Ayr\u0131l\u0131k ne biliyor musun?
Ne araya yollar\u0131n girmesi,
ne kapanan kap\u0131lar,
ne y\u0131ld\u0131z kaymas\u0131 gecede,
ne ceplerde tren tarifesi,
ne de turna katar\u0131 g\u00f6kte.<\/p>\n
\u0130nsan\u0131n i\u00e7ini d\u00f6kmekten vazge\u00e7mesi ayr\u0131l\u0131k!<\/p>\n
\u0130pi kopmu\u015f boncuklar gibi yollara d\u00f6kt\u00fc\u011f\u00fc g\u00f6zlerini,
birer damla d\u00fc\u015f k\u0131r\u0131kl\u0131\u011f\u0131 olarak toplamas\u0131 i\u00e7ine.
Ard\u0131nda d\u00fcnyalar \u0131\u015f\u0131yan camlar dururken,
duvarlara dal\u0131p dal\u0131p gitmesi.
T\u00fcrk\u00fcs\u00fcn\u00fc s\u00f6ylecek kimsesi kalmamak ayr\u0131l\u0131k.
Sa\u00e7\u0131na r\u00fczgar, sesine \u0131\u015f\u0131k d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcrememek kimsenin.
\u00c7i\u00e7ek\u00e7ilerden uza\u011fa d\u00fc\u015fmesi insan\u0131n yolunun.
G\u00fcne\u015fin bir ceza gibi do\u011fmas\u0131 d\u00fcnyaya.
\u0130ki ad\u0131mdan biri insan\u0131n, sevincin kundak\u00e7\u0131s\u0131,
h\u00fczn\u00fcn armas\u0131 ayr\u0131l\u0131k.<\/p>\n
O k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck \u00f6l\u00fcm!<\/p>\n
Usta dokunu\u015flarla bizi b\u00fcy\u00fck \u00f6l\u00fcme haz\u0131rlayan.<\/p>\n
Ayr\u0131l\u0131k, o k\u00f6p\u00fckl\u00fc \u00f6p\u00fc\u015flerin ard\u0131ndan gidip a\u011fz\u0131n\u0131 y\u0131kad\u0131\u011f\u0131nda ba\u015flam\u0131\u015ft\u0131.
Ben bulutlar\u0131 g\u00f6sterirken,
\u201cbulmacan\u0131n be\u015f harfli yemek sorusuna\u201d yan\u0131t aramanla halkalanm\u0131\u015f,
\u201cA\u015fk\u0131n \u015farab\u0131n\u0131n a\u011fz\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7t\u0131m, yar y\u00fcz\u00fcnden i\u00e7ti murt bende kald\u0131\u201d
t\u00fcrk\u00fcs\u00fc tenimde d\u00fc\u011f\u00fcmlenirken, odadan \u00e7\u0131k\u0131\u015f\u0131nla yolunu tutmu\u015f,
Da\u011flarda \u00f6ld\u00fcr\u00fclen \u00e7ocuklar\u0131n foto\u011fraflar\u0131n\u0131 bir kenara itip,
\u201cbu ete\u011fin \u00fcst\u00fcne bu bluz yak\u0131\u015ft\u0131 m\u0131? \u201d
diye sordu\u011funda varaca\u011f\u0131 yere varm\u0131\u015ft\u0131 \u00e7oktan.<\/p>\n
\u015eimdi anl\u0131yormusun gidi\u015finin neden ayr\u0131l\u0131k olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131,
bir yapra\u011f\u0131n d\u00fc\u015fmesi kadar ancak, ac\u0131s\u0131 ve a\u011f\u0131rl\u0131\u011f\u0131 oldu\u011funu.
Bir toplama i\u015fleminin sonucunu yazmak gibi bir de\u011fer ta\u015f\u0131d\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131.
Bo\u015flu\u011fa bir bo\u015fluk katmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131, kar ya\u011fd\u0131rmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 yaz ortas\u0131nda….<\/p>\n
Ne mi yapaca\u011f\u0131m bundan sonra?<\/p>\n
Ayak izlerimi silmek i\u00e7in sana gelen b\u00fct\u00fcn yollar\u0131 tersinden y\u00fcr\u00fcyece\u011fim \u00f6nce.
\u015eiir yazmayaca\u011f\u0131m bir s\u00fcre,
Foto\u011fraflar\u0131n\u0131 g\u00fcne\u015fe koyaca\u011f\u0131m, bir an \u00f6nce sarars\u0131nlar diye.
Hediyelik e\u015fya satan d\u00fckkanlar\u0131n \u00f6n\u00fcnden ge\u00e7meyece\u011fim.
Senin i\u00e7in biriktirdi\u011fim ya\u011fmur suyunu, bir g\u00fcl a\u011fac\u0131n\u0131n dibine d\u00f6kece\u011fim.
Falc\u0131 kad\u0131nlara inanmayaca\u011f\u0131m art\u0131k.
Trafik polislerine adres sormayaca\u011f\u0131m,
Gelece\u011fe \u0131\u015f\u0131k d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcren bir g\u00fcl\u00fc\u015fle g\u00fclmeyece\u011fim kimseye….<\/p>\n
Ne yapaca\u011f\u0131m\u0131 san\u0131yorsun ki?<\/p>\n
Tenin tenime bu kadar sinmi\u015fken,
\u00f6mr\u00fcm azala azala \u00f6n\u00fcmden akarken,
gitti\u011fin ger\u00e7ek bu kadar herkese benzerken..
Senin korkular\u0131n\u0131, benim inceli\u011fimi doldurup y\u00fcre\u011fime,
b\u0131rakt\u0131\u011f\u0131n bo\u015flu\u011fu yonta yonta binlerce heykelini yapaca\u011f\u0131m.
\u00a0
\u015e\u00fckr\u00fc ERBA\u015e<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
Ayr\u0131l\u0131k ne biliyor musun?Ne araya yollar\u0131n girmesi,ne kapanan kap\u0131lar,ne y\u0131ld\u0131z kaymas\u0131 gecede,ne ceplerde tren tarifesi,ne de turna katar\u0131 g\u00f6kte. \u0130nsan\u0131n i\u00e7ini d\u00f6kmekten vazge\u00e7mesi ayr\u0131l\u0131k! \u0130pi kopmu\u015f boncuklar gibi yollara d\u00f6kt\u00fc\u011f\u00fc g\u00f6zlerini,birer damla d\u00fc\u015f k\u0131r\u0131kl\u0131\u011f\u0131 olarak toplamas\u0131 i\u00e7ine.Ard\u0131nda d\u00fcnyalar \u0131\u015f\u0131yan camlar dururken,duvarlara dal\u0131p dal\u0131p gitmesi.T\u00fcrk\u00fcs\u00fcn\u00fc s\u00f6ylecek kimsesi kalmamak ayr\u0131l\u0131k.Sa\u00e7\u0131na r\u00fczgar, sesine \u0131\u015f\u0131k d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcrememek kimsenin.\u00c7i\u00e7ek\u00e7ilerden uza\u011fa d\u00fc\u015fmesi […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[214],"tags":[],"class_list":{"0":"post-7019","1":"post","2":"type-post","3":"status-publish","4":"format-standard","6":"category-sukru-erbas"},"yoast_head":"\n