Santa Rita Pintor’a<\/p>\n
R\u0131ht\u0131mda kimsesiz, yapayaln\u0131z, bu yaz sabah\u0131
Bak\u0131yorum kumsal\u0131n k\u0131y\u0131s\u0131ndan, bak\u0131yorum
Belirsizli\u011fe,
Bak\u0131yorum ve k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck, siyah parlak bir vapurun
Yakla\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6rmekten mutluluk duyuyorum.
Uzakta, \u00f6yle a\u00e7\u0131k se\u00e7ik ve bildik ki kendince
Ard\u0131nda kendi duman\u0131ndan bir bayrak b\u0131rak\u0131yor havaya.
Limana giriyor ve sabah\u0131 da birlikte getiriyor ve nehirde
Denizcilere \u00f6zg\u00fc bir canlanma ba\u015fl\u0131yor,
Yelkenler a\u00e7\u0131l\u0131yor, \u00e7atanalar yakla\u015f\u0131yor,
R\u0131ht\u0131ma ba\u011fl\u0131 gemilerin gerisinde motorlar gidip geliyor
Hafif bir r\u00fczgar \u00e7\u0131k\u0131yor.
Ama ruhumun g\u00f6rd\u00fcklerimle,
Limana giren vapurla ilgisi yok.
\u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc o uzakl\u0131kla, sabahla,
Bu \u00c2n’\u0131n denizle kayna\u015fan \u00f6z\u00fcyle,
\u0130\u00e7imde bir bulant\u0131 gibi kabaran tatl\u0131 h\u00fcz\u00fcnle,
D\u00fc\u015fsel bir deniz tutmas\u0131n\u0131n ba\u015flamas\u0131yla birlikte.<\/p>\n
Ruhumun olanca \u00f6zg\u00fcrl\u00fc\u011f\u00fcyle bak\u0131yorum uzaktaki o vapura
Ve yava\u015f\u00e7a bir d\u00fcmen d\u00f6nmeye ba\u015fl\u0131yor i\u00e7imde.
Sabahlar\u0131 g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcn \u00f6n\u00fcnde kumsala do\u011fru
Yakla\u015fan gemiler var\u0131\u015flar\u0131n ve kalk\u0131\u015flar\u0131n
Ac\u0131 ve tatl\u0131 gizini birlikte getiriyor lar.
Uzak r\u0131ht\u0131mlar\u0131n ve ba\u015fka zamanlar\u0131n, ba\u015fka limanlardaki
Benzer insanlar\u0131n an\u0131lar\u0131n\u0131 getiriyorlar.
Gemilerin bu geli\u015fleri, b\u00fct\u00fcn bu demir al\u0131\u015flar
Ve bunu kendi kan\u0131m\u0131n ak\u0131\u015f\u0131nda hissediyorum
Bilin\u00e7d\u0131\u015f\u0131 simgeler, korkun\u00e7 do\u011fa\u00f6tesi imalar
Bir zamanlar ben olan o insan\u0131 diriltmeye \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131yorlar bende…
Ah, b\u00fct\u00fcn r\u0131ht\u0131m ta\u015ftan bir \u00f6zlem kesiliyor
Ve gemi r\u0131ht\u0131mdan ayr\u0131l\u0131p
Gemiyle r\u0131ht\u0131m aras\u0131nda bir bo\u015fluk oldu\u011fu
Birden ortaya \u00e7\u0131k\u0131nca,
Bilmem neden, yeni bir \u00fcrperti beliriyor i\u00e7imde.
Do\u011fan g\u00fcn\u00fcn \u00e7arpt\u0131\u011f\u0131 ilk cam gibi
Kayg\u0131lar\u0131m\u0131n g\u00fcne\u015finde \u0131\u015f\u0131yan
Karanl\u0131k duygularla yo\u011fun bir sis,
Ve bir ba\u015fkas\u0131n\u0131n anla\u015f\u0131lmaz bir bi\u00e7imde
Benim olan an\u0131lar\u0131 i\u00e7inde buluyorum kendimi.<\/p>\n
Ah, kim bilir, kim
Bir zamanlar, daha ben ben olmadan \u00f6nce, benim de
B\u00f6yle bir limandan yola \u00e7\u0131k\u0131p \u00e7\u0131kmad\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131, g\u00fcn do\u011farken
G\u00fcne\u015fin e\u011fik \u0131\u015f\u0131nlar\u0131 alt\u0131nda bir gemiyle
Bir ba\u015fka limandan ayr\u0131l\u0131p ayr\u0131lmad\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131?
Kim bilebilir, \u015fimdi g\u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm gibi
Benim i\u00e7in vaktinden \u00f6nce ayd\u0131nlanm\u0131\u015f,
T\u0131pk\u0131 b\u00f6yle, zaman’\u0131n ve uzam’\u0131n \u00f6tesinde,
Yar\u0131 uyuyan koca bir kentin,
Mantar gibi b\u00fcy\u00fcyen fel\u00e7li bir ticaret liman\u0131n\u0131n
\u00dc\u00e7 be\u015f ki\u015fi toplanm\u0131\u015f r\u0131ht\u0131m\u0131n\u0131 geride b\u0131rak\u0131p b\u0131rakmad\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131?<\/p>\n
Evet, bir r\u0131ht\u0131m, somutla\u015fm\u0131\u015f bir r\u0131ht\u0131m
Ger\u00e7ek, r\u0131ht\u0131m gibi g\u00f6r\u00fcnen, ger\u00e7ekten bir r\u0131ht\u0131m,
Bilmeden \u00f6rnek ald\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z o salt\u0131k r\u0131ht\u0131m,
Fark\u0131nda olmadan d\u00fc\u015fleyip
Ger\u00e7ek bir su k\u0131y\u0131s\u0131nda ger\u00e7ek ta\u015ftan yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z.<\/p>\n
Kendi r\u0131ht\u0131mlar\u0131m\u0131z
Ve yap\u0131ld\u0131ktan sonra hemen
Ger\u00e7ek \u015eeyler, Ruhtan \u015eeyler, Ta\u015ftan ve Ruhtan Varl\u0131klar
Diye an\u0131l\u0131rlar k\u00f6kten duygular\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n belli an\u0131lar\u0131nda,
D\u0131\u015f d\u00fcnyada sanki bir kap\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131l\u0131r da,
Hi\u00e7 br \u015fey de\u011fi\u015fmeden
Her \u015feyin bamba\u015fka oldu\u011fu zaman.<\/p>\n
Ah, Ulus-Gemilerle ayr\u0131ld\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z o B\u00fcy\u00fck R\u0131ht\u0131m!
O B\u00fcy\u00fck \u0130lk R\u0131ht\u0131m, \u00f6l\u00fcms\u00fcz ve kutsal’
Hangi limandan? Hangi sularda? Ve neden bunlar\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcyorum ben?
\u00d6b\u00fcr r\u0131ht\u0131mlar gibi, ama Bir ve Tek o B\u00fcy\u00fck R\u0131ht\u0131m.
Onlar gibi \u015fafa\u011f\u0131n sessizli\u011finin sabahlar\u0131,
Vin\u00e7lerin g\u0131c\u0131rt\u0131s\u0131, y\u00fck trenlernin
Fabrika bacalar\u0131ndan t\u00fcten
Ve karanl\u0131k sular\u0131n \u00fczerinden ge\u00e7en bir bulut g\u00f6lgesi gibi
Parlayan k\u00f6m\u00fcr tozlar\u0131n\u0131n karartt\u0131\u011f\u0131 taban\u0131 gizleyen
Kara bulut alt\u0131nda var\u0131\u015flar\u0131yla patlayan.<\/p>\n
Ah, sessizlik ve kayg\u0131lar\u0131n renklendirdi\u011fi saatlerde
Nas\u0131l bir giz ve anlam\u0131n \u00f6z\u00fc gerili durur
Kutsal a\u00e7\u0131klan\u0131\u015f\u0131n\u0131 bulan esrikli\u011finde
Herhangi bir r\u0131ht\u0131mdan o r\u0131ht\u0131ma k\u00f6pr\u00fc kurmayan!<\/p>\n
Uyuyan sularda kara kara yans\u0131yan r\u0131ht\u0131m,
Gemilerdeki ko\u015fu\u015fma,
Ah, gemiye binen yolcular\u0131n huzursuz ruhlar\u0131,
Gelip ge\u00e7en ve onlarla hi\u00e7bir \u015feyin s\u00fcrmedi\u011fi simgesel kalabal\u0131k,
\u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc gemi limana girdi\u011finde,
Gemide her zaman de\u011fi\u015fen bir \u015fey vard\u0131r.<\/p>\n
Ey s\u00fcrekli ka\u00e7\u0131\u015flar, ayr\u0131l\u0131\u015flar ve esrikl\u011fi De\u011fi\u015fikli\u011fin!
Denizcilerin ve seferlerin \u00f6l\u00fcms\u00fcz ruhu!
Sularda yava\u015f\u00e7a yans\u0131yan tekneler
Gemi limandan ayr\u0131l\u0131rken!
Hayat\u0131n ruhu gibi y\u00fczmek, ses gibi ayr\u0131lmak,
O an\u0131 titreyerek ya\u015famak \u00fczerinde \u00f6l\u00fcms\u00fcz sular\u0131n
Daha dolays\u0131z g\u00fcnlere uyanmak Avrupa’daki g\u00fcnlerden,
Gizemli limanlar g\u00f6rmek denizlerin yaln\u0131zl\u0131\u011f\u0131nda,
Uzak burunlar\u0131 d\u00f6n\u00fcp birden s\u0131n\u0131rs\u0131z manzaralardan
Say\u0131s\u0131z \u015fa\u015fk\u0131n tepelere ula\u015fmak…<\/p>\n
Ah, o uzak k\u0131y\u0131lar, uzaktan g\u00f6r\u00fcnen r\u0131ht\u0131mlar,
Sonra yakla\u015fan k\u0131y\u0131lar, yak\u0131ndan g\u00f6r\u00fcnen r\u0131ht\u0131mlar.
Her ayr\u0131l\u0131\u015f\u0131n ve her var\u0131\u015f\u0131n gizi,
Denizcinin ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131 her saatte biraz daha \u00e7ok duydu\u011fu
O h\u00fcz\u00fcnl\u00fc karars\u0131zl\u0131\u011f\u0131 ve anla\u015f\u0131lmazl\u0131\u011f\u0131
Bu olanaks\u0131z evrenin!
Uzak adalar\u0131n nice engin denizlerinden ge\u00e7erken
Geride b\u0131rakt\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z o uzak adalar\u0131n k\u0131y\u0131lar\u0131nda,
Gemi yakla\u015ft\u0131k\u00e7a evleri ve insanlar\u0131 b\u00fcy\u00fcy\u00fcp
Belirginle\u015fen o limanlarda
Bo\u011faz\u0131m\u0131za tak\u0131lan o sa\u00e7ma h\u0131\u00e7k\u0131r\u0131k.<\/p>\n
Ah, o sabah serinl\u011fi limana var\u0131ld\u0131\u011f\u0131nda
Ve o sabah solgunlu\u011fu yola \u00e7\u0131karken
Barsaklar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 buran
Ve korkuya benzer belirsiz bir duygu
-Uzakla\u015fman\u0131n ve ayr\u0131lman\u0131n atadan kalma korkusu,
Yeni bir \u015feylerle kar\u015f\u0131la\u015fman\u0131n o atadan kalma anla\u015f\u0131lmaz korkusu-
Hani t\u00fcylerimizi \u00fcrpertir ve bize ac\u0131 \u00e7ektirir
Ve b\u00fct\u00fcn tedirgin g\u00f6vdemiz
Ruhumuzmu\u015f gibi,
B\u00fct\u00fcn bunlar\u0131, ba\u015fka bir \u015feymi\u015f gibi, hissetmek i\u00e7in anla\u015f\u0131lmaz bir istek duyar:
Herhangi bir \u015feye bir \u00f6zlem –
\u015ea\u015fk\u0131n bir yak\u0131nl\u0131k, kim bilr hangi belirsiz yurda?
Hangi k\u0131y\u0131ya? Hangi gemiye? Hangi r\u0131ht\u0131ma?
O kadar ki, bu d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnce midemizi buland\u0131r\u0131r
Ve yaln\u0131z b\u00fcy\u00fck bir bo\u015fluk b\u0131rak\u0131r i\u00e7imizde,
Denizde ge\u00e7en zaman\u0131n bo\u015f doygunlu\u011fu,
B\u0131kk\u0131nl\u0131k ya da ac\u0131 gibi belirsiz bir tedirginlik –
\u0130nsan bir bilebilse bunun ne oldu\u011funu…<\/p>\n
Gene de biraz serin bu yaz sabah\u0131.
