7a zannedilecek kadar kirliydi. Beygirlerden birisi muhakkak Delik\u0131r, keyifli keyifli ki\u015fnedi.<\/p>\n
Arabac\u0131 derhal aya\u011fa kalkt\u0131 a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 inmek i\u00e7in merdivene do\u011fru y\u00fcr\u00fcrken kar\u015f\u0131 odada kap ka\u00e7ak sesleri duydu belli belirsiz teredd\u00fct etti.<\/p>\n
Oda, son derece lo\u015f oldu\u011fundan, dolab\u0131n \u00f6n\u00fcnde bir \u015feylerle u\u011fra\u015fan\u0131n m\u0131 yoksa kenardaki sand\u0131ktan tekneye un \u00e7\u0131kar\u0131n\u0131n m\u0131 kekeme kar\u0131 oldu\u011funu se\u00e7emeden e\u015fikte durup konu\u015ftu.<\/p>\n
-Baksana valde\u2026 benim kur\u015funluda e\u015fyalar\u0131m var. Onlar\u0131 gidip getirmeli.<\/p>\n
Kekeme kar\u0131, dolab\u0131n kapa\u011f\u0131n\u0131 kapat\u0131p d\u00f6nd\u00fc:<\/p>\n
-E\u015fyalar\u0131n m\u0131 var?<\/p>\n
-Varya \u2026 konsal dolab\u0131\u2026 yatak karyolas\u0131\u2026 \u00f6teberi\u2026<\/p>\n
– Gider, getirirsin.<\/p>\n
-Bende \u00f6yle s\u00f6yleyecektim valde.<\/p>\n
-Dur, lakin\u2026 s\u0131ca\u011f\u0131n g\u00f6zende yola \u00e7\u0131k\u0131lmaz. Ak\u015fam\u0131 bekleyelim. Hayvanlar da dinlenir\u2026 ne dersin?<\/p>\n
-Pekala!<\/p>\n
\u0130\u015fin m\u00fc\u015fk\u00fcl taraf\u0131n\u0131 bu kadar kolay atlatt\u0131\u011f\u0131na sevinerek ah\u0131ra indi. Beygirler iyice dinlenmi\u015flerdi. Delik\u0131z ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 dikmi\u015f t\u0131rnak vuruyordu. Arabac\u0131 harap yemliklere bakarken k\u00f6\u015fede eski bir sepetin i\u00e7inde bir keserle e\u011fri b\u00fc\u011fr\u00fc paslanm\u0131\u015f \u00e7iviler g\u00f6rd\u00fc. Ceketini \u00e7\u0131kar\u0131p direklerden birisine asarak yemlikleri tamire ba\u015flad\u0131.<\/p>\n
\u00c7ank\u0131r\u0131 topra\u011f\u0131na ait bir \u015fark\u0131 tutturmu\u015ftu.<\/p>\n
Ben g\u00fczelim diye y\u00fcksekten u\u00e7ma,<\/p>\n
\u0130ndirirler seni el yaman olur.<\/p>\n
Siyah z\u00fcl\u00fcflerin gerdana sa\u00e7ma,<\/p>\n
Eser sabah yeli, yel yaman olur.<\/p>\n
Sesi dolgun ve rahatt\u0131.<\/p>\n
Keseri parma\u011f\u0131na vurdu. Parma\u011f\u0131n\u0131 k\u00fcfrederek a\u011fz\u0131na g\u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fc.<\/p>\n
Ak\u015fam olmu\u015f, ah\u0131r\u0131n k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck penceresi kararm\u0131\u015ft\u0131.<\/p>\n
Geri \u00e7ekilip, g\u00f6zlerini s\u00fczerek yapt\u0131klar\u0131n\u0131 seyretti.<\/p>\n
Sonra Delik\u0131z \u2018\u0131n gergin kal\u00e7as\u0131na bir \u015famar indirdi:<\/p>\n
-Ne dersin o\u011flum! Dalm\u0131\u015f gitmi\u015fiz. Yemlik de yeni gibi oldu ne dersin?<\/p>\n
Art\u0131k arabay\u0131 ko\u015fup yola \u00e7\u0131kmaktan gayr\u0131 bir \u015fey istemiyordu.<\/p>\n
