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I<\/p>\n
\u00e7at\u0131lar\u0131n \u00fczerinde y\u00fcr\u00fcrd\u00fc ser\u00e7eler
kanatlar\u0131ndan g\u00fcn\u0131\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131 d\u00f6k\u00fcl\u00fcrd\u00fc
ci\u011ferleri s\u00f6k\u00fcl\u00fcr gibi \u00f6ks\u00fcr\u00fcrd\u00fc
yoku\u015fa vurduk\u00e7a erkenci i\u015f\u00e7iler<\/p>\n
ekme\u011finin yan\u0131na g\u00fcne\u015fi koyup
usulca bakkaldan \u00e7\u0131kan \u00e7ocuk
bir \u00e7ift kanat a\u00e7ard\u0131 k\u00f6\u015fede
ben d\u00f6nerdim geceyar\u0131lar\u0131ndan
\u00fcst\u00fcm ba\u015f\u0131m \u00e7at\u0131\u015fma i\u00e7inde<\/p>\n
sardunyalar\u0131n aras\u0131nda pencerede
sen taze bir badem gibi dururdun
beni her sabah b\u00f6yle vururdun
\u00e7ekip g\u00f6zlerine mahmur bulutu<\/p>\n
g\u00fcnayd\u0131n derken salt dudakt\u0131n
biri seni mutlaka \u00f6p\u00fcyordu
bana m\u0131 \u00f6yle geliyordu
sen mi \u00e7ok ufakt\u0131n<\/p>\n
sa\u00e7lar\u0131nda miniminnac\u0131k papatya
ard\u0131nda \u00e7i\u00e7ek bah\u00e7esi
ay\u0131p bir s\u00f6z gibi y\u00fcr\u00fcrd\u00fcn
g\u00f6zlerimi al\u0131p g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcrd\u00fcn
k\u00f6rleme kal\u0131rd\u0131m<\/p>\n
gidi\u015fini g\u00f6r\u00fcp de d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fc beklememek olur mu
beklerdim tahtaya g\u00f6m\u00fclen \u00e7iviler gibi
bluzunun alt\u0131nda kanatlanan \u00e7ifte kumruyu
biraz k\u00f6yl\u00fc biraz burjuva
san\u0131r\u0131m kal\u00e7alar\u0131ndan alm\u0131\u015ft\u0131
o felaket huyu<\/p>\n
II<\/p>\n
kimdin neydin neciydin
benim fikrim yoktu
senin ya\u015f\u0131n ve korkun
kimi vakit konu\u011fu olurdun
duvar diplerinde kalle\u015f
\u00f6l\u00fcmlerin koklad\u0131\u011f\u0131 evimin<\/p>\n
tomurcuklar\u0131 patlayan bir dal gibi g\u00fclerdin
kahve i\u00e7ti\u011fimiz fincana
pencereye kilime duvara
tabakta dilimlenmi\u015f elmaya
\u00e7\u0131n \u00e7\u0131n mavi sa\u00e7\u0131l\u0131rd\u0131
en olmad\u0131k yerde ete\u011fin a\u00e7\u0131l\u0131rd\u0131
akl\u0131m kar\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131<\/p>\n
ne m\u00fcmk\u00fcnd\u00fc g\u00f6rmemek hissetmemek
incecik parmaklar\u0131nda a\u015fkla t\u00fcterdi
de\u011fer de\u011fmez dudaklar\u0131na
b\u00fct\u00fcn sigaralar erkekti<\/p>\n
III<\/p>\n
sen hep oralardayd\u0131n k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck ho\u015f g\u00f6r\u00fcnt\u00fclerinle
ben y\u00fcz\u00fcm\u00fc r\u00fczgara verirdim
sa\u00e7\u0131m\u0131n her telini uzak mavilere g\u00f6t\u00fcren
denize d\u00f6nerdim sonra
s\u0131rt\u0131nda dalgalar y\u00fcr\u00fcten<\/p>\n
terim so\u011furdu
bir k\u00f6pek namlu ensek\u00f6k\u00fcmde dururdu
i\u015fkence \u015furadayd\u0131 cezaevi burada
y\u00fcr\u00fcrlerdi benimle y\u00fcr\u00fcsem
uzansam yatarlard\u0131 yan\u0131ma
onlar benim g\u00f6lgelerimdi
bir \u00f6n\u00fcme d\u00fc\u015ferlerdi
bir ard\u0131ma<\/p>\n
IV<\/p>\n
kapand\u0131 \u00fcst\u00fcme geceyar\u0131lar\u0131
polisler s\u00fcr\u00fckl\u00fcyordu beni
kent boydanboya susuyordu
bulvarda bir a\u011fa\u00e7
g\u00fcr\u00fclt\u00fcyle kusuyordu<\/p>\n
kapand\u0131 \u00fcst\u00fcme geceyar\u0131lar\u0131
sen yoktun
okul arkada\u015flar\u0131m\u0131n ad\u0131n\u0131
telefon numaralar\u0131n\u0131 sinema kap\u0131lar\u0131n\u0131
\u00f6pt\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm ilk k\u0131z gibi
i\u00e7ti\u011fim ilk sigara ilk i\u00e7ki
\u00e7\u0131kt\u0131\u011f\u0131m ilk afi\u015f gecesi gibi akl\u0131mda tuttum
bir senin ad\u0131n\u0131
ad\u0131n\u0131 unuttum
an\u0131msamak ku\u015flar\u0131<\/p>\n
b\u0131\u00e7ak u\u00e7malar\u0131<\/p>\n
Nevzat \u00c7EL\u0130K<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
\u00a0 I \u00e7at\u0131lar\u0131n \u00fczerinde y\u00fcr\u00fcrd\u00fc ser\u00e7elerkanatlar\u0131ndan g\u00fcn\u0131\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131 d\u00f6k\u00fcl\u00fcrd\u00fcci\u011ferleri s\u00f6k\u00fcl\u00fcr gibi \u00f6ks\u00fcr\u00fcrd\u00fc yoku\u015fa vurduk\u00e7a erkenci i\u015f\u00e7iler ekme\u011finin yan\u0131na g\u00fcne\u015fi koyupusulca bakkaldan \u00e7\u0131kan \u00e7ocukbir \u00e7ift kanat a\u00e7ard\u0131 k\u00f6\u015fedeben d\u00f6nerdim geceyar\u0131lar\u0131ndan \u00fcst\u00fcm ba\u015f\u0131m \u00e7at\u0131\u015fma i\u00e7inde sardunyalar\u0131n aras\u0131nda penceredesen taze bir badem gibi dururdunbeni her sabah b\u00f6yle vururdun \u00e7ekip g\u00f6zlerine mahmur bulutu g\u00fcnayd\u0131n derken salt dudakt\u0131nbiri seni mutlaka \u00f6p\u00fcyordubana […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[25],"tags":[],"class_list":{"0":"post-889","1":"post","2":"type-post","3":"status-publish","4":"format-standard","6":"category-nevzat-celik"},"yoast_head":"\n