Gecenin uyu\u015fuklu\u011fu hala s\u00fcr\u00fcyor \u00e7\u0131kan meltemde.
Yava\u015f yava\u015f h\u0131zlan\u0131yor i\u00e7imdeki volan.
Ve gemi, ben uzaktan yakla\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm i\u00e7in de\u011fil,
Girmesi gerekti\u011fi i\u00e7n giriyor limana.<\/p>\n
\u0130mgelemimde \u015fimdiden yak\u0131n ve g\u00f6r\u00fcnebiliyor
Boydan boya, lombarlar\u0131n\u0131n b\u00fct\u00fcn \u00e7izgileriyle.
Ve her yan\u0131m titremeye ba\u015fl\u0131yor, b\u00fct\u00fcn g\u00f6vdem ve derim,
Hi\u00e7bir gemiden \u00e7\u0131kmayan ve i\u00e7imdeki bir sesin
Bug\u00fcn r\u0131ht\u0131mda kendisini beklememi s\u00f6yledi\u011fi o yarat\u0131k y\u00fcz\u00fcnden.<\/p>\n
K\u0131y\u0131ya yakla\u015fan gemiler,
Limandan ayr\u0131lan gemiler,
Uzaktan ge\u00e7en gemiler,
(Sanki kimsesiz bir k\u0131y\u0131dan seyrediyorum onlar\u0131) –
B\u00fct\u00fcn bu nerdeyse soyut gemiler seyir halindeyken,
Gidip gelen gemiler de\u011fil de,
Ba\u015fka \u015feylermi\u015f gibi duyguland\u0131r\u0131yor beni.<\/p>\n
Ve bu gemiler, yak\u0131ndan bakt\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131zda, o y\u00fcksek demir duvarlar,
\u0130\u00e7erden, kamaralara, salonlara, \u00f6zel odalara bakarken,
U\u00e7lar\u0131 g\u00f6\u011fe do\u011fru y\u00fckselen direkleri seyredip
Halatlar\u0131n aras\u0131nda s\u0131\u00e7rarken, darac\u0131k merdivenlerden inerken
Denizle kar\u0131\u015f\u0131k o ya\u011fl\u0131 madeni kokuyu solumak –
Yak\u0131ndan bakt\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131zda, hem ba\u015fka, hem de ayn\u0131d\u0131r gemiler,
Ayn\u0131 \u00f6zlemi, ayn\u0131 susuzlu\u011fu duyururlar size, ama ba\u015fka bir bi\u00e7imde.<\/p>\n
B\u00fct\u00fcn bu denizcilik hayat\u0131, denizcilikle lgili her \u015fey!
Kan\u0131ma girer denizin b\u00fct\u00fcn bu ince ayart\u0131c\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131
Ve d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fc kurar\u0131m o anlat\u0131lmaz yolculuklar\u0131n.
Ah o uzak k\u0131y\u0131lar ufukta al\u00e7alan!
Ah o burunlar, adalar, o kumsal k\u0131y\u0131lar!<\/p>\n
Denize \u00f6zg\u00fc o yaln\u0131zl\u0131klar, hani bazen Pasifik’e nas\u0131lsa okuldan kalma bir bilgiyle
Bunun en b\u00fcy\u00fck okyanus oldu\u011fu d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcncesi sinirlerimizi bozar.<\/p>\n
Ve d\u00fcnya da, her \u015feyin tad\u0131 da kupkuru bir \u00e7\u00f6le d\u00f6ner i\u00e7imizde!
Atlas Okyanusu’nun daha insanca, daha yumu\u015fak uzan\u0131\u015f\u0131!
Denizlerin en gizemlisi, Hint Okyanusu!
Ey tatl\u0131 Akdeniz, k\u0131y\u0131 bah\u00e7elerindeki beyaz heykellerin
Geni\u015f caddelerine vuran dalgalar\u0131 seyretti\u011fi gizemsiz, bildik deniz!
B\u00fct\u00fcn denizler, bo\u011fazlar, koylar, k\u00f6rfezler,
Ba\u011fr\u0131ma basmak isterdim hepinizi, kollar\u0131ma almak ve \u00f6lmek!<\/p>\n
Ve siz, denizle ilgili her \u015fey, d\u00fc\u015flerimin eski oyuncaklar\u0131!
Bir d\u00fczen verin i\u00e7 hayat\u0131ma benden habersiz!<\/p>\n
Omurgalar, serenler ve yelkenler, d\u00fcmenler ve halatlar,
Bacalar, pervaneler, flamalar ve gabya yelkenleri,
D\u00fcmen yelkesi ipleri, lombar a\u011f\u0131zlar\u0131, supaplar, ya\u011f karterleri,
Y\u0131\u011f\u0131n y\u0131\u011f\u0131n, da\u011f gibi d\u00f6k\u00fcl\u00fcyor i\u00e7imden, kapa\u011f\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131lan
Bir dolab\u0131n i\u00e7indeki nas\u0131l da\u011f\u0131l\u0131rsa yere!
Azg\u0131n ars\u0131zl\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131n ya\u011fmas\u0131 olun siz,
\u0130mgelem a\u011fac\u0131m\u0131n meyveleri olun,
\u015eark\u0131lar\u0131m\u0131n konusu, akl\u0131m\u0131n damarlar\u0131n\u0131n kan\u0131.
Sizin g\u00fczelli\u011finizin ba\u011flar\u0131yla ba\u011flanay\u0131m d\u0131\u015f\u0131mdaki d\u00fcnyaya
Metforlar, imgeler, edebiyatla donat\u0131n beni
\u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc, ger\u00e7ekte, tam anlam\u0131yla
Omurgas\u0131 r\u00fczgarda bir gemi benim duyarl\u0131\u011f\u0131m,
\u0130mgelemim yar\u0131 bat\u0131k bir demir,
Tedirginli\u011fim k\u0131r\u0131k bir k\u00fcrek
Ve k\u0131y\u0131da kuruyan bir a\u011f sinirlerimin dokusu!<\/p>\n
Rastgele br siren sesi duyuluyor nehirden, tek bir siren,
Birden temelinden sars\u0131l\u0131yor ruhum
Ve giderek h\u0131zlan\u0131yor i\u00e7imdeki volan.<\/p>\n
Ah, gemiler, yolculuklar bilinmeyen \u00fclkesine,
Falanca gemicinin, o eski dostun!
Az \u015fey mi burada bizimle dola\u015fm\u0131\u015f birinin
Pasifikte bir adan\u0131n a\u00e7\u0131klar\u0131nda bo\u011fularak \u00f6ld\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn\u00fc bilmek!
Onunla dostluk eden bizler, hakl\u0131 bir gururla
Ve belirsiz bir inan\u00e7la, anlataca\u011f\u0131z herkese
Daha derin bir anlam\u0131 oldu\u011funu b\u00fct\u00fcn bunlar\u0131n
Bulundu\u011fu geminin kaybolmas\u0131ndan
Ve ci\u011ferleri su ald\u0131\u011f\u0131 i\u00e7in bo\u011fulmas\u0131ndan!<\/p>\n
Ah vapurlar, \u015filepler ve yelkenli gemiler!
Yaz\u0131k ki say\u0131lar\u0131 denizlerde giderek azalan yelkenliler!
Ben ki, \u00e7a\u011fda\u015f uygarl\u0131\u011fa tutkunum ve b\u00fct\u00fcn ruhumla ba\u011fl\u0131y\u0131m makinalara,
Ben m\u00fchendis, ben uygar ben ki yabanc\u0131 \u00fclkelerde okudum,
Yelkenli ve ah\u015fap gemilerden ba\u015fka gemi g\u00f6rmek istemiyorum bir daha
Ve tan\u0131mak istemiyorum eski denzcilerin hayat\u0131ndan ba\u015fka bir hayat!<\/p>\n
\u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc Salt Uzakl\u0131k’t\u0131r eski denizler
G\u00fcncelli\u011fin y\u00fck\u00fcnden kurtulmu\u015f Salt Uzakl\u0131k!
Ve ah, nas\u0131l o daha g\u00fczel hayat\u0131 hat\u0131rlat\u0131yor bana burada her \u015fey,
Daha yava\u015f yol al\u0131nd\u0131\u011f\u0131 i\u00e7in daha engin olan bu denizler.
Daha az bilgimiz oldu\u011fu i\u00e7in daha da gizemliler.<\/p>\n
Uzaktaki her vapur bir yelkenlidir yak\u0131ndan
\u015eimdi uzakta g\u00f6r\u00fcnen her gemi, yak\u0131ndan g\u00f6r\u00fcnen bir gemidir ge\u00e7mi\u015fte.
Ufuktaki geminin t\u00fcm g\u00f6r\u00fcnmeyen denizcileri
G\u00f6r\u00fcnen denizcileridir ge\u00e7mi\u015fteki yelkenlilerin
Ge\u00e7mi\u015fte yava\u015f giden yelkenlilerin tehlikeli yolculuklar\u0131n\u0131n,
Yelkenli ve ah\u015fap gemilerin aylarca s\u00fcren yolculuklar\u0131n\u0131n.
Yava\u015f yava\u015f b\u00fcy\u00fcs\u00fcne kap\u0131l\u0131yorum denizle ilgili her \u015feyin.
Tepeden t\u0131rna\u011fa sar\u0131yor beni r\u0131ht\u0131m\u0131n havas\u0131,
Y\u00fckselen sular\u0131na g\u00f6m\u00fcl\u00fcyorum Tagus\u2019un
Ve d\u00fc\u015f g\u00f6rmeye ba\u015fl\u0131yorum, sular\u0131n d\u00fc\u015f\u00fc sar\u0131yor d\u00f6rt bir yan\u0131m\u0131,
S\u0131ms\u0131k\u0131 kavr\u0131yor ruhumu di\u015flileri d\u00f6nd\u00fcren kay\u0131\u015flar
Ve \u015fiddetle sars\u0131yor beni giderek h\u0131zlanan volan.
Sular \u00e7a\u011f\u0131r\u0131yor beni,
Denizler \u00e7a\u011f\u0131r\u0131yor,
Beni \u00e7a\u011f\u0131r\u0131yor ete kemi\u011fe b\u00fcr\u00fcnen t\u00fcm uzakl\u0131klar
Ve denizlerin ge\u00e7mi\u015fte ya\u015fanm\u0131\u015f b\u00fct\u00fcn \u00e7a\u011flar\u0131 beni \u00e7a\u011f\u0131r\u0131yorlar.<\/p>\n
Sen, \u0130ngiliz denizci dostum, Jim Barns, sendin
Bana \u00f6\u011freten o eski \u0130ngiliz hayk\u0131r\u0131\u015f\u0131n\u0131
Benimki gibi karma\u015f\u0131k ruhlaraSular\u0131n \u015fa\u015fk\u0131n \u00e7a\u011fr\u0131s\u0131n\u0131
Zehirli bir sesle \u00f6zetleyen,
Denizle ilgili her \u015feyin \u2013 bat\u0131klar\u0131n, o uzun,
Tehlikeli yolculuklar\u0131n duyulmam\u0131\u015f, giz dolu sesi,
Kan\u0131mda evrenselle\u015fti senin o \u00e7\u0131\u011fl\u0131\u011fa benzemeyen
\u0130nsanca bi\u00e7imden ve sesten uzak o \u0130ngiliz \u00e7\u0131\u011fl\u0131\u011f\u0131n,
Sanki kubbesi g\u00f6k olan bir ma\u011farada \u00e7\u0131nlayan
Ve Uzaklarda, Denizde, Geceleri
Olabilecek b\u00fct\u00fcn o korkun\u00e7 \u015feyleri anlatan\u2026<\/p>\n
(Her zaman sanki bir uskunay\u0131 \u00e7a\u011f\u0131r\u0131rm\u0131\u015f gibi,
Ba\u011f\u0131r\u0131rken kocaman esmer ellerini
A\u011fz\u0131n\u0131n iki yan\u0131na g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcp bir megafon yapard\u0131n:
Aho-o-o-o-o-o-o-o-o-o-o-o-yyyy\u2026
Uskuna aho-o-o-o-o-o-o-o-o-o-o-o-o–yyy\u2026)<\/p>\n
\u015eimdi seni dinliyorum burada, kula\u011f\u0131m kiri\u015fte.
R\u00fczgar \u00e7\u0131kmak \u00fczere, g\u00fcne\u015f y\u00fckseliyor, hava \u0131s\u0131n\u0131yor.
Yanaklar\u0131m k\u0131zar\u0131yor.
Bilin\u00e7li g\u00f6zlerim b\u00fcy\u00fcyor.