Dul kar\u0131n\u0131n bir de ak\u015fam yeme\u011fini yerse rezillik olacakt\u0131. Hatta yediklerinin bedelini \u00f6demek i\u00e7in bir \u00e7are arad\u0131. Bulamay\u0131nca araba paras\u0131na says\u0131nlar diye s\u00f6ylendi.<\/p>\n
Odada eliyle ceketini s\u00fcp\u00fcr\u00fcp haz\u0131rlan\u0131rken k\u0131z lambay\u0131 yakt\u0131 arabac\u0131 rahats\u0131z rahats\u0131z sedire oturdu.<\/p>\n
Sofray\u0131 getirdikleri zaman y\u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc ast\u0131.<\/p>\n
-Zahmet oldu valde .<\/p>\n
-Zahmeti var m\u0131 o\u011ful\u2026 bug\u00fcn sabahtan beri evimizi \u015fenlendirdin. \u2013sesi titriyordu- erkeksizlik bir k\u00f6t\u00fc \u2026 yemliklere bakt\u0131m da\u2026 \u00f6mr\u00fcne bereket \u015funun babas\u0131 askere gideli yirmi y\u0131l oldu. Rahmetli giderken Cemile \u015funcac\u0131kt\u0131. Hala o gidi\u015f\u2026 koynuna k\u0131rk bank\u0131not koymu\u015ftum. Kimi: paras\u0131na tamah, yolda kestiler dedi. Kimi camide otururken top gelmi\u015f dedi. \u00d6l\u00fcm Allah\u2019\u0131n emri \u2026el kadar bir ka\u011f\u0131d\u0131 gelseydi, imama okutsayd\u0131m, hi\u00e7 yanmazd\u0131m. \u015eehit haberi de gelmedi ne dersin?<\/p>\n
-Hangi muharebeye gittiydi valde, seferberli\u011fe mi muvayi milliye ye mi?<\/p>\n
-Muharebeye gitti ya, hangisine oldu\u011funu bilemem.<\/p>\n
\u00a0<\/p>\n
Arabac\u0131, hayvanlar\u0131 ko\u015ftu\u011fu zaman yats\u0131 okunuyordu. Kekeme kar\u0131 elindeki \u00e7\u0131ran\u0131n alvini savurarak gidip avlu kap\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7t\u0131. Cemile, erik a\u011fac\u0131n\u0131n \u00f6n\u00fcnde ellerini ku\u015fa\u011f\u0131n\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcne kavu\u015fturmu\u015f, arabac\u0131ya bak\u0131yordu.<\/p>\n
Arabac\u0131 yan kay\u0131\u015flar\u0131, dingil kapaklar\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7uvallar\u0131n ve yem torbalar\u0131n\u0131n iyi ba\u011flan\u0131p ba\u011flanmad\u0131klar\u0131n\u0131, g\u00f6zden ge\u00e7irdikten sonra, oka bas\u0131p arabaya bindi. Hayvanlar y\u00fcr\u00fcy\u00fcnce, Cemile \u2018ye do\u011fru elini sallad\u0131.<\/p>\n
-Ismarlad\u0131k \u015fimdi\u2026<\/p>\n
Kap\u0131da, kekeme kar\u0131, \u00e7\u0131ray\u0131 yukar\u0131 kald\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n
-Ne g\u00fcn\u00fc d\u00f6nesin \u00e7avu\u015f a\u011fa?<\/p>\n
Arabac\u0131, bu suale haz\u0131rlanm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7evirmeden:<\/p>\n
-Yar\u0131n dedi. Olmazsa \u00f6b\u00fcr g\u00fcn ak\u015fama buraday\u0131z.<\/p>\n
-Yolun a\u00e7\u0131k olsun evlad\u0131m.<\/p>\n
