\u00a0<\/p>\n
sela verilirken kalkt\u0131k kahveden ,
cumayd\u0131,y\u0131l\u0131n en beklemi\u015f g\u00fcn\u00fc,
yemeni gibi \u00fcst\u00fcnde tabutun,
g\u00f6lge veren a\u011fa\u00e7s\u0131z bir g\u00f6ky\u00fcz\u00fc.
k\u0131z\u0131n babas\u0131 yan\u0131m\u0131zda,boyu nuzun,
zay\u0131f,a\u011fz\u0131nda m\u0131r\u0131lt\u0131lar,
on k\u00f6yl\u00fc,iki subay bir tezkereci er,
s\u0131raland\u0131k ah\u015fap mescidin avlusunda,
namaz k\u0131lmad\u0131 adam,a\u011flam\u0131yordu da,
aln\u0131 bir uzun sabr\u0131n kabaran gelgiti,
s\u00fcrg\u00fcn duvar\u0131 bekleyi\u015fin,
d\u00fcnyaya \u00e7ok yak\u0131n bir gece gibi,
ald\u0131k cenazeyi sarsmadan,i\u011freti
ve hafif,g\u00f6zlerimiz yerde,
kay\u0131p bir tay\u0131n izini s\u00fcreriz sanki,
kap\u0131larda ba\u015flar\u0131 \u00e7atk\u0131l\u0131 kad\u0131nlar,
sallan\u0131yorlard\u0131 sisli giysilerinde,
y\u00fckl\u00fc\u011fe saklanm\u0131\u015f \u00e7evreler gibi soluk,
b\u00f6l\u00fcnm\u00fc\u015f gibi y\u0131l\u0131n en kat\u0131 ekme\u011fi,
imece sofras\u0131nda h\u0131\u00e7k\u0131r\u0131\u011f\u0131n,
kim bilir ka\u00e7 \u00f6l\u00fcmden kalma sa\u00e7\u0131 gibi,
susmu\u015ftu \u00e7ekirgelerin kabu\u011fu,
toprak kumrular\u0131 g\u00fcne\u015fin,
ve k\u00f6peklerin yedi\u011fi kemiksiz sabah,
susmu\u015ftu g\u00f6\u011f\u00fcn sarn\u0131c\u0131,bo\u015f,
cemaat y\u00fcr\u00fcyordu kablumba\u011fa gibi,
mezal\u0131\u011fa do\u011fru y\u00fczy\u0131lda,
sar\u0131 sab\u0131rlar\u0131n yan\u0131ndan,acelesiz,
ayr\u0131k otu yolmaya gidiyor san\u0131rs\u0131n,
davul vurmaya,ay tutulmu\u015f,
tarladaki yar\u0131lm\u0131\u015f topra\u011f\u0131 g\u00f6rmeye,
susuzlu\u011fun kirli rengini,ay\u0131b\u0131n\u0131,
da\u011fa ta\u015fa vurmu\u015f a\u00e7l\u0131\u011f\u0131,
dayanan dayan\u0131r,ya\u011fs\u0131z bulgular ve ahlat,
gen\u00e7leri al\u0131r \u00f6l\u00fcm ilk a\u011f\u0131zda,
sabah y\u0131ld\u0131z\u0131n\u0131n u\u011fra\u011f\u0131,
b\u00f6\u011f\u00fcrtlensiz mezarl\u0131\u011fa vard\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131zda,
bir melek lale s\u00fcmb\u00fcl dikiyordu,
lalelerden birini ald\u0131 adam,
girdi k\u0131z\u0131n\u0131n mezar\u0131na,
sar\u0131ld\u0131,\u00f6pt\u00fc,b\u0131rakt\u0131 laleyi sonra,
kefenin \u00fcst\u00fcne,uykusuz.
yedi \u00e7ocu\u011fu g\u00f6m\u00fcl\u00fcym\u00fc\u015f,s\u00f6ylediler,
bizi a\u00e7 b\u0131rakan bu toprak
a\u00e7l\u0131ktan \u00f6lenlerle beslenir dediler,
d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn bir ki\u015fi omuzlad\u0131 tabutu,
toz toprak i\u00e7inde vard\u0131k kahveye,
ya\u015fl\u0131 adam do\u011fru \u00e7e\u015fmeye gitti,
elini y\u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc y\u0131kad\u0131 konu\u015farak
kendi kendine duas\u0131z,bir tanr\u0131 gibi.<\/p>\n
Melih Cevdet ANDAY<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
\u00a0 sela verilirken kalkt\u0131k kahveden , cumayd\u0131,y\u0131l\u0131n en beklemi\u015f g\u00fcn\u00fc, yemeni gibi \u00fcst\u00fcnde tabutun, g\u00f6lge veren a\u011fa\u00e7s\u0131z bir g\u00f6ky\u00fcz\u00fc. k\u0131z\u0131n babas\u0131 yan\u0131m\u0131zda,boyu nuzun, zay\u0131f,a\u011fz\u0131nda m\u0131r\u0131lt\u0131lar, on k\u00f6yl\u00fc,iki subay bir tezkereci er, s\u0131raland\u0131k ah\u015fap mescidin avlusunda, namaz k\u0131lmad\u0131 adam,a\u011flam\u0131yordu da, aln\u0131 bir uzun sabr\u0131n kabaran gelgiti, s\u00fcrg\u00fcn duvar\u0131 bekleyi\u015fin, d\u00fcnyaya \u00e7ok yak\u0131n bir gece gibi, ald\u0131k […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[22],"tags":[],"class_list":{"0":"post-767","1":"post","2":"type-post","3":"status-publish","4":"format-standard","6":"category-m-cevdet-anday"},"yoast_head":"\n