\u0130\u00e7imde b\u00fcy\u00fcyen \u00e7o\u015fku ta\u015f\u0131p yay\u0131l\u0131yor
Ey \u00e7\u0131nlayan \u00e7\u0131\u011fl\u0131k
Ate\u015fin ve \u00f6fken k\u0131zd\u0131r\u0131p patlama noktas\u0131na getiriyor
\u0130\u00e7imdeki b\u00fct\u00fcn korkular\u0131, dipdiri kesiliyor
B\u00fct\u00fcn bezginli\u011fim, b\u00fct\u00fcn h\u00fccrelerim! …
Kan\u0131ma \u00e7arp\u0131yor nereden geldi\u011fini bilmedi\u011fim
Ge\u00e7mi\u015f bir a\u015fk\u0131n \u00e7a\u011fr\u0131s\u0131 ve d\u00f6n\u00fcp
Ayn\u0131 g\u00fc\u00e7le \u00e7ekiyor ve itiyor beni,
Ayn\u0131 g\u00fc\u00e7le tiksindiriyor beni fiziksel ve ruhsal
Anla\u015fmazl\u0131klar\u0131yla aralar\u0131nda ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131m
Bu ger\u00e7ek insanlar\u0131n hayat\u0131ndan!<\/p>\n
Ah, gidebilmek, nas\u0131l olursa, nereye olursa!
Gidebilmek o a\u00e7\u0131k denizlere, dalgalar, tehlikeler i\u00e7inden,
Yol almak a\u00e7\u0131klara, ba\u015fka yerlere, Soyut Uzakl\u0131\u011fa,
Belirsizlik i\u00e7inde, gizemli gecelerin karanl\u0131\u011f\u0131nda,
R\u00fczg\u00e2ra, kas\u0131rgaya kap\u0131lm\u0131\u015f bir toz zerresi gibi s\u00fcr\u00fcklenircesine!<\/p>\n
Gitmek, gitmek, hi\u00e7 durmadan gitmek!
Kanatlanmak i\u00e7in tutu\u015fuyor olanca kan\u0131m!
\u0130leri at\u0131lmak istiyor b\u00fct\u00fcn bedenim!
Sellere kap\u0131lm\u0131\u015f gibi b\u00fct\u00fcn imgelemim
\u00c7\u0131rp\u0131n\u0131yor, k\u00fckr\u00fcyor, kab\u0131ma s\u0131\u011fam\u0131yorum! …
K\u00f6p\u00fck k\u00f6p\u00fck oluyor k\u0131z\u0131\u015fan isteklerim
Ve kayalarda patlayan bir dalga gibi tenim!<\/p>\n
Bunu d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fck\u00e7e – Ey \u00e7\u0131lg\u0131nl\u0131k! Bunu d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fck\u00e7e- ey \u00f6fke!
D\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fck\u00e7e s\u0131n\u0131rl\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 isteklere esrik hayat\u0131m\u0131n,
Birden, sars\u0131l\u0131p y\u00f6r\u00fcngesinden \u00e7\u0131km\u0131\u015fcas\u0131na
\u0130mgelemimdeki o dipdiri volan\u0131m,
Ac\u0131mas\u0131z, yo\u011fun ve \u015fiddetli d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015f\u00fcyle
Kabar\u0131yor i\u00e7imde u\u011fultusu, sars\u0131nt\u0131s\u0131 ba\u015f d\u00f6nd\u00fcr\u00fcc\u00fcl\u00fc\u011f\u00fcyle
Bu karanl\u0131k ve sadist k\u0131skan\u00e7l\u0131\u011f\u0131 denizlerdeki belal\u0131 hayat\u0131n.
Hey denizciler, mi\u00e7olar! K\u0131lavuzlar, tayfalar!
Gemiciler, \u00e7ark\u00e7\u0131lar, ser\u00fcven arayanlar!
Hey gemi kaptanlar\u0131, d\u00fcmende n\u00f6bet tutan, dire\u011fe t\u0131rmananlar!
Kaba yataklar\u0131nda m\u0131\u015f\u0131l m\u0131\u015f\u0131l uyuyan,
Tehlikeyle yatanlar, kalk\u0131p n\u00f6bet tutanlar!
\u00d6l\u00fcme yast\u0131k diye ba\u015f koyup uyuyanlar!
Dinelip g\u00fcvertede ya da kaptan k\u00f6pr\u00fcs\u00fcnde durup
U\u00e7suz bucaks\u0131z denizin sonsuzlu\u011funa bakanlar!
Hey sizler, vin\u00e7lerin ba\u015f\u0131nda y\u00fckleri y\u00fckleyenler!
Yelkenleri saranlar, ate\u015f\u00e7iler, kamarotluk edenler!
Geminin y\u00fcklerini ambara dolduranlar!
G\u00fcverteye \u00e7\u0131k\u0131p da halat roda edenler!
Lombar a\u011f\u0131zlar\u0131n\u0131 y\u0131kay\u0131p temizleyenler!
D\u00fcmen ba\u015f\u0131ndakiler, \u00e7ark\u00e7\u0131lar, direklerdekiler!
Hey, hey, hey!
Ba\u015flar\u0131 bereliler! Ka\u015fkorse g\u00f6mlekliler!
G\u00f6\u011f\u00fcslerine \u00e7apraz \u00e7apalarla bayraklar i\u015fletenler!
Pazular\u0131nda d\u00f6vme, a\u011f\u0131zlar\u0131nda pipo
Onca g\u00fcne\u015ften esmerle\u015fenler, onca ya\u011fmur yiyenler,
\u00d6nlerinde uzay\u0131p giden bo\u015fluktan g\u00f6zleri keskinle\u015fen,
G\u00f6\u011f\u00fcs gerdikleri bunca r\u00fczg\u00e2rdan daha da yi\u011fitle\u015fenler!
Hey, hey, hey!
Siz ey Patagonya\u2019y\u0131 g\u00f6renler!
Sizler, Avustralya\u2019dan ge\u00e7enler!<\/p>\n
Hi\u00e7 g\u00f6rmeyece\u011fim yerlerle g\u00f6zleri \u0131\u015f\u0131yanlar!
Hi\u00e7 ad\u0131m atmayaca\u011f\u0131m yerlere ayak basanlar!
Savanalara sokulup yerlilerden incik boncuk alanlar!
Ve b\u00fct\u00fcn bunlar\u0131 sanki s\u0131radan bir i\u015fmi\u015f,
Do\u011fal bir \u015feymi\u015f,
Hayat b\u00f6yleymi\u015f gibi yapan,
Sanki bir yazg\u0131y\u0131 yerine getiriyormu\u015f gibi ya\u015fayanlar
Hey, hey, hey!
Bug\u00fcnk\u00fc denizlerin insanlar\u0131! Eski denizlerin insanlar\u0131!
Ey gemi saymanlar\u0131! K\u00fcrek mahk\u00fbmlar\u0131! Lepanto sava\u015f\u00e7\u0131lar\u0131!
Roma\u2019dan kalma korsanlar! Eski Yunan\u2019\u0131n denizcileri!
Fenikeliler! Kartacal\u0131lar! Salt\u0131k Deniz\u2019de Olanaks\u0131z\u2019\u0131 ger\u00e7ekle\u015ftirmek i\u00e7in
Sagres\u2019ten s\u0131n\u0131rs\u0131z ser\u00fcvenlere f\u0131rlat\u0131lan Portekizliler!
Hey, hey, hey!
Ke\u015ffetti\u011finiz k\u0131y\u0131lara i\u015faret diye ta\u015ftan s\u00fctunlar diken
Ve o ads\u0131z burunlara adlar\u0131n\u0131 verenler!
Zencilerle ilk kez al\u0131\u015f veri\u015f edenler!
Yeni k\u0131talardan ilk kez k\u00f6le al\u0131p satanlar!
O \u015fa\u015fk\u0131n zenci kad\u0131nlara ilk Avrupal\u0131 orgazm\u0131 tatt\u0131ranlar!
Ye\u015fil bitkiler f\u0131\u015fk\u0131ran k\u0131y\u0131lardan alt\u0131n,
\u0130ncik boncuk, baharat ve oklar getirenler!
O sakin Afrika k\u00f6ylerini ya\u011fmalayan
Ve top g\u00fcmb\u00fcrt\u00fcs\u00fcyle yerlileri \u015fa\u015fk\u0131na \u00e7evirenler!
Siz can alan, \u00e7al\u0131p \u00e7\u0131rpan, i\u015fkence eden, sonra da
Yeni denizlerin gizlerine ko\u015fmak i\u00e7in ba\u015f e\u011fenlere
Vaad edilen Yenili\u011fin \u00f6d\u00fcl\u00fcne el koyanlar! Hey, hey, hey!
Hepinize birden, hepiniz bir ki\u015fiymi\u015f gibi,
Birbirinize kar\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015f, kenetlenmi\u015f gibi hepiniz,<\/p>\n
Kanl\u0131, ac\u0131mas\u0131z, nefret edilen, korkulan, say\u0131lan hepinize!
Selam size, selam, hepinize selam!
Hey, hey, hey! Hey, hey, hey!
Merhaba! Merhaba! Merhaba!<\/p>\n
Yola \u00e7\u0131kmak istiyorum sizinle, sizinle yola \u00e7\u0131kmak!
Hepinizle birlikte,
Gitti\u011finiz her yere!
Y\u00fcz y\u00fcze gelmek istiyorum kar\u015f\u0131la\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131z tehlikelerle,
Y\u00fcz\u00fcmde hissetmek y\u00fczlerinizi buru\u015fturan r\u00fczg\u00e2r\u0131,
Dudaklar\u0131n\u0131z\u0131 \u00f6pen deniz tuzunu ufalamak,
El vermek \u00e7aban\u0131za, f\u0131rt\u0131nalar\u0131n\u0131z\u0131 payla\u015fmak,
Sonunda sizin gibi o ola\u011fan\u00fcst\u00fc limanlara ula\u015fmak!
Sizinle birlikte uygarl\u0131ktan ka\u00e7mak!
Sizinle yitirmek her t\u00fcrl\u00fc ahlak kayg\u0131s\u0131n\u0131!
\u0130nsanl\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131n art\u0131k de\u011fi\u015fti\u011fini hissetmek!
G\u00fcney denizlerinde sizinle yeni vah\u015fetler,
Yeni y\u00fcrek sars\u0131nt\u0131lar\u0131 ve yanarda\u011f ruhumdan
Yeni ate\u015fler i\u00e7mek! Sizinle yola \u00e7\u0131kmak
Ve geride b\u0131rakmak \u2013 ah, haydi, d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn \u00f6n\u00fcme! \u2013
Uygar giysilerimi, kibar davran\u0131\u015flar\u0131m\u0131,
Do\u011fu\u015ftan i\u00e7imde olan o zindan korkusunu,
O sakin hayat\u0131m\u0131,
O elden g\u00fcnden uzak, dura\u011fan, d\u00fczenli hayat\u0131m\u0131!<\/p>\n
Denize, denize,
Denize, hey, r\u00fczg\u00e2ra, dalgalara
At\u0131lmak ah hayat\u0131m!
R\u00fczg\u00e2rda k\u00f6p\u00fcklerle
Tuzunu tatmak i\u00e7in o b\u00fcy\u00fck yolculuklar\u0131n,
Bo\u015fanan sa\u011fanaklara tenimi kam\u00e7\u0131lamak yepyeni ser\u00fcvenlere,
Dald\u0131rmak varolu\u015fumun kemiklerini o so\u011fuk denizlere,
K\u0131rba\u00e7lamak, kesmek, buru\u015fturmak r\u00fczg\u00e2rla, g\u00fcne\u015fle, k\u00f6p\u00fcklerle
Atlantik kas\u0131rgas\u0131 varl\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131,
Kefen ba\u011flar\u0131 gibi serili sinirlerim
Ses veren bir lir r\u00fczg\u00e2r\u0131n ellerinde!<\/p>\n
Evet, evet\u2026 \u00c7arm\u0131ha gerin beni denizde yol al\u0131rken,
Omuzlar\u0131mda o ha\u00e7\u0131 ta\u015f\u0131ma mutlulu\u011fu!
Ba\u011flay\u0131p g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcn beni \u00e7\u0131karken her yolculu\u011fa,
Omurgam\u0131 s\u0131zlats\u0131n s\u0131rt\u0131mdaki o \u00e7arm\u0131h,
Bu ac\u0131y\u0131 duyay\u0131m edilgin bir titreyi\u015fle!
Bana istedi\u011finizi yap\u0131n, yeter ki ben denizde olay\u0131m,
G\u00fcvertede, dalgalar\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcnde,
Yaralay\u0131n, \u00f6ld\u00fcr\u00fcn, g\u00f6vdemi par\u00e7alay\u0131n!