\u0130ni\u015fli yoku\u015flu yerlerde b\u00fct\u00fcn dikkatini araba ve beygirlere verdi\u011fi halde, y\u00fcre\u011fine \u00e7\u00f6ken kederi gittik\u00e7e artt\u0131. Alt\u0131 aya, bir seneye varmaz, yemlikler yine harap olur. Kocakar\u0131, erkeksizlik bir k\u00f6t\u00fc diye nas\u0131l da kekelemi\u015fti. \u00d6b\u00fcr ak\u015fam geri d\u00f6nse e\u015fyalarla avluya giriverse kim bilir ne kadar sevinir f\u0131karalar.<\/p>\n
Ayn\u0131 \u015feyleri, \u00f6yle arka arkaya, utanarak ve k\u0131zararak d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fc ki yolun uzunlu\u011funu hi\u00e7 fark etmedi. Yoku\u015flar\u0131 atlay\u0131p d\u00fczdeki \u00e7ay\u0131rl\u0131\u011fa indi\u011fi zaman ay do\u011fmu\u015ftu. Etraf\u0131na dalg\u0131n dalg\u0131n bakt\u0131.<\/p>\n
\u00c7ay\u0131rl\u0131\u011f\u0131n \u00f6tesinde berisinde, k\u0131sa ve \u00e7arp\u0131k dallar\u0131yla, a\u011fa\u00e7tan ziyade, \u00f6ylece kalakalm\u0131\u015f insanlara benzeyen s\u00f6\u011f\u00fct g\u00f6vdeleri vard\u0131 birdenbire \u015foseyi g\u00f6rd\u00fc. \u00c7ay\u0131rl\u0131\u011f\u0131n hizas\u0131ndan biraz y\u00fcksekte duruyor, iki ucu a\u011fa\u00e7lar\u0131n aras\u0131nda kayboluyordu.<\/p>\n
Arabac\u0131, \u015foseyi g\u00f6r\u00fcr g\u00f6rmez, yabanc\u0131 bir yerden evine d\u00f6nm\u00fc\u015f gibi ferahlad\u0131. Geni\u015f kenarl\u0131 siyah \u015fapkas\u0131n\u0131 aln\u0131ndan yukar\u0131ya iterek: E\u015fekli\u011fin alemi yok o\u011flum! Diye g\u00fcld\u00fc \u015foseye \u00e7\u0131k\u0131nca beygirler kulaklar\u0131n\u0131 dikip t\u0131r\u0131sa kalkt\u0131lar. S\u0131cak ve sakin gecenin i\u00e7inde yol d\u00fcmd\u00fcz uzan\u0131yordu.<\/p>\n
Arabac\u0131 | Kemal Tahir<\/strong><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":" \u00c7erke\u015f\u2019ten \u00e7\u0131k\u0131nca hayvanlar\u0131 durdurttu. Yere atlad\u0131. Araban\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcnde d\u00f6\u015feme yoktu. Arkada dingili, sulak \u00e7ivisine kadar geri \u00e7ekti. Bu suretle araba ok boyunca uzam\u0131\u015ft\u0131. \u00c7atal\u0131n alt\u0131na as\u0131l\u0131 ya\u011fdanl\u0131ktan tavuk kanad\u0131n\u0131 al\u0131p tekerlekleri ya\u011flad\u0131. Sa\u011f hayvan, Delik\u0131r, huysuzlan\u0131yordu. Arpa \u00e7uval\u0131yla, saman \u00e7uval\u0131n\u0131 arka \u00e7atal\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcne ta\u015f\u0131d\u0131. Dikkatle ba\u011flad\u0131. \u00d6n tarafa, hayvanlar\u0131n yem torbalar\u0131n\u0131, \u00f6rt\u00fclerini kendi yorgan\u0131n\u0131 yerle\u015ftirdikten […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[114],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-6938","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","category-turkiye-den-oykuler"],"yoast_head":"\n