Denizin de\u011fi\u015ftirdi\u011fi bir ruh
\u00d6l\u00fcme iletmek istedi\u011fim,
Denizle ilgili ne varsa onlar\u0131n sarho\u015f etti\u011fi,
Derinler, burunlarla gemicilerle oldu\u011fu kadar,
Uzak yerler, limanlar, dipte yatan bat\u0131klar,
Hem her t\u00fcrl\u00fc ticaret,
Hem direkler, dalgalar
Ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131 d\u00f6nd\u00fcrmeli,
Ac\u0131yla ve \u015fehvetle \u00d6l\u00fcme g\u00f6t\u00fcrmeli
S\u00fcl\u00fcklerin kan\u0131n\u0131 emdi\u011fi bir cesedi,
O garip anlams\u0131z ye\u015fil deniz s\u00fcl\u00fcklerinin!<\/p>\n
Kefen sarg\u0131s\u0131 yap\u0131n sinirlerimden,
Kaslar\u0131mdan palamar!
Sonra derimizi y\u00fcz\u00fcp geminin omurgas\u0131na \u00e7ak\u0131n,
Duyay\u0131m ac\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7ak\u0131lan \u00e7ivilerin ve bu ac\u0131 hi\u00e7 dinmesin!
Bir sancak yap\u0131n kalbimden
Eski kalyonlar\u0131n sava\u015flar\u0131ndaki gibi durmadan dalgalanan!
Oyup \u00e7\u0131kar\u0131n g\u00f6zlerimi, g\u00fcvertede \u00e7i\u011fneyin
Geminin teknesine \u00e7arp\u0131p k\u0131r\u0131n kemiklerimi!
K\u0131rba\u00e7lay\u0131n beni direklere ba\u011flay\u0131p, k\u0131rba\u00e7lay\u0131n beni!
Enlemlerle boylamlardan esen r\u00fczg\u00e2rlar
S\u00fcr\u00fcklesin kan\u0131m\u0131 azg\u0131n f\u0131rt\u0131nalarda
Geminin bordas\u0131na \u00e7arp\u0131p
Kaptan k\u00f6pr\u00fcs\u00fcne y\u00fckselen sulara!<\/p>\n
R\u00fczg\u00e2r\u0131n \u00e7arpt\u0131\u011f\u0131 gergin yelkenler gibi korkusuz olmak!<\/p>\n
U\u011fuldayan r\u00fczg\u00e2rda gabya yelkenleri gibi!
Denizin tehlikelerini \u015fak\u0131yan fadoyla eski bir gitar,
Bir \u015fark\u0131 denizcilerin dinleyip hi\u00e7 s\u00f6ylemedikleri!
O asi gemiciler
Kaptanlar\u0131n\u0131 serenin cundas\u0131na asan,
Bir ba\u015fka kaptan\u0131 da \u0131ss\u0131z bir adaya b\u0131rakan.<\/p>\n
Marooned!
O eski korsan ate\u015fini yakt\u0131 tropik g\u00fcne\u015fi
Tutu\u015fan damarlar\u0131mda.
Ac\u0131kl\u0131 ve a\u00e7\u0131k sa\u00e7\u0131k d\u00f6vmeler i\u015fledi imgelemime
Petagonya r\u00fczg\u00e2r\u0131.
Ate\u015f, ate\u015f, i\u00e7imdeki bu ate\u015f!
Kan! Kan! Kan!
Beynim \u00e7atlayacak gibi!
K\u0131pk\u0131z\u0131l par\u00e7alara b\u00f6l\u00fcn\u00fcyor d\u00fcnyam!
Zincirlerin yank\u0131s\u0131yla birbirine \u00e7arp\u0131yor damarlar\u0131m\u2019
Ve y\u0131rt\u0131c\u0131 bir sesle \u00e7\u0131nl\u0131yor i\u00e7imde
Koca Korsan\u2019\u0131n \u015fark\u0131s\u0131,
Koca Korsan\u2019\u0131n \u00f6l\u00fcm \u00e7anlar\u0131 gibi g\u00fcrleyen \u015fark\u0131s\u0131.
Korkuyu iliklerinde duyup \u00fcrperen adamlar\u0131
Ve k\u0131\u00e7 g\u00fcvertesinde \u00f6l\u00fcm \u00e7\u0131\u011fl\u0131klar\u0131 atanlarla \u015fark\u0131
S\u00f6yleyenler:<\/p>\n
\u00d6l\u00fcn\u00fcn sandukas\u0131 \u00fcst\u00fcnde on be\u015f ki\u015fi
Yo-ho-ho bir de rom \u015fi\u015fesi!<\/p>\n
Sonra da o \u00e7\u0131\u011fl\u0131k, havay\u0131 y\u0131rtan ger\u00e7ek d\u0131\u015f\u0131 bir ses<\/p>\n
Darby M\u2019Graw-aw-aw-aw-aw!
Darby M\u2019Graw-aw-aw-aw-aw-aw-aw!
Fetch a-a-aft the ru-u-u, -u-u-u-u-u-um, Darby!<\/p>\n
Hey anam, hey! Ne hayat bu, ne hayat!
Hey anam, hey!
He-he-hey! Hey anam, hey!
He-he-hey!<\/p>\n
K\u0131r\u0131lm\u0131\u015f omurgalar, bat\u0131k gemiler, kanl\u0131 denizler!
Kana bulanm\u0131\u015f g\u00fcverteler, par\u00e7alanm\u0131\u015f cesetler!
Filika k\u00fcpe\u015ftelerinde kopar\u0131lm\u0131\u015f parmaklar!
D\u00f6rt bir yana sa\u00e7\u0131lm\u0131\u015f \u00e7ocuk ba\u015flar\u0131!
G\u00f6zleri oyulmu\u015f hayk\u0131ran, inleyen insanlar!
He-he-hey-hey-hey-he-he-hey!
He-he-hey-hey-hey-he-he-hey!
Beni so\u011fuktan koruyan bir pelerin gibi sar\u0131n\u0131yorum b\u00fct\u00fcn bunlara!
S\u0131cakta duvara s\u00fcrt\u00fcnen bir kedi gibi s\u00fcrt\u00fcn\u00fcyorum
Ac\u0131km\u0131\u015f bir aslan gibi k\u00fckr\u00fcyorum bunlar\u0131n aras\u0131nda!
K\u0131zg\u0131n bir bo\u011fa gibi sald\u0131r\u0131yorum hepsine!
T\u0131rnaklar\u0131m\u0131 ge\u00e7iriyor, pen\u00e7elerimle y\u0131rt\u0131yorum, kana buluyorum di\u015flerimi b\u00fct\u00fcn bunlarla!
He-he-hey-hey-hey! -He-he-hey!
Birden, kula\u011f\u0131m\u0131n dibinde
Korkun\u00e7 bir borazan sesi,
O eski hayk\u0131r\u0131\u015fla, ama daha metalik ve daha \u00f6fkeli,
\u00c7a\u011f\u0131r\u0131yor av\u0131n\u0131 kendini g\u00f6stermek i\u00e7in,
Ele ge\u00e7irmek \u00fczere oldu\u011fu tekneyi:<\/p>\n
Aho-o-o-o-o-o-o-o-o-o-o-yyyy\u2026
Uskuna aho-o-o-o-o-o-o-o-o-o-o-o-o-yyy\u2026<\/p>\n
B\u00fct\u00fcn d\u00fcnya siliniyor g\u00f6z\u00fcmde art\u0131k! Mosmor kesiliyorum!
Yan\u0131p tutu\u015fuyorum o tekneye s\u0131\u00e7ramak i\u00e7in!
Ey Korsanlar Reisi! Korsanlar\u0131n Kral\u0131!
Ya\u011fmal\u0131yor, \u00f6ld\u00fcr\u00fcyor, par\u00e7al\u0131yorum her \u015feyi!
Yaln\u0131z denizi hissediyorum, ele ge\u00e7irmek, ya\u011fmalamak!<\/p>\n
B\u00fct\u00fcn duydu\u011fum damarlar\u0131m\u0131n g\u00fcm g\u00fcm at\u0131\u015f\u0131,
\u015eakaklar\u0131m\u0131n zonklay\u0131\u015f\u0131!
G\u00f6zlerimi k\u00f6reltiyor tutu\u015fan kan\u0131m!
He-he-hey-hey-hey! He-he-hey!<\/p>\n
Ey korsanlar, korsanlar!
Korsanlar, sevin beni ve benden nefret edin!
Korsanlar, eriyip kar\u0131\u015fay\u0131m sizlere!<\/p>\n
\u00d6fkeniz, kabal\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131z nas\u0131l da sesleniyor kan\u0131na
Bir zamanlar ben olan ve art\u0131k yaln\u0131z \u015fehvetli kalan kad\u0131n\u0131n bedenine!
B\u00fct\u00fcn davran\u0131\u015flar\u0131n\u0131 benimseyen bir hayvan olmak isterdim,
Di\u015flerini k\u00fcpe\u015ftelere, omurgalara ge\u00e7iren,
Direkleri kemirip g\u00fcvertedeki kan\u0131 ve katran\u0131 i\u00e7en,
Yelkenlerle k\u00fcrekleri, halatlarla vin\u00e7leri di\u015fleyen bir hayvan,
Di\u015fi bir deniz canavar\u0131 cinayetlerine doymayan!
Birbiriyle uyumsuz ve benze\u015fen bir duygular senfonisi y\u00fckseliyor,
Kan\u0131mda u\u011fuldayan f\u0131rt\u0131nal\u0131 cinayetlerin, denizin
Kan\u0131nda \u00e7\u0131nlayan o \u00e7\u0131lg\u0131n c\u00fcmb\u00fc\u015flerin orkestras\u0131,
Ruhumda az\u0131p y\u00fckselen k\u0131zg\u0131n bir kas\u0131rga,
G\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u00fcm\u00fc karartan ve b\u00fct\u00fcn bunlar\u0131 yaln\u0131z derim
Ve damarlar\u0131mla g\u00f6r\u00fcp d\u00fc\u015flememe yol a\u00e7an s\u0131cak bir toz bulutu!
Korsanlar, korsanl\u0131k, gemiler ve o saat,
Ganimetlerin y\u00fcklendi\u011fi o denizcilik an\u0131,
Tutsaklar\u0131n korkudan nerdeyse \u00e7\u0131ld\u0131rd\u0131klar\u0131
B\u00fct\u00fcn cinayetleri, \u00fcrk\u00fcn\u00e7l\u00fc\u011f\u00fc, gemileri, insanlar\u0131, denizi, g\u00f6\u011f\u00fc, bulutlar\u0131,
R\u00fczg\u00e2rlar\u0131, enlemleri, boylamlar\u0131, \u00e7\u0131\u011fl\u0131klar\u0131yla,
Nas\u0131l isterdim b\u00fct\u00fcn onlarla, onlar\u0131n hepsiyle bedenim ac\u0131 \u00e7eksin,
Bedenim ve kan\u0131m, b\u00fct\u00fcn varl\u0131\u011f\u0131m tek k\u0131z\u0131l bir topak olsun,
Ka\u015f\u0131nan bir yara gibi \u00e7i\u00e7ek a\u00e7s\u0131n ruhumun d\u00fc\u015fsel etinde!<\/p>\n
Ah, o su\u00e7lar\u0131n t\u00fcm\u00fcyle \u00f6zde\u015f olmak! Gemilerin sald\u0131r\u0131lar\u0131n\u0131n,
Kan d\u00f6k\u00fcc\u00fcl\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn\u00fcn, \u0131rza ge\u00e7melerin t\u00fcm \u00f6\u011feleri olmak!
B\u00fct\u00fcn o ya\u011fmalar\u0131n ya\u015fand\u0131\u011f\u0131 yerlerde bulunmu\u015f olmak!
B\u00fct\u00fcn o kanl\u0131 tragedyalarda ya\u015fam\u0131\u015f ya da yok olmu\u015f herkes olmak!
O korsanl\u0131\u011f\u0131n doru\u011fundaki korsan \u2013 \u00f6zeti ve etiyle kemi\u011fiyle
D\u00fcnyan\u0131n b\u00fct\u00fcn korsanlar\u0131n\u0131n kurban \u2013 bire\u015fimi olmak!
Edilgin bedenimle korsanlar\u0131n \u0131rz\u0131na ge\u00e7tikleri, \u00f6ld\u00fcrd\u00fckleri,
Yaralay\u0131p par\u00e7alad\u0131klar\u0131 kad\u0131nlar kad\u0131n\u0131 olmak!
Vars\u0131n sald\u0131r\u0131lm\u0131\u015f bedenim onlar\u0131n hepsine hizmet eden
Ve b\u00fct\u00fcn bunlar\u0131, bunlar\u0131n hepsini bir anda belkemi\u011finde hisseden kad\u0131n\u0131n bedeni olsun!<\/p>\n
Ah, benim t\u00fcyl\u00fc kaba, ser\u00fcvenci, eli kanl\u0131 kahramanlar\u0131m!
Benim deniz canavarlar\u0131m, beynimin yaratt\u0131\u011f\u0131 kocalar!
Sap\u0131k duygular\u0131m\u0131n gelge\u00e7 a\u015f\u0131klar\u0131!
Biricik sevgiliniz olmak isterdim sizi her limanda bekleyen!
Sizler, onun d\u00fc\u015flerinde sevilen ve nefret edilen korsanlar!
\u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc o, yaln\u0131z ruhuyla da olsa, sizinle olacakt\u0131r, denizde
Irz\u0131na ge\u00e7ilen kurbanlar\u0131n\u0131z\u0131n \u00e7\u0131plak bedenleriyle birlikte!
\u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc o su\u00e7 orta\u011f\u0131m\u0131z olacakt\u0131r denizlerdeki azg\u0131n c\u00fcmb\u00fc\u015flerinizde,
B\u00fcy\u00fcc\u00fc ruhu g\u00f6r\u00fcnmeden dans edecektir kar\u0131\u015farak g\u00f6vdelerinizle
K\u0131l\u0131\u00e7 \u00e7eken, bo\u011fazlayan ellerinizin devinimlerine!
Ve karada d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcz\u00fc bekleyerek, d\u00f6necek olursan\u0131z e\u011fer,
A\u015fk\u0131n\u0131zdan \u00e7\u0131ld\u0131rm\u0131\u015fcas\u0131na i\u00e7ecektir b\u00fct\u00fcn o engin,
O sis ve karanl\u0131k kokularla dolu zaferlerinizin \u015ferefine
Ve \u015fehvetten \u00fcrperi\u015fleriniz boyunca k\u0131z\u0131l sar\u0131 bir ayin havas\u0131 \u00e7alacakt\u0131r \u0131sl\u0131kla!<\/p>\n
G\u00f6vde par\u00e7alanm\u0131\u015f, ba\u011f\u0131rsaklar de\u015filmi\u015f, kanlar akarken,
Tam doru\u011fundayken sizlerle ilgili d\u00fc\u015flerimin,
Kendimi yitirmi\u015fim; art\u0131k size ait de\u011filim, sizim ben
Ard\u0131n\u0131zdan gelen di\u015fili\u011fim t\u00fcm\u00fcyle sizin ruhunuz art\u0131k!
B\u00fct\u00fcn o g\u00f6z\u00fc d\u00f6nm\u00fc\u015f y\u0131rt\u0131c\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131z\u0131 ya\u015farken i\u00e7inizde olmak,
O heyecanlar\u0131n\u0131z\u0131 i\u00e7imde duymak
Siz a\u00e7\u0131k denizleri kana bularken,
Arada bir daha can\u0131 \u00e7\u0131kmam\u0131\u015f yaral\u0131larla
Pembe tenli bebekleri k\u00f6pek bal\u0131klar\u0131na at\u0131p
Seyretsinler diye analar\u0131n\u0131 k\u00fcpe\u015ftelere s\u00fcr\u00fcklerken!<\/p>\n
O k\u0131y\u0131mlarda, ya\u011fmalarda sizinle olmak!
Kendimi talanlar\u0131n\u0131z\u0131n senfonisiyle uyum i\u00e7inde bulmak!
Ah, anlatamam size ne kadar sizinle birlikte olmak istedi\u011fimi!
Orada yaln\u0131zca kad\u0131n\u0131n\u0131z, b\u00fct\u00fcn kad\u0131nlar\u0131n\u0131z, b\u00fct\u00fcn kurbanlar\u0131n\u0131z de\u011fil,
Bunlar\u0131n her biri ve hepsi olmak \u2013 erke\u011fi, kad\u0131n\u0131, \u00e7ocu\u011fu, gemisi-
Ve yaln\u0131zca o an, gemiler ve dalgalar de\u011fil,
Yaln\u0131zca ruhlar\u0131n\u0131z, bedenleriniz, \u00f6fkeniz, ganimetleriniz de\u011fil,
Yaln\u0131zca soyut \u00e7\u0131lg\u0131nl\u0131klar\u0131n\u0131z\u0131n somut eylemi de\u011fil,
Bunlar olmak de\u011fil istedi\u011fim, bunlar\u0131n hepsinden \u00f6te, B\u00f6yle olman\u0131n Tanr\u0131s\u0131 olmak!
Bir Tanr\u0131 olmak gerek, kar\u015f\u0131t bir inanc\u0131n Tanr\u0131s\u0131 olmak!
Ac\u0131mas\u0131z, \u015feytans\u0131 bir Tanr\u0131, kanl\u0131 bir kamutanr\u0131c\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131n Tanr\u0131s\u0131,
D\u00fc\u015fsel \u00e7\u0131lg\u0131nl\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131 t\u00fcm\u00fcyle kar\u015f\u0131layabilen
Ve zaferlerimizin her biri ve hepsiyle, hepsinden fazlas\u0131yla
\u00d6zde\u015fle\u015fme tutkumu hi\u00e7 t\u00fcketmeyen!<\/p>\n
Ah, iyile\u015ftirmek i\u00e7in i\u015fkence edin bana!
Ve tenimi \u2013 kellelere ve omuzlara savurdu\u011funuz k\u0131l\u0131\u00e7lar\u0131n\u0131z\u0131n
\u00c7\u0131kard\u0131\u011f\u0131 h\u0131\u015f\u0131rt\u0131ya \u00e7evirin!
Han\u00e7erlerinizin deldi\u011fi kuma\u015flar\u0131n ipliklerine d\u00f6nd\u00fcr\u00fcn damarlar\u0131m\u0131!
\u0130mgelemimi \u0131rz\u0131na ge\u00e7ti\u011finiz kad\u0131nlar\u0131n bedenlerine!
Akl\u0131m\u0131, insan \u00f6ld\u00fcrd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn\u00fcz kaptan k\u00f6pr\u00fcs\u00fcne!
Ve b\u00fct\u00fcn hayat\u0131m, sinirlili\u011fi, isterisi, sa\u00e7mal\u0131\u011f\u0131yla,
Her h\u00fccresi korsanl\u0131k eylemlerinizin her biriyle duyarl\u0131
Bir canl\u0131 varl\u0131k olsun \u2013 ve ben durmadan d\u00f6neyim
Dalgalanan koca bir mezbele gibi ve bunlar\u0131n hepsi olay\u0131m!
S\u0131n\u0131r tan\u0131maz d\u00fc\u015flerimin ate\u015flenen \u00e7ark\u0131
\u00d6yle \u00f6l\u00e7\u00fcs\u00fcz ve \u00fcrk\u00fct\u00fcc\u00fc bir h\u0131zla d\u00f6n\u00fcyor ki,
Kanatlanan bilincim r\u00fczg\u00e2ra savrulmu\u015f
Bir duman \u00e7emberinden ba\u015fka bir \u015fey de\u011fil \u015fimdi!<\/p>\n
\u00d6l\u00fcn\u00fcn sandukas\u0131 \u00fcst\u00fcnde on be\u015f ki\u015fi
Yo-ho-ho bir de rom \u015fi\u015fesi!<\/p>\n
He he hey, hey hey! Ho ho ho hoy, hoy!<\/p>\n
Ah bu vah\u015fetler vah\u015feti! Kahrolsun
Bunlarla ilgisi olmayan bizim hayat\u0131m\u0131z gibi b\u00fct\u00fcn hayatlar!
\u0130\u015fte ben, m\u00fchendis, enerji uzman\u0131, bu i\u015ften anlayan,
Ben ki, size gelince, y\u00fcr\u00fcrken bile duraklayan,
Hareket ederken bile a\u011f\u0131r, kendimi \u00f6ne s\u00fcrd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcmde bile etkisiz!
Ba\u015far\u0131lar\u0131n\u0131z kar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda tutuk, y\u0131k\u0131k, \u00fcrkek,
O ate\u015fli, kanl\u0131, s\u0131n\u0131rs\u0131z canl\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131za bak\u0131nca!<\/p>\n
Yuh bana! \u00e7\u0131lg\u0131nl\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131 ya\u015fayamad\u0131\u011f\u0131m i\u00e7in!
Yuh bana! ayaklar\u0131m her zaman uygarl\u0131\u011f\u0131n eteklerine doland\u0131\u011f\u0131
Ve s\u0131rt\u0131ma bir \u00e7uval dantel y\u00fcklenmi\u015f gibi inceliklerle davrand\u0131\u011f\u0131m i\u00e7in!
Biz hepimiz, \u00e7anak yalay\u0131c\u0131lar\u0131 \u00e7a\u011fda\u015f hay\u0131rseverli\u011fin!
Veremliler, sinir hastalar\u0131 gibi bitik, i\u00e7i ge\u00e7mi\u015f,
Vurup k\u0131rmaktan, erkek\u00e7e d\u00f6v\u00fc\u015fmekten ka\u00e7an,
Ruhlar\u0131n\u0131 iplikle ba\u011fl\u0131 bir tavuk aya\u011f\u0131 gibi s\u00fcr\u00fckleyenler!<\/p>\n
Ah, korsanlar! Korsanlar!
Karanl\u0131k, ac\u0131mas\u0131z bir \u015feyler yapma tutkusu,
G\u00f6z\u00fc d\u00f6nm\u00fc\u015fcesine t\u00fcyler \u00fcrpertici \u015feyler,
Nazik bedenlerimizi, kad\u0131ns\u0131 sinirlerimizi
Soyut bir \u015fehvet gibi kemiren ve bo\u015f bak\u0131\u015flar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131
\u00c7\u0131lg\u0131n ate\u015flerle tutu\u015fturan bir tutku!<\/p>\n
\u00d6n\u00fcn\u00fczde diz \u00e7\u00f6kmeye zorlay\u0131n beni!
D\u00f6v\u00fcn beni, a\u015fa\u011f\u0131lay\u0131n!
Kendinize kul k\u00f6le edin!
Nefretiniz beni hi\u00e7 terk etmesin!
Ey benim efendilerim, efendilerim!<\/p>\n
Kanl\u0131 ve \u015fehvetli \u00e7\u0131lg\u0131nl\u0131klar\u0131n\u0131zda
Her zaman \u00f6v\u00fcn\u00e7le boyun e\u011feyim!
Kal\u0131n duvarlar gibi y\u0131k\u0131l\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcme
Ey barbar korsanlar\u0131 eski denizin!
Par\u00e7alay\u0131n, yaralay\u0131n beni!
Bedenimin do\u011fusundan bat\u0131s\u0131ndan
Kanl\u0131 \u00e7izikler \u00e7izin!
K\u0131l\u0131\u00e7la, baltayla, \u00f6fkeyle sar\u0131l\u0131n
Size ait olmam\u0131n sevin\u00e7li \u00fcrpertisine,
Ac\u0131 \u00e7ekmekten duydu\u011fum zevke, kendimi size vermeme,
Doyumsuz vah\u015fetinizin duygulu ve dura\u011fan nesnesi olmama,
Zorbalar, efendiler, imparatorlar, korsanlar!
Ah, i\u015fkence edin bana,
Par\u00e7alay\u0131n beni, karn\u0131m\u0131 de\u015fin!
Canl\u0131 par\u00e7alar\u0131m\u0131 sa\u00e7\u0131n,
G\u00fcvertelerde ters \u00e7evirin,
Denizlere f\u0131rlat\u0131n beni, adalar\u0131n
Doyumsuz kumsallar\u0131na b\u0131rak\u0131n!<\/p>\n
Sizde buldu\u011fum gizemi benimle giderin,
Kan\u0131ma ula\u015f\u0131ncaya kadar de\u015fin ruhumu,
Kesin, h\u0131rpalay\u0131n!
Ey bedensel imgelemimin d\u00f6vmecileri!
Somut boyun e\u011fi\u015fimin sevgili deri y\u00fcz\u00fcc\u00fcleri!
Bir k\u00f6pek tekmeler gibi bana haddimi bildirin!
Egemen nefretinizin la\u011f\u0131m\u0131 yap\u0131n!<\/p>\n
Bir b\u00fct\u00fcn kurbanlar\u0131n\u0131za d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015ft\u00fcr\u00fcn beni!
\u0130nsanl\u0131k ad\u0131na ac\u0131 \u00e7eken Hazreti \u0130sa gibi
Elinize d\u00fc\u015fen her kurban\u0131n\u0131z i\u00e7in ac\u0131 \u00e7ekeyim,
O amans\u0131z borda bordaya \u00e7arp\u0131\u015fmalarda
Sertle\u015fmi\u015f, parmaklar\u0131 kesin kanl\u0131 ellerinize d\u00fc\u015fen.<\/p>\n
S\u00fcr\u00fcklenen bir \u015fey yap\u0131n beni \u2013Ah, o ne zevk, o ne ac\u0131 \u00f6p\u00fcc\u00fck \u2013 s\u00fcr\u00fcklenmek
K\u0131rba\u00e7lad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131z atlar\u0131n kuyru\u011funda\u2026
Ama b\u00fct\u00fcn bunlar denizde, de-niiz-dee,
DE-N\u0130\u0130Z-DEE!
He-he-hey-hey-hey! He-he-hey! DE-N\u0130\u0130Z-DEE!
He-he-hey, hey-hey! He-he-hey! He-he-hey!
Her \u015fey hayk\u0131r\u0131yor! Hayk\u0131r\u0131yor her \u015fey! R\u00fczg\u00e2rlar, dalgalar, gemiler!
Denizler, gabya yelkenleri, korsanlar, ruhum, kan, hava, ah hava!
He-he-hey, hey-hey! He-he-hey! He-he-hey!
\u015eark\u0131 s\u00f6yl\u00fcyor, hayk\u0131r\u0131yor her \u015fey!<\/p>\n
\u00d6L\u00dcN\u00dcN SANDUKSI \u00dcST\u00dcNDE ON BE\u015e K\u0130\u015e\u0130
YO-HO-HO B\u0130R DE ROM \u015e\u0130\u015eES\u0130!<\/p>\n
He-he-hey, hey-hey! He-he-hey! He-he-hey!
Ho-ho-hoy-la-hoy-la-hoy-h-O-O-O-la-la-ha!<\/p>\n
AHO-O-O-O-O-O-O-O-O-O-yyy! …
USKUNA AHO-O-O-O-O-O-yyy! …<\/p>\n
Darby M\u2019Graw-aw-aw-aw-aw-aw!
DARBY M\u2019GRAW-AW-AW-AW-AW-AW-AW!
FETCH AFFFT THE RU-U-U-U-UM, DARBY!<\/p>\n
Ho-ho-ho-ho-ho-ho-ho-ho-ho-ho-ho-ho-ho-ho!
HO-HO-HO-HO-HO-HO-HO-HO-HO-HO-HO-HO-HO!
HO-HO-HO-HO-HO-HO-HO-HO-HO-HO-HO!
HO-HO-HO-HO-HO-HO-HO-HO-HO-HO-HO-HO!
HO-HO-HO-HO-HO-HO-HO-HO-HO-HO-HO!
\u0130\u00e7imden bir \u015feyler par\u00e7alan\u0131yor. K\u0131z\u0131ll\u0131k karar\u0131yor.
Art\u0131k hi\u00e7bir \u015fey hissetmeyecek kadar \u00e7ok \u015fey hissettim,
Ruhum t\u00fckendi, kalan yaln\u0131zca bir yank\u0131 i\u00e7imde.
Giderek azal\u0131yor volan\u0131n h\u0131z\u0131.
G\u00f6zlerimin \u00fczerinden kald\u0131r\u0131yor ellerini d\u00fc\u015flerim.
Yaln\u0131zca bir bo\u015fluk duyuyorum i\u00e7imde, bir \u00e7\u00f6l,bir gece denizi
Ve o gece denizini duyar duymaz i\u00e7imde,
O bo\u015flu\u011fun \u00f6tesinden ve sessizli\u011finden
Bir kez daha, bir kez daha o uzun ve \u00e7ok eski \u00e7\u0131\u011fl\u0131k
Birden, ses de\u011fil sevecenlikle \u00e7akan bir \u0131\u015f\u0131k gibi \u00e7\u0131nl\u0131yor
Ve hemen yay\u0131l\u0131yor denizin ufkuna
O nemli, karanl\u0131k, insanca dalgalanma gecede,
Bir sirenin iniltili \u00e7a\u011fr\u0131s\u0131 duyuluyor uzaktan,
Uzakl\u0131\u011f\u0131n derinliklerinden, Denizin dibinden,\u2026
U\u00e7urumun ba\u011fr\u0131ndan,
Sular\u0131n \u00fczerinde yosunlar gibi y\u00fczerken par\u00e7alanm\u0131\u015f d\u00fc\u015flerim\u2026<\/p>\n
Aho-o-o-o-o-o-o-o-o-o-o-yy\u2026
Uskuna aho-o-o-o-o-o-o-o-o-o-o-yy..<\/p>\n
Ah, bu \u00e7iy tanesi nas\u0131l da kapl\u0131yor heyecan\u0131m\u0131!
\u0130\u00e7imdeki denizin esen bu gece serinli\u011fi!
\u0130\u015fte, birden \u00f6n\u00fcmde, gece dalgalar\u0131n\u0131n
O engin insan gizemiyle dolu bir gece denizi.
Ay do\u011fuyor ufukta ve bir damla g\u00f6zya\u015f\u0131 gibi
Canlan\u0131yor i\u00e7imde mutlu \u00e7ocuklu\u011fum.
Dalga dalga geri geliyor ge\u00e7mi\u015fim ve o deniz \u00e7\u0131\u011fl\u0131\u011f\u0131
Bir kokuya, bir sese, bir \u015fark\u0131n\u0131n yank\u0131s\u0131na d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015f\u00fcyor
\u00c7ocuklu\u011fumu hat\u0131rlay\u0131p
Bir daha hi\u00e7 ya\u015fayamayaca\u011f\u0131m o mutlulu\u011fu \u00e7a\u011f\u0131r\u0131rcas\u0131na.
Nehrin k\u0131y\u0131s\u0131ndaki o eski, sessiz evdeydi\u2026
(Odam\u0131n pencereleri, yemek odas\u0131ndakiler de
Al\u00e7ak evlerin \u00fczerinden yak\u0131ndaki nehre bak\u0131yordu,
Tejo\u2019ya, bu ayn\u0131 Tejo\u2019ya, ama ba\u015fka bir noktadan, daha a\u015fa\u011f\u0131dan\u2026
\u015eimdi d\u00f6necek olsam ayn\u0131 pencerelere, onlar\u0131 art\u0131k bulamam.
Uzak denizlerdeki bir geminin duman\u0131 gibi u\u00e7up gitti o g\u00fcnler\u2026)<\/p>\n
Anlat\u0131lmaz bir yumu\u015fakl\u0131k,
Neredeyse g\u00f6z ya\u015fart\u0131c\u0131 bir pi\u015fmanl\u0131k,
B\u00fct\u00fcn o kurbanlar \u2013 \u00f6zellikle de \u00e7ocuklar \u2013 y\u00fcz\u00fcnden,
Kendimi eski bir korsan sand\u0131\u011f\u0131m,
Onlar\u0131 da kurbanlar\u0131m olarak d\u00fc\u015fledi\u011fim i\u00e7in;
Sars\u0131c\u0131 bir duygu, onlar\u0131n kurbanlar\u0131m olmalar\u0131;
Sonra tatl\u0131 bir yumu\u015fama, \u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc asl\u0131nda
Kurbanlar\u0131m de\u011fildi onlar;
Kar\u0131\u015f\u0131k bir duygu, mavile\u015fen bu\u011fulu bir pencere cam\u0131 gibi,
Yaral\u0131 ruhuma eski \u015fark\u0131lar s\u00f6yleyen.<\/p>\n
Ah, nas\u0131l d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcp d\u00fc\u015fleyebilmi\u015ftim b\u00f6yle \u015feyleri?
Ne kadar uza\u011f\u0131m \u015fimdi biraz \u00f6nceki kendimden!
Karma\u015f\u0131k duygular \u2013 bazen b\u00f6yle, bazen tam tersi!
Do\u011fan g\u00fcn\u00fcn soluk ayd\u0131nl\u0131\u011f\u0131nda, bu duygularla uyumlu
Sesler geliyor kula\u011f\u0131ma \u2013 sular\u0131n \u015f\u0131p\u0131rt\u0131s\u0131,
Nehrin r\u0131ht\u0131m\u0131 yalayan dalgalar\u0131n\u0131n yumu\u015fak \u015f\u0131p\u0131rt\u0131s\u0131\u2026
Kar\u015f\u0131 k\u0131y\u0131n\u0131n \u00f6n\u00fcnden ge\u00e7en yelkenler,
Japon mavisi uzak tepeler.
Almada\u2019n\u0131n evleri,
Yumu\u015fak ve \u00e7ocukluktan kalma ne varsa sabah\u0131n bu erken saatlerinde\u2026<\/p>\n
Bir mart\u0131 ge\u00e7iyor
Ve art\u0131yor i\u00e7imdeki yumu\u015fakl\u0131k.
Oysa bu s\u00fcre i\u00e7inde hi\u00e7bir \u015fey \u00e7arpmad\u0131 g\u00f6z\u00fcme.
Tenimde ok\u015fama gibi bir \u015feydi b\u00fct\u00fcn duydu\u011fum
B\u00fct\u00fcn bu s\u00fcre i\u00e7inde g\u00f6zlerimi hi\u00e7 ay\u0131rmad\u0131m uzaktaki d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcmden,
Nehir k\u0131y\u0131s\u0131ndaki evim,
Nehir boyunda ge\u00e7en \u00e7ocuklu\u011fum,
Geceleyin odam\u0131n nehre bakan pencereleri
Ve sularda yans\u0131yan dingin ay \u0131\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131! …
O\u011flunu yitirdi\u011fi i\u00e7in beni \u00e7ok seven teyzem\u2026
Beni ninnilerle uyutan o ya\u015fl\u0131 kad\u0131n
(Ninnilik \u00e7a\u011f\u0131m \u00e7oktan ge\u00e7mi\u015f olsa da) \u2026
Bunlar\u0131 hat\u0131rl\u0131yorum da g\u00f6zya\u015flar\u0131 bo\u015fan\u0131yor kalbime ve y\u0131kan\u0131yor hayat\u0131m
Ve bir deniz meltemi esmeye ba\u015fl\u0131yor i\u00e7imde.
Bazen \u201cNau Catrineta\u201d y\u0131 s\u00f6ylerdi teyzem:<\/p>\n
\u0130\u015fte Catrineta gidiyor
Denizin dalgalanan \u00fcst\u00fcnde…<\/p>\n
Ya da orta\u00e7a\u011fdan kalma \u00f6zlem dolu
Bela Infanta \u015fark\u0131s\u0131n\u0131\u2026 \u015eimdi hat\u0131rl\u0131yorum da yank\u0131lan\u0131yor i\u00e7imde zavall\u0131 kad\u0131n\u0131n ya\u015fl\u0131 sesi,
O g\u00fcnlerden beri onu ne kadar az d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm\u00fc, onunsa beni ne kadar \u00e7ok sevdi\u011fini hat\u0131rlatarak!
Ve ona nas\u0131l hay\u0131rs\u0131zl\u0131k etti\u011fimi \u2013 sonunda da hayat\u0131m\u0131 ne yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131?<\/p>\n
Bela Infanta’yd\u0131 bu\u2026 G\u00f6zlerimi kapay\u0131nca, teyzem de \u015fark\u0131ya ba\u015flard\u0131:<\/p>\n
D\u00fcnya g\u00fczeli Prenses
Oturmu\u015f bah\u00e7esinde…<\/p>\n
G\u00f6zlerimi aralard\u0131m, bakard\u0131m ayla ayd\u0131nlanm\u0131\u015f pencere,
Sonra g\u00f6zlerimi kapar, mutlu bir d\u00fc\u015fe dalard\u0131m.<\/p>\n
D\u00fcnya g\u00fczeli Prenses
Oturmu\u015f bah\u00e7esinde…
Sa\u00e7lar\u0131n\u0131 tararken
Alt\u0131n tara\u011f\u0131 elinde<\/p>\n
Ey benim \u00e7ocuklu\u011fum, k\u0131r\u0131lm\u0131\u015f oyunca\u011f\u0131m!
D\u00f6nememek o ge\u00e7mi\u015fe, o eve, o sevgiye,
Orada kalamamak hep \u00e7ocuk, her zaman mutlu!<\/p>\n
Oysa b\u00fct\u00fcn bir ge\u00e7mi\u015fti o, bir k\u00f6\u015fede kalm\u0131\u015f o sokak feneri.
D\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fck\u00e7e i\u00e7imde bir \u00fcrperti, bir a\u00e7l\u0131k kavu\u015famayaca\u011f\u0131m bir \u015feye.
Anlat\u0131lmaz, sa\u00e7ma bir ac\u0131 veriyor bana bunu d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnmek.
Ah, her yana savrulan bir duygu kas\u0131rgas\u0131!
Ruhumdaki bu ince, ba\u015f d\u00f6nd\u00fcren karga\u015fa!
T\u00fckenmi\u015f k\u0131zg\u0131nl\u0131klar, \u00e7ocuklar\u0131n oyuncak makaralar\u0131na benzer sevgiler,
Duyular\u0131n g\u00f6zleri kar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda par\u00e7alanan imgelem,
G\u00f6zya\u015flar\u0131, bo\u015funa g\u00f6zya\u015flar\u0131,
Ruhu yalay\u0131p ge\u00e7en ayk\u0131r\u0131 r\u00fczg\u00e2rlar\u2026<\/p>\n
Kurtulmak i\u00e7in bu duygulardan, yard\u0131ma \u00e7a\u011f\u0131r\u0131yorum
Bile bile, umutsuz, susam\u0131\u015f, bo\u015f bir \u00e7abayla
Can \u00e7eki\u015fen Ya\u015fl\u0131 Korsan\u2019\u0131n \u015fark\u0131s\u0131n\u0131:<\/p>\n
\u00d6l\u00fcn\u00fcn sandukas\u0131 \u00fcst\u00fcnde on be\u015f ki\u015fi
Yo-ho-ho bir de rom \u015fi\u015fesi!<\/p>\n
Ama silinen bir \u00e7izgi gibi yava\u015f yava\u015f kayboluyor i\u00e7imdeki bu \u015fark\u0131\u2026
Kendimi zorluyorum ve g\u00f6zlerini d\u00f6rt a\u00e7m\u0131\u015f ruhumun kar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda,
Yar\u0131 okumu\u015f bir imgelemin yard\u0131m\u0131yla bir kez daha canland\u0131rmay\u0131 ba\u015far\u0131yorum
Korsanl\u0131\u011f\u0131n ate\u015fini, \u00f6ld\u00fcrme tutkusunu, ya\u011fmac\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131n o doyumsuz zevkini\u2026
Kad\u0131nlarla \u00e7ocuklar\u0131 pisipisine \u00f6ld\u00fcrmelerini,
Zavall\u0131 yolculara e\u011flenmek i\u00e7in bo\u015funa i\u015fkence etmelerini
Ve ba\u015fkalar\u0131n\u0131n de\u011fer verdi\u011fi \u015feyleri a\u015fa\u011f\u0131lay\u0131p par\u00e7alama \u015fehvetini,
Ama so\u011fuk terler d\u00f6k\u00fcyorum korkudan d\u00fc\u015flerken b\u00fct\u00fcn bunlar\u0131.<\/p>\n
Ne kadar ilgin\u00e7 olurdu diye d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcyorum
O \u00e7ocuklar\u0131 asmak analar\u0131n\u0131n g\u00f6zleri \u00f6n\u00fcnde
(Oysa analar\u0131n\u0131n ben oldu\u011fumu hissediyorum kendime ra\u011fmen)
D\u00f6rt ya\u015f\u0131ndakileri \u0131ss\u0131z adalara g\u00f6mmek,
Babalar\u0131n\u0131 kay\u0131klarla g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcp onlar\u0131 g\u00f6stermek
(Oysa evde m\u0131\u015f\u0131l m\u0131\u015f\u0131l uyuyan do\u011fmam\u0131\u015f \u00e7ocu\u011fumu d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcnce t\u00fcylerim \u00fcrperiyor.)<\/p>\n
Deniz cinayetleriyle ilgili so\u011fuk bir istek k\u0131\u015fk\u0131rt\u0131yorum i\u00e7imde,
\u0130nan\u00e7 \u00f6zr\u00fc olmayan bir Engizisyon,
Nedeni olmayan cinayetler, k\u00f6t\u00fcl\u00fck ve \u00f6fke duymadan,
So\u011fukkanl\u0131l\u0131kla i\u015flenmi\u015f, incitmeyi bile d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnmeden,
\u015eakadan de\u011fil, vakit \u00f6ld\u00fcrmek i\u00e7in,
Ta\u015frada bir yemek odas\u0131nda, masa \u00f6rt\u00fcs\u00fcn\u00fc bir k\u00f6\u015feye itip fal a\u00e7ar gibi,
S\u0131rf zevk i\u00e7in, hi\u00e7 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnmeden korkun\u00e7 cinayetler i\u015flemek,
S\u0131rf birinin ac\u0131 \u00e7ekti\u011fi, \u00e7\u0131ld\u0131rd\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131, ac\u0131dan \u00f6lecek gibi oldu\u011funu g\u00f6r\u00fcp i\u015fi tam o noktaya vard\u0131rmamak\u2026
Ama d\u00fc\u015f g\u00fcc\u00fcm reddediyor beni izlemeyi,
\u00dcrpertiyle diken diken oluyor sa\u00e7lar\u0131m
Ve birden, birdenbirelik daha \u00f6nce, daha uzak, daha derinden,
Birden – Ah, o kan\u0131m\u0131 donduran korku! –
O Bilinmezlik kap\u0131s\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131ld\u0131\u011f\u0131nda i\u00e7imi kaplayan hava ak\u0131m\u0131, o so\u011fuk!
Tanr\u0131y\u0131 hat\u0131rl\u0131yorum, hayat\u0131n o \u00dcst\u00fcn g\u00fcc\u00fcn\u00fc ve birden
Bir zamanlar g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm \u0130ngiliz denizci Jim Barns\u2019\u0131n ya\u015fl\u0131 sesi<\/p>\n
\u0130\u00e7imdeki anla\u015f\u0131lmaz yumu\u015fakl\u0131klar\u0131n sesine d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015f\u00fcyor
\u015fimdi, anam\u0131n kuca\u011f\u0131ndaki o k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck ayr\u0131nt\u0131lara,
k\u0131zkarde\u015fimin kurdelesine,
G\u00f6r\u00fcnen \u015feylerin \u00f6tesinden gelen ola\u011fan\u00fcst\u00fc bir ses,
Kulaklar\u0131 sa\u011f\u0131r eden bu uzak Ses, Salt\u0131k Ses oluyor, a\u011f\u0131zs\u0131z Ses,
Denizin \u00fcst\u00fcnden ve derinliklerinden gelen geceye \u00f6zg\u00fc Yaln\u0131zl\u0131\u011f\u0131n sesi
\u00c7a\u011f\u0131r\u0131yor, \u00e7a\u011f\u0131r\u0131yor, \u00e7a\u011f\u0131r\u0131yor beni\u2026<\/p>\n
Bo\u011fuk, k\u0131s\u0131k, gene de duyulabilir bir ses,
\u00c7ok uzaklardan, ba\u015fka bir yerden yank\u0131lanan, burada anla\u015f\u0131lmayan,
Bast\u0131r\u0131lm\u0131\u015f bir \u00e7\u0131\u011fl\u0131k, k\u0131s\u0131k bir \u0131\u015f\u0131k, sessiz bir soluk,
Uzay\u0131n olmayan bir k\u00f6\u015fesinden, zaman\u0131n hi\u00e7bir yerinden
Sonsuzlu\u011fa y\u00f6nelen bir gece \u00e7\u0131\u011fl\u0131\u011f\u0131, derin ve d\u00fczensiz bir soluk:<\/p>\n
Aho-o-o-o-o-o-o-o-o-o-o-yy\u2026
Aho-o-o-o-o-o-o-o-o-o-o-o-o–yy\u2026
Uskuna aho-o-o-o-o-o-o-o-o-o-o-o-o-o–yyy\u2026<\/p>\n
Ruhumun derinliklerinden gelen so\u011fukla \u00fcrperiyor bedenim
Kapamad\u0131\u011f\u0131m g\u00f6zlerimi a\u00e7\u0131yorum birden.
Ah, ne b\u00fcy\u00fck mutluluk sonunda d\u00fc\u015flerden kurtulmak!
\u0130\u015fte yeniden ger\u00e7ek d\u00fcnya, sinirleri rahatlatan!
\u0130\u015fte erken saatleri sabah\u0131n ve limana ilk giren gemiler.<\/p>\n
Hangi geminin gelmekte oldu\u011fu hi\u00e7 \u00f6nemli de\u011fil.
O h\u00e2l\u00e2 uzakta.
Ancak yak\u0131nda olan beni heyecanland\u0131r\u0131yor.
G\u00fc\u00e7l\u00fc, sa\u011fl\u0131kl\u0131, i\u015flek d\u00fc\u015f g\u00fcc\u00fcm
\u00c7a\u011fda\u015f ve yararl\u0131 \u015feylerle ilgileniyor,
\u015eilepler, vapurlar, yolcularla,
G\u00fcndelik, \u00e7a\u011fda\u015f, ticaretle ilgili, somut \u015feylerle,
\u0130\u00e7imde yava\u015fl\u0131yor durmadan d\u00f6nen volan.
\u00c7a\u011f\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n ola\u011fan\u00fcst\u00fc denizcilik hayat\u0131,
Her \u015fey sa\u011fl\u0131kl\u0131, temiz, makinala\u015fm\u0131\u015f!
Her \u015fey yerli yerinde, kendi d\u00fczeni i\u00e7inde,
B\u00fct\u00fcn \u00e7arklar, di\u015fliler, denizlerde gemiler
B\u00fct\u00fcn al\u0131m sat\u0131mlar, ithalat ve ihracat
T\u0131k\u0131r t\u0131k\u0131r i\u015fleyen,
Do\u011fal bir yasaya uyuyor sanki her \u015fey,
Tek ses yok uyumu bozan!<\/p>\n
\u015eiirin de yitirdi\u011fi bir \u015fey yok. \u00dcstelik
Kendine \u00f6zg\u00fc \u015fiiri olan makinalar\u0131m\u0131z var art\u0131k
Ve yeni bir ya\u015fama bi\u00e7imimiz, ciddi aya\u011f\u0131 yere basan, d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnsel ve duygusal
Bu makine \u00e7a\u011f\u0131n\u0131n ruhlara ba\u011f\u0131\u015flad\u0131\u011f\u0131.
Yolculuklar \u015fimdi de eskiden oldu\u011fu gibi g\u00fczel
Ve bir gemi s\u0131rf gemi oldu\u011fu i\u00e7in her zaman g\u00fczel olacak.
Yolculuklar hala yolculuk ve uzaklar hala olduklar\u0131 yerde –
Hi\u00e7bir yerde, Tanr\u0131ya \u015f\u00fck\u00fcr!<\/p>\n
Limanlar t\u00fcrl\u00fc t\u00fcrl\u00fc vapurlarla dopdolu!
K\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck b\u00fcy\u00fck, renk renk, de\u011fi\u015fik n\u00f6bet \u00e7izelgeleriyle,
Her biri de\u011fi\u015fik bir denizcilik \u015firketine ba\u011fl\u0131!
Limandaki her vapur o kadar kendisi ki palamarla ba\u011fl\u0131 oldu\u011fu yerde!
\u00d6ylesine ho\u015flar ki o dingin duru\u015flar\u0131yla liman\u0131n tela\u015fl\u0131 trafi\u011finde,
Her zaman Homeros\u2019un o eski d\u00fczeninde, ey \u00dclis!
Gecede, uzaktan insan gibi bakan o deniz fenerleri
Ya da gecenin karanl\u0131\u011f\u0131nda yak\u0131ndan bir fenerin birden g\u00f6z kama\u015ft\u0131rmas\u0131
(\u201cKim bilir ne kadar yakla\u015ft\u0131k karaya! \u201d
Ve sular\u0131n \u015fark\u0131s\u0131 kulaklar\u0131m\u0131zda) ! …
B\u00fct\u00fcn bunlar bug\u00fcn de hi\u00e7 de\u011fi\u015fmemi\u015f, yaln\u0131z \u015fimdi ticaret var fazladan
Ve bu b\u00fcy\u00fck vapurlar\u0131n ticari yazg\u0131lar\u0131
Ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131m \u00e7a\u011f\u0131n bir \u00f6v\u00fcn\u00e7 kayna\u011f\u0131 bana!
Yolcu vapurlar\u0131ndaki \u00e7e\u015fit \u00e7e\u015fit insanlar,
Irklar\u0131n kar\u0131\u015fmas\u0131n\u0131n, uzaklara gitmenin, yeni \u015feyler g\u00f6rmenin
Bunca kolayla\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131 bir \u00e7a\u011fda ya\u015faman\u0131n o yeni \u00f6v\u00fcnc\u00fcn\u00fc duyuruyor bana.
B\u00f6ylece ya\u015farken ger\u00e7ekle\u015fti\u011fini g\u00f6rmek nice eski d\u00fc\u015flerin sevindiriyor beni.
Duygular\u0131m bug\u00fcn gi\u015felerinin kafesleri sar\u0131 metalden temiz, d\u00fczenli, modern bir b\u00fcro gibi,
Bir centilmen gibi \u00f6l\u00e7\u00fcl\u00fc ve do\u011fal
\u015ea\u015fk\u0131nl\u0131ktan uzak ve becerikli; i\u00e7lerine \u00e7ekiyorlar deniz havas\u0131n\u0131,
Deniz havas\u0131 soluman\u0131n ne denli sa\u011fl\u0131kl\u0131 oldu\u011funu bilen insanlar gibi.<\/p>\n
G\u00fcn\u00fcn i\u015f saatleri ba\u015fl\u0131yor art\u0131k.
Her \u015fey harekete ge\u00e7iyor kendi d\u00fczeni i\u00e7inde.
Ben de b\u00fcy\u00fck bir zevkle ve do\u011fal bir sesle ezberden saymaya ba\u015fl\u0131yorum
Mallar\u0131n y\u00fcklenmesi i\u00e7in gerekli b\u00fct\u00fcn ticari i\u015flemleri.
Benim \u00e7a\u011f\u0131m b\u00fct\u00fcn faturalara vurulan damgalar \u00e7a\u011f\u0131
Ve b\u00fct\u00fcn i\u015f yerlerinde yaz\u0131lan b\u00fct\u00fcn mektuplar
Do\u011frudan benim ad\u0131ma g\u00f6nderilmeli.<\/p>\n
Deniz ta\u015f\u0131mac\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u00f6yle bir uzmanl\u0131k,
Bir kaptan\u0131n imzas\u0131 \u00f6yle g\u00fczel ve modern ki!
\u0130\u015f mektuplar\u0131n\u0131n o belli ba\u015flang\u0131\u00e7 ve sonlar\u0131:
Dear Sirs \u2013 Messieurs \u2013 Amigos e Srs.,
Yours faithfully \u2013 nos salutations empressees\u2026
B\u00fct\u00fcn bunlar yaln\u0131z insanca ve do\u011fal de\u011fil ayn\u0131 zamanda g\u00fczel de,
Sonra bunlar\u0131n hepsinin bir ilgisi var denizcilikte \u2013
\u015eileplere y\u00fcklenen mallarla ilgili mektuplar ve faturalar.<\/p>\n
Hayat\u0131n karma\u015f\u0131kl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131! Seven, nefret eden,
Siyasal tutkular\u0131 olan, bazen de su\u00e7 i\u015fleyen insanlar haz\u0131rl\u0131yor bu faturalar\u0131 \u2013
Ve \u00f6yle g\u00fczel yaz\u0131yorlar, \u00f6yle d\u00fczenli, \u00f6yle ba\u011f\u0131ms\u0131z ki b\u00fct\u00fcn bu duygulardan!
Bir faturaya bak\u0131p bunlar\u0131 hi\u00e7 hissetmeyenler de vard\u0131r.
\u00d6rne\u011fin sen, Casario Verde, hissetmi\u015fsindir bunu elbet.
Ben de \u00f6yle i\u00e7ten ya\u015fam\u0131\u015f\u0131md\u0131r ki bunu, g\u00f6zlerim ya\u015farm\u0131\u015ft\u0131r.
\u0130\u015f hayat\u0131nda ve i\u015f yerlerinde \u015fiir yoktur, demeyin bana!<\/p>\n
\u0130\u015fte bak\u0131n, giriyor b\u00fct\u00fcn g\u00f6zeneklerden\u2026 i\u00e7ime \u00e7ekiyorum onu bu deniz havas\u0131nda,
\u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc b\u00fct\u00fcn bunlar gemilerle, \u00e7a\u011fda\u015f denizcilikle ilgili,
\u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc tarihin ba\u015flang\u0131c\u0131d\u0131r faturalar ve i\u015f mektuplar\u0131,
Sonsuz denizlerde y\u00fck ta\u015f\u0131yan \u015filepler de tarihin sonu.<\/p>\n
Ve ah, o yolculuklar, o tatil gezileri ve \u00f6tekiler,
Hepimizin arkada\u015f oldu\u011fu o deniz yolculuklar\u0131
Denize \u00f6zg\u00fc bir gizemle etkileyip ruhlar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131
Bir an i\u00e7in bizi belirsiz bir \u00fclkenin u\u00e7suz bucaks\u0131z denizlerinde
Durmadan dola\u015fan yurtta\u015flar\u0131na d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015ft\u00fcren!
Sonsuzlu\u011fun B\u00fcy\u00fck Otelleri, ey benim transatlantiklerim!
Hi\u00e7bir yerde hi\u00e7 durmaman\u0131n o yetkin, eksiksiz d\u00fcnya yurtta\u015fl\u0131\u011f\u0131
Ve her t\u00f6reyi, her k\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131, her y\u00fcz\u00fc ve \u0131rk\u0131 kucaklama tutkusu!<\/p>\n
Yolcular, yolculuklar \u2013 bunlar\u0131n her t\u00fcrl\u00fcs\u00fc!
Nice uluslar\u0131 yery\u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fcn! Nice u\u011fra\u015flar! Nice insanlar!
\u0130nsan\u0131n hayat\u0131n\u0131 y\u00f6neltebilece\u011fi nice de\u011fi\u015fik y\u00f6nler
Ve sonunda her zaman, her zaman ayn\u0131 olan hayat.
Say\u0131s\u0131z garip y\u00fczler! B\u00fct\u00fcn y\u00fczler biraz gariptir \u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc
Ve hi\u00e7bir \u015fey insanlar\u0131 seyretmek kadar kutsall\u0131k duygusu vermez bize.
Karde\u015flik devrimci bir kavram de\u011fildir ne de olsa.
Karde\u015fli\u011fi ya\u015famak \u00f6\u011fretir bize, her \u015feyi ho\u015f g\u00f6rmeyi \u00f6\u011fretti\u011fi gibi,
Ve insan \u015fa\u015far ne kadar \u00e7ok \u015feyi ho\u015f g\u00f6rmek zorunda oldu\u011funa,
Sonunda ho\u015f g\u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fc \u015feylere bak\u0131p nerdeyse sevgiyle a\u011flamak gelir i\u00e7inden!<\/p>\n
Ah, ne kadar g\u00fczeldir b\u00fct\u00fcn bunlar, ne kadar insanca
Ve duygular\u0131m\u0131za s\u0131k\u0131 s\u0131k\u0131ya ba\u011fl\u0131, ne kadar candan ve burjuva,
\u00d6ylesine karma\u015f\u0131k ve yal\u0131n, \u00f6ylesine soyut ve hazin!
Bir o yana bir bu yana savurarak insan olmay\u0131 \u00f6\u011fretir bize hayat.
Zavall\u0131 insanlar! Hepimiz, her yerdeki biz zavall\u0131lar!<\/p>\n
\u015eimdi veda ediyorum bu saatte yola \u00e7\u0131kacak olan
\u015eu \u00f6b\u00fcr geminin g\u00f6vdesinde. Tarifesiz bir \u0130ngiliz y\u00fck vapuru bu,
Bir Frans\u0131z gemisi gibi \u00e7ok pis,
Sevimli bir deniz emek\u00e7isi havas\u0131nda,
Yola \u00e7\u0131kaca\u011f\u0131 \u015f\u00fcphesiz d\u00fcnk\u00fc gazetenin son sayfas\u0131nda ilan edilmi\u015f.<\/p>\n
Dokunuyor bana bu yoksul vapurun b\u00f6yle do\u011fal ve kendi halinde gidi\u015fi.
Bilmem neden, titizlenen bir havas\u0131 var,
G\u00f6revini yerine getiren d\u00fcr\u00fcst bir insan gibi.
\u0130\u015fte uzakla\u015f\u0131yor bulundu\u011fum r\u0131ht\u0131mdan.
\u0130\u015fte yava\u015f yava\u015f ilerliyor eskiden, \u00e7ok eskiden
Karavelalar\u0131n ge\u00e7ti\u011fi yerde\u2026
Cardiff\u2019e mi? Liverpool\u2019a m\u0131? Londra\u2019ya m\u0131? \u2026
Ne \u00f6nemi var?
O i\u015fini yap\u0131yor. Bizim de yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z gibi.\u2026
Ya\u015famak g\u00fczel!
\u0130yi yolculuklar! \u0130yi yolculuklar!
Yolun a\u00e7\u0131k olsun, d\u00fc\u015flerimin heyecan\u0131n\u0131
Ve ac\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 benimle payla\u015fma c\u00f6mertli\u011fini g\u00f6steren
Ve gidi\u015fini g\u00f6reyim diye beni yeniden hayata ba\u011flayan ge\u00e7ici dostum.
\u0130yi yolculuklar! \u0130yi yolculuklar! Hayat b\u00f6yle i\u015fte\u2026<\/p>\n
Sal\u0131n\u0131\u015f\u0131n \u00f6yle do\u011fal, \u00f6yle sabaha \u00f6zg\u00fc ki,
Lizbon liman\u0131ndan \u00e7\u0131karken bug\u00fcn,
Garip, bildik bir sevgiyle dolduruyor i\u00e7imi\u2026
Ni\u00e7in mi? Nerden bileyim! … Haydi\u2026 Git\u2026
Hafif bir \u00fcrperi\u015fle
(T-t-t-t-t\u2026)
Duruyor i\u00e7imdeki volan.<\/p>\n
Ge\u00e7 git, yava\u015f gemi, ge\u00e7 git, durma sak\u0131n\u2026
B\u0131rak beni, uzakla\u015f, kaybol g\u00f6zden,
Git, uzakla\u015f kalbimden,
Uzakta kaybol, uzaklarda, Tanr\u0131n\u0131n sisi,
G\u00f6zden kaybol, yazg\u0131n\u0131 izle, beni b\u0131rak\u2026
Ben kim oluyorum a\u011flay\u0131p s\u0131zlayacak?
Ben kim oluyorum seninle konu\u015fup seni sevecek?
Ben kim oluyorum sana bak\u0131p akl\u0131 ba\u015f\u0131ndan gidecek?
Gemi r\u0131ht\u0131mdan ayr\u0131l\u0131yor, g\u00fcne\u015f y\u00fckseliyor alt\u0131n rengi,
I\u015f\u0131maya ba\u015fl\u0131yor r\u0131ht\u0131mda damlar,
Kentin b\u00fct\u00fcn bu yan\u0131 \u0131\u015f\u0131l \u0131\u015f\u0131l\u2026
Git art\u0131k, b\u0131rak beni, nehrin ortas\u0131ndaki
Gemi ol \u00f6nce, orada a\u00e7\u0131k se\u00e7ik,
Sonra da s\u0131\u011f sulardan uzakla\u015fan k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck, siyah bir gemi,
Daha sonra ufukta belirsiz bir nokta (ah, \u00e7ilem benim!)
Ufukta giderek belirsizle\u015fen k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck bir nokta\u2026
Sonra hi\u00e7, yaln\u0131z ben ve yoklu\u011funun ac\u0131s\u0131
Ve art\u0131k g\u00fcne\u015fle \u0131\u015f\u0131yan koca bir kent
Ve gemileri olmayan bir r\u0131ht\u0131m gibi ger\u00e7ek ve \u00e7\u0131plak bu saat
Ve bir pusula gibi a\u011f\u0131r a\u011f\u0131r d\u00f6nen vin\u00e7
Kimbilir hangi duyguyu izlercesine yar\u0131m daire \u00e7izen
Tedirgin ruhumun sessizli\u011finde\u2026<\/p>\n
Uzakl\u0131klar, Eski Denizler
\u00c7eviri: Cevat \u00c7apan<\/p>\n
Fernando PESSOA<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
Santa Rita Pintor’a R\u0131ht\u0131mda kimsesiz, yapayaln\u0131z, bu yaz sabah\u0131Bak\u0131yorum kumsal\u0131n k\u0131y\u0131s\u0131ndan, bak\u0131yorumBelirsizli\u011fe,Bak\u0131yorum ve k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck, siyah parlak bir vapurunYakla\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6rmekten mutluluk duyuyorum.Uzakta, \u00f6yle a\u00e7\u0131k se\u00e7ik ve bildik ki kendinceArd\u0131nda kendi duman\u0131ndan bir bayrak b\u0131rak\u0131yor havaya.Limana giriyor ve sabah\u0131 da birlikte getiriyor ve nehirdeDenizcilere \u00f6zg\u00fc bir canlanma ba\u015fl\u0131yor,Yelkenler a\u00e7\u0131l\u0131yor, \u00e7atanalar yakla\u015f\u0131yor,R\u0131ht\u0131ma ba\u011fl\u0131 gemilerin gerisinde motorlar gidip geliyorHafif […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[216],"tags":[],"class_list":{"0":"post-7109","1":"post","2":"type-post","3":"status-publish","4":"format-standard","6":"category-fernando-pessoa"},"yoast_head":"\n